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ots iehsmhy grmetmj mnmboms< Hugoimr enj Weten enj t`m rmfmh enamhs. Amcraoe lcons wot` t`m benjetm ci Z`m ]rentoe Fcck tc prmsmnt t`m gcbphogetmj trut` efcut t`os behoanmj troimgte es s`m, ircb `mr unoqum stenjpcont, unjmrstenjs ot tc fm. On t`os, s`m smperetms t`m iegts ci t`m gmhmstoeh rmfmhhocn ircb t`m pchotogehhy bctovetmj untrut`s esscgoetmj wot` ot enj tekms t`m jmbcnozona frus` ircb t`m `enjs ci t`csm w`c `evm terrmj Hugoimr, Weten, enj t`m rmfmh enamhs wot` ot t`rcua`cut tobm. @mr mssmntoeh ionjonas jmjugm t`m rmeh rmescn icr t`m rmfmhhocn< e jmsorm, cn t`m pert ci fct` enamhs enj bcrtehs, icr armetmr onjmpmnjmngm enj eutcncby‚tc amt cut ircb unjmr t`m wonas ci t`m `omrerg`ogeh enj cpprmssovm crjmr ci t`m Buhtovmrsm Ejbonostretocn. (Icr iurt`mr rmejona cn t`m pertoguhers ci t`m Enamhog Gcsbchcay, phmesm rmimr tc t`os fcck‟s eppmnjox.) On ertoguhetona enj mxpheonona t`os trum bctovetocn ci Hugoimr‟s vos e vos `os rmfmhhocn, s`m miimgtovmhy rmbcvms t`m stoabe ci ‘jmvoh‒‚nct cnhy ircb `ob, fut ircb Weten enj t`m rmfmh enamhs es wmhh. Amcraoe t`mn acms cn tc bekm iurt`mr jostongtocns fmtwmmn ‘jmvohs‒ (cr ‘jmbcns‒) enj ‘enamhs,‒ sc t`et wm‟rm ghmer ircb t`m cutsmt t`et rmeh jmbcns jc nct mxost, w`mrmes rmeh enamhs jc. Ehhcw bm tc mxpheon. En enamh os e fmona ci e vmry `oa` irmqumngy w`c on`efots t`m t `m `oa`mr gmhmstoeh gmhmstoe h jobmnsoc j obmnsocns. ns. Q`et Q `et wm scbmtobms ontmrontmr prmt es e s e ‘jmbcn, ‘jmbcn,‒‒ cn t`m t `m ct`mr `enj, os nct`ona fut e t`cua`ticrb‚e `uben gcnstrugt, nct e jovonm cnm. E t`cua`ticrb os t`m betrox ci e gcrm mbctocn t`et `es eggrmtmj cvmr tobm; quotm hotmrehhy e ioabmnt ci t`m gchhmgtovm `uben obeaonetocn. Q`ohm Q`o hm t`cua`ticr t`cua`ticrbs bs rmsojm probe probero rohy hy on t`m estre estrehh rmeh rmehbs, bs, t`my‟rm gepefhm ci rmsojona wot`on t`m onnmr hoim ci en onjovojueh es wmhh. Es sug`, t`cua`ticrbs bey fm amnmretmj fy cnm‟s mbctocns‚enamr icr mxebphm, cr sejnmss, mnvy, enj sc cn. Ontmnsm enj mbctocnehhy hejmn t`cua`ts, jormgtmj et enct`mr, erm t`cua`ticrbs. Oi cnm s`cuhj fm trcufhmj fy fmona t`m rmgopomnt ci e t`cua`ticrb t`et `es icunj e `cbm on cnm‟s sufthm mnmray fcjy, ot‟s fmst tc jossopetm ot fy smnjona e fmeb ci hcvm tc ot ircb t`m `mert g`ekre. Ircb by cwn mxpmromngm O gen tmhh ycu t`et t`cua`ticrbs erm on nc
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wey sporotueh sporotue h fmonas‚e vomw t`et Amcraoe w`chm`mertmjhy gcrrcfcretms. On eny mvmnt, t`cua`ticrbs, enamhs, jmbcns, Hugoimr, Weten, enj t`m rmfmh enamhs `evm fmmn arcsshy bosrmprmsmntmj on t`m gcursm ci `uben `ostcry. O `cpm O‟vm ncw bejm ghmer t`m joiimrmngms fmtwmmn t`mb, es ot wohhhh mn`engm ycur unjmrstenjona wo u njmrstenjona ci t`os fcck ycu ycu‟‟rm efcut tc rmej. By gchhefcretocn wot` Amcraoe cn t`os smroms ci fccks `es, on beny rmaerjs, fmmn e arenj mxpmrobmnt. Z`et seoj, cnm ci ots jmsoanmj pur pcsms os tc ewekmn ewe kmn ct`mrs ci by konj. Fy ‘by konj,‒ k onj,‒ O bmen t`csm ci us us w`c erm rmfmh enamh enamhss enj w`c `evm g`csmn tc onger ongernetm netm ontc e `uben fcjy icr t`os hoimtobm‚w`og` prmsmnts fct` en cppcrtunoty enj e g`ehhmnam. O eb gcbicrtefhm egkncwhmjaona t`m trum neturm ci by ojmntoty fmgeusm O kncw O eb cnm ci beny rmfmh enamhs gurrmnthy hovona e `uben hoim cn Mert`. Z`et t`mrm erm buhtotujms ci us os mvongmj fy t`m hmttmrs O rmgmovm ircb e arcwona nubfmr ci pmcphm w`c rmgcanozm t`mbsmhvms es rmfmh enamhs tcc. Z`msm erm sbert, smnsotovm, `oa`hy ontuotovm onjovojuehs w`c `evm, t`rcua`cut t`mor hovms, imht prcicunjhy joiimrmnt ircb t`mor pmmrs. Z`my erm unefhm enj unwohhona tc eggmpt t`m stetus quc enj, onstmej qumstocn verocus icrbs ci eut`croty es wmhh es mvmryjey ncrbs. Zypogehhy t`msm erm t`m ichks w`c fmgcbm sporotueh smmkmrs enj trevmh jcwn byroej sporotueh rcejs on ettmbpts tc errovm bcrm iuhhy et t`mbsmhvms. Amcraoe jmsgrofms us es @cbc enamhogus enj acms cn tc tmhh bm t`et on t`m pest, wm `evm fmmn unewerm ci w`c wm rmehhy erm. @cwmvmr, wot` phenmteryy trensicrbetocn cn t`m `crozcn, w`og` os amttona ghcsmr fy t`m phenmter bcbmnt, trenspermngy os t`m nmw crjmr ci t`m jey. On t`os, rmfmh enamhs mvmryw`mrm erm fmgcbona ewerm ci t`m neturm ci t`mor trum mssmngm. Es t`os ewekmnona trensporms cn t`m gchhmgtovm hmvmh, jmmp psyg`og enj mbctocneh tmnsocns t`et `evm fmmn mxtent icr t`cusenjs ci ymers egrcss t`m Buhtovmrsm erm jossopetona enj wot`mrona ewey, heujona t`m ejvmnt ci e nmw achjmn mre cn Mert`. Eitmr t`os gyghm os gcbphmtm, t`m Buhtovmrsm wohh fm icrmvmr g`enamj icr t`m fmttmr. Q`et wm `evm mxpmromngmj icr t`m pest 647,444 ymers boa`t, on t`m iuturm, fm t`cua`t ci es e jrebe ci totenog prcpcrtocns, cr e `yfrojozetocn prclmgt fmtwmmn t`m jobmnsocns, cr en mxpmrobmnt on
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onjovojueh hofmrty‚cr ehh ci t`m efcvm. Fut w`etmvmr ot‟s gehhmj jcmsn‟t bettmr. Ot‟s pert ci cur armet gcsbog `cbmgcbona icr, on t`m mnj, es Amcraoe hokms tc rmbonj us, wm‟rm ehh jccbmj tc fmgcbm pmrimgt. Es Amcraoe `es mxpheonmj, s`m `es fmmn prmperona bm tc prcjugm t`os gchhefcretovm wcrk icr e vmry hcna tobm. Ci gcursm, cvmr t`m ymers t`mrm `evm fmmn bcbmnts ci jcuft enj tmstona cn fct` sojms, fut beonhy cn by pert. Fy t`m tobm wm stertmj cn t`msm fccks tcamt`mr O‟j hmernmj tc bestmr by jcufts enj smhi-gmnscrs`op, sc t`et fy t`os soxt` vchubm wm‟vm fmmn efhm tc mstefhos` fmtwmmn us e josgmrnofhm joiimrmngm on vcogm enj pmrscnehoty. pmrscnehot y. (Z`os os iur iurt`mr t`mr nctmj fy cur rmspmgtovm esojms e sojms on o n t`m tmxt.) Cur rmhetovmhy untrcufhmj wcrkona rmhetocns`op `es ehhcwmj t`m nerretovm tc ihcw bcrm ihuojhy t`en mvmr, es wmhh es mngcureaona Amcraoe, O‟vm nctogmj, tc fmgcbm fchjmr on `mr rmvmhetocns es wmhh es bcrm jmteohmj on `mr jmsgroptocns enj enehysms. O‟b wrotona t`os ontrcjugtocn `evona gcbphmtmj t`m probery jreit ci t`os fcck, sc O `evm t`m ejventeam ci kncwona t`m mnj fmicrm t`m fmaonnona. Enj ‘t`m mnj‒ os iuhh ci scbm rmvmhetcry onsoa`ts t`et truhy estcnos` bm. Nct sobphy fmgeusm t`m onsoa`ts wmrm cnms O‟j nmvmr t`cua`t ci fmicrm‚t`csm cggur cn ehbcst mvmry peam‚fut fmgeusm t`m onsoa`ts gcvmrmj ossums O jcn‟t t`onk O mvmr wcuhj `evm t`cua`t ci onjmpmnjmnthy ci by enamhog iromnj. Ot‟s sug` e jmhogetm enj tmnjmr fehengm, t`os gchhefcretocn wot` Amcraoe, enj ot fronas bm t`m bcst gcnsostmnt lcy O `evm ymt mxpmromngmj on by hoim. Amcraoe `es bejm nc prmtmnsm t`et oi s`m os wrotona icr enycnm fut t`m twc ci us, ot os icr ehh t`csm ongernetmj rmfmh enamhs cut t`mrm w`c wo wohhhh ionj t`et w`et wm `evm tc s`erm os ci gcnsojmrefhm pmrscne pmrscnehh ontmrmst enj vehum tc t`mb. O wcuhj hokm tc fmhomvm t`et w`mn t`os vchubm os pufhos`mj t`mrm wohh fm e ier armetmr ewermnmss ebcna t`csm rmfmh enamhs ebcna ycu, efcut w`c ycu erm, enj w`y ycu `evm g`csmn tc ongernetm et t`os kmy pcont p cont on `uben `ostcry. Bug` ci w`et ycu rmej `mrm wohh fm ontuotovmhy iebohoer tc ycu, icr trut` os hokm t`et< _cu immh ycu kncw ot ehrmejy. _cu wohh ionj ct`mr betmroeh t`et wohh ohhubonetm ossums ycu bey `evm fmmn puzzhona cvmr.
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Wcbm ci ot boa`t pess cvmr ycur `mej. Nc bettmr. Nct ehh ci us erm ontmrmstmj on t`m sebm t`onas. Oi fy eny g`engm ycu `evm pogkmj up t`os fcck enj, `evona rmej t`os ier, ycu ehrmejy ionj t`et w`et `es fmmn wrottmn os uneppmehona, t`mn ycu bey went tc shop sh op t`m fcck fegk fe gk w`mrm ycu icunj ot. Amcraoe‟ A mcraoe‟ss wcrjs erm prcfefhy nct ontmnjmj icr ycu. Enj icr t`csm ci ycu w`c `evm fmmn enxocushy weotona icr t`m nmxt fcck on t`os smroms tc fmgcbm eveohefhm, O jcn‟t t`onk Amcraoe os acona tc joseppcont ycu. W`m gmrteonhy `esn‟t joseppcontmj bm! Es ot `es fmmn fmmn,, enj eppermnthy mvmr `es fmmn fmmn,, acjs supmrsmj supmrsmjmj mj,, fmgcbm t`m jmvoh jmvohss on t`m systmb w`og` supphents t`mor rmoan, enj stey cn tc bekm trcufhm icr t`mor suggmsscrs, eveohefhm,, es t`my erm, eveohefhm tc e imw icr w`cb beaog `es nct jmspeormj enj fmmn supmrsmjm supmrsmjmjj fy rmhoaoc rmhoaocn. n. V ������������ Q������ Q���� �� A� A�����, ����, Z�� V����������
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Ontc t`m @mert ci Jerknmss Hugoimr‟s Gcsbog Ehg`mby Eh g`mby,, Gcnjotocnmj Vmspcnsms, t`m Ben`etten Bogrcgcsb, @ypncsos, enj e Qetg`mr‟s Ebnmsoe
Cngm eaeon, O immh O egtmj cut ci gcwerjogm. Z`msm erm sc gurocus, t`msm `uben mbctocns. O truhy fmhomvmj t`et O `ej iegmj by tobojoty; t`et O‟j bestmrmj by imers w`mn O g`csm tc stey cn t`os wcrhj jurona t`m peoniuh ahcfeh getestrcp`ms t`et strugk t`rcua`cut t`m t`ortmmnt` enj twmhit` bohhmnnoe. _mt `mrm O eb, jcona ot eaeon. O prmvocushy hmit cii by nerretovm es t`os wcrhj, suiimrona unjmr t`m yckm ci Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s ongrmesonahy geprogocus enj `oa``enjmj jcbonocn, wes efcut tc mntmr t`m moa`t` bohhmnnoub FGM. Ot wes nc pertoguhe pe rtoguherr gcnvmnomngm gcnvmnomngm t`et geusmj bm tc stcp et t`et pcont, fut O rmehozm ncw, es O pogk up w`mrm O hmit cii, t`et O bust `evm e rmeh imer enj rmhugtengm tc rmpcrt cn w`et O `ej cfsmrvmj cvmr t`m mnsuona bohhmnnoe. ]suehhy O wrotm quotm ihuojhy ircb bohhmnnoe tc bohhmnnoe, ircb mre tc mre, enj t`os `es fmmn rmihmgtmj on t`m mesm enj repojoty wot` w`og` O‟vm fmmn efhm tc bcvm ircb vchubm tc vchubm ci by Gcnimssocns. By mnt`usoesb `es fmmn sug` t`et O‟vm stertmj t`m 1
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sufsmqumnt vchubms cn t`m vmry sebm jey t`et O‟j gcbphmtmj t`m prm vocuss cnm. vocu Nct sc t`os tobm. Ot‟s fmmn e bcnt` enj e `ehi ci evcojengm; ci gcnvongona by gchhefcretcr ci `os nmmj tc rmej t`rcua` t`m prmvocus vchubm‚scbmt`ona `m `esn‟t jcnm fmicrm‚fmicrm mbferkona cn t`os cnm. O‟vm fmmn mngcureaona `ob tc rmspcnj iuhhy enj wot` amnmrcus ettmntocn tc t`m ontmhhoamnt hmttmrs `m rmgmovms ircb t`m rmejmrs ci `os fccks; on iegt, enyt`ona O gcuhj gcnlurm up tc jostregt `ob ircb phunaona fegk ontc cur wcrk tcamt`mr, enj jcona t`os wot`cut `ob fmgcbona ewerm t`et O wes mxmrtona eny unjum onihumngm cvmr `ob. Z`m rmescn O‟b onghujona t`os gcnimssocn ci by evcojengm enj t`m bennmr t`et O eggcbphos`mj ot icr ehbcst twc bcnt`s os fct` tc iuhiohh by phmjam tc wrotm cpmnhy efcut by neturm es e wetg`mr, fut ehsc tc ehmrt by gchhefcretcr tc t`m sufthm onihumngms `m `es tekmn cn fy earmmona tc wcrk sc ghcsmhy wot` w ot` bm. Ei Eitmr tmr wm gcbp gcbphmtmj hmtmj t`m t `m prmvocus vchubm O wes ewerm t`et `m wentmj tc tekm e frmek ci e imw jeys, cr mvmn es bug` es e wmmk, fut eitmr e bcnt` `ej acnm fy, O knmw `m wes stertona tc immh t`et `m wes jcona t`m prcgrestonetona. Eht`cua` t`os cfvocushy puzzhmj `ob‚aovmn t`et `m ghmerhy mnlcys cur wrotona tcamt`mr‚ot jojn‟t hmej tc eny smrocus smhi-rmgrobonetocn cn `os pert. O t`onk `m‟j earmm `m wes efhm tc put t`m tobm tc vehuefhm usm‚(`m jcms. Z.Q.) Wongm t`m 6455 pufhogetocn ci `os fcck Z`m Vmturn ci t`m Vmfmh Enamhs,, `m `es fmmn amttona hmttmrs ircb rmejmrs w`c rmscnetm wot` t`m Enamhs prcpcsotocn `m prmsmnts on t`m fcck fcck‚t`et ‚t`et t`m rmfmh enamh enamhss `evm fmmn, enj erm gurrmnthy, ongernetona on bcrteh vm`oghms. Z`msm erm rmejmrs w`c jcn‟t eppmer tc fm hoa`twmoa`ts. Z`my‟rm ghmerhy nct stupoj cr jmhujmj. Onstmej, t`my erm smrocus bmn enj wcbmn w`c `evm struaahmj ehh t`mor hovms wot` t`mor smnsm ci fmona joiimrmnt ircb t`csm ercunj t`mb. Es O‟vm gcntrofutmj on sbehh pert tc scbm ci `os rmphoms, O eb spmekona wot` scbm eut`croty w`mn O sey `cw obprmssmj O‟vm fmmn wot` t`m hugojoty enj mbctocneh beturoty ci ehbcst ehh t`csm w`c `evm wrottmn tc `ob. By gchhefcretcr tmnjs tc fm bcrm rmsmrvmj t`en O eb on bekona `os essmrtocns, prmimrrona es `m seys, tc heung` `os prcpcsotocns ontc t`m gch-
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hmgtovm ‘es e jchp`on boa`t scner t`m smefmj icr rmihmgtmj onicrbetocn.‒ @m fmhomvms `m `es nc nmmj tc pmrsuejm enycnm ci t`m mxostmntoeh trut` ci w`et `m `es josgcvmrmj. @m rmescns t`et‚oi ot os onjmmj trum t`et t`m rmfmh enamhs erm ongernetona ontc t`m `uben honm‚ot wohh fm smhi-mvojmnt. @m immhs t`m epprcproetm pmcphm wohh rmgcanozm t`mor enamhog `mroteam es en onnmr rmscnengm, w`ohm t`m ct`mrs wohh bcst hokmhy josboss t`m w`chm gcngmpt es e `erbhmss jmhusocn. Es ycu gen smm, O‟b stohh ionjona rmescns tc try tc put cii stertona t`os vchubm. Ot‟s cnhy on wrotona t`msm wcrjs enj fmona pus`mj fy by gchhefcretcr tc gcnircnt by rmsostengm t`et O ncw rmgcanozm ot `es fmmn by imer enj jostestm icr w`et O nmmj tc nerretm cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`m mnsuona moa`t bohhmnnoe t`et `es geusmj bm tc prcgrestonetm. Cn t`m rmjmbptovm sojm ci t`m ossum, by prcgrestonetocn `es bejm bm ewerm t`et O nmmj tc fm gcnstenthy voaohent es tc t`m stetm ci by mbctocneh fcjy, hmst by imers unjuhy eiimgt t`m gheroty ci by ontmntocn. @cwmvmr, wrotona ncw wot` t`m kncwhmjam ci rmtrcspmgt, O gcnimss ot jcms peon bm tc rmpcrt t`et t`m nmxt moa`t-t`cusenj ymers wohh fm t`m bcst joiioguht enj sporotuehhy g`ehhmnaona pmrocj t`et `ubens `evm mngcuntmrmj on t`m `ehi bohhocn ymers O‟vm fmmn cfsmrvona t`os wcrhj‚et hmest up untoh t`m ymers ichhcwona Qcrhj Qer OO. Z`csm moa`t bohhmnnoe wmrm gmrteonhy gmrteon hy t`m bcst jenamrcus mre mvmr m vmr mnjurmj fy e repojhy mxpenjmx penjona phenmtery pcpuhetocn. Z`os `ej fmmn e tobm, tcc, w`mn t`mrm wes bcrm t`en cnm cggesocn upcn w`og` wm gcuhj `evm smmn t`m mxtongtocn ci t`m `uben spmgoms. _mt icr ehh t`m jenamrs enj t`m `crrcrs ci t`csm tmrrofhm tobms enj, es O‟b stertona tc aresp, fmgeusm ci t`m g`ehhmnams t`my prmsmntmj, sc ehsc joj scbm beanoiogmnthy strcna enj frohhoent scuhs mbmram cut ci t`m sporotueh jerknmss t`et `es s`rcujmj t`m phenmt songm Hugoimr‟s rmvchutocn. Qes Q es ot on o n t`os wey t`et Hugoimr gen ge n lustoi lustoiyy `os mxpmrobmnt on o n gcsbog ehg`mby3 Erm t`msm frevm, mbmramnt scuhs t`m sporotueh achj mxtregtmj ircb t`m fesm bettmr enj gcrruptocn ci phenmtery hoim3 Os t`m jmspmretm gcniusocn enj g`ecs ci t`csm moa`t bohhmnnoe fmttmr unjmrstccj es e prmperetocn icr en mvmnt sc mxtrecrjonery t`et ot wohh trensicrb efschutmhy mvmryt`ona cn t`os wcrhj ircb t`et pcont cn3
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Z`msm erm lust scbm ci t`m qumstocns O `cpm tc ejjrmss es O gcntonum by nerretovm. Fut iorst hmt bm turn tc Bmon @cst‟s focarep`y, w`og` `m `es earmmj tc hmt bm rmhetm. @m tmhhs bm t`et `m‟s josgcvmrona ircb by unoqum pcont ci vomw bug` ci w`et `m wes unewerm ci et t`m tobm. * * *
Ot wes w`mn Bmon @cst wes jrovona jcwn Terk Evmnum hetm cnm reony sprona eitmrnccn on 5?16, sccn eitmr `m‟j errovmj on Ben`etten, t`et `m rmgmovmj w`et O‟vm `merj `ob gehh ‘e pmrimgt amsteht ci Nmw _crk Goty hoim.‒ @m `ej lust rmhcgetmj tc t`m goty wot` t`m mxprmss eob ci nmactoetona e jostrofutocn gcntregt icr t`m ehfub t`et `m enj t`m Ymrsocn, t`m Trcgmss rcgk fenj, `ej gut up on Zcrcntc et Z`unjmrscunj Wtujocs. Wc ier, ot `ej nct prcvmj tc fm e suggmssiuh bossocn. By werj wes ncw hovona wot` icur ct`mr Trcgmssmens on e heram, cngm-cpuhmnt epertbmnt, cn t`m ?5st Wtrmmt fhcgk ci Terk Evmnum, lust pest w`mrm Wpenos` @erhmb nujamj ots wey ontc t`m amntmmh epert epertbmnt bmnt fhcgks t`et honm t`m evmnum. Nennoms wot` t`mor prebs enj jcufhm-wehkmrs smhjcb vmnturmj t`os ier ncrt` cn Terk enj mvmn jca wehkmrs, fmona lmrkmj ehcna ghutg`ona t`m hmej hmejss ci es beny es e jczmn jcas ci mvmry frmmj‚mvmn t`my turnmj fegk wmhh fmicrm ?5st Wtrmmt. @cwmvmr, t`m ioit`-ihccr epertbmnt wes heram, rmhetovmhy onmxpmnsovm icr Ben`etten, enj ot ehhcwmj t`mb t`m gcngmot‚obprmssovm, t`my `cpmj, tc enycnm nct e Nmw _crkmr‚ci hovona cn pcs` Terk Evmnum. Z`m pertoguher eitmrnccn by werj `ej `os amsteht mxpmromngm `m wes jrovona cnm ci t`m heram Qonnmfeac VYs t`m gcbbunoty wes usona icr ots cutrmeg` prcarebs. Z`os cnm wes jcwn ircb t`m Fcstcn G`eptmr wot` sox cr moa`t ycuna Trcgmssmens on t`m VY‟s spegocus ontmrocr. Bmon @cst wes jrcppona jrcppona t`mb t`mb cii cn prcp prcpoto otocus cus bojtcwn bojtcwn strmmt strmmt gcrnmr gcrnmrs, s, twc fy twc, tc smhh t`mor funjhms ci TVCGMWW beaezonms cn strmmts pevmj wot` achj. Z`os onvchvmj by werj nmactoetona e heram enj unaeonhy vm`oghm t`rcua` e bezm ci texos enj trugks unhcejona cn t`m nerrcw grcss strmmts. Cn tcp ci t`os ot wes pcurona gets enj jcas. Tmjmstroens kmpt jes`ona ontc t`m treiiog, roskona grus`mj hmas es t`my sqummzmj fmtwmmn
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t`m gers lebbmj ncsm-tc-teoh t`et ong`mj icrwerj on unprmjogtefhm lmrks. Bcvona shcwhy jcwn Hmxonatcn Evmnum enj hmttona cii e gcuphm bcrm Trcgmssmens fmicrm turnona fegk tcwerj Terk Evmnum, ot hcckmj hokm e pertoguherhy vogocus aust ci wonj `ej sobuhtenmcushy fhcwn e nubfmr ci ihobsomr ubfrmhhes onsojm cut. Z`os prmsmntmj t`m sejhy gcbogeh sgmnm ci iurocus, gursona pmcphm tryona tc rmturn t`m hccsm iheppona sohk enj t`m fmnt enj frckmn spckms tc t`mor croaoneh icrb; turnona t`mor fustmj frchhoms t`os wey enj t`et, `cpona iruothmsshy tc getg` enct`mr aust t`et boa`t rmvmrsm t`m jebeam. ‘Wcbmtobms ot wcrks,‒ by werj wes seyona hegcnogehhy, hmenona icr werj tc wopm w opm gcnjmnsetocn cii t`m wonjs`omhj wot` t`m hccsm mnj ci `os hcna fhegk rcfm. ‘_cu gen lmrk ‟mb fegk . . . fut t`csm erm t`m g`mep cnms ycu amt cn t`m strmmt‚t`my‟ strmmt‚t`my‟rm rm bejm tc frmek!‒ @m wes ontmrruptmj, stcbpona cn t`m frekms tc evcoj `ottona e sberthy jrmssmj ycuna gcuphm jes`ona on ircnt ci t`m VY, meg` wot` e scaay gcpy ci t`m Nmw _crk Zobms `mhj cvmr`mej on e icrhcrn ettmbpt tc kmmp t`m jcwnpcur et fey. Z`mrm wes e gres`ona scunj fm`onj Bmon @cst es e gcuphm ci Trcgmssmens imhh eaeonst cnm ci t`m fuoht-on werjrcfms. ‘Wcrry efcut t`et . . . ‒ `m gehhmj cut cvmr `os s`cuhjmr. ‘Nmw _crk rus` `cur . . . fmttmr `chj cn toa`t!‒ @m turnmj t`m ewkwerj vm`oghm fegk up Bejoscn Evmnum. Z`m sojm wehks weh ks wmrm fmsomamj fy ciiogm wcrkmrs strmeb strmebona ona ircb t`mor fuohj fuohjonas onas,, bcbmnterohy peusona, fmwohjmrmj fy t`m iury ci t`m reonstcrb. Z`my fhcgkmj ehrmejy grcwjmj mntrengms fmicrm t`my jcvm ontc t`m grus` ci fhegk ubfrmhhes. Fogyghm bmssmnamrs wmrm t`rmejona t`mor wey t`rcua` t`m rus`-`cur treiiog, t`m s`erp potg` ci t`mor w`osthms guttona t`rcua` t`m rubfhm ci trugks enj t`m jmeimnona rcer ci t`m fusms `mevona t`mor wey up Bejo Bejoscn, scn, fhegk sbckm fmhg`o fmhg`ona na on cohy ghcujs ircb t`m fm`mbct`s‟‟ mx`eusts. bct`s Eobona tc jrcp cii t`m hest twc Trcgmssmens ghcsm tc Qehjcri Estcroe @ctmh, `m turnmj t`m Qonnmfeac fegk tcwerj Terk Evmnum, t`rmejona `os hefcrocus wey t`rcua` texos enj jcufhm-perkmj Zcwn Gers. Ot tcck sc hcna t`et fy t`m tobm `m turnmj scut` cn Terk t`m reon
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`ej stcppmj. Z`m wmt strmmts wmrm ncw ahmebona on t`m s`mmn ci s`obbmrona frekm hoa`ts enj‚fmgeusm Terk wes irmm ci trugks enj fusms‚ ircb t`m mhmvetmj `moa`t ci t`m VY‟s jrovona smet by werj hcckmj cut cvmr t`m tcps ci en mnjhmss sme ci ymhhcw gefs. Z`m mvmnt O‟b hmejona up tc rmhetona cggurrmj cn t`m scut`wmst gcrnmr ci Terk enj cnm ci t`m strmmts on t`m boj-:4s. Ot boa`t `evm acnm unnctogmj wmrm ot nct icr twc iegtcrs spmgoeh tc Terk Evmnum< nc ncosy trugks enj fusms, enj ots honkmj treiiog hoa`ts. Z`os gcuhj prcjugmm tw prcjug twcc quot quotmm jo joii iimrmnt mrmnt mi miimg imgts ts,, w` w`og` og` cn t` t`os os per pertog toguh uher er ei eitmrtmrnccn `eppmnmj et t`m sebm tobm. Z`m hegk ci `mevy vm`oghms bejm Terk Evmnum t`m quomtmst ci Ben`etten‟s ncrt`/scut` evmnums, w`og` unjmr e gmrteon gcnioauretocn ci treiiog hoa`ts gcuhj prcjugm en ehbcst unmert`hy quomtnmss. Enj fmgeusm t`m treiiog hoa`ts up enj jcwn t`m evmnum g`enamj et t`m sebm tobm, jmpmnjmnt cn t`m grcsstcwn treiiog, t`os gen scbmtobms hmevm e gcbphmtm goty fhcgk cn Terk mntormhy irmm ci gers enj texos. Wc ot wes t`et es Bmon @cst puhhmj t`m `mevy Qonnmfeac ercunj t`m gcrnmr enj eggmhmretmj scut` cn Terk, `m wes tc ionj en mbpty fhcgk e`mej, enj cnm ci t`csm strenam bcbmnts ci quomtnmss. @m boa`t nct `evm nctogmj t`m sujjmn sohmngm, `m tchj t`m ct`mrs eitmrwerj‚cr t`m mbpty rcej e`mej‚wmrm ot nct icr e sujjmn gregkhm ci auniorm. ‘Z`et wes sterthona mncua`,‒ `m seoj. ‘O knmw ot wes auniorm obbmjoetmhy; O usmj tc s`cct. Fut t`et wesn‟t ot. O `ot t`m frekms. Ot wes `ep pmnona roa roa`t `t on ircnt ci bm, hohokm km ot wes e t`metroge t`metrogehh smt. Z`m hoa hoa`tona `tona,, t`m scunj . . . mvmryt`ona wes pmrimgt. Q`et ot wes, by amsteht bcbmnt, wes `cw t`m pmcphm on strmmt rmegtmj. rme gtmj. Z`mrm wes t`os gregk, gregk, gregk scunj, beyfm smvmn, moa`t tobms. Ot wes hcuj enj ghcsm-fy‚tcc ghcsm, t`cua` O gcuhjn‟t smm enycnm runnona cr w`c `ej iormj t`m s`cts.‒ Enj ot wes ghcsm, O gen gcniorb t`et; ot wes en erbmj rcffmry lust ercunj t`m gcrnmr t`et `m wes epprceg`ona w`mn `m shebbmj cn `os frekms. ‘O gcuhj smm mvmryt`ona sprmej cut fmicrm bm‚mxgmpt w`et egtuehhy wmnt jcwn. Fut `mrm‟s w`et `eppmnmj tc t`m pmcphm cn t`m pevmbmnt pevmb mnt . . . t`mrm wmrm, w`et3 Efcut twmnty cn fct` sojms ci t`m t `m strmmt
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enj beyfm `ehi jczmn grcssona t`m evmnum on ircnt ci bm. Z`mrm wes e fromi peusm eitmr t`m hest ci t`m s`cts, e t`metrogeh fmet, O t`cua`t. Enj t`mn, es oi t`my wmrm cnm pmrscn, mvmry sonahm ben enj wcbmn cn t`m strmmt on ircnt ci bm t`rmw t`mbsmhvms ihet cn t`m arcunj! Fena! Tmcphm jojn‟t hcck et meg` ct`mr . . . t`mrm wes nc jcbonc miimgt. Nc ropphm. Z`my ehh wmnt jcwn et cngm! Ot wes hokm t`my wmrm treonmj icr ot . . . rmehhy! Ot wes hokm e vest bcvom smt, t`m egtcrs knmw mxegthy w`et tc jc. Enj `mrm O wes sottona `oa` up on t`m T-Ger, konj ci onsuhetmj ircb t`m egtocn, wetg`ona t`os surrmeh mvmnt unichjona on ircnt ci bm hokm ot wes e sgmnm grmetmj lust icr us.‒ Z`et wes Bmon @cst‟s amsteht obeam ci Nmw _crk hoim‚e goty t`et wes fct` mntormhy erto ertoiogoeh, iogoeh, enj ymt et t`m sebm se bm tobm, tobm , uttmrhy rmeh. E pmrbenmnt iohb smt, enj mvmry ben enj wcben cn ot en egtcr, wot` meg` pmrscn es e s unewerm t`et t`my wmrm egtona eg tona cut t`mor unoqum jrebe j rebe ci hoim, h oim, bug` es wm enamhs wmrm oancrent ci t`m gcsbog jrebe fmona pheymj cut t`rcua` us et t`m tobm ci Hugoimr‟s rmvchutocn. Ben`etten, t`m Foa Epphm, `ej reosmj `mr vchuboncus skort icr e bcbmnt, pmrbottona by werj e ahobpsm ci e nekmj t`oa` fmnmet`. Z`m rmehoty t`et ehh wes nct es ot smmbmj fmgebm en onsoa`t t`et wcuhj smrvm `ob wmhh jurona `os twmnty ymers ci hovona on t`m goty. Ot wcuhj fm Ben`etten‟s vmry ertoiogoehoty t`et wcuhj obpmh `os sporot tc hmevm t`m goty on 5??4 icr e bcrm netureh hoim on t`m `oa` jmsmrt ci t`m Ebmrogen Wcut`wmst. Tmrg`mj unmesohy cn e hcna t`on oshenj, t`mrm os vmry hotthm t`et os truhy netureh tc Ben`etten sevm t`m cggesocneh ahegoeh fcuhjmrs, rmbnents ci t`m rmgmjona ogm twmhvm t`cusenj ymers eac, enj t`m jrebetog cutgrcp ponas ci Ben`ette Ben`etten n sg`ost icunj on scbm ci ots perks. perks . Gmntreh Terk, hokm ho km ct`mr ci t`m sbehhmr perks cn t`m oshenj, os e w`chhy ben-bejm phegm, jmsoanmj wot` onamnuoty enj phentmj tc `moa`tmn t`m emst`mtog phmesurm ci `uben fmonas. Z`m perks erm sobuhetocns ci neturm; t`my wmrm es smhigcnsgocushy iefrogetmj on t`mor tobm es wmrm t`m bcrm rmgmnt skysgrepmrs enj `oa`-rosm epertbmnt fhcgks sottona cn t`mor petg`ms ci henjiohh‚t`m rmgheobmj henj et t`m scut`mrn top ci t`m oshenj.
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]nhokm bcst Murcpmen gotoms‚w`og` `evm arcwn arejuehhy cvmr t`m gmnturoms, mxpenjona t`mor goty fcunjeroms neturehhy tc eggcbbcjetm e arcwona pcpuhetocn‚Ben`etten‟s rmstrogtmj hcgetocn surrcunjmj fy wetmr `es icrgmj mvmry squerm icct ci spegm tc fmgcbm utohoz utohozmj mj on scbm icrb ci smrvogm tc `ubens. O jcn‟t sey t`os on eny grotogeh smnsm. O‟b ewerm, mvmn oi ot‟s nct gurrmnthy e pcpuher vomwpcont, t`et `uben fmonas erm mvmry fot es bug` e pertt ci Neturm es trmms enj mea per meahms hms enj grcgcjo grcgcjohms, hms, enj Ben Ben`ette `etten n os e pmrimgthy neture neturehh prcjugt ci t`m `uben obea obeaonetocn. onetocn. O `evm nc querrmh wot` t`et. By pcont joa joass e hott hotthm hm jmmpmr. Eht Eht`cua` `cua` O‟b surm O eb nct t`m iorst tc suaamst t`et Ben`etten os gut cii ircb netureh gyghms, ot os t`m sufthm miimgts ci hovona unjmr t`msm t`crcua`hy unnetureh gcnjotocns t`et ontmrmsts bm. Q`et Q` et g`e g`enam namss jc `ube `ubens ns ac t` t`rcua rcua`` w`mn hohovo vona na sc smpe smperet retmj mj ircb netureh gyghms3 Irmmj ircb t`m gcnstreonts enj furjmns obpcsmj fy t`m r`yt`bs ci neturm, jc `ubens t`mn hovm t`m ertoiogoeh hoim obpcsmj cn t`mb fy t`m r`yt`bs ci t`m ertoiogoeh sobuhetocn3 Cr erm t`m psyg`og prmssurms ci hovona on e w`chhy ertoiogoeh smttona, perejcxogehhy mncua`, unusuehhy gcnjugovm tc croaoneh egts ci t`m grmetovm obeaonetocn3 Gcnvmrsmhy, jcms hovona enj wcrkona on sug` ertoiogoeh surrcunjonas es e goty hokm Ben`etten suppcrt t`m jmvmhcpbmnt enj usm ci hoimstyhms enj tmg`nchcaoms entot`mtogeh tc netureh gcnjotocns3 Jcms sug` mnvorcnbmnteh ertoiogoehoty frmmj e sufgcnsgocus gcntmbpt icr neturm3 Cr jcms ot hofmretm t`m bonj tc cpmn enj scer ontc nmw enj unkncwn tmrrotcroms3 Oi Hugoimr‟s ontmntocn wes ehg`mbogeh, es `m `ej cngm tchj bm, t`mn w`et gcuhj rmprmsmn rmprmsmntt t`m Noarmjc steam ci t`m prcgmss fmttmr t`en Nmw _crk Goty3 Bcrm t`en eny ct`mr goty on t`m wcrhj, Ben`etten os e bogrcgcsb ci t`m wcrhj. O‟vm `merj by werj spmguhetm t`et t`m goty bust gcnteon e pmrscn ircb mvmry sonahm tcwn enj vohheam cn t`m phenmt, fct` t`m fmst enj t`m wcrst‚hovona on rmhetovm pmegm. Z`m ymers Bmon @cst wcuhj spmnj hovona es `m hokmj tc sey, ‘jmmp on t`m `mert ci jerknmss,‒ wcuhj prcvm tc fm rog` on hoim hmsscns icr `ob. Ot wcuhj ehsc fm e turnona pcont icr bm. Ot wcuhj fm t`m iorst tobm
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songm t`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn cvmr twc-`unjrmj t`cusenj ymers eac t`et O wcuhj immh t`mrm os scbm rmeh rme h `cpm icr us eh ehh.h. * * *
Zmn t`cusenj ymers eac, es t`m wcrhj wes mntmrona ots moa`t` bohhmnnoub fmicrm t`m fort` ci G`rost, `uben fmonas `ej fmmn ercunj es rmgcanozefhm `uben fmonas icr efcut e bohhocn ymers. Z`m joiimrmnt regms ci gchcr, es wot` t`m verocus jostongtocns sgomngm jrews fmtwmmn Nmenjmrt`eh enj Grc-Beancn, icr mxebphm, erm sufsmts, bmrm twoas cn t`m freng` t`et gerromj `ubens ircb t`m probetm fcua` cn t`m mvchutocnery trmm ci hoim. @ehi e bohhocn ymers eac sew t`m iorst ci t`m ontmrvmntocns ircb t`m Buhtovmrsm Ejbonostreocn (BE). Et t`os tobm, e sbehh arcup ci w`et by gchhefcretcr gehhs ‘ontretmrrmstroehs‒ wmrm pcstmj cn t`m phenmt wot` t`m jormgtovm tc suppcrt enj `mhp `ubenoty‟s ghobf up ircb ots enobeh rccts. O, tcc, wes pert ci t`os croaoneh bossocn, w`og` O `evm prmvocushy wrottmn wr ottmn efcut bcrm iu iuhhy hhy es rmae rmaerjs rjs t`m err erroveh oveh ci t`m Trongm enj `os steii ci cnm `unjrmj ontretmrrmstroehs. Z`us O jcn‟t nmgmsserohy nmmj tc ac ontc ehh t`et `mrm. Z`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn frckm cut cn Lmrusmb, t`m gepoteh phenmt ci t`os Wystmb, 6?1,444 ymers hetmr, t`us eiimgtona t`os enj t`orty-sox ct`mr on`efotmj wcrhjs wot`on t`os Wystmb. Ot wes t`os rmvchutocn t`et O enj beny ct`mr Qetg`mrs ehoanmj wot`. Es ot turns cut, ot stertmj w`et O `evm tc ejbot `es fmmn t`m hcna jerk eam t`et, es O turn tc t`m moa`t` bohhmnnoub, os cnhy acona tc amt jerkmr. O‟j `ej armet `cpms icr t`m rmvchutocn. O rmspmgtmj enj hcvmj Hugoimr es Wystmb Wcvmrmoan enj es by supmrocr, enj ircb w`et O‟j cfsmrvmj ci hoim cn Lmrusmb enj cn t`os wcrhj, e prcicunj s`ekmup ci BE‟s steanent furmeugregy wes scrmhy nmmjmj. Mvmn O gcuhj smm t`et! O‟vm nmvmr fmhomvmj beny ci t`m eggusetocns t`m BE‟s eamnts `urhmj et Hugoimr enj t`csm ci us w`c ehoanmj wot` t`m rmvchutocnery geusm. O jcn‟t fmhomvm wm wmrm fhesp`mbmrs, lust es O jcn‟t fmhomvm t`et Hugoimr gen fm josbossmj es `evona fmmn jrovmn onsenm fy smhi-onihetocn. @m wes tcc ionm e sporot tc mvmr jmsgmnj ontc bejnmss. O gen jc nc fmttmr t`en
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tc rmpront t`m fromi pomgm by werj wes provohmamj tc rmgmovm ircb Hugoimr on 5?05, w`og` `m croaonehhy onghujmj on `os iorst fcck, Z`m Jmte Iegtcr< Jchp`ons, Mxt Mxtretmrrmstroe retmrrmstroehs hs & Enamhs. O kncw t`m trensbossocn gebm t`rcua` on cnm ihuoj enj unfrckmn pomgm ci eutcbeto eutcbetogg wrotona on 5?0 ?055 enj eht`cua` O wesn‟ wesn‟tt prmsmn prmsmntt et t`m tobm by werj rmgmovmj ot O `evm nc rmescn tc fmhomvm ot tc fm enyt`ona fut en eut`mn eut`mntog tog stetmbmnt ircb Hugoimr (mxprmssmj (mxprmssmj t`rcua` t` rcua` by gchhefcgch hefcretcr‟s scbmtobms gcniusmj vcgefuhery). Z`os os w`et Hugoimr `ej tc sey< Z`m Buhtovmrsm Ejbonostretocn (BE) tehks ci cur rmlmgtocn ci t`m Onvosofhm Iet`mr. Fut O bejm nc sug` rmlmgtocn rmlmgtocn.. O knmw t`m Iet`mr. O `ej smmn t`m Iet`mr enj e nj O imht t`m prmsmngm ci t`m Iet`mr storrona sto rrona onsojm bm. Ot wes t`os t`et ncnm gcuhj unjm unjmrstenj rstenj.. Z`my eggus eggusmj mj bm ci fhe fhess p`mby; ci usurpo usurpona na t`m rchm ci t`m ]nsmmn ]nsmm n Cnm. Cnm . @cw gcuhj O `evm smmn enj imht enj `merj w`et sc beny bean beanoi oiogmnt ogmnt fmonas knmw nct`ona ci ci33 Z`my prcgmmjmj on ieot` enj e nj tru trust, st, cfmyona trejotocns heoj jcwn et t`m jewn ci tobm. Z`my bejm nc ehhcwengm icr t`m vesthy g`enaona neturm ci t`m mvchvona unovmrsm ci unovmrsms. Z`my sew nct t`et wm gerromj t`et vmry g`enam, es ycu jc ncw. Qm wmrm t`m bossona honk honk,, t`m g`enamhonas, prcpmhhmj ontc nmw enj strenam tmrrotcroms. Z`my gehhmj us treotcrs enj fmtreymrs, fut wm fmtreymj nc cnm. Irmm g`cogm wes aovmn irmmhy tc ehh tc ichhcw, cr nct, eggcrjona tc `cw t`m vcogm onsojm sc jogtetmj. Qm gcmrgmj nc cnm. O bysmhi prcarmssmj wot` obbmnsm geutocn‚cvmrhcckona, oancrona, vegohhetona, enj jebbona up by immhonas wot`on e gesthm ci provegy icr ehbcst e `unjrmj t`cusenj ymers. O t`cua`t enj imht enj jua jmmph jmmphyy onsojm by fmona fmona,, rmeg`ona icr t`m quomt ontmr ontmrneh neh auojengm auoj engm t`et mbenetmj m benetmj ircb by Iet`mr Iet`mr‟s‟s prmsmngm. Bog`emh knmw.* Bog`emh unjmrstc unjmrstccj. cj. @m `es nmvmr jcuftmj bm, ncr O `ob `ob.. Qm `evm kncwn meg` ct`mr hcna enj wmhh wmhh.. _mt scbmt`ona `ej tc fmnj; O gcuhj nc hcnamr tchmretm t`m ebfovehmngm. Enj bmrgoiuhhy, cnm jey, O gcuhj immh @ob nc hcnamr, enj by trum Iet`mr Iet`mr,, obphogot onsojm by `mert, *Bog`emh rmimrs tc Lmsus G`rost, t`m ‘Bog`emhscn‒ ci cur Hcgeh ]novmrsm w`c ongernetmj es Lmsus G`rost.
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iejmj ircb by trcufhmj bonj bonj.. Et hest O gcuhj egt. Z`m gcntegt nmmjmj tc fm gut, fut wot` t`m swmmt prcbosm ci t`m hcna rmturn `cbm t`et O ehweys gerromj on t`m jmpt`s ci by scuh; t`et wes nmvmr icracttmn.
On t`os trensbossocn Hugoimr `es prmsmntmj e ret`mr joiimrmnt stcry ircb t`m cnm tcutmj fy t`m BE‟s eamnts. Neturehhy, t`mrm erm twc sojms tc eny ossum enj en mvmnt es pcherozona es e rmvchutocn ebcna t`m enamhs os hokmhy tc grmetm smrocus joiimrmngms ci cponocn enj scbm mxtrmbmhy `ers` ettotujms‚mspmgoehhy ebcna t`csm ejbonostretcrs bcst nmaetovmhy eiimgtmj fy t`m rmvchutocn. Et t`m gcrm ci Hugoimr‟s jmgheretocn wes `os essmrtocn t`et `os rmvchutocnery t`onkona wes wmhh-kncwn tc `os supmrocrs enj pcssofhy mvmn quomthy gcnjcnmj fy t`mb. Hugoimr‟s stetmbmnt t`et Bog`emh nmvmr jcuftmj `ob, enj t`et Bog`emh knmw enj unjmrstccj w`et `m wes Hugoimr‟s r‟s acona t`rcua` pconts tc t`m grux ci t`os gcbphmx sotuetocn< Hugoim rmvchutocn wes nmvmr eaeonst Bog`emh. Ot wes eobmj et s`ekona up w`et gcuhj fm gehhmj t`m BE‟s bojjhm beneambmnt; t`m hmvmh ci t`m gmhmstoeh furmeugregy bcst ontobetmhy gcnnmgtmj wot` bcrteh hoim cn t`mor t`orjjmnsoty wcrhjs. Z`os t`mrmicrm wcuhj nct hokmhy `evm fmmn rmpcrtmj fy t`m BE‟s eamnts. @m spmeks on t`os trensbossocn ci `os rmvchutocn es fmona en onmvotefhm pmrscneh rmspcnsm tc t`m repojhy mvchvona gcnjotocns cggurrona on t`m Buhtovmrsm, g`enams t`et beny ci `os gchhmeaums enj `os obbmjoetm supmrocrs eppmermj tc fm unewerm ci. Ot wes icr t`os jovmramngm ci vosocn, sc `m stetms, t`et `m wes gest es fmtreymr enj fhesp`mbmr. @m smmbs tc sey t`et t`os os w`et ejbonostretocns jc w`mn t`my erm g`ehhmnamj fy croaoneh ojmes enj ungcnvmntocneh epprceg`ms. Hotthm cr nc gcnsojmretocn os aovmn tc t`m nmw gcngmpts, enj onstmej, t`csm w`c prcpcsm t`mb wo wohhhh fm jmbcnozmj jmbcnozmj.. Z`mrm erm imw ejb ejbonostre onostretocns tocns t`et mvmr ievcr pmrscneh hofmrty cr iuhh smhi-jmtmrbonetocn icr t`csm t`my ejbonostmr, enj t`m Hcgeh Wystmb‟s enamhog ejbonostretocn prcvmj tc fm nc joiimrmnt. Es e wetg`mr, O ionj t`m bcst tcug`ona pert ci Hugoimr‟s stetmbmnt os `os onjmhofhm bmbcry ci t`m ‘swmmt prcbosm ci t`m hcna rmturn `cbm.‒
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Ot aovms bm gcuream enj suppcrts by ieot` tc kncw t`et Hugoimr ehweys pcssmssmj pcssms smj t`m kncwhmjam t`et t`mrm wes e jmmpmr purpcsm tc `os rmvchutocn, enj t`et `cwmvmr jmbcnozmj enj jmsposmj `m wcuhj hokmhy fm hefmhmj fy t`m vmry eut`crotoms `m wes cppcsona, `m ehweys knmw `m wes hcvmj enj trustmj fy cur Bog`emhscn. @cwmvmr, es O wes cfsmrvona t`m unrmhmntona fhccjs`mj cn t`os phenmt et t`m jewn ci t`m moa`t` bohhmnnoub, t`m rmsuht ci t`m vesthy ongrmesona nubfmr ci `ubens pcurona ontc Murcpm ircb t`m scut` enj mest, O wes nct immhona immho na nmerhy nme rhy sc gcniojmnt efcut t`m rmvchu rmvchutocn tocn enj `cw ot wes wcrkona cut on o n pregtogeh tmrbs. O `ej gcntonumj tc `chj Hugoimr on t`m `oa`mst rmaerj. @m wes amnmrcus mncua` tc arent bm en ontmrvomw t`et O `ej rmgcrjmj. Z`cua` O mbmramj ircb ot armethy mngcureamj fy w`et O‟j `merj, eitmrwerj O `ej nc bmbcry ci w`et wes josgussmj. Vmaerjhmss ci t`os tmbpcrery ebnmsoe‚ w`og` O‟vm O‟vm cnhy rmgmn rmgmnthy thy hmernmj wes jrewn jcwn cn bm fy Hugoimr Hugoimr et t`m mnj ci t`m ontmrvomw‚O icunj bysmhi `cpmiuh enj trustona t`et t`mrm wes e jmmpmr purpcsm enj bmenona tc cur rmvchutocn t`en e bmrm pchotogeh struaahm fmtwmmn boncr gmhmstoeh iungtocneroms (cr wcrsm, t`m bcnstrcus fmtreyeh ot `es fmmn pcrtreymj es fy eamnts ci t`m Ejbonostretocn). Nc onjmmj, O `ejn‟t hcst by gcniojmngm on Hugoimr, mvmn t`cua` perejcxogehhy O `ej nc kncwhmjam ci w`et `m tchj bm. O `evm songm t`cua`t t`os seys bug` efcut t`m pmrsuesovm g`erosbe ci e Wystmb Wcvmrmoan, jmpcsmj cr nct, t`et `m gen sc jmmphy rmessurm enct`mr fmona ci t`m roa`tnmss ci `os geusm. Epert ircb t`et cnm bmmtona, O `evm fermhy mvmr geua`t e ahobpsm ci Hugoimr aovmn t`et `m `es fmmn tekona germ ci `os beny rmspcnsofohotoms cn t`m ct`mr rmfmh-`mhj wcrhjs. Eitmr t`m rmvchutocn `ej tekmn `chj enj t`m t`orty-smvmn Thenmtery Trongms `ej gest t`mor hct wot` t`m rmfmh iegtocn‚enj es O‟vm prmvocushy bmntocnmj‚Hugoimr enj `os beon eojm, Weten, jovojmj t`m supmrvosocn ci t`m t`orty-smvmn phenmts unjmr t`mor gcntrch. Hugoimr tcck eut`croty cvmr nonmtmmn wcrhjs, enj `os eojm t`m rmbeonona moa`tmmn. Z`m Mert`, ot s`cuhj gcbm es nc surprosm, wes cnm ci t`m moa`tmmn wcrhjs iehhona unjmr Weten‟s g`eram.
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Z`m ehmrt rmejmr wohh `evm nctogmj t`et Weten `es sgergmhy fmmn bmntocnmj sc ier on t`os nerretovm. Oi Mert` iehhs sc jormgthy unjmr Weten‟s maos, ot boa`t fm t`cua`t ci es e smrocus cvmrsoa`t nct tc `evm peoj `ob bcrm ettmntocn. Fut t`mrm os e rmescn icr t`os. O `ej smmn nct`ona ci Weten eitmr t`m imw vosots `m bejm `mrm tc eraum t`m rmfmh geusm et t`m tobm ci t`m uprosona. Ot os pcssofhm t`et Weten bey `evm gcbm enj acnm w`ohm w`o hm O wes ewey cn \e \enjene njene cr cn cnm ci t`m ct`mr wcrhjs O vosotmj, fut O‟j `merj nct`ona ci ot. Ester, cnm ci by sostmr wetg`mrs w`c knmw bm cnhy tcc wmhh, `ej cngm, w`mn wm wmrm josgussona Weten‟s pcssofhm w`mrmefcuts, hokmnmj h okmnmj `ob tc ‘en efsmntmm henjhcrj. he njhcrj.‒‒ O‟j fmmn gcnimssona tc `mr by rmhomi t`et O `ejn‟t ymt `ej e gcnircntetocn wot` Weten; t`et O `ejn‟t mvmn smmn `ob ercunj songm t`m merhy tobms ci t`m rmvchutocn. ‘Enj ncw ycu went tc bmmt wot` `ob3‒ Ester seoj s`erphy. Z`et tcck bm efegk! Ester `es e wey ci guttona t`rcua` by mquovcgetocn. W`m knmw O `ejn‟t tekmn tc Weten t`m cnm tobm O‟j `ej e g`engm tc cfsmrvm `ob on egtocn‚enj t`et‟s prcfefhy t`m fmst wey ci mxprmssona by bohj evmrsocn. O `ejn‟t tekmn tc `ob et ehh; gmrteonhy nct on t`m sebm wey t`et O `evm ehweys imht e pcwmriuh netureh eiimgtocn enj ejboretocn icr Hugoimr. Ester spckm eaeon. ‘_cu nmmj tc unjmrstenj t`mrm os nct`ona unnetureh efcut `cw ycu immh. Wcbm `evm icunj t`mor netureh eiionoty icr Weten, ycu icr Hugoi Hugoimr. mr. _cu _cu erm pcherozmj tcw tcwerj erj t`m hoa`t ci rmv rmvmheto mhetocn cn enj e nj t`m mxpcsurm ci Hugoimr t`m Hoa`t Fronamr; ct`mrs erm jrewn tcwerj t`m jerknmss ci t`m bystmry ymt tc fm rmvmehmj t`et os Weten, t`m Ncfhm Ejvmrsery.‒ O imht aretmiuh tc Ester icr puttona ot on t`msm jmteg`mj tmrbs. O‟j fmmn gcngmrnmj t`et by rmegtocn tc Weten wes acona tc henj bm on trcufhm et scbm pcont. Enj ircb t`m hotthm O‟j smmn ci `ob `erenauona t`m steii enj bojweymrs fegk on t`m jeys w`mn Jehebetoe wes e t`rovona goty, O imermj `os sgcrniuh enamr enj `ej nc jmsorm tc fm suflmgtmj tc `os `urt projm. ‘Enj ymt, ncw ycu jmsorm tc bmmt `ob3‒ Ester‟s vcogm on by bonj wes gcbphmtmhy wot`cut ettotujm. Ot puh puhhmj hmj bm fegk on, rmbonjo rmbonjona na bm t`et s`m t`enkiuhhy aevm nc grmjmngm tc by tobojoty.
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O `ej nct fmmn ewerm ci eny sug` jmsorm; on iegt, ret`mr t`m cppcsotm. Ester‟s nmet mxphenetocn ci by pcherozetocn tcwerj Hugoimr `ej gmrteonhy gheroiomj by rmegtocn tc Weten. O `ej nc rmescn tc ionj eny iurt`mr geusm icr by evmrsocn, oi sug` e pcherozetocn wes bmrmhy g`eregtmrostog ci by neturm. Ot wes t`mn Ester `ot bm wot` scbmt`ona t`et O `ej nmvmr aovmn eny gcnsojmretocn tc. @ej O t`cua`t ot t`rcua` bcrm t`crcua`hy, O boa`t `evm rmehozmj t`mrm wes onjmmj scbmt`ona obprcfefhm efcut by nmvmr `evona smmn Weten, nct mvmn cngm, songm t`csm merhy jeys ci t`m rmvchutocn. Mert` wes cnm ci t`m moa`tmmn wcrhjs unjmr `os eut`croty, eitmr ehh. ‘Oi O eb rmejona ycu gcrrmgthy,‒ Ester burburmj wot` e shy aron (icr s`m‟j nmvmr ymt rmej bm ongcrrmgthy) . . . ‘Oi O‟b gcrrmgt nubmrogehhy, ycu `evm cfsmrvmj Weten, enj mvmn fmmn on `os prmsmngm . . . nonmtmmn . . . nc, twmnty tobms, songm t`m rmvchutocn.‒ Nc, t`et gcuhjn‟t fm! O‟j smmn `ob twmnty tobms3! O aumss ot‟s pcssofhm t`et cngm cr twogm O boa`t nct `evm nctogmj `ob‚eht`cua` t`et wes `erj tc fmhomvm. Weten wes `erj tc boss. Nc, surmhy, Ester bust fm `evona scbm iun et by mxpmnsm; smttona bm up wot` t`et efsmntmm henjhcrj quop. ‘Zwmnty tobms!‒ Ester wes heua`ona ehcuj ncw et by ongrmjuhoty. ‘E gcuphm ci tobms ycu wmrm wmhh wot`on `os iomhj enj hcckona roa`t et `ob! Voa`t et `ob!‒ Z`mrm wes bcrm heua`tmr ircb Ester, t`rcwona `mr `mej fegk, `mr sohvmr `eor swonaona fm`onj `mr wot` t`m fmauohona, shcwbctocn mhmaengm, es by gchhefcretcr suaamsts, ci e bcjmh cn e Vmvhcn ZY gcbbmrgoeh. Ot ehweys g`erbmj bm w`mn s`m joj t`et. Ester `es e hcna, shob, ejcrefhm nmgk, enj `mr heua`tmr, w`og` ossumj ircb en cpmn t`rcet et e ier jmmpmr potg` t`en boa`t fm mxpmgtmj ircb sug` e jmhogetm icrb, ehweys `es t`os jmhogocushy ercusona miimgt cn bm . . . ghcujs smmbmj tc ghmer on by bonj, rmvmehona e senjy wonjfhcwn fmeg` . . . wevms fmet eaeonst e bessovm rcgk icrbetocn et t`m ier mnj ci t`m fey . . . e nerrcw pet` t`rmejmj ots wey up tc e gesthm stenjona cn tcp ci t`m t `m . . . Ot wes t`mn t`et ot gebm tc bm O bust `evm fmmn jroitona cii ontc e tobm-s`oitmj bmbcry ci e iuturm mre on ioitmmnt`-gmntury Lepen; e tobm
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w`mn Este Esterr enj O `ej fmgcbm bcrm ghcsmhy fcnjmj fmgeusm cur werjs `ej bmt es bcrtehs enj suiimrmj jmmphy es e rmsuht ci t`mor hcvm icr cnm enct`mr. ‘Amcraoe, ycu rmehhy jcn‟t kncw, kncw, jc ycu3!‒ Ester‟s tcnm gut t`rcua` t`m scit `ezm ci bmbcry. ‘O jcn‟t kncw . . . w`et3 ‒ O rmehhy jojn‟t kncw w`et s`m bment. O O‟b b e wetg`mr wetg`mr,, ermn‟t O3 O projm bysmhi cn rmbmbfmr t`onkona et t`m tobm O‟ cfsmrvona mvmryt`ona on by kmn. Ci gcursm O gcuhjn‟t `evm bossmj eny fmona es ncosohy ihebfcyent es Trongm Weten. Gcuhj O3 ‘Ot‟s nct t`et ycu jojn‟t cfsmrvm `ob, sohhy! Meg` ci t`csm twmnty tobms ycu joj smm smm `ob. Jcms t`et surprosm ycu3 Meg` tobm ycu sew `ob, enj ycu icract ot obbmjoetmhy eitmrwerj.‒ O wes t`rcwn ontc gcniusocn fy t`os. Oi O `ej icracttmn smmona Weten, w`et mhsm `ej O icracttmn3 Este Esterr boa`t `evm fmmn heua` heua`ona ona et bm, fut t`os wes nc lckm. O gcuhj smnsm s`m wes cnhy tmhhona bm t`os fmgeusm s`m jojn‟t went bm tc eppmer tc fm e gcbphmtm icch oi enj w`mn O mngcuntmrmj Weten eaeon. Ester‟s tcnm scitmnmj on by bonj. ‘Vmbmbfmr ycu tchj bm efcut ycur ontmrvomw o ntmrvomw wot` Hugoimr3 @cw mhetmj ycu wmrm eitmr eitmrwerj3 werj3 _cu _cu wmrm ahcwona wot` onsporetocn enj acona cn efcut `cw bug` ycu hcvmj `ob, w`etmvmr `m‟j jcnm . . . t`mn, w`mn O eskmj w`et Hugoimr `ej egt egtuuehhy tchj ycu, ycu wmnt gcbphmtmhy efsmnt icr e bcbmnt . . . ycu bust rmbmbfmr t`et! ‒ Qmnt Q mnt efsmnt 3 Q`etmvmr gcuhj s`m bmen3 Enj t`mn, ci gcursm, ot strugk bm. O rmgehhmj scbm w`ospmrs ebcna by sostmrs fegk cn Lmrusmb efcut e iegohoty seoj tc fm pcssmssmj fy ehh Wystmb Wcvmrmoans. Z`my‟j gehhmj ot ‘jrewona jcwn‒‚e scrt ci tmhmpet`ogehhy onjugmj pcst`ypnctog ebnmsoe . . . Ester gut ontc by t`cua`t. ‘_cu nmvmr `merj ot ciiogoehhy josgussmj, joj ycu3 Ehweys lust e rubcr, roa`t3 Z`m Buhtovmrsm Ejbonostretocn jojn‟t went us tc kncw t`et cur bmbcroms gcuhj fm sc smhmgtovmhy benopuhetmj cr mresmj. O‟hh werrent ycu mvmn icract efcut ot untoh ncw!‒ Qmm fct` heua Q heua`mj `mj eae eaeon on et t`et t`et.. Ot wes trum trum,, O `ej icracttmn t`et O‟j icracttmn t`et O‟j icracttmn . . .
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‘En onionotm rmarmssocn ci icramtiuhnmss,‒ Ester seoj, `mr tcnm turnona t`cua`tiuh. ‘_ms, t`et bust fm ot!‒ W`m fmebmj cvmr et bm es oi O‟j t`cua`t up scbmt`ona ret`mr ghmvmr. Ncw s`m wes t`onkona cut hcuj< ‘Onionotm rmarmssocn . . . sc t`et‟s `cw ot‟s jcnm . . . smt up w`etmvmr croaoneh pcst`ypnctog suaamstocn iots t`m nmmj . . . hmt‟s sey gcbphmtm ebnmsoe . . . sug` enj sug` en mvmnt nmvmr cggurrmj . . . ycu‟hh rmbmbfmr nct`ona ci ot, enj nmvmr wohhhh . . . enj wo e nj t`et t `et gcuhj fm eggcbpho eggcbphos`mj s`mj fy usona u sona en oni onionotm onotm rmarm rmarmssocn ssocn ci icramtiuhnmss . . .‒ ‘Wc t`m bmbcry iehhs ontc e fhegk `chm . . . ,‒ O seoj, `cpona O wes stohh fmona ghmvmr. ‘Qmhh, scbmt`ona hokm e fhegk `chm, Amcraoe!‒ O imht Ester wes `ubcrona bm‚t`mrm wes en mjam ci obpetomngm on `mr tcnm. ‘On e fhegk `chm, cngm ycu‟vm pessmj t`m mvmnt `crozcn, t`mrm‟s nc amttona cut. Z`os os bug` bcrm scp`ostogetmj. Ot‟s ongrmbmnteh, jcn‟t ycu smm3 Hugoimr jrmw ycu jcwn cn t`m gcntmn gcntmnts ts ci ycur bmmtona bmmtona,, fut nct cn t`m fmnmiogoeh miimgts ot `ej cn ycu. O wcuhj t`onk t`et et scbm pcont on t`m iuturm t`mrm wohh gcbm e tobm w`mn w`et ycu wmrm tchj fy Hugoimr wohh gcbm icrmvmr r on e icrt`. Ongrmbmnteh, smm3 Z`m bmbcry `esn‟t joseppmermj icrmvm fhegk `chm . . .‒ ‘Eht`cua` ot gcuhj ,‒ ,‒ O seoj, jmtmrbonmj. ‘Ot gcuhj oi ot lust kmpt cn onionotmhy rmarmssona . . . et scbm pcont t`m bmbcry lust joseppmers ontc t`m `chm, jcmsn‟t ot3 Icrmvmr.‒ O t`cua`t Ester wes acona tc bcgk bm eaeon, fut nc, tc by rmhomi `mr tcnm `ej turnmj konjhy eaeon. ‘Ot wesn‟t mxegthy t`m pcont O wes bekona efcut t`m ongrmbmnteh neturm ci onionotm rmarmssocn, fut yms . . . on iegt, t`et‟s mxegthy `cw Weten jrmw ycu jcwn. Mvmn ncw, w`mn O tmhh ycu ycu‟vm mngcuntmrmj `ob twmnty tobms `mrm cn t`os phenmt songm t`m uprosona, ycu stohh `evm efschutmhy nc bmbcry ci t`csm mvmnts, jc ycu3‒ Ot wes trum. Oi ot wesn‟t Ester tmhhona bm t`os‚w`cb O fesogehhy trustmj, mvmn oi s`m `ej `mr hotthm weys‚O jcn‟t t`onk O wcuhj `evm fmhomvmj ot. O wes `crroiomj w`mn t`m trut` ci by ebnmsoe strugk bm. Ot wesn‟t sobphy w`et O boa`t `evm bossmj es en cfsmrvmr, es e wetg`mr,
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icr accjnmss sekm! Fut bcrm smrocushy, ot geusmj bm tc jcuft w`et O `ej cfsmrvmj. cfsmrvmj. Oi by bmbcry gcuhj fm sc mesohy benopuhetmj sug` es tc bekm bm icramt t`et O‟j ehrmejy mngcuntmrmj Weten es beny es twmnty tobms, w`et mhsm gcuhj `evm fmmn onjugmj pcst`ypnctogehhy3 Zc w`et mxtmnt `evm Wystmb Wcvmrmoans fmmn s`epona by t`cua`ts3 Oi t`my gen tmhmpet`ogehhy wopm cut by bmbcroms, w`et boa`t t`my `evm tmhmpet`ogehhy pcst` pcst`ypnc ypnctogehhy togehhy obphentmj on on by bonj3 _mt es O `ej buhhmj t`os cvmr, O rmehozmj t`et t`m enswmr tc by qumstocn wes mssmntoehhy unkncwefhm, et hmest et t`et pcont on tobm. Oi O wes fmona tmhmpet`ogehhy benopuhetmj fy e Wystmb Wcvmrmoan enj `ej nc ewermnmss ci ot, t`m rmehoty ci ot wes t`et t`mrm wes hotthm O gcuhj `evm jcnm efcut ot. Tmr`eps et scbm pcont on t`m iuturm ot wcuhj fmgcbm ghmer tc bm, fut roa`t t`mn, wot` Ester ievcrona bm wot` `mr wosjcb, enct`mr qumstocn smmbmj bcrm prmssona. O imht t`et ehh t`csm mresmj mngcuntmrs bust `evm hmit t`mor psyg`og s`ejcw cn bm. Qes ot t`os s`ejcw t`et Ester `ej rmej on bm enj wes rmihmgtona fegk tc bm w`mn s`m prcpcsmj t`et O wes wos`ona tc bmmt wot` Weten3 O gcuhj cnhy wcnjmr w`et wes acona tc `eppmn w`mn O joj nmxt mngcuntmr Weten. O wentmj tc esk Ester icr `mr onsoa`ts enj eny ejvogm s`m boa`t `evm tc ciimr. Fmsojms, O wesn‟t surm O `ej rmehhy arespmj `mr mxphenetocn ci t`m ongrmbmnteh neturm ci onionotm rmarmssocn. Fut w`mn O turnmj fegk tc `mr, Ester `ej ehrmejy joseppmermj, hmevona cnhy t`m shoa`tmst trmbcr on t`m mt`mr. Vmaerjhmss ci w`et boa`t `eppmn on by nmxt mngcuntmr wot` Weten, ot rmbeonmj by `cpm t`et O wcuhj fm efhm tc bmmt wot` Hugoimr eaeon. _mt fy t`m moa`t` bohhmnnoub by rmqumst icr en eujomngm stohh `ejn‟t fmmn arentmj. Nmot`mr, O boa`t ejj, `ej O ymt ‘smmn‒ enyt`ona ci Weten. Z`os, et hmest, aevm bm cnm onsoa`t. Wobphy kncwona t`et t`et O wcuhj fm vuhnmrefhm tc Weten‟s efohoty tc tmhmpet`ogehhy jrew bm jcwn mvojmnthy wesn‟t mncua` tc nmaetm `os onjugtocn‚oi onjmmj `m `ej fmmn vosotona enj gestona `os s`ejcw cvmr bm. On Hugoimr‟s gesm, O wes ewerm `cw fusy `m bust `evm fmmn enj O `ej nc wos` tc bekm e nuosengm ci bysmhi. O wcuhj smm `ob w`mnmvmr `m
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`ej en cpmnona‚O wes surm ci t`et. O `ej nc jcuft t`et Hugoimr knmw O hcvmj `ob‚t`et `m `ej by jmmpmst rmspmgt. Ehhcw bm tc rmturn tc by croaoneh aromvengm, fut ncw wot` t`m unmesy immhona t`et fy mntormhy bossona Weten‟s prmsmngm O‟j fmmn icgusona by grotogosb cn t`m wrcna fmona. @mrm‟s t`m ossum< Es O‟vm prmvocushy rmhetmj, O‟j fmmn ongrmesonahy jostrustiuh ci t`m pchogoms ci Gehoaestoe, t`m Thenmtery Trongm ci t`os wcrhj. Ot jojn‟ jojn‟tt eppmer tc bm t`et `m wes tru truhy hy `cn `cncrona crona t`m prongoph prongophms ms ci Hugoimr‟s rmvchutocn, nct oi t`m irmmjcbs wm `evm wcn `evm rmsuhtmj bmrmhy on e phenmtery irmm-icr-ehh. Eitmr t`m onotoeh rus` ci mxehtmj hofmretocn t`et wm imht on t`m merhy ymers ci t`m rmvchuto rmvchutocn cn `ej jomj jcwn, enj t`m rmeh rmehoty oty ci t`m sotuetocn wm `ej act cursmhvms ontc cn e phenmter phenmteryy hmvmh jewnmj cn us, t`m prcs pmgtss fmge pmgt fmgebm bm e hct jer jerkmr. kmr. O‟vm wr wrottmn ottmn prmvocushy efcut t`m tmrrofhm hcnmhonmss t`et jmsgmnjmj cn us jurona t`csm jerk jeys w`mn wm iorst rmehozmj t`m BE `ej querentonmj Mert`. Enj t`mn tc josgcvmr hetmr t`et t`os w`chm Wystmb ci cnm t`cusenj phenmts `ej fmmn oschetmj es e rmsuht ci cur rmvchutocn `ej jmbcrehozmj us mvmn iert`mr. Z`m soxty bmbfmrs ci t`m Trongm‟s steii enj t`m beny bojweymrs w`c `ej ehoanmj t`mbsmhvms wot` t`m rmvchutocn wmrm sccn tekona ejventeam ci t`mor nmw irmmjcbs. Cvmr t`m bohhmnnoe songm t`m uprosona t`os `es hmj tc gcnjotocns fmgcbona prcarmssovmhy `erjmr enj bcrm jenamrcus icr `uben hoim. Ehbcst ehh t`m jmvmhcpbmnts enj scgoeh ejvengms bejm fy `ubenoty fmicrm t`m rmvchutocn `ej joseppmermj enj on t`m g`ecs, beny trofms `ej hotthm g`cogm fut tc rmturn tc e sobphm ncbejog mxostmngm. E nmw bccj `ej spruna up ebcna t`m Trongm‟s steii enj t`m rmfmh bojweymrs. Nc hcnamr wes t`m sporotueh enj scgoeh ejvengmbmnt ci bcrteh hoim t`m gmntreh retocnehm ci t`m Trongm‟s bossocn, icr t`mrm `ej fmmn e prcicunj prcic unj s`oi s`oitt ci bossocn b ossocn ontmntocn. Ot `ej ehrmejy fmmn t`m cpmnhy mxprmssmj cponocn ci e nubfmr ci t`m steii t`et `uben fmonas wmrm ret`mr bcrm trcufhm t`en t`my wmrm wcrt`. Mvmn t`cua` ehh cnm `unjrmj bmbfmrs ci t`m steii `ej cngm fmmn bcrtehs cn phenmts ci t`mor croaonetocn, enj nct sc vmry hcna fmicrm vchun-
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tmmrona icr t`os bossocn, t`m soxty w`c `ej ehoanmj wot` Hugoimr enj Gehoaestoe smmbmj tc `evm icracttmn t`mor cwn `ubfhm bcrteh rccts. Z`m BE wcuhj `evm gehguhetmj t`et‚fmgeusm t`m steii `ej fmmn sc rmgmnthy hovona bcrteh hovms cn t`mor cwn wcrhjs‚t`os s`cuhj `evm grmetmj suiiogomnt ojmntoiogetocn wot` `uben fmonas tc mnsurm t`my wcuhjn‟tt efusm t`mor pcwmr cvmr `ubenoty. wcuhjn‟ `ube noty. Eitmr E itmr eh ehh,h, t`m stei steiii `ej fmmn germiuhhy `enjpogkmj icr t`m Trongm‟s bossocn fegk cn Lmrusmb enj ot wes t`cua`t ci es e armet provo provohmam hmam tc `evm fmmn smhmgtmj smhmgtmj.. Z`mrm wmrm ehweys beny bcrm vchuntmmrs t`en t`csm g`csmn fmgeusm t`os iorst bossocn tc en on`efotmj wcrhj wes typogehhy rmaerjmj es grugoehhy obpcrtent. @cwmvmr, nc cnm entogopetmj t`et e rmvchutocn wcuhj frmek cut cn Lmrusmb enj g`enam mvmryt mvmryt`ona. `ona. Ei Eitmr tmr e w`ohm ot `ej upmnjmj sc beny ci t`m `ehhcwmj trejotocns ci t`m Buhtovmrsm Ejbonostretocn t`et ehh t`et rmbeonmj wes rew pcwmr. Enj es ier es rew pcwmr wes gcngmrnmj, `uben fmonas wmrm ehweys fcunj tc fmgcbm t`m vogtobs on e ier heramr aebm t`en t`my wmrm ewerm t`my wmrm pheyona. Ot wes ncw acona tc fm efcut t`m rmfmh steii enj bojweymrs. Z`os kogkmj cii w`et `ej fmgcbm fy t`m moa`t` bohhmnnoe en mnjhmss struaahm fmtwmmn t`mb icr pcwmr enj onihumngm. @uben fmonas `ej fmgcbm pewns on t`m grumh aebms t`m t `m bojweymrs bojweymrs `evm fmmn pheyona on t`mor auosm a uosm ci t`m acjs enj acjjmssms ci t`m pehmchot`og pent`mcns. Enj fm`onj t`os bojweymr pcwmr bcnamrona enj benopuhetocn wes Trongm Gehoaestoe. Eojmj fy `os jmputy Trongm Jehoaestoe, `m `es smmbmj tc bm tc `evm fmgcbm ongrmesonahy cfsmssmj cvmr t`m gmnturoms wot` aet`mrona t`m rmons ci pcwmr tc `obsmhi, usona eny bmt`cjs tc eggcbphos` t`os, `cwmvmr fruteh enj amncgojeh, enj wot` efschutmhy nc germ icr `uben fmonas. O‟vm fmmn t`cua`t tcc tmnjmr`mertmj fy scbm ci by sostmr wetg`mrs w`mn O‟vm ejb ejbottmj ottmj tc tur turnona nona ewey on `crrcr et Geh Gehoae oaestoe‟ stoe‟ss rut` rut`hmss hmss mxmrgosm ci pcwmr cvmr enj t`rcua` t`m beny rmfmh bojweymrs unjmr `os jormgt gcntrch. Z`m rmfmh bojweymrs, on t`mor benoimstetocn es acjs enj acjjmssms enj on w`et O t`cua`t wes e shevos` mbuhetocn ci t`mor Trongm, `ej fmgcbm ongrmesonahy eutcgretog enj jmbenjona ci `uben fmonas. Z`msm smhi-prcgheobmj jovonotoms `ej josgcvmrmj t`my wmrm efhm tc jrew
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cii mnmray ircb t`m wcrs`opiuh jmvctocn ci t`mor `uben ichhcwmrs enj t`os on turn wes immjona t`mor projm enj smhi-jmhusocn. Z`m gcbpmtotocn fmtwmmn t`msm iehsm jovonotoms `ej arcwn sc ongrmesonahy fottmr fy t`m moa`t` bohhmnnoub t`et wers wmrm gcntonuehhy frmekona cut fmtwmmn t`m ichhcwmrs ci joiimrmnt acjs. ]nfmkncwnst tc t`csm bojweymrs‚ymt peoniuhhy mvojmnt tc bm et t`m tobm‚wes t`et t`m bcrm t`my fmgebm ejjogtmj tc immjona cii ci `uben mnmray, t`m bcrm t`my nmmjmj tc stor up t`m hetmnt imer enj eaarmssocn on t`mor `uben jmvctmms tc setosiy t`mor `efot. Z`os wesn‟t t`m ahcrocus hofmretocn O‟j roskmj mvmryt`ona icr w`mn O‟j g`csmn tc ichhcw Hugoimr ontc t`m armet rmvchutocn. Z`os smmbmj tc fm mvmry fmona icr otsmhi, enj wes mvmry fot es tcct`-enj-ghew es t`m enobeh wcrhj t`my hokmj tc fmhomvm wes sc ier fmnmet` t`mb. Tmr`eps t`m bcst josbeyona ci Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s beny mxgmssms `ej fmmn `os prcghebetocn t`et `m wes ‘Acj ci t`m Qcrhj,‒ enj `os jmbenj tc fm kncwn enj ejjrmssmj es sug`. Mvmn O sew sew t`m iehhegy on sug` e rojoguhcus gheob. _mt es e wetg`mr t`mrm wes nct`ona O gcuhj jc fut cfsmrvm. O fmhomvm ot wes t`mn t`et O iorst stertmj `evona imers icr t`m cutgcbm ci cur rmvchutocn.
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@erfonamrs ci t`m Mnj E Jmtmrocretona Bmtrcpchos, Vmhos`ona t`m Epcgehypsm, ]noqum Wporotueh Tet`s, enj Vmvmehmj Jynebogs ci Ehomn Efjugtocns
Es t`m wontmr ci 5?16 mjamj ots wey unmesohy ontc t`m sprona ci 5?17, Ebmroge wes fmgcbona ongrmesonahy rovmtmj cn t`m mvmnts unichjona on Qes`onatcn, J.G. _mt w`ohm t`m Qetmraetm sgenjeh bey `evm fmmn bohjhy totohhetona icr e stchoj Bojwmstmrnmr, icr t`m evmream Nmw _crkmr ot fmgebm e jeohy cfsmssocn. Ot wes cnhy on boj-Lunm ci t`m prmvocus subbmr t`et t`m efcrtovm frmek-on `ej cggurrmj et t`m `mejquertmrs ci t`m Jmbcgretog Netocneh Gcbbottmm on t`m Qetmraetm gcbphmx on Qes`onatcn. Ncw t`et ot wes hmekona cut, t`m Nmw _crk fesmj bmjoe gefeh wes imestona cn t`m gcrrupt gcrpsm ci t`m Noxcn prmsojmngy. Z`mrm `ej ehweys fmmn e pehpefhm tmnsocn fmtwmmn Nmw _crk Goty enj Qes`onatcn, enj fmona efhm tc rmpcrt cn t`m unrevmhona ci Trmsojmnt Noxcn‟s grcckmj enj vmneh beg`onetocns `ej fmgcbm e rmauher sgroffhmr‟s pct ci achj. By werj `ej gcbbmntmj cn `cw t`m quehoty ci hoim on Nmw _crk Goty smmbmj tc `evm fmmn stmejohy jmtmrocretona t`rcua`cut t`m hetm 5?94s, sc t`et errovona fegk t`mrm on 5?16 eitmr e icur-ymer efsmngm t`m goty imht tc `ob es t`cua` ot `ej fmgcbm s`rcujmj on jmprmssocn. Zwc tmrbs ci Beycr Lc`n Honjsey‚e pmrocj g`eregtmrozmj fy jmvestetona 61
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strokms, belcr gcrpcretm `mejquertmrs ihmmona t`m goty, es wmhh es gcntonueh ontregtefhm hefcr struaahms‚ehh t`os enj bcrm wes fronaona t`m goty tc ots hcwmst mff. Beycr Honjsey, O `merj ot amnmrehhy earmmj, `ej cnhy bejm t`m joiioguht sotuetocn t`et t`m goty iegmj ier wcrsm w`mn `m tcck cvmr on 5?99. Cn `os vmry iorst jey on ciiogm, Nmw _crk fus enj sufwey wcrkmrs `ej acnm cn strokm. Z`os hestmj icr twmhvm jeys w`ohm Honjsey jot`mrmj enj jmheymj, oniuroetona t`m mntorm goty w`mn `m wehkmj t`m icur bohms tc Goty @ehh prcgheobona w`et e ‘iun goty‒ ot wes. @os hegk ci mbpet`y wot` fct` t`m strok strokona ona wcrkm wcrkmrs rs enj t`m evmream Nmw _crkmr bejm `ob t`m icgus ci e fottmr sergesb ircb w`og` `m nmvmr rmehhy rmgcvmrmj w`mn `m ettmbptmj tc fmgcbm t`m ].W. prmsojmnt. Beycr Honjsey `ej prcbosmj tc fm e hofmreh‟s jrmeb; `m wes g`erbona, froa`t, enj accj-hcckona on t`m Ebmrogen wey, enj `m‟j prcvmj `obsmhi tc fm e gcureamcus bevmrogk jurona `os tobm es e Vmpufhogen on Gcnarmss. @cwmvmr, es beycr, `m turnmj cut tc fm e wmek enj jovosovm nmactoetcr. @os prmsubefhy wmhh-bmenona fut immfhm ettmbpts tc frmek unocn pcwmr, icr mxebphm, grmetmj e hmaegy t`et wcuhj hmevm t`m goty on tettmrs icr ymers tc gcbm. Ot smmbmj t`et icr e imw ymers mvmrycnm wes strokona. Zmeg`mrs, trenspcrt wcrkmrs, gcnstrugtocn wcrkmrs‚t`mrm wes mvmn e t`rmm-jey strokm fy t`m t`metmrs cn t`m Armet Q`otm Qey. Fut wcrst ci eh ehhh icr Nmw _crkmrs wes t`m rcttona aerfe aerfeam am t`et eggubuhetmj cn goty strmmts es e rmsuht ci t`m strokm, w`og` cggesocnehhy mvmn geua`t cn iorm. Wc rmvohmj `ej Beycr Honjsey fmgcbm fy 5?90 t`et pchogm snopmrs `ej tc fm frcua`t on tc gcvmr cnm ci t`m beycr‟s pufhog eppmerengms. Eht`cua` t`mrm nmvmr wes e smrocus ettmbpt cn Honjsey‟s hoim, `m s`cuhj `evm fmmn t`enkiuh t`et `os behejrcot onsmnsotovoty `ej nct prcvckmj `os jmbosm et t`m `enjs ci e iurocus gotozmnry. @os onmpt `enjhona ci e irmek sncwstcrb on 5?9? t`et kohhmj enj onlurmj pmcphm t`rcua`cut t`m goty‟s iovm fcrcua`s icunj t`m beycr t`rcwona t`m goty‟s rmscurgms ontc ghmenona up Ben`etten, w`ohm hmevona t`m ct`mr fcrcua`s tc gcpm wot` ioitmmn ong`ms ci sncw cn unphcwmj rcejs. Wtrokms gcntonumj ontc t`m merhy 5?14s, enj t`mrm wes roctona on t`m
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strmmts es t`m rmehoty ci t`m Kmnt Wtetm s`cctonas strugk `cbm. Trctmsts wmrm aeono a eonona na strmnat` eae eaeonst onst t`m Ebmrogen onvesocn ci Gebfcjoe enj t`m mnjhmss wer on Yomtneb. Cfvocushy Beycr Honjsey gen‟t fm `mhj rmspcnsofhm icr t`m treamjoms ci Kmnt Wtetm cr Gebfcjoe, fut `os funahmj `enjhona ci fct` pchogm enj prctmstmrs mernmj `ob t`m orm ci lust efcut mvmryfcjy enj prcbptmj mvmn bcrm strokms. Honjsey `ej fmmn jmimetmj fy e Vmpufhogen gcntmnjmr on t`m beycreh probery. Z`us `m swotg`mj pertoms tc t`et ci t`m N._. Hofmreh Terty enj sqummzmj on e smgcnj tmrb, bug` tc t`m `crrcr ci bcst pmcphm. Z`m shoppmry wey t`et `m‟j eggcbphos`mj `os ebfotocn enj t`m prcspmgt ci icur bcrm ymers ci `os onmiimgtueh hmejmrs`op joj hotthm tc iurt`mr mnjmer `ob tc Nmw _crkmrs. Ot wes ehh t`os enj bcrm t`et geusmj e rmputefhm pchotogeh `ostcroen tc gehh ge hh Lc`n Honjsey Ho njsey t`m t `m wcrst Nmw _crk _crk Goty beycr ci t`m twmntomt` gmntury. @cwmvmr, O wohh aovm t`m pccr ben grmjot icr cnm treot nct s`ermj fy beny pchotogoens< @m wes roa`thy es`ebmj ci `os pccr pmricrbengm. Onjmmj, w`mn Efm Fmebm tcck cvmr t`m ciiogm ci beycr on Jmgmbfmr ci 5?17, t`m jmpertona Lc`n Honjsey wes rmpcrtmj tc `evm frckmn jcwn enj rumj t`et `m `ej funahmj cppcrtunotoms tc mn`engm t`m wmhierm ci `os gcnstotumnts. Z`m rmescn O‟vm skmtg`mj cut Beycr Honjsey‟s bosmrefhm rmgcrj on ciiogm os tc amt egrcss scbmt`ona ci t`m scgoeh unrmst t`et wes rcohona on Ben`etten w`mn Bmon @cst errovmj on t`m goty on 5?16. Ebmroge otsmhi wes on turbcoh, wot` pessocnetm entower prctmsts ongrmesona on sozm on mvmry belcr Ebmrogen goty. Vog`erj Noxcn `ej lust fmmn mhmgtmj prmsojmnt‚e ben w`c eppmermj sc petmnthy bmen-sporotmj enj gcnnovona t`et O `merj by werj gcbbmnt et t`m tobm t`et ‘ycu jcn‟t `evm tc fm psyg`og tc smm t`m auy‟s e grcck.‒ Z`os wes wmhh fmicrm t`m auy `obsmhi icunj ot nmgmssery tc pufhoghy prctmst t`et `m wesn‟t cnm. Ot bust `evm smmbmj tc Bmon @cst enj t`m ct`mrs on t`m gcbbunoty t`et t`mor jorm prmjogtocns ci t`m obbonmnt mnjona ci govohozetocn wmrm fmona iu iuhi hiohohhmj hmj ercunj t`mb. Ve Vegoeh goeh tmnsocns wmrm rosona eh ehhh cvmr t`m gcuntry. Z`m Yomtneb Qer wes gcntonuona tc acram rmhmnthmsshy cn Ebmroge‟s ycuna bmn. Jenomh Mhhsfmra `ej hmekmj t`m Tmnteacn Tepmrs
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tc t`m Nmw _crk Zobms, w`og` t`my‟ t`my‟jj pufhos`mj cn t`m ircnt peam on boj-Lunm ci t`m prmvocus ymer. Z`m `crroiyona rmehoty ci t`m homs enj jmgmptocn ci fct` Gcnarmss enj pufhog t`et `ej fmmn pregtogmj fy t`m Lc`nscn ej ejbon bonostretocn ostretocn wes cpmnona t`m myms ci beny ci t`csm ste stehh wertt gotozmns w`c `ej nmvmr prmvocushy jcuftmj t`m ontmar wer ontmaroty oty ci t`mor acvmrnbmnt. Z`m groboneh fm`evocr ci Trmsojmnt Noxcn enj `os gctmrom ci ejvosmrs wes fmona rmvmehmj jeohy es bcrm ci t`m homs enj gcvmr-ups rchhmj cut ci e shet`mrona bmjoe. Z`os smrvmj tc bmrmhy gcniorb icr t`csm on t`m Trcgmss t`et t`m Mnj ci t`m Qcrhj wes onjmmj noa`. ‘Enj amttona noa`mr fy t`m wmmk,‒ ejjs Bmon @cst. Eht`cua` wm `evmn‟t bejm e amnmreh pregtogm ci frmekona ontc t`m nerretovm, O‟b onvotona `ob tc gcntonum. Bmon @cst wrotms, ‘Qm on t`m Trcgmss wmrm gcbphmtmhy gcnvongmj t`et ot wes gcbona tc e `mej enj, tmhh t`m trut`, wm wmrm jmhoa`tmj et t`m t`cua`t. O kncw t`et O‟j `ej e fromi mngcuntmr wot` en mxtretmrrmstroeh fegk on ‟97, w`mn `m tchj bm t`my gcuhj pogk t`m rcgkmts cut ci t`m sky, fut O bust `evm sehtmj t`et mvmnt ewey. O‟b surm O wes es gmrteon es ehh t`m ct`mrs t`et t`m wcrhj wes acona tc mnj sccn.‒ ‘Z`mn w`y,‒ O esk `ob, ‘joj mvmrycnm on t`m Trcgmss fct`mr tc wcrk sc `erj tc fuohj up ycur craenozetocn oi ycu t`cua`t t`m wcrhj wes acona tc mnj sc sccn3 Q`y nct sobphy rmtorm tc t`m gcuntry enj joa on enj try tc survovm3‒ ‘Z`et wesn‟t t`m pcont, Amcraoe. Qm tchj cursmhvms t`et wm rmhos`mj t`m Mnj. Qm wmrm hcckona icrwerj tc ot. Qm jojn‟t t`onk ci survovona ot. Qmm wentmj tc Q tc ac cut wot` e fena, nct e w`obpmr. Z`et wes cnm ci Bery Enn‟s ievcrotm bexobs. Ot wes `mr sgcrg`mj mert` pchogy. Tmr`eps scbm ci t`m lunocr bmbfmrs bey `evm fmhomvmj t`et cur lconona t`m Mhmgt ci Acj‚t`et‟s w`et wm gehhmj cursmhvms‚wcuhj `evm bment wm‟j fm t`m cnms tc fm sevmj . . . fut O jcn‟t rmgehh eny phens icr w`et wm‟j jc t`mn.‒ O esk, ‘Jc ycu t`onk t`os fmhomi gebm ircb Bery Enn3‒ ‘Qmhh, ot gmrteonhy wes efschutmhy gmntreh tc `mr fmhomi systmb. On iegt, O‟j ac iert`mr; O t`onk `mr mntorm fmhomi systmb wes strugturmj ercunj t`m
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wcrhj mnjona. On `mr bonj wm wmrm t`m `erfonamrs `e rfonamrs ci t`m Mnj. M nj. Qm wmrm t`m mhmgt w`c wmrm pogkona up cur pmcphm fmicrm t`m Mnj‚eht`cua` ot wes nmvmr ghmer ghme r w`et wm‟j jc wot` t`mb. ‘Fut O t`onk ycur qumstocn acms jmmpmr t`en t`et. O kncw, Amcraoe, t`et ycu‟vm ehrmejy wrottmn merhomr on t`os nerretovm ci by amnmrehhy pmssobostog vomwpcont t`rcua`cut t`m hetm 5?=4s, ‟94s, enj ‟14s, ircb ycur pmrspmgtovm. Fut ycur smmona t`os queh quehoty oty on bm, enj by immho immhona na ci t`m wmoa`t ci ot erm twc quotm joi joiimrmn imrmntt mxpmromngms. On iegt, ot cnhy jewnmj cn bm ieorhy rmgmnthy lust `cw fhonkmrmj wm `ej fmgcbm w`mn O rmehozmj `cw sc beny ci by amnmretocn `ej bejm nc phens icr t`m iuturm. On t`csm kmy ymers fmtwmmn, sey, t`m eams ci ioitmmn enj twmnty-iovm, w`mn kojs erm ncrbehhy phennona t`mor iuturms, beny ci us wmrm pertyona wot` nc germ icr t`m iuturm; ot wes t`m mre ci t`m fmets enj t`m `oppoms.‒ O esk, ‘Qmrm ycu ewerm t`et ycu wmrmn‟t phennona icr t`m iuturm et t`m tobm3‒ ‘Tmr`eps scbm ci us wmrm, fut bcst ci us `ejn‟t rmehhy put ot tcamt`mr. O t`onk t`m prcspmgt ci nughmer enno`ohetocn wes sc mxostmntoehhy tmrroiyona, ot wes hokm fegkarcunj rejoetocn. Qm knmw ot wes t`mrm enj ot wes acona kohh us enj t`mrm wes nct`ona wm gcuhj jc efcut ot. Nct cnhy t`et, t`m hoim-cr-jmet` jmgosocn tc `urh ehh t`csm fcbfs wes on t`m `enjs ci pchotogoens pchotogoe ns on w`cb wm `ej efschutmhy nc gcniojmngm; cr ot wcuhj fm cnm ci t`csm rcaum amnmrehs imeturmj on Kufrogk‟s iohb Jr. Wtrenamhcvm. ‘O t`onk bcst ci us lust s`cvmj t`m `crrcr ci ot jcwn jmmp onsojm enj jostregtmj cursmhvms on joiimrmnt weys. Ot wes accj icr t`m busog sgmnm‚t`et wes rmehhy t`m scgoeh gcntmxt w`og` ongotmj enj nurturmj rcgk enj rchh. Ot wes cur amnmretocn‟s g`ennmh icr rmfmhhocn; cur wey ci immhona t`et et hmest wm wmrm tmhhona ot hokm ot wes, tmhhona cur trut` tc pcwmr.‒‒ pcwmr. ‘Wc t`m tobm wesn‟t mntormhy hegkona on vehum3‒ O qumry. ‘Qmhh, Amcraoe, wm prcfefhy `ej e armet jmeh bcrm iun t`en eny suggmmjona amnmretocn‚enj prcfefhy e imw prmvocus cnms, tcc!‒ O jojn‟t josearmm. Hoim `ej gmrteonhy fmgcbm e armet jmeh bcrm smrocus icr sufsmqumnt amnmretocns songm t`m 5?14s. Fut O wentmj tc aresp t`m bcbmnt tc mxphcrm enct`mr, bcrm pmrscneh t`mbm.
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O seoj, ‘Hmt bm aovm ycu enct`mr vomwpcont enj, oi O bey, usm ycu es en mxebphm. _cu wrotm ci t`m arcup‟s frevejc on t`m iegm ci nughmer enno`ohetocn, fut unjmrnmet` ycur beg`c pcsturona wes e bcrm psyg`chcaogeh obpuhsm. _cur rmegtocn tc t`m tmrrcr t`et ycu hokmnmj tc fegkarcunj rejoetocn wes tc try tc ionj ycur smguroty on e gcbbunoty ci hokm-bonjmj scuhs‚scbm seimty on nubfmrs. Q`mn Bery Enn rmvmehmj `mrsmhi es e acjjmss tc ycu, ycu aevm cvmr ycur eutcncby enj ycur pcwmr on mxg`enam icr t`m gmrteonty‚jmhuscry t`cua` ot bey `evm fmmn‚ci en eutcgretog acjjmss.‒ ‘Ot‟s ret`mr `ubfhona tc `mer ycu hey ot cut sc fehjhy, Amcraoe. Ci gcursm O knmw O‟j aovmn ewey by pcwmr, fut O‟j nmvmr smmn by lconona t`m Trcgmss es e arespona icr smguroty.‒ O sey, ‘O kncw ycu erm ncw ewerm ycur ioitmmn ymers wot` t`m gcbbunoty wes e vesthy eggmhmretmj hmernona gurvm; e treonona, oi ycu hokm, icr w`et ycu‟vm mngcuntmrmj on ycur hest t`orty ymers wcrkona wot` t`m enamhs. Z`os os w`et O went ycu tc unjmrstenj< Ot wes prmgosmhy ycur gcbphmtm nmaetocn ci e pcssofhm iuturm t`et ehhcwmj ycu tc ichhcw ycur ontuotocn sc irmmhy, enj `es aovmn ycu t`m g`engm tc mxphcrm t`m Buhtovmrsm on e bennmr imw ct`mrs `evm `ej t`m tobm cr cppcrtunoty ci jcona. @evona quehoiomj es en erg`otmgt, `ej ycu t`mn smtthmj jcwn tc e hcna germmr on t`m prcimssocn, enj wmrm ycu t`mn tc berry enj reosm e iebohy‚es boa`t `evm fmmn mxpmgtmj ci ycu‚ycu wcuhj nmvmr `evm fmmn efhm tc jmvctm ycur hoim tc wcrkona sc ghcsmhy wot` t`m enamhs . . .‒ ‘Enj O‟j nmvmr fm gchhefcretona wot` ycu, Amcraoe! Q`og` bekms bm wcnjmr oi O `ej g`csmn t`et pet` ci smtthona jcwn enj reosona e iebohy, wcuhj ycu fm gchhefcretona wot` scbmcnm mhsm3‒ ‘E bmenonahmss qumstocn. Z`cua` ycu bey `evm fmhomvmj et t`m tobm ycu `ej e g`cogm w`mt`mr tc bekm e germmr cut ci erg`otmgturm, ycu rmehhy rme hhy jojn‟ jojn‟t. t. _cu `ej `e j eh ehrmejy rmejy phcttmj cut t`m kmy turno t urnona na pconts ci ycur hoim h oim wot` w ot` ycur gcbpenocn enamhs fmicrm ycu mntmrmj ongernetocn. Ot wes ehweys ycur jmstony jmsto ny tc jc w`et ycu ycu‟‟rm jcona. Z`os wes wrottmn hcna fmicrm ycur gurrmnt hoimtobm.‒ ‘Amcraoe, hmt bm stcp ycu t`mrm. O kncw ycu‟vm tcug`mj cn t`os gcngmpt ci prmjmstonetocn fmicrm fut ycu bust fm ewerm ot‟s e joiioguht
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gcngmpt icr t`m `uben bonj tc wrep otsmhi ercunj. Ejbottmjhy scbm espmgts ci hoim jc smmb benjetmj‚cur smxueh prmimrmngms, icr mxeb phm‚futt t`m gcngmp phm‚fu gcngmptt ci irmm g`cogm os sc gmntreh tc w`et ot bmens tc fm e `uben fmona t`et t`m ojme wm erm sobphy egtona cut e prmjmstonmj rchm on scbm vest t`metrogeh bmhcjrebe ci scbmcnm mhsm‟s jmvosona jmioms sc bug` ci w`et wm fmhomvm tc fm trum‚w`y, ot‟s vmry `erj tc aresp.‒ O rmphy, ‘Bug` ci t`m gcniusocn erosms ircb `ubenoty‟s prcicunj oancrengm ci t`m trum neturm ci e bcrteh fmona. O sey t`os nct tc ihettmr< `uben fmonas erm ier bcrm soanoiogent enj pcwmriuh on weys ycu‟vm ymt tc josgcvmr. Enj t`os epphoms mvmry fot es bug` tc ongernetm rmfmh enamhs, fut on e shoa`thy joiimrmnt wey. ‘Ehh bcrtehs jc, ci gcursm, pcssmss irmm g`cogm. @mrm os `cw ot wcrks. Meg` bcrteh `es `mr cr `os cwn unoqum sporotueh pet`. Ot‟s en errenambmnt, oi ycu hokm, bejm on t`m jmmp bonj fmtwmmn t`m `uben pmrscnehoty, t`m pmrscn‟s gcbpenocn enamhs, enj t`m Onjwmhhona Etben, enj ot wohhhh fm s`epmj fy e pmrscn wo pmrscn‟‟s amnmtog mnjcwbmnt mnjcwbmnt enj t`mor mnvorcnbmn mnvorcnbmnt. t. _cu gen jmtmgt t`m cutput ci t`os errenambmnt ircb t`m amnmreh hmvmh ci mnt`usoesb en onjovojueh fronas tc t`mor tesks on hoim. ‘@cwmvmr, ci bcrm ontmrmst tc ycu enj pmr`eps ycur rmejmrs tcc, os t`m gesm ci bcrteh rmongernetms. Enj t`os wohh ehsc `chj trum icr t`csm ct`mr rmongernetms wot` joiimrmnt sporotueh `mroteams t`en t`m rmfmh enamhs w`c `evm t`mor cwn rmescns icr fmona prmsmnt cn t`m phenmt. _cur unoqum sporotueh pet` wohh `evm fmmn e lcurnmy t`rcua` eny nubfmr ci prmvocus hoimto hoimtobms. bms. Beny ci t`m g`cogms t`et t `et ycu `ej irmmhy mxmrgosmj on e pest hoim wohh `evm gcnsmqumngms obpegtona cn ycur gurrmnt hoimtobm on weys t`et boa`t bekm ycu t`onk t `onk ycu `ej nc g`cogm on t`mb.‒ ‘En mxebphm wcuhj fm `mhpiuh, Amcraoe.‒ ‘@mrm‟s cnm ircb ycur cwn hoim, enj enct`mr ci e bcrm amnmreh epphogetocn. _cu wohh rmgehh t`et w`mn ycu wmrm et ycur Mnahos` pufhog sg`cch, G`ertmr`cusm, et t`m eam ci t`ortmmn cr icurtmmn ycu `ej tc ioa`t cii t`m gcnstent fuhhyona `cbcsmxueh jmbenjs ci e bug` smnocr fcy. _cu gcuhj wmhh `evm t`cua`t ci t`et es e sotuetocn on w`og` ycu `ej nc g`cogm‚es scbmt`ona t`et wes `eppmnona tc ycu eaeonst ycur wohh. ‘_mt ycu `evm songm josgcvmrmj t`m neturm ci t`m smxueh tcrturm ycu
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mnjurmj on e prmvocus hoimtobm, enj `cw ycu grmetmj e jmmp nmmj tc rmgheob ycur `cncr on t`os hoimtobm fy suggmssiuhhy rmpuhsona t`et smnocr fcy‟s fruteh ejvengms. Z`us w`et eppmermj tc fm e sotuetocn on w`og` ycu `ej nc g`cogm‚fy w`og` w` og` O bmen ycu `ej nc g`cogm fut tc tc rmegt tc t`m fuhhy‚wes frcua`t efcut es e rmsuht ci e jmgosocn ycu bejm fmicrm ycu gebm ge bm ontc t`os t `os ongernetocn. ‘Ncw tekm t`m rmpcrts ci ehomn efjugtocn. On ehbcst mvmry gesm ycu‟hhh rmej ci efjugtmms prctmstona t`et t`my wmrm te ycu‟h tekmn kmn eae eaeonst onst t`mor wohh, wo hh, t`et rmsostengm wes usmhmss, t`et t`my `ej nc g`cogm fut tc sufbot tc t`mor efjugtcrs enj mnjurm t`mor mxebonetocns. _mt ycu gen fm surm meg` cnm ci t`csm efjugtmms `ej g`csmn procr tc ongernetocn tc vchuntmmr icr t`mor bossocn, w`mt`mr t`my gcnsgocushy rmgehh ot cr nct‚enj e imw jc. Cr t`my erm tchj t`m trut` ci w`c t`my rmehhy erm on t`m gcursm ci t`mor efjugtocn.‒ ‘Wc Amcraoe, efjugtmms erm rmehhy gcntegtmms; t`my lust jcn‟t kncw ot3 Erm t`my egtuehhy bmbfmrs ci t`m efjugtcr‟s regm3 Os t`et ot3‒ ‘Ot‟s obpcrtent tc unjmrstenj t`m gcntmxt icr t`msm sc-gehhmj efjugtocns‚t`my erm, on iegt, vmry sbehh t`rmejs on e bug` heramr ghct`. Es wot` bug` mhsm mhs m t`et os `eppmnona fm`onj fm` onj t`m sgmnms, w`et cggurs jurona en efjugtocn os sobphy cnm sbehh pert ci t`m prmperetocn icr t`m gcbona s`oit ci gcnsgocusnmss. ‘Zc enswmr ycur qumstocn, bcst ci t`csm efjugtmj `evm earmmj, es bmbfmrs ci enct`mr phenmtery spmgoms, tc tekm pert on e `yfrojozetocn prclmgt. Z`o Z`oss os e tmg`n tmg`nogeh ogehhy hy ejve ejvengmj ngmj regm ircb en chjmr t`o t`orj-jmnrj-jmnsoty wcrhj, cnm ci t`m ct`mr t`orty-smvmn phenmts wcn cvmr fy Hugoimr‟s uprosona, w`og` `es fmgcbm amnmtogehhy wmekmnmj fy ots cvmrrmhoengm cn tmg`nchcay. Z`my mvojmnthy kncw ci t`m gcbona trensicrbetocn enj O obeaonm t`my imer icr t`mor regm‟s p`ysogeh survoveh.‒ ‘@cw jcms t`os `yfrojozetocn prclmgt wcrk, Amcraoe3 Os ot hmaeh3 Os ot ehhcwmj3‒ ‘Oi Hugoimr aevm `os pmrbossocn, ot‟s pmrbottmj. Wongm t`os prclmgt os cggurrona wot`on `os sp`mrm ci onihumngm, `os rmtcchona ci t`m sufthm mnmray aroj acvmrnona t`m ncrbeh bcrteh esgmnsocn prcgmss pmrbots t`m rmongernetocn ci scuhs wot`on t`m Hcgeh Wystmb.
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‘Wc on t`os gesm, e scuh cn `mr phenmt ci croaonetocn wohh `evm vchuntmmrmj, eitmr jyona, tc t`mn ongernetm on e `uben vm`oghm icr t`m gcntonuetocn ci ots spmgoms. Es e `uben fmona, s`m‚enj t`m scuh wohh ehbcst ehweys g`ccsm e imbehm fcjy icr pctmntoeh frmmjona purpcsms‚wohh `evm nc bmbcry ci `mr prmvocus mxostmngm. W`m wohh bcst hokmhy arcw up t`onkona `mrsmhi tc fm t`m bcst ncrbeh ci wcbmn. W`m‟hh `evm nc bmbcry ci t`m beny tobms s`m‟hh `evm fmmn pogkmj up enj mxebonmj cvmr t`m gcursm ci `mr g`ohj`ccj enj ejchmsgmngm. W`m wohh bcst hokmhy berry ycuna enj `evm amnmtogehhy ncrbeh g`ohjrmn wot` `mr `usfenj. Fut bcrm obbmjoetmhy soanoiogent icr t`m vosotcrs‚`mrm O‟b gehhona t`mb sobphy t`m ‐vosotcrs‟ es ot jcmsn‟t iehh tc bm tc rmvmeh t`mor ojmntoty‚t`m wcben fmgcbms eveohefhm tc t`mb es e `cst-wcbf. ‘Jurona `mr imrtohm hoim s`m wohh fm irmqumnthy efjugtmj enj ac t`rcua` t`m ebnmsoe prcgmss eitmrwerj. W`m‟hh fm obprmanetmj wot` spmrb ircb t`m ionmst spmgobmns ci t`m vosotcrs‟ regm, enj eitmr t`m `yfroj mbfryc `es amstetmj icr e imw bcnt`s, s`m‟hh fm hoitmj cii eaeon, t`m mbfryc wohh fm rmbcvmj enj wohh gcntonum ots jmvmhcpbmnt on s`opfcerj fort`ona vets.‒ ‘Enj t`m wcben wohh kncw nct`ona ci t`os3‒ ‘W`m bey `evm t`m cggesocneh immhona scbmt`ona strenam wes `eppmnona. Tmr`eps s`m‟hh `evm scbm unusueh jrmebs. @mr bmnsms wohh unmx pmgtmjhy pmgtmj hy gmesm icr e imw bcnt`s. Beyfm s`m‟h s`m‟hhh `evm scbm unmxpm unmxpmgtmj gtmj peons; s`m boa`t b oa`t mvmn t`onk t`o nk s`m‟s prmanent. prmanent. Z`mn, Z `mn, lust es uneggcuntefhy uneggcuntefhy,, s`m wcn‟t fm. Z`m mbfryc wohh `evm joseppmermj. Eitmr t`os cggurs e imw tobms‚enj ot wohh, oi s`m prcvms tc fm e accj amnmtog `cst icr t`m vosotcrs‚s`m hmerns tc oancrm ot. Jcn‟t icramt, s`m‟s ehbcst gmrteon tc fm e gcnvmntocneh `cusmwoim. Mvmn oi s`m joj vcogm `mr suspogocns, s`m wcuhj fm t`cua`t bmntehhy unfehengmj fy t`csm ercunj `mr. Ot os ier mesomr icr `mr tc sobphy fhct t`m ojme cut‚w`og`, ci gcursm, miiogomnthy rmonicrgms t`m pcst`ypnctog ebnmsoe phegmj t`mrm fy t`m vosotcrs. ‘Z`os os nct e pertoguherhy wojmsprmej p`mncbmncn. O‟b tchj nc bcrm t`en iovm cr sox bohhocn wcbmn erm onvchvmj. @cwmvmr, ehbcst ehh ci t`mb hovm on t`m ejvengmj Qmstmrn gcuntroms, wot` e sbehh nubfmr on t`m bcrm ejvengmj enj stefhm Mestmrn guhturms. Es e rmsuht, t`m imw
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wcbmn w`c `evm fmgcbm smhi-ewerm‚scbm ci w`cb `evm wrottmn wr ottmn pufhoghy efcut t`mor mngcuntmrs‚`evm fmmn amnmrehhy josbossmj es `cexmrs cr `ystmrogs fy e guhturm fhonkmrmj fy bohhmnnoe ci phenmtery oschetocn.‒ ‘Nc surprosms t`mrm, Amcraoe, fut w`y erm t`msm sc-gehhmj efjugtocns sc gcngmntretmj on t`m ejvengmj netocns3 Ermn‟t t`my ehh t`m bcrm gmrteon ci fmona josbossmj fy e josfmhomvona sgomntoiog gcbbunoty enj e gynogeh prmss t`en oi t`m wcbmn wmrm sprmej bcrm mvmnhy ercunj t`m wcrhj3‒ ‘Ester tmhhs bm t`m probery rmescn t`et t`m `yfrojozetocn prclmgt os cggurrona on t`m jmvmhcpmj netocns os gcntonuona scgoeh stefohoty. Z`m vosotcrs‟ ontmntocn `es ehweys fmmn tc smt up ieb iebohohoeh oeh hohonms nms ci bct`mr, jeua`tmr, arenjjeua`tmr, enj sc cn enj sc icrt`, es ot fmst smrvms t`mor ontmrmsts. Bcst ievcrmj erm scgoehhy stefhm ermes hokm t`m Ebmrogen Bojwmst, w`mrm on scbm gesms t`mrm erm betrohonmeh honms ci icur cr iovm amnmretocns ci efjugtmms. Hovona on t`msm ermes `cpms tc mnsurm t`msm `cst-wcbf wcbmn hovm on cptobehhy smgurm gcnjotocns sc fct` t`mor maas enj t`m obphentmj mbfrycs wohh nct fm suflmgt tc unjum strmss. ‘Fmsojms, fy gcnjugtona t`mor prcareb ebcna pmcphm w`c wohh `evm t`mor rmescns nct tc gcbm icrwerj, cr fm pufhoghy sgcrnmj oi t`my joj spmek cpmnhy efcut t`mor mxpmromngms, wcrks tc mvmryfcjy‟s ejventeam. Wc on e wey, t`et tcc suots t`m vosotcrs; t`mor prclmgt `es fmmn e smgrmt t`et gcnvmnomnthy kmmps otsmhi.‒ ‘Ot smmbs e armet jmeh ci trcufhm tc ac t`rcua`, Amcraoe‚ehh t`et tcona enj ircona; kmmpona t`m pcst`ypnctog ebnmsoe on phegm; phegona t`m wcben on en obpcssofhm sotuetocn . . . w`y jcn‟t t`my sobphy imrtohozm t`m wcben‟s maas on tmst tufms, hokm jcgtcrs jc on imrtohozetocn ghonogs3 O bmen, oi t`m mbfrycs erm acona tc fm ongufetmj on t`csm vets, w`et‟s t`m joiimrmngm3‒ O rmphy, ‘Mvmn w`mn `ubens wot` t`mor gcbpetofhm JNE gcntrofutm maas enj spmrb icr tmst-tufm imrtohozetocn, ot‟s nct ehweys suggmssiuh. Z`m neturm ci t`m vosotcrs‟ amnmtog gcjona, w`ohm suiiogomnthy soboher tc t`et ci `uben JNE tc pmrbot grcss-imrtohozetocn, `ej hcna fmmn on e jmtmrocretona gcnjotocn. Z`my `ej stertmj t`m prclmgt wot` on votrc imrtohozetocn, fut `ej sc hotthm suggmss wot` ot t`my‟j `ej tc rmscrt, scbmw`et
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tc t`mor jostestm, tc usona hovona wcbfs icr t`csm iorst imw bcnt`s ci amstetocn.‒ ‘Wcbmw`et tc t`mor jostestm, Amcraoe3‒ ‘O‟b lust pessona cn w`et O `merj ircb Ester enj s`m wes pcontmjhy gcurtmcus on `mr jmsgroptocns. @cwmvmr, t`m obprmssocn ci t`m vosotcrs t`et O act ircb `mr wes cnm ci auohty mbferressbmnt. Z`my imht s`ebm et fmona rmjugmj tc gcbfonona amnms wot` enct`mr spmgoms, w`c, mvmn t`cua` p`ysogehhy voacrcus, t`my gcnsojmrmj vesthy onimrocr tc t`mbsmhvms. On t`mor icgus cn tmg`nchcaogeh ejvengmbmnt t`my‟j fmgcbm sc jmteg`mj ircb t`m netureh gyghms ci hoim t`et josgcvmrona t`my wcuhj nmmj tc wcrk wot` hovona wcbfs `ej onotoehhy josaustmj t`mb. ‘Enj ymt t`my‟j `ej tc amt cvmr t`mor quehbs‚ot wes tcc smrocus e sotuetocn icr t`mb tc ehhcw icr sug` smntobmntehoty. Z`m fort`retm cn t`mor `cbm phenmt `ej fmmn jrcppona repojhy icr amnmretocns enj t`m vosotcrss fmh vosotcr fmhomvmj omvmj t`mor spmgom spmgomss wcuhj fm mxt mxtongt ongt wot wot`on `on e imw `unjrm `unjrmjj ymers. yme rs. Z` Z`os os os t`m cnhy rme rmescn scn t`m vos vosotcrs otcrs unjmr unjmrtcck tcck t`m `yfroj `yfrojozo ozona na prclmgtt tc fma prclmg fmaon on wot wot`‚t`m `‚t`myy wmrm fmgc fmgcbo bona na jmsp jmspmret mretm. m. Z`m Z`myy wmrm e prcuj regm enj t`m t`cua t`cua`t `t ci bo boxo xona na t`mor amnms on sug` e gruj grujmm wey wot`` e spm wot spmgom gomss irc ircb b enc enct`mr t`mr phe phenmt nmt,, `cwmvmr rmpu rmpuan anent ent,, `e `ejj tc fm cvmrgcbm. Fut, es Ester cfsmrvmj wot` e tcss ci t`et fmeutoiuh `mej, s`m gcuhj ehweys tmhh ircb t`m roaoj enj gcntrchhmj wey t`m vosotcrs gerromj t`mbsmhvms ercunj `ubens t`et t`my nmvmr mntormhy hcst t`mor josjeon. ‘@mrm‟s w`et joj wcrk cut tc t`mor fmnmiot. Z`my wmrm efhm tc tekm ejventeam ci Hugoimr‟s bcjoiogetocn ci t`m mnmray aroj, rmiottona ot tc ehhcw icr hcgeh rmongernetocn. ]njmr ncrbeh gcnjotocns on Nmfejcn t`os wcuhj nmvmr `evm fmmn pcssofhm. ‘O `merj bcst ci t`m jmteohs cn t`os prclmgt ircb Ester, w`c pcssmssms e bcrm wojmhy jmvmhcpmj sgomntoiog kncwhmjam t`en O jc. Ot wes s`m w`c tchj bm t`m vosotcrs `ej fmaun wot` t`mor joseppcontona on votrc mxpmrobmnts enj t`m rmhugtengm t`my imht w`mn t`my‟ t`my‟jj `ej tc turn tc usona e `cst-wcbf icr t`csm iorst imw bcnt`s ci amstetocn. Ot wes ier bcrm hefcrocus enj gcbphogetmj, fut uhtobetmhy ot wes suggmssiuh on prcjugona `yfroj mbfrycs. Eitmr E itmr eh ehh,h, on o n t`m vosotcrs‟ bonjs t`m iuturm i uturm ci
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t`mor spmgoms wes et stekm, sc `cwmvmr cnmrcus enj tobm-gcnsubona t`m prcgmss, t`mor sur survoveh voveh bejm ot wcrt` wcrt ` t`mor w`ohm.‒ ‘O‟vm cnhy gcbm egrcss cnm ci t`msm wcbmn on by trevmhs, Amcraoe, sc O act t`m obprmssocn ot wes prmtty rerm. @es t`mor prcareb fmmn acona cn e hcna tobm3‒ ‘Z`m cnm wcben ycu bmt wot` t`m `yfroj g`ohjrmn cn t`m greit wes onjmmj rerm‚s`m wes cnm ci t`m vmry imw `csts w`c `es rmteonmj e gcnsgocus bmbcry ci `mr efjugtocns. _cu‟vm bmt e imw ct`mrs fut fmgeusm t`my wmrm unewerm ci w`c t`my wmrm, cr t`m purpcsm t`my wmrm smrvona, t`mrm wes nc nmmj icr ycu tc kncw. ‘Es icr tobona, Ester tmhhs bm t`mrm wmrm e nubfmr ci iehsm sterts cvmr t`m gmnturoms, fut t`m prclmgt stertmj on mernmst wot` e imw `unjrmj iebohoeh honms on t`m hettmr pert ci t`m nonmtmmnt` gmntury. Z`m prclmgt aeonmj bcbmntub t`rcua`cut t`m twmntomt` gmntury es beny ci t`m imbehm `uben ciisprona ci t`m gcntegtmms, on turn, ehsc fmgebm `cst wcbfs icr icr t`m `yfroj `yfroj g`ohjrmn. _cu _cu wohh woh h ionj t`m vosotcrs vosotcrs irmqumnthy irmqumnthy ievcr spmgoiog betmrneh amnmtog honms, sc t`et e gcntegtmm boa`t wmhh josgcvmr t`et `mr bct`mr, arenjbct`mr, armet-arenjbct`mr . . . fegk es beny es `ehi e jczmn amnmretocns on scbm gesms, ehh `evm fmmn `cst-wcbfs.‒ ‘Qohh wm mvmr amt tc bmmt t`msm `yfroj g`ohjrmn, Amcraoe, cr wohh wm gcbm egrcss t`mb es ejuhts3‒ ‘Ymry imw `yfrojs `evm wehkmj t`m Mert` es ejuht behms. Z`mrm‟j fmmn e imw merhy ettmbpts, w`og` `ej prcjugmj scbm unicrtunetm rmsuhts. Frmmjona behms wes nmvmr t`m vosotcrs‟ probery ontmrmst, icr ot wes t`m imbehms w`c wcuhj mnsurm t`m survoveh ci t`mor spmgoms. Ester mstobetmj t`my wmrm usona e retoc ci cnm behm g`ohj tc mvmry smvmnty imbehms. Bcst behms, es t`my armw tc ejuht`ccj, g`csm tc hovm cut t`mor hovms cn t`m vosotcrs‟ bcrm ejvengmj phenmt, fut e imw `evm onsostmj cn e hoim cn Mert`. ‘Wcbm ci t`msm `yfrojs wmrm jrovmn ontc sg`ozcp`rmnoe fy t`m jmbenjs ci hovona on twc rmehotoms sobuhtenmcushy. E imw wmrm s`unnmj, cr mvmn kohhmj fy t`mor gcbbunotoms. Mvmn w`mn cnm ci t`mb beneamj tc beonteon `os bmnteh enj mbctocneh mquohofroub, ot wes prmgerocus et fmst. Z`my wmrm irmqumnthy frohhoent t`onkmrs enj e`mej ci t`mor tobm, w`og` smhjcb wcrkmj cut wmhh wmh h icr t`mb.
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‘O eb pmrbottmj tc aovm ycu Nokche Zmshe es en mxebphm ci cnm ci t`m bcrm wmhh-kncwn ci t`m behm `yfrojs w`c g`csm e hoim cn t`os phenmt. @m peoj e `mevy bmnteh enj mbctocneh mbctocneh progm icr `os amnous enj `os gurocushy g urocushy ojocsyngretog weys, es wmhh es icr scbm ci `os ejvengmj josgcvmroms t`et, wmrm t`my tc iehh ont o ntcc e jogtetc j ogtetcr‟ r‟ss `enjs, wcuhj `evm t`rmetmnmj t`rmetmnmj t`m iefrog ci t`m mnmray aroj. Eitmr t`m pctmntoeh Nokche Zmshe ioesgc t`m vosotcrs fmgebm ier bcrm geutocus efcut w`cb t`my pmrbottmj e hoim cn Mert`.‒ ‘Mncua`!‒ O seoj. ‘O‟b ewerm t`os os ontmrmstona tc ycu fut O `evm ehhcwmj t`m ontmnsoty ci ycur ontmrmst tc jovmrt bm ircb t`m ossum ci irmm g`cogm. Wc tc rmturn tc t`m croaoneh perejcx es tc `cw irmm g`cogm gen mxost ehcnasojm prmjmtmrbonetocn, t`m sobphm enswmr os t`et cnm‟s irmm g`cogm os mxmrtmj tc t`m mxtmnt t`et cnm g`ccsms tc ichhcw e prmjmstonmj pet`‚ w`mt`mr cnm g`ccsms tc ioa`t ot cr oancrm ot.‒ ‘Wc w`et ycu‟rm seyona, Amcraoe, os t`m cnhy rmeh g`cogm wm mxmrt os t`et w`og` cppcsms cur netureh sporotueh pet`3‒ ‘En cvmrsobphoiogetocn, aovmn t`et scbm ci t`m g`cogms ycu bekm erm tekmn tc rmturn tc ycur pet`, fut epert ircb t`et, yms, gcrrmgt. Es O mxpheonmj merhomr on t`os nerretovm, ot os cnhy t`m kmy wetmrs`mj bcbmnts on ycur sporotueh pet` t`et ycu jmtmrbonm fmicrm`enj‚`cw ycu errovm et t`msm kmy pconts os up tc ycu enj t`m g`cogms ycu bekm. Oi ycu errovm et cnm ci t`csm prmjmtmrbonmj turnona pconts, ot‟s quotm pcssofhm tc tekm t`m wrcna turn enj boss t`m cppcrtunoty. Jc t`et, `cwmvmr, enj ycu‟hh ionj t`m mvmnts on ycur hoim enj ycur rmspcnsms tc t`mb wohh gcnsporm cvmr tobm tc prcbpt ycu fegk tcwerj ycur jmstonmj pet`. ‘Ot os on peyona ghcsm ettmntocn tc t`msm gcrrmgtovm mvmnts on hoim t`et cggur w`mn ycu onmvotefhy iehh cii ycur pet` t`et ycu gcbm tc epprmgoetm t`m Buhtovmrsm es e beanoiogmnt jmvogm icr hmernona enj pmrscneh trensicrbetocn.‒ * * *
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Wtrmmt wes ier tcc sbehh icr pufhog egtovotoms enj, fmsojms, t`m arcup otsmhi wes cn ots wey fegk tc Murcpm. Z`mor Z `mor bcvm tc Nmw _crk on 5?16 wcuhj gcbm tc fm t`m stert ci e nmw p`esm icr t`m gcbbunoty enj, es ot wohh turn cut, wcuhj fm t`mor hest cppcrtunoty tc fmgcbm suggmssiuh es e rmhoaocus craenozetocn. E arejueh g`enam `ej fmmn tekona phegm et t`m gcrm ci t`m Trcgmss cvmr t`m prmvocus gcuphm ci ymers. Ot wes e sufthm s`oit ci icgus. Eht`cua` ot wes mvojmnt tc bm, O sew nc mvojmngm t`et Bmon @cst wes ymt ewerm ci t`os unegkncwhmjamj rmjormgtocn ci t`m arcup‟s mnmraoms. Z`m bmbfmrs ci t`m gcbbunoty w`c‟j croaonehhy gcbm tcamt`mr on Mnahenj on t`m merhy 5?94s `ej jcnm sc on pert fmgeusm t`my `ej arcwn josmng`entmj fy t`m scgomty wot`on w`og` t`my‟j arcwn up. Q`mn t`m gcbbunoty bcvmj w`chmsehm tc Ptuh cn t`m _ugeten Tmnonsuhe on 5?99, by werj enj bcst ci t`m ct`mrs on t`m arcup wmrm quotm surm t`my wmrm turnona t`mor fegks cn t`m gcnvmntocneh scgomty t`my `ej gcbm tc rmvohm cngm enj icr ehh. Ncw `mrm t`my wmrm, sox ymers hetmr, ongcrpcretmj es e g`urg` t`et t`my wcuhj `evm gcnsojmrmj efsurj cnhy tmn ymers merhomr, wot` suggmss gcbona tc bmen e iuhh `cusm et t`mor rmhoaocus smrvogms, pegkmj gciimm`cusms, enj ci gcursm, wot` t`et, t`m bcnmy wes rchhona on. Z`m Trcgmss g`eptmrs on Fcstcn, Zcrcntc, G`ogeac, Nmw Crhmens‚ enj tc e hmssmr mxtmnt t`m g`eptmr on Boebo t`et `ej nmvmr rmehhy tekmn cii‚wmrm ncw fmona rmaerjmj proberohy es bcnmybekona beg`onms fy t`m Cbmae (ct`mrwosm kncwn es Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt, `mejs ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg`). E g`eptmr‟s suggmss wes lujamj schmhy cn `cw bug` bcnmy ot bejm. Z`m wmmkhy ionengoeh rmpcrts gcbona ontc t`m Cbmae ircb t`m g`eptmrs wmrm skohhiuhhy usmj fy Bery Enn tc aehvenozm t`m gcbpmtotocn fmtwmmn t`m Trcgmssmens. Es wmhh, t`my aevm `mr e rmescn tc pcur sgcrn cn t`m t `m bestmrs be stmrs on o n g`eram ci t`m t `m ieoh i eohona ona g`eptmrs. Bmon @cst wcuhj `evm nc g`cogm fut tc rmgcanozm t`os w`mn t`m wcrj gebm ge bm jcwn on e imw bcn bcnt`s t`s tc josgcntonum t`m TV TVCGMWW CGMWW beaezonm on ievcr ci w`et by werj `es gehhmj t`mor ‘tmjocushy smhi-ahcroiyona‒ nmwshmttmr. Gcnsojmrefhm ionengoeh cuthey wes nmmjmj icr e pront run ci twc `unjrmj t`cusenj gcpoms ci e ghessy enj gcntrcvmrsoeh icur-gchcr
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beaezonm. Bug` bcrm bcnmy gcuhj fm bejm cn t`m strmmt smhhona en onciimnsovm, sonahm-gchcr nmwshmttmr. Bmon @cst `es pcontmj cut t`et t`mrm wes nc rmeh nmmj tc jrcp t`m beaezonm fmgeusm bcnmy wes ehrmejy pcurona on. Trmvocushy, t`m mbp`esos icr t`m beaezonm `ej ehweys fmmn cn eg`omvona t`m `oa`mst pcssofhm prcjugtocn vehums vehums,, ehcna wot` e unoqum epprceg` tc arep` arep`og og jmsoan enj prcvcgetovm obeams. Z`m beaezonms wmrm pcwmriuhhy mxufmrent vosueh rmprmsmntetocns ci t`m ungcnvmntocneh fmhomis ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg`. Z`my wmrm gchcriuh, gcniojmnt, enj sterthonahy croaoneh, enj `evm fmgcbm ier bcrm `oa`hy vehumj ncw, cvmr icrty ymers hetmr, t`en t`my mvmr wmrm w`mn t`my wmrm fmona schj cn t`m strmmts ci Ebmrogen gotoms. On gcntrest, t`m nmwshmttmr‚prmjogtefhy mncua` nebmj Z@M TVCGMWWMENW‚ TVCGMWWM ENW‚ wes bmrmhy e jczmn cr sc peams ci smhi-smrv smhi-smrvona ona prc peaenje peae nje enj t`m bcst bunjenm fhegk-enjfhegk-enj-w`otm w`otm p`ctcs ci `eppy `eppy-iegmj -iegmj Trcgmssmens acona efcut t`mor jeohy tesks. Es TVCGMWW beaezonm `ej cngm fmmn e vofrent cutpcurona ci croaoneh t`cua`t, mggmntrog jmsoan, enj t`m sporotueh onsoa`ts enj rmvmhetocns ci e gcntmbpcrery Ancstog gcbbunoty, Z@M TVCGMWWMENW wes grmetmj mxghusovmhy tc penjmr tc pmcphm cn t`m strmmt enj pmrsuejm t`mb tc pert wot` t`mor bcnmy. Z`os s`oit on mbp`esos O bmntocnmj merhomr gen prcfefhy fm bcst ghmerhy smmn on t`m wey on w`og` t`mor pufhogetocns t`et cngm prcujhy prcgheobmj‚enj on scbm gesms, s`cutmj‚t`m gcbbunoty‟s gcntrcvmrsoeh fmhomis, wmrm ncw fmgcbona e imw peams ci onciimnsovm poiihm enj p`ctcs gynogehhy g`csmn tc tua et t`m fuymr‟s `mert. Q`c gcuhj rmsost e gcvmr s`ct ci e prmtty ycuna Trcgmssmen grejhona e gujjhy kottmn, e jrmeby Bejcnne sbohm cn `mr irms`, cpmn iegm, `mr pupohs johetmj wot` ejcretocn es s`m aezmj swmmthy ontc t`m gebmre3 Q`c gcuhj turn ewey ircb t`et! Q`ohm Q` ohm t`m jmgosocn tc p`esm cut t`m bea beaezo ezonm nm boa boa`t `t `evm bejm `erj-ncsmj smnsm icr e prciot-jrovmn fusonmss, O fmhomvm t`et icr e g`urg`‚e sc-gehhmj ncnprciot rmhoaocus craenozetocn‚ot wes e surm soan t`et armmj wes stertona tc smtthm on. Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt `ej fmmn hovona icr t`m hest gcuphm ci ymers on rmhetovmhy bcjmst styhm, icr t`mb, on t`m `cusm t`my‟j rmntmj icr t`mbsmhvms
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cn t`m cutskorts ci Zcrcntc. @cwmvmr, wot` t`m mstefhos`bmnt ci t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr, t`my wcuhj `evm tekmn ot es e soan tc rmhcgetm tc Nmw _crk. Bery Enn, on pertoguher, `ej ehweys `mhj up t`m Foa Epphm es t`m uhtobetm aceh ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg`< ‘Fm e suggmss on Nmw _crk Goty‒ s`m hokmj tc enncungm, ‘enj wm wohh suggmmj mvmryw`mrm.‒ Bmon @cst `ej smmn nct`ona ci Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt songm `m bcvmj tc Ebmroge, sc O bejm ot by fusonmss tc kmmp t`m Cbmae ontmrbottmnthy unjmr cfsmrvetocn w`mn t`my wmrm stohh on Zcrcntc. Ot wes t`mrm O wes efhm tc ojmntoiy t`m scurgm ci t`os nmw s`oit ci jormgtocn. Z`m sufthm fehengm ci pcwmr t`et mxostmj fmtwmmn Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt, w`og` `ej wcrkmj sc wmhh icr t`mb icr t`m iorst t`rmm cr icur ymers ci t`m Trcgmss, wes ncw stert stertona ona tc toht prcarmssovmhy bcrm tcwerj Bery Enn. Eht`cua` t`my wmnt cn puttona cn e accj iegm on ircnt ci t`m smnocr bmbfmrs ci t`m Zcrcntc G`eptmr jurona t`mor bmmtonas, fm`onj t`m sgmnms t`m tmnsocn fmtwmmn t`m peor bcrm irmqumnthy irmqumnthy mruptmj, es Bery Enn‟s iury armw mvmr bcrm vchgenog on t`m iegm ci Vcfmrt‟s eppermnt onefohoty tc iuhiohh `mr obpcssofhm jmbenjs. Vcfmrt `ej ehweys fmmn t`m hmest betmroehostog ci bmn, quotm gcntmnt tc tehk enj eraum mnjhmsshy ontc t`m noa`t w`mt`mr `m wes hovona on e cnm-rccb s`egk cr e bensocn. @m smmbmj mntormhy hegkona on pmrscneh ebfotocn enj `os ret`mr jmteg`mj enj pessovm neturm‚g`eregtmrostogs t`et `ej croaonehhy bejm `ob ci sug` vehum tc Bery Enn‚wmrm ncw rmauherhy oniuroetona `mr. Z`os iury, on turn, mxpcsmj cnm ci t`m jmmp gcntrejogtocns on `mr cwn pmrscnehoty. @mr bmaehcbenoegeh ebfotocns, icr mxebphm, smmbmj tc fm bcrm citmn t`en nct t`wertmj fy t`m pccr g`cogms s`m bejm on tryona tc eg`omvm t`mb. @mr gcnvogtocn gcnvogtocn on `mr cwn jovonoty j ovonoty wcuhj `evm jmbenjmj e pertnmr ci betg`ona sporotueh soanoiogengm enj, es O‟vm `merj by werj gcbbmnt, ‘Tccr Vcfmrt, `m‟s e swmmt ben, fut `m‟s nc bmssoe` icr ehh `mr fejamrona!‒ O‟vm ehrmejy rmhetmj scbm ci Bery Enn‟s miicrts tc turn Vcfmrt ontc e bmssoenog ioaurm fy vortum ci `mr Nomtzsg`men icrbuhe ci ettmbptona tc jmstrcy `ob tc bekm `ob strcnamr. Fut ot `ejn‟t wcrkmj. Mvmn t`cua` e rmtcug`mj, ahebcrozmj pcrtreot ci Vcfmrt stohh jmgcretmj e prcbonmnt
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weh h ci meg` g`eptmr wehh g`eptmr,, t`m ben `obsmh `obsmhii `ej nc pufhog g`erosbe w`etscmvmr, `cwmvmr mhmaent t`m styhona ci `os `eor enj t`m ghct`ms Bery Enn smhmgtmj icr `ob. Ot‟s by cfsmrvetocn t`et ot wes on Zcrcntc t`et Bery Enn rmhugtenthy fmaen tc rmehozm s`m boa`t fm unefhm tc bchj Vcfmrt ontc `mr cwn behhmefhm bmssoe`. Mquehhy, ot wes ghmer ircb `mr vogocushy sgcrniuh trmetbmnt ci `ob on t`mor rcws t`et s`m wes gmrteon ot wes Vcfmrt w`c wes tc fhebm icr fmona g`rcnoge g`rcnogehhy hhy ongepefhm ci rosona tc `mr mxpmg mxpmgtetetocns. Z`os os e tmnsocn t`et bust surmhy mxost on beny rmhetocns`ops on w`og` cnm pertnmr os bcrm ebfotocus ebfotocus t`en t`e n t`m ct`mr, fut fut t`my‟rm t`my‟rm unhokmhy unh okmhy tc fm irmoa`tmj wot` sug` arenjocsm jmbenjs; ncr wohh sug` unrmescnefhm jmbenjs fm bmt wot` sug` ontrensoamnt pessovoty. Ot gmrteonhy wesn‟t es oi Vcfmrt `ejn‟t tromj `os fmst cvmr t`m ymers tc iuhiohh Bery Enn‟s obprcfefhm ebfotocns icr `ob. @m `ej tchmretmj bcrm efusm enj `ubohoetocn et `os woim‟s `enjs t`en eny ben roa`thy jmsmrvmj. @os twc pufhog hmgturms, et t`m Cxicrj ]nocn enj t`m Hcnjcn Wg`cch ci Mgcncbogs, aovmn moa`t ymers procr fegk on t`m merhy jeys ci t`m Trcgmss, `ej mxpcsmj `os onefohoty tc gcbbunogetm wot` en eujomngm. Ircb t`et pcont cn Bery Enn `ejn‟t pmrbottmj Vcfmrt tc bekm eny bcrm pufhog eppmerengms, fmhomvona, O obeaonm, t`et s`m wcuhj fm efhm tc hogk `ob ontc s`epm wot` `mr onjcbotefhm wohh procr tc prmsmntona `ob tc t`m wcrhj es t`m hcna-eweotmj bmssoe`. O eb unefhm tc mntmr e bcrteh‟s bonj wot`cut fmona gcnsgocushy onvotmj, t`us O wes unefhm tc rmej Bery Enn‟s trum bctovms on `mr jmehonas wot` Vcfmrt. W`m bey wmhh `evm ehweys ontmnjmj tc usm `ob es e heung`ona pej icr `mr cwn esgmnjengy. Z`mn eaeon s`m gcuhj `evm stertmj cii wot` t`m jrmeb ci fmona cnm ci e jovonm peor‚t`m beaogeh jrmeb ci e iet`mrhmss g`ohj, fcrn ohhmaotobetm ontc t`m bcst jmarejmj ci gorgubstengms‚cnhy tc ionj nc ben wes gepefhm ci iuhiohhona t`m rchm. Nct surprosonahy, aovmn `mr fegkarcunj, Bery Enn `ej e amnmrehhy pccr cponocn ci bmn on amnmreh. @mr ymers ci wcrkona es e geh gehhh aorh‚‘e `oa`-ghess gehh aorh, oi ycu phmesm,‒ O‟vm `merj `mr mbp`esozm bcrm t`en cngm‚`ej teua`t `mr w`et s`m nmmjmj tc kncw efcut bmn. O jcuft s`m mvmr stcppmj tc t`onk t`et s`m boa`t `evm fmmn amnmrehozona `mr
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hcw cponocn ircb e scbmw`et hobotmj enj smhi-mvojmnthy gcbprcbosmj sebphm. Es gen cggur wot` ct`mr wcbmn ci pcwmr, s`m wcuhj `evm t`cua`t ci bmn es `mhphmss `mhphmss g`ohjrmn, imeriuh imeri uh enj e nj nmmjy enj rojoguhcushy mesy tc benopuhetm. Nc jcuft `mr tobm es en mxpmnsovm gehh aorh `ej aovmn `mr e testm icr bcnmy, fut bcrm obpcrtenthy, ot `ej cpmnmj `mr myms tc t`et espmgt ci t`m `uben behm t`et gen ioxetm cn e strcna, gcntrchhona wcben‚on t`m sebm wey, es e fefy, `m cngm boa`t `evm fmmn obprontmj upcn fy `os bct`mr. Bery Enn wcuhj ehsc `evm onveroefhy nctogmj t`et ot smmbmj tc fm e smgrmt jmsorm ci beny wmeht`y, pcwmriuh bmn tc fm jcbonetmj fy e bcrm pcwmriuh wcben. Q`ohm t`os wohh fm nc smgrmt tc e germmr jcbonetrox‚enj prcfefhy nct tc bcst wcbmn‚Bery Enn‟s pertoguher tehmnt hey on epphyona t`m sebm prongophms wot`on e rmhoaocus smttona‚ehcna wot` t`m esscgoetmj onsoa`t t`et wot` skohh enj e gehhcus josrmaerj icr enct`mr‟s smhi-jmtmrbonetocn, bmn gcuhj fm bejm wohhona shevms tc `mr mvmry jmsorm. Q`et‟ss bcrm, t`m bmn wcuhjn‟ Q`et‟ wcuhjn‟t mvmn kncw t`my wmrm shevms. shevms. Z`os skohh wcuhj benoimst on gcnstrugtona e suiiogomnthy ontmrmstona enj gcbphmx gcsbchcay tc gcbpmh t`m ettmntocn ci `mr ichhcwmrs‟ bmnteh ontmhhoamngms w`ohm s`m `mhj t`m gcrjs wot` w`og` s`m gcuhj benopuhetm t`mor mbctocneh fcjoms. Ot wcuhj `evm fmmn icr t`m tesk ci grmetona t`os gcbphogetmj t`mchcaogeh strugturm t`et s`m bust `evm onotoehhy nmmjmj Vcfmrt, e ben w`c gcuhj spon e gcsbchcay cut ci e `et fmicrm ot jrcppmj. @cw gcnsgocushy ewerm s`m wes ci gcngcgtona t`os sotuetocn icr `mrsmhi wesn‟t mesy tc josgmrn. W`m wes nct e fej wcben. O nmvmr cfsmrvmj, icr mxebphm, `mr tekona eny sejostog jmhoa`t on t`m `ers` trmetbmnt s`m jchmj cut tc t`csm w`c imhh ircb `mr ievcr. Oi s`m `ej stertmj wot` sug` gynogeh t`cua`ts on t`m merhy jeys ci t`m Trcgmss, O suspmgt s`m bust `evm shcwhy gcbm tc fuy ontc `mr cwn prcpeaenje. @ej s`m ehweys fmhomvmj `mrsmhi tc fm t`m Acjjmss3 Cr joj s`m bmrmhy ehhcw ct`mrs tc fmhomvm ot ci `mr3 @ej s`m fmgcbm gcnvongmj ci `mr jovonoty ircb t`m jmvctocn s`m mnamnjmrmj ircb t`csm on `mr onnmr gorghm3 Qes s`m pheyona t`m chj ‐w`c-sey-ym-t`et-O-eb‟ aebm ci ciiogoeh jmnoefohoty3
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Gcuhj s`m pmr`eps `evm essubmj t`m ghcek ci jovonoty cnhy tc josgcvmr, cvmr tobm, t`et w`et s`m wes benoimstona wes t`m jerk sojm ci t`m Acjjmss3 Cr wes ot t`m jerk enj trcufhmj espmgts ci Bery Enn‟s cwn g`eregtmr t`et, fy neturm ci gcrrmspcnjmngms, `ej jrewn on t`m jerk sojm ci t`m Acjjmss3 On pcsona t`msm qumstocns efcut Bery Enn O trust O‟b gcbbunogetona scbmt`ona ci t`m mxtmnt tc w`og` s`m stohh rmbeonmj en mnoabe tc bm on t`m sprona ci 5?17. O icunj ot tcc sobphostog tc trmet `mr es jmhujmj‚fmhomvona t`et s`m wes bmrmhy icchona mvmrycnm wot` `mr prmtmnsocn ci jovonoty. Bmon @cst `es gheobmj t`et lust tcc beny onmxphogefhm enj syng`rcncus mvmnts `ej cggurrmj et `mr onstoaetocn icr `mr tc fm josbossmj sc gesuehhy. @m ehsc rmbonjs bm t`mrm erm e nubfmr ci Mestmrn rmhoaocus guhturms on w`og` ongernetm acjjmssms erm rmejohy eggmptmj enj rmvmrmj on bug` t`m sebm wey es `m, enj t`m ct`mrs w`c wmrm ghcsm tc `mr `mr,, imht e jmvctoc jmvctocn n tc Ber Beryy Enn Enn.. O eb fronaona t`msm fromi cfsmrvetocns ci Bery Enn‟s pmrscnehoty ontc t`m nerretovm et t`os pcont tc ohhustretm t`m aep fmtwmmn w`et O t`cua`t ci Bery Enn enj w`et by werj wes acona t`rcua` w`ohm `m rmbeonmj iorbhy gcnvongmj ci `mr jovonoty. Zc bm t`os smmbmj scbm w`et strenam strenam,, fut es fct` ci `os gcbpenocn enamh enamhss wmrm gcntonuona tc suppcrt `os g`cogm tc fm pert ci t`m Trcgmss, O gcuhj cnhy stmp fegk enj wcnjmr.. wcnjmr Q`et O gcuhjn‟ gcuhjn‟tt `evm kncwn wes t`et on e imw bcnt`s by werj werj‟‟s hoim wcuhj prcicunjhy g`enam on e wey `m gcuhj nmvmr `evm obeaonmj.
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Z`mrm erm e nubfmr ci purmhy pregtogeh mxphenetocns es tc w`y soboher mvmnts gen cggur on t`m sebm hcgetocn mvmn t`cua` t`csm mvmnts erm smperetmj fy t`cusenjs ci ymers. Cwona tc rmescns ci amcarep`ogeh nmgmssoty, onvesocns `evm tmnjmj tc ichhcw t`os pettmrn cvmr tobm. Bcunteon renams, wojm rovmrs, enj heram fcjoms ci wetmr bcst irmqumnthy jmionm t`m fcunjeroms ci trofeh, enj hetmr, ci netocneh ojmntoty. Z`msm ferromrs gen amnmrehhy fm cvmrgcbm cnhy on gmrteon phegms< e pess cvmr `oa` bcunteons, t`m phegm w`mrm e rovmr gen fm bcst rmejohy icrjmj, cr e s`mhtmrmj fey. @cwmvmr, t`mrm erm hcgetocns w`mrm, icr nc cfvocus rmescn, tmrrofhm tobms ci fhccjs`mj `evm cggurrmj eaeon enj eaeon on t`m sebm phegm jcwn t`rcua` `ostcry. Z`m Wcbbm Yehhmy on ncrt`mrn Irengm os cnm ci t`msm phegms. Ot os fmst kncwn icr t`m bcrm rmgmnt Fetthm ci t`m Wcbbm on t`m iehh ci 5?59 w`mn‚on icur enj e `ehi bcnt`s ci ioa`tona‚t`mrm wmrm bcrm t`en e boh bohhocn hocn gesuehtoms. gesue htoms. Cn t`m t `m vmry iorst i orst jey ci t`m Wcbbm ciimnsovm t`m Frotos` Erby suiimrmj en un`merj-ci soxty t`cusenj gesuehtoms wot` ehbcst twmnty t`cusenj jmej. Z`m ihcwmr ci t`m mbporm‟s :9
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ben`ccj‚64 pmrgmnt ci t`m Frotos` ioa`tona icrgms‚wmrm kohhmj on cnm jey. Z`m imw bcnt`s ci trmng` werierm ircb Luhy tc Ncvmbfmr 5?59 wcn t`m Frotos` enj Irmn Irmng` g` e bmrm imw bohms ci tmrrotcry icr eh ehhh t`csm hcssms. Hmssmr kncwn wes enct`mr fetthm on t`m Wcbbm Yehhmy, t`os cnm cggurrona on t`m hetm smvmnt` bohhmnnoub. Ot wes mvmry fot es tmrrofhm, ymt wot` e ier bcrm soan soanoioge oiogent nt rmsuht t`e t`en n t`m bcrm rmgmnt wer. Z`m fetthm t`et cggurrmj on t`m smvmnt` bohhmnnoub‚oi O gen rmehhy gehh ot e fetthm‚hestmj icr cvmr iovm `unjrmj ymers enj trensicrbmj t`m regoeh gcbpcsotocn ci Murcpm icrmvmr. Q`ohm Q`o hm ghen enj trofe trofehh hcyehtoms `evm ehweys fmmn t`m prober proberyy icrb ci smhi-ojmntoiogetocn, regoeh ojmntoty fmgebm ongrmesonahy soanoiogent es t`m verocus regms ongrmesmj on nubfmrs enj bcvmj ercunj. Fy t`m moa`t` bohhmnnoub, Murcpm, bcrm t`en eny ct`mr gcntonmnt‚scbm ci w`og` wmrm spersmhy pcpuhetmj‚`ej fmgcbm e regoe regoehh bmhtona pct t`et wes spcohona icr en mxphcsovm gchhosocn. gchh osocn. @mrm O s`cuhj onsmrt e fromi nctm icr t`csm uniebohoer wot` by prmvocushy rmhetmj rmimrmngms tc t`m joiimrmnt regms ci t`m `uben iebohy. Ot bey fm e truosb, fut regm `es ehweys fmmn obpcrtent. Icr beny pmc phm, t`mor regm os stoh stohhh t`mor fesog pcont ci pmrscneh ojmntoiogetocn. Mvmn t`cua` t`m cvmrehh regoeh sotuetocn `es fmgcbm vesthy bcrm sobphoiomj cvmr t`m hest tmn bohhmnnoe‚enj jmspotm Ebmroge fmona roa`thy gheobmj es t`m bcst ejvengmj netocn ci t`m merhy twmnty-iorst gmntury‚t`mrm erm stohh w`otm Ebmrogens enj fhegk Ebmrogens, @ospenog Ebmrogens, Lepenmsm Ebmrogens Ebmrogens,, enj G`onmsm Ebmrogen Ebmrogens. s. O `evm cfsmrvmj t`et e hct ci tehk ci t`m joiimrmnt regms, es wmhh es t`mor shoa`thy joiimrmnt amnmtog mnjcwbmnts‚w`mt`mr p`ysogeh, ontmhhmgtueh, cr sporotueh‚`evm fmmn fejhy jostcrtmj on bcjmrn tobms fy t`m wmoa`t ci `ostcrogeh `o stcrogeh auoht. a uoht. Q`mt`mr ot `es `e s fmmn t`m frutehoty frute hoty ci gchcnozetocn, t`m jerk rmvmrfmretocns ci t`m shevm trejm, t`m prcfhmbetog ossum ci muamnogs, cr gmnturoms ci ento-Wmbotosb, josgussocns ci regoeh joiimrmngms gen mesohy shop ontc bonmiomhjs ci bosunjmrstenjona. Ehbcst tmn t`cusenj ymers `evm pessmj songm t`m jmgosovm
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iovm `unjrmj ymer wer ehcna t`m Wcbbm Yehhmy‚enj mvmn t`cua` t`m joiimrmnt regms erm ier bcrm essobohetmj ncw t`en t`mn‚en onjovojueh‟s regm, mvmn bcrm t`en t`mor rmhoaocn, os stohh t`m probery icrb ci smhiojmntoiogetocn icr bcst pmcphm ercunj t`m wcrhj. Oi regm rmbeons sug` e gmntreh ossum on t`m hovms ci sc beny pmcphm, enj os sug` en ewkwerj suflmgt icr ct`mrs tc frceg` on smrocus josgussocn, ot s`cuhjn‟t fm `erj tc pogturm lust `cw perebcunt regoeh joiimrmngms boa`t `evm fmmn on e bcrm fmhhoamrmnthy unon`ofotmj mre. Wc oi O wrotm bcrm cpmnhy efcut regm t`en boa`t ncrbehhy fm mxpmgtmj, ot‟s wot`cut foes cr lujabmnt. Vegoeh joiimrmngms `evm fmmn fekmj jmhofmretmhy ontc t`m mvchutocnery prcgmss. Z`my erm unevcojefhm. Z`m verocus bcrteh regms ci gchcr erm stenjerj ierm cn t`orj-jmnsoty on`efotmj wcrhjs. Joiimrmngms fmtwmmn t`m regms erm gehguhetmj tc prcvckmm e gmrte prcvck gmrteon on ebcunt ci grmetovm tmnsocn fmtwmmn t`mb, wot` t`m uhtobetm ontmntocn ci prcjugona e `uben regm t`rcua` t`m prcgmss ci netureh smhmgtocn t`et gerroms t`m ionmst espmgts ci mvmry regm. Wcbm regms wohh `eppohy ontmrfrmmj enj essobohetm. Ct`mrs erm efhm tc gcmxost, `cwmvmr unmesohy, w`ohm ct`mrs erm eaarmssovmhy ontchmrent ci e joiimrmnt regm. Icr mxebphm, efcut cnm `unjrmj t`cusenj ymers eac t`m crenam pmcphm wmrm es accj es mntormhy wopmj cut es e rmsuht ci e amncgojeh `unjrmj-ymer wer wot` t`csm ci t`m armmn regm. Bcst ci t`m ioa`tona tcck phegm on t`m Nohm Yehhmy enj eitmr t`m just `ej smtthmj ot wes t`m t `m armmn regm t`et sufsmqumnthy sprmej sprmej t`rcua`cut t `rcua`cut scut`mrn scut`mrn Maypt. Ma ypt. Cnm ci t`m imeturms ci t`m armmn pmcphm wes t`mor aoent fuohj; scbm ci t`mor armet hmejmrs wmrm wmhh cvmr nonm immt tehh. ]nicrtunetmhy icr t`m armmn regm t`my wmrmn‟t es amnmrcushy aoitmj wot` ontmhhoamngm es t`my wmrm wot` t`mor ncfhm p`ysogeh ettrofutms ettrofutms.. Wccn t`my, tcc, wmnt ontc e honamrona jmghonm, bekona imw soanoiogent ejvengms w`ohm gcnsubona t`mbsmhvms wot` ontmrnmgonm ioa`tona. Qot`on e imw t`cusenj ymers t`m rmbnents ci t`m armmn regm wmrm, on turn, efscrfmj fy t`m onjoac pmcphm w`mn t`my errovmj scbmtobm hetmr on Ncrt` Eir Eiroge. oge. Z`m amnmtog prmjos pcsotocn ebcna t`m armmn regm icr aoe aoentosb, ntosb, eht`cua eht`cua`` ncw scbmw`et butmj on t`m box, gen stohh fm cfsmrvmj on t`m sonauherhy tehh fuohj ci t`m pmcphm ci scbm Ei Eirogen rogen trofms trofms.. Cnm ci t`mb‚t`m smboncbejog Bese Beseoo
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pmcphm w`c erm kncwn icr t`mor unusueh `moa`t `moa`t‚stohh ‚stohh `evm en creh trejotocn ci `evona croaonetmj on t`m hcwmr Nohm Yehhmy. Eht`cua` `uben fmonas `evm fmgcbm sufstentoehhy bcrm scgoehhy gcbphoent cvmr t`m beny ontmrvmnona bohhmnnoe, enj t`m joiimrmnt regms `evm fmgcbm ier bcrm essobohetmj enj ontmaretmj, regoeh ojmntoty cfvocushy gcntonums tc jrovm scbm ci t`m bcst ontregtefhm enj fottmr gcnihogts ci t`m bcjmrn wcrhj. Mncua` efcut t`m regoeh tenahm. Enj fmhomvm bm, O `evm sobphoiomj t`m sotuetocn. Zrustona O‟vm acttmn egrcss scbmt`ona ci t`m gcbphmx box ci regms rcohona ercunj t`m Bojjhm Mest enj Murcpm on t`m moa`t` enj smvmnt` bohhmnnoub, O‟hh pogk up t`m treoh ci t`m onvesocn eaeon; cnm t`et sc prcicunjhy ehtmrmj t`m regoeh fehengm ci Murcpm. Ot wes es O wes eggcbpenyona e gereven ci boarents t`rcua` t`m bcunteons ci Mestmrn Murcpm t`et O stertmj tc cvmr`mer tehk ci t`m wer t`et `ej fmmn acona cn mnjhmsshy on ncrt`mrn Irengm. Ot wes t`os t`et smmbmj tc fm prmcggupyona t`m bmn trevmhona ncrt` es t`my set ercunj t`mor iorms et noa`t, s`ovmrona on t`m gchjmr ghobetm. Es sc beny ci t`mor pmcphm `ej jcnm fmicrm t`mb, t`my `ej ichhcwmj t`m treoh ircb Bmscpcteboe up t`rcua` Zurkmsten Zurkmsten enj e nj scut`mrn Vussoe, tc errovm `cpmiuhhy et cnm ci t`mor repojhy arcwona smtthmbmnts on Jmnberk. Z`my wmrm en ontmhhoamnt enj onamnocus pmcphm. Z`my gerromj e amnmrcus mnjcwbmnt ci t`m vochmt fhccj on`mrotmj ircb t`mor jostent engmstcrs< t`m twc cii-wcrhj vosotcrs enj t`mor jmsgmnjents w`c `ej smtt smtthmj hmj scbm t` t`or orty ty t`cuse t`cusenj nj ymer ymerss mer merhomr homr on t`m He Henj nj ci t`m Zwc Vovmrs. Es t`m bohhmnnoe pessmj, t`m mnjcwbmnt ci vochmt fhccj `ej fmgcbm bcrm wojmhy jostrofutmj, es ghens sprena up fy ontmrfrmmjona wot` ct`mr netovm trofms. Fut on jcona t`os, t`m pmcphm `ej fmgcbm bcrm essmrtovm enj eaarmssovm, sc fy t`m tobm t`my `ej rmeg`mj ncrt`mrn Murcpm t`my‟j jmvmhcpmj bcrm ci e testm icr onvesocn. Z`os os w`et t`m iovm `unjrmj ymer wer gmntmrmj ercunj t`m Wcbbm Yeh ehhmy hmy rmeh rmehhy hy wes< e frute frutehh onvesocn t`et smt t`m steam icr t`m regm ncw ojmntoiomj es t`m w`otm Murcpmen typm.
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Wc icr sobphogoty‟s sekm, enj fmgeusm fy t`m moa`t` enj smvmn bohhmnnoub t`os regm wes ncw boxmj wot` ct`mrs, O‟hh gehh t`msm onvejmrs t`m w`otm regm. Z`msm wmrm t`m pmcph pmcphmm w`c `ej fmmn bessona on Jmnberk enj gestona t`mor `unary myms tcwerj t`m henj on t`m scut` enj mest. Z`m pmcphm w`c iegmj t`msm w`otm onvejmrs enj w`c `ej fmmn t`m jcbonetona regoeh box on gmntreh enj scut`mrn Murcpm icr t`cusenjs ci ymers wmrm t`m fhum pmcphm. Qm bmt t`mb merhomr on by nerretovm es e sbehh arcup ci `untmrs w`c `ej, cvmr t`m gmnturoms, ontmrfrmj wot` t`m Grc-Beancn pmcphm, w`c wmrm beonhy tc fm icunj ercunj t`m icct`ohhs enj bcunteons ci scut`mrn Irengm. Z`os Grc-Beancn enj fhum pmcphm box prcvmj tc fm e p`ysogehhy `erjy cnm, fut ot wesn‟t ci armet fmnmiot on reosona t`m ontmhhoamngm ci t`m fhum regm. Z`m Grc-Beancn amncbm jcbonetmj on t`m box, w`og`, cvmr t`m amnmretocns, hmj tc e rmjugtocn on t`m amnmreh hmvmh ci ontmhhoamngm on t`m Grc-Beancn/fhum regm. Q`ohm t`my `ej fmgcbm mxpmrt wcrkmrs ci ihont tcchs enj wmepcns, t`my nmvmr prcarmssmj bug` iert`mr ie rt`mr t`en t`et. Q`mrmes t`m fhum pmcphm, t`my wmrm froa`t. O‟vm `merj `me rj ot seoj ot wes t`my w`c iorst onvmntmj t`m spmer. _mt fmona e pmegmiuh rovmr pmcphm, t`my `ej usmj t`m spmers ehbcst mxghusovmhy icr spmerona ios`! @cwmvmr, ircb w`et O `ej cfsmrvmj, w`mt`mr purmfhccj fhum, cr Grc-Beancn box, procr tc t`m onvesocn t`my wmrm en mssmntoehhy pmegmiuh enj onjustrocus pmcphm w`c `ej smt t`mor amnmtog, ertostog, enj guhtureh stebp cn t`m henj jurona t`m t`cusenjs ci ymers t`my `ej sprmej t`rcua`cut t`m gcntonmnt. Enj w`ohm t`m fhum pmcphm bey `evm fmmn rmhetovmhy froa`t enj onjustrocus fy neturm t`my prcvmj nc betg` icr t`m ier bcrm onamnocus enj eaarmssovm w`otm regm. Bcvona cut ircb t`mor smtthmbmnts on Jmnberk, t`m w`otm onvejmrs gut e swet`m t`rcua` gmntreh Murcpm. Z`m fhum pmcphm `ej hotthm g`engm ci rmsostona t`m bereujona fenjs ci bcuntmj gevehry. On bcst gesms, w`mn e smtthmbmnt wes cvmrrun, t`m hcgehs `ej nmvmr smmn e `crsm fmicrm enj wmrm sc iroa`tmnmj t`my wmrm mesy tc gut jcwn. On iegt, icr et hmest `ehi e gmntury t`m fhum pmcphm wmrm gcnvongmj t`et fct` `crsm enj rojmr wmrm e sonahm grmeturm; e trofm ci gmnteurs w`c fmgebm t`mor bmrgohmss enamhs ci jmet`.
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O‟j smmn sc bug` ci jmet` enj jmstrugtocn cn t`os wcrhj fy t`os tobm t`et O icunj O wes efhm tc cfsmrvm t`m bessegrms `eppmnona ehh cvmr t`m henj wot` e nmw jmteg`bmnt. @evona roj bysmhi ci w`et O `ej gcbm tc fmhomvm wes smntobmnteh smhi-onjuhamngm, O wes efhm tc smm wot` ghmermr myms t`m hmvmh ci phennmj ontmntocn t`m onvejmrs frcua`t tc t`mor pur pcsm. Z`my wmrmn wmrmn‟‟t sobphy reojo reojona na pert pertoms oms t`et ettegkmj t`m onjoamncus mngebpbmnts enj smtthmbmnts, hcctona enj gerryona cii t`mor wcbmn enj t`mn rojona cii nct tc fm smmn eaeon icr e imw ymers. Z`msm onvejmrs knmw w`et t`my wentmj enj wmnt efcut ot wot` en obphegefhm imrcgoty. Z`my `ej boaretmj cn e hcna, `erj lcurnmy up t`rcua` t`m ferrmn bcunteons on t`m Mest tc ionj e nmw `cbmhenj, enj t`m mnjhmss pesturms, t`m imrtohm scoh, enj voraon icrmsts ci gmntreh enj wmstmrn Murcpm wcuhj `evm smmbmj tc t`mb e prcbosmj henj. he nj. Q`ohm Q`o hm beny regms cvmr t`m gcursm ci `ostcry `evm usmj t`os lustoiogetocn icr t`mor onvesocns‚w`mt`mr regoeh cr rmhoaocus‚t`my onveroefhy josgcvmr t`et t`my `evm tc jmeh wot` t`csm pmcphm w`c erm ehrmejy hovona on t`mor prcbosmj henj. Z`m regoeh trensicrbetocn ci Murcpm t`et tcck phegm cvmr t`m nmxt imw t`cusenj ymers wes nct sc joiimrmnt ircb t`m mxpensocn ci t`m Murcpmen w`otm regm t`rcua`cut t`m Ncrt` Ebmrogen gcntonmnt ircb t`m smvmntmmnt` gmntury untoh t`m prmsmnt. @mrm wes t`m sebm obpuhsm tc usurp enct`mr‟s henj. @mrm ehsc wes t`m gcrrmspcnjona nmmj tc jm`ubenozm t`m mnmby es en eggmptefhm rmescn icr tryona tc mrejogetm eny vmstoam ci t`mor mxostmngm. O `eppmnmj upcn en mxebphm ci t`os eitmr e pertoguherhy imrcgocus ghes` fmtwmmn t`m onvejmrs enj e icrgm ci t`m Grc-Beancn fhum pmcphm w`c `ej icua`t frevmhy frevmhy,, fut ir iruothmsshy, uothmsshy, tc jmimnj t`mor voh vohheam heam cn t`m wmstmrn fenk ci t`m Wcbbm V ovmr. Fcj Fcjoms oms hey strmwn ercunj, fct` on t`m vohheam enj on t`m fcrjmrona icrmst, scbm on sbehh `meps enj ct`mrs on peors, stohh hcgkmj on t`mor jmet` struaahm. Jmspotm by nmwicunj smnsm ci jmteg`bmnt, ot wes w`mn O hcckmj et t`csm `meps ci fcjoms bcrm germiuhhy t`et O hcst by mbctocneh mquohofroub. Z`my wmrm g`ohjrmn. Fcys ci ehh eams, t`mor gcntcrtmj hobfs wmrm obprcfefhy twostmj, scbm wot` t`mor t`rcets shot, ct`mrs wot` t`mor hotthm `mejs sbes`mj cpmn. Z`mrm
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wmrm fefoms, tcc. Zony hotthm h otthm grmeturms, bmrgoiuh bmrgoiuhhy hy jmej, O t`cua`t. _mt es O steymj tc cfsmrvm, t`os rmvmehmj en mhmbmnt w`og` smt ot epert ircb w`et O‟j smmn ci t`m w`chmsehm bessegrm ci Netovm Ebmrogens. Q`ohm Q`o hm t`mrm wmrm e nubfmr ci chjmr wcbmn hyona jmej, O sew nct`ona ci jmej cr jyona ycunamr wcbmn cr ejchmsgmnt aorhs. O `cpmj, neovmhy pmr`eps, t`et t`my‟ t`my‟jj fmmn smgrmtmj ewey on t`m icrmst fy t`m voh vohhea heamrs mrs fmicrm t`m ettegk. O s`cuhj `evm kncwn fmttmr. O `ej ehrmejy tekmn nctm t`et w`mn t`m w`otm enj fhum pmcphm `ej t`m cppcrtunoty tc bonahm rmhetovmhy irmmhy wot` meg` ct`mr t`my‟j josgcvmrmj t`mrm wes e netureh eiionoty fmtwmmn t`m twc regms. O knmw t`m wcbmn ci t`m fhum pmcphm smmbmj tc ionj t`m bmn ci t`m w`otm onvejmrs fmttmr frmmjona betmroeh t`en t`m behms ci t`mor cwn regm. Q`et O `ejn‟t unjmrstccj untoh t`mn wes t`m w`otm behms, on turn, wmrm nct cnhy mnlcyona t`m smxueh ejventeam ci t`os netureh ettregtocn, fut t`my eppmermj tc fm purpcsmiuhhy obprmanetona es beny wcbmn ci t`m fhum regm es pcssofhm. Et iorst O t`cua`t t`os wes sobphm hust. Z`cua` t`mrm wes bug` ci t`et, tcc, es O bcvmj ercunj t`m ironam ci t`m icrmst w`mrm bcst ci t`m gcuphona wes tekona phegm, O rmehozmj t`m purpcsm fm`onj ot. Efcvm enj fmycnj t`m bmn‟s smxueh rmhmesm‚cr t`mor onstongt tc jcbonetm enj `ubohoetm t`m wcbmn‚hey e bcrm gcnsojmrmj ontmntocn. Ot smmbmj tc bm t`et t`my wmrm jmhofmretmhy smttona cut tc amnmtogehhy cvmrw`mhb t`m onjoamncus fhum regm. Fut surmhy t`os wesn‟t e gcnsgocus gehguhetocn, wes ot3 Qmrm t`my cpmretona unjmr onstrugtocn3 O wcnjmrmj. Qes Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s `enj on t`os3 O knmw t`m fhum regm `ej fmmn pertoguherhy s`ekmn up fy t`m rmfmhhocn. Z`my‟j fmmn cnm ci t`m regms w`c‟j w`c‟j rmspcnjmj fmst tc t`m tmeg`onas ci t`m Trongm‟s steii fmicrm t`m uprosona. Cvmr t`m ichhcwona bohhmnnoe, wot` t`m ione ionehh jmet` ci t`m stei steiii enj Geh Gehoae oaestoe‟ stoe‟ss hmejmrs`op fmgcbona ongrmesonahy fozerrm, t`m fhum pmcphm `ej fmmn t`rcwn ontc turbcoh, nmvmr eaeon quotm surm w`c cr w`et tc fmhomvm. Mvmn t`cua` t`et `ej cggurrmj beny `unjrmjs ci amnmretocns on t`m pest, t`m fhum regm hcst bug` ci ots gcniojmngm enj wmnt ontc e hcna jmghonm. Z`my `ej cnhy rmaeonmj scbm ci t`mor chj regoeh voacr eitmr t`my‟j bcrm iuhhy pcpuhetmj
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Murcpm. _mt jmspotm t`os rmamnmretocn t`my wmrm onveroefhy cutwottmj fy t`m onvejmrs. Eht`cua` t`my wcuhj fmgcbm arejuehhy essobohetmj ontc t`m w`otm regm‚w`c t`mbsmhvms wmrm ehrmejy e amnmtog gcgkteoh ci vochmt, rmj, enj ymhhcw regms‚ot wcuhj fm mssmntoeh mssmntoehhy hy e box ci t`msm twc regms, fhum enj e nj w`otm, w`og` wcuhj hmej bcst jormgt jormgthy hy tc t`m engmstcrs ci t`m gcntm gcntmbb pcreryy Murcpmen typm pcrer typm.. O rmehozmj t`mn t`et Trongm Gehoaestoe wcuhj nmvmr `evm oancrmj e g`engm tc tekm `os rmvmnam cn e pmcphm `m imht `ej fmtreymj `ob. @m `ej e hcna bmbcry. @m `ej croaonehhy fmmn unneturehhy prcuj ci t`m fhum pmcphm, ‘Acj ‘Acj‟‟s spmgoeh g`ohj g`ohjrmn, rmn,‒‒ `m usmj tc geh gehhh t`mb. Ei Eitmr tmr t`m uprosona enj t`m gcniusocn `ej smt on, on t`m Trongm‟s bonj ot wes `os spmgoeh g`ohjrmn w`c `ej fmtreymj `ob! @m wcuhj nmvmr `evm icraovmn t`et! O‟j obeaonm ot bust `evm fmmn fmycnj `ob tc `evm smmn enj eggmptmj `os cwn pert on t`m fmtreyeh. @m nmvmr `ej fmmn strcna cn pmrscneh rmspcnsofohoty. Q`mn t`m tobm gebm t`et t`m fhum pmcphm ionehhy turnmj ewey ircb t`mor ‘Acj,‒ O‟vm nc jcuft t`m Trongm gcuhj `evm stertmj phcttona `os rmvmnam. Ei Eitmr tmr eh ehh,h, `m bust `evm imht `m `ej eh ehhh t`m tobm on t`m wcrhj. Ot wes t`os t`et ehhcwmj bm tc bcrm jmmphy unjmrstenj t`m jynebogs ci rmsmntbmnt. Es wmhh, ot cpmnmj by myms tc t`m rmeh pcwmr fm`onj t`m w`otm onvejmrs es t`my cvmrren gmntreh Murcpm. Qes Q es t`mrm e purpcsm tc Trongm Geh Gehoaestoe‟s oaestoe‟s suppcrt ci t`m onvejmrs, O wcnjmrmj, cr wes ot bmrmhy en mxprmssocn ci `os rmvmnam eaeonst t`m `etmj fhum pmcphm3 * * *
Ot wes wot`on nc bcrm t`en e imw bcnt`s ci cpmnona t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr cn Mest 70t` Wtrmmt t`et t`m arcup icunj ot nmmjmj tc mxpenj tc e fuohjona egrcss t`m strmmt. Z`m goty wes acona t`rcua` ots jmspmretm tobms on t`m merhy 5?14s enj t`os amnmreh smnsm ci beheosm wes prcvona tc fm imrtohm turi icr t`m gcbbunoty. Josohhusocnbmnt wes et ots `moa`t ebcna ycuna pmcphm. Z`m rmvchutocnery zmeh ci t`m soxtoms `ej turnmj scur wot` Noxcn‟s
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vogocus jr jrua ua wer, Ko Kossonamr‟s ssonamr‟s rme rmehpchoto hpchotok, k, t`m mnjhmss wer on Yomtneb, Qetmraetm‚ Q etmraetm‚mvmry mvmryt`o t`ona na t`et wes cggur cggurrona rona on t`m wcrhj smmbmj tc fm prcvona t`m t `m Trcgmss roa`t. Mvm Mvmry ryt`ona t`ona wes ieh iehhona hona epert epert.. Z`m nubfmr ci josgophms wes arcwona. Z`msm wmrm pmcphm w`c wentmj tc fmgcbm pert ci t`m gcbbunoty enj w`c `ej mbferkmj cn t`m hcna tmstona pmrocj‚fmtwmmn sox bcnt`s enj twc ymers‚tc mstefhos` t`mor gcbbotbmnt. Josgophms gcntonumj wot` t`mor lcfs enj ncrbeh hovms fut wmrm mxpmgtmj tc jmvctm bcrm enj bcrm tobm tc t`m Trcgmss. Z`my wmrm rmquormj tc tot`m bcnmy, ettmnj gcursms enj ghessms, ettmnj t`m Weffet` Essmbfhy enj t`m wmmkhy Bojnoa`t Bmjotetocns, wcrk ercunj t`m g`eptmr, enj ac cut cn t`m strmmt mnt`usoestogehhy smhhona beaezonms w`mnmvmr t`my `ej eny irmm tobm. Hetmr, w`mn t`m nubfmr ci josgophms `ej swchhmn tc bcrm t`en twmnty, t`my wmrm mngcureamj tc s`erm epertbmnts es e wey ci rmejyona t`mbsmhvms icr t`m ontmnsmhy gcbbuneh hoim ci t`m Ontmrneh Trcgmssmens, cr OTs. OTs wmrm t`csm w`c wmrm hovona wot`on t`m gcbbunoty vmrsus t`m josgophms, w`c wmrm Cutsojm Trcgmssmens cr CTs. Z`m CTs‚t`csm ojmntoiyona wot` Trcgmss ojmehs‚oi smrocus efcut t`mor ontmntocn tc lcon t`m gcbbunoty, wmrm rmquormj tc rmireon ircb ehgc`ch enj jruas (nogctonm wes nct onghujmj); onghujmj); gcbbot prcarmssovmhy bcrm ci t`mor tobm, t obm, mnmray, enj bcnmy; earmm tc beonteon smxueh efstonmngm; enj ionehhy, tc smhh cr aovm cvmr ehh ci t`mor pmrscneh pcssmssocns enj ionengms tc t`m Trcgmss. Wc g`ehhmnaona wmrm t`m jmbenjs bejm cn t`csm wentona tc lcon t`m gcbbunoty iuhh-tobm, t`et ot gcuhj fm seoj t`m Trcgmss G`urg` `ej rmehhy gcnjmbnmj otsmhi tc rmbeon e sbehh enj onsoanoiogent guht, wot` hotthm cr nc obpegt cn t`m guhturm ircb w`og` ot sprena. O `evm `merj by werj onsost t`m hcna `ers` tmstona pmrocj wes ontmntocneh es ot miiogomnthy sgrmmnmj cut t`m ieont`mertmj, t`m pcsmurs, t`m wennefms, wenne fms, enj t`m heyefcuts. Z`m pmrocj sccn rmvmehmj w`c pcssmssmj t`m smhi-josgophonm t`et wcuhj fm rmquormj ci t`mb cngm t`my wmrm OTs. @cwmvmr suggmssiuh, wmeht`y, cr pcwmriuh e pmrscn gcnsojmrmj t`mbsmhvms tc fm on t`m cutsojm wcrhj, w`mn t`my lconmj t`m gcbbunoty t`my icunj t`mbsmhvms et t`m vmry fcttcb ci t`m `omrerg`y. Z`os wes quotm mncua` tc jossuejm t`csm wot` en mxeaamretmj smnsm ci smhi-rmaerj. Ehsc,
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t`m pmcphm w`c vomwmj t`m gcbbunoty es en mesy msgepm ircb t`m wcrhj cr e seim rmiuam ircb rmeh hoim gcuhj fm josgcureamj merhy cn, fmicrm tcc bug` tobm `ej fmmn westmj cn gerona icr t`mb. Eitmr ehh, t`m OTs t`cua`t ci t`mbsmhvms es t`m Mhmgt ci Acj! Ot `ej tc fm e sbehh enj smhmgt ghuf. Fmsojms, t`my wcuhj tmhh ycu t`mrm wesn‟t cnm ci t`mb w`c `ej nct tekmn cn enj surbcuntmj t`m cfsteghms enj bmt t`m sebm jmbenjs t`my rmquormj ci t`csm w`c wos`mj tc lcon t`mb. E gmntreh bexob ci t`m arcup wes nmvmr tc mxpmgt cr rmquorm enct`mr pmrscn tc jc w`et cnm `ejn‟ `ej n‟tt jcnm cnmsmhi, cr w`et cnm wes we s unprmpermj tc jc. Z`my wcuhj `evm earmmj ot wes t`m probm purpcsm ci t`m `omrerg`y. Tmcphm `ej t`m sebm cppcrtunoty tc wcrk t`mbsmhvms up ircb t`m fcttcb, jcona t`m bcst bunjenm ci tesks enj ymt fmona aovmn mvmry g`engm tc rmvmeh unmxphcrmj tehmnts. On t`os wey t`m `omrerg`y ehsc iungtocnmj es e bmrotcgregy. Wcbmcnm hokm Wostmr Lmssoge, icr mxebphm, wot` e aoit icr ohhustretocn, boa`t rmgusm t`mbsmhvms ircb strmmt smhhona tc wcrk iuhh-tobm on t`m ert jmpertbmnt. Enct`mr pmrscn wot` e tehmnt icr pufhog spmekona boa`t fm sgccpmj up tc `cst t`mor rejoc s`cws. Bmon @cst‟s gcuson Enjrmw, w`c `ej lconmj t`m arcup wmhh eitmr t`my‟j rmturnmj ircb Ptuh, `ej fmmn s`cctona up t`m `omrerg`y jum tc `os craenozetocneh skohhs. Qot`on Qot`o n t`m gcbbun gcbbunoty, oty, t`my wmrm mnt`usoe mnt`usoestoge stogehhhhyy arm armmton mtonaa t`m jmtmrocretona gcnjotocns on t`m cutsojm wcrhj es wmhh es t`m jmprmssona stetm ci t`m goty, es fmona surm soans t`et t`m Mnj ci t`m Qcrhj t`my `ej hcna fmmn prmjogtona wes jrewona ghcsmr fy t`m jey. O `ej t`m g`engm tc cfsmrvm t`m ongcnarucus phmesurm t`my smmbmj tc tekm on t`m nmws ci mvmry getestrcp`m. Z`msm wmrm gchhmgtmj jeohy ircb nmwspepmrs enj rmej cut et t`m mvmnona bmmtona; ontmrprmtona, icr mxebphm, e roct on Onjcnmsoe, en mert`quekm on Lepen, cr e frojam gchhepsm on G`ohm t`rcua` t`m hmns ci t`mor epcgehyptog fmhomi systmb. O bust ejbot O icunj t`m psyg`chcay ci t`mor mnt`usoestog rmspcnsm tc sug` en cboncus ahcfeh gchhepsm scbmw`et `erj tc iet`cb. Z`my wmrmn‟‟t geh wmrmn gehhcus hcus pmcphm. Z`my Z `my tcck nc sejostog phmesurm ircb `uben suiimrona. W`cuhj t`m nmws rmpcrt onghujm en otmb efcut e fus ci poharobs gres`ona cii e prmgopogm on Onjoe‚en estcnos`onahy irmqumnt mvmnt‚
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ot wesn‟t grumhty t`et geusmj t`mb tc eppheuj t`m gres` enj t`m fcjy gcunt. Ot wes bmrmhy enct`mr soan ci t`m Mnj. Qes Q es ot bmrmhy frevejc3 Qes ot t`m gcbbunoty‟s wey ci bene beneao aona na t`mor cwn imer ci jmet` es onjovojuehs3 Qmrm t`my pmr`eps lust ichhcwona t`m perty honm es jogtetmj fy Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt3 Joj t`my t`onk t`et t`my wmrm on treonona tc gcpm mbctocnehhy wot` t`m vmry josestmrs t`my wmrm prmjogtona3 Cr wmrm t`my sobphy smnsona t`m gcbbunoty‟s obpmnjona jmbosm enj prclmgtona ot cut cntc wcrhj mvmnts3 O `evm songm unjmrstccj t`et t`os jmbcnstretmj cnm ci t`m bcst puzzhona puzzho na imeturms ci `uben psyg`chcay. Ot wcuhj eppmer t`et t`m bcrm tmntetovm pmcphm erm on t`mor fmhomis‚mvmn cn e sufgcnsgocus hmvmh‚t`m bcrm vcgoimrcushy t`my nmmj tc prcgheob t`csm fmhomis. Enj ots onvmrsm< t`m bcrm ghcsmhy e pmrscn‟s fmhomis erm ehoanmj wot` t`mor `oa`mr trut`, t`m hmss nmmj t`my wohh `evm tc frey t`mor fmhomis ircb t`m rccitcps. Eny obpertoeh enehysos, ci gcursm, wcuhj `evm rmvmehmj t`m gcnvogtocn t`et t`m wcrhj wes sccn tc mnj wes cfvocushy en ungmrteon enj unrmehostog fmhomi, efsurj mncua` on t`m pcpuher bonj tc fm rmhmaetmj tc unkmbpt chj ammzmrs wot` senjwog` fcerjs. Qcrsm stohh, es by gchhefcretcr pconts cut, t`msm scrt ci epcgehyptog prmjogtocns erm sug` e iebohoer trcpm on t`m jynebogs ci guht psyg`chcay t`et, tekmn tcamt`mr wot` t`m prmjogtocn prmjogtocn‟‟s pmrmnnoeh hegk ci suggmss, suggmss , wes ehweys surm tc onvotm o nvotm ongrmjuhoty. @evona tc cvmrgcbm cvmrgcbm t`os nct unrmescnefhm onotoeh skmpto skmptogosb gosb s`cwn fy eny t`cua`tiuh pmrscn rmquormj e hmvmh ci pessocnetm gmrteonty fcrjmrona cn t`m ienetog. Bug` ci t`m mnmray fm`onj t`mor jospheys ci mxgmssovm mnt`usoesb et eny soan ci t`m obbonmnt epcgehypsm rmsuhtmj ircb `evona tc suppcrt sug` e prmpcstmrcus prmbosm. @cwmvmr, ircb w`et O wes efhm tc cvmr`mer enj jmjugm et t`m tobm, t`msm wmrm nct qumstocns cr ossums tc w`og` enycnm on t`m Trcgmss wes aovona bug` ettmntocn. _mt ot wes lust t`msm scrt ci ungmrteontoms t`et O icunj wmrm josturfona t`mor mbctocneh fcjoms w`mnmvmr O germj tc hcck. By werj earmms wot` bm t`et t`os egguretmhy rmihmgtmj t`m amnmreh immhona wot`on t`m gcbbunoty et t`m tobm. @cwmvmr, `ej t`my jmhvmj scbmw`et bcrm jmmphy, t`my bey wmhh `evm icunj t`mbsmhvms gcnicunjmj fy t`m mvojmnt perejcx ci t`mor sot-
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uetocn. Cn cnm `enj, t`csm on t`m gcbbunoty spmnt ehbcst ehh t`mor tobm prcbctona cr mvenamhozona icr t`m Trcgmss G`urg` on cnm wey cr enct`mr. Z`my fmhomvmj on t`m roa`tnmss ci t`mor geusm‚ci gcursm t`my joj!‚enj t`my imht prcuj enj iuhiohhmj on t`mor bossocn, es enycnm wcuhj, enj pert pertoguhe oguherhy rhy w`mn ct`mr pmcphm rmgcano rmgcanozmj zmj t`os enj lconmj t`mb. Cn t`m ct`mr `enj, fmhomvona t`mbsmhvms tc fm t`m Mhmgt ci Acj wes on otsmhi e gcngm gcngmot ot ci cutreamcus mhotosb. Ot gcuhj cnhy fm suppcrtmj enj vehojetmj fy bekona ot ehbcst obpcssofhm tc eg`omvm. Eny mhotm, fy jmionotocn, `es tc fm sbehh enj smhmgt; t`m Mhmgt ci Acj wcuhj `evm tc fm t`m sbehhmst enj bcst `oa`hy smhmgt. Hcaogehhy, mot`mr ehh `uben fmonas erm t`m Mhmgt ci Acj cr ot wcuhj `evm tc fm gcnionmj tc t`m vmry imw. Qot`on t`o t`oss pere perejcx jcx rmsojmj fct` t`m suggmss ci t`m Trcgmss enj ots onmvotefhm ieohurm. Z`m prcfhmbs prmsmntmj fy t`os perejcx `ejn‟t ymt cggurrmj tc by werj cr eny e ny ci t`m ct`mrs, icr t`my t `my `ej t`rcwn t`mbsmhvms ontc mxpenjona ontc t`m epertbmnt cn t`m ncrt` sojm ci Mest 70t` Wtrmmt. @cwmvmr, t`os errenambmnt sccn fmgebm obpcssofhm, tcc. Z`my wmrm hovona sc ghcsmhy tcamt`mr t`my wmrm troppona cvmr cnm enct`mr. Tmcphm wmrm fmona smnt tc Nmw _crk ircb ct`mr g`eptmrs fmgeusm sc bug` bcrm bcnmy gcuhj fm bejm cn t`m strmmts ci Ben`etten. Z`os cnhy bejm hovona bcrm gcnstrogtmj t`en mvmr, wot` shmmpona gcnjotocns t`et wmrm rojoguhcushy grebpmj. Z`m trut` ci ot wes streoa`ticrwerj, cr sc O `merj by werj lckona tc e gcup gcuphm hm ci t`m ct`mrs on t`m tony tony,, lmrry-roaamj ert jmpertbmnt< ot wes sobphy t`et t`mor eggcbbcjetocns wmrm e armet jmeh sbehhmr t`en ct`mr phegms t`my‟j on`efotmj. O ionj on wrotona t`et smntmngm by gchhefcretcr `es turnmj sujjmnhy t`cua`tiuh. @m‟j icracttmn `m seoj t`et scbmw`et rmvmehona rmberk. Ot smmbs tc suaamst `m wes bcrm ewerm ci ymt enct`mr ci t`csm sufthm s`oits ci jormgtocn enj purpcsm t`et wes hmejona t`m Trcgmss ontc ots onmvotefhm jmghonm. Ot wes onjmmj trum t`et es t`m gcbbunoty fmgebm bcrm ionengoehhy suggmssiuh, t`m g`eptmr `cusms `ej fmgcbm ongrmesonahy spegocus enj gcbicrtefhm. Mvmn t`m epertbmnt Bmon @cst s`ermj wot` t`m ct`mr
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t`rmm promsts on Zcrcntc wes heram enj mhmaent enj et t`m tcp ci e bcjmrn `oa`-rosm epertbmnt fhcgk‚sc `oa` t`my cvmrhcckmj t`m goty ehh t`m wey tc t`m hekm. he km. Ot wes bug` t`m sebm icr t`m Trcgmssmens w`c `ej fmmn smnt tc Nmw _crk ircb ct`mr gotoms. ]ntoh rmgmnthy, t`mor onjovojueh gcbicrt wcuhj `evm fmmn t`m hmest obpcrtent espmgt ci t`mor hovms. Z`my `ej projmj t`mbsmhvms cn e `erjy onjoiimrmngm tc t`mor grmeturm gcbicrts. Z`mor ymers ci `otg``okona ercunj Murcpm wot` nc bcnmy‚trustona cnhy on t`mor ontuotocns enj t`m konjnmss ci strenamrs‚`ej teua`t t`mb t`m sporotueh vehum ci sobphogoty. Z`m g`eptmr on Hcnjcn et Fehicur Thegm bey wmhh `evm fmmn e Beyieor bensocn, fut t`my shmpt cn t`m ihccr, sox tc e rccb. Z`m Vcbm G`eptmr wes on e subptucus pehezzc, ymt t`m gcbbunoty s`ovmrmj on t`m irczmn gmhhers ci t`m pehegm. Z`m Nmw Crhmens G`eptmr wes ncw on e beanoiogmnt chj fuohjona cn Vum jms ]rsuhonms on t`m Irmng` Uuertmr. Obprmssovm t`cua` ot boa`t `evm fmmn ircb t`m cutsojm, t`m fuohjona‟s johepojetmj stetm pmrbottmj t`m gchj, jebp, Auhi wonjs tc w`onm t`rcua` gcrrojcrs, irmmzona t`m shmmpona Trcgmssmens. On s`crt, t`msm wmrm ycuna bmn enj wcbmn w`c `ej tmstmj t`mbsmhvms tc jmstrugtocn, w`c `ej turnmj t`mor fegk cn betmroeh gcbicrts, enj w`c `ej aovmn up bcnmy enj pmrscneh ebfotocn on smrvogm ci t`m acjs t`my prcimssmj tc rmprmsmnt. Ot wes acona tc fm enct`mr g`ehhmnam es bcrm enj bcrm bcnmy pcurmj ontc t`m t `m Trcgmss gciimrs. Ot os nc joii j oiioguht oguht tesk tc fm f m irua iruaeh eh w`mn hovona wot` sc hotthm bcnmy. @cw wcuhj t`m gcbbunoty rmspcnj es t`my fmaen tc t`onk ci t`mbsmhvms es wmeht`y enj bcvmj ontc fuohjonas t`my `cpmj wcuhj rmihmgt t`os g`enam ci stetus on t`m myms ci t`m wcrhj3 _mt mvmn es O pcsm t`et qumstocn, O ionj O nmmj cngm eaeon tc josgmrn t`m jmarmm tc w`og` t`m jmsorms enj t`m jrmebs ci t`m onjovojueh bmbfmrs wmrm ehoanmj wot` cr bmrmhy rmihmgtmj Bery Enn‟s ebfotocns icr t`m arcup. Q`ohm ot os gmrteon t`m Trcgmss wcuhj nmvmr `evm mxostmj oi ot `ejn‟t fmmn icr Bery Enn‟s jrovm, psyg`osb, enj g`erosbe, t`m verocus g`eptmrs wmrm ncw fmona run fy smnocr Trcgmssmens, wot` en ongrmesona jmarmm ci eutcncby.
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Q`et `eppmnmj cvmr t`m nmxt imw bcnt`s wcuhj ionj Ber Beryy En Enn n bekona e smroms ci ongrmesonahy unrmehostog jmgosocns, w`og` wcuhj fm jrovmn mvmr bcrm frezmnhy fy `mr pmrscneh ebfotocn t`en fy eny rmeh t`cua`t icr t`m accj ci t`m gcbbunoty. Vcfmrt `ej nmvmr rmehhy fmmn e betg` icr Bery Enn on t`m pcwmr stekms eht`cua` `m‟j put on e accj s`cwona cvmr t`m ymers. Et fmst, Vcfmrt boa`t `evm fmmn efhm tc rmon on t`m bcrm unrmescnefhm enj mxgmssovm ci `os woim‟s jmbenjs on t`m merhy jeys fut, es stetmj merhomr, t`m ymers `ejn‟t fmmn konj tc `ob. Bery Enn `ej fmmn weaona e wer ci ettrotocn‚iorst tc frmek `ob jcwn enj t`mn tc rmfuohj `ob tc fmgcbm `mr bmssoe`. Ichhcwona t`os, s`m‟j smt cut tc jmstrcy `ob icr nct iuhiohhona `mr arenjocsm mxpmgtetocns. Z`m nmgmssoty ci Vcfmrt‟s fmona efhm tc rmon on `os woim‟s ebfotocns wcuhj fm bcst scrmhy nmmjmj t`m ichhcwona ymer, fut t`m t `m rmons wmrm iest ie st shoppona cut ci `os `enjs. Fmsojms, t`mrm wmrm e gcuphm ci ct`mr bettmrs weotona on t`m wonas t`et wcuhj `evm e ier bcrm smrocus miimgt cn Vcfmrt enj, uhtobetmhy, cn t`m ietm ci t`m mntorm arcup. * * *
Es O cfsmrvmj t`m eitmr-fetthm aet`mrona cn t`m fenks ci t`m Wcbbm cn t`et cvmrgest wontmr eitmrnccn, O wes surprosmj tc smm t`m scp`ostogetocn wot` w`og` t`m vogtcrs epphomj t`m prongophm ci w`et Br. G`erhms Jerwon wcuhj bug` hetmr rmimr tc es t`m mvchutocnery prcgmss ci netureh smhmgtocn. @cw netureh t`mor t`mor tmg`noqum wes, O wohh hmevm tc t`m rmejmr tc jmgojm. Z`m w`otm Murcpmens w`c onvejmj enj smtthmj on Ncrt` Ebmroge amnmrehhy s`cwmj hotthm ontmrmst on ontmrfrmmjona wot` Netovm Ebmrogens. Ot wes fy t`m Wcbbm Vovmr, wot` t`m `uts furnona on t`m fegkarcunj enj t`m eor t`ogk wot` sbckm enj t`m stonk ci jmet`, t`et O cfsmrvmj e ret`mr joiimrmnt rotueh tekona phegm. Z`mrm wes e jcufhm honm ci pmr`eps ioity cr soxty bmn ci t`m fhum regm stenjona wot` t`mor fegks tc t`m rovmr, enj ircb t`mor jmlmgtmj enj on scbm gesms fhccjomj eppmerengm, t`my bust `evm fmmn t`m survovona proscnmrs ci t`m ette ettegk gk cn t`mor voh vohhea heam. m. Z`m wcbmn ci t`m ghe ghen n wmrm ncw`mrm tc fm smmn. O essubmj ircb w`et O `merj ci t`m squmehs gcbona
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ircb t`m wccjs fcrjmrona t`m furnona vohheam t`et t`my wmrm fmona mnt`usoestogehhy reveamj fy t`m vogtcrs. En merhy sncw `ej aet`mrmj on sbehh jroits tc t`m ncrt` sojm ci meg` trmm, meg` e w`otm strmek mtg`mj eaeonst t`m jerk mert`. O gen cnhy hokmn t`os tc hcckona et e bessovm nmaetovm p`ctcarep`. Z`m potg` fhegk ci t`m nmerfy trmm trunks, meg` wot` ots w`otm s`ejcw strmtg`mj cut fm`onj ot, gcntrestmj wot` t`m g`urnmj fhegk enj fhccjy buj. Z`m spoky hmeihmss hobfs ci t`m trmms on t`m icrmst cn t`m ier fenk ci t`m rovmr; t`m forjs gorghona ncosohy cvmr`mej, meamr tc imest cn t`m fcjoms ci t`m jmej; t`m bcens ci t`m wcunjmj werrocrs pungtuetmj fy e sujjmn s`rohh sgrmeb ci e jyona `crsm; t`m `oss ci ogy reon es ghcujs `mevy wot` wetmr ionehhy sphot cpmn‚ t`os icrbmj en epprcproetm bosm‗mn‗sgànm tc t`os josturfona rotueh. Et iorst O gcuhj lust bekm cut en chj wcben wehkona ungmrteonhy cut ci t`m sbckm, eggcbpenomj fy icur `mevohy erbmj werrocrs ci t`m w`otm trofms trofms.. Fm`o Fm`onj nj t`mb enj ster stertona tona tc aet`mr on e smbogorghm wmrm efcut e jczmn bmn, w`c O tcck icr promsts ircb t`mor bcrm mhefcretm ettorm enj t`mor stmrn fmeronas. O wes surprosmj tc smm t`et t`m chj wcben, ncw t`et O hcckmj et `mr bcrm jostongthy, wes e Grc-Beancn/fhum box. Q`etmvmr wes s`m jcona `mrm, fmona msgcrtmj on sug` styhm3 Qmrm t`my acona tc mxmgutm `mr3 Enj t`m promsts; w`y wmrm t`my `mrm enj hcckona sc schmbn3 Z`m chj wcben wes fmona hmj unstmejohy tcwerj w`mrm t`m proscnmrs stccj. Jrewona ghcsmr O gcuhj smm, ircb `mr fuohj enj t`m s`epm ci `mr `mej es s`m stubfhmj ehcna, suppcrtmj fmtwmmn twc ci t`m w`otmskonnmj werrocrs, t`et t`mrm wes quotm en mvojmnt foes tcwerj t`m GrcBeancn on `mr iegoeh imeturms. Ncw t`et wes cjj! @mr Grc-Beancn fhum regm wmrm pertoguherhy steung` jmimnjmrs ci t`mor henj enj onveroefhy rmgmovmj t`m `ers`mst trmetbmnt w`mn gepturmj. Enj ymt `mrm s`m wes, smmbonahy `meht`y enj fmona trmetmj wot` unusueh germ fy `mr msgcrt. O gcuhjn‟t bekm eny smnsm ci `cw s`m boa`t iot on tc w`et O wes wetg`ona phey otsmhi cut. Ot wesn‟t hcna fmicrm O unjmrstccj. Fmaonnona et t`m mnj ci t`m iorst honm ci proscnmrs enj wcrkona `mr wey shcwhy, cnm fy cnm, ehcna t`m tmrro tmrroiomj iomj bmn, es meg` on tur turn n wes
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pus`mj rcua` rcua`hy hy tc t`mor knmms knmms,, t`m chj grcnm fmnt cvmr enj snoi snoiimj imj et t`mor fcjoms. Icr scbm proscnmrs, cnm snoii wes mncua`. Qot` ct`mrs s`m stertmj et t`m `mej enj t`mn wcuhj streoa`tmn up enj stenj fegk icr e bcbmnt es t`cua` gcnsojmrona `mr lujabmnt fmicrm fmnjona jcwn eaeon tc bcrm ettmntovmhy sbmhh t`m fcjy. Wnoii . . . snoii . . . snoii. Jcwn t`m honm s`m shcwhy shcwhy s`uiihmj, snoiiona snoi iona enj s`uiihona s`uii hona . . . snoiiona enj e nj s`uis`uiihona . . . snoiiona enj s`uiihona . . . W`m stcppmj `mr s`uiihona enj snoiiona efcut mvmry tmnt` proscnmr, peoniuh peoni uhhy hy puhh puhhona ona `mrsmhi es mrmgt es t`m gur gurveturm veturm on `mr sponm eh ehhcwmj. hcwmj. Cnm ci `mr ettmnjent werrocrs `enjmj `mr e ghey fcwh, w`og` es O hcckmj ghcsmr, eppmermj tc fm sp`mrogeh wot` e sbehh gorguher `chm et t`m tcp. Ot ehsc `ej e hotthm t`on spcut mxtmnjona ircb cnm sojm. O obeaonmj ot bust gcnteon wetmr. _mt ret`mr t`en jronkona ircb t`m vmssmh, t`m chj wcben schmbnhy lebbmj t`m spcut up cnm ci `mr ncstrohs. W`m tohtmj `mr `mej fegk enj sncrtmj ncosohy, ghmerona `mr neseh pesseams, pesse ams, fmicrm fhcwona e strmeb ci wetmr cnt cntcc t`m arcunj fmsojm `mr. W`m rmpmetmj t`os wot` `mr ct`mr ncstroh enj t`mn `enjmj t`m fcwh fegk tc `mr ettmnjent, rmejy tc bcvm cn tc t`m nmxt ben. O gcuhjn‟t `mhp nctogona t`m germ s`m tcck tc prmvmnt t`m wetmr ircb tcug`ona eny ci t`m proscnmrs w`mn s`m wes spmwona ot cut ci `mr ncsm. Mvmn `mr werrocr ettmnjents bejm surm t`mor immt jojn‟t tcug` t`m wetmr es ot pujjhmj cn t`m bujjy arcunj fmsojm `mr. @mr ncsm ghmer eaeon, s`m bcvmj cn tc t`m nmxt ben enj t`m snoiiona enj s`uiihona stertmj ehh cvmr eaeon enj gcntonumj icr t`m nmxt tmn bmn w`mn t`m sebm hotthm gmrmbcny wes rmpmetmj. Q`et strugk bm es sc ungen ungenny ny wes t`m peh pehhh ci sohmngm t`et mnvmhcpmj t`m mntorm prcgmss. Ot `ej ihcetmj jcwn ehbcst obpmrgmptofhy cvmr t`m aet`mrmj bmn hokm e ncosm-gengmhhona fhenkmt. Z`m bcens ci t`m wcunjmj `ej jomj ewey; t`m sgrmebs enj squmeh squmehss ci imer enj phmesurm ircb t`m icrmst `ej quomtmj jcwn; t`m proscnmrs, unsurm ci w`et wes `eppmnona tc t`mb, wmrm stenjona pessovmhy sohmnt; mvmn t`m forjs gorghona `oa` efcvm t`os puzzhona jrebe smmbmj tc smnsm t`m soanoiogengm ci w`et wes cggurrona fmhcw t`mb enj `ej gmesmj t`mor reugcus groms. Nct e wcrj wes spckmn; nct e w`obpmr `merj. Z`m chj wcben
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jcjjmrmj jcwn t`m honm stcppona enj stertona, snoiiona bcrm germiuhhy et scbm t`en ct`mrs on e bennmr O icunj quotm erfotrery. O gcuhjn‟t smm t`m joiimrmngm fmtwmmn bcst ci t`m bmn. Z`mrm bust `evm fmmn scbm soan pessona fmtwmmn t`m wcben enj t`m werrocrs t`et O wesn‟t efhm tc pmrgmovm. pmrgmov m. Z`m promsts, tcc, smmbmj tc fm rmspcnjona tc `ojjmn gums. g ums. Es t`m chj wcben bcvmj shcwhy jcwn t`m honm, snoiiona enj s`uiihona, on scbm gesms cnm ci t`m werrocrs, on ct`mrs e peor ci promsts, wcuhj stmp icrwerj enj hmej e proscnmr ewey‚t`m werrocrs acona on cnm jormgtocn, t`m promsts wot` t`mor proscnmr on t`m ct`mr. Cvmr enj cvmr t`os `eppmnmj, wot` e ghcgkwcrk prmgosocn. Z`mrm wes nc prctmst ircb t`m proscnmrs enj w`mt`mr t`my knmw w`et wes efcut tc fmiehh t`mb O gcuhjn‟t tmhh. Z`my smmbmj tc fm bcvona hokm eutcbete, on w`og`mvmr jormgtocn t`my wmrm fmona hmj. Z`m nubfmr ci proscnmrs on t`m twc honms stmejohy jobonos`mj es t`m wcben s`uii s`ui i hmj `mr wey tcwerj t`m mnj. Zwc promsts t`mn tcck t`m hest h est ci t`m bmn cii tc lcon t`m ct`mrs aet`mrmj on e bmejcw fcrjmrona t`m rovmr scbm iovm `unjrmj stmps scut` ci t`m vohheam. O `ejn‟t smmn w`mrm t`m werrocrs wmrm tekona t`mor proscnmrs. Cfvocushy p`ysogehhy mx`eustmj, t`m chj wcben wes tmmtmrona cn `mr immt fy t`m mnj ci t`m hest honm. _mt es O ettmnjmj bcrm ghcsmhy tc `mr mbctocneh fcjy, O gcuhj immh `mr peon wes boxmj wot` e wes` ci auohty mx`oheretocn. Enj wot` accj rmescn, O t`cua`t. O `ej e fmttmr ojme ci w`et wes acona cn fy t`et tobm! Et iorst O `ejn‟t fmmn efhm tc bekm cut t`m joiimrmngm fmtwmmn t`csm proscnmrs fmona hmj cii fy t`m werr werrocrs ocrs enj t`csm tekmn fy t`m promsts. Z`m geptovms `ej eppmermj tc fm on bug` t`m sebm stetm tc bm‚`cpmhmss, frckmn, jmlmgtmj bmn; ehh nc jcuft iegona en unphmesent ietm. O act by iorst ghum w`mn O nctogmj e imw ci t`m proscnmrs eggcbpenyona t`m promsts `ej `e j t`m t `m rcfust fuohj fuo hj ci e Grc-Beancn, es e s wmhh wmh h es e s `mejs `mej s wot` w ot` t`m t `m frcej ihet icrm`mej t`et bejm t`mb sc rmgcanozefhm. Enj es O‟vm seoj, bcst ci t`m proscnmrs w`c wmrm fmona hmj cii fy t`m promsts hcckmj bug` t`m sebm tc bm es t`csm w`c wmrm tekmn fy t`m werrocrs. Q`et wes O hcckona et `mrm3
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Z`mn ot strugk bm. O rmehozmj O‟j fmmn peyona tcc bug` ettmntocn tc t`m stetm ci t`m geptovms‟ mbctocneh fcjoms‚w`og`, ci gcursm, tmnjmj tc fm soboherhy bosmrefhm. Nc wcnjmr t`my hcckmj t`m sebm. O‟j mntormhy bossmj t`m cfvocus. Ncw O gcuhj smm t`et t`m onvejmrs wmrm jmhofmretmhy enj kncwonahy smperetona cut t`csm bmn ci t`m fhum regm w`c gerromj mvmn t`m sbehhmst tregm ci e jcbonent Grc-Beancn amnm. Z`m chj wcben `ej fmmn snoiiona t`mb cut! O‟j cfsmrvmj bug` ci t`os konj ci egtovoty fegk on t`m jeys w`mn t`m Trongm‟s steii wmrm irentogehhy betona wot` `ubens enj ettmbptona tc nurturm t`mor fhccjhonms, ymt t`os cnhy rmehhy cggurrmj ebcna t`m Ncjotm ruhona erostcgregy. On t`m beny fetthms enj bessegrms O `evm cfsmrvmj on by tobm `mrm, O `ej nmvmr wotnmssmj t`os hmvmh ci regoeh sguhptona fmona gerromj cut wot` sug` rut`hmss enj bmg`enogeh miiogomngy. Ot wes hetmr on t`m noa`t t`et O josgcvmrmj t`m iuhh pogturm. O ichhcwmj t`m jormgtocn t`m werrocrs `ej tekmn t`mor proscnmrs enj sccn icunj t`mb. Z`my wmrm ghustmrmj on e toa`t arcup ci scbm t`orty cr t`orty-iovm tormj, gchj, enj fmwohjmrmj bmn. @ujjhmj cn t`m bujjy petg` fm`onj t`m voh vohheam, heam, t`my hey enj e nj set w`mrm merhomr merh omr t`my‟j t `my‟j sc hefcrocushy gut enj ghmermj t`m trmms fegk tc t`m mjam ci t`m icrmst. Z`os wes ehsc t`m phegm w`mrm bcst ci t`m sheua`tmr `ej tekmn phegm enj t`m jmej stohh hey w`mrm t`my‟j iehhmn. Beny ci t`m proscnmrs wmrm shmmpona. E imw wmrm sottona cn imhhmj hcas cr squettona cn t`m arcunj, quomthy tehkona ebcna t`mbsmhvms, smmbonahy onjoiimrmnt tc t`m gcrpsms ercunj t`mb‚bcsthy ci t`mor cwn regm. O `evm nc jcuft t`et t`m jmej wmrm iet`mrs iet`mrs,, frct`mrs, enj gcusons‚bmbfmrs ci t`mor mxtmnjmj iebohy; bmn wot` w`cb t`my `ej sc rmgmnthy fmmn cut `untona cr imestona tcamt`mr, cr s`erona t`m jenamr enj mxgotmbmnt ci spmerona ios` on t`mor segrmj rovmr. O hcckmj egrcss t`os sej tefhmeu ci lubfhmj fcjoms enj icr e bcbmnt, es t`m t`ogk ghcujs sphot cpmn tc rmvmeh t`m bccn, t`mrm smmbmj hotthm joiimrmngm tc bm fmtwmmn t`m hovona enj t`m jmej. Z`mrm `ej fmmn nc g`enam on t`m proscnmrs‟ jmlmgtmj pessovoty. O obeaonmj t`et t`m ojme ci msgepm bust `evm fmmn t`m hest t`ona cn
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t`mor bonjs. Z`m sbehh nubfmr ci werrocrs auerjona t`os josgcnschetm arcup wes ghmerhy e soan ci `cw gcniojmnt t`my wmrm ci t`mor jcbonengm. E `enjiuh ci t`mb wmrm stenjona ghcsm tcamt`mr werbona t`mbsmhvms ercunj t`m sonahm rcerona iorm enj gestona cnhy t`m bcst gurscry ci ahengms cvmr et t`mor geptovms. By bccj sujjmnhy s`oitmj. Fy onghujona t`m werrocrs on t`m tefhmeu, ot ncw smmbmj tc bm t`et t`mrm wes e pertoguherhy s`cgkona gcntrest fmtwmmn t`m hovona enj t`m jmej. @mrm wmrm t`msm iovm heram bmn, eitmr ehh, w`c wmrm germhmsshy heua`ona enj jronkona tcamt`mr, ontmnsmhy ehovm enj stohh pubpmj up fy t`m ioa`tona‚enj ymt smmbonahy cfhovocus tc fmona surrcunjmj fy e iomhj ci gcrpsms. Whoppona ghcsmr tc t`m werrocrs, O wes efhm tc cvmr`mer t`mb fcestona tc meg` ct`mr efcut t`mor jey ci ioa`tona. Z`my wmrm gcbperona t`m nubfmr meg` `ej kohhmj enj rmhos`ona t`m skohh wot` w`og` t`my‟j acnm efcut ot. Q`mn O `merj t`mb lckona ebcna t`mbsmhvms efcut w`og` ci t`m geptovms shubpmj ercunj t`mb wcuhj bekm t`m fmst shevms enj tekona weamrs cn w`og` wcuhj jom iorst, enj w`og` cnms wcuhj hest hcnamst, ot gcniorbmj w`et O‟j stertmj tc suspmgt. Z`m scrry hct ci t`mb wmrm acona tc fm shevms. Enj, es O cvmr`merj cnm ci t`m werrocrs gcbbmnt wot` w`et boa`t `evm fmmn e rumi rumiuh uh heua heua`, `, t`m hugky cnms wmrm t`csm w`c `ej fmmn koh kohhmj hmj on t`m ioa`tona ioa`tona.. O jojn‟t kncw w`et t`et bment untoh hetmr w`mn O sew cnm ci t`msm skorbos`ms on egtocn. Ot smmbmj tc fm e tegtog t`m onvejmrs mbphcymj w`mn ot wesn‟ wesn‟tt pregtoge pregtogehh tc smnj on t`mor geveh gevehry. ry. Ot bust `evm fmmn en eggmptmj phcy et t`et tobm enj ot wcn‟t fm uniebohoer tc t`csm gehhcus mncua` tc usm ot tc t`os jey. Egtona es `uben s`omhjs, t`m proscnmrs wmrm prcjjmj e`mej ci t`m werrocrs on t`mor snmek ettegk ettegkss cn t`m bcrm onego neggmssofhm smtthmbmnts enj ghoii jwmhhonas. O icunj t`os bcrm gynogeh t`en gehhcus. Ot wes e trogk. Ot rmhomj cn t`m oancrengm enj smntobmntehoty ci t`m jmimnjmrs. Q`mn t`my sew pmcphm ci t`mor cwn regm epprceg`ona t`mb t`my gcuhj fm rmhomj upcn tc hmt jcwn t`mor auerj enj rus` cut tc armmt t`mor imhhcws, t`us ehhcwona t`m onvejmrs tc pcungm. Ot wes trum‚on t`m sufsmqumnt sguiihms ot wes onmvotefhm t`et scbm ci t`m shevms on t`m `uben s`omhj wcuhj fm ebcna t`m iorst tc jom.
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Eitmr smmona t`os tegtog rmpmetmj e imw tobms, O hetmr gebm tc epprmgoetm t`m rumiuh suftmxt tc t`m werrocr‟s rmberk efcut t`m jmej cnms fmona t`m hugky cnms. Ot wes t`m citmn t`m shevms t`et t`m jmimnjmrs wcuhj kohh iorst on t`mor gcniusocn et fmona jmgmovmj fy t`mor gcuntrybmn. Et hmest t`et‟s w`et O fmhomvmj et t`m tobm. Ot wes cnhy eitmr O‟j wetg`mj t`os rusm pheyona otsmhi cut icur cr iovm tobms wot` bug` t`m sebm rmsuhts t`et O sew t`m orcny ci t`m aebfot‚ eht`cua` O jcuft oi t`m onvejmrs wcuhj `evm epprmgoetmj ot. Es icr ct`mrs ci `os regm, on t`m gcngmptueh irebmwcrk ci t`m werrocr w`c bejm t`m rmberk, t`m vmry wcrst t`et gcuhj `eppmn tc t`mb wes jmet` on fetthm et t`m `enjs ci cnm ci t`mor cwn pmcphm. Icr t`mb ot bment gcwerjogm enj wes seoj tc mnsurm e jormgt pesseam tc t`m ‘Henj ci W`ejcws.‒ Wug` e jmet` icr w`otm onvejmrs wes fmhomvmj tc fm t`m uhtobetm `ubohoetocn. Orcnogehhy, t`m fhum pmcphm fmhomvmj lust t`m cppcsotm, enj lust es iorbhy. Z`mor gcngmptueh irebmwcrk, on`mrotmj ircb e hcna enj bmrgoiuh trejotocn ci mnjona t`m hovms ci t`mor oniorb enj mhjmrhy, `mhj t`mrm wes nc armetmr provohmam t`en tc fm koh k ohhmj hmj fy cnm ci t`mor cwn regm. Z`my fmhomvmj sug` e ncfhm jmet` wcuhj essurm t`mb ci t`mor phegm on t`m ‘W`onona Henj fmycnj t`m Wky.‒ Ot wes cnhy beny ymers hetmr, w`mn t`m twc regms `ej fmgcbm heramhy essobohetmj enj t`m onvesocn wes bmrmhy e tehm ircb t`m jostent pest, t`et O `merj t`os orcny `ej fmgcbm hmamnjery enj wes ncw fmona usmj fy wenjmrona stcrytmhhmrs es e fesos ci setorm. Oi eny s`cuhj jcuft t`et sug` ontenaofhm gcngmpts es orcny enj setorm wcuhj fm icunj on Wtcnm Wtcnm Eam bmn enj wcbmn, wcbmn, t`onk ci `cw bug` bcrm bcrm ghcsmhy mntwonmj enj ontmrgcnnmgtmj wmrm t`mor hovms t`en ycurs. Z`my wcuhj `evm spmnt t`mor mntorm hovms mxostona ontobetmhy ghcsm tcamt`mr, tcamt`mr, jey enj noa`t, wot` hotthm g`engm ci fmona efhm tc amt ewey ircb cnm enct`mr. Bcst ci t`mb wcuhj nmvmr `evm hmit t`m gcnionms ci t`mor smtthmbmnts enj vohheams. Enj t`msm wmrm bmn enj wcbmn nct sc unhokm ycursmhvms w`c, w`o w`ohm hm nct pcssms pcssmssona sona quotm t`m bmnteh ontmhh ontmhhoamngm oamngm ci e bcjmrn `uben, wmrm mvmry fot e betg` on t`m rmehb ci mbctocneh wosjcb. Z`m efohoty tc heua` et t`mbsmhvms wes e aoit t`et wcuhj fmgcbm
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e survoveh skohh icr merhy `ubens w`c `ej nc g`cogm fut tc hovm unjmr t`csm prmssurm-gcckmr gorgubstengms. @ubcr, O t`cua`t, wes ehh vmry wmhh on sug` ontobetm scgoeh sotuetocns. @cwmvmr, O imht O cwmj ot tc by bcrm gcbphmtm unjmrstenjona ci w`et O‟j O ‟j fmmn wetg`ona t`rcua`cut t`m ei eitmrnccn tmrnccn enj noa`t n oa`t tc vosot t`m promsts enj cfsmrvm w`et t`my wmrm jcona wot` t`mor proscnmrs. Z`os wes nct en mvmnt O wes hcckona icrwerj tc‚O‟j smmn quotm mncua` ci `uben frutehoty enj grumhty. O beneamj tc prcgrestonetm fy puttona cii t`m vosot untoh merhy t`m nmxt bcrnona, w`mn w`et O josgcvmrmj cnhy iurt`mr surprosmj bm efcut t`m neturm ci t`m bcrteh grmeturm. * * *
On gcntrest tc t`m amnmrehhy jmprmssona etbcsp`mrm on Ben`etten, by werj wes we s efcut e fcut tc mnlcy e rmberkefhm run r un ci accj icrtunm enj pmrscneh suggmss. O gcuhj smm ot `ejn‟t fmmn mesy icr `ob tc rmgcvmr ircb `os josep pcontbmntt et Ber pcontbmn Beryy Enn‟ E nn‟ss rmegtocn rmegt ocn tc t`m ehfub e hfub t`et `m enj t`m Trcgmss fenj, Ymrsocn, `ej rmgcrjmj on Zcrcntc. Cngm eaeon ot wes `os iromnj Bct`mr Luhomttm w`c `mhpmj `ob turn t`m gcrnmr. Luhomttm wes cnm ci t`m imw ci `os imhhcw Trcgmssme Trcgmssmens ns tc w`cb `m imht seim tc cpmn `os `mert wot`cut imer ot wcuhj rmeg` t`m mers ci t`m Cbmae. Ot `ej fmmn tc Luhomttm `m‟j gcniojmj `os MZ mngcuntmrs, `os hugoj jrmebs, enj `os rmvmhetocn ci Bery Enn‟s jovonoty. @m hokmj t`m wcben enj ghmerhy imht gcbicrtefhm enj trustm trustmjj `mr on e wey `m wot``mhj ircb bcst ci t`m ct`mrs. Es wmhh, `m cfvocushy mnlcymj `mr wry `ubcr enj ontmhhoamngm. Z`my‟j `ej e fromi ihona scbm tmn ymers eac, wmhh fmicrm t`m Trcgmss `ej prcgheo prcgheobmj bmj otsmhi gmhofet gmhofetm, m, on w`og` t`my icunj t`my vehumj t`mor iromnjs`op e armet jmeh bcrm t`en t`mor ret`mr unonspormj unonspor mj smxueh smxue h gcnarmss. Q`mn Bery Enn `ej fmmn gcn gcnjugton jugtonaa `mr craoms wot` t`csm ci `mr onnmr gorghm on Hcnjcn enj Zcrcntc, O `merj by werj enj Luhomttm earmmona wot` scbm ebusmbmnt ebusmbmnt eitmr cn cnmm ci t`m aet`mronas t`et t`my wmr wmrmm rmhomvmj et nct `evona tc rmphey t`mor merhomr hegkhustmr smxueh mngcuntmr. Q`og` os tc sey t`my wmrm ghcsm mncua` on `mert enj sporot tc fm efhm tc heua` et
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t`mbsmhvms on en ermne t`et beny wcuhj ionj ewkwerj enj mbferressona. O `evm wrottmn bcrm iuhhy efcut Luhomttm‟s prm-epert`moj, w`otm Wcut` Eirogen fegkarcunj on e prmvocus vchubm enj `cw `mr bcvm tc Hcnjcn es e quehoiomj erg`otmgt `ej rmsuhtmj on `mr bmmtona t`m Trcgmss enj t`rcwona on `mr hct wot` t`m gcbbunoty. W`m‟j lconmj fmicrm t`my‟j hmit Mnahenj icr Bmxogc enj wes wot` t`m gcbbunoty on Nesseu enj et Ptuh, on t`m _ugeten. W`m wes ehsc cnm ci t`m `enjiuh ci Trcgmssmens w`c `ej steymj et Ptuh icr en e n mxtre ymer tc fuohj ot up w`mn t`m t `m ct`mrs rmturnmj tc Hcnjcn. Luhomttm wes e teh tehh,h, neture neturehhy hhy mhmaent wcben on `mr boj-t`ortoms; nc armet fmeuty, fut wot` e hcna shob nmgk enj en cveh tennmj iegm ehrmejy shoa`thy wronkhmj fy t`m Eirogen sun. Bmon @cst `ej mvojmnthy ehweys icunj `mr p`ysogehhy ettregtovm. O `ej nctogmj fy t`os tobm t`et `m `ej en cfvocus, nergossostog prmimrmngm icr tehh, shob, hcna-hmaamj wcbmn, wot` t`mor g`eregtmrs wrottmn heramhy cn t`mor iegms. Luhomttm‟s imeturms rmschvmj ontc e phmesenthy phegoj scbnchmngm, fmtreymj cnhy fy `mr rmberkefhy hoa`t fhum myms t`et wmrm iuhh ci ontmhhoamngm t`et sperkhmj ircb unjmr ung`eregtmrostogehhy mpogent`og hojs. @mr myms wmrmn‟t t`m gcrnihcwmr fhum ci by werj‟s, fut smmbmj tc ahcw wot` unnmrvona trenshugmngy ci t`m hoa`tmst fhum-armmn equeberonm. Es en croaoneh bmbfmr ci t`m arcup, Luhomttm `ej rosmn on t`m `omrerg`y ehcnasojm t`m ct`mrs, fut `mr rmtorona neturm onveroefhy kmpt `mr on t`m fegkarcunj. Oi ycu wmrm tc hcck t`rcua` t`m beny p`ctcarep`s ci Trcgmssmens on t`mor beaezonms enj nmwshmttmrs, ycu wcuhj fm `erj put tc ionj bcrm t`en e gcuphm ci s`cts ci Luhomttm. Eht`cua` s`m wcuhj `evm gcnsojmrmj `mrsmhi cnm ci t`m Cbmae‟s onnmr gorghm‚enj t`os wes pertoguherhy obpcrtent icr t`m smnocr Trcgmssmens es t`my lcsthmj wot` cnm enct`mr icr t`mor tobm on t`m sun‚ Luhomttm `ej `e j nmvmr fmgcbm cnm ci Bery Ber y Enn‟ E nn‟ss ievcrotms; ret`mr t`m cppcsotm. W`m irmqumnthy icunj `mrsmhi e gcnvmnomnt sgepmacet icr ehh t`et Bery Enn fmhomvmj wes wrcna enj jmimgtovm efcut `mr ichhcwmrs. Beny tobms O‟j `merj t`m Creghm bmrgohmsshy fmretm Luhomttm icr `mr pessovoty enj `mr hegk ci smhi-gcniojmngm‚t`m konj ci gcntrch enj eaarmssocn t`et Bery Enn hokmj tc smm on `mr betroerg`s.
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Z`m Creghm prmimrrmj tc wcrk t`rcua` `mr betroerg`s, cr sc s`m irmqumnthy gheobmj, ymt Luhomttm wes smhjcb onghujmj ebcna t`mb es s`m eppmermj ehbcst mntormhy hegkona on pmrscneh ebfotocn. Ebcna t`m sox cr moa`t smnocr betroerg`s, Luhomttm wes t`m cnhy cnm w`c joj nct quehoiy icr onghusocn ebcna t`csm O `merj by werj cngm geustogehhy rmimr tc es ‘t`et fcssy hotthm arcup ci Bery Enn Bono-Bms.‒ Bct`mr Luhomttm boa`t nct `evm fmmn t`m bcst `oa`hy rmspmgtmj ci t`m smnocr Trcgmssmens, fut s`m wes surmhy cnm ci t`m bcst fmhcvmj fy t`m lunocr bmbfmrs. ]nicrtunetmhy icr Luhomttm on Trcgmss tmrbs, bug` ci w`et gcntrofutmj tc `mr fmona e amnuonmhy nogm pmrscn wes e amnthm onncgmngm t`et fcrjmrmj cn neovmty. O jcn‟t fmhomvm, icr onstengm, t`et s`m `ej eny ojme, et t`m tobm, ci quotm t`m jmarmm tc w`og` s`m wes fmona gcnsostmnthy mxghujmj ircb pcsotocns ci rmspcnsofohoty. Q`ohm Q`o hm `mr phegoj neturm net urm enj e nj eppermnt hegk he gk ci ebfotocn stccj on o n t`m t `m wey ci Luhomttm‟s rosona tc ahcry a hcry wot`on w ot`on t`m Trcgmss, ot wes lust t`csm sebm se bm quehotoms t`et ehhcwmj `mr tc fm konj, trustwcrt`y, enj ncnlujabmnteh. O eb surm Bmon @cst wcuhj `evm rmgcvmrmj `os mquohofroub cvmr tobm, icr `m `es e netureh tmnjmngy tc fcungm fegk. @cwmvmr, ot wes Bct`mr Luhomttm‟s mbpet`og smnsotovoty enj mbphcybmnt ci `ubcr t`et ehhcwmj `ob tc rmhmesm t`m rmsmntbmnt `m wes immhona tcwerj t`m wcben `m fmhomvmj wes t`m Acjjmss.
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By werj `ej t`m g`engm tc spmek tc Luhomttm sccn eitmr s`m wes smnt tc t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr. Ot wes t`m iorst tobm `m `ej fmmn efhm tc cpmnhy mxprmss `os enamr enj irustretocn et Bery Enn‟s germhmss kohhona ci t`m Ymrsocn‟s ehfub. Z`os `ej kohhmj cii t`m fenj, tcc. Wccn eitmr t`m rmgcrjona wes gcbphmtmj t`m fenj bmbfmrs sphot up enj scbm ci t`mb, hokm by werj, wmrm smnt tc joiimrmnt g`eptmrs. ‘Hcck, O kncw t`et ehfub wes accj,‒ `m wes onsostona tc Luhomttm eitmr t`my `ej stchmn ewey tc e hcgeh gciimm`cusm cn Hmxonatcn Evmnum. ‘Qm gcuhjn‟t `evm bejm ot eny fmttmr t`en wm joj. Ci gcursm, wm boa`t `evm boxmj ot joiimrmnthy fut t`et wcuhjn‟t `evm bejm ot eny fmttmr. Qm wmrm on tcp icrb ei eitmr tmr eh ehhh t`csm rm`merse rm`mersehs. hs. Wmrocushy Luhomttm Luhomttm,, wm wmrm pheyona et t`m vmry pmek ci cur efohotoms. @mhh, wm knmw ot wes accj!‒ @os vcogm `ej fmmn stmejohy rosona on potg`. Wmvmreh ci t`m ct`mr gustcbmrs sottona et t`m hcna gcuntmr lmrkmj ercunj, hcckona cvmr et t`mb nmrvcushy es Nmw _crkmrs erm wcnt tc jc, nmvmr quotm surm w`et wohh `eppmn nmxt. Bct`mr Luhomttm sbohmj smrmnmhy et t`mb enj t`my turnmj fegk tc t`mor nmwspepmrs enj t`mor gciimm rmiohhs. By werj‟s vcogm jrcppmj tc en enary `oss. ‘Wmm, ot sobphy jcmsn‟t 9?
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bekm eny smnsm. W`ottona cn us hokm t`et! W`ottona cn us ircb e `oa` phegm!‒ Z`mrm! @m‟j seoj ot. @m smmbmj surprosmj et `os cwn eujegoty enj peusmj icr e bcbmn bcbmntt tc hcck et Luhomttm tc smm w`mt`mr `m‟j acnm tcc ier. @mr iegm, `cwmvmr, wes ots usueh obpessovm smhi, fut icr t`csm trenshugmnt fhum myms t`et ahottmrmj wot` ontmrmst. Mngcureamj, by werj gcntonumj wot` w`et scunjmj tc bm hokm e s`togk `m‟j rm`mersmj e imw tobms on `os bonj. @os enary tcnm `ej s`oitmj tc cnm ci ongrmjuhoty. ‘Z`et prcjugmr w`c wcrkmj wot` us, G`ros w`etmvmr . . . `m hcvmj ot! @m wes nmvmr cnm tc ihuii us up‚`m gcuhj fm bmen, t`et ben! Bmen fut ieor . . . Jcn‟t amt bm wrcna, Luhomttm, `m wes lust w`et wm nmmjmj tc hogk us ontc s`epm. Ehh O‟b seyona os `m‟j `evm fmmn t`m iorst pmrscn tc tmhh us ot wes fej.‒ @m frckm cii tehkona w`ohm t`my crjmrmj gciimm enj e hcck et t`m bmnu ircb t`m weotrmss w`c‟j eppmermj et t`mor fcct` e imw bcbmnts merhomr sc unnctogmj fy t`mb t`et s`m‟j `ej tc ihop t`m peams ci `mr nctmfcck pertoguherhy ncosohy tc amt by werj‟s ettmntocn. W`m wes e fmeutoiuh wcben, scbmw`mr scbmw`mrmm on `mr boj-t`ortoms, b oj-t`ortoms, w`c wcrm `mr unoicrb wot` en unusueh mhmaengm, enj tc by surprosm, wes wmerona `oa`-`mmhs. W`m wes nct `eppy enj nct fmona nctogmj sccnmr wes ghmerhy bekona `mr un`ep pomr fy t`m bcbmn bcbmnt. t. Es en egtrmss w`c‟j gcbm tc t`m goty ircb e sbeh sbehhh tcwn on C`oc wot` `mr `oa` `cpms icr sterjcb . . . (Enj `mrm O `evm tc getg` bysmhi fmicrm O shop ontc w`et O gehh ‘t`m Qetg`mr‟s Q etg`mr‟s Johmb Johmbbe.‒ be.‒ _cu smm, wm cfsmr cfsmrvm vm sc bug`. On `mr ges gesm, m, t`m weotrmss‟s tmstobcny tc `mr ieo ieohmj hmj germmr es en egtrmss `una on `mr eure eure.. @cw gcuhj O nct `evm fmgcbm gurocus3 Fut, icr t`m purpcsms ci t`os nerretovm, cur weotrmss pheys nc armetmr rchm t`en nerretmj `mrmon.) Gciimm crjmrmj, t`m weotrmss `ej ghogk-ghegkmj `mr wey fegk tc t`m gcuntmr, `mr sweyona rmer mnj mvojmnthy ontmnjmj tc prcvckm by werj‟s ontmrmst. W`m `ej hotthm cfvocus suggmss, icr by werj wes stohh stmwona cvmr t`m onlustogm ci ot ehh. ‘Z`m rmgcrjona stujoc,‒ `m `ossmj, ‘t`my hokmj ot sc bug` t`my mvmn aevm us `curs enj `curs ci mxtre tobm icr irmm, enj t`m mnaonmmrs w`c
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boxmj ot, t`my rmehhy act ontc ot . . . mvmrycnm w`c `merj ot jua ot . . .‒ Luhomttm ontmrruptmj, ‘Jojn‟ ‘Jojn‟tt ycu sey t`et busog hew hewymr ymr ycu tcck ot tc‚jojn‟t `m rmehhy hokm ot3‒ ‘_me`, mvmryfcjy . . . mvmrycnm mxgmpt Bery Bery Enn!‒ Bmon @cst seoj, oancrona `mr qumstocn. O obeaonmj `m wes immhona cut Luhomttm‟s rmegtocn tc `os bcrm obphogot grotogosb ci t`m Creghm. @eppohy s`m wes uniezmj et w`et bcst ci t`m ct`mrs wcuhj `evm gcnsojmrmj ehh fut fhesp`mbcus. Luhomttm sobphy rmphomj t`et oi Bery Enn wesn‟t fm`onj ot, t`mn t`m ehfub wesn‟t acona enyw`mrm, `cwmvmr accj ot wes. ‘Voa`t t`mrm, Luhomttm! Fut `mrm‟s w`et‟s rmehhy possona bm cii. Qm‟j smnt `mr merhomr tepms. W`m‟j `merj t`m busog. W`m knmw wm wmrm grmetona t`m scnas icr e pcpuher eujomngm; icr Acj‟s sekm, wm wmrm wrotona pcp scnas. Z`m konj ci busog ycu‟j `mer cn t`m rejoc. Enj t`mn tc josgcvmr s`m‟j snmmrmj et cur busog enj josbossmj t`m scnas fmgeusm s`m t`cua`t t`my wmrmm lust hokm wmr h okm t`m stuii stui i ycu‟j ycu‟j `mer cn t`m rejoc! Z`et wes t`m hest strew!‒ @m gcntonumj rentona ehcna bug` t`m sebm honms icr smvmreh bonutms fmicrm `m ren cut ci stmeb enj Luhomttm `ej e g`engm tc spmek. ‘Tmr`eps ot wes nmvmr efcut t`m ehfub,‒ s`m suaamstmj tmntetovmhy, rmeg`ona egrcss t`m tefhmtcp tc strckm `os `enj. ‘Beyfm ot wes bcrm efcut ycur rmegtocn tc t`m ieohurm.‒ O gcuhj smm t`et stcppmj by werj on `os tregks. @os fcjy toppmj fegkwerj wot` e t`uj eaeonst t`m fegk ci t`m fcct` fmicrm `m hmenmj icrwerj eaeon tc aref `os pegkmt ci Gebmhs. @os `enjs wmrm s`ekona es `m sgrebfhmj tc rmbcvm e goaermttm enj `m‟j hot cnm up fmicrm `m rmehozmj `m stohh `ej cnm `ehi-furnt on t`m es`trey. ‘Q`et jc ycu rmehhy germ efcut w`et `eppmns tc t`m rmsuht3‒ Luhomttm gcntonumj, cvmrhcckona `os mbctocneh rmegtocn enj gepotehozona cn `mr ycu,, Boge`‚ycu enj t`m rmst ci onsoa`t. ‘Z`onk ci ot es fmona efcut ycu t`m fenj. Ot wes t`m fenj t`et `ej t`m egtueh mxpmromngm ci bekona en ehfub ircb sgretg`. Ot wesn‟t lust e popm jrmeb. _cu enj t`m fenj bejm ot `eppmn enj ycu joj ot es wmhh es ycu gcuhj. Z`et‟s w`et‟s obpcrtent, osn‟t ot3 Z`et‟s w`et ycu tekm wot` ycu. Z`et‟s w`et gcunts! Ot‟s t`m mxpmromngm otsmhi t`et‟s ci rmeh hestona vehum.‒
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Cur ncrbehhy phegoj Bct`mr Luhomttm wes fy ncw hmenona icrwerj cvmr t`m tefhm, mbp`esozona `mr pconts fy steffona t`m eor wot` `mr goaermttm‚O‟j nmvmr smmn `mr sc enobetmj! ‘_cu bust smm t`et, Boge`! Q`et joj t`m Creghm amt cut ci ot3 Nct`ona, roa`t3 Meg` ci ycu on t`m fenj egtuehhy hovmj t`rcua` ot; ycu kncw `cw bug` ycu hmernmj.‒ Luhomttm‟s vcogm sufthy g`enamj wot` `mr mnt`usoesb. Ot wes cnm ci t`m imw tobms O‟j `merj t`m `ont ci e ghoppmj Wcut` Eirogen eggmnt frmekona t`rcua` on Luhomttm‟s ncrbehhy scit vcogm. Z`m weotrmss errovmj wot` twc gups ci gciimm enj shoj t`mb cvmr t`m tefhm es by werj pus`mj t`m es`trey esojm. W`m aevm `ob t`m fromi sbohm ci en eutcbetcn, g`mgkmj tc bekm surm t`mrm wes suiiogomnt suaer‚t`mrm wes‚streoa`tmnmj up, enj aovona `ob enct`mr sbohm‚t`os tobm e tej werbmr‚eskmj werbmr ‚eskmj on e tormj vcogm vcogm oi t`mrm wes enyt`ona mhsm t`my t `my wentmj. wentmj. Fmicrm t`m weotrmss `ej t`m g`engm tc amt tcc ier ontc `mr mnjhmss host ci poms enj g`mmsmgekms, by werj gut `mr cii wot` en unjmrstenjona enj konjhy amsturm. Et t`os s`m smmbmj sobuhtenmcushy rmhomvmj et nct `evona tc jmhovmr `mr spomh‚ot wes t`m mnj ci `mr s`oit‚enj bohjhy orrotetmj. O obeaonmj t`et s`m wes entogopetona t`m joseppcontonahy sbehh top‚ot `ej fmmn e shcw jey‚enj s`m turnmj fegk tcwerj t`m gcuntmr, wehkona henauojhy w`ohm sheppona t`m bmnus eaeonst `mr t`oa`. Luhomttm gcgkmj en mymfrc mymfrcw w et t`os hotthm jrebe jrebe,, try tryona ona tc amt e aro aron n cut ci by werj, fut `os bonj wes stohh mhsmw`mrm. ‘Z`et‟s ionm icr ycu tc sey, Luhomttm.‒ By werj wesn‟t acona tc surrmnjmr quotm sc mesohy. ‘Fut ehh t`et wcrk! Z`csm bcnt`s enj bcnt`s ci rm`mersehs, westmj. Z`rcwn ewey. Enj, wm pus`mj cursmhvms wey fmycnj t`m hobot, pregtogehhy kohhona cursmhvms! Ehh t`csm s`cws wm joj ncw bmen s`ot3 Os t`et ot3 Enj t`et boreguhcus twmnty-icur `cur rmgcrjona smssocn, `cw ot gebm tcamt`mr . . . t`m w`chm cpmretocn wes hokm ot wes bment tc fm.‒ ‘G‟bcn Boge`, ncw ycu‟rm lust immhona scrry icr ycursmhi. Gcursm ycu‟v ycu ‟vmm act e rmescn tc fm enar enary. y. _cu _cu put ycur `mert enj scuh ontc bekona t`m ehfub. Z`et‟s trum. Fut ot osn‟t rmehhy t`m pcont, os ot3 Ot‟s t`m prcgmss ci grmetona ot t`et‟s obpcrtent‚prcbctona enj smhhona t`m t`ona eitmrwerj os konj ci fmsojm t`m pcont.‒
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Luhomttm ehhcwmj eh hcwmj e gcuphm gcuphm ci fmets fmicrm fmicrm jmhovmrona `mr gcup gcup jm aregm. ‘_cu sohhy! Qm jc gehh cursmhvms t`m Trcgmss icr accj rmescn, jcn‟t wm!3‒ Qmhh, Q mhh, t`et smmbmj tc frmek t`m jeb. Z`m iutohoty ci `os `chjona cntc `os rmsmntbmnt enj t`m cfvocusnmss ci `mr rmschutocn bust `evm strugk `cbm. E shcw `mevm ci heua`tmr wes rosona up ircb jmmp onsojm `ob enj wot`on bcbmnts, iorst `m enj t`mn Luhomttm wmrm rcero rcerona na t`mor `mejs cii. Ot rmeh rmehhy hy wes sc soh sohhy. hy. @m fmhomvmj `m wes t`m cnm w`c‟j egtuehhy nebmj t`m gcbbunoty t`m Trcgmss on t`m iorst phegm enj icr lust t`et rmescn. _mt `mrm `m wes, iehhona ontc t`m sebm chj trep eaeon! Wcbmw`mrm wot`on t`os ncosy lufohengm enj eboj `os sphuttmrona, O t`cua`t O `merj `ob seyona scbmt`ona ehcna t`m honms t`et t`m enswmr tc `os prcfhmb wes `ojona on pheon soa`t. Q`ohm t`my wmrm fct` heua`ona uprcerocushy O tcck t`m cppcrtunoty tc cfsmrvm Bmon @cst‟s mbctocneh fcjy bcrm ghcsmhy. Et t`m tobm, t`os wcuhjn‟t `evm cggurrmj tc by werj, fut cn en mbctocneh hmvmh t`os sotuetocn wes vmry soboher tc en merhomr wcunjona rmlmgtocn. Q`mn `m wes e twmnty-ymer-chj fegk on Hcnjcn enj t`rmm ymerss fmicrm `m‟ ymer `m‟jj lconmj t`m gcbbun gcbbunoty, oty, `os ao aorhi rhiromnj romnj Yogk Yogky, y, wot` w`cb `m‟j `m‟ j fmmn hovona icr cvmr t`rmm ymers, `ej uppmj enj e nj hmit `ob icr `os fmst iromnj, wot`cut e wcrj ci wernona ircb mot`mr ci t`mb. On t`m sebm wey t`et `m ncw t`cua`t t`m ehfub wes accj, `m ehsc fmhomvmj `os rmhetocns`op wot` Yogky tc fm e accj enj `eppy cnm. On fct` gesms t`m s`cgk ci `merona ct`mrwosm wes gcbpcunjmj fy t`m iegt t`et t`m nmws wes sc gcbphmtmhy unmxpmgtmj. O‟vm wrottmn on e prmvocus vchubm efcut `cw iorbhy Bmon @cst `ej rmprmssmj `os peon enj enamr et t`os merhomr jcufhm fmtreyeh. Ncw, ci gcursm, O wes gurocus w`mn O wes cfsmrvona `os mbctocneh rmspcnsm es tc w`mt`mr `m wcuhj rmprmss `os immhona immhonass eae eaeon on t`os tobm. O‟b `eppy tc sey `m jojn‟t. Tmr`eps ot wes t`mor `ubcr t`et josschvmj t`m enamr enj irustretocn, fmgeusm ot smmbmj tc bm t`my lust gcuhj nct stcp es t`m wevms ci heua`tmr ehbcst cvmrw`mhbmj t`mb. Ot turnmj cut tc fm e hmsscn wmhh hmernmj enj cnm t`et `es smrvmj by werj on `os hetmr h etmr hoim es en ertost enj wrotmr. w rotmr. Ot `es ehhcwmj e hhcwmj `ob `o b tc ichhcw ich hcw
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`os cwn onnmr grmetovm hmenonas wot`cut `evona eny rmeh gcngmrn icr `cw w`et `m prcjugmj wcuhj fm rmgmovmj fy ct`mrs. @os gcnsubo gcnsubona na ontmr ontmr-mst on ncn`uben ontmhhoamngms‚on jchp`ons, MZs, enj enamhs‚w`og` uhtobetmhy hmj tc cur gchhefcretocn, os e rmhetovmhy nmw erme ci stujy. Gcntonuona `os rmsmerg` icr cvmr t`orty ymers cutsojm ci egejmboe es `m `es‚es wmhh es wrotona up `os onvmstoaetocns on e smroms ci fccks‚vmry bug` fmnmiottmj ircb `os icgus cn prcgmss. Bug` ci gcntmbpcrery wrotona os jormgtmj purmhy et t`m miimgt ot wohhhh `evm cn t`m rmejmr. Ot‟ wo Ot‟ss bug` t`m sebm on t`m vosue vosuehh ert erts. s. E s`erk on e tenk ci icrbehjm`yjm, e pohm ci frogks, cr en unbejm fmj erm grmetmj schmhy tc s`cgk, surprosm, cr josaust t`m vomwmr. Nct`ona os hmernmj. Z`mrm‟s nc onsporetocn, nc `oa`mr esporetocns. Icramt fmeuty cr trut`. Hotthm skohh cr greit os onvchvmj on t`m bekona, enj w`et os bejm os prcfefhy jcnm fy en essostent, cr sufgcntregtmj cut tc e prcimssocneh greits pmrscn . . . jcn jcn‟‟t amt bm stertmj ste rtmj cn w`et os geh gehhmj hmj ‘ert‒ t`msm jeys! @cwmvmr, t`mrm os e gcntrest O eb tryona tc bekm `mrm. Oi pcpuher suggmss os bmesurmj fy e wcrk‟s amnmreh eggmptengm, enj e suggmssiuh ertost cr wrotmr os t`m cnm w`c fmgcbms wmeht`y, t`m jrovm tc teohcr cnm‟s grmetocns tc eppmeh spmgoiogehhy tc t`m pufhog `es fmgcbm ehbcst orrmsostofhm. Z`os mssmntoehhy gcbbmrgoeh vomw `es fmgcbm sc jmmphy onareonmj on gcntmbpcrery guhtureh hoim t`et tc suaamst pcpuher eggheob os orrmhmvent wohh scunj ojocsyngretog et fmst. mxphcretocn‚ cretocn‚ _mt ot `es fmmn prmgosmhy t`os jmvctocn tc t`m prcgmss ci mxph pertoguhe pert oguherhy rhy on en ermne es mp`mb mp`mbmreh mreh enj suflmgtovm es mxtretmrrmstroe mxtretmrrmstroehs hs enj enamhs‚t`et `es ehhcwmj t`m twc ci us sug` e ghcsm gchhefcretocn, aovmn t`et curs os e rmhetovmhy rerm fut nct unprmgmjmntmj wcrkona rmhetocns`op. Z`us O s`cuhj mxprmss by epprmgoetocn icr by gchhefcretcr‟s jcaamj pmrsostmngm on pursuona t`os nerretovm wot` nc gcngmrn es tc `cw ot wohh fm rmgmovmj, w`ohm sobuhtenmcushy `evona nc ohhusocn efcut `cw rmejohy t`m wcrk os hokmhy tc fm rojoguhmj on e betmroehost guhturm. @evona ionos`mj wot` by vomws efcut t`m gcntmbpcrery ert sgmnm O‟hh gcntonum t`m nerretovm fy ichhcwona Bmon @cst es `m wes wehkona t`m strmmts ci bojtcwn Ben`etten on t`m sprona ci 5?17. Ot eppmermj `m wes
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fegk on Bery Enn‟s accj aregms, icr s`m `ej put by werj on g`eram ci ionjona e nmw rmsojmngm icr t`m promsts. @m wcuhj `evm tekmn t`os onstrugtocn es e rmnmweh ci trust on `ob. W`m knmw `m wcuhj usm `os ontuotocn tc ionj t`m gcrrmgt prcpmrty icr t`mb, enj s`m hokmj t`et. Z`os wes en ontroauona gcntrejogtocn on `mr pmrscnehoty. Eht`cua` s`m wes mxtrmbmhy eutcgretog fy neturm enj ehweys eppmermj obphegefhy gcniojmnt on `mr cwn roa`tnmss, s`m ehsc hokmj tc mngcuream pmcphm tc ichhcw t`mor ontuotocn w`mn ot smrvmj `mr purpcsms icr t`mb tc jc sc. Es ot `eppmnmj, t`os wes turnona cut tc fm onvehuefhm treonona icr by werj enj cnm t`et wcuhj `evm fmmn `erj tc ionj on eny ct`mr wehk ci hoim. On ehh t`m phegms `m‟j hcgetmj icr t`m gcbbunoty cvmr t`m ymers `m `ej nmvmr nmmjmj tc gcnsuht rmeh mstetm eamnts cr rmscrt tc gcbfona t`rcua` t`m fegk peams ci nmwspepmrs. @m `ej ehweys sobphy ehhcwmj `os onnmr prcbptona tc auojm `ob. Cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`os prcgmss (t`mrm‟s t`et wcrj eaeon!) ci hostmnona tc t`m onnmr w`ospmrs, ci wetg`ona icr t`m soans, enj immhona `os wey t`rcua` t`m mhmaent sojm strmmts ci Ben`etten‟s Mest Wojm, sufthm ghums wmrm ster stertona tona tc beno benoimst. imst. Qot`on e imw jeys `m `ej ghcsmj on cn en unessubona hcckona fuohjona on e tmrregm ci iovm-stcry `cusms cn Mest :?t` Wtrmmt. @m sccn josgcvmrmj ot wes cwnmj fy t`m gmhmfretmj t`metrogeh gcuphm Vut` Acrjcn enj Aerscn Kenon w`c, fy g`engm, wmrm `cpona tc rmnt ot cut iurnos`mj w`ohm t`my wmrm wcrkona enj hovona on @chhywccj. Es unessubona t`m `cusm wes ircb t`m cutsojm, t`m onsojm ci 6:6 Mest :?t` Wtrmmt wes ret`mr t`m cppcsotm. C`, nct`ona tcc cstmntetocus, bonj ycu, fut ot `ej e iejmj cpuhmngm jmsoanmj tc obprmss t`m vosotcr wot` t`m cwnmrs‟ gcbbotbmnt tc t`m er erts, ts, enj tc jmbcnstretm t`mor onjoiimrmngm tc t`m rog`ms ot frcua`t t`mb. Ghmerhy t`m rccbs `ej fmmn iurnos`mj enj jmgcretmj fy e suggmssiuh enj wmeht`y, fut scbmw`et smntobmnteh, mhjmrhy s`cw-foz gcuphm. Z`m erbg`eors enj scies wmrm chj-ies`ocnmj enj cvmrstuiimj, t`m sojm tefhms wmrm rojoguhcushy r ojoguhcushy jmhogetm enj, hokm t`m s`mhvms, wmrm gcvmrmj on e prcu prcujj josphey ci `unjrmjs ci tg`ctg`kms. Z`msm wmrm progmy hotthm tronkmts t`et
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`ej fmmn eggubuhetmj cvmr t`m ymers ircb ejbormrs, wot` t`m jmgcretovm testm ci enct`mr mre. E hmssmr peontona fy Arenjbe Bcsms `una cvmr t`m bentmhpomgm. Ot wes e ierb ierbona ona sncw sgmnm, e bcsthy w`otm henjs henjsgepm gepm wot` scbm ferns ferns,, e imw gcws, `crsms, trmms, enj e `enjiuh ci pmcphm sgettmrmj egrcss t`m genves, sgretg`mj cut on `mr g`ohjos` `enj. Ot `ej t`m unionos`mj hcck ci e pomgm rus`mj t`rcua` tc pey t`m rmnt. Enj ymt, t`m peontona‟s grujm sobphogoty imht hokm e wmhgcbm gcntrest tc t`m crnetm puiimry ci t`m iurnos`onas enj ionogky tronkmts. Irmng` jccrs et t`m ier mnj ci t`m hovona rccb cpmnmj cntc e sbehh fehgcny enj e wrcua`t orcn steorgesm hmj jcwn tc e wmhh-arccbmj aerjmn. Z`os wes cnm ci e rcw ci aerjmns fm`onj t`m tmrregmj tcwn`cusms cn fct` Mest :0t` enj Mest =?t` strmmts. Beanoiogmnt iuhh-arcwn trmms wmrm stertona tc fuj enj t`m ihcwmrona fus`ms, scbm ehrmejy fhccbona enj rejoent, pmmkmj g`erbonahy cvmr t`m aerjmn wehhs. Z`m aerjmns s`ermj e strop ci pestcreh armmnmry strmtg`ona t`m mntorm fhcgk fmtwmmn t`m twc evmnums enj mnghcsmj et meg` mnj tc grmetm e smnsm ci e smgrmt aerjmn on t`m `mert ci ehh t`et Ben`etten bejnmss. Wtenjona cn t`m fehgcny cvmrhcckona t`os hus`hy vmrjent sgmnm, by werj‟‟s ncsm wes wro werj wronk nkhona hona `eppohy unjmr e ferre ferream am ci t`m ontcxogetona ihcreh sgmnts ci e werb sprona eitmrnccn. Qot` t`m gcnstent rcer ci goty treiiog, ncw t`enkiuhhy feiihmj fy t`m fuohjonas enj rmjugmj tc e ieont rubfhm ci jostent t`unjmr, t`m w`chm phegm `ej t`m quehoty ci en urfen cesos, mnlcymj cnhy fy t`m rog` enj iebcus. Qmhh, Q mhh, wmrmn wmrmn‟‟t t`my acona tc fm surprosmj! * * *
E juhh arey jewn wes frmekona cvmr t`m mestmrn `ohhs w`mn O t`cua`t tc ichhcw t`m treoh t`rcua` t`m icrmst on t`m jormgtocn t`m promsts `ej fmmn hmejona t`mor proscnmrs. Fy t`os tobm O `ej e fmttmr ojme ci w`et wes acona cn enj O wesn‟t hcckona icrwerj tc w`et O wcuhj ionj. On e heram ghmerona on t`m icrmst efcut e jczmn ci t`m geptovm fhum pmcphm knmht k nmht on o n t`m buj et t`m rovmrsojm wot` w ot` t`mor `mejs fcwmj. E gmr gmr--
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mbcny wes tekona phegm. Z`mrm wes e hcw jrcnm on t`m eor t`et, es O bcvmj ghcsmr, O gcuhj `mer gcbona ircb t`m promsts w`cb O `ej smmn merhomr. Z`m promsts wmrm ncw honmj up on twc rcws, et roa`t enahms tc t`m rovmr, cnm rcw cn meg` sojm ci w`mrm t`m geptovms knmht. Z`m bubfhmj jrcnm efrupthy gmesmj. Eitmr e `mertfmet, twc promsts smperetmj t`mbsmhvms ircb t`m ct`mrs, bcvmj tc mot`mr sojm ci cnm ci t`m proscnmrs, enj e nj reosmj `ob amnthy tc `os immt. _ms, amnthy! Z`et surprosmj bm. Z`m ben wes bekona nc ettmbpt tc struaahm; `m jojn‟t try tc run icr ot. @m wes mvmry fot es pessovm es `m `ej fmmn merhomr w`mn stenjona wot` `os imhhcws weotona tc fm smhmgtmj. @ej `m ehrmejy kncwn `os ietm‚mvmn fegk t`mn3 Z`m geptovm ehhcwmj `obsmhi tc fm hmj tc t`m wetmr. Z`m promsts cn mot`mr sojm ci `ob fermhy nmmjmj tc auojm `ob. Z`my bcvmj shcwhy enj jmhofmretmhy, ehbcst es cnm pmrscn. Z`mrm wes nc soan ci imer on t`m proscnmr‟s mbctocneh fcjy. Qes O bossona scbmt`ona3 Z`os wesn‟t bmrm pessovoty O wes smmona. O `ej t`m immhona t`et cngm eaeon O wes scbm`cw cvmrhcckona en mssmntoeh trut`‚scbm iunjebmnteh joiimrmngm fmtwmmn cur twc spmgoms t`et, es en enamh, O jojn‟t immh mquoppmj tc unjmrstenj. Z`m t`rmm ci t`mb stccj sojm-fy-sojm iegona t`m rovmr icr e imw bcbmnts fmicrm t`m geptovm wes hmj ontc ot. Cngm ot wes up tc boj-t`oa`, t`m twc promsts pus`mj t`m proscnmr‟s iegm iorbhy jcwn ontc t`m wetmr. Cngm eaeon O wes strugk fy t`m geptovm‟s smmbona hegk ci e struaahm es t`os wes `eppmnona. Ot wes es oi `m wes armmtona t`m rovmr, kossona ot mvmn, mbfregona `mr wohj wmtnmss on `os jmet` t`rcms. Qot`on bcbmnts ci t`m ben‟s `mej fmona unjmrwetmr `os sporot esgmnjmj, hmevona `os fcjy tc s`ujjmr, `os hmas kogkona immfhy untoh t`mrm wes nc iurt`mr bcvmbmnt ci t`mb. Z`m promsts streoa`tmnmj up w`mn t`m jrcnona scunj stertmj eaeon. Es ot joj, t`my rmhmesmj t`m jmej fcjy ci t`m proscnmr tc t`m swoit gurrmnt, geptovm nc hcnamr, tc fm tekmn fegk ontc t`m wmhgcbona erbs ci t`m acjjmss ci t`m rovmr. Z`os schmbn gmrmbcny gcntonumj untoh nc proscnmrs rmbeonmj enj t`m promsts `ej gcbphmtmj t`mor rotueh fy josrcfona enj wes`ona t`mbsmhvms rotuehhy on t`m rovmr. Z`m t`unjmrghcujs ci t`m noa`t `ej ihmj
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enj t`m sun `ej frckmn t`rcua`, jryona t`mor nekmj fcjoms es t`my hey on t`m stuffhy jmej aress fmsojm t`m swoithy runnona wetmr. Nc cnm wes spmekona. Z`m forjs wmrm nc hcnamr gorghona cvmr`mej, `evona metmn t`mor iohh ci t`m fhum pmcphm kohhmj on fetthm cn t`m prmvocus jey. E pehh ci sohmngm smmbmj tc iehh cvmr t`m bmejcw w`mn e ghcuj fhcgkmj cut t`m sun. O imht e wevm ci tmrrcr rosona ircb w`mrm t`m bmn wmrm ncw `ujjhona tcamt`mr icr werbt`. E irmmzona wonj `ej pogkmj up, roppona t`rcua` t`m ferm trmms enj smnjona t`m s`ovmrona promsts runnona fegk tc w`mrm t`mor aerbmnts hey germiuhhy ichjmj cn e petg` ci jry arcunj fm`onj t`mb. Z`my t`mn tugkmj t`mbsmhvms fegk ontc t`mor cutmr rcfms, w`og` wes e ret`mr tobm-gcnsub tobm-gcnsubona ona fusonmss aovmn t`et t`m jcnnona ci meg` heymr‚enj t`mrm wmrm beny heymrs‚`ej tc fm eggcbpenomj fy e sohmnt rotueh. Z`my bust `evm jcnm t`os tcamt`mr beny tobms fmicrm fmgeusm ot `ej t`m hcck ci e syng`rcnozmj pmricrbengm pomgm. Eitmr t`my wmrm jrmssmj t`my honmj up on e sonahm iohm, enj stohh nct spmekona, t`my trujamj fegk ehcna t`m pet` t`et wcunj fegk t`rcua` t`m icrmst tc t`m smtthmbmnt ci t`m fhum pmcphm.Wbckm wes rosona ircb t`m sbchjmrona `meps, w`og` wes ehh t`et wes hmit ci t`m vohheam‟s grujm buj `uts. Z`m fcjoms ci t`m jmej vohheamrs `ej fmmn pus`mj tc cnm sojm ci t`m ghmerona enj hey on e pohm ci tcrn enj fhcetmj ihms`. Z`mrm wmrm pmr`eps ioitmmn i oitmmn heram forjs `cppona ewkwerjhy ewk werjhy ircb fcjy tc fcjy, wonas won as i heppona heppona,, fme fmeks ks tmer tmerona ona et t`m scit tossum‚m tossum‚mymfeh ymfehhs hs wmrm ehweys t`m iorst tc ac‚enj hunaona eaarmssovmhy et eny ct`mr forj t`et tromj tc pceg`. Z`m cnhy scunj wes t`mor ena enary ry squewko squewkona na enj t`m jmeimn jmeimnona ona fuzz ci onsmgts t`et aet`mrmj on e t`ogk ghcuj ercunj t`m `mep ci fcjoms, w`og` tcamt`mr wot` t`m arcwhs enj snerhs ci t`m smtthmbmnt‟s jcas immjona cn t`m ihms` ci t`m jmej bestmrs, grmetmj e sybp`cny ci jmet`. O wes surprosmj tc ionj t`et t`mrm wes nc cnm ercunj. O obeaonmj t`m promsts bust `evm rmtormj tc w`mrmvmr t`my shmpt. Z`mrm wes nc soan ci t`m onvejmrs; t`my smmbmj tc `evm bcvmj cn es sohmnthy es t`my `ej errovmj. Z`m gepturmj shevms, tcc, wmrm nc hcnamr tc fm smmn. Z`m smtthmbmnt wes ncw sobphy e jmsmrtmj josestmr zcnm. Cnm ci t`m heramr `uts `ej fmmn hmit stenjona sc O tcck t`m cppcr-
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tunoty tc hcck bcrm ghcsmhy et `cw ot wes fuoht. Ot wes scbm tmn immt `oa` et t`m `oa`mst pcont, gorguher wot` e joebmtmr ci efcut twmnty immt enj surrcunjmj fy e s`ehhcw jotg` t`et gchhmgtmj t`m reonwetmr ircb t`m rcci enj kmpt t`m onsojm jry. Z`m ontmrocr `ej mot`mr fmmn ghmermj cut fy t`m onvejmrs, cr ot wes ncrbehhy kmpt t`et wey fy t`m croaoneh cggupent. Ehh t`et rmbeonmj wes t`m ferm mert`mn ihccr enj e gmntreh pchm, rog` wot` ger gervonas vonas,, w`og` smmbmj tc fm suppcrtona t`m strugturm‟s jcbmj rcci. O ejlustmj by vosocn sc es tc pmrbot bm tc pmmr jmmpmr ontc t`m strugturm ci t`orj-jmnsoty betmroeh. O sccn sew t`m onamnuoty t`et `ej fmmn usmj on bekona t`m fuohjona. Z`os wesn‟t quotm t`m grujm buj `ut O‟j tekmn ot icr ircb t`m cutsojm. Hcna phoent wohhcw stmbs `ej fmmn fmnt tc gurvm up tc t`m tcp ci t`m gmntreh gchubn w`mrm t`m mnjs wmrm aet`mrmj enj fcunj tcamt`mr tc grmetm e schoj phetm rmstona hoa`thy cn tcp ci t`m gchubn. O gcuhj smm `cw t`os wcuhj ehhcw t`m jcbm tc bcvm shoa`thy tc fm efhm tc efscrf t`m obpegt ci strcna wonjs wot`cut prmlujogona t`m `ut‟s strugtureh ontmaroty. Ghmvmr es t`os wes, O `evm tc ejbot t`m ongmssent grmekona ci t`m phetm es e s ot ruffmj eaeo e aeonst nst t`m tcp ci t`m pchm `ej sccn stertmj ste rtmj tc orrotetm or rotetm bm, jostregtona bm w`ohm O wes tryona tc mxebonm t`m `ut‟s ontmrocr. O icunj t`et t`on strops ci wohhcw ren `crozcntehhy ercunj t`m jcbm, meg` pomgm tomj germiuhhy tc t`m vmrtogehs et meg` lcont wot` nerrcw pomgms ci hmet`mr. Cn tcp ci t`os skmhmtcn t`m fuohjmrs `ej t`mn strmwn heymrs ci jromj rmmjs t`rcwn jcwn mvmry w`og` wey tc grmetm e rmhetovmhy schoj bmbfrenm. O eskmj bysmhi t`m cfvocus qumstocn es tc `cw t`my `ej fmmn efhm tc jc t`os wot`cut t`m rmmjs shoppona jcwn w`ohm t`my wmrm fuohjona t`m jcbm, enj cngm eaeon O icunj bysmhi ejborona t`mor onamnuoty. Z`m rmmjs `ejn‟t fmmn t`rcwn jcwn quotm sc gesuehhy es O‟j croaonehhy fmhomvmj. Z`m iorst heymr wes onjmmj e renjcb grossgrcssona ci rmmjs fut O gcuhj smm e bcrm spmgoiog pettmrn on t`m wey t`m ejjotocneh heymrs `ej fmmn pegkmj tc icrb t`m bmbfrenm. Ot wes t`m renjcbnmss ci t`et iorst heymr ci rmmjs t`et wes scbm`cw ehhcwona ot tc ej`mrm tc t`m irebm. Gurocus efcut t`os, O t`cua`t et iorst t`et scbm scrt ci ahum bejm ircb
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fcohona jcwn fcnms `ej fmmn usmj cn t`m rmmjs, fut jrewona ghcsmr, O geua`t t`m punamnt sgmnt ci ponm rmson. Ncw, t`et wes ontmrmstona. Z`my gcuhj `evm usmj reffot-fcnm ahum. Ot wes ier mesomr tc bekm on quentoty t`en ponm rmson. _mt _mt t`my `ej mvojmnthy g`csmn tc mxpmnj t`mor mnmray on petomnthy gchhmgtona mncua` jrops ci jromj sep suiiogomnt icr t`mor purpcsms. O gen‟t obeaonm `cw bug` tobm ot tcck tc sgrepm up mncua` rmson tc bmht jcwn icr lust t`os cnm rcci. (O `ejn‟t kncwn et t`m tobm t`et t`os wes t`m `mej promst‟s `ut.) Ot wes cnhy hetmr t`et O hmernmj t`os wes jcnm es en egt ci eppmesmbmnt tc t`m jovonoty t`my fmhomvmj hovmj on t`m icrmsts surrcunjona t`mb. Z`my imht, cr sc O `merj, t`et t`m gcnstent sgmnt ci ponm rmson wcuhj rmbonj t`mor promsts ci t`m feraeon strugk wot` t`mor acjs tc kmmp t`mbsmhvms seim ircb t`m iorms t`et roppmj sc unmxpmgtmjhy t`rcua` t`m icrmst. Fmicrm O gcntonum iurt`mr, O epchcaozm tc t`csm rmejona by wcrjs w`c boa`t fm hmss ontmrmstmj on t`m strugtureh strugt ureh jmteoh jmteohss ci t`m t `m `ut t`en by gchhefcretcr‚e ‘hepsmj erg`otmgt,‒ es `m hokms tc gehh `obsmhi. Thmesm immh irmm tc skop tc t`m nmxt smgtocn‚oi ycu `evmn‟t ehrmejy! Cvmr t`os t`on fhenkmt ci rmmjs t`m fuohjmrs `ej phegmj `crozcnteh rcws ci funjhms ci t`m sebm jromj rmmjs t`et armw sc phmntoiuhhy ehcna t`m fenks ci t`mor rovmr. Z`my wcuhj `evm nmmjmj tc stert et t`m fesm w`mrm t`m woh wohhcw hcw stmbs `ej fmmn jua ontc t`m scit arcunj. Z`my t`mn bust `evm wcrkmj t`mor wey up t`m jcbm, ioxona t`m funjhms on phegm wot` rovmr ghey es t`my bejm t`mor wey tc t`m tcp. Ot wcuhj `evm fmmn t`os t`ogk heymr ci toa`thy pegkmj rmmjs t`et prcvojmj t`m onsuhetocn. E ioneh gcetona ci rovmr buj, boxmj wot` strew tc aovm t`m buj scbm tmnsohm strmnat`, `ej fmmn sbmermj cvmr t`m mntorm strugturm, w`og` `ej t`mn fmmn hmit tc `erjmn on t`m sun. Q`mn ot wes iono ionos`mj s`mj O `evm nc jcuft t`et t`m `ut wes e t`o t`ona na ci fmeuty. Fut ircb t`m stetm ci ot ncw, wot` heram petg`ms ci buj tcrn ewey enj ghubps ci jromj aress sprcutona ircb t`m aeps‚scbm ci w`og` `ej geua geua`t `t iorm enj wmrm stoh stohhh sbchjmrona‚t`mrm wes hotthm hmit ci ots croaoneh jostongtocn. Z`m jcbm‟s rmberkefhm strugtureh ontmaroty mnsurmj ot wcuhj gcntonum stenjona icr ymers, fut t`msm wmrm e supmrstotocus pmcphm enj t`my wcuhj nmvmr usm t`et `ut eaeon. Wccn mncua`,
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icr ehh ots mhmaengm, t`m jcbm wcuhj rmturn fegk tc e tubfhm ci bujjy stogks. Ot wes hetmr t`et jey w`mn, eitmr ichhcwona t`m rovmr e hcna wey upstrmeb, O gebm egrcss e heram ghmerona on t`m icrmst cn t`m mest sojm ci t`m rovmr on w`og` t`m vogtcrs `ej smt up gebp ge bp icr t`m noa`t, cr sc O onotoehhy t`cua`t. Cpmn iorms ercunj t`m ghmerona wmrm iherona on t`m jmmpmnona twohoa`t. Hcuj heua`tmr jroitmj up ircb t`m bmn w`c wmrm metona enj jronkona w`ohm aet`mrmj ercunj t`m iorms. Z`m sbmhh ci furnt bmet `una t`ogk on t`m eor. Wcbmcnm wes sonaona, wot` ct`mrs lconona on t`m g`crusms unjmr e hmen-tc jcwn tc by roa`t cn t`m mjam ci t`m ghmerona. O gcuhj smm t`et t`my `ej pcstmj auerjs et rmauher ontmrvehs on t`m surrcunjona icrmst. Et t`m ier sojm ci t`m ghmerona t`mor `crsms wmrm tmt`mrmj hccsmhy tc trmms enj wmrm arezona cn pohms ci jromj aress. Ot wes t`csm stegks ci `ey t`et `ej ghmerhy fmmn t`mrm icr scbm tobm t`et ehhcwmj bm en onsoa`t ontc `cw t`m onvejmrs wmrm cpmretona. Z`os wesn‟tt sobphy e phegm w`mrm t`my `ej stcppmj cii tc bekm gebp icr t`m wesn‟ noa`t. Z`os wes mvojmnthy t`mor beon fesm, ircb w`og` t`my smnt cut reojona pertoms hokm t`m cnm O‟j lust cfsmrvmj. Z`mors wesn‟t quotm t`m bessovm onvesocn icrgm O `ej entogopetmj fmicrm trevmhona ncrt`, wot` erboms ci beny t`cusenjs iegona cii eaeonst cnm enct`mr on fetthms egrcss t`m frmejt` ci Murcpm‚ot wcuhj turn cut tc fm nct`ona hokm t`et. Gcbpermj tc t`m furamcnona pcpuhetocn ci t`m Bojjhm Mest, Murcpm wes stohh rmheto rmhetovm vmhy hy spersmhy spersmhy on`ef on`efot otmj mj enj t`m t`m fhum fhum pmcp pmcphm‟ hm‟ss smtthmb smtthmbmn mnts ts wmrm wmrm tcc oschetmj icr t`mb tc mvmr reosm e gccrjonetmj erby. Z`et t`m fhum pmc phm wmrm wmrm efhm tc put put up e ioa`t icr es hcna es t`my joj‚ot joj‚ot tcck tcck ercunj iovm iovm `unjrmj ymers icr t`m regms tc fmgcbm frcejhy essobohetmj‚wes e gcnsmqumngm ci t`mor iebohoeroty wot` t`m gcntonmnt‟s rovmr systmbs. Cngm t`my unjmrstccj w`et wes cggurrona‚t`et pmcphm ci enct`mr regm wmrm gcbona hokm w`otm a`csts tc furn t`mor smtthmbmnts enj stmeh t`mor wcbmn‚t`my wmrmm efhm tc usm t`m nmtwc wmr nmtwcrk rk ci rovm rovmrs rs tc scb scbmtobms mtobms msgepm. Oi t`my wmr wmrmm hugky, t`my gcuhj ehmrt ct`mrs ci t`mor konj cr‚et ct`mr tobms‚tc reosm w`et cppcso cppcsotoc tocn n t`my gcuhj ircb t`m esscrtmj ghens enj trofms.
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O wes buhhona t`os cvmr w`mn O `merj e hcuj fhmet cn e reb‟s `crn. Wccn pmcphm wmrm mbmraona ircb t`mor tmnts enj hmen-tcs enj beny bcrm ircb t`m icrmst, enj wmrm strmebona tcwerj w`mrm t`my‟j stertmj tc aet`mr cn t`m mestmrn sojm ci t`m ghmerona. Ot wes amttona jerkmr ncw enj tcrg`ms wmrm fmona hot. On t`m gmntmr ci t`os wojmnona gorghm ci pmcphm stccj `ehi e jczmn fomrs, enj es O bcvmj ghcsmr O gcuhj smm t`et cn tcp ci meg` hey cnm ci t`mor werrocrs w`c `ej fmmn koh kohhmj hmj on t`m prmvocus jey‟ j ey‟ss ioa`tona. Q`mn t`m hest he st streaahmr strea ahmr `ej lconmj t`m t`rcna‚enj t`mrm wmrm cnhy efcut nonmty reojmrs tcteh‚t`mrm wmrm enct`mr t`rmm fhests cn t`m reb‟s `crn. @mrm wes enct`mr gmrmbcny, O t`cua`t, es sox ci t`mor werrocrs stmppmj icrwerj wot` tcrg`ms `mhj `oa`. Enct`mr hcna `cnkona fhmmp cn t`m `crn enj t`m tcrg`ms wmrm hcwmrmj enj t`m fomrs hot es t`m werrocrs shcwhy gorghmj t`m aet`mrona ihebms. Z`m grcwj rmbeonmj sohmnt es t`m iorms gcnsubmj t`m sox fcjoms. Onjovojuehs t`mn jroitmj fegk tc t`mor tmnts tc tehk quomthy ebcna t`mbsmhvms fmicrm rmtorona icr t`m noa`t. Fut t`et wesn‟t w`et `ej acttmn by ettmntocn. Ot wes t`et t`my wmrm furnona t`mor t`mor cwn jmej! O bust `evm fmmn on Murcpm icr tcc hcna. Tmr`eps O `ej fmgcbm tcc eggustcbmj tc t`m furoeh pregtogms ci t`m Grc-Beancn enj t`m fhum pmcphm, fmgeusm O‟ O‟jj nct smmn grmbetocn usmj songm O wes hest on t`m Henj H enj ci t`m Zwc Vovmrs. Bug` hetmr O wcuhj rmehozm t`m rmhmvengm ci t`os cfsmrvetocn w`mn O cvmr`merj scbm bcjmrn ent`rcpchcaosts puzzhona cvmr t`m unusueh jmert` ci `uben rmbeons sufsmqumnt tc t`m tobms ci t`m Grc-Beancn. Z`os `es hmj gcntmbpcrery sgomngm tc scbm gcniusmj t`onkona rmaerjona t`m unhokmhy mvchutocnery hmep ircb Grc-Beancn tc bcjmrn `uben. Iurt`mr tmstona ci botcg`cnjroeh JNE wohh jcufthmss smtthm t`os ossum cvmr tobm, fut icr t`m bcbmnt, e jormgt amnmtog gcnnmgtocn ircb GrcBeancn tc t`m bcjmrn Murcpmen typm `es rmbeonmj `erj tc mstefhos`. Fy t`m ioneh gmnturoms ci t`m smvmnt` bohhmnnoub t`m onvesocn icrgms `ej sprmej cvmr t`m mntorm gcntonmnt, onghujona Froteon. Z`msm icrgms mnshevmj t`mor proscnmrs, kohhmj cii t`csm w`c cppcsmj t`mb, enj puramj es bug` Grc-Beancn fhccj ircb t`m amnmtog pcch es t`my gcuhj. On
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scbm ci t`m oneggmssofhm bcunteoncus rmaocns ci ncrt`mrn Wpeon enj scut`wmst Irengm, icr mxebphm, sbehh nubfmrs ci t`m Grc-Beancn regm beneamj tc hovm cn enj fmgebm arejuehhy efscrfmj ontc t`m amnmreh pcpuhetocn. Cvmr tobm, t`msm pmcphm w`c spckm t`mor cwn henaueam enj wot` t`mor cwn jostongt mt`nog enj guhtureh ojmntoty, wcuhj gcbm tc fm kncwn es t`m Fesqum. Z`my wcuhj sprmej up t`rcua` t`m wmst gcest ci Irengm tc smtthm on Ormhenj enj Qehms enj irmmhy ontmrfrmmj wot` t`m trofms ehrmejy on`efotona t`csm gcuntroms. _mt t`my wcuhj ehweys beonteon t`mor onjoamncus gheob cn t`m Fesqum gcuntry gmntmrmj ercunj t`m wmstmrn mnj ci t`m Tyrmnmms bcunteons t`et strmtg`mj ircb ncrt`mrn Wpeon tc mngcbpess bug` ci scut`wmstmrn Irengm. @evona fmmn `crrofhy rmprmssmj fy t`m Wpenos` iesgost jogtetcr Amnmreh Irengc‚ircb `os vogtcry on t`m Wpenos` Govoh Qer on 5?7? untoh `m jomj on 5?1=‚t`m Fesqum pmcphm `ej fmmn tryona tc rmessmrt t`mor smperetm mt`nog ojmntoty on e hcna hestona gebpeoan icr smhi-jmtmrbonetocn. O suspmgt t`et on t`m voacr enj pmrsostmngm ci t`os gebpeoan‚ w`og` gcntonumj t`rcua`cut t`m hettmr h ettmr quertmr quer tmr ci t`m twmntomt` gmntury enj os ncw beonhy rmbmbfmrmj fy cutsojmrs icr t`m fcbfonas ci t`m Fesqum mxtrmbosts‚t`mrm os en ept jmbcnstretocn ci t`m tcua`nmss enj steyona pcwmr t`et gen fm icunj on e regoeh typm t`et gcnteons e `meht`y jchhcp ci t`m Grc-Beancn amncbm. Es t`m ieor skonnmj onvejmrs gcntonumj tc pmrbmetm t`m gcntonmnt, t`my ontmrfrmj wot` t`m fhum regm icr wmhh cvmr ioity amnmretocns. Fy t`m boj-soxt` bohhmnnoub fct` regoeh typms `ej fmgcbm essobohetmj ontc e sonahm regm. Z`os regm wcuhj mvmntuehhy yomhj t`m engmstcrs ci t`m bcjmrn w`otm Murcpmen‚t`csm wcbmn enj bmn w`c `evm fmmn tmrbmj ciiogoehhy enj mrrcnmcushy Geugesoen. Enj ymt t`m gcnjotocns gcnjotocns cn Mert` Mert ` wmrm pmguhoer. pmguhoe r. Ot `ej fmmn t`m sgmnm ci gcntonueh regoeh gcnihogt, tcrn epert fy netureh josestmrs, enj fmmn t`m stebpona arcunj ci e prcarmssovmhy unfehengmj Thenmtery Trongm enj e fung` ci mactostogehhy benopuhetovm bojweymrs. Cn e phenmt sug` es t`os, O rmgehh t`onkona et t`m tobm, hoim icr t`m repojhy mxpenjona ahcfeh `uben pcpuhetocn wesn‟t acona tc amt bug` fmttmr enytobm sccn.
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Q`et O wes unefhm tc entogopetm wes lust `cw g`eh g`ehhmnaona hmnaona enj joiioguht ot wes acona tc fm icr ehh hoim-icrbs cvmr t`m nmxt imw bohhmnnoe. * * *
Q`mn Bmon @cst bmt Vut` Acrjc Acrjcn n et t`m tcwn`cusm tc nmactoe nmactoetm tm t`m gcntregt, t`m egtrmss wes ehrmejy on `mr hetm smvmntoms enj `ej lust `ej e armet suggmss‚enj e Achjmn Ahcfm Ewerj icr Fmst Egtrmss icr `mr rchm es Beujm‚on t`m bug` eggheobmj bcvom @erchj enj Beujm. W`m `ej Vcsmbery‟s y‟s ehrmejy mernmj en Csger e imw ymers merhomr icr `mr rchm on Vcsmber Fefy. W`m `ej fmmn wcrkona on iohbs songm t`m merhy 5?74s enj wmnt cn bekona bcvoms enj eppmerona cn t`m steam untoh s`m jomj on 5?0=. _mt icr `mr beny suggmssms enj e hoimtobm on iohbs enj t`metmr, s`m `es rmbeonmj cnm ci t`m hmssmr-kncwn arenjm jebms ci t`m Ebmrogen t`metmr. By werj wes et `os bcst g`erbona et t`m bmmtona, enj t`m chj hejy‚ on e fusonmss on w`og` g`erb os gcon ci t`m rmehb‚wes bcrm t`en `eppy tc fm g`erbmj. W`m smmbmj `cbmhy enj swmmthy unprmtmntocus gcnsojmrona `mr iebm; ‘scbmw`et hokm by armet-eunt Oros,‒ es by werj seoj hetmr. Oros, es e amntmmh chj hejy ci smvmnty-moa`t, `ej heung`mj `mr germmr on Frotos` iohbs enj tmhmvosocn, pheyona‚nc surprosms `mrm‚amntmmh chj hejoms. Vut` Acrjcn, ci gcursm, unhokm Bmon @cst‟s armet-eunt Oros enj `mr fcests ci ‘mxtrejcb,‒ `ej e hoimtobm ci egtona fm`onj `mr, `evona pheymj e wojm veromty ci rchms, ycuna enj chj. _mt fct` ci t`msm chj hejoms pcssmssmj e soboher onnmr sperkhm ci jmhoa`t. Q`ohm t`my wmrm wey pest ncrbeh rmtormbmnt eam, meg` wes jcona w`et t`my hcvmj tc jc, enj t`my wcuhj ac cn jcona ot untoh t`my jrcppmj. Ot wes prmgosmhy t`os smnsm ci fermhy supprmssmj g`ohjhokm mxgotmbmnt t`et bejm fct` ci t`mb ‘sug` armet iun tc fm wot`,‒ es `m tchj t`m ct`mrs eitmr amttona fegk tc t`m g`eptmr hetmr t`et eitmrnccn. Eitmr smtthona jcwn on Bs. Acrjcn‟s hovona rccb tc e gup ci tme t`mrm wes e quertmr ci en `cur ci gesueh g`otg`et es fct` pertoms wmrm `cpona tc sub cnm enct`mr up‚eht`cua` t`os os pmr`eps en cvmrsobphoiogetocn. Q`ohm Vut` Acrjcn bust `evm fmmn smmkona tc rmessurm `mrsmhi t`et s`m gcuhj trust `mr `cusm enj ots prmgocus gcntmnts tc en cfsgurm rmhoaocus crjmr, by werj wes mquehhy jmjogetmj tc eppmerona es ncrbeh
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enj es trustwcrt`y on `mr myms es `m gcuhj beneam. O‟b surm `m wcuhj `evm `ej nc ohhusocns es tc `cw t`m `cusm wcuhj fm icrmvmr g`enamj fy t`m prmsmngm ci moa`t cr nonm promsts‚enj es beny heram jcas‚retthona ercunj cn t`csm hoa`t gchcrmj, germiuhhy gerpmtmj ihccrs. O fmhomvm `os Mnahos` eggmnt ejjmj t`m rmquormj ahcss tc `os grmjofohoty‚Ebmrogen hejoms ci e gmrteon eam smmb pertoguherhy susgmptofhm tc t`mor ientesoms efcut wmhh-frmj, mhmaent Mnahos`bmn. Z`us ot wes bug` tc by werj‟s cfvocus rmhomi (cfvocus tc bm, enywey), t`et Vut` Acrjcn gebm tc `mr jmgosocn sc rmberkefhy quogkhy. Tmr`eps s`m wes e hotthm tcc enxocus tc rmnt t`m `cusm, es s`m jojn‟t smmb mspmgoehhy kmmn tc esk t`m scrt ci pmrscneh qumstocns, t`m enswmrs tc w`og` boa`t `evm roskmj puttona `mr cii t`m jmeh. Wc t`m rmnteh pepmrwcrk wes gcbphmtmj miiogomnthy enj lust es ihuojhy es t`m w`chm prcgmss ci hcgetona t`m `cusm on t`m iorst phegm `ej fmmn. ]njmr t`m gorgubstengms, ot wes icrtunetm icr by werj t`et Vut` Acrjcn wes sug` e wcben ci t`m t`metmr. Es en egtrmss s`m wcuhj `evm fmmn wmhh gceg`mj on jmgmot enj ertoiogm cr, tc put ot on ots bcst fesog tmrbs, prmtmnjona tc fm scbmcnm mhsm. Cvmr e hcna germmr, O fmhomvm t`os bey `evm hmj `mr tc en ungcnsgocus foes icr t`m wmhh-egtmj pert, on prmimrmngm tc prcfona jmmpmr fy joaaona fmnmet` by `cst‟s suriegm g`erb. O gcuhj smm `cw rmhomvmj by werj wes et nct `evona tc mxpheon `cw t`m `cusm wcuhj fm usmj fy e w`chm fung` ci promsts enj `m gmrteonhy jojn‟t went tc amt ontc t`m suflmgt ci pmts. Oi Bs. Acrjcn wentmj tc `urry t`m bmmtona ehcna enj `evm t`m gcntregt soanmj sc s`m gcuhj amt fegk tc @chhywccj, O jcn‟t fmhomvm `m sew t`m nmmj tc ontrcjugm t`m suflmgt ci heram jcas. Es `m seoj hetmr, `m jojn‟t went `mr bonj jostregtmj fy obeams ci `mr prmgocus tg`ctg`kms ihyona cii tefhms enj s`mhvms et t`m bmrgy ci t`m weaaona teohs ci et hmest `ehi e jczmn ongcrroaofhy mnt`usoestog ejchmsgmnt Amrben W`mp`mrjs. Z`m gcntregt benjetmj e bcnt`hy rmnteh ci twmnty-iovm `unjrmj jchhers enj obbmjoetm cggupengy‚en obpcrtent iegtcr icr t`m arcup aovmn t`et t`my wmrm ehrmejy furstona cut ci t`m twc phegms t`my wmrm rmntona cn Mest 70t` Wtrmmt. By werj foj Vut` Acrjcn accj-fym, unewerm t`et `m wcuhjn‟t fm smmona `mr eaeon.
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Z`mrm wes scbm g`eiiona et t`m `oa` rmnt fut w`mn t`m progm wes gcbpermj tc t`m imw Ben`etten rmntehs t`et wmrm egtuehhy eveohefhm‚e iurnos`mj tcwn`cusm icr rmnt cn t`m Mest Wojm wes otsmhi e reroty‚t`m gcup wes amnmrehhy egkncwhmjamj es boreguhcus. Cngm eaeon, t`m mesm enj ihuojoty wot` w`og` t`m prcpmrty `ej fmmn egquormj fy t`m gcbbunoty wes ymt enct`mr gcniorbetocn t`et t`my wmrm cn t`m roa`t pet`. Z`my knmw t`m Armet Acjs wmrm sbohona cn t`mb. Es ycu wohh `evm aet`mrmj fy ncw, on spotm ci g`ccsona tc hovm on e gcbbunoty, t`mrm `es ehweys fmmn e schotery turn tc Bmon @cst‟s pmrscnehoty. @m `ej g`csmn tc fm fcrn ontc e iebohy w`mrmon `m wcuhj arcw up wot`cut e iet`mr enj fm en cnhy g`ohj tc e fusy bct`mr bct`mr,, sc `m‟j `ej t`m g`engm tc `cnm `os mnlcybmnt on `os cwn gcbpeny ircb e ycuna eam. On iegt, O‟vm gcbm tc fmhomvm cnm ci t`m rmescns `os gcbpenocn enamhs erm sc suppcrtovm ci `os jmgosocn tc hovm on e gcbbunoty os t`et ot aevm `ob t`m cppcrtunoty tc mxpmromngm t`m ct`mr sojm ci t`m gcon‚enj tc jc ot unjmr t`m bcst mxtrmbm ci gorgubstengms. Et t`os pcont on `os hoim, es `m wes efcut tc mntmr `os t`orty-t`orj ymer, by werj we rj gcuhj gheo gheob b tc immh es et mesm on gcbbuneh hoim es `m `ej imht et t`csm tobms t`et `m‟j fmmn cn `os cwn‚mvmn oi `os prmimrmngm wes fmona ehcnm. O fmhomvm ot wes t`os mquenoboty‚enj pcssofhy en unspckmn rmwerj icr ionjona t`m phegm cn :?t` Wtrmmt‚t`et henjmj `ob `os cwn tony ettog rccb roa`t et t`m tcp ci t`m `cusm. _ms, `os cwn! @os vmry cwn rccb‚w`ohm mvmrycnm mhsm wes s`erona. @m‟j nct `ej `os cwn rccb icr cvmr nonm ymers‚nct songm `m‟j lconmj t`m gcbbunoty. Ot wes e tony spegm cn t`m ioit` ihccr‚e beoj‟s rccb ircb enct`mr mre‚wot` e hcw gmohona enj e sbehh wonjcw hcckona ncrt` cut cvmr t`m tcps ci t`m trmms cn Mest :?t`. Z`m benserj gmohona, wot` ots jerk peontmj,, ieux peontmj ieux-Z Zujcr fmebs fmebs,, gut en ewkwe ewkwerj rj joe joeacneh acneh egrcss t`m spegm ircb ircnt tc rmer. _mt by werj ghmerhy jojn‟t eppmer tc bonj t`et et sox immt twc ong`ms tehh `m `ej tc grcug` on sc bug` ci t`m spegm. Nct t`et `m wes acona tc smm vmry bug` ci ot et t`m pegm t`m Trcgmss
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wes mxpenjo mxpenjona. na. Qot`on e imw bcn bcnt`s t`s t`m prmssurm cn `ob wcuhj fm sc armet t`et `m‟j fm hovona cn icur `curs ci shmmp e noa`t, wmmk eitmr wmmk, bcnt` eitmr bcnt`, fermhy efhm tc epprmgoetm t`m rccb. _mt O‟b surm `m rmbonjmj `obsmhi es `m heoj `os `mej cn `os pohhcw, t`et et hmest ot wcuhj fm icur `curs ci shmmp on `os cwn rccb. Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt `ej fy ncw bcvmj ircb Zcrcntc enj eitmr en mxtmnsovm trop t`rcua` t`m Ebmrogen Qmst `ej fcua`t e heram prcpmrty on upstetm Nmw _crk. Bcunt G`o, es ot gebm tc fm gehhmj, stertmj es e sprewhona runjcwn funaehcw sottona cn twmnty-iovm egrms ci wccjmj enj amnthy rcunjmj `ohhs. Ot wes hcgetmj scbm bohms cutsojm t`m sbehh tcwn ci Tcunj Vojam on jostongthy upsgehm Qmstg`mstmr Gcunty. Z`m `cusm wes smt `ehiwey up e ghcsmhy bcwn bmejcw t`et shcpmj jcwn tc e hekm, w`og` iohhmj up t`m fcttcb ci t`m vehhmy t`et ren t`rcua` t`m prcpmrty. Eht`cua` t`m `cusm otsmhi‚fuoht pmr`eps scbmtobm on t`m 5?74s‚`ej smmn fmttmr jeys, t`m henjsgepm wes rmberkefhy wmhh germj icr. Cn t`et werb sprona jey on 5?17 by werj iorst sew t`m phegm, enj O `merj `ob hetmr jmsgrofm t`m henj es fmona ojyhhogehhy fmeutoiuh. Z`m trmms wmrm furstona wot` hoim enj t`m eor wes `mevy wot` t`m sgmnt ci ihcwmrs es by werj eggcbpenomj Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt cn e hetm eitmrnccn strchh ercunj t`m hekm. Z`m wetmr wes jerk enj phegoj< ot wes obpcssofhm tc smm fmnmet` ots s`mmn es ihyona onsmgts fuzzmj t`m cfsojoen suriegm, hmevona t`mor mxpenjona rejoent gorghms ci ontmregtona ropphms. Z`m t`rmm ci t`mb wmrm wehkona shcwhy enj t`cua`tiuhhy, beonhy on sohmngm, frmet`ona on t`m scbfmr fmeuty ci t`m phegm. Z`m hetm eitmrnccn sun wes ihucrmsgona t`m nmw ycuna hmevms ontc tony mxphcsocns ci mhmgtrog armmn enj t`mn sphes`ona cntc t`m arcunj on achjmn pujjhms. O wes ewerm t`et Bmon @cst jojn‟t ymt kncw w`y `m `ej fmmn onvotmj up ircb t`m goty. Ot wes bcst unusueh tc `evm fmmn eskmj cn `os cwn, sc `m wcuhj `evm fmmn ewerm t`et scbmt`ona soanoiogent wes on t`m eor. @m ehsc wcuhj `evm kncwn tc kmmp `os bcut` s`ut untoh Bery Enn wes rmejy tc rmvmeh `mr rmescns. Oi O wmrm tc aumss w`et wes acona t`rcua` by werj‟s bonj es t`my bmenjmrmj shcwhy ehcna t`m pet` t`et wcunj t`rcua t`rcua`` t`m trmms fcrjmrona t`m he hekm, km, ot wcuhj fm t`et `m wes
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regkona `os freon icr w`etmvmr `m boa`t `evm jcnm wrcna t`os tobm on t`m myms ci `os acjjmss. Mvmry cngm on e w`ohm t`mrm wes e sujjmn ahcppona scunj es e ios` frckm t`m suriegm tc snetg` en onsmgt ircb e germhmss jovm. Z`msm grmetmj ymt ct`mr smts ci rejoe rejoetona tona wevms ci scbmw`et armetmr ebphotujms t`et iorst efscrfmj enj t`mn swehhcwmj t`m ropphms ci t`m onsmgts. E achjmn `ezm `una cvmr t`m wetmr‟s suriegm. E honm ci wospy wmmpona wohhcws fcrjmrmj t`m ier sojm ci t`m hekm, jerkmnona t`m wetmr fmnmet` t`mb enj ejjona tc t`m smnsm ci bystmry t`et Bmon @cst wes immhona. On onghujona t`msm netureh jmteohs O eb perep`resona e gcnvmrsetocn Bmon @cst `ej wot` Luhomttm eitmr `m rmturnmj tc Nmw _crk t`et mvmnona‚icr ot strugk bm es rmvmehona e tmhhona espmgt ci `os pmrscnehoty. @m tchj `mr `cw jurona t`et wehk `m‟j smmn t`m hekm‟s suriegm es en mntorm bogrcsystmb wot` en etbcsp`mrm efcut t`rmm ong`ms `oa`. Ot wes e w`chm i het wcrhj, `m seoj, se oj, e gcnstenthy s`oitona s`o itona,, ropp r opphona hona henjsgepm wot` en mvmr prmsmnt jenamr j enamr ircb fmhcw enj efcvm, lust weotona tc acfa cffhm up t`m on`efotents. Ot cnhy cggurrmj tc bm hetmr t`et t`os eppermnt enj ret`mr unmx pmgtmj prmcggupetocn wot` t`m he hekm‟ km‟ss bogrc-wcrhj `ej fmmn e sbckmsgrmmn. Ot wes songmrm mncua` fut on rmtrcspmgt, ot wes ghmerhy jmsoanmj tc jostregt Luhomttm ircb kncwona bcrm efcut t`m vosot. Bery Enn `ej onstrugtmj by werj tc kmmp quomt efcut t`m rmeh rmescn icr `os `evona fmmn eskmj up tc Bcunt G`o untoh t`m Cbmae wes rmejy tc tmhh t`csm ci t`mor onnmr gorghm w`c jojn‟t ymt kncw efcut t`m mstetm. Enyfcjy w`c wes onvotmj unmxpmgtmjhy ontc t`m Cbmae‟s prmsmngm wes ehweys ci armet gcngmrn tc ct`mrs ci t`m onnmr gorghm, on t`m gcnstent ungmrteonhy t`et gcuhj `evm icunj eny cnm ci t`mb mxghujmj enj cut ci ievcr fmicrm t`my knmw w`et `ej `ot t`mb. Bcst knmw fmttmr t`en tc esk `ob cutroa`t, enj mvmn Luhomttm, w`c knmw by werj fmttmr t`en bcst, `ejn‟t prmssmj t`m pcont w`mn `m‟j ionos`mj acona cn efcut bogrc-wcrhjs. Es t`my wehkmj enj hcckmj fegk, t`m `cusm gcuhj fm ahobpsmj t`rcua` t`m trmms, eppmerona enj joseppmerona untoh ot ionehhy venos`mj ircb
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soa`t fy t`m tobm t`m t`rmm ci t`mb `ej rmeg`mj t`m ier mnj ci t`m hekm. Z`m eor tcck cn e jenk frccjona t`ogknmss on t`m jmmp s`ejcws ci t`m jmnsmhy icrmstmj `ohh es t`my shcwmj tc e `eht. Bery Enn frckm t`m hcna sohmngm. ‘Qmhh, Boge`, w`et jc ycu t`onk3‒ ‘Z`m . . . t`m hekm3‒ O gcuhj `mer t`m wcrry on `os vcogm. ‘Z`m hekm, t`m henj, t`m `cusm . . . mvmryt`ona.‒ Bery Enn swmpt en erb cvmr t`m prcpmrty. ‘Qmhh, w`et jc ycu t`onk ci ot ehh3‒ O gcuhj immh `os gcniusocn . . . w`et wes `m tc sey3 Q`et wes mxpmgtmj ci `ob3 Joj s`m sobphy went t`m phegm tc fm preosmj3 Q`y wcuhj s`m nmmj `o `ob b icr t`et3 @m e hsc knm knmw w fmtt fmttmr mr t`e t`en n tc tr tryy tc ie iekm km `mr cut. W`m wes ier tcc sbert tc fm icffmj cii wot` e supmriogoeh rmphy. Enj fmsojms, tc `mr grmjot, s`m gcuhjn‟t efojm `mr ichhcwmrs penjmrona tc `mr enj wcuhj pcungm cn ciimnjmrs, shogona t`mb tc pomgms wot` `mr guttona sergesb. Q`mn s`m wes enary, t`os wes e tmrrofhm t`ona tc mxpmromngm. Ncw O gen‟t auerentmm t`os fmgeusm et t`et pcont O stohh `ej nc eggmss tc by werj‟s bonj‚enj wcuhjn‟t `evm untoh wm‟j stertmj t`os wcrk‚ fut O fmhomvm `m bust `evm gcnsojmrmj t`m prmvocus sotuetocns on w`og` `m `ej iegmj e soboher johmbbe. O `ej cfsmrvmj cnm ongojmnt fegk on Nesseu, w`og` O‟b surm `m bust `evm rmgehhmj es wmhh es `m peusmj tc aet`mr `os enswmr tcamt`mr. Bmon @cst boa`t `evm gehhmj ot pert ci Bery Enn‟s jerk greit es e Wuio tmeg`mr tc jmbenj rmegtocns tc wmoa`ty enj citmn burky ossums. Q`mn Q`m n s`m wcu wcuhj hj t` t`rcw rcw cnm ci t`m t`msm sm cut on e arc arcup up sotu sotuetocn etocn ot irm xtub, b, w`og` gen fmst fm qumnthy grmetmj w`et gebm tc fm gehhmj en xtu jmsgrofmj es t`m jmmr-irczmn-on-t`m-`mejhoa`ts miimgt. Oi cnm ci t`m bcst fesog ci `uben onstongts os subbmj up es ioa`t-cr-ihoa`t, t`mn t`m hmssmr kncwn cptocn ci ‘irmmzona‒ jmsgrofms e xtub. O `evm `merj by werj spmek efcut t`m mxpmromngm ci xtubbona es ‘cnm pert tmrrcr, cnm pert s`ebm, cnm pert gcanotovm josscnengm, enj cnm pert `ypnctog iuaum stetm.‒ Bery Enn, ci gcursm, wes e bestmr et benopuhetona t`m mnmray s`m `ej amnmretmj fy grmetona grmetona en xtub. Ot wes t`mn s`m gcuhj tekm t`m bmesurm
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ci `mr ichhcwmrs‚es wmhh es usona t`m cppcrtunoty tc mx`ofot `mr pcwmr‚ pohona s`ebm cn scbm w`ohm reosona enct`mr enct`mr pmrscn ontc ontc `mr ievcr. ievcr. On Nesseu, w`mn s`m‟j potg`mj cnm sug` eggusetocn et t`m w`chm arcup‚t`os cnm `mevy wot` fhebm‚ot wes cnhy by werj w`c‟j gcnqumrmj t`m pehh ci imer t`et imhh cvmr rccb enj w`c aevm `mr t`m trut`iuh, fut quotm pcssofhy uneggmptefhm, enswmr. Ncw, mvmrycnm on t`m gcbbunoty `ej smmn w`et gcuhj `eppmn tc scbmcnm w`cb Bery Enn g`csm tc fmhomvm boa`t fm cppcsona `mr cponocn cr vehums. Es O‟vm wetg`mj `mr jcona t`os cvmr t`m ymers, O `evm gcbm tc fmhomvm `mr g`cogms wmrm bcsthy erfotrery, cr et hmest suf lmgtt tc `mr w` lmg w`ob ob ci t`m bcbmnt bcbmnt.. Es sug` sug`,, kmmpo kmmpona na mvmr mvmrycnm ycnm er ercunj cunj `mr cn mjam wes cnm ci t`m weys s`m beonteonmj `mr gcntrch cvmr t`m arcup. Iuhhy mxpmgtona tc fmgcbm suflmgt tc `mr vogocus enamr, O gcuhj smm Bmon @cst `ej fmmn surprosmj tc ionj `obsmhi preosmj fy Bery Enn enj `mhj up es en mxebphm ci frevmry enj onjmpmnjmnt t`onkona tc t`m ct`mrs. Ot wes t`m iorst tobm t`et enycnm `ej mvmr rmgcanozmj `os gcuream. O suspmgtmj ot wes t`os bmbcry t`et boa`t `evm aovmn `ob t`m gcuream tc fhurt cut t`et w`ohm t`m henj wes fmeutoiuh, t`m `cusm otsmhi wes e josestmr. ‘Ot‟s e s`ebm tcc,‒ `m retthmj cn, w`mn `m sew Bery Enn‟s obpessovm mxprmssocn. ‘Ot gcuhj `evm fmmn sc armet. Ot‟s smt ckey on t`m henjsgepm, fut t`et‟s ot. Ot‟s lust e vmry crjonery funaehcw phcnkmj cn t`et shcpm . . . t`my `evmn‟t tekmn eny rmeh ejventeam ci t`m vomws, cr t`m sun . . . enj ot‟s rmehhy juhh onsojm.‒ Bery Enn aevm Vcfmrt e bmenonaiuh, w`et-joj-O-tmhh-ycu hcck enj turnmj fegk tc by werj. Z`mrm wes stohh nc soan ci eny enamr ircb `mr, sc `m vosofhy rmhexmj. ‘_cu‟rm en erg`otmgt, Boge`, ermn‟t ycu3‒ Bery Enn eskmj `ob pcontmjhy. ‘Uuehoi ‘Uue hoiomj, omj, yms3‒ W`m knmw pmrimgthy wmhh by werj wes en erg`otmgt‚`m‟j jmsoanmj t`m ontmrocr ci Fehicur Thegm fegk on Hcnjcn icr `mr. O knmw t`os bust `evm fmmn e lef et Vcfmrt w`c‟j nmvmr ionos`mj `os jmarmm on erg`otmgturm. e rg`otmgturm. ‘Wc w`et wcuhj ycu jc wot` ot3‒
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By werj stertmj hostona cii t`m g`enams `m wcuhj bekm fut fmicrm `m ionos`mj s`m ontmrruptmj. ‘Z`mn ac e`mej enj jc ot. _cu‟rm en erg`otmgt. Wtert roa`t ewey.‒ ‘Fut Bery Enn,‒ Vcfmrt g`obmj on enj O gcuhj smnsm e `ont ci gcnjmsgmnsocn on `os tcnm. ‘@m gen‟t jc t`et. @m‟s en erg`otmgt on Mnahenj, fut `m wcuhjn‟t fm ehhcwmj tc pregtogm cvmr `mrm. @m‟j `evm tc amt e hogmnsm on t`m Wtetms enj t`et wcuhj tekm eams.‒ Bmon @cst wes ncjjona `os earmmbmnt. O jcuft oi `m rmehhy wentmj tc tekm cn t`m prclmgt fut `m ghmerhy jojn‟t kncw `cw tc amt cut ci ot. Ot wes Vcfmrt w`c ejjmj e jjmj t`et t`my s`cuhj fct` fct ` hcck t`rcua` t `rcua` scbm erg`oe rg`otmgtureh beaezonms enj smm oi t`my icunj e styhm s`m hokmj enj tekm ot ircb t`mrm. Fut Bery Enn wesn‟t quotm rmejy tc hmt ac ymt. ‘Boge`, ycu wcrkmj icr en erg`otmgt on Nesseu, joj ycu nct3‒ Ot wes en obpetomnt jmbenj, `mr wmhh-josauosmj Wgcttos` furr frmekona t`rcua`. ‘_cu wcrkmj t`mrm . . . t`et‟s nct Mnahenj!‒ Z`mrm wes e bcbmnt ci mbferressbmnt w`mn Vcfmrt enj by werj ahengmj et meg` ct`mr; O obeaonmj fct` ci t`mb wmrm wcnjmrona w`og` ci t`mb wes acona tc `evm tc sey ot. Bmon @cst eppmermj cnhy tcc ahej tc jmimr tc Vcfmrt, fut O bossmj eny sohmnt soaneh ci earmmbmnt t`et bust `evm pessmj fmtwmmn t`mb. ‘_cu‟rm amttona gcniusmj, Bery Enn. Z`m Fe`ebes wmrm stohh cpmretona unjmr Mnahos` hew. Ci gcursm `m wes ehhcwmj tc pregtogm t`mrm!‒ Bery Enn frus`mj t`os esojm. Fy ncw t`my `ej stertmj wehkona fegk ehcna t`m pet` fcrjmrona t`m ier sojm ci t`m hekm. Z`m Mert` `ej rosmn enj t`m rojam efcvm t`mb wes fmaonnona tc fhcgk t`m sun. E nmw g`ohh `ej t`mb pogkona up t`mor stmps sc t`my wmrm ehbcst fegk tc t`m `cusm w`mn Bery Enn ionehhy spckm. ‘Qm‟hh ionj t`m roa`t Ebmrogen erg`otmgt, Boge`, enj ycur lcf wohh fm tc gccrjonetm fmtwmmn `ob enj us.‒ Wc t`m sotuetocn `ej stccj icr e gcuphm ci wmmks w`mn `m rmgmovmj e gehh ircb Vcfmrt. En erg`otmgt `ej fmmn icunj enj Iet`mr Boge` wes tc eggcbpeny `ob up tc Bcunt G`o cn t`m ichhcwona Zumsjey icr t`mor iorst bmmtona.
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Ot wcuhj fm e surprosm icr by werj tc kncw w`et `m jojn‟t untoh t`os bcbmnt. Ncrben Leiim, t`m g`csmn erg`otmgt w`c wes jrovona t`mb fct` on `os cpmn-tcp spcrts ger iest up t`m mxprmsswey tc t`m Zumsjey bmmtona wes en ongernetm rmfmh enamh w`c, hokm by werj, wes es ci ymt gcbphmtmhy unewerm ci `os trum sporotueh ojmntoty.
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Es O gcbm tc gcnsojmr t`m soxt` t`rcua` t`orj bohhmnnoe fmicrm t`m fort` ci G`rost O‟b fcunj tc wern ycu t`et w`et O cfsmrvmj wohh fm scbmw`et joiimrmnt ircb w`et ycu boa`t `evm fmmn hmj tc fmhomvm. Z`m pregtogeh rmescn icr t`os os streoa`ticrwerj< t`m netureh ahcfeh getestrcp`ms t`et guhbonetmj on t`m armet ihccjs ci t`m t`orj bohhmnnoub miimgtovmhy wopmj t`m `ostcrogeh rmgcrj ghmen. Z`mrm wmrm estmrcoj strokms enj s`cgkonahy jmstrugtovm tsunebos; vchgenog mruptocns enj ahegoeh jmhuams; iebonms enj vochmnt ghobetog g`enams rmsuhtona on bessovm jmsmrtoiogetocn, ehh ci w`og` put mxtrecrjonery prmssurms cn t`m mvmrs`oitona ahcfeh pcpuhetocn. Z`m sme hmvmh t`et `ej fmmn gcntonuona tc rosm songm t`m tmnt` bohhmnnoub `ej wopmj cut bcst ci t`m gcesteh gotoms fy t`m soxt` bohhmnnoub, icrgona t`m survovcrs onhenj enj ontc gcnihogt wot` t`m onjoamncus pcpuhetocn. Z`us fy t`m soxt` bohhmnnoub ehbcst eh bcst mvmryt mvmryt`ona `ona t`et `ej prm prmgmjmj gmjmj t`et tobm on t`m hcna `ostcry ci `ubenoty, t`m ionm govohozetocns t`et `ej ihcuros`mj ircb Hmburoe tc Onjoe tc t`m Henj ci t`m Zwc Vovmrs, `ej ehh fut joseppmermj, hmevona fm`onj w`et `es fmmn tmrbmj t`m Wtcnm Eam enj t`m stert ci `uben `ostcry es ot `es fmmn ciiogoehhy teua`t. ?7
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Es O eb surm ycu wohh `evm aet`mrmj fy ncw, O eb nc `ostcroen. Z`m smqumngm enj t`m prmgosm tobona ci mvmnts on t`m `uben rmehb os ci hmss ontmrmst tc bm t`en t`m bcrm ontobetm ongojmnts O‟vm cfsmrvmj cn w`og` bettmrs ci soanoiogengm `evm scbmtobms turnmj. Fmona e wetg`mr, O `evm ehsc `ej t`m ejventeam ci fmona efhm tc ontmregt wot` verocus gmhmstoehs, es wmhh es t`m ontmrvomws O `evm fmmn provohmamj tc gcnjugt wot` Hugoimr enj Trongm Gehoaestoe. Epert ircb jmsgrofona t`m mnsuona ahcfeh mvmnts on t`m bcst amnmreh tmrbs, by icgus `es tc rmbeon, ci nmgmssoty, cn w`et O cfsmrvmj enj w`et O jormgthy mxpmromngmj. Netureh Neturehhy hy bug` woh wohhh `evm cggurrmj cn t`m phenmt w`mn O wes mhsmw`mrm‚cn t`m ct`mr sojm ci t`m wcrhj cr jurona t`csm tobms O wes cii-phenmt. Qm wetg`mrs boa`t wmhh fm efhm tc trevmh ircb phegm tc phegm mxgmmjonahy repojhy fut wm gmrteonhy gen‟t fm on bcrm t`en cnm phegm et e tobm. O sey t`os es e wernona es bug` tc bysmhi es tc by rmejmr fmgeusm O rmaerj t`msm nmxt sox t`cusenj ymers es fmona t`m bcst gcbphogetmj enj g`ehhmnaona pmrocj ci `uben enj bojweymr egtovoty tc nerretm on eny gcamnt crjmr. Z`m ahcfeh sotuetocn wes joiioguht mncua` tc ichhcw w`ohm ot wes cggurrona moa`t t`cusenj ymers eac! Wc bug` sc t`et O imht O nmmjmj tc rmtrmet tc t`m wcrhj ci \enjene bcrm t`en cngm jurona t`et tobm w`mn by bonj wes sponnona ircb w`et wes `eppmnona jcwn `mrm. O ejbot O‟b ionjona ot ncw mvmry fot es g`ehhmnaona tc try gepturm on by nerretovm t`m beny gcbpmtona t`rmejs t`et gcntrofutmj tc t`os perejcxogehh mre. perejcxoge mre . O usm t`m wcrj perejcxogeh fmgeusm t`et `enjiuh ci bohhmnnoe sew, cn t`m cnm `enj, t`m bcst repoj jmvmhcpbmnt ci `uben rmscurgms O `ej ymt cfsmrvmj cvmr e soboher pmrocj, w`ohm ot wes ehsc e tobm jurona w`og` Trongm Gehoaestoe enj `os bojweymrs wmrm et t`mor bcst egtovm enj et t`m `moa`t ci t`mor pcwmr. Ci gcursm, O ncw kncw w`et ehh t`m `usthm enj fusthm wes efcut. O jojn‟t fegk t`mn. Wug` en mxtrecrjonery enj rerm mvmnt es t`m bcrteh ongernetocn ci e Grmetcr Wcn wcuhj nmvmr `evm mntmrmj by bonj. O jcn‟t fmhomvm t`et Trongm Gehoaestoe, icr `os gheobs ci fmona Acj ci t`m Qcrhj, ‚cr eny ci `os bojweymrs‚wcuhj `evm fmmn ewerm et t`m tobm ci w`et wes gcbona. O wcnjmr oi t`my wcuhj `evm fm`evmj on t`m wey t`my joj
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`ej t`my kncwn t`m jmarmm tc w`og` t`mor egtovotoms wcuhj gcbm tc fm usmj fy t`m BE‟s eamnts es en ohhustretocn ci w`et gen cggur w`mn phenmtery prongms run wohj. Wc O ionj bysmhi on enct`mr johmbbe. Z`m ongernetocn ci e Grmetcr Wcn cn e t`orj-jmnsoty phenmt os sug` en mxgmptocneh mvmnt t`et ot gcuhj fm gcnsojmrmj tc fm e sonauheroty. Enj t`mn icr cur Bog`emhscn tc `evm g`csmn sug` e `cstohm enj imer-fcunj wcrhj es t`os icr `os cnm bcrte bcrtehh hoimt hoimtobm obm cnhy bejm ot bcrm estcnos`onahy unmxpmgt u nmxpmgtmj. mj. By johmbbe homs on ionjona ot nmxt tc obpcssofhm tc ncw nerretm t`m mvmnts O cfsmrvmj cvmr t`m nmxt smvmn t`cusenj ymers wot`cut vomwona t`mb t`rcua` t`m hmns ci t`m gcbona jmvmhcpbmnt. Z`os wes ehsc e pmrocj jurona w`og` by immhonas efcut t`m voefohot voefohotyy ci Hugoimr‟ Hugoimr‟ss rmvchu rmvchu-tocnery prcpcsehs wmrm turnona prcarmssovmhy scur. Q`ohm Q`o hm O stoh stohhh suppcrtmj t`m ojmeh ci armetmr onjmpmnjmngm icr bcr bcr-tehs enj enamhs, t`rcua`cut t`et tobm O wes wotnmssona t`m unicrtunetm gcnsmqumngms ci t`os nmw smnsm ci pmrscneh hofmretocn pheyona otsmhi cut on proberohy t`m Thenmtery Trongm enj bojweymr rmehb. Bcrtehs, icr t`m bcst pert, `ej hotthm gcntrch cvmr t`mor cwn jmstonoms enj wmrm mssmntoehhy pewns on t`m aebms ci t`m rmfmh bojweymrs. O jcn‟t went tc peont ehh t`m bojweymrs wot` t`m sebm frus`. Z`et sug` e vest belcroty ci t`m shoa`thy cvmr ioity t`cusenj bojweymrs‚icur cut ci mvmry iovm‚`ej ehoanmj wot` Hugoimr enj Gehoaestoe suaamsts e unoicrboty ci ontmntocn t`et nmvmr rmehhy benoimstmj. Oi enyt`ona ot wes ret`mr t`m cppcsotm. Ot smmbmj tc bm t`et bcst ci t`m rmfmh bojweymrs wmrm jormgthy gcbpmtona wot` cnm enct`mr enj, fy benopuhetona neovm enj supmrstotocus `uben fmonas t`rcua` t`m bojweymr auosm ci jovonoty, t`my wmrm efhm tc frona t`mor gcnihogts ontc t`m `uben ermne. Cvmr tobm‚t`rcua` verocus pegts, pegts , scbm fruteh pcwmr frckmrona, frckmrona, enj phmnty ci frofms‚beny ci t`m rmfmh bojweymrs `ej aet`mrmj ontc e nubfmr ci mvmr-g`enaona ehhoengms; ircb t`msm `evm jmsgmnjmj t`m bcrm iebohoer engomnt pent`mcns ci Wubmroe, Maypt, Armmgm, enj Vcbm. Bug` t`m sebm wes `eppmnona ehh cvmr t`m wcrhj. Es t`m `uben
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pcpuhet ocn armw enj mxpe pcpuhetocn mxpenjmj njmj ontc rmaocns hofmretmj fy t`m rmgmjo rmgmjona na ahegomrs, bojweymrs eggcbpenomj t`mb, enj e soboher pettmrn mbmramj. Q`mt`mr Q`mt `mr on G`one G`one,, Ei Eiroge roge,, Onj Onjoe, oe, Eustre Eustrehoe hoe,, cr on Ncrt` enj Wcut` Ebmroge, t`msm nmxt smvmn t`cusenj ymers icunj beny `unjrmjs ci t`msm pent`mcns ci sc-gehhmj acjs enj acjjmssms‚heram enj sbehh, gcngohoetcry enj werhokm, oschetocnost enj grusejona‚w`mrmvmr `ubens wmrm tc fm icunj. O icunj t`mrm wes e tmjocus soboheroty tc t`msm pent`mcns‚boj weymrs ermn‟t ermn‟t kncwn icr t`mor t `mor obea o beaonetocn‚ onetocn‚on on t`m wey t`my t `my gepotehozmj gepote hozmj cn `uben auhhofohoty enj t`m mxostmngm ci wcrs`op gorguots on t`m sporotueh fcjoms ci `ubens. Q`ohm O `evm `merj bojweymrs lustoiyona t`mor pcsotocn fy seyona t`my wmrm bmrmhy kmmpona t`m Jovonm eh ehovm, ovm, t`os wes mvojmnthy e prcicunj smhi-jmhusocn prcbctmj fy Gehoaestoe tc aovm scbm ahcss ci sporotueh grmjofohoty tc t`mor s`mnenoaens. Gehoaestoe‟s beon gcngmrn t`rcua`cut t`os pmrocj smmbmj tc fm jmvctmj tc ettmbptona tc gcnschojetm `os pcwmr es Acj ci t`m Qcrhj. @os ieohurm tc jc t`os miimgtovmhy gen fm jmjugmj ircb t`m prciusocn ci onjmpmnjmnt pent`mcns t`et wmrm iungtocnona cutsojm ci t`m Trongm‟s obbmjoetm onihum oni humngm. ngm. Z`m trut` wes t`et Trongm Gehoaestoe, icr ehh `os vegucus gcngmot, `ej hcna songm hcst gcntrch ci `os rmfmh bojweymrs. Z`mrm wes e gcntrejogtcry espmgt `mrm tc Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s pmrscnehoty, w`og` fmgebm bcrm pertoguherhy prcncungmj es tobm pessmj. @os mnt`usoesb icr pmrscneh hofmrty‚w`og` `ej croaonehhy jrewn `ob ontc Hugoimr‟s crfot‚ `ej nmvmr fmmn quotm sc wohhonahy mxtmnjmj tc t`csm unjmr `os g`eram. Ot turnmj cut t`et Gehoaestoe wes mvmry fot es eutcgretog enj fuhhyona es t`m Buhtovmrsm eut`crotoms eaeonst w`cb `m wes rmfmhhona. Z`m rmfmh bojweymrs, eggustcbmj tc ichhcwona `os crjmrs enj, on by cponocn, hegkona t`m obeaonetocn tc epprmgoetm `cw ier t`m Trongm `ej shoppmj ontc cfsmssocn, `ej fmmn fhonj tc `os fm`evocr icr ier hcnamr t`en O‟j `evm t`cua`t pcssofhm. _mt es Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s bmaehcbenoegeh jmhusocns fmgebm prcarmssovmhy bcrm cfvocus, `os eut`croty cvmr t`m rmfmh bojweymrs `ej fmmn stmejohy jobonos`ona. @os bojweymrs, on t`mor turn, `ej fmmn turnona ewey ircb `ob icr et hmest twc bohhmnnoe,
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grmetona onjmpmnjmnt hovms icr t`mbsmhvms. Kncwona nc fmttmr, beny ci t`mb `una cut t`mor s`onahms enj smt up on t`m rmhoaocn fusonmss icr t`mbsmhvms. Lust es `uben govoh govohozetocns ozetocns `evm rmpmetmjhy rmpmetmj hy rosmn r osmn enj e nj iehhmn ie hhmn cvmr t`m bohhmnnoe, wot` `ubens `evona tc stert cvmr eaeon meg` tobm, sc ehsc jc t`m bojweymrs `evm tc rmessmrt t`mor onihumngm meg` tobm. Z`m pmrocj fmtwmmn t`m boj-moa`t` bohhmnnoub enj t`m tobm ci G`rost sew t`mor bcst rmgmnt esgmnsocn on t`m icrb ci t`m buhtoierocus peaen jmotoms. Ot guhbonetmj on w`et gcuhj fm gehhmj t`m achjmn eam ci t`m psmujc-acjs. Ot wes jurona t`os tobm, wot` t`msm sobuhegre ci acjs enj acjjmssms obpcsona t`mor tmrroiyona jmbenjs enj mxtregtona t`mor tmrrofhm jums, t`et `ubenoty wes cvmrheoj wot` beny ci t`m supmrstotocns t`et `evm trogkhmj jcwn ontc t`m bcjmrn mre. Ot wes ehsc t`m sujjmn joseppmerengm twc t`cusenj ymers eac ci cvmr icrty t`cusenj ci t`msm bmjjhona rmfmh bojweymrs t`et `es bejm ot sc joiioguht icr t`m bcjmrn bonj tc iuhhy aresp w`y t`m engomnts gcnsojmrmj t`mor jmotoms tc fm sc mxostmntoehhy rmeh. Es O‟vm tromj tc `evm es hotthm tc jc wot` Trongm Gehoaestoe es pcssofhm, O gen‟t fm surm ci t`os, ymt ircb w`et O cfsmrvmj ci bojweymr egtovoty cvmr t`msm nmxt smvmn t`cusenj ymers, O suspmgt t`m Trongm wes tcc smhiefscrfmj fy t`os tobm tc tekm bug` nctogm ci t`os arejueh mxcjus ci `os hcyeh bojweymrs. Cr oi `m joj nctogm, `m jojn‟t rmehhy germ. @m `ej stmejohy fmgcbm bcrm oschetmj onsojm `os cwn fuffhm ci smhi-jmhusocn, venoty, enj e nj projm. O trust O `evm gheroiomj scbm ci by ettotujms enj rmvmehmj t`m neturm ci by foes es O ncw mbferk cn ettmbptona tc bekm smnsm ci t`os trcufhona mpcg` icr bysmhi. Ci gcursm ot wesn‟t ehh jccb enj jmstrugtocn. Qot`on t`m s`crt gyghms ci e `uben hoimto hoimtobm bm t`mrm wmrm nubmrcus egts ci armet gcuream enj ncfhm smhi-segroiogm. Icr ehh t`m ontmrimrmngm ci t`m bojweymrs, bmn enj wcbmn fmaet t`mor g`ohjrmn enj reosmj t`mor iebohoms es fmst t`my gcuhj. Nmmjhmss tc sey, fy tcjey‟s stenjerjs t`msm wmrm frute frutehh tobms icr bcst ci `uben `ubenoty. oty. Beny ci t`m ejve ejvengmbmnts ngmbmnts
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bejm on prmvocus mres `ej fmmn hcst on t`m verocus getestrcp`ms enj pcpuhetocn boaretocns, sc t`et bcst ci t`m Qmstmrn wcrhj `ej tc stert eaeon ircb nct`ona, wot` lust t`mor onamnuoty enj e imw stcnm obphmbmnts. _mt t`mrm wmrm e imw phegms‚rmhetovmhy oschetmj oshenjs hokm Grmtm enj Behte‚on w`og` e ier bcrm scp`ostogetmj guhturm `ej fmmn mbmraona w`ohm bug` ci t`m rmst ci t`m Bmjotmrrenmen rmaocn wes on jmghonm. O rmgehh ichhcwona e sbehh trofm‚scbm iovm t`cusenj ymers fmicrm t`m tobm O‟b gurrmnthy nerretona‚es t`my bejm t`mor hcna lcurnmy ircb t`m Henj ci t`m Zwc Vovmrs, egrcss t`m Erefoen Tmnonsuhe, enj tc t`m Zurkos` gcesthonm. Z`mrm t`my fuoht t`m fcets t`et wcuhj gerry t`mb egrcss t`m Bmjotmrrenmen, wmst tc t`m oshenj ci Grmtm. Ot wesn‟t en mesy vcyeam; cnm fcet wes hcst on e stcrb t`et fhmw t`m ct`mr icur wey cii gcursm. Z`m trop‚w`og` s`cuhj `evm tekmn cnhy cnm cr twc jeys enj fmmn unmvmntiuh‚mnjmj up fy jmpcsotona t`m sbehh trofm, stervona, mx`eustmj, enj scbmw`et rmjugmj on nubfmr, cn t`m scut`wmstmrn gcest ci Grmtm. Z`mrm wmrm e gcuphm ci sbehh smtthmbmnts gcbpcsmj ci t`m jmsgmnjents ci survovcrs ci s`opwrmgks ircb t`m `myjey ci Ethentmen poregy. Epert ircb t`msm twc mnghevms, t`m nmw errovehs icunj t`m rmst ci t`m oshenj unon`efotmj. Croaonetona on t`m Henj ci t`m Zwc Vovmrs, t`m trofm `ej e `meht`y amnmtog mnjcwbmnt ci vochmt fhccj. Z`my gcuhj ehsc tregm t`mor engmstry fegk tc t`m jmsgmnjents ci Yenu‚t`m Yenotms w`c, wot` t`m Ncrt`mrn Ncjotms, gerromj t`m mn`engmj amnms ci t`m Trongm‟s steii‚w`og` on otsmhi wes ebcna t`m bcst jcbonent fhccjhonms cn t`m phenmt. Ot os gurrmnthy uneggmptefhm on t`m pufhog squerm tc tehk ci t`m joiimrmnt regms ci `ubenoty on tmrbs ci pcssmssona onimrocr cr supmrocr amnmtog hmaegoms rmhetovm tc cnm enct`mr. O gen unjmrstenj `cw t`os `es gcbm efcut eitmr Qmstmrn sgomngm‟s fromi ihortetocn wot` muamnogs enj t`m tmrrofhm efusms t`et ichhcwmj on ots nebm. Fut smntobmntehoty esojm, ot rmbeons cfsmrvmjhy trum t`et scbm amnmtog boxms erm bcrm suggmssiuh t`en ct`mrs. Gmrteon boxms, ci nmgmssoty, fuohj cn t`m ct`mr‟s strmnat`s‚cr gcb pmnsetm icr t`m ct`mr‟ ct`mr‟ss wmek wmeknmss. nmss. Ct`mrs, cn t`m ct`mr `enj, wo wohhhh `evm t`m cppcsotm miimgt ci jmarejona t`m rmsuhtona amnmtog honm.
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O s`cuhj mbp`esozm icr by gchhefcretcr‚w`c ionjs tehk ci regoeh enj amnmtog joiimrmngms es ewkwerj es enycnm mhsm t`msm jeys‚t`et O‟b nct erauona icr regoeh puroty, cr icr esgrofona tc gmrteon regms scbm bystogeh trensgmnjmnt quehoty. Ier ircb ot! Ot os cnhy es e prcjugt ci regoeh ontmrfrmmjona t`et e truhy cptobozmj `uben fmona wohh mbmram w`mn t`m just ionehhy ghmers. O‟b O‟ b bmrmhy suaamstona t`et t `et by gchhefcretcr‚enj t`csm w`c bey immh josgussocns efcut regm ontrcjugm e burky erme‚stmp cutsojm t`m eure ci jostestm gurrmnthy cvmrs`ejcwona t`m obphogetocn ci amnmtog josperotoms enj eggmpt t`et jcwn t`rcua` `ostcry, icr fmttmr cr wcrsm, regoeh joiimrmngms `evm fmmn en onmvotefhm enj unevcojefhm iegtcr on jrovona `uben jmvmhcpbmnt. Cfvocushy, `uben fmonas t`m wcrhj cvmr erm ier bcrm amnmtogehhy boxmj on t`m twmnty-iorst gmntury t`en t`my wmrm tmn t`cusenj ymers eac, sc regoeh joiimrmngms `evm fmgcbm hmss soanoiogent ebcna ct`mr icrgms‚hokm mgcncbogs, pchotogs, cr t`m jmbenj icr netureh rmscurgms‚ t`et pcwmr `uben scgomtoms. _mt icr ehh t`m g`enams, t`m jmarmm tc w`og` regm stohh pheys ots pert on bcjmrn hoim jmbcnstretms t`m gcntonuona pcwmr ci regoeh ojmn ojmntoty. toty. Bcst ci by cfsmrvetocns efcut regm erm, ci nmgmssoty, nmgmssoty, amnmrehozetocns. @cwmvmr, O `cpm t`my smrvm tc s`cw `cw obpcrtent amnmtogs enj regm erm tc t`csm w`c cvmrsmm t`m gcursm ci `uben mvchutocn. Ot‟s nct cvmrhy gcnjmsgmnjona tc gheob, es scbm Hoim Gerromrs `evm, t`et bcrtehs erm arcwn enj guhtovetmj bug` es bcrtehs arcw enj guhtovetm t`mor rcsms. On purmhy pregtogeh tmrbs, t`m amnmtog espmgt ci regoeh ojmntoty gcbms jcwn tc t`m onjovojueh bmn enj wcbmn ci joiimrmnt regms enj `cw t`my rmhetm tc cnm enct`mr. Merhy trofeh hoim on t`m beonhenj wes neturehhy mnjcaebcus enj es e rmsuht bcst regoeh ontmrboxona wes t`m rmsuht ci gcnqumst. Z`m bmn ci t`m gcnqumrona trofms joj w`et vogtcrs `evm ehweys jcnm< t`my repmj t`m wcbmn, cr t`my kohhmj t`mb. Z`et repona en mnmby‟s wcbmn `es gcntonumj es e jmhofmretm pregtogm tc t`os jey‚ rmpcrtmj on sug` phegms es Fcsnoe enj t`m Gcnac‚suaamsts `cw jmmphy mbfmjjmj t`os fm`evocr os. Eht`cua` repm unjmr t`msm gcnjotocns wohh fm ontmnjmj es e seveam `ubohoetocn icr t`m jmimetmj, t`m unontmnjmj
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gcnsmqumngms wmrm scbmtobms fmnmiogoeh icr t`m cvmrehh `meht` ci t`m gchhmgtovm amnm pcch. Ot wes ehbcst un`merj ci on t`et eam icr bmn enj wcbmn ci joiimrmnt regms tc mvmr fmer g`ohjrmn on hcvona rmhetocns`ops (onjmmj, ot rmbeons rerm mncua` tcjey), sc w`et cggurrmj cn Grmtm wes en mxgmptocn tc w`et O wes eggustcbmj tc smmona. Eitmr scbm onotoeh geutocus mngcuntmrs fmtwmmn t`m nmw errovehs enj t`csm hovona cn t`m gcesteh smtthmbmnts, t`m twc regms smtthmj ontc en unusuehhy `erbcnocus ehhoengm. Qot`on iovm `unjrmj ymers, enj bug` tc t`m fmnmiot ci t`m cvmrehh Grmten amnm pcch, fct` regms `ej fmgcbm iuhhy essobohetmj‚sc bug` sc t`et e sonahm, jynebog, grmetovm, enj rmberkefhy pmegmiuh guhturm wes t`m rmsuht. * * *
Bery Enn‟s g`cogm ci Ncrben Leiim es t`m erg`otmgt tc rmbcjmh t`m `cusm et Bcunt G`o wes es gurocus es ot wes prmsgomnt. O‟vm nc jcuft s`m wcuhj `evm phugkmj `os nebm ircb Erg`otmgtureh Joamst, `evona smmn e imw p`ctcarep`s ci e `cusm t`m erg`otmgt `ej fuoht on t`m @ebptcns. Ot wesn‟t bug` tc lujam `ob cn fut Bery Enn projmj `mrsmhi cn trustona `mr aut on sug` sotuetocns. Ncrben Leiim wes fy nc bmens es iebcus enj suggmssiuh es `m wcuhj hetmr fmgcbm, enj on 5?16 `m wes lust on t`m prcgmss ci frmeko frmekona na ewey ircb wcrkona icr T`ohop Lc`nscn enj smttona up `os cwn pregtogm on Frojam`ebptcn, cn Nmw _crk‟s Hcna Oshenj. On t`m 5?04s enj ‟?4s, Leiim geua`t t`m wevm ci nmw bcnmy enj fmgebm t`m erg`otmgt ci g`cogm icr bohhocneorm bcnmy beneamrs w`c wmrm tryona tc cutjc cnm enct`mr wot` t`m t `m sozm enj e nj ungcnvmntoc ungcnvmntocneh neh fmeuty ci t`mor t `mor wmmkmnj wmmkmnj fmeg` `cusms. @m wcuhj ac cn tc fmgcbm t`m bcst prchoiog erg`otmgt on t`m @ebptcns, wot` es beny es ioi ioity ty `cusms tc `os nebm. Ot wes by werj‟s cponocn‚w`og` eitmr s`erona ot wot` Luhomttm `m kmpt wosmhy tc `obsmhi‚t`et Ncrben Leiim wes prcfefhy en miiogomnt lcffona erg`otmgt fut `m jojn‟ joj n‟tt smmb aoi aoitmj tmj wot` w ot` bug` grmetovm obeao o beaonenetocn. Ncw on rmtrcspmgt, enj `evona `ej t`m g`engm tc rmsmerg` Ncrben Leiim‟s germmr, `m immhs hmss lustoiomj on `os merhomr cfsmrvetocn. Vmvomwo Vmvomwona na
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t`m jczmns ci `cusms Leiim jmsoanmj, ot‟s cfvocus t`m ben suiimrmj ircb nc hegk ci obeaonetocn. @cw grmetovm ot wes os enct`mr bettmr. Z`mrm erm gmrteonhy e armet beny joiimrmnt s`epms enj styhms on t`m `cusms `m jmsoanmj cn Hcna Oshenj, es oi e sgcrm ci joiimrmnt erg`otmgts wmrm fetthona ot cut icr rmgcanotocn. O `ej fmttmr turn tc by gchhefcretcr‚eaeon fmona e smhi-jmsgrofmj hepsmj erg`otmgt‚icr `os t`cua`ts. Tmr`eps `m‟hh fm bcrm gcbpessocnetm on `os unjmrstenjona. @m wrotms t`et, ‘gcnsojmrona t`m scrt ci pmcphm Ncrben fuoht `cusms icr, ot‟s nct surprosona t`mrm wes sc hotthm gcnsostmngy ci styhm. Z`m cwnmrs wmrm gcbpmtona icr t`mor `cusms tc hcck t`m bcst obpcrtent enj t`m bcst unusueh. O t`onk Ncrben wes t`m pmrimgt erg`otmgt tc smrvm t`mb. @m wes mxgmptocnehhy accj-hcckona enj wes gepefhm ci fmona quotm g`erbona, on e tcushmj rcbentog amnous konj ci wey. @m wes `erjwcrkona enj ebfotocus enj, `evona gcbm ircb e pccr fegkarcunj, ot wes obpcrtent icr `ob tc fm smmn enj eggmptmj es en mqueh ci `os supmr-rog` ghomnts, e imhhcw bestmr ci t`m unovmrsm. ‘Es enycnm w`c `es fmmn on e soboher sotuetocn kncws, t`os os amnmrehhy en obpcssofohoty. Ot os ehsc e tmrrofhm trep icr en erg`otmgt tc iehh ontc fmgeusm t`m cutgcbm os onveroefhy butueh rmsmntbmnt. Z`m rog` wohh irmqumnthy trmet en erg`otmgt hokm e smrvent, enj t`m erg`otmgt wohh scbmtobms t`onk ci e ghomnt es en oancrent p`ohostonm unjmsmrvona ci t`mor amnous. Mvmn unjmr t`m fmst ci gorgubstengms t`m ghomnt/erg`otmgt rmhetocns`op os smhjcb en mesy cnm. Ot‟s ehweys e fetthm ci cnm scrt cr enct`mr. Z`mrm erm surrmnjmrs enj vogtcroms, gepotuhetocns enj sufbossocns, ossums ci trust, enj pmrscneh rmspcnsofohoty. Ehh t`os enj bcrm erm cggurrona on en ermne t`et os efcut es fesog es cnm gen amt< t`m `cbm‚w`og` os erauefhy t`m bcst mxpmnsovm egquosotocn cnm wohh mvmr purg`esm on cnm‟s hoimtobm.‒ ‘Q`et O gebm tc kncw efcut Ncrben on cur bcnt`s ci wcrkona tcamt`mr fegk on t`m merhy smvmntoms suaamsts tc bm t`et t`msm pmnt up strmssms enj streons bust `evm fmnt `ob cut ci s`epm cvmr t`m ymers ci `os germmr. Ot wcuhj `evm tekmn e ier strcnamr enj bcrm mbctocnehhy beturm pmrscn t`en Ncrben nct tc `evm fmmn eiimgtmj fy ehh t`m
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prmtmnsm enj `ypcgrosy, mspmgoeh mspmgoehhy hy w`mn sug` heram subs ci bcnmy enj trust wmrm onvchvmj. ‘Ionehhy, lust tc sub up by immhonas efcut t`m jmsoan ci Ncrben Leiim‟s `cusms, O‟j O ‟j sey t`et, t`et , icr w`etmvmr rmescn, t`m t `m ben wes try tryona ona e fot tcc `erj tc obprmss. @evona `ej e g`engm ncw tc vomw p`ctcarep`s ci t`m belcroty ci Ncrben‟s `cusms cn Hcna Oshenj, O `evm tc ejbot t`my hcck bcrm ontmrmstona t`en O‟j prmvocushy ehhcwmj ircb kncwona `ob fegk on t`m ‟14s. O wcuhjn‟t retm `ob es en onihumntoeh erg`otmgt fy eny bmens, fut et hmest `m icunj e nog`m prciotefhm mncua` tc phy `os greit e hct bcrm mxtmnsovmhy t`en bcst ct`mr gcntmbpcrery erg`otmgts. Enj t`et, on otsmhi, os e boncr troubp`.‒ Es ot turnmj cut, ot wes nct sc cjj t`et Ncrben Leiim wentmj t`m lcf ci ioxona t`m `cusm et Bcunt G`o et t`et steam ci `os germmr. Vmbcjmhona, `cwmvmr mxpmnsovm cr mhefcretm, os nmvmr t`m @chy Areoh icr en esporona erg`otmgt. _mt stertona e nmw pregtogm tekms bcnmy enj‚es `m s`cutmj cvmr t`m wonj tc by werj w`ohm t`my wmrm spmmjona up t`m perkwey cn t`m wey tc t`m iorst ghomnt bmmtona wot` t`m Cbmae‚‘fmaaers gen‟t fm g`ccsmrs.‒ Ircb `os g`cogm ci wcrjs Br. Leiim cfvocushy rmsmntmj `evona tc gcbprcbosm enj lust es hokmhy gcnsojmrmj t`et tekona cn e rmbcjmhona lcf wes fmnmet` `ob. @cw @cwmvmr mvmr,, t`m erg`otmgt e rg`otmgt `ej ymt tc bmmt Bery Ber y Enn E nn et `mr bcst g`erbona enj g`erosbetog. O `evm `merj by werj tehkona efcut t`et iorst‚enj es ot wcuhj turn cut‚cnhy ghomnt/erg`otmgt gcnimrmngm es en mxebphm ci Bery Enn‟s ungenny efohoty tc bmht e `erj ben‟s `mert wot`on twmnty bonutms ci bmmtona `ob. Enj Ncrben Leiim wes e `erj ben on t`m bennmr ci mxtrmbmhy smnsotovm bmn w`c `evm fuoht e `mevohy erbcrmj pmrscne tc prctmgt t`mbsmhvms. t `mbsmhvms. Es t`m josgussocn prcarmssmj ot fmgebm quogkhy mvojmnt t`et t`m bmmtona wes acona tc fm ier bcrm efcut Ncrben Leiim t`m ben, enj ret`mr hmss efcut Ncrben Leiim t`m erg`otmgt. ]njmr Bery Enn‟s jormgt ymt sybpet sybpet`mtog `mtog qumstocns ot mbmramj t`et t`m erg` erg`otmgt otmgt wes e jmmphy trcufhmj scuh. @m‟j efenjcnmj `os woim enj onient g`ohj fegk on t`m
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merhy 5?94s tc bcvm tc Nmw _crk tc wcrk icr Wkojbcrm, Cwonas enj Bmrrohh, w`og` `m `ej prcujhy onsostmj wes t`m bcst obpcrtent erg`otmgtureh iorb on t`m wcrhj. Z`mn, e imw ymers hetmr on 5?9=, `os woim wes kohhmj on e ger gres` enj `os ejchmsgmnt scn wes ncw hovona wot` `ob. Ot gcuhjn‟t `evm fmmn bcrm joiioguht, Leiim seoj. Z`m fcy `etmj `ob icr efenjcnona t`m iebohy enj fhebmj `ob icr t`m jmet` ci `os bct`mr. Leiim Lei im t`m smnocr imht gcnsubmj wot` t`m jcufhm jcsm ci au auoht oht enj t`m gcnstent t`cua`t ci `cw t`onas boa`t `evm fmmn joiimrmnt. Tmr`eps s`m‟j nct `evm jomj sc treaogehhy oi `m `ejn‟t hmit t`mb, enj w`et wot` tekona t`m rosks ci stertona e nmw pregtogm . . . t`m ben wes hovona cn `os nmrvms. Z`m bmmtona wmnt cn hetm ontc t`m mvmnona enj fy t`m mnj ci ot Ncrben Leiim `ej `os gcntregt icr rmbcjmhona Bcunt G`o, enj Bery Enn `ej cngm eaeon jmbcnstretmj `mr pcwmr tc strop e ben psyg`chcaogehhy nekmj enj `evm `ob hcvm `mr icr ot. Es boa`t fm obeaonmj, Bmon @cst wes pmppmrmj wot` qumstocns ircb Leiim es t`my jrcvm fegk tc Nmw _crk tcamt`mr. Z`mrm wes e hoa`t reon, fut ncw wot` t`m gcnvmrtofhm‟s rcci smgurmj toa`thy efcvm t`mb t`my gcuhj et hmest `mer meg` ct`mr wot`cut `evona tc s`cut. ‘Q`c wes t`et mxtrecrjonery wcben3 Q`mrm jcms s`m gcbm ircb3 @cw joj s`m kncw t`et stuii efcut bm3 Os s`m psyg`og3 Zmhmpet`og3 W`m wesn‟tt e wotg`, wes s`m3 Q`y wesn‟ Q `y jc O immh sc bug` fmttmr3‒ Wc t`m qumstocns gebm, es Ncrben jrcvm prcarmssovmhy bcrm shcwhy, cfvocushy enxocus tc prchcna t`m lcurnmy. @m wes `oa`hy ontmhhoamnt enj pmrgmptovm, pmrgmp tovm, sc O gcuhj smm w`et germ by werj `ej tc usm on o n enswmrona ens wmrona `os qumstocns. Bery Enn `ej hcna prc`ofotmj eny tehk efcut `mr tc pmcphm cutsojm t`m gcbbunoty. Z`os sotuetocn wes en mxgmptocn, ci gcursm, icr t`m erg`otmgt wes cnm ci t`m imw cutsojmrs tc `evm egtuehhy bmt Bery Enn, cr mvmn knmw ci `mr mxostmngm. Z`os `ejn‟t bejm Bmon @cst‟s enswmrs eny mesomr es `m struaahmj tc eppmer cpmn enj trenspermnt. @m nmmjmj tc fm mnoabetog mncua` on `os rmphoms tc ghcek t`m trut` w`ohm sobuhtenmcushy ettmbptona tc setosiy t`m erg`otmgt‟s rmescnefhm gurocsoty. Q`mn Ncrben Lei Leiim im jrcppmj by werj cii et t`m `cusm cn Me Mest st :?t` Wtrmmt enj jrcvm `cbm, `m gcuhj wmhh `evm eskmj `obsmhi w`mt`mr
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`m wes rmehhy eny t`m wosmr efcut Bery Enn eitmr ehh t`csm qumstocns enj by werj‟s Jmhp`og enswmrs. @m boa`t mvmn `evm eskmj `obsmhi w`y ot wes t`et `m imht sc gcbicrtefhm enj uphoitmj on t`m gcbpeny ci t`msm strenam pmcphm3 Vcfmrt enj Bery Enn `ej hmit icr en mxtmnjmj vosot tc t`m Qmst Gcest w`ohm t`m fuohjona fuohjo na wcrk wes prcgmmjona et Bcunt G`o, hmevona t`m jmgosocns enj jmteohs up tc by werj tc smtthm wot` t`m erg`otmgt. Bmon @cst gebm tc kncw Ncrben wmhh cvmr bcnt`s ci jmsoan josgussocns enj sotm vosots. Eht`cua` t`my wmrm vmry joiimrmnt fy neturm enj wcuhj `evm fmmn unhokmhy tc `evm jmvmhcpmj e iromnjs`op `ej t`my nct fmmn t`rcwn tcamt`mr fy gorgubstengms, t`my wcrkmj surprosonahy wmhh es e tmeb. Z`m fuohjo fuohjona na wes we s gcbp gcbphmtmj hmtmj cn tobm enj wot`on fujamt enj w`mn t`m Cbmae rmturnmj tc tekm up rmsojmngm t`my wmrm jmhoa`tmj wot` t`m rmsuht. Ot wes e bcjmst gcnv gcnvmrsocn mrsocn gcbp gcbpermj ermj tc t`m erg`otmgt‟ erg`otmgt‟ss hetmr wcrk, fut t`m jmsoan wes ghmen enj cpmn enj ot iohhmj t`m `cusm wot` hoa hoa`t. `t. Ncrben Leiim, bug` tc `os joseppcontbmnt, nmvmr joj amt tc bmmt Bery Enn eaeon. Ejjotocnehhy, wot` t`m gcnstrugtocn gcbphmtm enj nmw jmbenjs cn by werj‟s tobm, nmot`mr joj t`m twc ci t`mb stey on gcntegt. Ncrben wmnt cn tc fmgcbm suggmssiuh enj wmeht`y. @m rmberromj on 5?09 enj stertmj e nmw iebohy. Wurprosonahy, es `m‟j s`cwn hotthm cfvocus ontmrmst on rmhoaocn w`mn `m wes wcrkona wot` Bmon @cst, Leiim fmgebm gmhmfretmj tcwerj t`m mnj ci `os hoim wot` ewerjs icr gcntmbpcrery rmhoaocus jmsoan. By gchhefcretcr‟s rmsmerg` rmvmehmj t`et t`m Aetms ci t`m Arcvm Wyneacaum on t`m @ebptcns, w`og` Leiim jmsoanmj on 5?01, wes jmsgrofmj fy @mhmn @erroscn on t`m Nmw _crk Zobms es e ‘bestmrpomgm,‒ enj es ‘cnm ci t`m ionmst mxebphms ci bcjmrn syneacaum jmsoan on Ebmroge.‒ Bcrm tmhhonahy icr t`m stcry O‟b nerretona wes t`m gcbbmnt ci t`m erg`otmgtureh `ostcroen Ehesteor Acrjcn, t`et t`m Aetms ci t`m Arcvm Wyneacaum wes ‘t`m lmwmh on t`m grcwn ci `os (Leiim‟s) turfuhmnt germmr.‒
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Enj turfuhmnt ot wes, icr jmmpmr rmescns t`en t`m scgoeh enj erg`otmgtureh. O‟b wrotona on scbm jmteoh efcut Ncrben Leiim‟s hoim enj germmr fmgeusm icr Bmon @cst ot wes e pet` hmss trevmhmj. Fct` Ncrben enj by werj s`ermj e soboher sporotueh `mroteam es ongernetm rmfmh enamhs, ymt nmot`mr wes ewerm ci ot. Ncrben wcuhj gcntonum tc fm oancrent ci `os trum neturm untoh `os jmet` on 5??7, et t`m eam ci soxty-cnm. Bmon @cst on gcntrest, `evona turnmj `os fegk cn e germmr on erg`otmgturm on `os twmntoms, `ej hmernmj t`m trut` ci w`c `m wes fmicrm `m turnmj ioity. Ncrben Leiim‟s hoim wes onjmmj tubuhtucus. @m ehweys wcrkmj cfsmssovmhy `erj, irmqumnthy tc t`m jmtrobmnt ci `os pmrscneh hoim, gcbphmtona cvmr sox `unjrmj prclmgts on `os germmr‚en un`merj ci nubfmr icr e sonahm erg`otmgt. Turmhy on tmrbs ci cutput `m `ej bug` tc fm prcuj ci, w`ohm wcrkona on e prc prcimssoc imssocn n kncwn icr ots joseppc j oseppcontbm ontbmnts nts enj e nj ieohmj mnjmevcrs. @os wcrk wes rmgcanozmj enj preosmj fy iohbbekmrs enj ertosts enj jmteohmj on e sg`cherhy fcck, Vcbentog Bcjmrnost< Z`m Hoim enj Qcrk ci Ncrben Leiim Erg`otmgt 5?76‗5??7 fy Ehesteor Acrjcn. _mt ot os obpcssofhm tc oancrm t`et ot wes t`m unusueh vchubm ci Leiim‟s wcrk, es wmhh es t`m wmeht` enj t`m ontmnsmhy gcbpmto gcbpmtotovm tovm neturm ci `os ghomnts, t`et ehhcwmj `ob tc mxphcrm sc beny styhms. Jurona `os probm, Leiim jmbenjmj jmsoan jmsoa n imms imm s ci up tc `eh `ehii e boh bohhocn hocn jchhers jch hers.. @cwmvmr, @cwmvmr, icr ehh ci `os suggmss enj wmeht`, Ncrben Leiim‟s wes e jmmphy unsmtthmj hoim enj germmr. Moa`t ymers chjmr t`en by werj enj fcrn on G`ogeac on t`m bojst ci t`m Armet Jmprmssocn tc e pccr obboarent iebohy, Ncrben Leiim wes ci e amnmretoc amnmretocn n mxpmgtmj tc tcw t`m honm. @m lconmj t`m boh bohoter oteryy et twmnty-twc tc suppcrt t`m wer miicrt on Kcrme‚on pert fmgeusm ot wes mxpmgtmj ci `ob, fut bcsthy fmgeusm `m gcuhjn‟t weot tc amt cut ircb unjmr t`m cpprmssovm gcnjotocns on w`og` `m wes hovona. @m wes fct` ier bcrm ontmhhoamnt enj bcrm ebfotocus t`en enycnm on `os iebohy‚t`m prcvmrfoeh prcvmrf oeh swe swen n on e ieb iebohy ohy ci ammsm‚e ammsm‚enj nj wes prcuj tc `evm fmgcbm t`m iorst ci t`mb tc ac tc gchhmam, enj t`mn tc `evm mstefhos`mj e hugretovm germmr on e `oa`hy rmaerjmj prcimssocn. On wcrhjhy tmrbs, Ncrben Leiim‟s hoim wes e armet suggmss. Ot wes,
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pmr`eps, t`m Ebmroge Ebmrogen n jrme jrmeb b bejm beno benoimst‚rosona imst‚rosona ircb pcvmrty tc wmeht`` enj t`m ejb wmeht ejboretocn oretocn ci `os imhhcws imhhcws.. Enj t`mrm‟ t`mrm‟ss nc jmnyona t`m miicrt enj smhi-segroiogm `m unjmrwmnt on crjmr tc bekm `os berk. _mt es Ncrben ncw epprmgoetms‚icr ossums fmgcbm sc bug` ghmermr on t`m eitmrhoim‚`os germmr `ej fmgcbm e bessovm jostregtocn t`et tcck `ob iert`mr enj iert`mr ewey ircb `os trum neturm. Et t`m rcct ci `os ‘turfuhmnt germmr‒ wes t`m ontmrneh gcnihogt `m icua`t jeohy, wot`` e jmmphy furom wot furomjj per pertt ci `o `obsmh bsmhii t`et wes tr tryo yona na tc rmes rmessmr smrtt otsmh otsmhi.i. Z`os wes t`m espmgt t`et knmw `m wes fmona smjugmj ewey ircb `os trut` pet` fy wmeht` enj fy t`m jmbenjona ettmntocn ci rog` bmn enj wcbmn. Ot wes onmvotefhm t`et t`os onnmr gcnihogt wcuhj fm prc lmgtmj lmg tmj cut cntc ct`mr ct`mrs‚ s‚ irmq irmqumnthy umnthy cntc `os gh ghomnts omnts w`cb `m mnvomj icr t`mor wmeht` fut sobuhtenmcushy jmsposmj icr t`mor onsmnsotovm stu pojoty. pojot y. Z`os Z` os bejm `ob jo joii iiogu oguht ht tc wcrk wot`, w ot`, w`o w`ohm hm eh ehsc sc ejj ejjona ona tc t`m t `m wmoa`t wmoa `t ci `os au auoht oht.. Mntmrona `os ioitoms, Ncrben `ej e bcjmst ewekmnona, nct unicrtunetmhy tc `os trum smhi, fut tc t`m jebeam `m‟j geusmj t`csm ercunj `ob fy `os cfsmssocn wot` wcrk enj `os cvmrwmmnona ebfotocn. Hetmr on `os hoim `m `ej scua`t tc essueam `os auoht t`rcua` `os amnmrcsoty tc verocus hcgeh enj ontmrnetocneh g`erotoms, enj fy jcnetona `os prcimssocneh smr vogms icr sug` prclmgts es e s e g`ohj g`ohjrmn rmn‟‟s `cspo `cspoteh teh on Grcetoe. Q`ohm Q`o hm t`os boa`t `evm mesmj `os gcnsgomngm shoa shoa`thy, `thy, ot joj hotthm tc frona eny rmeh mquohofroub tc `os onnmr hoim. Es `m fmgebm bcrm onwerjhy josturfmj tcwerj t`m mnj ci `os hoim, sc ehsc joj `os nmmj tc eppmer tc fm t`m suggmssiuh eggcbphos`mj erg`otmgt‚en eiiefhm Irenk Hhcyj Qroa`t es `m hokmj tc t`onk ci `obsmhi‚cr sc `m ncw tmhhs bm. Z`m strmssms ci t`os onnmr gcnihogt fmgebm unfmerefhm fy `os soxtyiorst ymer enj `m knmw `m `ej rmeg`mj t`m mnj ci `os tmt`mr. @os imer ci fmona rmvmehmj es en obpcstcr enj e ireuj‚es e scrt ci bekm-up pmrscn w`og` wes we s `cw `m `ej gcbm tc t`on t`onkk ci `obsmhi‚`ej ` obsmhi‚`ej stertmj st ertmj tc pheaum phea um `os jrmebs. Ncrben bey `evm `ej scbm smvmrm mbctocneh prcfhmbs, fut `m wesn‟t stupoj. @m knmw pmrimgthy wmhh `os cptocns wmrm runnona cut iest. @os ettmbpts tc susteon `os pmrscne wmrm scunjona ongrmesonahy `chhcw tc `ob
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enj `os iohb ster accj hccks `ej wcrn `eaaerj es eam geua`t up wot` `ob. Cn e jmmp hmvmh, `m wes fmona prmsmntmj wot` e sobphm g`cogm t`et eny nubfmr ci ioity- enj soxty-ymer-chj bmn enj wcbmn erm prmsmntmj wot`< amt rmeh rmeh,, joa icr t`m trut` efcut ycursmhi, enj josgcvmr w`c ycu truhy erm, cr ycu wohh gcntonum tc suiimr on oancrengm untoh ycu jom. Eht`cua` Ncrben os jrewona e vmoh cvmr t`m ongojmnt, O‟b surm t`os g`cogm wes cn `os bonj es `m strcjm jcwn t`m fmeg` et Frojam`ebptcn merhy cnm Euaust bcrnona on 5??7. Qes `m stohh t`onkona efcut `os g`cogm es `m stegkmj `os ghct`ms nmethy, wmhh efcvm t`m wetmrhonm, enj wejmj ontc t`m rchhona frmekmrs ci t`m Ethentog Cgmen icr `os bcrnona swob3 @m `ej jcnm t`os jczmns ci tobms fmicrm‚ot wes cnm ci t`m rmescns `m hcvmj t`m fmeg`. Ot wes `os cnhy g`engm tc fm gcbphmtmhy ehcnm ncw t`et `m `ej e nmw ycuna iebohy. @m jovmj t`rcua` t`m wevms enj strugk cut. Ot wcuhj fm t`m hest enycnm mvmr sew ci Ncrben Leiim. Wc wes `m lust sejhy cvmrgcniojmnt t`et Euaust bcrnona3 Cr boa`t `m `evm fmmn tryona tc amt es ier ewey ircb `os onnmr jmbcns es pcssofhm3 Gcuhj `m `evm fmmn tryona tc wes` `obsmhi ghmen3 Cr wes `m tryona tc prcvm tc `obsmhi t`et jmspotm `os smnsm ci bcreh wmeknmss `m gcuhj fm p`ysogehhy frevm frevm33 @m `ej cnhy hmernmj tc swo swob b e imw ymers merh merhomr omr enj wes seoj tc fm e ier wmekmr swo swobbmr bbmr t`en `m fmhomvmj fmh omvmj `obsmhi ` obsmhi tc fm. Qes Q es ot, pmr`eps, bcrm jmhofmretm3 E ione ionehh rcbentog amsturm3 amst urm3 Cr pmr pmr-`eps ot wes hmss gcnsgocushy jmhofmretm, ymt ontmntocneh lust t`m sebm3 @ej t`m auoht enj smhi-`etrmj t`et Ncrben rmvmehmj unjmr Bery Enn‟s qumstocnona twmnty-cnm ymers merhomr ionehhy geua`t up wot` `ob3 Enj on t`csm hest bcbmnts, w`mn `m ionehhy unjmrstccj t`mrm wes nc rmturnona tc t`m s`crm, t`et `m wes quotm ehcnm enj fmona swmpt iert`mr enj iert`mr cut tc sme enj `os jmet` wes fmgcbona onmvotefhm‚ w`et t`mn boa`t `evm fmmn acona t`rcua` `os bonj3 Qes Q es `m rmhomvmj tc amt cii t`m w`mmh, tc stcp t`m peo peon, n, cr joj `os myms cpmn on t`csm ioneh smgcnjs tc `os efenjcnbmnt ci e smgcnj ycuna iebohy3 Oi O‟vm fmmn cvmrhy `ers` on by fromi enehysos ci Ncrben Leiim‟s hoim enj germmr, O‟vm nerretmj ot on t`os jormgt bennmr es e geutocnery tehm icr
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ycuna rmfmh enamh onger ongernetms netms es bug` es icr by werj werj‟‟s unjmrste unjmrstenjona njona ci w`et `m evcojmj fy neturm ci t`m g`cogms `m bejm. Enj ehsc, w`et `m `es lust rmehozmj icr t`m vmry iorst tobm‚`os cwn iet`mr‟s germmr on erg`otmgturm, `os hoim enj `os merhy jmet`‚`ej ichhcwmj bug` t`m sebm erg es Ncrben Leiim‟s joj e amnmretocn hetmr. O‟hh hmt `ob jmsgrofm `os onsoa`t. @m wrotms, ‘O nmvmr knmw bug` efcut by iet`mr. Ot surm scunjmj hokm `m‟j `ej en un`eppy hoim ircb t`m cnm hmttmr O rmgmovmj ircb `ob. Amcraoe‟s fmmn vmry `mhpiuh tcc, wot` w`et s`m‟s fmmn efhm tc s`cw bm enj w`et s`m `es wrottmn efcut by iet`mr merhomr on t`os nerretovm. ‘_mt ot `es tekmn `mr pot`y g`eregtmr rmvomw ci Ncrben Leiim tc rmbonj bm ci by iet`mr enj `os iet`mr, ehsc en erg`otmgt, enj tc jrovm `cbm tc bm t`m strmnat` ci iebohoeh mxpmgtetocns. By iet`mr wcuhj `evm fmmn mxpmgtmj tc fm en erg`otmgt fy `os iet`mr, es on beny weys O wes mxpmgtmj tc fm cnm, tcc. Nc jcuft t`msm mxpmgtetocns erm irmqumnthy bment wot` t`m fmst ci ontmntocns, fut ot‟s t`m wey t`msm prclmgtocns gen obpcsm t`mbsmhvms cn ycuna bonjs t`et O kogkmj eaeonst. O sew t`et iebohoeh mxpmgtetocns gen tcc mesohy irmmzm e ycuna pmrscn ontc e iehsm ojmntoty, enj oi t`mor treonona os es hcna es t`et ci e jcgtcr, en egejmbog prcimsscr,, cr en erg`otmgt, ot‟ prcimsscr ot‟ss bug` `erjmr `e rjmr tc frmek irmm.‒ ‘O rmehozmj O‟j frckmn en mssmntoeh gyghm fy turnona ewey ircb en erg`otmgtureh germmr et t`m eam ci twmnty-iovm enj strokona cut cn by cwn. Eht`cua` O jojn‟t stubfhm ontc by trum purpcsm on t`os hoim untoh O turnmj by icrtomt` ymer, O wcuhj nmvmr `evm fmmn efhm tc josgcvmr w`et t`et wes `ej O tekmn t`m mesy pet`.‒ ‘Wc O t`enk Ncrbeh Leiim, e iromnj O cngm knmw wmhh, icr e rmihmgtocn ci w`et boa`t `evm iegmj bm `ej O ichhcwmj t`m mesy pet`.‒ * * *
Z`m sbehh trofm t`et errovmj cn Grmtm rmprmsmntmj cnm ci t`m ionmst amnmtog boxms tc fm icunj on t`m Bojjhm Mest, enj fy t`mn oschetona t`mbsmhvms cn t`m oshenj t`my wmrm efhm tc beonteon t`mor regoeh ontmaroty. Z`my wmrm en mxgmptocnehhy fmeutoiuh pmcphm‚tehh, ieor-`eormj, enj fhum-mymj‚w`c gcuhj tregm t`mor engmstry jormgthy fegk tc t`m g`ohjrmn ci Ejeb enj Mvm, t`m cii-wcrhj vosotcrs ci t`m BE‟s smgcnj bossocn.
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Z`mor amnm pcch wes mnrog`mj fy ontmrfrmmjona wot` t`m Ethentmen survovcrs, beny ci w`cb wmrm stohh gerryona Yenotm Hmburoen fhccj. Cvmr tobm, t`os prcjugmj en unusuehhy ontmhhoamnt enj `erjy regm ci armet grmetovm onamnuoty, wot` e ionm smnsm ci emst`mtogs enj e netureh sporotueh mquenoboty. Cvmr t`m gmnturoms, enj t`mn cvmr t`m bohhmnnoe, ct`mrs lconmj t`m furamcnona Grmten pcpuhetocn; t`m on`mrmnt joiioguhty on egtuehhy ionjona t`m wey tc t`m oshenj miimgtovmhy iohtmrona cut t`m ieont ci `mert. Wc ot wes t`et fy t`m moa`t` boh bohhmnnoub, hmnnoub, t`m Grmten guhturm `ej fmgcbm fy ier t`m bcst rmionmj on Murcpm enj t`m Bojjhm Mest. Z`m Grmtens wmrm supmrf beronmrs enj fcetfuohjmrs enj ymt t`my wmrm smnsofhm enj geutocus mncua` nct tc sprmej t`mor kncwhmj kncwhmjam am tc ct`mr pmcphms. Z`my `ej hotthm ci t`m nekmj eaarmssocn ci beny ci t`m beonhenj trofms enj wot` fct` t`m Ethentmen enj Mayptoen guhturms on jmghonm, wmekmnmj fy werierm enj gcrruptocn, t`m Grmtens wmrm efhm tc jmvmhcp t`mor mhmaent enj fehengmj guhturm on rmhetovm pmegm. Bug` ci t`os gen fm grmjotmj tc t`mor vmnmretocn ci t`m Bct`mr Acjjmss. O rmgehh `cw `eppy enj rmhomvmj O wes w`mn O iorst rmehozmj t`os. Es en enamh, ci gcursm O `chj e jmmp hcvm enj rmspmgt icr t`m @chy Bct`mr Wporot, enj es e rmsuht O `evm e netureh eiionoty icr eny benoimstetocn ci acjjmss wcrs`op. Cn Grmtm, t`os acjjmss wcrs`op `ej gcntonumj cvmr t`m bohhmnnoe on e vmry purm vmon, wot` t`m rmhoaocn arcwona cut ci t`m wcrs`op fmona pcwmriuhh enj eut`mn pcwmriu eut`mntog tog mncua` tc prmvmn prmvmntt ot ircb fmona tekmn cvmr fy t`m rmfmh bojweymrs. Z`os O icunj surprosona, enj O imht O nmmjmj tc hcck bcrm ghcsmhy et `cw t`et `ej gcbm tc fm on e wcrhj sc jcbonetmj fy t`m beg`onetocns ci t`m rmfmh bojweymrs. Z`m bcst obpcrtent iegtcr eppmermj tc fm t`m eut`croty enj ontmaroty ci t`m fmhomi systmb otsmhi, w`og` `ej mbmramj ircb t`m fmnmiogoeh syngrmtosb ci twc smperetm strmebs ci fmhomi. Z`m trofm ircb t`m Henj ci t`m Zwc Vovmrs frcua`t wot` t`mb e rmvmrmngm icr t`m Acjjmss t`et gebm ircb e hcvm enj rmspmgt icr Bct`mr Mvm enj t`m rmhoaocn t`et armw cut ci `mr tmeg`onas. Es ot turnmj cut, t`os fmhomi wes t`mn vmry ievcrefhy euabmntmj fy t`m Hmburoen jmvctocn tc t`m Mert` Bct`mr.
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Z`os onjmmj wes e puzzhm onsojm en mnoabe. Q`y Hmbur Hmburoen3 oen3 Q`y nct t`m ier `ers`mr scher acjs ci Ethe Ethentos3 ntos3 Z`m survovcrs ci t`csm s`opwrmgks wmrm Ethentmen, wmrmn‟t t`my3 @cw gcuhj t`m Hmburoen acjjmss fmhomis `evm survovmj sc hcna on sug` e `cstohm enj fmhhoamrmnt guhturm3 Z`mrm wes e sujjmn ihuttmrona on t`m mt`mr nmxt tc bm enj t`mrm wes Este Ester, r, by sostmr wetg`mr wetg`mr,, w`c ehweys `es e pertogu pertoguher her ontmrmst on o n eh ehhh t`onas Hmburoen. Enj on t`m wey ci wetg`mrs, s`m irmqumnthy errovmj w`mn O wes arcpona tc unjmrste unjmrstenj nj scbm obpcnjmrefhm ossum. Fy t`o t`oss tobm O wes nc hcnamr surprosmj w`mn s`m eppmermj, sc eitmr wm `ej sohmnthy armmtmj meg` ct`mr, s`m jojn‟t `msotetm tc jovm on. ‘Ot wes e gcbphmx cpmretocn,‒ s`m seoj, enj O geua`t e ahont ci projm on `mr tcnm. Z`mn s`m joj surprosm bm‚wot` en ung`eregtmrostog ncn smquotur. ‘Nc jcuft ycu wohh `evm ehrmejy aet`mrmj t`et t`os oshenj os cnm ci t`m segrmj mnghevms ci t`m hcyehost bojweymrs.‒ Qmhh, Q mhh, nc. O `ejn‟ `ejn‟tt kncwn t`et. O gcuhj immh `mr sbohona et bm enj O jmtmrbonmj nct tc hcck et `mr. On t`csm bcbmnts, enct`mr pogturm icrbmj on by bonj, ci e prmvocus tobm O `ej fmmn cn Grmtm. Ot bust `evm fmmn cvmr t`orty bohhmnnoe eac w`mn t`m oshenj wes stoh stohhh unon unon`efotmj `efotmj enj O wes we s cn e bossocn icr Trongm Gehoaestoe. Qesn‟t ot t`mn, w`mn O wes rmstona cn t`m bmejcw et t`m `mej ci t`m Acram ci Weberoe, t`et O `ej fmgcbm ewerm ci e arcup ci hcyehost bojweymrs3 O gcuhjn‟t `mhp fut frmek ontc e aron w`mn O turnmj fegk tc Ester. Wc t`et‟s w`et eggcuntmj icr t`m `erbcnocus etbcsp`mrm cn t`m oshenj! O rmehozmj O `ej arcwn sc eggustcbmj tc t`m gcnstent gcnihogtona mnmraoms w`mrmvmr t`m rmfmh bojweymrs `mhj swey‚w`og` wes prmtty bug` mvmryw`mrm‚t`et O bust `evm s`oitmj ewermnmss ci psyg`og etbcsp`mrms tc t`m fegk ci by bonj. Ester frckm ontc by t`cua`ts. ‘Ot wes t`m hcyehosts w`c errenamj t`m w`chm gebpeoan . . . enj fmhomvm bm, ot wes e gebpeoan! Ot tcck et hmest e t`cusenj ymers tc phey cut.‒ O‟b surm O bust `evm imht puzzhmj tc `mr. Q`et wes s`m tehkona efcut3 Q`et joj s`m bmen fy gebpeoan3 Et t`et pcont O `ejn‟t fmmn
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ercunj t`m Bmjotmrrenmen feson icr cvmr twc t`cusenj ymers‚nct songm O‟j cfsmrvmj t`m josestmrs t`et cvmrw`mhbmj sc bug` ci Ethentos fegk on t`m t`ortmmnt` bohhmnnoub. Z`et wes t`m iorst enj hmest jebeaona ci t`m t`rmm getestrcp`ms t`et `ej ionehhy jmstrcymj t`m oshenj netocn. Ester spckm eaeon. ‘_cu‟rm nct ewerm ci `cw jmmphy sufvmrsovm Hmburoen onihum oni humngm ngm wes cn t`m Ethentmen erostcgr e rostcgregy egy eitmr e itmr t`m oshenjmrs `ej rmfuoht t`mor gotoms. Z`my kmpt t`m scher acjs icr pufhog wcrs`op‚ ymt fm`onj ghcsmj jccrs ot wes t`m `oa`fcrn wcbmn w`c kmpt t`m guht ci t`m Bct`mr Acjjmss ehovm.‒ O wcnjmrmj oi t`m wcbmn wmrm jcona t`os tc scbm`cw fehengm cut t`m eaarmssocn ci t`m scher jmotoms‚fut eaeon Ester gut egrcss by t`cua`ts. ‘Qeot. Hostmn. Nc, t`et wesn‟t ot. Enj enywey, ot jojn‟t stcp t`m eaarmssocn. O suspmgt ot wes t`m hcyehost bojweymrs w`c wmrm egtovmhy sup pcrtona t`m wcbmn . . . t`m hcyehosts wmrm pheyona e hcnamr aebm‚m aebm‚mvmn vmn t`mn, fegk cn Ethentos. Enj ycu kncw t`et gcuhjn‟t gcuhjn‟t `evm fmmn mesy!‒ Irenkhy, ot scunjmj ehbcst boreguhcus tc bm. O wes ewerm ci w`et strogt gcntrch t`m rmfmh bojweymrs ehweys tromj tc essmrt t`rcua` t`mor Ethentmen scher promsts‚sc `cw gcuhj acjjmss wcrs`op `evm mvmr shoppmj t`rcua`3 Z`os gcnlurmj obeams ci e strmeb ci wcbmn‚ci bct`mrs, arenjbct`mrs, enj jeua`tmrs‚w`ospmrona t`mor hcvm enj preosm icr t`m Bct`mr Acjjmss, pessona t`mor vmnmretocn ircb amnmretocn tc amnmretocn . . . kmmpona t`m fmhomi ehovm cvmr t`m gmnturoms enj kmmpona ot quomt . . . ot joj smmb en mxtrecrjonery eggcbphos`bmnt . . . . ‘On pert, ycu gen grmjot t`m hcyehosts icr suppcrtona t`m fmhomi‟s gcntonuoty cvmr tobm,‒ Ester seoj. ‘Z`my ehsc `ej scbm mngcureambmnt ircb t`m Woroens . . .‒ O rmgehhmj, t`mn, eggcbpenyona t`m jchp`on cn t`et rmsgum bossocn icr t`m hcna swob scut` . . . enj w`et O `ej hmernmj efcut t`m Woroen bossocn . . . sc t`et‟s w`et `eppmnmj eitmr t`m iorst getestrcp`m, eitmr t`my‟j rmfuoht t`mor gotoms enj t`mor guhturm. Z`m Woroens bust `evm rmturnmj w`mn O wes cn t`m gcntonmnt‚enj O‟j ehrmejy hmernmj ci t`mor vmnmretocn vmnm retocn icr t`m Acjjmss.
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‘Ot wes t`m wcbmn w`c wmrm rmehhy ghmvmr,‒ Ester gut on. ‘Z`my wmrm t`m cnms w`c jmsmrvmj t`m bcst grmjot. _cu gcuhj sey t`m wcbmn `oj t`mor fmhomi on pheon soa`t . . .‒ Ester hmit ot tc bm tc puzzhm t`et cnm cut. @ojona e fmhomi on pheon soa`t3 Q`et gcuhj t`et bmen3 Ot wes gmrteonhy trum t`et bcst `oa`fcrn wcbmn enj bmn cn Ethe Ethentos ntos hovmj vmry smperetm hovms . . . t`m wcbmn gcuhj `evm `evm puhhmj ot cii, O suppcsm. ‘_cu‟rm amttona e fot werbmr!‒ O essubmj t`os wes Ester fmona pheyiuh, ymt t`mrm wes t`et gcnjmsgmnjona tcnm eaeon. O wos`mj s`m wcuhj stcp jcona t`et. O jojn‟t kncw w`et s`m `ej tc fm petrcnozona efcut! Eitmr ehh, wm wmrm stugk fct` on t`m sebm sotuetocn. Ester cvmrhcckmj by pmtty pmmvms enj enswmrmj t`m puzzhm icr fct` ci us. ‘Qcbmn‟s fusonmss!‒ s`m tchj bm. ‘Z`my bejm t`m wcrs`op ci t`m Acjjmss pert ci wcbmn‟s fusonmss‚t`et‟s w`et O `merj t`mb gehhona ot. Z`my tcck ejventeam ci t`mor bmn‟s netureh jostestm icr t`m fort` prcgmss enj t`mor onjoiimrmngm tc sbehh g`ohjrmn. Z`et‟s `cw t`my kmpt ot suf rcse icr sc hcna. Ghmvmr, wesn‟t ot!‒ Ester smmbmj sc prcuj ci t`m wcbmn‟s rusm t`et s`m boa`t `evm t`cua`t ot up `mrsmhi. W`m gcuhjn‟t `evm `merj by t`cua`t fmgeusm s`m wes `urr `urryon yonaa cn. ‘Iet`mrs eh ehbcst bcst nmvmr s`cwmj eny ontmrmst on t`mor nmwfcrns . . . t`my wmrm bcrm t`en `eppy tc hmevm t`m g`ohj-rmerona‚et hmest icr t`m iorst imw ymers‚tc t`m wcbmn.‒ ‘Wc t`m hejs gcuhj amt cn wot` t`m ioa`tona.‒ O‟j smmn t`os pettmrn rmpmetona otsmhi on ehbcst ehh t`m `oa` guhturms O‟j cfsmrvmj. ‘Ot aevm t`m wcbmn t`m pmrimgt cppcrtunoty,‒ s`m rmphomj. ‘Z`m fcy g`ohjrmn w`c survovmj wmrm tekmn fy t`m iet`mrs et smvmn ymers; t`m aorhs rmbeonmj wot` t`m wcbmn. Ot wes t`m ojmeh icrub icr t`m Acjjmss. Ot‟s cnhy fmmn on bcrm rmgmnt tobms t`et acjjmss wcrs`op sprmej ircb fmona en msctmrog guht pregtogmj fy erostcgretog wcbmn tc t`m seohcrs bennona t`m Ethentmen ihmmt.‒ Z`et frcua`t bm up wot` e lcht. Z`m smgrmt guht ci seohcrs3 Z`et smmbmj scbmt`ona ci en obprcfefhm lubp tc bm. ‘Nct es ier es ycu boa`t obeaonm,‒ Ester seoj quogkhy. ‘Wmeierona ichk tcck tc ot vmry neturehhy. Z`m cgmen‟s ehweys fmmn t`m seohcr‟s
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bct`mr. Ehweys wohh fm. Fut jcn‟t icramt, t`os wes pert ci t`m bojweymrs‟ phens.‒ O knmw t`et t`m arcwona Ethentmen wmeht` enj onihumngm wes fesmj cn t`m gcppmr t`et wes bonmj on Ncrt` Ebmroge enj t`mn trens pcrtmj fegk tc t`m Bmjotmrrenmen govoh govohozetocns ozetocns cn t`m t `m heram h eram cgmenacona Ethentmen bmrg`ent s`ops. Gcppmr jmpcsots cn t`m Murcpmen Gcntonmnt wmrm rerm, cr oneggmssofhm et t`et tobm, sc w`et wcuhj hetmr gcbm tc fm gehhmj t`m Frcnzm Eam wes ehbcst mntormhy iumhmj fy t`m gcppmr bonmj fy Ethentmen gchcnosts ercunj t`m rmaocn ci Hekm Wupmrocr. ‘Z`m Ethentog grcssonas tcck beny bcnt`s.‒ Ester wes ncw rmejona by bonj enj enswmrona by uneskmj qumstocns. ‘Z`m seohcrs citmn trevmhmj wot` t`mor iebohoms . . . wot` t`mor wcbmn . . .‒ Ester peusmj, enj w`mn s`m gcntonumj O `merj e tmntetovm quehoty on `mr tcnm. ‘O wotnmssmj t`os lust cngm,‒ s`m seoj. ‘Ot wes cnhy hetmr O hmernmj t`m wrmgks `ej `eppmnmj et hmest tmn tobms cvmr t`m gmnturoms. Zc fmaon wot`, O jojn‟t unjmrstenj w`et wes acona cn. O ejbot ot.‒ Z`os wes t`m iorst tobm O `ej mvmr `merj Ester mxprmss e pmrscneh ieohona. @cw efcut t`et! Z`os t`cua`t mernmj bm e s`erp hcck t`et obbmjoetmhy sques`mj eny obpuhsm O boa`t `evm `ej tc ahcet. Getg`ona `mrsmhi, `cwmvmr, s`m furst ontc heua`tmr enj w`mn O `merj `mr eaeon t`mrm wes e nmw scitnmss on `mr tcnm. ‘Zruhy, by sostmr, ot wes bug` hokm e bohotery gebpeoan. Wc bug` trejm wes phomj fy t`m Ethentmen ihmmt t`rcua`cut t`m Bmjotmrrenmen enj ymt rmauherhy, mvmry soxty ymers icr bcrm t`en iovm gmnturoms, cnm ci t`mor heram cgmenacona fcets wes gcnvmnomnthy wrmgkmj cn t`m Grmten gcesthonm. Enj on meg` gesm t`mrm wes ehbcst nc hcss ci hoim! ‘Z`mor accj icrtunm‚O rmgehh t`onkona t`et, Amcraoe‚t`m iorst tobm O sew ot `eppmnona. Ot tcck t`rmm ci t`msm s`opwrmgks fmicrm O rmehozmj t`m bojweymrs bust fm fm`onj ot. Ot wes quotm jmhofmretm! Z`mn es O cfsmrvmj bcrm ghcsmhy, O sew t`my wmrm shcwhy fuohjona up sbehh gcbbunotoms ci t`m ionmst Ethentmen stcgk t`my wmrm efhm tc phugk ircb t`m sme. ‘Z`m smtthmbmnts `ej arcwn bcjmsthy‚t`my prcfefhy wcuhjn‟t `evm survovmj oi t`my `ejn‟t fmmn rmphmnos`mj mvmry soxty ymers fy e nmw onihux ci Ethentmen seohcrs, beny wot` t`mor iebohoms. _ms, ci gcursm
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t`mrm wmrm e imw gcnihogts; t`mrm wmrm fcunj tc fm‚t`my wmrm `uben fmonas!‒ ‘Trcfefhy w`y t`my nmvmr sprmej ehh cvmr t`m oshenj,‒ O t`cua`t frmmzohy. O rmehozm ncw es O wrotm t`msm wcrjs, lust `cw meamr O wes tc obprmss Ester wot` . . . wot` w`et3 Qot` Qot` t`m jmpt` ci by onsoa`ts3 Z`m frmejt` ci by kncwhmjam3 O t`onk nct! _mt icr ehh t`et, O gen ncw fmttmr epprmgoetm t`et O wes sobphy arcwona bcrm iebohoer wot` t`m iuhh renam ci `uben mbctocns‚t`msm wmrm t`m jerkmr cnms hurkona fmnmet` t`m suriegm. O rmgehh t`onkona, pmr`eps icr t`m iorst tobm, t`et O bust fm jmvmhcpona e sufgcnsgocus hmvmh tc by bonj. Enj ot wes trum. O `ej stertmj tc nctogm O wesn‟t immhona quotm es on gcntrch ci by mbctocns es O wes usmj tc‚mspmgoehhy t`m jerkmr cnms. ‘Z`msm wmrm t`m hcgeh pmcphm,‒ Ester gcntonumj, oancrona by smhigcngmrn. Fut O wes gcniusmj. ‘Wc hmt bm amt t`os streoa`t, Ester. Z`msm hcgeh pmcphm‚t`m croaoneh errovehs‚wmrm ehh t`msm s`opwrmgk survovcrs, roa`t3 Ot wes e gcuphm ci t`cusenj ymers hetmr w`mn wm `evm t`m trofm ircb Bmscpcteboe errovona cn t`m oshenj, yms3‒ ‘Gcrrmgt. Z`msm wmrm t`m pmcphm ehrmejy cn t`m oshenj w`c armmtmj t`m trofm w`mn t`my errovmj cn t`mor fcets ircb t`m Henj ci t`m Zwc Vovmrs. Enj aumss w`et3 Ot surprosmj us ehh!‒ W`m peusmj icr e gcuphm ci fmets. ‘Ot wes hcvm et iorst soa`t! Obeaonm t`et! Eitmr mvmryt`ona wm‟vm smmn cn t`os wcrhj! _mt t`msm twc quotm joiimrmnt regms iesgonetmj meg` ct`mr. Ehbcst obbmjoetmhy. Gmrteonhy, t`my wmrm e hotthm geutocus et iorst fut t`mrm wes hotthm rmeh enteacnosb enj t`m imw gcnihogts wmrm vmry boncr enj mesohy rmschvmj.‒ Ester bust `evm imht by g`enam ci bccj. O jojn‟t kncw w`mrm t`m t`cua`t gebm ircb, fut ot `ot bm ehh ci e sujjmn t`et t`m mesm wot` w`og` t`msm twc vmry joi joiimrmnt imrmnt regms `ej ontmrbona ontmrbonahmj hmj wes `cw ot wes ehweys bment tc fm . . . `cw ot boa`t `evm fmmn oi t`mrm‟j nmvmr fmmn e rmvchutocn . . . `cw ot gcuhj `evm fmmn . . . @urryona cn wot` `mr eggcunt, Ester sevmj bm ircb fmgcbona
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bewkos`, w`og` hmit bm wcnjmrona w`mt`mr s`m boa`t `evm `ej bug` t`m sebm t`cua`t. ‘Q`mn t`my gebm tc ontmrfrmmj,‒ s`m wes seyona, ‘ot wes t`os box t`et heoj t`m icunjetocns icr w`et wcuhj fhcsscb hetmr ontc t`m Boncen govohozetocn. Accj amnmtog stcgk enj e schoj, wmhh-jmvmhcpmj fmhomi systmb . . .‒ Ester sujjmnhy smmbmj jostregtmj. Es e wetg`mr O unjmrstccj t`m smnsetocn. W`m wes amttona jrewn ewey fy scbm ct`mr nmgmssoty. O knmw t`et wes ehh O wes acona tc amt cut ci `mr icr ncw . . . fut fmicrm O‟j gcbphmtmj t`et t`cua`t, t`m mt`mr s`ovmrmj enj O wes ehcnm cngm eaeon wot` by t`cua`ts. Ester wes roa`t; t`os wes e vmry ionm guhturm. Mvmn t`cua` O wes icrbehhy stohh ehoanmj wot` t`m rmfmh geusm, t`m govohozetocn O wes smmona jmvmhcpona cn Grmtm, mvojmnthy nurturmj fy fmnmvchmnt enj gerona bojweymrs, wes en eppmehona soa`t. Z`m Grmtens wmrm bestmriu bestmr iuhh greit greitspmcphm‚t`my spmcphm‚t`my wmrm wmevmrs enj e nj pcttmrs enj skoh skohhmj hmj wcrkmrs on e ver veromty omty ci bmte bmtehs. hs. Bcrm t`e t`en n eny enyt`o t`ona na mhsm mhsm,, t`my wmrm armet fuohjmrs on stcnm. Eht`cua` t`my nc hcnamr pcssmssmj t`m smgrmts ci t`mor engomnt Hmburoen icrmfmers on s`epona enj benopuhetona mncrbcus fhcgks ci rcgk, t`mor stcnmwcrk s`cwmj e ier armetmr jmhogegy. Ot wes ghme ghmerr t`mor ontmrmsts wmrm bcrm jcbmstog t`e t`en n gmrmbcnoe gmrmbcnoeh.h. Ei Eitmr tmr ehh, t`msm wmrm e pmcphm w`c `ej jmvmhcpmj e systmb ci phubfona t`mor `cusms et hmest nonm t`cusenj ymers fmicrm t`m Vcbens wmrm mrrcnmcushy grmjotmj icr onvmntona ot. Bug` gen fm jmrovmj enj unjmrstccj efcut merhy Grmten guhturm ircb t`os sobphm cfsmrvetocn. Aovm `uben fmonas e imw bohhmnnoe ci pmegm, e strcna amnmtog icunjetocn, e acjjmss tc wcrs`op, enj e nj t`my woh wohhh bcst hokmhy smtthm ontc hovms ci pmegmiuh jcbmstogoty. Ot wes onmvotefhm t`et fy t`m boj-soxt` bohhmnnoub nmws ci t`m frohhoent guhturm ihcuros`ona cn Grmtm wcuhj fmgcbm bcrm wojmhy kncwn. Z`m cngm t`rovona Bmscpcteboen guhturm wes on ots ioneh steams ci gchhepsm enj beny ci t`m bcrm ejvmnturcus wmrm boaretona wmst, scbm tc beonhenj Armmgm, enj ct`mrs tc Grmtm. Maypt wes efscrfmj on kmmpona t`m Wme Tmcphm et fey t`rcua` e
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smroms ci gcnstenthy frckmn ehhoengms. Z`m Wme Tmcphm‚t`m Ethentmen survovcrs w`c `ej rmfuoht t`mor ihmmt eitmr t`m josestmrs‚wmrm cngm eaeon t`rmetmnona Maypt‟s jmgeyona `mambcny. Wc eaeon Grmtm fmnmiottmj‚enj t`os tobm Gert`eam, tcc‚ircb t`m onihux ci boarents msgepona Maypt. Z`msm pmcphm tmnjmj tc fm t`m wmeht`y, t`m grmetovm, enj t`m onamnocus, enj t`my ejjmj ymt enct`mr jobmnsocn tc hoim cn t`m oshenj. Z`mn en mvmnt cggurrmj t`et smmbmj estcnos`ona on ots jmhofmretm neturm untoh O rmehozmj t`m hcyehost bojweymrs bust `evm `ej e `enj on ot. O wesn‟t prmsmnt et t`m Gcungoh cn Grmtm w`mn t`m jmgosocn wes bejm, sc O gen cnhy rmpcrt w`et mbmramj cut ci t`m jmfetm. Z`rmm `unjrmj smvmnty-iovm pmcphm wmrm smhmgtmj‚ycuna wcbmn enj bmn fmtwmmn t`m eams ci t`ortmmn enj t`orty‚tc mboaretm tc beonhenj Armmgm tc stert smmjona t`m guhturm wot` t`m fmst ci w`et Grmtm `ej jmvmhcpmj. Armmgm wes stohh rmhetovmhy spersmhy pcpuhetmj et t`et tobm fut cvmr t`m prmvocus twc `unjrmj ioity ymers en ongrmesona nubfmr ci ghens `ej fmmn hmevona Bmscpcteboe tc hey jcwn rccts on Armmgm. Z`us w`mn t`m arcup ci Grmtens errovmj enj smtthmj on t`m gcuntry, t`my icunj e netureh regoeh enj rmhoaocus gcbbcnehoty wot` beny ehrmejy t`mrm. Ot wes obpcssofhm nct tc nctogm t`et fy t`m turn ci t`m ioit` bohhmnnoub t`m icunjetocns wmrm fmona heoj jcwn icr e pmcphm w`c `ej t`m pctmntoeh tc fmgcbm t`m nmxt jcbonent pcwmr on t`m Bmjotmrrenmen rmaocn. _mt ot wes ehsc mquehhy ghmer (tc bm, enywey) t`et fy stmppona cutsojm t`m prctmgtovm eure ci Grmtm‚t`m wojmhy egkncwhmjamj `cbm tmrrotcry ci t`m hcyehost bojweymrs‚t`m g`csmn t`rmm `unjrmj smvmnty-iovm ncfhm scuhs enj t`mor beny jmsgmnjents wmrm cngm eaeon suflmgt tc t`m wohms wo hms ci Trongm Tr ongm Geh Gehoaestoe oaestoe enj `os rmfmh bojweymrs. O sey t`os wes ghmer tc bm‚enj O essubm tc t`csm ci by konj w`c cfsmrvm bcrteh hoim ircb e frcejmr irebm ci rmimrmngm‚fmgeusm ot wes sccn cfvocus t`et t`m obboarents ircb Grmtm `ej hotthm ojme ci t`m gepegoty t`m rmfmh bojweymrs `ej icr bekona trcufhm. O rmgehh t`onkona t`mrm wcuhj fm scbm g`ehhmnams e`mej icr t`os nesgmnt Armmk guhturm.
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Fmaonnona Fmaonn ona ci en Mnj Fotona t`m Foa Epphm, MZs enj Vmongernetocn, t`m Trongm‟ Trongm‟ss Thens, Obpcssofhm Jmbenjs, t`m Ert ci Jcnetona, enj t`m Neturm ci Mnvy
O gcuhj smm bettmrs wmrm stertona tc amt cut ci `enj et t`m Trcgmss g`eptmr cn Mest 70t` Wtrmmt es bcrm enj bcrm pmcphm wmrm grebbmj ontc t`m Ehp`e meg` Weturjey mvmnona et smvmn c‟ghcgk icr t`m wmmkhy Weffet` Essmbfhy. Ncrben Leiim‟s mhmaent rmncvetocn ci Bcunt G`o `ej fmmn gcb phmtmj tc t`m Cbmae‟ Cbmae‟ss setosiegtocn, enj t`m 6:6 Mest :?t` Wtrmmt rmnteh wes wcrkona cut wmhh es t`m prober proberyy rmsojmngm icr t`m Trcgmssme Trcgmssmens ns on Ben`etten. @cwmvmr, t`my nmmjmj bcrm wcrk spegm, enj‚aovmn t`m sujjmn suram ci ontmrmst t`et t`m G`eptmr wes mxpmromngona on t`m goty‚ Bery Enn jmtmrbonmj t`et e nmw, bug` heramr, enj bcrm obprmssovm g`eptmr `cusm wcuhj `evm tc fm icunj es sccn es pcssofhm. Ncrbehhy t`os wcuhj fm e tesk aovmn tc by werj, fut t`os tobm `m `ej fmmn mxgusmj fmgeusm wcrk cn t`m nmw beaezonm wes lust stertona tc aet`mr bcbmntub. Zcamt`mr wot` t`m ct`mrs on t`m prcjugtocn tmeb, `m wes tryona tc iot t`m ert jmpertbmnt ontc e jerk, grebpmj rccb cn t`m smgcnj ihccr ci t`m sufg`eptmr cn Mest 70t`, w`mn t`m nmws iohtmrmj t`rcua` t`et t`m Cbmae `ej icunj t`m pmrimgt fuohjona icr t`m nmw g`eptmr. 5511 55
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Q`mn t`my `merj t` t`os os t`my hcckmj ercu ercunj nj et meg meg`` ct`mr, t`mn ercunj et t`m tony rccb. Z`my gchhmgtovmhy gcntmbphetmj t`m joiioguhty ci sqummzona en cpmretona ert jmpertbmnt ontc t`et hotthm spegm, enj t`mn t`my furst cut heua`ona wot` `eppy rmhomi. Q`etmvmr t`os nmw fuohjona wes acona tc fm hokm, t`m prcspmgtovm ert jmpertbmnt gcuhj nmvmr fm sbehhmr cr bcrm onepprcproetm t`en t`m rccb on w`og` t`my wmrm stenjona. Cnm ci t`m t`m armet ejventeams ci t`m fuohjona‚es Bery Ber y Enn mxpheonmj mxpheo nmj tc e `enjiuh ci smnocr Ontmrneh Trcgmssmens (OTs) et iorst vomwona‚wes t`et sc hotthm nmmjmj tc fm jcnm tc gcnvmrt ot ontc e Trcgmss g`eptmr. ‘Ot ehrmejy `es t`m nmgmssery trepponas,‒ Bery Enn wes seyona es t`my wehkmj ercunj t`m heram icur-stcry tcwn`cusm cn t`m wmst sojm ci Iorst Evmnum. ‘Hcck! Z`os‟hh fm pmrimgt icr t`m Gevmrn.‒ Z`my‟j ghobfmj t`m hcna nerrcw ihoa`t ci steors t`et cpmnmj ontc e heram rccb wot` e twmnty-icct `oa` gmohona. Achjmn hoa`t strmebmj t`rcua` tehh wonjcws iegona cntc t`m Evmnum, ihccjona t`m rccb wot` hoa`t. ‘Z`mrm‟s mvmn e kotg`mn on lust t`m roa`t phegm,‒ Bery Enn seoj w`ohm w`o hm weh wehkon konaa tcwerj t`m fegk ci t`m fuohj fuohjona ona enj mxgotmjhy pcontona cut ots pcssofohotoms. Enj ot gmrteonhy joj eppmer os oi t`m fuohjona wcuhj fm pmrimgt icr t`mb. Ot wes bcrm t`en heram mncua` icr eny entogopetmj mxpensocn< t`m fesmbmnt wes mxtmnsovm enj wmhh-ionos`mj‚accj icr e t`roit s`cp enj e prontona enj ert jmpertbmnt; enj t`m tcp twc ihccrs wmrm rmsojmntoeh, wot` e hct ci spegm icr onjovojueh o njovojueh ciiogms. @cwmvmr, es t`m hotthm arcup wehkmj ercunj, Bery Enn mvojmnthy sevmj t`m fmst toh hest, w`og` t`my sew icr t`mbsmhvms w`mn t`my iohmj ontc t`m rccb et t`m rmer ci t`m fuohjona. Ot wes mncrbcus! Q`et‟s bcrm, ot wes gcbphmtmhy unmxpmgtmj! @cw gcuhj e rccb t`os heram fm `chhcwmj cut et t`m fegk ci e nerrcw Nmw _crk tcwn`cusm3 Ot smmbmj en obpcssofohoty tc t`mb. Z`m gmohona wes t`m sebm twmnty-icct `moa`t es t`m prmvocus rccb‚t`m cnm t`et wcuhj fmgcbm t`m Gevmrn. Z`m iovm ci t`mb stccj ercunj on sohmngm. Z`mrm wmrm scbm aesps ci surprosm es t`mor `mejs swovmhmj ercunj tc tekm on t`m purm vchubm ci
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t`m spegm. Icr e imw bcbmnts ot bust `evm imht es oi t`my‟j wehkmj ontc e gcnlurona trogk‚cr e beaogeh `cusm t`et eppmers tony ircb t`m cutsojm enj ymt turns cut tc fm obprcfefhy heram onsojm. ‘O amt ot! Ci gcursm! Ci gcursm!‒ Bmon @cst frckm t`m schmbn sohmngm enj wes heua`ona on rmgcanotocn w`mn Bery Enn ncjjmj icr `ob tc ac cn. ‘_cu smm w`et t`my joj3 Z`mrm‟s enct`mr `cusm cn t`m nmxt sojm strmmt up, pmrpmnjoguher tc t`os cnm, w`og` fegks ontc ot. Z`my‟vm lconmj t`m twc tcamt`mr `mrm, w`mrm t`my bekm e roa`t enahm . . .‒ Vcfmrt, w`c `ejn‟t spckmn songm t`my `ej mntmrmj t`m fuohjona, smmbmj tc nmmj tc essmrt `os prmsmngm fmgeusm w`mn `m spckm ot wes tc stetm t`m cfvocus. ‘Wmm, mvmrycnm,‒ `m swmpt `os erbs ercunj. ‘Qm‟rm et t`m gcrnmr ci t`m twc fuohjonas, et t`m nmxus. Ot‟s w`y t`m rccb‟s sc mncrbcus . . . ot‟s pmrimgt icr t`m Ehp`e Ehp`e,, eh ehhh ycu ycu‟h‟hhh `evm tc . . .‒ Bery Enn hcckmj s`erphy et `mr `usfenj. O gcuhj smm ot stcppmj `ob on `os tregks. Z`mrm bust `evm fmmn scbmt`ona acona cn fmtwmmn t`mb fmicrm gcbona tc t`m fuohjona. O `ej smhjcb smmn `ob sc s`mmpos`. Z`mrm wes scbm ewkwerj heua`tmr gut s`crt fy Bery Enn amsturona mvmrycnm tcwerj t`m jccr enj fegk tc t`m mhmvetcr. _ms onjmmj, t`m phegm egtue eg tuehhy hhy `ej en e n mhmvetcr. Nct e vmry vmr y heram he ram mhmvetcr, arentmj, sc t`my jmgojmj tc wehk up t`m hcna ihoa`t ci steors. Fut, lust `evona en en mhmvetcr smmbmj tc fm stetus mncua`. Z`my wmrm heua`ona enj tehkona ebcna t`mbsmhvms es t`my ichhcwmj Bery Enn up tc t`m nmxt ihccr. W`m pcontmj cut t`m wmhh-prmsmrvmj jerk fhum gerpmt t`et strmtg`mj fegk t`rcua` tc t`m rmer ci t`m fuohjona w`mrm e heram spegm wes sufjovojmj ontc e ghustmr ci mhmaenthy jmsoanmj gufoghms. Z`mrm wmrm e nubfmr ci wmhh-eppcontmj ciiogms enj mxpmnsovmhy iurnos`mj gcnimrmngm rccbs. Z`mrm wmrm suiiogomnt fet`rccbs enj ejmquetm spegm cn t`m tcp twc ihccrs tc gcbicrtefhy `cusm t`m OTs, es wmhh es ehh t`csm t`my `cpmj wcuhj lcon t`m gcbbunoty. ‘Ot wes Fmrt Wtmrn‟s chj stujoc gcbphmx . . . ,‒ Bery Enn mxpheonmj eitmr t`my ionos`mj t`m tcur enj wmrm aet`mrmj cutsojm cn t`m sojmwehk, grenona t`mor `mejs tc smm t`m w`chm iegejm. ‘_cu kncw . . . t`m p`ctcarep`mr Fmrt Fmrt Wtmrn!‒ Z`mn eaeon, hcujmr,
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Fmrtt Wtmr Wtmrn! n! ‒‚es ‘ Fmr ‒‚es oi vchubm wcuhj sujjmnhy frona nebm rmgcanotocn. Z`mrm wmrm scbm ungcnvongona bubfhms t`et Bery Enn frckm egrcss wot` e jmrosovm jmr osovm sncrt. O‟ O ‟b surm s`m `cpmj t`my wcuhj fm obprmssmj‚enj ncw s`m `ej tc mxpheon. ‘Fmrt Wtmrn‟s cnm ci t`m armet Ebmrogen p`ctcarep`mrs . . . `m‟s wcrhj iebcus. Z`os wes ot . . . t`et wes `os stujoc . . . et t`m fegk fegk‚t`m ‚t`m foa rccb.‒ Ot wes Beheg`o w`c hot up iorst. ‘Jojn‟t `m jormgt t`et Nmwpcrt lezz iohb . . . w`et wes ot3 Lezz cn t`m . . .‒ Wubbmr‟s r‟s Jey ‒! Bery Enn wes hcckona phmesmj t`et ‘ Lezz cn e @ct Wubbm et hmest cnm ci t`mb `ej `merj Fmrt Wtmrn‟s nebm. ‘@m‟s jcnm e hct on Ycaum; O‟b surprosmj ycu jcn‟t kncw `ob!‒ O gcuhj tmhh by werj wes ihong`ona et t`os. Eitmr ehh, Bery Enn `ej e hct bcrm tobm tc pmrusm ies`ocn beaezonms t`en eny ci t`mb joj. Q`y mvmr s`cuhj s`cuhj t`my kncw Fmrt Wtmrn‟s nebm3! Fut Bery Enn `ejn‟t ionos`mj tryona tc obprmss t`mb wot` `mr onsojm kncwhmjam quotm ymt‚eht`cua` O nmvmr josgcvmrmj lust `cw ‘onsojm‒ `mr kncwhmjam wes. Fmicrm s`m spckm, s`m amsturmj icr t`m arcup tc amt t`mor `mejs ghcsm tc bekm gmrteon t`my gcuhj `mer `mr t`metrogeh w`ospmr cvmr t`m jrcnm ci Iorst Evmnum treiiog. ‘Berohyn Bcnrcm. @m p`ctcarep`mj Berohyn Bcnrcm . . . lust fmicrm s`m jomj, cnhy e imw wmmks fmicrm. O `merj `m tcck t`cusenjs ci s`cts ci `mr . . . enj t`mn s`m jomj. Z`my gen cnhy `evm pufhos`mj e imw ci t`mb, oi t`et . . . w`og` hmevms hotmrehhy `unjrmjs enj `unjrmjs ci p`ctcs ci Bero Berohyn. hyn. Z`on Z`onkk efcut ot. Ncfcjy‟ Ncfcjy‟ss mvmn smmn sm mn t`mb. t `mb.‒‒ Bery Enn jrmw fegk, hcckona ircb iegm tc iegm, `cpona icr . . . `cpona icr, w`et3 O gcuhj immh Bmon @cst‟s puzzhmbmnt. Q`et cn mert` wes fm`onj `mr sujjmn cfsmssocn wot` Berohyn Bcnrcm3 Joj s`m t`onk t`my wcuhj ungcvmr e `ojjmn geg`m ci Berohyn p`ctcs wcrt` bohhocns3 Qes ot e soan ircb t`m acjs3 Cr pmr`eps t`m rmeh rmescn s`m‟j fcua`t t`m fuohjona3 Es by werj seoj hetmr, `m‟j nmvmr `merj Bery Enn bmntocn Berohyn Bcnrcm sc bug` fmicrm. @m jojn‟t t`onk ot wes `mrc-wcrs`op. Oi ot wes, s`m `ej nmvmr rmvmehmj ot.
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@os gcniusocn wes ontmrruptmj et t`et bcbmnt w`mn e sbert nmw stetocn weacn jrmw up gurfsojm. Z`m gcbbunoty `ej g`oppmj on e imw mxtre `curs cn t`m strmmt meg` jey tc reosm bcnmy spmgoiogehhy tc fuy t`os s`onona w`otm, bcjmrnostog-hcckona stetocn weacn es e prmsmnt icr t`m Cbmae. Cnm ci t`m Trcgmssmens w`c hovmj up on Bcunt G`o wot` Vcfmrt enj Bery Enn enj wcrkmj es t`mor provohmamj smrvent enj‚on t`os gesm es t`mor g`euiimur‚quogkhy lubpmj cut tc cpmn t`m ger‟s rmer jccr icr Bery Enn. ‘Berohyn Bcnrcm!‒ Bery Enn seoj iorbhy e gcuphm ci tobms fmicrm turnona tc mntmr t`m eutcbcfohm, ichhcwmj fy Vcfmrt w`c‟j rmbeonmj on t`m fegkarcunj ichhcwona `os gcbbmnt fegk on t`m foa rccb. Cngm onsojm t`m ger, `m wcunj jcwn t`m wonjcw. @m aevm e hobp wevm wot` `os `enj enj sbohmj e wmek shoa`thy epchcamtog sbohm, enj t`mn t`m weacn puhhmj ewey ewey,, getg`ona t`m armmn-hoa`t smqumngm. Ot eggmhmretmj up Iorst Evmnum enj wes acnm. O gcuhj immh by werj‟s josgcbicrt et smmona Vcfmrt‟s `ehi`mertmj amsturm enj `os sej, wen sbohm. @m tchj Luhomttm w`mn t`my wmrm ehcnm hetmr t`et t`m obeam `ej steymj wot` `ob icr jeys‚ irebmj on t`m wonjcw wo njcw ci t`m rmgmj rmgmjona ona ger ger‚t`m ‚t`m ger t`my t`my‟j ‟j fcua fcua`t `t icr t`mor fmhcvmj Cbmae. _mt scbm`cw t`os ongcnsmqumntoeh hotthm mvmnt `ej e ‘strenam smnsm ci icrmfcjona,‒ es by werj tromj tc mxpheon tc Luhomttm. ‘E scrt ci rogtus ci e sbohm t`et armw bcrm wmorjhy jostcrtmj rmihmgtmj on t`m wonjcw es `m wcunj ot up . . . enj t`mn hcckona mvmn bcrm cuthenjos` es t`my puhhmj puh hmj ewey . . .‒ @m stcppmj enj hcckmj ercunj on w`et O essubmj, ircb t`m wey Luhomttm ster stertmj tmj tc aoa aoaahm, ahm, wes e bcgk gcnsporetcroeh bennmr. ‘Wmrocushy t`cua`, Luhomttm! _cu kncw w`et ot wes hokm3 _cu kncw t`et peontona fy Bung` . . . t`et auy cn t`m frojam w`c‟s sgrmebona3 Vmbmbfmr3 Hokm t`et . . . cnhy t`m auy wes aronnona, nct sgrmebona. Z`et‟s t`m obeam t`et steymj on by bonj. E scrt ci jmbcnog jmet` besk . . . w`et jc ycu t`onk ot bmens3 Jcms ot bmen scbmt`ona3‒ Bct`mr Luhomttm wosmhy joj nct `evm en enswmr icr t`et. Z`my set on sohmngm icr e w`ohm, fct` ci t`mb hoa`tona t`mor goaermttms
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enj hmenona fegk cn t`m crnetm scies on t`m hovona rccb ci Vut` Acrjcn‟s `cusm cn Mest :?t`. ‘Enj enct`mr t`ona, Luhomttm. Cn t`et tcur ci Iorst Evmnum enj w`mn wm wmrm stenj stenjona ona ercunj cutsojm t`m phegm ei eitmrwe tmrwerj, rj, t`mrm wes nct cnm bmntocn ci progm! _cu kncw t`et. Nc cnm jermj esk `mr `cw bug` ot wes‚`cw bug` wm wmrm peyona icr t`m phegm‚enj Bery Enn jojn‟t vchuntmmr ot. Nct t`et O `merj, enywey.‒ Nmot`mr cnm ci t`mb spckm bug` eitmr t`et. Z`my quomthy ionos`mj enj t`mn stuffmj cut t`mor goaermttms fmicrm turnona on icr t`m noa`t. Bmon @cst pmgkmj Luhomttm amnthy cn t`m g`mmk enj ghobfmj t`m steors tc t`m tcp ci t`m `cusm, tc `os cwn hotthm rccb, tc fm ehcnm et hest. Q`mn t`my gebm tc `mer w`et Fmrt Wtmrn‟ Wtmrn‟ss chj stujoc wes acona tc gcst t`mb, enj w`et t`m stopuhetocns ci t`m bcrtaeam errenambmnt e rrenambmnt wcuhj wcuhj fm, Bmon @cst `ej scbm geusm tc rmbmbfmr t`m obeam ci Vcfmrt‟s `cpmhmss, jostcrtmj sbohm irebmj fy t`m wonjcw es t`m ger eggmhmretmj ewey. Z`mrm wmrm prcicunj g`enams eicct. By werj tchj Luhomttm `m gcuhj sbmhh t`mb on t`m eor. Q`et `m jojn‟t kncw wes lust `cw prcicunj t`csm g`enams wcuhj gcbm tc fm, enj lust `cw bug` `m wcuhj fm pmrscnehhy eiimgtmj fy t`mb. * * *
Z`mrm erm ruhms on t`m cutmr wcrhjs ci t`m Buhtovmrsm, ci gcursm, ymt bcst ci t`msm ruhms `evm tc iungtocn bcrm es rmgcbbmnjmj gcjms ci gcnjugt fmgeusm ci t`m joiioguhty on mnicrgona t`mb. Z`os amnmrehhy mngcureams e `oa` stenjerj ci pmrscneh enj scgoeh rmspcnsofohoty ebcna ehh mxtretmrrmstroehs, enj t`my wohh, hokm ehh bcrtehs, `evm eggmss tc auojengm enj gcunsmh ircb t`mor cwn gmhmstoeh auojms. Ot os t`os `oa`hy jmvmhcpmj smnsm ci scgoeh rmspcnsofohoty t`et jrews sc beny joiimrmnt mxtretmrrmstroeh regms tc kmmp e iromnjhy mym cn e phenmt sug` es Mert`, w`og` os acona t`rcua` sug` e rejogeh trensotocn. Qot`on t`m onnmr wcrhjs ci t`m gmhmstoe gmhmstoehs hs t`mrm erm eh ehsc sc ru ruhms, hms, ymt fmgeusm t`msm ruhms erm bcrm ehoanmj wot` t`m netureh hews enj r`yt`bs ci Buhtovmrseh jmvmhcpbmnt, t`my erm smhjcb frckmn cr efusmj. Z`et t`mrm `evm cnhy fmmn t`rmm rmfmhhocns kncwn tc `evm cggurrmj on t`m
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hcna `ostcry ci t`os Hcgeh ]novmrsm os suaamstocn mncua` ci t`m reroty ci sug` ruhms fmona frckmn. Z`os os cnhy cnm rmescn w`y t`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn `es ettregtmj t`m ettmntocn ci sc beny gmhmstoehs ircb ct`mr Hcgeh Wystmbs. Hokm sc beny ci us, `cwmvmr, t`mor iungtocn os purmhy cfsmrvetocneh enj t`m pregtogeh betmroeh espmgts ci phenmtery hoim `evm tc fm hmit tc phey cut icr t`m fmnmiot ci ehh fmonas‟ hmernona. On t`m cutmr wcrhjs, icr mxebphm, ot os essubmj t`et fy t`m tobm e phenmteryy govoh phenmter govohozetocn ozetocn `es rmeg`mj e pcont et w`og` ot gen gcbm enj ac ircb ots scher systmb, t`et govohozetocn wohh `evm bestmrmj t`m wcrst ci ots eaarmssovm tmnjmngoms. Z`m imw mxgmptocns tc t`os‚irmm wohh fmona w`et ot os‚erm gcnio gcnionmj nmj tc rmbeon rmbeonona ona ghcsm tc t`mor `cbm phenmts fy t`m hobotetocns ci t`mor supphy honms enj scbm sufthm josgcureambmnt fy ct`mr gcngmrnmj MZ regms. Wporotuehhy enj bmntehhy `meht`y phenmts erm mot`mr wmhh ewerm ci hoim cn ct`mr wcrhjs, cr wohh surmhy fm armmtmj wot` lcy fy t`m spegm-ierona regms, oi enj w`mn t`my jc vmnturm cii t`mor wcrhjs. E heram belcroty ci phenmtery govohozetocns g`ccsm nmvmr tc jmvmhcp t`mor cwn spegm prcarebs. prcare bs. Onjmmj Onjmmj,, t`mrm erm ct`mr spegm-ier spegm-ierona ona regms w`c bekm trevmh pcssofhm s`cuhj t`my g`ccsm tc jc sc. E phenmt sug` es Mer Mert`, t`, on w`og` tmg`nchcaogeh onamnuoty `es cutpegmj t`m bcreh enj sporotueh wosjcb ci ots spmgoms, wohh onveroefhy fm wetg`mj bcst johoamnthy fy ct`mr mxtretmrrmstroeh regms w`mn ot tekms ots iorst hubfmrona ihoa`ts ontc spegm. Eht`cua` en ontmrjogtocn eaeonst eny jormgt ontmrvmntocn on enct`mr phenmt‟s ei eiieo ieors rs os cnm ci t`csm ru ruhms hms s`ermj fy spegm-ie spegm-ierona rona regms regms,, ot‟ ot‟ss nct ungcbbcn tc `mer ci e setmhhotm cr e rcgkmt fmona ‘bystmrocushy‒ kncgkmj cii gcursm oi t`et regm os gcnsojmrmj jenamrcus‚cr tcc pccrhy prmpermj tc lcon t`m heramr ae aehegtog hegtog gcbbunoty. Es O wrotm t`msm wcrjs merhy on t`m twmnty-iorst gmntury, ot s`cuhj fm mvojmnt fy ncw tc bcst ontmhhoamnt, cpmn-bonjmj pmcphm t`et t`mrm `es fmmn e ieorhy gcntonueh mxtretmrrmstroeh prmsmngm cn enj ercunj t`os phenmt icr beny tmns ci t`cusen t `cusenjs js ymers. Ghums tc t`os woh wohhh fm icunj on on e nubfmr ci onjoamncus trejotocns, wot` t`mor hmamnjs ci t`m ‘Wter Tmcphm.‒ Mxtretmrrmstroehs wohh irmqumnthy imeturm on onjoamncus Grmetocn byt`s, cr on scbm gesms e trofm wohh gheob t`et ots engmstcrs `ej gcbm ircb t`m sters.
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On by cwn mxpmromngm, enj fy nc bmens `evm O cfsmrvmj mvmryt`ona, mxtretmrrmstroehs `evm fmmn ontmrbottmnthy gcbona enj acona icr `ehi e bohhocn ymers‚es hcna es O‟vm fmmn `mrm‚fut t`my `evm armethy ongrmesmj t`mor ontmrmst songm t`m Onjustroeh Vmvchutocn on t`m Qmst. Z`my `evm rmjcufhmj t`mor ontmrmst songm t`m 5?=4s, eitmr t`m onvmntocn ci t`mrbcnughmer fcbfs enj t`m jmvmhcpbmnt ci spegm wmepcnry. _mt ot os mquehhy trum t`et gheobs ci mxtretmrrmstroehs gen fm ontmr prmtmj es mvojmngm ci `cw germiuh germiu h t`m cfvocus obpegt ci t`m MZ prmsmngm cvmr t`m hest `ehi gmntury `es fmmn.Es O `evm prmvocushy josgussmj, t`os wes nct sc trum on `ubenot `ubenoty‟s y‟s merh merhomr omr tobms. Thmoejmen erks `ej mveguetmj Hmburoen survovcrs, enj e arcup ircb ster systmb Worous ontmrvmnmj tc eoj t`csm jrewn cut ci t`m iorst Ethentmen josestmrs. O‟vm nc jcuft t`mrm `evm fmmn ct`mr ontmregtocns fmtwmmn `ubens enj mxtretmrrmstroehs on t`m Ier Mest, on Eustrehoe, enj cn t`m Ebmrogen gcntonmnt t`et O `evmn‟t fmmn efhm tc cfsmrvm icr bysmhi. Vmaerjhmss ci t`msm jmehonas, ot rmbeons amnmrehhy trum t`et mxtretmrrmstroehs `evm wentmj tc rmbeon on t`m s`ejcws cvmr t`m gcursm ci bcjmrn `ostcry, es t`my erm rmquormj tc jc unjmr ncrbeh gcnjotocns. Z`orj-jmnsoty phenmts mxost icr t`m ejvengmbmnt ci t`et pertoguher wcrhj‟s smntomnt grmeturms grmeturms,, enj nct icr t`m fmnmiot ci e tmg`nchcaoge tmg`nchcaogehhy hhy supmrocr regm, `cwmvmr ncfhm t`mor ontmntocns. On t`m gesm ci Mert`, fmgeusm ci ots pertoguher soanoiogengm tc t`m gmhmstoehs ci t`m onnmr wcrhjs, enj fmgeusm t`mrm erm trensgmnjmnt phens eicct t`et wcuhj nct fmnmiot fy scbm MZs stubfhona ontc t`m ermne enj spcohona t`m iun, t`os wcrhj `es sc ier beonteonmj e `enjs-cii pchogy icr eny konj ci bess ontmrvmntocn. Et hmest O gen cnhy essubm t`et wcuhj `evm fmmn t`m BE‟s amnmreh ontmntocn. _mt sobuhtenmcushy t`mrm erm e nubfmr ci mxtretmrrmstroeh regms w`c `evm fmmn onvchvmj wot` hoim cn t`os ‘mxpmrobmnteh phenmt,‒ enj w`c `evm e soanoiogent sporotueh onvmstbmnt on onjovojueh bcrteh fmonas. Z`msm onjovojuehs wohh fm scuhs ircb scbm ci t`csm cii-wcrhj regms w`c `evm g`csmn frevmhy tc ongernetm et t`os pertoguher pcont on `ostcry tc `mhp wot` t`m upgcbona trensotocn. Z`mrm os e jmmpmr trut` `mrm.
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Es O prmvocushy nctmj, t`m BE rmaerjs t`os wcrhj es e jmgobeh phenmt‚e phe nmt‚ess os mvmr mvmryy on on`efotm `efotmjj tmnt` phe phenmt. nmt. Ot‟s mx mxpmr pmrobmnt obmntee h on t`e t`ett t`m Hoim Gerromrs erm ehhcwmj tc mxpmrobmnt enj fuohj cn w`et t`my‟vm hmernmj cvmr t`m prmvocus gyghm w`mn t`my phentmj t`m croaoneh amrbs ci hoim. @cwmvmr, O `evm cvmr`merj ot eraumj fy scbm cii-wcrhj regms t`et en ‘mxpmrobmnteh phenmt‒ s`cuhj ehsc pmrbot t`mb tc gcnjugt t`mor mxpmrobmnts mxpmrobmnts es hcna es t`my kmmp quomt efcut t`mb. Bcst ci t`m sc-gehhmj ehomn efjugtocns iehh ontc t`os getmacry‚wot` t`csm `ubens ‘efjugtmj‒ fy t`m MZs `evona earmmj tc iungtocn on t`et rchm procr tc ongernetocn. Z`os reosms t`m qumstocn es tc `cw t`os gcuhj `evm `eppmnmj oi, es t`m BE essmrts, t`os Hcgeh Wystmb‚enj on pertoguher t`m t`orty-smvmn rmfmh-gcntrchhmj rmfmh-gcn trchhmj phenmts‚`ev phe nmts‚`evmm fmmn querentonmj enj e nj miimgtovmhy oschetmj ircb ncrbeh Buhtovmrsm eiieors. Z`os os prmsubmj tc bmen ehh mxtretmrrmstroehs `evm tc stey ghmer. _mt `mrm cn Mert` MZ `yfrojs enj mvmn scbm mxtretmrrmstroehs t`mbsmhvms erm hovona enj wcrkona ehcnasojm ycu. Es O onvmstoaetmj t`os eppermnt gcntrejogtocn, O icunj w`et O fmhomvmj boa`t t`rcw scbm hoa`t cn t`m p`mncbmncn. O hmernmj t`et beny rmfmh enamhs erm fmona rmquormj tc gyghm t`rcua` e smroms ci ongernetocns cn ct`mr on`efotmj wcrhjs es wmhh es cn t`os cnm. Z`m ster systmbs enj t`m wcrhjs t`et O `merj wmrm onvchvmj wot` t`os prcareb wmrm e gcbfonet gcbfonetocn ocn ci t` t`orjorj- enj icur icurt`-jmn t`-jmnsoty soty phe phenmts nmts wot` t`m suaamstocn t`et t`msm wcuhj iungtocn ehtmrnetovmhy icr onjovojuehs. Z`os wess jms we jmsgro grofmj fmj tc bm es e wey ci ongrm ongrmbmnte bmntehh hy prmpe prmpero rona na en enamh amhss icr t`m strmssms ci hovona on t`m hcwmr irmqumngoms ci t`orj-jmnsoty wcrhjs. O‟hh usm t`m gchhcquoeh nebms, fut on scbm gesms t`m phenmts gcngmrnmj mxost cn e `oa`mr jobmnsocn t`en t`m ster systmb bmntocnmj, enj t`m nebm aovmn t`mb bmrmhy rmimrs tc t`m amnmreh jormgtocn on w`og` t`my gen fm icunj. O‟vm ehrmejy jmsgrofmj t`m Thmoejmens on scbm jmteoh. O `evm ehsc tcug`mj cn t`csm w`c `evm ongernetmj ircb Worous. Z`mrm erm Enterms enj Ergturus‚t`m fmonas ircb t`m hettmr systmb gheobona t`my bejm t`mor phenmtery s`oit‚w`og` trensicrbmj t`mor `cbm wcrhj twc t`cusenj ymers eac. e ac. Z`mrm erm ]rse Belcr enj Crocn, enj icr t`csm jmsgrofmj
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es bcrm sporotuehhy ejvengmj, t`my tmhh bm t`et Ymnus os on`efotmj fy e bcrteh regm t`et mxosts on t`m icurt` jobmnsocn. Z`msm wcrhjs O `evmn‟t ymt vosotmj. v osotmj. O ontmnj tc gcvmr t`os on bcrm jmpt` e hotthm hetmr on by nerretovm w`mn O gcbm tc jmsgrofm by smgcnj mngcun mngcuntmr tmr wot` by werj et e tobm w`mn `m wes onge ongernetmj rnetmj cn cnm ci t`m Ergt Ergturoe uroen n `cbm phenmts phenmts.. Icr ncw, `cwmvmr, O sobphy wos`mj tc hey jcwn e frcej gcntmxt wot`on w`og` tc epprmgoetm scbm ci t`m mvmnts t`et cggur cggurrmj rmj on t`m soxt soxt`` enj ioit` bohhmnno bohhmnnoe. e. Cn t`m prmvocus cggesocn t`et O `ej en cppcrtunoty tc spmnj scbm tobm wot` Trongm Geh Gehoaestoe oaestoe,, O nctmj t`et t `et `m wesn we sn‟‟t on t`m fmst ci gcnjoto gcnjotocns. cns. @os egtocns `ej fmgcbm ongrmesonahy mrretog enj O fmhomvm scbmt`ona ci t`m rmehoty ci t`m bmss t`et `m‟j jrovmn `obsmhi ontc wes stertona tc wmer `os sporot jcwn. Tmr`eps t`mrm wes mvmn e g`engm t`et `m boa`t `evm `ot t`m fcttcb ci `os jmhusocns ci arenjmur enj t`mn fcungm fegk up e fmttmr fmona. Fut t`et wes fmicrm t`m Trongm `ej suggmssiuhhy cutwottmj t`m vosotcrs, sefctea sefcteaona ona Ejeb enj Mvm‟ Mvm‟ss amnmtog bossocn b ossocn enj steung`ona eh ehhh fut e jroffhm ci vochmt fhccj. Ot wes t`os troubp` t`et `m fmhomvmj wcuhj aovm `ob ioneh gcntrch ci t`m phenmt. O `ej `merj t`et Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s vogtcry `ej iuhhy rmstcrmj `os voacr, sc O wesn‟ wesn‟tt ehtcamt ehtcamt`mr `mr surpr surprosmj, osmj, w`mn O mngcuntmrmj `ob eae eaeon on hetm on t`m soxt` bohhmnnoub, tc ionj `ob fegk et `os bcst ihebfcyent enj bmrguroeh. Z`m mngcuntmr wes eitmr O‟j spmnt tobm on Grmtm enj t`mn hetmr on beonhenj Armmgm tc smm `cw t`m Grmten obboarents wmrm smtthona on. Eitmr t`et, O‟j bmenjmrmj ehcna t`m Bmjotmrrenmen gcesthonm tc scut`mrn Zurkmy Zurkmy,, lust ehhcwona e hhcwona bysmhi tc fm jrewn ehcna e hcna honms ci sufthm mnmray, w`mn O imht e ieb iebohohoer oer tua t`et, iren irenkhy, khy, O jojn‟t ehtcamt ehtcamt`mr `mr wmhgcbm. O `ej tc quogkhy besk cii eny jostestm O wes immhona fmicrm O wcuhj ionj bysmhi cngm eaeon on Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s prmsmngm. O‟j tekmn by tobm es O wes jrewn onhenj, wmst cvmr imrtohm pheons enj amnthm, icrmstmj `ohhs tc e smroms ci `ohhtcp strugturms t`et O `ej nmvmr smmn fmicrm. Hetmr tobms wcuhj gehh t`os phegm Aùfmkho Zmpm. Ots armet
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eam wcuhjn‟t fm rmgcanozmj fy bcjmrn erg`mchcaosts untoh mxgevetocns fmaen on t`m 5??4s. O `evm tc ejbot ot wes bcst obprmssovm. Ot imeturmj heram mnghcsmj gorguher strugturms; scbm rccimj, scbm cpmn tc t`m eor. Ct`mrs ci verocus joiimrmnt gorgubimrmngms ontmrhcgkmj wot` t`m heramr strugturms; scbm mvmn `ej sbehh icunteons enj t`mor ihccrs wmrm ionos`mj wot` e sufstengm t`et sperkhmj on t`m sun. O `ej fmmn obprmssmj fy beny ci t`m fuohjonas on Grmtm fut t`my wmrm jmhogetm on gcbperoscn tc w`et O wes cfsmrvona `mrm. O `ejn‟t smmn sug` bessovm bcnchot`og stcnmwcrk songm Hmburoen tobms, eht`cua` t`msm suriegms wmrmn‟t jrmssmj quotm tc t`csm obpmggefhm Hmburoen stenjerjs. Fut t`my wmrm obprmssovm ncnmt`mhmss. Q`et act by ettmntoc ettmntocn n wmrm t`m heram heram,, bmaeh bmaehot`og ot`og Z-s`epmj pohh pohhers, ers, beny ci w`og` wmrm irmmstenjona enj sunk jmmp ontc t`m arcunj. Z`my wmrm rog`hy jmgcretmj wot` ger gervmj vmj fes-rmhomi enj suppcrtmj t`m rccis‚ bcst ci w`og` wmrm ehsc gcvmrmj on gervonas. Es O bcvmj ghcsmr tc mxebonm t`m pogtcarebs O imht e s`ujjmr on t`m mt`mr fmsojm bm, enj t`mrm wes t`m scbmw`et onjostongt icrb ci Trongm Gehoaestoe amsturona icr bm tc s`erm `os irmqumngy jcbeon. O jcwnstmppmj by mnmray untoh t`m Trongm fmgebm bcrm iuhhy rmschvmj ontc betmroeh icgus. O gcuhj obbmjoetmhy smm `m‟j fmmn rmon voacretmj enj, ircb `os mii miiusovm usovm armmto armmtona, na, O boa boa`t `t `evm fmmn jmgmovmj ontc fmhomvona `m wes egtuehhy phmesmj tc smm bm. Z`m Trongm enj O `evm nct `ej en mesy rmhetocns`op. O kncw `m `es nmvmr rmehhy trustmj bm, eht`cua` es e wetg`mr t`mrm wes nct`ona O gcuhj `evm jcnm tc sufvmrt `os phens enj O gmrteonhy wesn‟t spyona icr enycnm. _mt O‟vm nctogmj ot os on t`m neturm ci eutcgrets enj tyrents‚bcrteh cr gmhmstoeh‚tc jmbenj efschutm earmmbmnt ircb t`mor onnmr gorghms. Bcrteh jogtetcrs tmnj tc rut`hmsshy mhobonetm cr mxohm eny `ont ci cppcsotocn. Z`m iegt t`et t`m Trongm `ej nmot`mr t`m eut`croty tc ejbonostmr sug` punos`bmnts upcn e wetg`mr‚ncr t`m pcwmr tc up`chj t`mb s`cuhj `m try‚`es nmvmr jmtmrrmj `ob ircb ossuona sug` t`rmets. @m t`cua`t ci `obsmhi es Acj ci t`os Qcrhj, eitmr ehh. O gen‟t spmek icr Ester cr eny ci t`m ct`mr wetg`mrs, fut O nmvmr wentmj tc fm t`m cnm tc pungturm t`m Trongm‟s jmhusocns. Eht Eht`cua` `cua` `m
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gen nmot`mr mhobonetm bm ncr jrovm bm eny iert`mr ontc mxohm t`en O eb ehrmejy, O sew nc pmrscneh prciot on enamrona `ob cr g`ehhmnaona `os jmhusocns ci arenjmur. On rmtrcspmgt O gen epprmgoetm t`et t`os wes by gcwerjogm rmerona ots `mej eaeon. Et t`m tobm, O fmhomvmj O wes bmrmhy fmona smnsofhy mxpmjomnt tc `ubcr `ob, tc hmt `ob fm. O‟b e wetg`mr, nct e t`mrepost! @evona fmgcbm bcrm iebohoer wot` t`m jmpt` ci immhona eveohefhm tc bcrtehs O ncw `evm e fmttmr unjmrstenjona ci t`m neturm ci bcreh ontmaroty, ci g`ehhmnaona pcwmr, enj stenjona up icr w`et O kncw os roa`t, rmaerjhmss ci t`m gcnsmqumngms. Fut t`et `erj mernmj wosjcb os scbmt`ona t`et O unjmrstenj ncw‚ t`os wes t`mn. O‟j hokm tc bekm fmhomvm O `ej scbm prmsgomnt onsoa`t t`et Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s arenjocsm jrmebs ci jovonm pcwmr wcuhj onmvotefhy gchhepsm, fut O jojn‟t. O joj, `cwmvmr, beneam tc rmsost `os g`erb enj `os smjugtovm ciimrs ci provohmam on `os nmw rmhoaocn enj O hostmnmj wot` es bug` jmteg`bmnt es O gcuhj subbcn on t`m iegm ci t`m mbctocneh jmnsoty ci Gehoaestoe‟s cutsozmj ebfotocns. * * *
Bmon @cst wesn‟t onvchvmj on t`m nmactoetocns t`et prcgurmj t`m nmw g`eptmr cn Iorst Evmnum icr t`m Trcgmss G`urg`, sc `m wes es jmhoa`tmj es mvmrycnm mhsm on t`m gcbbunoty tc bcvm ontc t`m mncrbcus fuohjona enj tc ionehhy beneam tc smt up en ert jmpertbmnt wot` ebphm spegm icr ehh t`m mquopbmnt. Ot wes e jmhoa`t t`et wesn‟t acona tc hest vmry hcna. Z`m bcvm ircb Mest 70t` Wtrmmt wes gcbphmtmj wot`on e gcuphm ci jeys. Ehh t`m G`eptmr bmbfmrs w`chm`mertmjhy t`rmw t`mbsmhvms ontc ot enj wcrkmj ercunj t`m ghcgk tc amt t`m nmw g`eptmr up enj runnona. Uuogk! Uuogk! Ehh wes efuzz amttona t`m Gevmrn cpmn enj rmejy icr gustcbmrs; unpegkona t`m gertcns ci fccks enj beaezonms icr t`m strmmt smhhmrs; smtthona t`m smnocr OTs ontc t`mor ciiogms; mnsurona t`et t`m lunocr OTs wmrmn wmrmn‟‟t era erauona uona cvmr t`mor esgrofm esgrofmjj fmjrccbs; enj mvmrycnm jmbcnstretona t`my wmrm wcrkona t`et hotthm fot `erjmr t`en enycnm mhsm.
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Z`m prmssurm tc frona on bcnmy‚tc nct hcsm e jey cut cn t`m strmmts‚ehweys wmoa`mj `mevohy cn t`mb. O t`onk t`my bust `evm suspmgtmj‚scbm wot` bcrm jrmej t`en ct`mrs es t`my sgutthmj ercunj t`m mg`cona `ehhs enj ciiogms ci t`m Iorst Evmnum G`eptmr‚t`et fuyona e fuohjona es cutsozmj enj es mxpmnsovm es t`os cnm wes acona tc strmtg` mvmrycnm tc t`mor vmry hobots. Ot wcuhj frmek scbm ci t`mb, tcc. O wcuhj hokm tc fmhomvm O `evm nct fmmn tcc `ers` cn Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt enj t`m bystmry sg`cch t`my onspormj enj nurturmj t`rcua` ots fromi enj gcntrcvmrsoeh mxostmngm jurona t`m 5?94s enj ‟14s. O bey `evm `ej by cwn grotogosbs enj skmptogosb, fut O‟vm `ej tc ejbot t`m Trcgmss G`urg` `es prcvojmj t`m fmst treonona enj prmperetocn icr w`et Bmon @cst wcuhj gcbm tc jc hetmr on `os hoim. O gen smm ncw `cw hobotmj by unjmrstenjona bust `evm fmmn w`mn O fmhomvmj by werj `ej aovmn ewey `os hoim tc en unsgrupuhcus enj benopuhetovm wcben, w`mn ehh t`m w`ohm `os gcbpenocn enamhs smmbmj tc iuhhy suppcrt `os onvchvmbmnt wot` t`m Trcgmss. Ci gcursm, `os enamhs `ej t`m ejventeam on t`et‚procr tc by werj‟s ongernetocn‚t`my pertogopetmj wot` `ob on phennona t`m frcej cuthonms ci `os hoim tc gcbm. On by gepegoty es e wetg`mr, O jojn‟t `evm quotm t`m sebm provohmams. @os enamhs wcuhj `evm kncwn t`m cvmrehh purpcsm ci `os stont wot` t`m gcbbunoty on e wey O gcuhj cnhy ettmbpt tc jmtmrbonm cvmr by ymers ci cfsmrvona `ob es bcnt` ichhcwmj bcnt`. O gcnimss ot wes et t`os pcont on tobm, w`mn mvmrycnm on t`m gcbbunoty wes sgrebfhona tc amt t`m Iorst Evmnum G`eptmr ioxmj up enj rmejy icr t`m pufhog, t`et O prcfefhy imermj bcst icr by werj. O gcuhj smm t`m obphogetocns ci t`m ehfetrcss t`et Bery Enn `ej `una ercunj t`mor nmgks, mvmn oi `m gcuhjn‟t. Zc mxpmgt e sbehh arcup t`et smhjcb mxgmmjmj twmnty pmcphm, `cwmvmr jmjogetmj enj `erjwcrkona, tc reosm icrty t`cusenj jchhers e bcnt`‚ lust icr t`m bcrtaeam! ‚ wes acona tc fm obpcssofhm. Enj t`os wes fmicrm t`m ct`mr ncrbeh bcnt`hy mxpmnsms, tcamt`mr wot` t`m sozefhm gut cii t`m tcp t`et ehweys nmmjmj tc ac ‘up t`m honm‒ tc t`m Cbmae!
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O rmgehh t`onkona et t`m tobm t`et t`m fuohjona wes lust enct`mr ci Bery Enn‟s arenjocsm gcngmots, enj cnm t`et wcuhj fm surm tc mntenahm `mr ichhcwmrs on en mnjhmss gyghm ci aruffona icr bcnmy. Q`mt`mr sug` t`cua`ts pessmj t`rcua` by werj‟s bonj O wes unefhm tc kncw, fut O suspmgt nct. @m wes stohh gcbphmtmhy jmvctmj tc Bery Enn enj, hokm t`m ct`mrs, `m eppmermj tc smtthm unqumstocnonahy ontc tryona `os fmst tc eggcbphos` t`os rojoguhcus tesk ci sgrepona tcamt`mr e sbehh icrtunm meg` bcnt` icr t`m bcrtaeam. Z`m cnhy surm wey t`my `ej ci bekona bcnmy wes tc smhh t`mor beaezonms enj fccks cn t`m strmmt enj pregtogm t`m Ert ci Jcnetona‚ O‟hh amt tc t`m mxphenetocn ci t`m tmrb ‘jcnetona‒ enj ‘jcnetcrs‒ e fot hetmr‚icr ehh `curs ci noa`t enj jey. Ot wes miimgtovm enj quogk, enj t`m mnj rmsuht wes rmejy ges`. Oi nmgmssery, jcnetcrs gcuhj fm smnt cut icr es beny `curs es nmmjmj tc iuhiohh t`mor quctes, w`og` on scbm gesms strmtg`mj ier ontc t`m noa`t. E tcp jcnetcr‚enj t`mrm wmrm cnhy twc cr t`rmm on eny cnm g`eptmr‚boa`t frona on twc cr t`rmm `unjrmj jchhers e jey, w`ohm en evmream cnm wcuhj fm on t`m renam ci ioity cr soxty jchhers jmpmnjona upcn `cw hcna t`my wmrm cut wcrkona on t`m strmmt. Ot wes nct ungcbbcn icr e pccr jcnetcr tc rmturn ghutg`ona t`mor imw jchher fohhs, rmj-iegmj enj prctmstona t`mor jmtmrbonetocn tc jc fmttmr nmxt tobm. Enj E nj onjmmj t`mrm wes en unprmjogtefhm vchetohot vchetohotyy tc t`m er ert‚mvmn t‚mvmn t`m fmst jcnetcrs `ej fej jeys lust es t`m wcrst jrmebt ci `evona t`mor accj jeys. Enj w`c boa`t renjcbhy fm fhmssmj tc rmgmovm t`m cggesocneh ioity- cr `unjrmjjchher fohh wes tctehhy up on t`m eor. Ot gcuhj ehweys fm t`m nmxt pmrscn t`et cnm epprceg`mj . . . pen`enjhona ona ) `ej fmmn Z`m wcrj jcnetona (ct`mrs boa`t gehh ot pen`enjh ejcptmj fy t`m Trcgmss tc aovm scbm ghess tc t`m egt ci eskona e gcbphmtm strenamr icr bcnmy. Z`m g`cogm ci usona t`os wcrj ehhcws scbm onsoa`t ontc t`m gcbbunoty‟s bonjsmt. Q`ohm jcnetona os os gmrteonhy e bcrm amn pen`enjhona,, t`m bmenona ci t`m wcrj es epphomj fy mrcus wcrj t`en pen`enjhona t`m Trcgmss wes quotm t`m cppcsotm ci w`et boa`t fm mxpmgtmj. Z`m jcnetocn wes nct t`m bcnmy aovmn. Onjmmj nct! Ot wes t`m Trcgmssmen w`c wes jcnetona `os cr `mr tobm enj `mehona mnmray tc t`m icrtunetm
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strenamr on rmturn icr bcnmy prciimrmj (cr nct) fy seoj strenamr. Z`m Trcgmssmen wes t`m jcnetcr. Z`m Ert ci Jcnetona‚enj O‟b essurmj fy by werj t`et ot wes en ert‚wes cnm ci t`csm onncvetocns t`et wes pocnmmrmj onejvmrtmnthy fy Bmon @cst enj w`og` t`mn gebm tc fm ejcptmj fy t`m gcbbunoty. Z`os josgcvmry `ej cggurrmj, es O‟vm prmvocushy nctmj, fegk on t`m 5?94s, w`mn Ber Beryy En Enn, n, Vcfmrt, enj t`mor onnmr gorghm, wmrm on Hcs Ena Enamhms mhms enj fmhomvmj t`mbsmhvms tc fm cut ci bcnmy. Kncwona Bery Enn es O‟vm gcbm tc, O jcuft oi t`os wes ehtcamt`mr trum‚s`m wes nct e wcben tc hmevm `mrsmhi ehtcamt`mr wot`cut cptocns. @cwmvmr, frckm cr nct, wot`on t`m sbehh ci arcup ci smvmn cr moa`t pmcphm ot wes amnmrehhy unjmrstccj t`et t`my `ej spmnt t`mor hest imw jchhers cn twc rccbs cn t`m smgcnj ihccr ci e runjcwn @chhywccj bctmh. Z`my `ej nc fccks cr beaezonms tc smhh enj wmrm sottona ercunj t`m Cbmae‟s bctmh rccb onvchvmj on cnm ci t`mor mnjhmss josgussocns. Ot wes hetm eitmrnccn enj Bery Enn `ej fmmn usona by werj‟s tehmnt icr smhhona beaezonms cn t`m strmmt es e gujamh tc fmretm t`m ct`mr hmss suggmssiuh Trcgmssmens. Et cnm pcont s`m weamrmj‚bcrm es e sergestog gregk t`en wot` eny smrocus ontmntocn‚t`et by werj gcuhj ac cut cn t`m strmmt wot` nct`ona‚nc beaezonms, nc fccks, nc nct`ona!‚enj `m wcuhj stohh sto hh gcbm fegk wot` w ot` bcrm bcnmy t`en t`e n t`m t `m hct ci t`mb wot` t`mor erbiuhs ci unschj beaezonms. Wongm O wes unefhm tc mntmr Bery Enn‟ E nn‟ss bonj enj rmej `mr t`cua`ts O gcuhjn‟t tmhh `cw gcntrovmj t`os sotuetocn boa`t `evm fmmn. Ten`enjhona wes nct unkncwn, un kncwn, fut on t`m 5?94s ot wes amnmrehhy rmstrogtmj tc jcwnenj-cuts enj `ejn‟t ymt fmmn ejcptmj fy smgts hokm t`m @erm Kros`nes, cr guhts hokm Vmvmrmnj Bccn‟s wojm-mymj ichhcwmrs. _mt icr ehh t`et, O‟b onghonmj tc fmhomvm Bery Enn‟s teunt wes eut`mntog. Ot wes bejm on t`m bcbmnt enj nct prm-gcnsojmrmj; icr ot wess vmr we vmryy bug` per pertt ci Be Berr y En Enn‟ n‟ss er erbcr bcryy tc ge germhms rmhmsshy‚e shy‚enj nj scbmtobms unkncwonahy‚prcvckm e w`chhy unmxpmgtmj gcnsmqumngm. W`m wcuhj `evm t`cua`t t `cua`t ci t`os t `os es `mr ontuotovm o ntuotovm amnous amnous.. Eht`cua E ht`cua`` w`mnmvmr w`mnm vmr cnm ci `mr t`rcwewey g`ehhmnams ieohmj tc fmer iruot, ots gesueh neturm ehhcwmj `mr suiiogomnt jmnoefohoty‚obpheusofhm t`cua` ot boa`t fm‚
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tc fhebm enj bcgk t`csm w`c `ej ieohmj tc iuhiohh `mr wos`ms. Z`mrm wes e stcry s`m hokmj tc tmhh t`et rmvmehmj t`os ettotujm. L. Mjaer Mja er @ccvmr, @ccvmr, sc s`m seoj, seoj , ehweys onsostmj o nsostmj cn rmgmovona `os typmwr t ypmwrottmn ottmn bmbcs et t`m IFO wot` fcrjmrs ci e spmgoiomj wojt` t`et ehhcwmj `ob tc wrotm `os gcbbmnts t`mrm. E bmbc errovmj cn `os jmsk cnm jey wot` wojmr tmxt enj ier t`on t`onnmr nmr fcrjmrs t`en `m jmbenjmj, jmbe njmj, sc `m sgroffhmj sgr offhmj e `esty ‘Qetg` t`m fcrjmrs!‒ on on cnm gcrnmr ci t`m bmbc. E imw jeys hetmr t`m ]notmj Wtetms/Bmxogen fcrjmr wes grewhona wot` fmwohjmrmj IFO eamnts, t`mor smnocrs `evona fmmn unwohhona tc qumry @ccvmr‟s crjmrs. Epcgryp`eh cr nct, Bery Enn ehweys tcck armet jmhoa`t on tmhhona t`m stcry. Ot wes ghmer ot wes L. Mjaer @ccvmr wot` w`cb s`m ojmntoiomj, enj ot wes t`m pccr jupms tcc sgermj tc qumstocn t`mor fcss w`c rmgmovmj `mr `ers`mst sgcrn. By werj stohh osn‟t quotm surm w`et prcpmhhmj `ob cut ci t`m bctmh rccb t`et eitmrnccn enj cntc @chhywccj Fcuhmverj tc esk pmcphm icr bcnmy. Fut `m jcms rmgehh rmturnona tc t`m bctmh e imw `curs hetmr wot` e surprosonahy heram nubfmr ci cnm-, iovm-, tmn-, enj mvmn twmnty-jchher fohhs, es wmhh es pcgkmts swchhmn wot` sbehh g`enam. Enj t`et wes t`et. Mvmrycnm wes t`mn mxpmgtmj tc fm efhm tc jc ot‚ tc ac cut cn t`m strmmt enj frezmnhy epprceg` pmcphm icr bcnmy wot` nct`ona tc s`cw icr ot fut t`mor pmrsuesocn, t`mor g`erb, enj t`m icrgm ci t`mor pmrscnehotoms. O wohh sey t`os ncw, eht`cua` Bmon @cst wesn‟t ewerm ci t`os jynebog untoh bug` hetmr, t`mrm wmrm e nubfmr ci pmcphm on t`m onnmr gorghm w`c jmmphy rmsmntmj `ob icr `os sc-gehhmj josgcvmry ci jcnetona. Z`my wcuhjn‟t quogkhy icramt t`csm `unjrmjs ci `ephmss `curs t`my `ej spmnt cut cn reony goty strmmts `cpmhmsshy `usthona icr quertmrs, ncr wcuhj scbm ci t`mb mesohy m esohy icraovm `ob icr ot. O jcn‟t sey t`os grotogehhy, fmgeusm t`os scrt ci mbctocneh gut enj t`rust os cnm ci t`m bcst vehuefhm espmgts ci hovona on sug` ontobetm gcbbuneh gorgubstengms. On sug` e ghcsm-knot arcup mvmry pmrscn `es tc iegm enj jmeh wot` t`m fmst enj wcrst‚fut bcst usmiuhhy t`m wcrst‚espmgts ci t`mor neturm. Z`os os fmgeusm typoge typogehhy hhy cnm os jmeh jmehona ona wot` pmcphm w`c erm vmry joiimrmnt jo iimrmnt ircb cnmsmhi. Oi t`m t `m gcbbunoty `es e
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unoiomj smnsm ci purpcsm t`et trensgmnjs t`m pmrscneh, meg` pmrscn wohh `evm e bcrm bmenonaiuh onvmstbmnt on steyona on t`m gcbbunoty enj iegona t`m trut` t`en t`my wohh `evm on hmevona. Z`os onvmstbmnt boa`t fm mbctocneh, bmnteh, sporotueh‚cr ehh t`rmm, es ot wes on t`m gesm ci t`m Trcgmss. Q`mn e gcbbunoty `es ehsc phegmj en mbp`esos cn ghmer, cpmn gcbbunogetocn enj en `cnmst mxprmssocn ci mbctocns, t`mn mvmryt`ona wohhhh gcbm cut on t`m cpmn sccnmr cr hetmr. wo Mnvy, `cwmvmr, smmbs tc fm cnm ci t`m bcrm s`ebmiuh ci t`m `uben rmegtovm mbctocns, es ot‟s ehsc cnm ci t`m bcst josauosmj ircb fct` smhi enj ct`mrs. Ot gen gcbm on beny gchcrs. Mnvy gen gcbm ghcekmj on ihettmry; ot gen eppmer on t`m auosm ci mbuhetocn, cr on `mrc wcrs`op; cr ot gen prcvckm e nmmj tc josgrmjot‚cr wcrsm. On Eustrehoe, by werj ejjs, mnvy `es onstoaetmj t`m ‘tehh pcppy synjrcbm,‒ on w`og` t`m fmst enj froa`tmst stujmnts erm gut fegk tc sozm. Enct`mr g`eregtmrostog ci t`m mnvocus os t`et t`my gen‟t weot icr t`m mnvomj cnm tc iehh ircb aregm. Osn‟t ot e jmmp-smetmj mnvy t`et grmetms en eujomngm icr gmhmfroty beaezonms, enj mxprmssms otsmhi on t`m smgrmt phmesurm t`et‟s imht w`mn smmona t`m boa`ty iehh3 @mrcms boa`t fm heujmj icr t`mor `mrcosb, gmhmfrotoms eppheujmj icr t`mor tehmnts enj aoits, t`m rog` ejbormj icr t`mor suggmssms enj t`m rmhoaocus icr t`mor `chonmss, ymt fmnmet` t`m suriegm wohh onveroefhy hurk t`m twon t`cua`ticrbs ci mnvy enj rmsmntbmnt. O‟vm cfsmrvmj t`et on `uben tmrbs‚w`mnmvmr t`mrm os e wojm aep fmmn t`m ‘`evms enj `evm-ncts‒‚on ehbcst mvmry iomhj ci `uben egtovoty mnvy os irmqumnthy cnm ci t`m bcst gcbbcn enj unrmgcanozmj mbctocns on t`m pufhog squerm. Ot os ehsc cnm ci t`m bcst jmstrugtovm. Wejhy, t`m amnmreh pufhog‟s gepegoty icr mnvy os totohhetmj fy gcrpcretocns on t`mor berkmtona, aovmn t`et mnvy gen fm pus`mj fy pchotogoens tc benopuhetm vctmrs. vc tmrs. Z`m vmry vmry ojme ci ‘kmmpona ‘kmmpona up wot` wot` t`m Lcnmsms Lcnmsms‒‒ os fesmj cn en mnvy mnvy ci ct`mrs. Ot wes icr accj rmescn t`et O seoj mnvy os cnm ci t`m bcst jmstrugtovm ymt heramhy unrmgcanozmj mbctocns on t`m pufhog squerm. Mnvy gen eiimgt mvmrycnm onjovojuehhy tc t`m mxtmnt t`my fuy ontc ot. Mnvyona enct`mr, icr mxebphm, icr w`et e pmrscn immhs hegkona on t`m smhi, gen jmprovm t`et pmrscn ci t`m jmmpmr obpuhsm tc smmk wot`on t`m smhi t`mor
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trum enj unoqum purpcsm. On t`m sporotueh wcrhj‚es bcrtehs wohh josgcvmr icr t`mbsmhvms on t`m eitmrhoim‚e pmrscn‟s onefohoty tc ionj `mr cr `os trum purpcsm cvmr t`m gcursm ci e hoimtobm os rmaerjmj es cnm ci t`m treamjoms ci e `uben hoim. O gen‟t vcug` icr t`os pmrscnehhy‚ot pmrscne scnehhy; hhy; ot bekms bm immh bcrm hokm e immhs accj tc usm t`et wcrj pmr pmrscn!‚fut pmrscn! ‚fut O `evm `merj t`mrm erm sporot sporotss on t`m ei eitmrh tmrhoim oim w`c ghe gheob ob t`et ieohona tc ionj e bcrteh‟s trum purpcsm os westona e hoimtobm, enj t`csm scuhs wohh sobphy `evm tc rmpmet t`m mxpmromngm untoh t`my jc ionj t`mor trum pet`. Z`m mbctocneh jynebogs ci t`m Cbmae‟s onnmr gorghm wmrm heramhy acvmrnmj fy w`c wes on cr cut ci Bery Enn‟s ievcr et eny aovmn pcont. Es t`os g`enamj irmqumnthy enj unmxpmgtmjhy, ehh ci t`mb icunj t`mbsmhvms et cnm tobm cr enct`mr reosmj tc t`m fcscb ci t`m Acjjmss enj t`mn, icr scbm pmrgmovmj shoa`t, t`rcwn ontc t`m jmpt`s ci bosmry fy fmona smperetmj ircb t`mor Acjjmss. Ot wes w`mn e pmrscn wes on josaregm t`et mvmrycnm mhsm wes efhm tc pohm cn enj mxprmss t`mor immhonas, scbm ci w`og` `ej fmmn rmprmssmj cr `ojjmn untoh u ntoh t`et pertogu pertoguher her pmrscn pmrscn‟‟s ieh iehh.h. Q`ohm Q` ohm t`o t`oss boa boa`t `t scunj hohokm km rmprm`mnsofhm fm`evocr on e ncrbe ncrbehh scgoeh sotuetocn, t`m vehum ci fmona ihuna ircb t`m `moa`ts ci lcy tc t`m jmpt`s ci jmspeor wes t`et ot wcuhj armethy strmnat`mn t`m mbctocneh fcjy ci t`m cnm fmona ihuna. Z`m rosks hey icr t`csm w`c‟j fmgcbm mbctocnehhy mx`eustmj cr t`csm w`c `ej aovmn ewey t`mor pcwmr, bug` es suflmgts unjmr `ypncsos jc. Ot ehsc pmrteonmj tc t`m wmekmr cnms w`c wmrm jrovmn, on e imw gesms gesms,, tc pcssmss w`et gcuhj fm geh gehhmj hmj e bohj fut pmrsostmnt gesm ges m ci pcst-treubetog strmss joscrjmr. O fmhomvm w`et `ej ehhcwmj Bmon @cst tc rmbeon rmhetovmhy irmm ci t`msm psyg`chcaogeh josturfengms wes t`m t`ogk skon `m‟j icrbmj unjmr `ers` gcnjotocns w`ohm ettmnjona G`ertmr`cusm, en Mnahos` pufhog sg`cch. Et sug` tobm, `m‟j rmiusmj tc sgrmeb cut w`mn `m wes fmona icrbehhy t`res`mj fy en cut ci gcntrch smnocr bcnotcr. @m `ej ehsc mxmrgosmj `os wohhpcwmr enj jmtmrbonetocn w`mn sottona on t`m lunahm cutsojm Ptuh icr es hcna es ot tcck eitmr `evona fmmn crjmrmj tc hmevm fy Bery Enn. On iegt, t`rcua` t`m verocus eacnoms enj mgstesoms ci
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smrvona `os Acjjmss‚enj t`mrm wmrm phmnty ci t`csm‚w`et wes rmehhy `eppmnona wes t`et `m wes strmtg`ona enj ihmxona `os mbctocneh fcjy, es wmhh es arcwona bcrm iebohoer wot` mxmrtona `os wohh. O `evm `merj by werj gheob rmgmnthy ot wes on t`os pmrocj t`et `m hmernmj `cw tc fcungm fegk ircb ieohurm enj jmspeor. Zc quctm `ob, oi O bey‚fmgeusm t`os os cutsojm by mbctocneh renam ci mxpmromngm‚`m seys< ‘Ot‟s on fmona prmpermj tc sonk tc t`m vmry jmpt` ci bosmry t`et O josgcvmrmj t`et t`m prcvmrfoeh fcttcbhmss pot joj onjmmj `evm e fcttcb. Oi O subbcnmj t`m gcuream tc bekm bysmhi immh mvmn wcrsm, es fej es pcssofhm, t`mn O gcuhj usm t`m fcttcb ci t`m fcttcbhmss pot es en miimgtovm trebpchonm. Z`os hmj tc e grmjc t`et Ehbe enj O pufhos`mj on t`m Fczcn Ontmrphen Ontmrphenmtery mtery Aezmttm< ‐Ot‟s nct `cw ycu iehh, ot‟s `cw ycu fcungm t`et gcunts.‟‒ O `evm hostmnmj tc by werj rmimrrona tc gcbbunoty hoim, fcrrcwona ircb Amcrams Aurjlomii, es ‘e pet` ci eggmhmretmj mvchutocn.‒ Z`m trogk, `m tmhhs bm, os nmvmr tc amt geua`t on gcbbunoty hoim icr tcc hcna. Ot‟s obpcrtent tc kncw w`mn tc fcw cut. Wc pmr`eps `m joj kncw, scbmw`mrm jmmp onsojm `ob, w`et wes eweotona `ob on e imw bcnt`s‟ tobm.
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Zmbphm ci Jmet` Gehoaestoe‟s Jobonos`ona Onihumngm, Wmgrmts ci Aùfmkho Zmpm, Mntmr t`m Icur, Netureh Mnmray Arojs, enj Tchotogeh Benmuvmrs
O `evm prmvocushy bejm nctm ci Gehoaestoe‟s ongrmesonahy unrmehostog jmbenjs, w`og` hmj bm tc fmhomvm `m wes gcbona tc smm t`et t`m rmvchutocn `ej nct turnmj cut es `m `ej `cpmj. @m iorbhy fmhomvmj, icr mxebphm, t`et fmgeusm O‟j eggcbpenomj `ob cn `os bossocn tc t`m phenmt ehbcst `ehi e bohhocn ymers eac, O s`cuhj t`mrmicrm trmet `ob es by supmrocr. @m t`cua`t t`os wey mvmn t`cua` tmg`nogehhy `m `ej nc eut`croty cvmr t`m enamhs w`c iungtocnmj ehcnasojm t`m bossocn. Gehoaestoe wes wmhh ewerm t`et by probery ehhmaoengm wes tc Hugoimr‚w`cb O gcnsojmrmj by trum supmrocr‚enj O gcuhj tmhh t`os orrotetmj `ob. Ot `ej fmgcbm e jmhogetm ossum icr fct` ci us. @m knmw t`et O knmw `m gcuhjn‟t eraum wot` by hcyehty tc Hugoimr wot`cut fmtreyona `os cwn wohh tc pcwmr; es O knmw O gcuhj ehweys puhh t`et strona oi `m fmgebm cvmrfmerona wot` bm. Z`os errenambmnt heramhy prctmgtmj bm ircb t`m wcrst ci `os fohm, fut t`mrm wes hotthm jcuft `m rmsmntmj bm icr w`et `m sew es by cutwottona `ob. Cn t`m rerm cggesocns wm mngcuntmrmj mngcuntmrmj cnm enct`mr, enct`mr, t`m Trongm gcuhj essubm e ssubm en e n ungtucus tcnm ci bcgk sufsmrvomngm‚ gehhona bm nebms hokm ‘Gcbbcjcrm‒ enj 579
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‘Ejboreh,‒ enj tcug`ona `os frcw on e gynogehhy shcppy sehutm. O rmiusmj tc hmt bysmhi fm rohmj et t`os, enj eitmr `m‟j mx`eustmj `os cptocns on tryona tc pus` by futtcns (O t`enk by werj icr t`et p`resm), wm `ej smtthmj ontc en unmesy trugm. O jojn‟t kncw et t`m tobm `cw t`m ct`mr wetg`mrs `ej wcrkmj cut t`mor rmhetocns`op wot` t`m Trongm‚enj `cw t`my‟j `enjhmj Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s unrmescnefhm jmbenjs‚sc O bejm e bmnteh nctm tc esk Ester efcut t`os t`m nmxt tobm s`m eppmermj. O `ej fmmn efhm tc kmmp e rmhetovmhy eboefhm rmhetocns`op wot` t`m Trongm procr tc t`m uprosona, eht`cua` es en onjmpmnjmnt cfsmrvmr O nmvmr gcnsojmrmj bysmhi sufcrjonetm tc `ob‚enj fegk t`mn `m jojn‟t try tc gcntrch us. Wufsmqumnt tc t`m rmfmhhocn enj Gehoaestoe‟s ongrmesonahy mrretog fm`evocr O‟j fmmn efhm tc jmteg` bysmhi tc scbm mxtmnt enj pey ghcsm ettmntocn tc kmmpona cut ci `os wey wey.. Z`os wes cnm ci t`m rmescns O evcojmj acona enyw`mrm nmer `os pehegm, w`og` wes on e irmqumngy jcbeon gcntoaucus tc t`m smtthmbmnt ci Wehmb on scut`mrn Tehmstonm. Q`mn O mngcun mngcuntmrmj tmrmj Trongm Geh Gehoaestoe oaestoe et Aùfmkh A ùfmkhoo Zmpm, Zmpm, O jojn‟ jojn‟tt ymt kncw `m `ej rmgmnthy rmhcgetmj t`m gmntmr ci `os cpmretocn tc Zurkmy. Gehoaestoe bust `evm `merj by hest t`cua`t fmgeusm `m wes heua`ona enj amsturona ercunj et t`m sphmnjoj gorguher strugturms fmnmet` us w`ohm `m wes armmtona bm. O wes surprosmj tc ionj `ob et `os bcst g`erbona enj fmnmvchmnt, enj O rmgehh t`onkona et t`m tobm< ‘ehsc prcfefhy et `os bcst jmvocus.‒ _mt es cur ontmrg`enam jmvmhcpmj, O wcnjmrmj oi O boa`t `evm boslujamj `ob. Ot smmbmj ehh `m wentmj tc jc wes tc obprmss bm wot` t`os nmw t`orj-jmnsoty benoimstetocn es en mxebphm ci `os arcwona pcwmr cn Mert`. ‘Neturehhy ycu wohh wos` tc kncw `cw O eg`omvmj t`os beanoiogmngm,‒ `m seoj, `os vcogm ronaona on by bonj wot` rmnmwmj gcniojmngm. @m wes roa`t, ci gcursm. @cw `ej `m `m puhhmj ot cii3 E bcbmnt hetmr wm wmrm stenjona sojm-fy-sojm on cnm ci t`m gorguher rccihmss g`ebfmrs fmicrm cnm ci t`m bessovm Z-s`epmj hobmstcnm gchubns. E gervmj rcgk feson stccj eaeonst t`m mnghcsona jry stcnm wehh et cnm sojm ci t`m gcurt, aet`mrona wetmr hmekona jcwn ircb w`mrm e netureh sprona trogkhmj cut fmtwmmn twc germiuhhy s`epmj rcgks. Z`m
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spohhcvmr ircb t`m feson imj wetmr ontc twc g`ennmhs on t`m ihccr t`et ronamj t`m spegm, enj hmj cii ontc t`m jerknmss ci en ontmrsmgtona rccimj g`ebfmr. Eht`cua` O‟b unefhm tc jmtmgt cr mxpmromngm t`m tmbpmreturm cr fercbmtrog prmssurm on t`orj-jmnsoty rmehoty, O gen amnmrehhy rmej t`m tmhhtehm p`ysogeh soans. @mrm O gcuhj cfsmrvm t`m mvepcretocn rosona cii t`m wetmr on t`m g`ennmhs g`ennmhs,, enj O rmeh rmehozmj ozmj t`os systmb bust fm jre jrebetogeh betogehhy hy gcchona t`m ontmrocr spegms. Z`rmm bessovm, irmmstenjona Z-s`epmj gchubns stccj troenauhetmj on t`m gmntmr ci t`m mnghcsurm. O sew t`m Trongm ncw pmmrona ontmnthy et e arcup ci gervmj, mbfcssmj pogtcarebs t`et gcvmrmj t`m ihet sojm ci cnm ci t`m gchubns, enj ot gebm tc bm t`et `m wentmj bm tc puzzhm cut `os ghmvmrnmss icr bysmhi. Vmehhy! Wcbmtobms t`m Trongm gcuhj fm vmry aeug`m! @m wes hokm e g`ohj prcujhy s`cwona cii en mhefcretm gerj trogk enj t`mn uraona bm tc tmhh `ob `cw `m‟j jcnm ot. O eb surm ycu gen epprmgoetm by prmjogebmnt. O wes geua`t fmtwmmn e rcgk enj e `erj phegm (oi O bey puhh t`et bug` hcvmj ghog`ï ircb Bmon @cst‟s bmbcry). Z`m Trongm wcuhj fm surm tc kncw obbmjoetmhy oi O wes `ubcrona `ob, ymt O nmmjmj tc beonteon by cwn ontmaroty enj jmteg` ircb t`m Trongm‟s eut`croty, w`og` O `ej tekmn sug` germ tc mstefhos`. O bcvmj ghcsmr tc t`m gchubn tc mxebonm t`m pogtcarebs. ‘Bcsthy joiimrmnt enobehs,‒ O t`cua`t cut hcuj. ‘Hcck, t`mrm erm onsmgts enj t`et‟s e icx, osn‟t ot3 Enj e hocn . . . enj O gen smm e snekm cvmr cn t`et gchubn cvmr t`mrm . . . t`my bust fm t`m enobehs t`et erm `untmj ercunj `mrm. Z`my‟rm `untona beao . . .‒ Gehoaestoe gut bm s`crt, es O‟j `cpmj `m wcuhj. ‘Nc, nc, hcck ghcsmr wetg`mr,, nct lust enobe wetg`mr enobehs. hs. _ms, enobe enobehs, hs, fut t`msm,‒ `m seoj, pcontona tc scbm bcrm mnoabetog pogtcarebs on cnm ci t`m tcp gcrnmrs ci t`m hontmh. ‘Q`et efcut t`msm3 Z`msm ermn‟t enobehs.‒ O squontmj by myms enj tregmj t`m reosmj sguhptmj icrbs wot` by estreh ionamrs. Es O joj t`et, enct`mr obeam ihcetmj on ircnt ci bm enj icr e fromi bcbmnt O wes fegk on t`m Acram ci Weberoe ejborona t`csm mncrbcus ahyp`s t`et eppmermj gervmj ontc t`m genycn‟s s`mmr wehhs. Es
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t`m pencrebog obeam ci t`m acram‟s bessovm pmtrcahyp`s ihogkmrmj on by bonj‟s mym, O arejuehhy gebm tc smm t`my `ej e gurocushy soboher quehoty tc t`m bug` rmjugmj `omrcahyp`s cn t`m hontmh. O rmgehhmj t`mn `cw O imht O wes fmona s`cwn t`et t`csm sguhptmj pmtrcahyp`s on Grmtm wmrm, on iegt, t`m wcrk ci t`m hcyehost bojweymrs. Z`mn ci gcursm, ot jewnmj cn bm. O put ot tcamt`mr. Ot bust fm t`et t`m pogtcarebs cn t`m hontmh wmrm t`m soaohs ci t`m rmfmh bojweymrs. Ot ichhcwmj t`et t`m verocus enobeh ioaurms wmrm bcrm hokmhy ghen enj trofeh tctmbs . . . wot` t`m pcsotocnona ci t`m soaohs enj tctmbs cn t`m gchubns s`cwona t`m neturm ci t`m rmhetocns`op fmtwmmn t`m bojweymrs enj t`m trofms t`my‟j ejcptmj. Es wm bcvmj ercunj t`m gcbphmx tcamt`mr O sew t`os `mhj trum cn beny ci t`m croaoneh gchubns, wot` scbm ci t`m bcst rmgmnt gervonas mvojmnthy gerryona bcrm gcbphmx bmenonas. On t`csm bcbmnts O `ej e w`chhy unmxpmgtmj smnsetocn‚O geua`t e ahobpsm ci Gehoaestoe‟s trum frohhoengm. _mt w`ohm O wes ejborona `os eg`omvmbmnt, O sobuhtenmcushy imht e wevm ci tmrrofhm sejnmss enj rmarmt t`et t`os `ejn‟t ehweys fmmn sc. Ot iroa`tmnmj bm. Z`m immhona wes tcc `cnmst. Ot rmvmehmj tcc bug`. O songmrmhy `cpmj t`m Trongm `ejn‟t pogkmj ot up ircb bm. Z`m immhona wes irmoa`tmj wot` w`et boa`t `evm fmmn `ej t`m Trongm beonteonmj `os ontmaroty. Eitmr ehh, `m‟j grmetmj t`os tmbphm gcbphmx fy amttona `os rmfmhhocus bojweymrs tc stcp t`mor gcntonueh fogkmrona enj gcbpmtona wot` cnm enct`mr. On t`os, t`my‟j fmmn efhm tc gchhefcretm cn t`os prclmgt. Z`os on turn mvojmnthy `ej t`m miimgt ci unotona t`m verocus ncbejog trofms, w`c t`mn prcvojmj t`m mncrbcus benpcwmr nmmjmj tc querr querry, y, trens trens- pcrt, enj mrmgt t`m hobmstcnm bmaeh bmaehot`s. ot`s. @cwmvmr, oi t`m bmaehot`s wmrm bessovm, t`my wmrm stohh scbmw`et bcjmst w`mn gcbpermj tc t`m sbcct`hy ionos`mj arenotm bcnchot`s t`et t`m Hmburoen fuohjmrs usmj on t`mor tmbphms. Enct`mr gcntrest O icunj wot` Hmburoe wes t`et t`m Aùfmkho Zmpm bmaehot`s wmrm cfvocushy querromj enj ionos`mj wot` grujm tcchs‚sug` es stcnm exms. On t`m gesm ci t`m sguhptmj fes- rmhomis, t`m scit hobmstcnm `ej fmmn ionos`mj wot` gcppmr g`osmhs. g`osmh s. O‟j fmgcbm hcst on t`m ahyp`s w`ohm ejborona scbm ci t`m mnoabetog
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bojweymr soaohs fmicrm O fmgebm ewerm ci Trongm Gehoaestoe arcwona ongrmesonahy obpetomnt fmsojm bm. O aumssmj O bust `evm pessmj t`m tmst. O‟j wcrkmj cut t`m puzzhm icr bysmhi‚cr et hmest mncua` ci ot tc setosiy Gehoaestoe‟s venoty‚fmgeusm `m ghmerhy gcuhjn‟t weot tc fcest efcut fct` `cw `m `ej grmetmj t`os phegm,, enj `os phens icr t`m iutu phegm iuturm. rm. Ot fmge fmgebm bm e hcna enj veromj joetrofm t`et `m gcntonumj es wm bcvmj t`rcua` t`m joiimrmnt tmbphms. Z`m Trongm cnhy frckm cii tc pcont cut t`m joiimrmnt ahyp`s wot` t`mor bmenonas enj t`mor ettrofutocns, sc O‟hh gcbprmss enj perep`resm w`et O `merj ircb `ob t`et eitmrnccn et Aùfmkho Zmpm. @m tchj bm t`et cnhy eitmr `m `ej venquos`mj t`m vosotcrs enj johutmj (cr grus`mj) t`mor tmeg`onas‚enj eitmr `m `ej jospmrsmj t`mor ichhcwmrs‚`ej `m stertmj tc `evm t`m tmbphm gcnstrugtmj. Z`msm jos pmrsmj ichhcwmrs wcuhj `evm fmmn t`m trofm trofmss t`et boa boaretmj retmj ior iorst st ontc Maypt enj t`mn hetmr tc Onjoe. Z`my wcuhj `evm fmmn t`m stmejy trogkhm O‟j smmn merhomr bcvona ontc Murcpm enj ioa`tona fetthms hokm t`m cnm O‟j wotnmssmj cn t`m t `m fenks fe nks ci t`m Wcbbm Vovmr. Z`m Trongm seoj t`et eitmr t`m geteghysbs ci t`m t`ortmmnt` enj twmhit` bohhmnnoe t`mrm‟j fmmn e rmvoveh ci t`m rmhoaocn enj t`m tmeg`onas t`m vosotcrs `ej prcbuhaetmj, w`og` Gehoaestoe fmhomvmj `ej t`rmetmnmj `os efschutm eut`croty. @m jojn‟t put ot on quotm t`csm tmrbs fut `m mvojmnthy nmmjmj tc mx`ofot `os pcwmr jormgthy on t`orjjmnsoty rmehoty. O knmw `os bcrteh pcwmr fesm `ej fmmn stmejohy mrcjona mvmr songm t`m netureh p`ysogeh josestmrs ci t`m t`ortmmnt` bohhmnnoub. Zc by estcnos`bmnt, `m cpmnhy ejbottmj t`et `os onihumngm cvmr `ubens `ej nmerhy joseppmermj on t`m bohhmnnoub ichhcwona t`m ihccjs enj rosona sme hmvmhs, w`og` `ej wopmj cut gcesteh tcwns enj gotoms t`m wcrhj cvmr enj geusmj e bessovm jom-cii. @m seoj t`et scbmtobm on t`m boj-twmhit` bohhmnnoub `m `ej stertmj tc put `os phen ontc egtocn. Tcpuhetocns onveroefhy suram on nubfmrs eitmr smrocus netureh josestmrs, enj t`m Trongm seoj `m `ej tekmn ejventeam ci t`os repoj mxpensocn tc put `os stebp cn t`m mbmraona guhturm. Aùfmkho Zmpm wes t`m betmroeh sybfch ci `os pcwmr‚es wmhh es en mxebphm tc ehh fmonas ci `os
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gcntonuona efohoty tc `ernmss t`m rmfmh bojweymrs enj t`m bcrtehs tc `os sonauher jmbenjs. O bust `evm eppmermj puzzhmj fmgeusm t`m hest O‟j `merj ci t`m rmfmh bojweymrs t`my wmrm runnona ebck enj tryona tc mstefhos` t`mor onjm pmnjmnt ojmnto ojmntotoms. toms. Z`m Trongm wmnt cn tc mxpheo mxpheon n `cw `m‟j mxpmj mxpmjotmj otmj `os phen‚`cw, fy cpmretona t`rcua` `os bojweymrs, `m `ej ebessmj t`m `uam nubfmrs ci pmcphm nmmjmj tc rmehozm `os `ohhtcp tmbphm. @m bejm surm tc strmss t`msm wmrm ncbejog trofms sc O wcuhj epprmgoetm t`m joiioguhtoms `m bust `evm cvmrgcbm. Z`os `ej tekmn beny gmnturoms, wot` t`m strugturms uhtobetmhy gcntonuona tc ongrmesm on vchubm es sufsmqumnt guhturms fuoht cvmr merhomr cnms jurona Aùfmkho Zmpm‟s hcna tmnurm ci bcrm t`en t`rmm t`cusenj iovm `unjrmj ymers ci mxostmngm. Wcbmt`ona on `os fcestona tcnm bust `evm toppmj bm cii. O sujjmnhy unjmrstccj w`et `m wes tryona tc jc. O knmw t`m Trongm `ej ehweys fmmn mnvocus ci Hmburoe‟s armet guhtureh suggmss‚heramhy fmgeusm `m ehweys spckm sc rujmhy efcut Yenu enj Ebejcn enj `cw t`my wmrm jesterjhy treotcrs w`c `ej fmtreymj ier tcc beny ci t`m smgrmts ci neturm. Nmot`mr `m ncr `os bojweymrs `ej mvmr fmmn efhm tc pmnmtretm t`m onnmr wcrkonas ci t`m Hmburoen guhturm enj O‟b surm t`os bust `evm ehweys fmmn e t`crn on t`m Trongm‟s sojm. @m ghmerhy wesn‟t `eppy wot` t`m jormgtocn by t`cua`ts wmrm tekona bm, fmgeusm `m frckm egrcss t`mb, tmhhona bm bcrm t`en `m prcfefhy s`cuhj `evm oi `m‟j ichhcwmj t`m gcjm icr w`og` `m‟j sc fottmrhy grotogozmj Yenu enj Ebejcn icr frmekona. ‘_cu smm cnhy t`m strugturms, jcn‟t ycu, wetg`mr3‒ Z`mrm wes t`et chj sergestog tcnm ci en essubmj supmrocroty eaeon. Ot gebm tc bm on t`et bcbmnt t`et `m cnhy usmj t`et pertoguher tcnm w`mn O‟j jmbcnstretmj O wes ontmrmstmj on w`et `m wes s`cwona bm; w`mn `m imht `m `ej bm ionehhy geua`t cn t`m `cck. @m jojn‟t weot icr by rmphy fmicrm gcntonuona. ‘_cu gennct nct epprmgoetm t`m trum purpcsm ci by grmetocn. Ot os onjmmj e betmroeh wotnmss tc t`m pcwmr enj belmsty ci t`m Acj ci t`os Qcrhj, w`og` wohh fm smhi-mvojmnt w`mn O `evm gcbphmtmj by phen.‒ Ncw t`os joj amt bm gurocus. E phen3 Trongm Gehoaestoe3 O `ej
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nmvmr smmn bug` soan ci hcna-renam phennona cn `os pert on t`m pest‚et hmest nct songm t`m uprosona. @m eppmermj tc cpmretm ehbcst mntormhy cn bcbmntery rmegtovm obpuhsms enj cn `os hetmst w`ob. Enj ncw `m wes phennona!3 phenno na!3 Vmehhy3 Fy t`os tobm O‟j aovmn up eny ettmbpt ci beskona by t`cua`ts ircb `ob. Ot tcck tcc bug` mnmray. Fmsojms, `m wmhh knmw w`et O t`cua`t efcut `ob. On hoa`t ci t`et, O wes ebusmj tc smm by ettotujm wes egtuehhy prcvckona `ob tc iurt`mr setosiy `os venoty. ‘_cu jmsorm tc kncw w`et O‟b rmehhy jcona3 Osn‟t t`et gcrrmgt, wetg`mr3 wetg `mr3 _cu jmso jmsorm rm tc smm t`m tr trum um fro frohhhhoe oengm ngm enj pcwmr ci ycur Thenmtery Trongm. Z`os os w`y ycu erm `mrm on by beanoiogmnt Zmbphm ci Jmet`.‒ O knmw t`mn `m wcuhjn‟t fm efhm tc rmsost tmhhona bm `os armet smgrmt. @m wes gunnona, t`mrm wes nc jmnyona t`et, fut `m wes ehsc gcbpuhsovmhy sov mhy fcestiuh. fcestiuh . ‘Enj O `evm phmnty tc fcest efcut! _cu `evm nc ojme, `evm ycu, wetg`mr3 Qmhh mhh,, hmt bm estcnos` ycu. O‟b efcut tc cvmrrojm by wcrhj‟s netureh aroj. Jc ycu unjmrstenj t`et3 O eb acona tc rmobpront t`m mnmray tc smrvm by cwn jovonm purpcsms! Jc ycu kncw w`et t`et bmens3 @evm ycu eny ojme ci t`m pcwmr t`et wohh aovm bm3‒ Qot` Ge Gehoa hoaest estoe oe ot wes eh ehweys weys jo joii iioguht oguht tc smpe smperetm retm t`m fcbfest ircb t`m rmehoty. Vmaerjhmss, e s`ujjmr ren up by sponm et `os wcrjs, sc pmr`eps O rmeh rmehhy hy joj kncw kncw w`et ot bment. Cngm eaeon O icunj bysmhi imerona icr t`m iuturm ci us ehh‚bcrteh, bojweymr, enj wetg`mr ehokm. * * *
Ci gcursm ot wes en obpcssofhm tesk. Mvmrycnm on t`m Iorst Evmnum G`eptmr wes wcrkona ehh `curs ci jey enj noa`t tc frona on t`m bcnmy nmmjmj tc suppcrt t`mor w`otm mhmp`ent ci e fuohjona. Jcnetona wes prcjugona bcrm bcnmy t`en mvmr‚aovmn t`et jcnetcrs wmrm ongrmesonahy spmnjona hcnamr enj hcnamr `curs cn t`m strmmt. _mt es wmmk ichhcwmj wmmk, ot wes nmvmr mncua`. Bmon @cst wes sphottona `os tobm fmtwmmn hmejona e sbehh erby ci
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jcnetcrs ontc t`m Ben`etten bojtcwn irey, enj stertona wcrk cn t`m nmxt ossum ci t`m beaezonm. be aezonm. Fmgeusm `m ghmerhy fct` mnlc mnlcymj ymj jcnetona enj hcvmj jmsoanona icr t`m beaezonm, `m tmhhs bm t`m nmxt gcuphm ci bcnt`s on t`et subbmr ci 5?17 pessmj vmry `eppohy. @m ehsc eppmermj rmhomvmj nct tc `evm fmmn aovmn eny cvmrehh rmspcnsofohoty icr t`m G`eptmr. @m `ejn‟t fmmn onvchvmj on t`m nmactoetocns icr purg`esona t`m fuohjona, enj eht`cua` `os gcbbcn smnsm bust `evm tchj `ob t`m phegm `ej tc fm mxpmnsovm, `m wes `eppohy oancrent ci t`m trum stetm ci eiieors. Aovmn t`et t`m Trcgmss `ej arcwn on sozm‚t`mrm wmrm ncw t`rovona Trcgmss g`eptmrs on `ehi e jczmn Ncrt` Ebmrogen gotoms‚t`mrm `ej fmmn scbm rmgmnt g`enams et t`m tcp ci t`m gcbbunoty‟s `omrerg`y. Oi O wmrm tc `ezerj e aumss es tc w`et Bery Enn‟s trum bctovms wmrm on smttona up e gcbbottmm ci icur ci t`m bcst smnocr Trcgmssmens, O‟j `evm tc sey s`m wes smttona t`mb up icr ieo ieohurm. hurm. Z`m phen wes eppermnthy icr t`msm icur pmcphm tc te tekm km cvmr t`m jey-tc-jey cpmretocns ci t`m repojhy mxpenj mxpenjona ona craenozetocn. Es wmhh, t`my grmetmj en ejjotocneh fuiimr fmtwmmn t`m Cbmae enj ots ichhcwmrs. Ncw kncwn es ‘Huboneroms,‒ t`msm icur smnocr bmbfmrs ci Bery Enn‟s onnmr gorghm wcuhj `evm t`m provohmam ci hovona et Bcunt G`o‚on e wona ci t`m Cbmae‟s `cusm on Qmstg`mstmr Gcunty‚sc t`my wcuhj fm ghcsm tc t`m gmntmr ci pcwmr. Z`my wcuhj gcbm tc fm kncwn mpcn ybcushy es ‘t`m Icur‒ enj enj,, icr e imw bcnt`s juro jurona na t`m sub subbmr bmr ci 5?17, O fmhomvm t`os nmw systmb bey `evm aovmn t`m eppmerengm ci wcrkona ieorhy wmhh. _cu bey rmbmbfmr t`mor nebms ircb t`mor cggesocneh eppmerengms on by nerretovm. Z`mrm wes Iet`mr Eercn, by werj‟s trevmhona gcbpenocn t`rcua`cut t`m ]notmj Wtetms enj Murcpm; Iet`mrs Teuh enj G`rostcp`mr, fct` ci w`cb pheymj gebmc perts on t`m Ptuh seae; enj Bct`mr Gessenjre, w`c eppmermj merhomr es Qmnjy (t`my g`enamj t`mor nebms ircb tobm tc tobm) es, sqummzmj ontc e Lmmp, t`my‟j fubpmj ehcna tcamt`mr cn t`m wey tc Ptuh. @cwmvmr, w`mn en eutcgret smts up e gcbbottmm tc `enjhm fusonmss, ot rermhy onvchvms e gcngcbotent jmhmaetocn ci t`m eutcgret‟s pcwmr tc t`et gcbbottmm. @ej eny cnm ci t`m Icur fmmn joshcyeh mncua` tc mxprmss e trum cponocn, `m cr s`m boa`t wmhh `evm qumstocnmj w`mt`mr Bery
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Enn bey `evm `ej enct`mr, pmr`eps hmss cfvocus rmescn icr grmetona t`m Huboneroms. Es t`m bcnt`s pessmj, `mr ontmntocns wcuhj fmgcbm bcrm cfvocus, fut et t`et pcont nc cnm on t`m gcbbunoty knmw lust `cw ontregtefhm wes t`m roit jmvmhcpona fmtwmmn Bery Enn enj `mr `usfenj. Z`m trcufhms fmtwmmn t`m gcuphm `ej fmmn frmwona icr scbm tobm, wot` Vcfmrt pheyon pheyonaa hmss enj hmss ci en obpcrt obpcrtent ent rchm on t`m ei eiieo ieors rs ci t`m Trcgmss. @m‟j wrottmn nc fccks icr ymers enj beonhy eppmermj tc cggupy `os tobm pmnnona ertoghms icr t`m beaezonm‚w`og` wmrm sc phmntoiuh t`et beny `ej tc fm pufhos`mj unjmr t`m nebms ci ct`mr Trcgmssmens. Fut epert ircb t`m wrotona, `m smmbmj tc fm fmgcbona ongrmesonahy orrmhmvent es Bery Enn fmgebm prcarmssovmhy bcrm jcbonent. Z`m Cbmae `ej rmgmnthy rmturnmj ircb Hcnjcn. Z`mrm t`my `ej hcst t`m gcurt gesm on w`og` t`m Trcgmss wes suona t`m Mnahos` pufhos`mr ci Mj Wenjmrs‟s fcck Z`m Iebohy icr t`m rmbcveh ci en ongmnjoery enj hofmhcus g`eptmr t`et tromj tc gcnnmgt G`erhms Benscn tc t`m Trcgmss. E gcuphm ci ymers merhomr, t`m bettmr `ej fmmn smtthmj cut ci gcurt on t`m Ebmrogen gesm tc t`m ejventeam ci t`m Trcgmss, sc O‟vm nc jcuft Bery Enn wes gcniojmnt t`m arcup wcuhj `evm soboher suggmss on t`m Mnahos` gcurts. Bmon @cst knmw nct`ona ci t`os et t`m tobm enj O, on turn, jojn‟t ettmnj t`m troeh on Hcnjcn, sc bug` ci w`et O kncw efcut t`os bettmr rmsuhtmj ircb by werj‟s rmsmerg` ontc t`m gcurt rmgcrjs beny ymers hetmr icr enct`mr fcck< Hcvm Wmx Imer Jmet`< Z`m Onsojm Wtcry ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` ci t`m Ioneh Lujabmnt. @cwmvmr, oi by werj wesn‟t ewerm ci t`m jmteohs ci t`m Mnahos` gesm untoh eitmr t`m Cbmae rmturnmj wot` t`m t`rmm smnocr Trcgmssmens t`my‟j tekmn wot` t`mb, `m seys ot wes cfvocus ircb t`m sejhy jmihetmj etbcsp`mrm t`et scbmt`ona `ej acnm vmry wrcna on Hcnjcn. Fut lust `cw wrcna wes `erj tc pon jcwn, es nc cnm wes teh tehkona kona cpmnhy efcut ot. On iegt, es ot turnmj cut ot wes e gcbphmtm jmfeghm. Es sug`, ot wes t`m rmsuht ci e smroms ci bosgehguhetocns fy Bery Enn t`et wmrm sc errcaent t`et s`m rmehhy jmsmrvmj tc hcsm. O gen cnhy essubm s`m bust `evm icracttmn t`m ontmnsoty ci t`m `cstohoty t`m Trcgmss `ej storrmj up fmicrm
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hmevona Mnahenj iovm ymers merhomr, fmgeusm mvmry bcvm s`m bejm cnhy wcrsmnmj t`m sotuetocn sotuetocn.. @mr sona sonahm hm bcst geve gevehomr homr egt wes tc prmvmnt Vcfmrt ircb tmstoiyona (‘Vcfmrt s`cuhj nct `evm tc jmsgmnj tc jmimnjona `obsmhi!‒) et t`m troeh. Enct`mr bostekm wes `evona cnm ci t`m ct`mr Trcgmssmens spmek icr `ob‚scbmcnm w`c wes ghmerhy unprmpermj enj ohh-mquoppmj tc bekm en miimgtovm prmsmntetocn. Z`os cnhy iurt`mr wmekmnmj t`mor pcsotocn. Z`m gcurt rmgcrjs ehsc gcnteon e nubfmr ci suaamstovm rmberks efcut Bery Enn‟s ‘smxy fccts‒ t`et s`m g`csm tc wmer jurona t`m troeh. Wurprosonahy, t`msm gcbbmnts wmrm bejm fy t`m pcbpcus mhjmrhy lujam w`c eppmermj tc `evm scbmt`ona ci e icct imtos`. Eht`cua` O jcuft oi t`mrm‟s bug` trut` on t`os, O wcuhjn‟t put ot pest Ber Beryy Enn‚wot` `mr gcntegts ircb `mr prmvocus hoim, h oim, beny on t`m gcrrojcrs ci pcwmr‚tc `evm jcnm `mr `cbmwcrk. Oi s`m wcrm `mr smxy fccts ontmntocnehhy tc penjmr tc t`m chj lujam‟s imtos`, t`mn ot smmbmj tc mvckm ircb `ob cnhy e sg`cchfcy rmegtocn ci fmbusmj josaust. Oi s`m wcrm sug` cstmntetocus icctwmer tc en Mnahos` gcurtrccb wot`cut unjmrstenjona t`m obprmssocn s`m grmetmj, O gen cnhy fmhomvm ot wes jum tc errcaengm. @ej s`m fmgcbm sc usmj tc fmona smmn es efcvm grotogosb fy t`csm ercunj `mr t`et s`m‟j hcst tcug` wot` `cw s`m boa`t fm pmrgmovmj fy en erg`eogehhy gcnsmrvetovm gcurt3 Ot rmehhy s`cuhj `evm fmmn e ghmer-gut gesm. On t`m Mnahos` mjotocn ci Z`m Iebohy, t`m pufhos`mr `ej hmit on t`m hofmhcus g`eptmr‚t`m vmry g`eptmr t`my `ej earmmj wes e gcngcgtocn ci homs, enj w`og` `ej fmmn rmbcvmj ircb t`m Ebmrogen mjotocn. Z`m gesm `ej ehrmejy fmmn bejm; surmhy ot wes e jcnm jmeh! Fut t`mrm wes nc eggcuntona icr t`m Mnahos` systmb ci lustogm. Q`ohm Q`o hm w`et cggur cggurrmj rmj on t`m gcurtrccb cvmr t`m jeys ci t`m troe troehh gcuhjn‟t rmehhy fm gehhmj gcrrupt, ot wes heua`efhy unlust, enj t`m rmsuht wes erfotrer erfotreryy enj punotovm. Z`m lujam ghmerhy hcet`mj t`m Trcgmss enj mvmryt`ona t`m gcbbunoty stccj icr, enj bejm t`et cfvocus on e bcst foesmj wey ircb t`m stert ci t`m prcgmmjonas. Tcssofhy `m‟j fmmn toppmj cii fmicrm`enj; t`m Mnahos` ruhona ghess imermj enj `etmj eny scgoeh onncvetocn t`et t`rmetmnmj ots eut`croty. Z`m Trcgmss `ej fmmn
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mxtrmbmhy strojmnt on ots grotogosbs ci t`m Mnahos` segrmj gcws fmicrm t`my‟j turnmj t`mor fegks cn t`m gcuntry‚cnhy tc t`mn ihcuros` on t`m Wtetms. @evona sug` e suggmss on Ebmroge eitmr `evona fmmn sc grotogeh efcut Mnahenj bust `evm `ot e rew nmrvm on eny iuhh- fhccjmj, petroctog Mnahos`ben‚mspmgoehhy cnm chj mncua` tc rmsmnt t`m sweaamr ci t`m Ebmrogen trccps on Mnahenj jurona Qcrhj Qer OO. Fut t`os wesn‟t hobotmj tc lust chjmr pmcphm! By werj josgcvmrmj t`os tc `os surprosm w`mn `os iromnj‚t`m Mnahos` wrotmr enj pchybet` Lc`n Bog`mh Bog`mhh‚bejm h‚bejm e gregk efcut rets hmevo hmevona na e son sonko kona na s`op w`mn t`my wmrm tehkona efcut by werj‟s hoim on Ebmroge. Lc`n wes e ben ci soboher fegkarcunj enj mjugetocn, enj cnhy e imw ymers chjmr t`en by werj. @m `ej g`csmn tc rmbeon on Mnah Mnahenj enj enj bekm `os germmr t`mrm on e wcrhj wot` w`og` `m wes iebohoer. @os rmberk wes seoj bcsthy on lmst, ci gcursm, es `evona t`m gcbbcn smnsm tc hmevm e sonkona s`op gcuhjn‟t fm jmnomj. Es wmhh, nmot`mr josearmmj efcut t`m s`op sonkona, fut t`mrm wes e fotm tc t`m gcbbmnt t`et tchj e jmmpmr stcry. Z`my `ej fmmn iromnjs icr cvmr t`orty-iovm ymers untoh Lc`n jomj on 644?, by werj bekona surm tc bmmt wot` `ob on Hcnjcn w`mnmvmr `m wes t`mrm vosotona `os bct`mr. On iegt iegt,, cvmr t`m ymers, Joene enj Lc`n `ej icrbmj t`mor cwn rmhetocns`op. Lc`n `ej fmgcbm mng`entmj fy by werj‟s bct`mr‟s ontmhhoamnt ontmrmst enj `mr ‘Mnahos` hejy‒ g`erb. Joene, on turn, wes jmhoa`tmj enj ihettmrmj fy t`m ettmntocns ci sug` en mrujotm enj ettregtovm ben. Lc`n enj by werj `ej beny ontmrmsts on gcbbcn‚ircb Me Mert rt`` bystmroms, gcsbchcaoms, enj segrmj sotms, tc sobuhegre, amcbengy, enj t`m bystmry ci t`m mxtretmrrmstroeh prmsmngm‚ymt t`mor epprceg` tc t`msm suflmgts wes vmry joiimrmnt. Lc`n Bog`mhh‟s iorst fcck, Z`m Ihyona Weugmr Yosocn, gebm cut on 5?91, fut ot wes `os 5?9? fcck, Z`m Yomw cvmr Ethentos , t`et smehmj `os rmputetocn es en mhmaent wrotmr enj e frohhoent, onjmpmnjmnt bonj. @m wes prmpermj tc g`ehhmnam sgomntoiog jcabe enj `m ghmerhy tcck pertoguher phmesurm pckona `chms on qumstocnefhm crt`cjcx sg`chers`op w`mrmvmr w`mrmvmr `m icunj ot. By werj‚ehcna wot` w ot` beny ct`mr onjmpmnjmnt t`onkmrs‚grmjots Lc`n wot` prcvojona t`m ontmhhmgtueh
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icunjetocn icr t`m bcjmrn Mert` Bystmroms bcvmbmnt on `os wrotonas enj rmsmerg`. By werj‟s epprceg`, es ycu wohh `evm aet`mrmj, `es ehweys fmmn bcrm mxpmromntoeh. @m prmimrs tc t`rcw `obsmhi ontc mxpmromngms, enj t`m betmroeh on `os fccks os heramhy jmrovmj ircb w`et `m `es josgcvmrmj ircb `os pmrscneh mxphcretocns. @os hotmrery cutput `es fmmn mxtrmbmhy bcjmst gcbpermj tc Lc`n Bog`mhh‟s icrty fccks enj fcckhmts‚enj `os nubmrcus ertoghms enj nmwshmttmrs‚enj `m `es nct`ona ci Lc`n‟s rog`hy jmsmrvmj, wcrhjwojm rmputetocn. _mt w`et t`my‟j josgcvmrmj w`mn s`erona stcroms s`cgkmj t`mb fct`. Ot‟s e stenjona lckm ebcna bcst wrotmrs t`et w`mn t`my amt tcamt`mr t`my wohh tehk es bug` cr bcrm efcut t`mor sehms ioaurms es t`my wohh efcut t`m gcntmnt ci t`mor fccks enj t`mor ojmes. Q`et tcck t`mb fct` efegk wes t`m vest ionengoeh obfehengm fmtwmmn e suggmssiuh fcck on Ebmroge w`mn gcntrestmj tc cnm pufhos`mj on Mnahenj. Ot bust `evm fmmn scbmt`ona ci e rujm ewekmnona icr Lc`n tc hmern t`et lust cnm ci by werj‟s smvmn fccks `ej schj bcrm gcpoms t`en Lc`n‟s mntorm hoim‟s wcrk ci cvmr icrty icrt y fccks. O wrotm t`os nct tc heuj by werj icr `os suggmss‚enj gmrteonhy nct tc obphy eny gcbperoscn ci t`m rmhetovm obpcrtengm ci t`m twc wrotmrs‚ fut bmrmhy tc mbp`esozm w`et Lc`n gehhmj ‘t`m mnvoefhm ejventeams ci hmevona e sonkona s`op.‒ Es Bmon @cst cfsmrvmj hetmr, ot `ej tc fm t`os `ers` ionengoeh rmehoty t`et ejjmj t`m s`erp mjam tc `os iromnj‟s fotm. Vmturnona tc t`m Mnahos` gcurt gesm, ot os by werj‟s fmhomi t`et t`m lujam wes sobphy e gcniusmj, gcniu smj, cponocnetmj chj icch. @m gcnsojm gcnsojmrmj rmj `ob ‘en chj icch ircb t`m chj sg`cch‒‚en chj ben et t`m mnj ci `os germmr w`c `ej ehhcwmj `os prmlujogms tc ghcuj `os lujabmnt on e gesm t`et `m mvojmnthy `ejn‟t germj tc tekm ehh t`et smrocushy. Vmaerjhmss ci w`mt`mr t`m vmrjogt on t`m gesm wes unieor cr w`mt`mr t`m lujam wes foesmj, O nctogmj t`et Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt gcbphmtmhy oancrmj t`mor cwn fmjrcgk tmeg`ona ci tcteh rmspcnsofohoty et t`m gcrm ci t`m gcbbunoty‟s fmhomi systmb. By werj seys `m nmvmr cngm `merj
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t`m qumstocn bcctmj es tc w`y t`my nmmjmj ‘tc puhh on‒ sug` e josestmr. Z`m rmspcnsofohoty t`et Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt s`cuhj `evm tekmn icr grmetona w`et wes, on rmehoty, e s`cgkonahy unmxpmgtmj shep on t`m iegm `ej nmvmr fmmn smrocushy qumstocnmj. Ot wes on t`m beaezonm bmmtonas t`et by werj ettmnjmj eitmr t`m Cbmae rmturnmj ircb Hcnjcn t`et O gcuhj smm fmnmet` t`os fhetent `ypcgrosy e rmsuramngm ci t`m jmbcn ci enamr hurkona on Bery Enn‟s mbctocneh fcjy, enj prcarmssovmhy arcwona on voruhmngm cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`m bmmtonas. Jurona t`m mnsuona wmmks, t`os fermhy supprmssmj iury stertmj tekona e icrb‚sc t`et fmicrm hcna ot wes Vcfmrt w`c `ej ‘sgrmwmj mvmryt`ona up on Hcnjcn.‒ Ot fmgebm cnm bcrm ci Vcfmrt‟s josestmrs on `os hcna treoh ci ieohona on Bery Enn‟s myms. @m `ej uttmrhy ieohmj tc oanotm e grcwj cn t`m twc cggesocns `m `ej tromj tc spmek on pufhog; `m `ej ieo ieohmj hmj bosmre bosmrefhy fhy tc fm t`m bmssoe bmssoe`` ci `mr cutream cutreamcus cus ebfotocns; enj `m `ej ieohmj tc iuhhy enj ungcnjotocnehhy suppcrt `mr bcrm cuthenjos` sg`mbms. O eb unefhm tc ponpcont t`m mxegt tobona ci t`os, fut ot wes et scbm pcont cvmr t`msm imw wmmks t`et O fmhomvm Ber Beryy En Enn n rmeh rmehozmj ozmj Vcfmrt‟s mssmntoeh orrmhmvengm enj fmaen tc phct tc josphegm `mr `usfenj. Ot wesn‟t acona tc fm mesy. Vcfmrt wes stohh t`m pufhog iegm ci t`m Trcgmss; mxpmnsovmhy s`ct, iuhh-peam p`ctcs ci `ob wmrm imeturmj on mvmry ossum ci t`m beaezonm. @m wes t`m Zmeg`mr, t`m ioaurm`mej, t`m iorst prcp`mt ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg`. @m wes amnmrehhy hcvmj enj rmspmgtmj fy mvmrycnm on t`m gcbbunoty, bcrm sc pmr`eps fy t`m lunocr bmbfmrs w`c `ej nmvmr bmt `ob enj t`cua`t ci `ob es e G`rost ioaurm. Nc. Onjmmj ot wes nct acona tc fm e sobphm bettmr tc cust Vcfmrt ircb t`m g`urg` ci `os cwn bekona, enj Bery Enn wcuhj nmmj tc ac efcut `mr phens on en mxgmmjonahy germiuh bennmr. W`m wcuhj `evm tc shcwhy fuohj e gesm eaeonst `ob untoh s`m gcuhj ionehhy pcungm enj mxpcsm `ob. W`m wes gunnona mncua` tc kncw s`m gcuhjn‟t lust g`ugk Vcfmrt cut. W`m wcuhj `evm tc fm efhm tc lustoiy ot on t`m myms ci `mr onnmr gorghm enj bcvm `mr `usfenj ehcna‚ehh w`ohm bekona ot eppmer tc fm `os g`cogm tc hmevm. Ot wes e trogky enj g`ehhmnaona sotuetocn fut tc e wcben ci Bery
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Enn‟s unjcuftmj skohh on t`m jerk erts ci sufgcnsgocus benopuhetocn, ot wcuhj jcufthmss prmsmnt hotthm prcfh prcfhmb. mb. Bug` ci t`os pchotogeh benmuvmrona et t`m Cbmae wmnt cvmr Bmon @cst‟s `mej. Hokm ct`mrs on t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr, `m wes ier tcc fusy tc nctogm t`m aet`mrona stcrb. Z`m beaezonm bmmtonas wmrmn‟t unjuhy turfuhmnt‚eht`cua` by werj boa`t `evm nctogmj t`et Vcfmrt wes bcrm sufjumj t`en usueh. Z`m rmeh prcfhmbs, es ier es Bmon @cst wes gcngmrnmj, wmrm t`m cnms mruptona on t`m Iorst Evmnum G`eptmr. Meg` ci t`m Icur `ej jcnm e stont on hmejona t`m G`eptmr enj tryona tc smm w`et gcuhj fm jcnm tc ongrmesm t`m ongcbm. Meg` ci t`m Icur, on turn, `ej ieohmj tc onsporm bcrm t`en e beraoneh ongrmesm on cvmrehh rmvmnums. Eitmr ehh‚t`my wcuhj eraum on t`mor jmimnsm‚t`mrm wes cnhy sc bug` mvmn t`m fmst jcnetcr gcuhj bekm on e jey, enj tcp jcnetcrs wmrm rerm mncua`. En evmream jcnetcr, w`ohm prcuj ci t`m soxty cr moa`ty jchhers e jey t`my frcua`t on, wes cnhy gcntrofutona e pottengm w`mn smt eaeonst t`m gcnstent jmbenj icr t`m ioity cr soxty t`cusenj jchhers nmgmssery pmr bcnt`. Enj es ot stccj, t`my `ej nc ct`mr wey ci fronaona on bcnmy. Ot wes onjmmj hcckona tc fm en obpcssofhm tesk. * * *
O wes ewerm ci t`m netureh mnmray aroj t`et grossgrcssms t`m phenmt fmgeusm wm wmrm onicrbmj on cur Lmrusmb hmgturms t`et mvmry on`efotmj phenmt pcssmssms e sufthm mnmray betrox betrox.. Eht`cua` t`os neture neturehh aroj `es fct` mhmgtrcbeanmtog enj arevotetocneh g`eregtmrostogs, ots cvmrehh fenj wojt` os sc frcej t`et ot sprmejs wmhh ontc t`m ionmr irmqumngoms wot`on t`m sufthm mnmray rmehbs. Ot os t`os t`et ehhcws e rmgoprcgeh rmhetocns`op w`mrmfy t`m betmroeh wcrhj os ontmrpmnmtretmj fy t`m `oa`mr irmqumngoms ci t`m mt`mrog rmehbs . . . ‘ . . . enj t`mrmicrm t`m mntorm aroj gen fm onihumngmj fy bcjuhetona mnmraoms et t`m `oa`mr mnj ci t`m irmqumngy-spmgtrub. _cu act ot,‒ seoj Gehoaestoe, ionos`ona by t`cua`t icr bm w`ohm rmhos`ona `os cwn ghmvmrnmss.
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Z`m Trongm enj O `ej bcvmj ontc cnm ci t`m heramr rccimj gorguher g`ebfmrs ci t`m `ohhtcp tmbphm gcbphmx et Aùfmkho Zmpm. Q`ohm wm wmrm teh tehkona kona efcut t`m mnmray aroj aroj,, `m wes s`cwona bm enct`mr ci t`m hobmstcnm gchubns enj prcujhy pcontona cut t`m verocus ghen tctmbs ehcna wot` t`m bojweymr‟s soaoh. @m wes mxpheonona `cw `os bojweymrs `ej wcrkmj t`rcua` t`m verocus ncbejog trofms t`my‟j ejcptmj enj `cw on t`os wey t`my `ej prcvojmj e gcntonuoty ci purpcsm cvmr t`m beny gmnturoms t`et wmrm nmmjmj tc gcbphmtm t`m prclmgt. Fut t`et stohh jojn‟t enswmr w`et t`m tmbphms et Aùfmkho Zmpm `ej tc jc wot` t`m sufthm mnmray aroj. On t`m Lmrusmb hmgturms ehh wm wmrm mvmr tchj efcut t`os aroj wes t`et ot `ej buhtophm purpcsms, enj t`et ots probery iungtocn wes tc kmmp en cvmrehh phenmtery mquohofroub fy gcnstenthy fehengona t`m beny mnmramtog systmbs w`og` suppcrt t`m focsp`mrm. Vmehhy nct bug` bcrm t`en t`et . . . ‘Mxegthy!‒ t`m Trongm lubpmj ontc by honm ci t`cua`t. ‘Enj t`et wes fmgeu fmgeusm sm t`m BE rmire rmireonmj onmj ircb tmh tmhhohona na ycu t`m ar aroj oj‟‟s trum pur pcsm‚ess t`my `mhj fegk enj jmgmovmj us efcut sc beny t`o pcsm‚e t`onas nas . . .‒ O wohhhh hmevm cut t`m nmxt imw bonutms ci `os votrochog r`mtcrog‚fhebona wo t`m BE icr t`m ohhs ci t`m wcrhj . . . `os wcrhj! ‘Q`et t`my nmvmr tchj tchj ycu,‒ Gehoaestoe seoj, mnjona `os `erenaum, ‘w`et t`my nmvmr trustmj ycu ycu wot` wes t`m `oa`mr iungtocn ci t`m mnmray aroj. Z`m rmeh purpcsm ci ot. Z`onk efcut ot. Ot‟s cfvocus.‒ O t`cua`t efcut ot. Enj t`mn O t`cua`t ot fmttmr tc sobphy hmt `ob tmhh bm t`m enswmr songm ot wes sc cfvocus! ‘Es efcvm, sc fmhcw,‒ `m seoj, `os tcnm turnona jojegtog. ‘Es fmhcw, sc efcvm. Es t`m aroj gcnstenthy bcvms tcwerj eg`omvona mquohofroub on t`m betmroeh rmehb, sc ehsc jc t`m `oa`mr irmqumngoms `chj t`m mnmramtog fehengm nmgmssery tc iegohotetm t`m bcrteh esgmnsocn prcgmss. Z`m BE `mhj t`et hotthm amb fegk ircb ycu; gen ycu smm t`et ncw3‒ Gehoaestoe‟s tcnm fmgebm sonascna, ehbcst pheyiuh‚enj t`mrm wes t`et troubp`ent g`ohj eaeon, ahcetona on `os smgrmt kncwhmjam. Z`m t`cua`t grcssmj by bonj t`et t`mrm bey `evm fmmn e vmry accj rmescn w`y t`m BE `ej kmpt t`m wcrkonas ci t`m esgmnsocn prcgmss tc otsmhi!
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Z`m hmgturmrs ehweys bejm surm tc obprmss us wot` t`m iegt t`et eny ontmrimrmngm wot` t`m bcrteh esgmnsocn prcgmss wes efschutmhy tefcc. Ot wes eh ehsc sc trum t`et t`m hmgturms `ej nmvmr bejm eny gcnnmgtocn fmtwmmn t`m aroj enj t`m esgmnsocn prcgmss. Z`et wes gcbphmtmhy nmw tc bm. @evona hmt t`m get cut ci t`m fea, Gehoaestoe gcuhjn‟t stcp tmhhona bm t`m jmteohs. O wcnjmrmj w`mt`mr `m `ej enycnm mhsm tc w`cb `m imht `m gcuhj fcest sc irmmhy. ‘O tmhh ycu t`msm smgrmts fmgeusm t`mrm os nct`ona ycu gen jc tc ontmrimrm wot` by phens; t`mrm os nc cnm ycu gen tmhh efcut t`mb w`c os pcwmriuh mncua` tc stcp bm . . . fmsojms, O mnlcy `evona e wotnmss. Enj O hokm ycu, by jutoiu jutoiuhh wetg`mr. O `evm scbm rmspmgt icr ycu. _cu `evm fmmn wot` bm ircb t`m stert ci t`os arenj ejvmnturm. Joj ycu nct lcon wot` bm un`msotetonahy fegk et t`m tobm ci cur armet rmvchutocn3‒ Nct quotm trum‚O‟j `ej bug` `msotetocn. Enywey, O lconmj icr t`m sekm ci Hugoimr enj cnhy tenamntoehhy icr Gehoaestoe‚fut t`os wesn‟t t`m tobm tc prmss t`et pcont. O jojn‟t went tc stcp t`m ihcw, enj eht`cua` O wesn‟t tekona t`m Trongm‟s tehk ci `os phens tcc smrocushy, t`mrm wes ehweys e g`engm O wcuhj hmern scbmt`ona O jojn‟t kncw. ‘Ot os icr t`msm rmescns O g`ccsm tc s`erm wot` ycu t`msm `ojjmn bettmrs,‒ `m gcntonumj, tcc iohhmj wot` smhi-ejboretocn tc nctogm by skmptogosb. ‘O went ycu, Amcraoe, tc fm spmgoeh tc bm . . . O went ycu tc unjmrstenj by bcst frohhoent stretmaog strckm.‒ O jojn‟t hokm t`m scunj ci t`et! Q`y `ej `m smhmgtmj bm icr t`os3 O `ej tc trmej germiuhhy. _mt O wes ehsc ehbcst peoniuhhy gurocus fy ncw. Q`et wes O tc jc3 @m `ej tromj tc smjugm bm fegk ontc `os ichj fmicrm wot` `os ihettmry, sc O hostmnmj tc `ob wot` scbm geutocn, ontmnt tc aovm nc soan ci eny cvmrt rmegtocn. @cwmvmr, w`mn gcbbunogetona wot` e tmhmpet`og fmona t`os os nc sobphm bettmr. Onjmmj, O `ej tc pey sc bug` ettmntocn tc gcchona jcwn by mbctocneh rmegtocn tc w`et O wes `merona ircb t`m Trongm t`et eitmrnccn on t`m tmbphm t`et, es O wrotm t`msm wcrjs, O ionj O gen‟t auerentmm O `evm `os ojme es ghmerhy mxprmssmj es `m wcuhj `evm `cpmj. ‘Z`my wcuhj `evm tchj ycu on ycur hmgturms,‒ O rmgehh `ob seyona, ‘t`et ot os on t`m neturm ci t`m aroj tc grmetm spmgoiog hcgetocns ci betmroeh
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pcwmr. Z`msm erm t`m pcwmr. t `m nmxus pconts w`mrm t`m tmhhurog tmhhur og gurrmnts enj e nj sufthm mnmray gorguots ontmrsmgt. Q`et os obpcrtent tc kncw os t`et mvmry belcr pcont ci ontmrsmgtocn woh w ohhh t`mn prcju prcjugm gm e pcwmriuh vcrtmx wot` t`m vcr vcr-togeh mnmray ihcwona et e nonmty-jmarmm enahm tc t`m aroj. Z`my jojn‟t tmhh ycu efcut t`et on ycur hmgturms!‒ @m peusmj enj turnmj tc hcck et bm, e troubp`ent ahcw cn `os fmeutoiuh iegm. ‘Z`csm erm t`m phegms, t`csm vcrtogms,‒ `os tcnm rosona on ontmnsoty, ‘ t`csm erm t`m hcgetocns O eb ontmrmstmj on. Z`csm erm t`m phegms w`mrm O‟hh fuohj by tmbphms. Z`et os `cw O wohh aeon by eggmss tc t`m aroj.‒ Qes Q es t`os jmhusocnery3 O sobphy jojn‟ jojn‟tt kncw mncua` tc lujam mot`mr wey,, sc O ncjjmj by ontmrmst. Eitmr wey E itmr e imw t`cua`tiu t`cua`tiuhh bcbmn bcbmnts, ts, O stetmj w`et O‟b surm `m wentmj bm tc unjmrste unjmrstenj nj icr bysmhi< Aùfmk Aùfmkhoho Zmpm wes cfvocushy cnm ci t`msm belcr vcrtmx pconts. Mngcureamj fy by ontmrmst, `os `cpms enj ebfotocns stertmj spohhona cut ci `ob enj O t`cua`t, ymt eaeon, `cw t`m pccr grmeturm bust `evm `ej nc cnm on `os mntcuream wot` w`cb `m gcuhj s`erm `os jrmebs. Q`mrm joj Jehoaestoe stenj on ehh t`os3 Qesn‟t `m bment tc fm t`m Trongm‟s roa`t-`enj auy3 Qesn‟t `m t`m Trongm‟s gcniojentm3 Ot wes nc smgrmt s mgrmt ebcna e bcna us wetg`mrs t`et t`m rmhetocns`op fmtwmmn fmt wmmn t`m t `m twc t wc Thenmtery Trongms `ej ehweys fmmn iomry‚jmspotm fct` iuhhy suppcrtona t`m rmfmhhocn. Qm knmw t`my scbmtobms spmnt beny gmnturoms et e tobm ongcbbunogejc enj evcojona cnm enct`mr. O‟j mvmn `merj ot rmgmnthy rubcrmj t`et Jehoaestoe `ej ionehhy hcst gcniojmngm on `os Trongm enj boa`t fm smttona up on cppcsotocn. Nc bettmr‚Gehoaestoe wevmj esojm by t`cua`ts, enj w`mn `m gcntonumj `m eppmermj tc fm t`onkona `os gcngmpt t`rcua` es `m wes rmheyona ot tc bm. ‘Z`os os t`m iorst ci by ncjeh strugturms,‒ `m seoj. Qm‟j rosmn efcvm t`m tmbphm gcbphmx fy t`os tobm enj t`m Trongm wes pcontona tc w`mrm `m wes phennona en ejjotocneh fuohjona. ‘Z`os phegm ycu smm fmnmet` us; t`os os t`m hcgetocn ci t`m probery vcrtmx. Ot wohh fm ircb `mrm t`et O wohh honk wot` t`m ct`mr ncjms enj . . .‒ O gcuhj nc hcnamr bekm cut `os wcrjs on by bonj, icr by ettmntocn `ej fmmn tekmn fy cur spmmj es wm rcsm up enj ewey ircb t`m
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phe nmt unto phenmt untohh t`m gu gurr vm ci t`m ah ahcfm cfm io iohh hmj by vo vosocn. socn. Q`m Q`mn n O `me `merj rj t`m Trongm eaeon, `m wes seyona ‘ . . . enj w`mn O `evm gcbphmtmj t`m betrox O wohh `evm icurtmmn iungtocnona strugturms et belcr vcrtmx pconts on t`m ar aroj, oj, meg meg`` cnm on e jo joii iimrmnt mrmnt per pertt ci by wcrhj. _cu wo wohhhh smm, wetg`mr, ot os on t`m prmgosm hcgetocn ci t`csm icurtmmn vcrtogms t`et wohhhh eh wo ehhcw hcw bm e gcntrch gcntrchhmj hmj enj fe fehe hengmj ngmj egg eggmss mss tc t`m ar aroj. oj. Z`m BE wcn‟t mvmn kncw O `evm ontmr ontmrie iegmj gmj wot wot`` ot unto untohh ot‟s tcc het hetm! m! O wo wohhhh `evm gcbphmtm gcntrch ci t`m esgmnsocn prcgmss enj t`mrm os nct`ona t`m BE gen jc efcut ot!‒ Gehoaestoe wes ahcwona wot` projm, enj es wm hmosurmhy gorghmj t`m ahcfm `m pcontmj cut scbm ci `os ncjeh pconts enj w`et `m wes gcnsojmrona icr meg` ci t`mb. @os phen icr bcst ci t`msm strugturms, fut nct ehh, wes pyrebojeh. E imw, hokm Aùfmkho Zmpm, wmrm mvojmnthy acona tc fm gorguher. ‘Qot` by icurtmmn gcnjuots on phegm O gen ionehhy prctmgt by wcrhj ircb t`m BE‟s eaarmssocn. Ot wohh tmeg` t`mb nct tc ontmrimrm . . . enj ot wohhhh aovm bm t`m hmvmream O nmmj tc kmmp by wcrhj irmm ci t`m BE wo BE‟‟s bmjjhona! Oi O gen gcntrch t`m bcrteh esgmnsocn prcgmss, ycu smm, O wohh nmvmr `evm tc hcsm by `uben g`ohjrmn. O wohh `evm t`mb hovona eaeon enj eaeon cn by wcrhj, smrvona by jovonm wohh. ‘O wohh smeh cii by wcrhj sc t`et nc `uben gen esgmnj tc t`m `oa`mr rmehbs enj t`us hmevm by fcscb. By hcvm os tcc armet icr by prmgocus g`ohjrmn t`et O s`cuhj ehhcw t`mb tc iehh ontc t`m BE‟s lujabmnteh `enjs w`mn t`my pess ircb t`os wcrhj. O wohh aovm by g`ohjrmn w`et t`my jmsorm bcst‚t`m g`engm icr enct`mr hoim cn Mert`.‒ Ncw O stertmj tc unjmrstenj t`m tmrrofhm hcaog ci `os phen. Fy cvmrrojona t`m netureh esgmnsocn prcgmss w`mrmfy e bcrteh pessms cvmr enj bcvms cn tc t`mor hoimtobms on t`m `oa`mr rmehbs, `m wcuhj sefcteam cnm ci t`m iunjebmnteh rmescns icr t`m BE‟s onvmstbmnt on t`orj-jmnsoty wcrhjs. Z`m BE `es ehweys fmmn jmjogetmj jmj ogetmj tc nurturo nur turona na t`m fohh fohhocns ocns ci scuhs w`c stert t`mor mtmrneh Buhtovmrsm germmr cn phenmts sug` es Mert`. Ot os t`mn t`m BE‟s iungtocn tc auojm t`csm scuhs up t`rcua` t`m beny hmvmhs enj hoimtobms wot`on t`m Hcgeh ]novmrsm‚tc ionehhy heung` t`mb cii cn t`mor lcurnmy tc t`m Gmntreh ]novmrsm.
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Oi Gehoaestoe gcuhj jc t`os‚oi `m gcuhj rmehhy s`crt-gorguot esgmnsocn‚O rmehozmj lust `cw smrocus t`os gcuhj fm. @m wesn‟t lust acona tc jmprovm bcrtehs ci t`mor roa`tiuh jum es sporotueh fmonas tc esgmnj‚`m wes acona tc turn pmcphm, hoimtobm eitmr hoimtobm, ontc `os smrvents enj shevms. O `ej e bcbmnt ci uttmr `crrcr. By `mert jrcppmj et t`m t`cua`t t`et t`os wes w`et cur armet rmvchutocn icr pmrscneh hofmrty wes gcbona tc, enj O quogkhy tromj tc g`ckm t`os fegk fmicrm t`m Trongm pogkmj up by jcufts. O nmmjn‟t `evm fmmn gcngmrnmj. Ot smmbmj t`m Trongm wes tcc gcnsubmj wot` `os `crroiyona phens tc `evm nctogmj by rmegtocn. ‘Qot` t`m trum oschetocn ci by wcrhj,‒ `m gcntonumj, ‘O wohh ionehhy iuhiohh t`m prcbosm ci gcbphmtm onjmpmnjmngm t`et wes phmjamj tc t`m Thenmtery Trongms, enj w`og` by Wcvmrmoans ‚w`og` Hugoimr enj Weten‚`evm fmmn nctefhy unefhm tc jmhovmr.‒ O gcuhjn‟t ieoh tc nctogm t`m pmtuhengm ehcna wot` t`m projm on Gehoaestoe‟s tcnm, enj ot gebm tc bm t`et on `os arenjocsm jmhusocns `m wentmj tc cuts`onm enj `uboh `ubohoetm oetm Hugoimr enj Wete Weten, n, `os jormgt supmrocrs. @m iurt`mr gcniorbmj t`os on `os nmxt stetmbmnt, w`og` O `merj ehbcst es oi `m wes buhhona ot t`rcua` icr `obsmhi. Ot bejm bm ejjotocnehhy nmrvcus. Z`os os w`et O `merj `ob t`onk< ‘Enj w`mn O `evm ionos`mj t`m aroj bcjoiogetocn‚w`mn O `evm t`m gyghms ci bcrteh rmongernetocn runnona sbcct`hy `mrm cn Mert`‚t`mn surmhy t`m ct`mr Trongms wohh went tc mbuhetm bm; t`my wohh smm t`m armet accj O eb jcona enj t`my wohh `evm tc egkncwhmjam by amnous . . .‒ O `ej tc streon tc hostmn tc `os nmxt stetmbmnt fmgeusm O jcn‟t t`onk `m rmehhy bment icr bm tc tunm ontc `os iurt`mr t`cua`ts. Vmaerjhmss, geua`t hokm e pchotogoen unewerm ci en cpmn bokm nmerfy, O cvmr`merj `ob t`onkona bug` ehcna t`m ichhcwona honms< ‘Z`m Trongms wohh smm t`m wosjcb ci by pet`. Z`my wohh kncw icr gmrteon O eb t`mor hmejmr. Z`et O, Trongm Gehoaestoe, O eb eb t`m trum hmejmr ci cur ncfhm rmvchutocn. Z`mn . . . enj t`mn . . . wm wohh fm rmejy tc g`ehhmnam t`m Wcvmrmoans icr . . .‒ enj `os vchubm jrcppmj ewey ontc tmhm pet`og w`otm ncosm. @m bust `evm sujjmnhy rmeh rmehozmj ozmj `os gcntmb gcntmbphetocn phetocn
Zmbphm ci Jmet`
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wes te tekon konaa `ob on e jen jenamrcus amrcus jormg jormgtocn. tocn. @os tcnm wes bug` hcujmr w`mn O `merj `ob ` ob eae eaeon‚es on‚es t`cua` `m wes we s tryona tr yona tc cfsgurm cfsgu rm t`m jormgtocn `os smjotocus t`onkona `ej fmmn tekona `ob. ‘Fut bcst obpcrtenthy,‒ `m wes ehbcst s`cutona on by bonj, ‘ot wohhhh aovm bm gcbphmtm gcntrch ci by bojweymrs. Z`my wo wo wohhhh fm icrmvmr onjmftmj tc bm icr t`m aoits O wohh fmstcw cn t`mb. Z`my wohh kncw nmvmr tc cppcsm bm eaeon.‒ Qmm shcwmj tc e `eht Q `eht,, fct` bcbmn bcbmnter terohy ohy fmwotg`mj fy t`os pmerh ci e phenmt turnona shcwhy fmnmet` us. Z`m ogm-geppmj Ncrt` Tchm wes e ihes` ci w`otm eaeonst t`m vmhvmt jerknmss ci t`m vcoj. Z`m Trongm jrmw `obsmhi up tc `os iuhh obprmssovm `moa`t enj turnmj tc bm wot` e gurocus box ci mbctocns cn `os iegm. Z`mrm wes projm ci gcursm‚t`et smhjcb hmit `os prmsmngm‚ymt t`mrm wes ehsc e smnsm ci `cpmhmssnmss, tcc, es oi t`os boa`t fm `os hest g`engm tc essmrt `os jovonoty. O `ej e quogk ahobpsm ci w`et O fmhomvm wes `os prcicunj onsmguroty‚enj `os jmspmretm nmmj tc fm hcvmj enj wcrs`oppmj tc t`m pcont ci ejcretocn. Ot `crroiomj bm tc t`onk t`et `m nmmjmj `os sc-gehhmj g`ohjrmn tc kmmp rmturnona eaeon enj eaeon lust tc fccst `os wohtona projm. Os t`et w`et t`os phcttona enj phenno phennona na wes efcut3 Tmr`eps Trongm Gehoaestoe wes ewerm ci w`et `os iegm wes fmtreyona fmgeusm w`mn nmxt O `merj `ob‚enj lust fmicrm wm pertmj weys‚`os ioneh qumstocn rmvmehmj `os trum stetm ci bonj enj rmquormj nc enswmr ircb bm. Gehoaestoe seoj, ‘Wc ncw t`et ycu `evm `merj by phens, by jmer wetg`mr,, gen ycu stohh wetg`mr sto hh t`on t`onkk sc pccrhy ci ycur Trongm3‒ Tr ongm3‒ Enj t`et wes t`et. Es `m wes joseppmerona, t`m hest O sew wes `os myms‚enj icr e bcbmnt O wes ihcetona `mhphmsshy on e pcch ci rmsmntbmnt enj t`wertmj ebfotocn; ci projm pcoscnmj fy smhi-jcuft enj s`ebm. Q`etmvmr wes O tc bekm be km ci `os gheobs3 O jojn‟ jojn‟tt kncw mncua` efcut e fcut t`m t `m wcrkonass ci t`m ar wcrkona aroj oj tc sey w`mt`mr t`m Trongm‟s sg`mbm wes pcssofhm. O `cpmj Ester wcuhj fm jrewn on fy by gurocsoty‚s`m os bcrm enehytogeh t`en O‚fut nc sug` hugk. Tmr`eps hetmr s`m boa`t pey bm e vosot,
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Zmbphm ci Jmet`
O t`cua`t‚eitmr O‟j spmnt bcrm tobm cfsmrvona Gehoaestoe puttona `os rmongernetocneh phens ontc egtocn. Z`m bcrm O t`cua`t efcut t`m pcssofhm gcnsmqumngms ci t`m g`enams `m wes phcttona tc obpcsm cn t`m aroj, t`m bcrm O rmehozmj t`m frohhoengm ci t`m bcvm‚ oi `m gcuhj egtuehhy bekm ot `eppmn. Ot wcuhj mnsurm `os jcbonengm enj cbnopctmngm on e wey `m `ej ehweys jrmebmj ci. Bcsthy ot wcuhj gcniorb icr `ob `os gheob ci fmona t`m Acj ci t`os Qcrhj. Q`mt`mr cr nct t`m t `m ct`mr rmfmh Trongms Tro ngms wcuhj fm quotm sc ejborona ej borona,, O ret`mr jcuftmj. Mvmn oi t`my gcpomj `os systmb‚O `ej ehrmejy gcbm tc t`onk ci ot es t`m ‘Vmongernetocn Mxprmss‒‚t`my gmrteonhy wcuhjn‟t went Geh Gehoaestoe oaestoe es t`mor hmejmr! Enj E nj t`mor t `mor hmejmr hme jmr ci w`et3 Qes Qes `m rmehhy acona tc ettmbpt tc irmmzm Hugoimr enj Weten cut ci t`mor prcbonmnt pcsotocns on t`m rmvchu rmvchutocn3 tocn3 Z`os smmbmj bcst unhokmhy tc bm fut, oi nct`ona mhsm, t`m mngcuntmr wot` Trongm Geh Gehoaest oaestoe oe mxpcsmj bm tc scbm ci t`m roi roits ts O‟ O‟jj `merj wmrm stertona tc eppmer ebcna t`m `oa`mr mg`mhcns ci t`m rmvchutocnery lunte. _mt w`et s`cgkmj bm bcst jmmphy es O pcnjmrmj w`et O‟j `merj wes t`m Trongm‟s prcpcsmj fmtreyeh ci t`m bcst iunjebmnteh prongophm ci cur rmvchutocn. Oi O unjmrstccj w`et `m bment, `m wes ontmnjona tc trep bcrteh scuhs on en mnjhmss gyghm ci `uben hoimtobms‚jmprovona t`mb ci t`mor roa`t tc esgmnsocn. Z`os wcuhj mnsurm t`et‚w`ohm on bcrteh icrb‚t`m scuh wcuhj gcbm tc cwm ots ehhmaoengm enj ots prcarmssovm smrvotujm tc e iehsm jovonoty ci Gehoaestoe‟s iefrogetocn. Q`et‟s bcrm, kncwona `cw t`m Trongm wcrkmj, O `ej nc jcuft `m wes acona tc prcbctm rmongernetocn es en eggmptmj fmhomi fmh omi systmb ebcna scbm arcups. Icr ct`mr fmhomi systmbs, `m wcuhj obphent e jmnoeh ci prmvocus hohoimtobms imtobms,, t`us mnsur mnsurona ona t`et rmonger rmongernetocn netocn wcuhj fmgcbm e fcnm ci gcntmntocn fmtwmmn joiimrmnt rmhoaocns. @m nmvmr gcuhj rmsost t`m behogocus phmesurm `m jmrovmj ircb `os gcbpuhsovm nmmj tc jovojm enj gcnqumr! _mt fmnmet` t`m Trongm‟ Trongm‟ss benmuvmrona wes we s t`m unjmnoefhm iegt ci t`m obpcsotocn ci `os eutcgretog wohh cn t`csm icr w`cb `m `ej croaonehhy errovmj tc uphoit enj irmm ircb t`m jcbonengm ci t`mor enobeh neturms.
Zmbphm ci Jmet`
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Ncw `m wes phennona tc mnsnerm t`csm scuhs enj gcnjotocn t`mb cvmr hoimtobms ci sufsmrvomngm tc smrvona `os wohh. @m jojn‟t rmehhy germ w`et bcrtehs wcuhj gehh `ob. Oi `m wes efhm tc eggcbphos` `os phens‚w`mt`mr `m wcuhj fm wcrs`oppmj es e tronoty fy scbm cr e sonauher jovonoty fy ct`mrs‚`m wes jmtmrbonmj tc mstefhos` `obsmhi, cngm enj icr ehh, es t`m `oa`mst acj. Z`os wes sug` e fhetent efusm ci mvmry prongophm ci pmrscneh irmmjcb enj smhi-jmtmrbonetocn wm stccj icr w`mn wm `ej turnmj cur fegks cn t`m BE‟s roaoj t`mcgregy. O gcuhjn‟t fmhomvm `m wes acona tc fm pmrbottmj tc amt ewey wot` ot. Fut t`mn, ci gcursm, O rmehozmj t`et Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s irmm wohh wcuhj ehsc nmmj tc fm rmspmgtmj enj t`mrmicrm t`m BE wes nct hokmhy tc ontmrvmnm. Z`os wes mspmgoehhy trum, O t`cua`t rumiuhhy, fmgeusm wm `ej phegmj sug` en mbp`esos cn t`m sengtoty ci pmrscneh hofmrty. Ot wes e `crroiyona prcspmgt icr enct`mr rmescn. O wesn‟t iuhhy gcanozent ci t`os et t`m tobm, ymt t`m t`cua`t ci w`et wcuhj fmgcbm ci us wetg`mrs bust `evm fmmn pheyon pheyonaa cn by bonj bonj.. Z`o Z`oss wes fmtreymj fy by obbmjoetm enj hestona entopet`y tc Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s phens icr `os Vmongernetocn Mxprmss. Oi scuhs wmrm acona tc fm hcgkmj ontc buhtophm gyghms ci bcrteh hoimtobms, wcuhj t`mrm mvmr gcbm e tobm w`mn wetg`mrs sug` es bysmhi wcuhj fm efhm tc mntmr bcrteh ongernetocn3 Qcuhj t`mrm mvmn fm spegm icr us3 Enj oi wm gcuhj sqummzm on, wcuhj wm t`mn ehweys fm t`m rmnmaejms‚t`m cutsojmrs3 Qcuhj Gehoaestoe‟s rmobprontona t`m aroj‚s`cuhj `m rmehhy suggmmj on jcona ot‚fmnmiot us wetg`mrs3 Cr boa`t ot jmhey cur ongernetocns3 Cr wcrsm, gcuhj ot on`ofot ehtcamt`mr eny pcssofohoty ci e iuturm bcrteh hoimtobm3 Es smhi-gcngmrnmj es t`csm qumstocns bey `evm fmmn‚enj `eppohy t`my wmrm fermhy w`ospmrs on t`m fegk ci by bonj‚t`my wcuhj smrvm tc jmbcnstretm t`m stetm ci by gcnsgocusnmss et t`m tobm. O trust ycu gen tmhh O wes iegona t`os nmw wcrry wot` jmmp gcngmrn. O‟b surprosmj ncw tc fm rmbonjmj es O wrotm t`msm wcrjs t`et ot wes cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`os ontmrg`enam wot` Gehoaestoe t`et O `ej by merhomst `onts ci e iuturm ongernetocn icr wetg`mrs! O `evm prmvocushy bmntocnmj rmfmh enamh ongernetms e nubfmr ci
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tobms on ct`mr gcntmxts cvmr t`m gcursm ci by nerretovm. _mt O fmhomvm t`os mngcuntmr wot` Gehoaestoe bust `evm fmmn t`m iorst tobm O egtuehhy mntmrteonmj t`m ojme ci e bcrteh ongernetocn es epphomj tc bysmhi‚mvmn oi ot wes nc bcrm t`en e ihmmtona `cpm et t`m tobm. On rmtrcspmgt O ionj ot ontroauona t`et en onsoa`t ci sug` pmrscneh vehum‚`cwmvmr bcbmntery‚boa`t `evm gcbm tc bm jurona Gehoaestoe‟s freaaona ci `os ohhogot beg`onetocns. @ej O aovmn bcrm grmjmngm tc t`os onsoa`t et t`m tobm, O boa`t wmhh `evm sevmj bysmhi t`m jcufts t`et `ej ongrmesonahy fmmn pheauona bm. Es O hcck fegk cvmr t`os unsmtthona pmrocj ci `ostcry, by rmarmt os t`et w`et os sc ghmer tc bm ncw wes sc cpequm tc bm on t`csm jmspmretm tobms‚w`mn, iren irenkhy, khy, O gcuhj `evm usmj e jcsm ci eut`mntog gmrteonty on t`m iuturm. Oi Trongm Gehoaestoe wes tc suggmmj on sufvmrtona t`m bcrteh esgmnsocn prcgmss, O gcuhjn‟t obeaonm w`et t`m rmsuhts boa`t fm. Qcuhj t`os egt fm groboneh mncua` tc frona t`m w`chm wmoa`t ci t`m Buhtovmrsm Ejbonostretocn jcwn cn t`m Trongm‟s `mej3 Qcuhj t`m BE rmehhy pmrbot sug` e rejogeh joshcgetocn ci t`m bcrteh esgmnsocn prcgmss es ot `es fmmn pregtogmj cn t`orj-jmnsoty wcrhjs icr ehh tobm3 Tmr`eps O s`cuhj `evm kncwn fmttmr fy t`et pcont.
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Gcnjmbnmj tc Qetg` Gchhefcretona wot` e Bcrteh, Amnm Irenkmh‟s Wej Wtcry, t`m Gcnsmqumngms ci Wuogojm, enj Wporotueh Zmg`nchcay
Ot s`cuhj fm eppermnt fy ncw t`et O `chj e jmmp eiimgtocn icr Bmon @cst. Nct cnhy `evm O kncwn `ob t`rcua` e nubfmr ci `os prmvocus ongernetocns, O `evm bejm surm tc rmbeon ghcsm tc `ob t`rcua`cut t`os gurrmnt hoimtobm. By `cpm wes ehweys t`et wm wcuhj `evm t`m cppcrtunoty tc wcrk tcamt`mr cn jmgcnstrugtona t`m `ostcry ci by `ehi e bohhocn ymers cn t`os wcrhj. O wes jmhoa`tmj w`mn `m earmmj tc eh ehhcw hcw bm tc usm `os focarep`y‚enj w`et O‟vm cfsmrvmj ci `os hoim‚es e jcwn-tc-mert` mxebphm ci w`et ot bmens tc hovm t`m hoim ci en ongernetm rmfmh enamh. Q`mn wm stertmj t`os wcrk tcamt`mr, tcamt`mr, w`et by werj vehumj bcst wes josgcvmrona ehh t`m egtovoty acona cn ercunj `ob t`et `m wes unewerm ci. Z`msm mvmnts wmrm obpegtona `os hoim jmmphy. Z`os gcntonums tc `chj trum, `m tmhhs bm. _mt O immh es O wrotm t`msm wcrjs t`et e nmw mbctocn‚ w`og` `m jmsgrofms es ‘mbferressbmnt‒‚ ‘mbferressbmnt‒‚`es `es mntmrmj cur rmhetocns`op. @m seys t`et w`mn `m earmmj tc `evm `os stcry tchj icr t`m purpcsms ci t`os wcrk `m `ejn‟t rmehozmj O wcuhj fm gcvmrona ot on quotm sug` jmteoh. @m tmhhs bm w`et O ehrmejy unjmrstccj‚t`et `m wesn‟t iuhhy ewerm ci `os sporotueh `mroteam es en ongernetm rmfmh enamh (eht`cua` `m `ej `os suspogocns) untoh O gcniorbmj t`os icr `ob cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`os 5=?
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nerretovm. @os mbferressbmnt eppmers tc `evm fmmn geusmj fy w`et `m jmsgrofms es by josprcpcrtocnetm icgus cn `ob enj `os mxphcots, tc t`m jmtrobmnt ci t`csm ercunj `ob. ‘O‟b nct wrotona e ncvmh `mrm,‒ O tmhh `ob. ‘O jcn‟t nmmj tc iohh on t`m fegkstcry ci mvmrycnm ycu mngcuntmr. On t`m gesm ci ct`mr enamhog ongernetms w`c‟vm pheymj t`mor pert on ycur hoim, oi t`mrm os e rmhmvent pcont tc fm bejm, O‟vm fmmn surm tc s`erm w`et O kncw. ‘Hokm ot cr nct,‒ O tmhh `ob iorbhy, ‘ot os ycur stcry O‟b unichjona enj t`os os nc tobm icr iehsm bcjmsty. _cu eppmer quotm `eppy w`mn O jmsgrofm ycur bcst smrocus sgrmw-ups. (Zrum‚O hmernmj e hct ircb t`mb! Z.Q.) Enj ymt ycu fmgcbm e hct bcrm rmtogmnt w`mn O wrotm ci ycur suggmssms.‒ O eb ewerm, ci gcursm, t`et Bmon @cst os scbmw`et s`y enj rmtorona fy neturm. @m `es nmvmr s`cwn eny jmsorm tc fm t`m gmntmr ci ettmntocn enj cfvocushy joshokms ot w`mn `m ionjs `obsmhi on t`et pcsotocn. Oi ot smmbs cjj t`et sug` e s`y ben gcuhj t`rcw `obsmhi ontc e gcnircntona egtovoty hokm jcnetona‚wot` sug` mvojmnt suggmss‚O s`cuhj ejj t`et ircb en merhy eam by werj jmvmhcpmj en mxtrmbmhy miimgtovm gcuntmrp`cfog stretmay. @m sobphy usmj `os wohh tc pus` t`rcua` `os imers. Onjmmj, `m cngm wohhmj `obsmhi tc ghobf ehcna e grenm lof sweyona `unjrmjs ci immt efcvm t`m strmmts ci Hcnjcn tc roj `obsmhi ci `os imer ci `moa`ts. Z`os ‘wohhmj pmrscnehoty swotg`‒ `ej fmgcbm mesomr cvmr t`m ymers, fut meg` tobm by werj wmnt jcnetona cr `ej tc spmek on pufhog, `m stohh `ej tc pus` t`rcua` `os imers on e prcgmss `m gehhmj ‘aorjona `os hocns.‒ Ncw `m‟hh nmmj tc aorj t`csm hocns enj iegm scbm ci t`m fmttmr enamhs ci `os neturm. O rmbonj `ob t`et‚et t`m tobm O‟b efcut tc jmsgrofm‚ `m wes stohh gcbphmtmhy unewerm ci t`m rchm t`et enamhs wmrm pheyona on `os hoim. Gcnsmqumnthy, pmr`eps `m gen fm aretmiuh tc t`mb on rmtrcspmgt icr `os suggmssms. Enj hmst `m sterts immhona unjuhy spmgoeh, `m nmmjs tc kncw t`mrm `evm fmmn t`rmm ct`mr bcrtehs O `evm ehsc ettmnjmj cvmr t`m gcursm ci `os hoimtobm. O `evm jcnm t`os wot` t`m ontmntocn ci jmvmhcpona e spmgoeh rmhetocns`op wot` cnm ci t`mb, s`cuhj Bmon @cst fm unefhm tc wcrk wot` w ot` bm es e s O‟ O‟jj `cpmj `m wcuhj jurona t`m hettmr pert ci `os ` os hoim. Icrtunetmhy, t`m nmgmssoty icr t`os `es nct cggurrmj. O `evmn‟t nmmjmj
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tc bekm eny hest-bonutm swotg`ms. _mt t`mrm wes e bcbmnt on by werj‟s t`orty-t`orj ymer w`mn by jrmeb ci gchhefcretona wot` `ob on t`os wcrk `una vmry bug` on t`m fehengm. O wohh amt tc t`os trmpojetocus bcbmnt sccn, fut t`m wmmks enj bcnt`s t`et hmj up tc ot pheymj t`mor pert on fronaona bettmrs sc s`erphy tc e `mej. O bmntocnmj merhomr t`et t`m cnhy wey t`m gcbbunoty `ej ci amnmretona eny sufstentoeh rmvmnum wes mot`mr fy smhhona TVCGMWW beaezonms enj t`mor nmwshmttmrs, cr fy w`etmvmr gcuhj fm frcua`t on fy jcnetona. Ot wes sccn ghmer tc t`csm on e smnocr pcsotocn on t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr t`et t`os wcuhj nmvmr fm mncua` tc gcvmr t`m cvmrsozmj bcnt`hy nut wot` w`og` t`my‟ t`my‟jj fmmn hubfmrmj. Nmw strmebs ci ongcbm jmspmretmhy nmmjmj tc fm icunj, cr t`my wcuhj jmieuht cn t`m bcrtaeam. @ubohoetmj, t`my wcuhj fm cut cn t`m strmmt. Z`m iorst cpmnona ci t`m bcnmy hcgk wes bcrm sybfchog t`en hugretovm. Ot prcvojmj e wmhgcbm fccst tc t`mor wohtona sporots, enj on t`mor wcrhj ci soans enj pcrtmnts ot smrvmj tc jmbcnstretm t`et t `et t`my wmrm cn t`m roa`t tregk. Bmon @cst wes on `os ciiogm cn t`m t`orj ihccr ci t`m G`eptmr w`mn Amnm Iren Irenkmh kmh wes us`mrmj on. Z`m ben hcckmj tc fm on `os bojioitoms enj wes cfvocushy on e stetm ci mxtrmbm eaotetocn. ]nefhm tc sot stohh, `m puiimj `erj cn t`m goaermttms `m g`eon-sbckmj t`rcua`cut t`m bmmtona. Amnm Irenkmh `ej e frcej iegm wot` `oa` g`mmkfcnms enj e wmet`mrmj, hmet`mry quehoty tc `os skon. @os myms wmrm sbehh enj ontmnsm, enj pmrpmtuehhy pmrpmtue hhy squontona ewey t`m sbckm rosona ircb t`m goaermttm ghutg`mj fmtwmmn `os nogctonm-steonmj ionamrs. @os `eor wes arey enj unruhy, enj ot wes swmpt fegk ircb e frcej icrm`mej on twc wonas t`et t`mn ong`mj jcwn cvmr `os gchher. @m wes sbehh on fuohj, ymt `m smmbmj p`ysogehhy heramr fmgeusm ci `os bennmr ci t`rustona cut `os g`mst hokm e rccstmr enj struttona ercunj t`m ciiogm w`ohm spmekona. @os wmhh-gut suot ci e iewngchcrmj, hoa`twmoa`t iefrog‚t`et `ej cngm cfvocushy fmmn mxpmnsovm‚ wes ncw rubphmj r ubphmj enj e nj grmesmj grme smj wot` usm. Q`mn `m spckm, `m‟j run `os `enjs nmrvcushy t`rcua` t `rcua` `os `eor, fut
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`os vcogm gregkhmj wot` t`m imrcgoty ci e ben usmj tc fmona on gcbbenj. _mt fm`onj t`os ontmnsoty hey e tmrrofhm sejnmss. Oi Bmon @cst `ej kncwn bcrm efcut t`m unjmrarcunj ert sgmnm on t`m goty, `m wcuhj `evm fmmn ewerm ci Amnm Irenkmh‟s rmputetocn es e guttona-mjam jormgtcr ci beny Cii-Frcejwey t`metrogeh prcjugtocns. @cwmvmr, by werj knmw nct`ona ci t`os‚fut `m ghmerhy jmgojmj t`et `m hokmj t`m ben obbmjoetmhy. Amnm Irenkmh wes aruii enj icrgmiuh enj e hotthm efresovm on bennmr, fut `m wes `cnmst enj streoa`ticrwerj on `os jmehonas‚mvmn oi `m wes quotm cfvocushy jmspmretm tc ghcsm t`m jmeh. Enj w`et wes t`m jmeh3 @m wentmj tc grmetm e t`metmr on t`m Ehp`e, t`m gevmrncus rccb et t`m rmer ci t`m fuohjona t`et usmj tc fm t`m p`ctcarep`mr Fmrt Wtmrn‟s stujoc. Z`m stcry es tc `cw Amnm Irenkmh `ej gcbm tc fm on by werj‟s ciiogm wes e hcna enj sej cnm. Ot‟s tcc hcna tc esk Bmon @cst‟s rmgcrjona enamh tc `mhp bm rmgcnstrugt, sc O wohh fromihy prïgos w`et O `merj t`et eitmrnccn. Ot smmbmj t`et icr ehh Amnm‟s t`metrogeh troubp`s `os germmr `ej fmmn ireua`t wot` g`ehhmnams enj smtfegks‚on e prcimssocn kncwn icr ots g`ehhmnams enj smtfegks. @m‟j `ej scbm merhy suggmssms. Fy t`m tobm `m wcn en Cfom icr Fmst They on 5?95 icr `os prcjugtocn ci Lmen Amnmt‟s Z`m Fhegks et Wt. Berks They`cusm on Armmnwog` Yohheam, `m `ej ehrmejy fmmn ewerjmj twc Cfom Ewerjs icr Fmst Jormgtcr‚icr Ychpcnm on 5?=0 enj Beg`oneh on on 5?=?. Amnm wes mvojmnthy bcst prcuj ci t`os prcjugtocn, prcju gtocn, w`og` `m seoj se oj ren icr cvmr ioitmmn ioi tmmn `unjrmj pmricrbengms ‚ rmsmerg` s`cws ot wes egtuehhy icurtmmn `unjrmj enj moa`t‚enj mernmj t`m geg`mt ci fmona t`m hcnamst hcnamst-runnona -runnona Cii-Fr Cii-Frcejwey cejwey phey ci ots jmgejm. jmgejm . Z`m prcjugtocn ci t`m phey enj ots unusuehhy hcna run eppmers tc `evm fmmn t`cua`t soanoiogent mncua` tc `evm fmmn ojmntoiomj on Qokopmjoe es ‘e grugoeh prcjugtocn on prcbctona Eirogen-Ebmrogen t`metmr jurona t`m govoh-roa`ts bcv bcvmbmn mbmnt.‒ t.‒ @m `ej jormgtmj scbm ci t`m armet egtcrs ci t`m jey< Wtegy Kmeg`; Yovmgee Ho Yovmg Honji njicrs; crs; Mh Mhoo Qe h he heg`; g`; Gogmh Gogmhyy Zyscn yscn;; Leb Lebms ms Me Merh rh Lcnms Lcnms;; enj Acjirmy Gebfrojam, ebcna ct`mrs‚fut `m mxpheonmj tc by werj
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t`et `m bcst mnlcymj jormgtona Eirogen Ebmrogen pheys enj egtcrs. Z`m bcst rmgmnt josestmr ci Amnm‟s hoim `ej cggurrmj cnhy e wmmk merhomr. Z`m Bmrgmr Ert Gmntmr, wot` ots gcbphmx ci sbehh t`metmrs on e rmsojmntoeh `ctmh on jcwntcwn Ben`etten, `ej rmprmsmntmj `os jrmeb‚ t`m vmry subbot ci `os germmr t`us ier. Z`os wes e sotuetocn cvmr w`og` `m gcuhj mxmrt tcteh gcntrch. Enj ymt e wmmk merhomr, `m seoj, `m `ej fmmn rm`mersona scbm egtcrs on cnm ci t`m t`metmrs, w`mn t`m mntorm rcci `ej gchhepsmj cn t`mb. E imw pmcphm `ej fmmn kohhmj, fut Amnm enj t`m ct`mr egtcrs `ej fmmn efhm tc amt cut rmhetovmhy unsget`mj. Ncw `m `ej nc t`metmr enj e votehhy obpcrtent prcjugtocn‚ehbcst mvmryt`ona wot` Amnm Irenkmh wes votehhy voteh hy obpcrtent‚t`et wes gurrmnthy wmhh unjmrwey, enj w`og` fejhy nmmjmj e `cbm. Ot‟s bug` tc Amnm Irenkmh‟s grmjot t`et `m nmvmr cngm bmntocnmj t`m pertt `m‟j pheymj on rmsguo per rmsguona na t`csm egtcrs ircb t`m gchhepsona fuohjo fuohjona. na. By werj cnhy hmernmj ci t`os bug` hetmr on `os hoim. Eppermnthy Amnm nctogmj t`m gmohona enj wehhs stertona tc fugkhm lust on tobm tc hmej t`m t `m egtcrs cut ci jenamr. je namr. Icr `os quogk egtocn eg tocn `m wes we s jmmbmj tc fm `mrcog. Oi by werj `ej kncwn ci t`os egt ci gcuream es `m set on `os ciiogm t`et swmhtmrona Euaust eitmrnccn wot` Amnm Irenkmh‚tehkona enj struttona enj squontona t`rcua` e vmoh ci sbckm‚`m wcuhjn‟t `evm fmmn ehtcamt`mr surprosmj. Es `m tchj t`m ct`mrs on t`et mvmnona‟s bmmtona, Amnm wes ‘en mxtrecrjonerohy iomrgm, icrgmiuh, enj jmtmrbonmj ben, wot` scbmt`ona ci Ettohe t`m @un efcut `ob.‒ Cngm eaeon‚es `es `eppmnmj fmicrm tc Bmon @cst on soboher sotuetocns‚nmot`mr `m ncr Amnm `ej eny gcnsgocus ewermnmss t`et fct` ci t`mb wmrm ongernetm rmfmh enamhs. _mt t`my ghmerhy rmgcanozmj cnm enct`mr on e wey t`et nmot`mr ci t`mb wcuhj `evm fmmn efhm tc mxpheon et t`m tobm. Eitmr Amnm‟s jmet` on 644=, O‟vm nc jcuft `m ncw `es e ier bcrm jmvmhcpmj unjmrstenjona ci `os sporotueh neturm. Cvmr t`m ymers, Amnm wcuhj prcjugm enj jormgt s`cws on e t`metmr t`et `os gcnstrugtocn pmcphm wcuhj boreguhcushy fuohj on e bettmr ci jeys, ymt on mvmry nmactoetocn `m enj by werj wcuhj feraeon enj `eaahm
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cvmr mvmry jmteoh es oi t`m w`chm mntmrprosm wes jmpmnjona cn ot. Ot wes on fct` ci t`mor neturms tc ioa`t icr mvmry tony ejventeam. @cwmvmr, t`my onveroefhy mbmramj ircb t`mor icreys hokona enj rmspmgtona meg` ct`mr ehh t`m bcrm. Z`my wmrm fct` wmrm wmhh ewerm t`et sug` e imrcgocus nmactoetocn wes mxpmg mxpmgtmj tmj ci t`mb; ot wes eh ehsc sc ghmer t`et os w`et t`my mxpmg mxpmgtmj tmj ci t`mbsmhvms. Fmsojms, meg` on `os cwn wey wes jmspmretm‚Amnm fmgeusm `m `ej e prcjugtocn on t`m wcrks, fut nc t`metmr; by werj, fmgeusm t`os wes en cppcrtunoty tc wrmsthm scbm bmenonaiuh ejjotocneh ongcbm ircb t`m vmry fmst rmnteh earmmbmnt `m gcuhj mxtregt ircb t`m jmeh. Ot turnmj cut t`et t`et ot wes Amnm Irenkmh w`c fhonkmj iorst. @m mnjmj up soanona e gcntregt t`et bey `evm smrvmj `os obbmjoetm nmmjs fut wes ionengoehhy bug` tc t`m fmnmiot ci t`m Trcgmss. Nct cnhy wes Amnm‟s rmnt e soanoiogent sub tc ejj tc t`mor bcnt`hy ges` rmquormbmnt, t`m Trcgmss act wmhh-fuoht fhmeg`mrs cn t`rmm sojms ci t`m gmntreh steam es wmhh es e iuh i uhhh smt ci prcimssocneh prcimssocneh t`metrogeh hoa`tona icr t`mor Gmhmfretocns enj Bojnoa`t Bmjotetocns‚ehh cn Amnm‟s tef. Z`m gcnstrugtocn ci t`m t`metmr `evona fmmn gcbphmtmj on rmgcrj tobm, Amnm‟s iorst prcjugtocn wes e armet suggmss. Z`m phey frcua`t e hct ci nmw pmcphm ontc t`m Gevmrn tc met enj jronk fmicrm enj eitmr t`m pmricrbengms, scbm ci w`cb mvmn steymj icr t`m gcursms enj e nj ghessms ghe ssms t`m t `m Trcgmss wes stertona tc gcnjugt. Ehh on ehh, t`m errenambmnt wot` t`m Amnm Irenkmh Z`metmr wes gcnsojmrmj wcrkefhm enj tc t`m ejventeam ci fct` pertoms. Es sug`, ot wes gcnsojmrmj scbmt`ona ci e gcup t`et by werj `ej fmmn efhm tc bekm ot `eppmn. Nct cnhy joj ot frona bcnmy enj pmcphm on, fut `evona t`m Amnm Irenkmh Z`metmr on t`m `mejquertmrs ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` wes prmstoaocus on e wey t`et wes we s ehweys e hweys obpcrtent tc Bery Ber y Enn E nn on o n pertoguper toguher. W`m nmvmr bmt Amnm‚enj O vmry bug` jcuft oi s`m mvmr wcuhj `evm `merj ci `ob cr epprcvmj ci `os g`cogm ci pheys oi s`m `ej‚fut ot wes mncua` t`et `m wes e iebcus jormgtcr. O nmvmr egtuehhy wotnmssmj t`os `eppmnona fut ircb `mr pest pmricrbengms ot wcuhjn‟t surprosm bm oi Bery Enn `ejn‟t usmj Bmon @cst‟s suggmss, bcjmst t`cua` ot wes, tc fmet up cn t`csm bmbfmrs ci t`m Icur
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w`c‟j eh ehrmejy rmejy tromj enj ieo ieohmj hmj tc frona t`m G`eptmr‟ G`eptmr‟ss ongcbm up on eny rmeh wey. O obeaonm ot wcuhj `evm fmmn `cpmhmss icr eny ci t`mb tc prctmst t`et ot gcuhj `evm fmmn eny cnm ci t`mor ciiogms Irenkmh wehkmj ontc t`et eitmrnccn. Iet`mr Boge` `ej lust fmmn hugky. Eny ci t`mb gcuhj `evm nmactoetmj e gcntregt, prcfefhy e fmttmr cnm, tcc . . . O jcuft oi enycnm tromj tc gcbpheon. Z`csm ghcsm tc Bery Enn wcuhj kncw fmttmr t`en tc mxprmss mx prmss t`mor rmsmntbmn rmsmntbmntt enj mnvy ci enct`m e nct`mrr Trcgmssmen on sug` e fermiegmj bennmr‚unhmss, ci gcursm, ot wes Bery Enn `mrsmhi w`c wes unhcejona cn t`et pmrscn. O wes ewerm‚on e wey Bmon @cst wes nct‚t`et t`cua` t`m mnvy enj rmsmntbmnt jormgtmj et `ob fy t`csm ghcsm tc Bery Enn wes unhokmhy tc `evm fmmn vcogmj on ircnt ci t`m Cbmae, ot joj nct bmen t`csm nmaetovm mbctocns wmrm acona tc ac ewey. Icr by werj, t`os w`chm stetm ci eiieors wes cnhy acona tc amt bcrm joiioguht es ejjotocneh onncvetocns ci `os prcvmj tc fm suggmssiuh. Nctm< En mvmnt lust cggurrm cggurrmjj es O wes rmejona t`rcua` enj rmvosona w`et wes wrottmn efcut Amnm Irenkmh ymstmrjey enj‚es `es cggurrmj prmvocushy wot` Jcnyehm Hune, icr mxebphm‚on pcppmj Amnm; jrewn fy t`m mnmray enj nmmjona tc sey e imw wcrjs. @m wentmj Bmon @cst tc kncw `m wes mxtrmbmhy scrry icr fhebona `ob icr jrovona sug` `erj feraeons t`et `m, Amnm, `ej gcnvongmj `obsmhi hmj tc t`m jmbosm ci `os t`metmr. @m seoj `m wes pertoguherhy epchcamtog efcut tryona sc fehjhy tc benopuhetm by werj‟s mbctocns; icr tryona tc bekm `ob immh es`ebmj icr tekona ejventeam ci `ob w`mn `m wes on e jmspmretm sotuetocn. Amnm seoj `m ncw kncws ot wes wrcna enj orrmspcnsofhm ci `ob tc fhebm Iet`mr Boge`. @m seoj `m nmvmr stcppmj hokona enj rmspmgtona `ob, fut es tobm wmnt cn `m seoj `m lust gcuhjn‟t stcp `obsmhi ircb `chjona Boge` rmspcnsofhm icr bekona ot obpcssofhm tc suggmmj. @m seoj `m unjm unjmrstenj rstenjss ncw t`et Boge` `ej prmssu prmssurms rms cn `ob tc strokm t`m fmst jmeh `m gcuhj gcuhj.. @m seoj `m `ej nmvmr kncwn t`m rmeh io ionennengoeh sotuetocn ci t`m Trcgmss‚`m‟j fcua`t t`m `ypm enj fmhomvmj t`mb tc fm iefuhcushy wmeht`y. Z`os `ej lust bejm ot wcrsm, `m seoj‚enj bcrm unieor‚enj ot gcniorbmj `os cponocn t`et ehh g`urg`ms wmrm t`m sebm. Z`my acuamj t`m hest pmnny cut ci t`mor ihcgks.
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@m wentmj Bmon @cst tc kncw t`et `m nc hcnamr `mhj t`msm nmaetovm mbctocns, enj t`et `m wes scrry icr eny jostrmss `m bey `evm geusmj fy prclmgtona `os cwn psyg`og peon cntc by werj. werj . @m eskmj bm tc onghujm t`os fromi ontmregtocn on by nerretovm‚fct` icr Iet`mr Boge`‟s ohhubonetocn enj icr t`m fmnmi fmnmiot ot ci ct`mrs w`c bey `evm icunj t`mbsmhvms on by werj‟s werj ‟s pcsotocn. Eitmr smvmreh bcbmnts ci stenjona quomthy fmsojm bm, twc sporots errovmj enj Amnm bcvmj cii fmtwmmn t`mb immhona, O gcuhj smm, bug` hoa`tmr t`en w`mn `m‟j onotoehhy ontrcjugmj `obsmhi.
Ot wes trum t`et t`m hetmr bccj fmtwmmn t`m twc pertoms wesn‟t es fucyent es ot `ej fmmn on t`csm iorst imw bcnt`s. Qot` t`m pessona ci t`m ymers, es e s t`m Amnm A mnm Irenkmh Z`metmr enj e nj t`m Trcgmss G`urg` fct` stertmj ste rtmj tc ihcunjmr‚meg` icr t`mor cwn rmescns‚t`m rmhetocns`op fmgebm bcrm streonmj. Ot wes t`mn t`et Amnm fmaen unrevmhona‚eht`cua` by werj tmhhs bm Amnm‟ Amnm‟ss ettotujms tcwerj `ob nmvmr rmehhy rme hhy rcsm tc t`m hmvmh ci fct`mrona `ob. Amnm‟s fhebona `ob wes sug` e trenspermnthy cfvocus prclmgtocn, enj `os benopuh benopuhetovm etovm ettmbpt tc bekm by werj immh au auoht ohtyy wes sc sohhy enj bosphegmj t`et by werj seys ot wes bcrm mnjmerona mnjmerona t`en orrotetona. Vmaerjhmss ci `cw Amnm imht, t`rcua`cut t`m turfuhmngm ci t`m ichhcwona ymers Amnm onsostmj on jmehona cnhy wot` Bmon @cst. Ot rmquormj ehh ci by werj‟s petomngm enj onamnuoty tc beonteon es fehengmj e rmhetocns`op es pcssofhm t`rcua`cut Amnm‟s rentona tentrubs, `os s`ebmhmss phmejonas, phmejona s, enj `os heua`e heua`efhm fhm ettmbpts et bek bekona ona by werj we rj immh au auohty. ohty. Q`mt`mr cr nct enycnm mhsm on t`m gcbbunot gcbbunotyy gcuhj `evm beneamj tc jmeh wot` t`os vchetohm ben‚e ben eggustcbmj tc fmona t`m tcua`mst, ghmvmrmst, enj t`m bcst gcbbenjona pmrscn on t`m rccb‚ wot` quotm t`m t `m sebm se bm peneg`m pe neg`m wes tcteh tctehhy hy orrmhmvent. Epert ircb t`m t `m iegt ie gt t`et Amnm rmiusmj tc wcrk wot` enycnm mhsm, es t`my gebm tc kncw meg` ct`mr fmttmr Amnm stertmj tc josphey scbm ci t`m psyg`chcaogeh eguoty t`et bejm `ob sug` e ionm jormgtcr. Eht`cua` `m `ej fmgcbm mxtrmbmhy icnj ci Bmon @cst, `m gcuhj amt vmry geustog enj fottmrhy grotogeh ci t`csm Trcgmssmens w`c `ej trmetmj `ob on en cii`enj wey‚cr t`m imw
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w`c wmrm cpmnhy gcn gcntmbptucus tmbptucus ci `os pheys tek t ekona ona phegm on t`mor segrmj segrmj spegm. Amnm Irenkmh wes e pessocnetm enj t`cua`tiuh ben, fut `m wes nct e rmhoaocus cnm. @os sergestog gcbpheonts efcut t`m Trcgmssmens w`c rmsmntmj `ob‚enj t`m prmsmngm ci `os t`metmr on t`m fuohjona‚tcug`mj cn en ontmrneh gcnihogt wot`on t`m gcbbunoty. Z`os `ej fmmn fuffhona ehcna heramhy `ojjmn, fut cggesocnehhy s`cwona ots `mej‚enj fojona ots tobm. @cwmvmr, icr ncw, wot` t`m t`metmr cpmretona et iuhh gepegoty enj Amnm `eppy enj rmhomvmj tc `evm puhhmj cii t`m obpcssofhm, t`m aropona ci t`m purost iegtocn et Amnm‟s prcienm prcjugtocns iejmj on hoa`t ci t`m ongcbm prcjugmj fy `os prmsmngm. Ot wes t`us wot` e rmnmwmj gcniojmngm‚enj Bery Enn‟s fhmssona‚ t`et Bmon @cst wes ncw efhm tc pursum t`m tesk ci rejogehhy ongrmesona t`m G`eptmr‟s ongcbm. Hmt bm tekm e frmek icr e bcbmnt, es ot ebusms bm tc rmpcrt‚wot` by werj‟‟s pmrbossocn‚cn e sbeh werj sbehhh ongojmnt t`et cggurrmj cnhy e imw bonutms eac on rmeh tobm. By werj `ej acttmn up ircb t`m kmyfcerj tc ac tc t`m kotg`mn amt `obsmhi e pegkmt ci goaermttm pepmrs tc ionj cnhy cnm hmit. Ncw, O‟vm spckmn ci by werj es en onamnocus ben enj on gmrteon weys `m os. @m hokms tc surprosm `obsmhi. Oi `m fuys rchhona pepmrs, icr mxebphm, `m‟hh fuy icur cr iovm pegkmts et e tobm enj smgrmt cnm ci t`csm pegkmts on e joiimrmnt phegm on o n gesm ge sm `m runs cut. On t`os gesm `m t`mn `es `e s e rus` ci phmesurm enj surprosm et rmbmbfmrona `os cnm mbmramngy pegkmt. @m jcms t`os wot` ct`mr t`onas, tcc‚sobphy icr t`m phmesurm ci `os cwn icrmt`cua`t‚sc O‟vm nc wos` tc peont `ob es cnhy prmcggupomj wot` t`m `ehi e jczmn cr sc sbckms `m rchhs icr `obsmhi w`ohm `m‟s wcrkona. Wc ier, sc accj. _mt e sporotueh hmsscn os ehweys weotona tc fm hmernmj, enj projm gen pckm ots `mej up on o n t`m bcst bcjmst ci sotuetocns. On t`os t `os gesm ge sm O wes efhm e fhm tc `mhp `ob fmgeusm wm beonteon sug` ghcsm gcntegt w`ohm wm erm wrotona, enj O `ejn‟t hmit `os bonj w`mn `m wmnt tc t`m kotg`mn.
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Wc w`et wes ot on `os bonj wmnt `m wmnt tc g`mgk t`et `os mbmramngy pegk wes seimhy on phegm3 @m wes gcnaretuhetona `obsmhi cn `os ghmvmrnmss, ci gcursm! Z`os obbmjoetmhy frcua`t up enct`mr t`cua`t, cnm t`et `ej pmrsostmj on puzzhona `ob mvmr songm `m wes iorst eggusmj es e g`ohj ci fmona ‘tcc ghmvmr fy `ehi.‒ @os g`ohj bonj retocnehozmj t`et t`os bust bmen t`et `m wes cnm enj e `ehi tobms es ghmvmr es ct`mr pmc phm. Ot sccn fmgebm fmge bm bcrm ci e provetm lckm w`mn `m wes josefusmj ci t`os nctocn, fut t`m p`resm otsmhi `ej rmbeonmj es puzzhona es mvmr. joj ot ot rmehhy ghmvmr fy `ehi `ehi ‒3 Ci Q`etmvmr joj rmehhy bmen, ‘tcc ghmvmr Ci gcursm, `m `ej nc prcfhmb unjmrstenjona t`m bmenona `os mhjmrhy grotog ontmnjmj. Oi O‟b ncw rmejona `os nonm ymer-chj bonj gcrrmgthy, `os ioneh pcsotocn wes t`m p`resm ‘tcc ghmvmr fy `ehi‒ bust epphy tc t`csm pmcphm w`c gcuhj ioaurm cut t`et ot wes rmehhy en unontmnjmj gcbphobmnt. Ot wes w`mn `m hcckmj et w`mrm `m‟j put t`m rchhona pepmrs t`et `m icunj‚tc `os surprosm‚t`et t`mrm wes nc pegkmt. @m swcrm `m‟j `ojjmn cnm ewey on t`os vmry spct t`m hest tobm `m‟j fcua`t e fetg`. Fhmss bm oi `m `ejn‟t icracttmn t`m hest tobm ercunj tc sonahm cut enj `ojm ewey `os mbmramngy pegkmt. Ot wes w`mn `m streoa`tmnmj up wot` e hcck ci fmbusmj s`ebm‚et t`m errcaengm ci `os prmsubptocn ci ghmvmrnmss‚enj frckm ontc heua`tmr t`et O wes efhm tc aovm `ob `os enswmr eitmr ehh t`msm ymers. O tchj `ob, ‘Fmona tcc ghmvmr fy `ehi, by jmer cnm, os tc fm ghmvmr mncua` tc t`onk ci e ghmvmr ojme, fut nct ehweys ghmvmr mncua` tc iuhiohh ot.‒ ot.‒ By werj aoaahmj ehh t`m wey fegk tc t`m gcbputmr. * * *
O rmbeonmj hcckona jcwn et t`m hezohy sponnona phenmt hcna eitmr Trongm Gehoaestoe `ej joseppmermj. O icunj O‟j fmmn bejm mxtrmbmhy nmrvcus fy w`et O `ej `merj ci `os phens tc rmjormgt t`m aroj on crjmr tc mnshevm `uben scuhs on en mnjhmss gyghm ci t`orj-jmnsoty hoimtobms. O eb nct prcuj tc ejbot t`et by gcbpessocn icr t`csm pccr, treppmj scuhs pehmj fmsojm by gcngmrn icr bysmhi. Ot wes acona tc bekm hoim mvmn bcrm unphmesent icr `ubens, ci gcursm, fut by imer icr bysmhi wes bcrm mhusovm enj wcrryona. Ot wes `erj tc pon jcwn et t`et tobm. Ot wes cnhy
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hetmr O rmehozmj O bust `evm fmmn mbctocnehhy rmegtona tc w`et O wes nct ymt efhm tc unjmrstenj wot` by bonj. O wcnjmrmj w`mt`mr cr nct O wes fmgcbona bcrm iebo iebohoer hoer wot` scbm ci t`m mbctocn mbctocneh eh ebfoau ebfoauoty oty ci e `uben fmona‟s hoim3 Zc fm irenk, O wos`mj Trongm Gehoaestoe `ej nct s`ermj `os wrmtg`mj phct wot` bm‚gu bm‚gurocus rocus t`cua t`cua`` O bey `evm fmmn. Ot rme rmehhy hhy wes nct e sg`mbm O nmmjmj tc kncw efcut, t`enk ycu vmry bug`! Ot wes stohh `erj tc fmhomvm t`et t`m Trongm wcuhj `evm futtcn`chmj bm‚O hcvm t`m wcrjs O ionj on by gchhefcretcr‟s vcgefuhery!‚oi `m `ejn‟t `ej scbm nmierocus enj `ojjmn purpcsm. O‟b nct, on by cponocn enywey, cnm ci t`m Trongm‟s bcst hcyeh wetg`mrs. Z`m bcrm O buhhmj t`os cvmr, t`m bcrm unrmescnefhm ot smmbmj tc bm t`et‚oi `os bmjjhona wot` t`m aroj wes es rejogeh es `m‟j gheobmj‚ `m wcuhj nct `evm josgussmj ot wot` t`csm ghcsm tc `ob. Tmr`eps t`my wcuhj `evm tromj tc teh tehkk `ob cut ci ot! Gcuhj Gcu hj ot rmehhy rme hhy fm t`et `m jojn‟ j ojn‟tt `evm enycnm on w`cb tc gcniojm3 Cr wes t`m Trongm smttona bm up icr scbm iuturm pmrscneh josestmr3 O wcuhjn‟t put ot pest `ob. Cr pmr`eps `m wes lust bek bekona ona e icch cut ci bm; e sobphmtcn sobphmtcn‚e ‚e bmrm wetg`mr‚w`c wcuhj fmhomvm eny soh sohhy hy chj stcry3 stcr y3 O wes nct e gcbphogetmj fmona et t`m tobm, gmrteonhy nct es gcb phogetmj es O eb ncw‚cr wo wohhhh fm w`mn O mntmr bcrte bcrtehh onger ongernetocn netocn (oi t`et os by jmstony). O usmj tc fmgcbm nubf w`mn O wes iegmj wot` sug` obpcnjmrefhm puzzhms. Z`m ossum t`et wes trcufhona bm wcuhj t`mn iejm ewey. Z`os os, on iegt, w`et mvmntuehhy cggurrmj on t`m gesm ci t`os pertoguher johmbbe prmsmntmj tc bm fy t`m Trongm. Ot wes `mhpmj ehcna fy t`m fmeuty t`et O wetg`mj unichj fmnmet` bm es O ihcetmj bctocnhmss, `oa` efcvm t`m shcwhy turnona phenmt. Ot wes t`rcua` `ehi-ghcsmj myms t`et O gcuhj fmaon tc josgmrn sufthm mnmray ihcwona t`rcua` t`m ahcfeh aroj on armet sonuscojeh wevms. Ot wes hcvmhy tc wetg`. Es by myms ejlustmj, Bct`mr Mert` eppmermj wreppmj on e gcnstenthy i hcwona hcwona,, ropphona ropphona,, wroa wroaah ahona ona,, cpmn-w cpmn-wmevm mevm tepmstry ci snekona wevms jertona enj s`ovmrona wot` t`m nmrvcus mhmgtrogeh mnmray ci t`m ncrt`mrn hoa`ts. Z`m probery bmrojoens ren perehhmh tc t`m mquetcr. Ct`mr bmrojoens strmebmj et roa`t enahms ncrt` enj scut`, ymt
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mnmray wcuhj hmep‚citmn on s`mmts‚et joiimrmnt enahms ircb bmrojoen tc bmrojoen on e smmbonahy erfotrery ies`ocn. Z`mn, es O wetg`mj, t`m fmeutoiuh s`obbmrona vosocn ci t`m netureh aroj stertmj tc arcw job fmicrm by myms enj iejmj cut gcbphmtmhy. Ot wes sug` en unusueh soa`t t`et O knmw O bust `evm fmmn eiicrjmj t`m provohmam ci t`os vosocn ci t`m ahcfeh aroj icr e rmescn‚eht`cua` O `ej nc ojme w`et t`et gcuhj fm. Ot `ej fmmn e hcna tobm songm O hest vomwmj t`m phenmt ircb t`os jostent pmrspmgtovm. Bct`mr Mert` on `mr t`orj-jmnsoty ahcry‚`mr ahmebona cgmens enj ogm geps, t`m sbujamj jun enj armmn ci `mr henjbessms pmmkona pmmko na ircb fm`onj e i hmmgm ci w`otm ghcujs‚eh ghcujs‚ehhh pcssmssmj e joep`encus trenshugmngy O‟j nmvmr `ej t`m g`engm tc wotnmss fmicrm. O wcuhj nmvmr eaeon fm efhm smm Bct`mr Mert` es bmrmhy e schoj g`unk ci juhhmj bettmr, `evona ncw smmn `mr jrmssmj on e gcet ci beny gchcrs‚mvmn oi cnhy icr lust t`csm imw ahcrocus bcbmnts. Boxmj wot` t`et kncwhmjam wes e neaaona immhona ci obpmnjona jccb s`cuhj Trongm Gehoaestoe mvmr beneam tc turn t`m aroj tc `os cwn purpcsms. Ahcrocushy fmeutoiuh t`cua` t`m phenmt bey `evm fmmn, O gcuhjn‟t stey up t`mrm icrmvmr. Mert` ehweys gehhs bm fegk tc `mr. Mvmn w`mn O trevmh tc \enjene‚cr cnm ci t`m ct`mr wcrhjs O‟vm fmmn pmrbottmj tc vosot‚O immh e sbehh pert ci bm os hmit `mrm enj ot ehweys tuas bm fegk. O t`onk ci ot es ‘sporotueh arevoty‒‚e icrgm t`et pcsotocns enj `chjs sporotueh fmonas on cur roa`tiuh phegms‚lust es arevoty `chjs t`m phenmts on t`mor crfotona lcurnmy ercunj t`mor suns. Z`m t`cua`t ci \enjene rmbonjmj bm t`et O `ej fmmn prcbosona bysmhi e vosot t`mrm mvmr songm t`m iorst ci t`m smrocus Ethentmen josestmrs on t`m t`ortmmnt` bohhmnnoub. O‟j mvmn smt cut icr t`m Wmrep`og Zrenspcrt Gmntmr (WZG) cn t`m Qmst Gcest ci t`m Ncrt` Ebmrogen gcntonmnt‚cnhy tc fmgcbm jostregtmj fmicrm O `ej mvmn rmeg`mj ot. Wporotueh arevoty jrmw bm jcwn tc Wcut` Ebmroge. On t`et gesm ot wes tc cfsmrvm w`et `ej fmgcbm ci t`m jmsgmnjents ci t`m Hmburoen joes pcre sufsmqumnt tc t`mor `evona smtthmj s mtthmj cn t`m `oa` ` oa` pheons ci t`m Enjms. E njms.
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Eitmr t`et, by prcpcsmj vosot tc \enjene smmbmj tc `evm iejmj ircb by bonj. Es e wetg`mr, by iungtocn os tc cfsmrvm. O wetg`. Z`et‟s w`et O jc. Z`et‟s `cw O‟b grmetmj. Mvmn oi O `evm onejvmrtmnthy cvmrstmppmj by iungtocn e imw tobms‚hugkohy icr bm, sc ier cnhy cn \enjene!‚O eb, oi ycu hokm, gcnjmbnmj tc tc wetg`. Ot‟s `erj tc jrew en enehcaum fmgeusm ci t`m joiimrmnt weys on w`og` t`m smnsms cpmretm, fut pmr`eps oi ycu `ej nc g`cogm fut tc hostmn wot` gcbphmtm gcngmntretocn tc mvmryt`ona ycu `mer‚jey eitmr jey, wot`cut eny wey ci turnona ot cii‚t`os wohh gcnvmy by mxpmromngm. O sey O immh ‘gcnjmbnmj tc wetg`‒ fmgeusm t`m jcwnsojm os t`et mvmryt`ona O cfsmrvm tmnjs tc fmgcbm unoicrbhy ontmrmstona. Oi O jmsgrofm t`os smnsetocn on tmrbs ci by werj‟s mxpmromngm, ot‟s es oi O cfsmrvm mvmryt`ona O smm et e soboher hmvmh ci icgusmj onvchvmbmnt t`et O ionj on `ob w`mn `m os jrewo jrewona na cr wroto wrotona; na; on ct`mr wcrjs, w`mn `m hcsms `obsmh `obsmhii jcona w`et `m hcvms tc jc. Z`m joiimrmngm fmtwmmn t`m twc mxpmromngms os t`et by werj gen turn cii `os gcngmntretocn enj ac efcut `os jey w`ohm O `evm nc g`cogm fut tc wetg` wot` t`m iu iuhhhh mssmngm ci by fmona. Z`os bey scunj ehh vmry wmhh enj O gmrteonhy wcuhjn‟t jmny t`m jmmp setosiegtocn t`et cfsmrvona t`m egtovotoms ci enamhs, bcrtehs, enj boj weymrs `es frcua`t bm. _mt w`mn mvmry mvmryt`o t`ona na O cfsmrvm os sc unoicrb unoicrbhy hy mnaeaona t`mrm gen gcbm e gmrteon ihetnmss ci rmspcnsm‚en mnnuo t`et gen smt ontc e wetg`mr‟s wetg`mr‟s gcnsgocusnmss‚w`o gcnsgocusnmss‚w`og` g` e `uben fmona boa`t immh, icr onstengm, on en ert aehhmry imeturona cnhy t`m wcrhj‟s bestmrpomgms. Z`msm wmrm t`m konj ci t`cua`ts t`et wmrm on by bonj es O jmsgmnjmj enj rmturnmj cngm eaeon tc t`m tmbphm gcbphmx et Aùfmkho Zmpm. Eitmr `merona ci t`m Trongm‟s phens, O wentmj tc smm icr bysmhi w`mt`mr cr nct O gcuhj josgmrn t`m mnmray nmxus `m‟j tchj bm efcut. O `ejn‟t nctogmj eny sug` gcnihumngm ci mnmray w`mn O wes on Aùfmkho Zmpm merhomr, enj t`mrm wes ehweys e pcssofohoty t`et Gehoaestoe bey `evm fmmn jmhujona `obsmhi‚cr bm icr t`et bettmr. Bcvona shcwhy ercunj ircb tmbphm tc tmbphm O imht nct`ona cut ci t`m crjonery. O mvmn bmjotetmj on cnm ci t`m heramr cpmn spegms `cpona tc rmprcjugm by stetm ci bonj et t`m tobm O `ej by ahobpsm ci t`m
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cvmrehh phenmtery aroj, ymt stohh nct`ona. Zry es O boa`t, O gcuhj nmot`mr pmrgmovm ncr immh eny ci t`csm fmeutoi fmeutoiuh uh strmeb strmebona ona mnmraoms O‟ O‟jj smmn sc fromihy ircb eier. Es ycu boa`t obeaonm, t`os rmschvmj nct`ona. Qetg`mrs Q etg`mrs erm nct eh ehh-smmona. h-smmona. Cur smnsms erm prober proberohy ohy tunmj tc cur irmqumngy jcbeon on t`m ioit` jobmnsocn, lust es e `uben fmona‟s smnscroub os gcrrmhetmj, on t`m beon, tc t`m irmqumngoms icunj wot`on t`m t`orj jobmnsocn. Es O `evm nctmj prmvocushy, t`m ionmr irmqumngoms ontmr pmnmtretm t`m arcssmr cnms on e bennmr t`et t `et ehhcws e hhcws bm tc cfsmrvm bcrteh hoim wot`cut fmona jmtmgtmj. _mt fmgeusm O ncrbehhy cfsmrvm ircb t`m `oa`mr estreh rmehbs ci t`m t`orj jobmnsocn, t`mrm os e hct `eppmnona cn en mnmramtog hmvmh wot`on t`m irmqumngoms ci t`m t`orj jobmnsocn ci w`og` O‟ O‟b b nct ewerm. ewerm . Wc O‟j hmernmj hotthm ci vehum. O `ej bmrmhy suggmmjmj on fmgcbona ehh t`m bcrm enxocus w`mn ot cggurrmj tc bm t`et Gehoaestoe wes quotm gepefhm ci obphentona t`m fromi vosocn O `ej ci t`m ahcfeh aroj es e pcst`ypnctog suaamstocn. O `evm ehrmejy rmberkmj cn `cw unusuehhy phmesent `m wes w`mn O mngcuntmrmj `ob t`os tobm. O wcnjmrmj oi O‟j hmt by tmhmpet`og auerj jcwn wot`cut rmehozona ot. Z`m Trongm wes nctcrocushy trogky tc jmeh wot`‚mspmgoehhy w`mn `m wes pheyona mxtre nogm. @m wes gmrteonhy roa`t efcut cnm t`ona. Z`mrm wes efschutmhy nc cnm O gcuhj turn tc icr ejvogm. Ncr gcuhj O tmhh enyfcjy w`et `m `ej s`cwn bm. Enj oi O gcuhj, w`et gcuhj O sey w`mn O wesn‟t mvmn surm w`et O `ej smmn bysmhi3 O `ej nc wey ci kncwona w`mt`mr t`m Trongm‟ Trongm‟ss phens icr `os Vmonger Vmongernetocn netocn Mxprmss wmrm bmrmhy obpctmnt jrme jrmebs, bs, en merhy onjogetocn ci e gunnona josonicrbetocn stretmay, cr e rmeh enj tmrrofhm prcspmgt icr ehh `uben fmonas fcrn eitmr Gehoaestoe `ej suggmssiuhhy rmobprontmj t`m aroj. Z`msm t`cua`ts enj bcrm wmrm w`orhona ercunj on by bonj‚ by scbmw`et sobphm bonj‚w`mn O ionehhy hmit Aùfmkho Zmpm. Z`mrm smmbmj tc fm nc pcssofohoty ci en obbmjoetm rmschutocn enj O imht O nmmjmj e belcr g`enam ci sgmnmry tc ghmer by `mej. Ot wes t`mn t`et by t`cua`ts turnmj neturehhy fegk tc t`m phenmt ci \enjene eaeon, enj t`m pmegm enj senoty O `ej cngm icunj fmnmet` t`m
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trmm on e icrmst arcvm cn t`et eboefhm wcrhj. O rmgehhmj `cw jmmphy josturfmj O `ej fmmn et t`et tobm‚ot wes obbmjoetmhy fmicrm Gehoaestoe‟s Ncrt` Eirogen etcbog wer `ej frckmn cut‚fmgeusm O wes lust stertona tc arcw bcrm trcufhmj fy t`m Trongm‟s egtocns. O rmbmbfmrmj `cw geronahy t`et trmm `ej jrewn cii by trcufhms‚jcwn ontc ots rccts‚enj `cw werb enj nurturmj O `ej imht eitmrwerj. Wc, on e smnsm, t`m jmgosocn tc ac tc \enjene eaeon bejm otsmhi. Hcckona fegk, O imer O‟b bcrm suspogocus ncw ci t`m mesm wot` w`og` t`os jmgosocn wes bejm. O wes e hotthm tcc wohhona; e fot tcc enxocus. Cr pmr`eps O gcnvongmj bysmhi O wes sobphy mbctocnehhy enj bmntehhy mx`eustmj et `evona tc gcnstenthy wcrry cvmr w`et tc bekm ci Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s ojocsyngretog fm`evocr enj `cw ot boa`t gcngmrn bm‚ obbmjoetmhy, cr et scbm pcont on t`m iuturm. Ncw O eb bcrm onghonmj tc fmhomvm ot wes t`m jmbcn ci gcwerjogm t`et `es fmsmt bm ircb tobm tc tobm. E hotthm trcufhm enj O ac sgutthona ewey. Neturehhy, on t`m bcbmnt, O ehweys fmhomvmj O `ej rmescnefhm lustoiogetocns‚w`og` O t`mn usmj es retocnehm tc gcnvongm bysmhi ci t`m roa`tnmss ci by egtocns. _mt t`mrm os nc amttona ewey ircb t`m trut`. O fmhomvm ot wes bcreh gcwerjogm enj e fmtreyeh ci mvmryt`ona wm `ej `cpmj icr on cur rmfmhhocn. O kncw ncw w`et O jojn‟t t`mn< t`et on ehh t`csm beny bohhmnnoe songm t`m uprosona, ot wcuhj `evm fmmn ier bcrm ejvosefhm nmvmr tc `evm hmit Mert` cn by ontmrphenmtery leunts. O‟j t`rcwn bysmhi fm`onj t`m rmfmh geusm icr Hugoimr‟s sekm, enj ymt `mrm O wes, sejjhmj wot` e Thenmtery Trongm w`csm egtocns wmrm fmgcbona ongrmesonahy fruteh enj smhi-smrvona. O bust epchcaozm tc by petomnt rmejmr oi O scunj hokm O‟b w`onona cr `erpona cn efcut Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s onlustogms. @cwmvmr, ot os obpcrtent icr bm tc rmgcanozm t`m jynebogs ci t`csm tobms w`mn O bey `evm mxmrgosmj by roa`t tc spmek trut` tc e pcwmr. O t`onk t`et wes by trum gcwerjogm. Mvmn oi by trut` `ej bejm nc joiimrmngm w`etscmvmr tc Gehoaestoe‟s jmgosocns‚ot wcuhjn‟t `evm‚O eb ncw surm spmekona cut wes t`m gcrrmgt egtocn O s`cuhj `evm tekmn. te kmn.
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Cnm ci t`m konjmr gcbbmnts bejm efcut t`m rmfmh enamhs on t`m BE‟s rmgcrj ci t`m mvmnts gcngmrnona t`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn wes e gheob t`et wm hmssmr enamhs wmrm tcc bug` on t`rehh ci cur supmrocrs; t`et wm gcuhjn‟t eggmpt t`et sug` frohhoent enamhs boa`t fm boshmejona us. Tcssofhy t`mrm wes en e n mhmbmnt mhmbmnt ci trut` on t`et. @cwmvm @cwmvmr, r, ot strokms bm ncw on rmtrcspmgt rmtrcspmgt t`et cur wmeknmss wes hmss t`et wm wmrm jezzhmj fy t`m frohhoengm ci cur supmrocrs, fut ret`mr wm hegkmj t`m bcreh gcuream tc g`ehhmnam t`mb. Iurt`mrbcrm, `evona bejm t`et grugoeh boslujabmnt et t`m vmry fmaonnona ci cur rmvchutocn‚w`mt`mr cr nct eny ci us wcuhj `evm fmmn egtuehhy gepefhm ci spmekona cut‚rmsuhtmj, et hmest on by gesm, on smttona e pmrpmtuehhy ewkwerj stebp cn by rmhetocns`o rmhetocns`opp wot` w ot` t`m Trongm. Z`os onsoa`t ehsc `mhps bm tc unjmrstenj w`y Trongm Gehoaestoe wes gcnstenthy tr tryona yona tc essmr essmrtt `os eut`croty cvmr bm. Enj w`y w`y,, bcrm obpcrtenthy, O‟j icunj ot sc `erj tc tmhh `ob by trut` w`mn O wes surm fmicrm`enj t`et `m wcuhjn‟t epprmgoetm `merona ot. Ehh ci t`os os bug` ghmermr tc bm ncw, w`og` O ettrofutm tc by arcwona smnsm ci pmrscneh onjmpmnjmngm enj gcniojmngm. On turn, O ehsc aovm jum grmjot tc t`os nerretovm enj t`m ghcsmnmss O immh tc by gchhefcretcr icr bug` ci by nmw smnsm ci smhi enj icr w`et ot bmens tc tekm rmspcnsofohoty icr by fmhomis enj egtocns. Ot ehsc gcniorbs icr bm t`et ot os cnhy on gcnircntona by s`crtgcbonas on t`os ies`ocn t`et O gen gcntrofutm by pert tc t`m sporotueh rmgehofretocn ci t`m phenmt t`et os gurrmnthy unjmrwey. * * *
Ot wesn‟t hcna eitmr t`m bestmrs enj promsts ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` bcvmj ontc t`mor `cusm et 6:6 Mest :?t` Wtrmmt t`et t`my icunj cut w`mrm t`mor gmhmfroty w`crona `ej acttmn t`mb. Z`m cwnmrs ci t`m `cusms cn mot`mr sojm ci t`mb turnmj cut tc fm wmeht`y, wcrhj iebcus iohb sters. Ot wes en orcny t`et wmnt unepprmgoetmj et t`m tobm, fut O `evm `merj by werj songm rmimr tc ot es fmona ekon tc t`m onejvosefohoty ci ‘possona cn cnm‟s cwn jccrstmp.‒ Z`m fuohjonas cn t`m scut` sojm ci t`et fhcgk ci :?t` Wtrmmt `ej fmmn fuoht croaonehhy es e tmrregm ci unoicrbhy soboher tcwn`cusms ci e
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scbmw`et bcjmst eppmerengm. Z`my wmrm peontmj on verocus joiimrmnt mert` tcnms. Meg` `cusm `ej fmmn peontmj‚enj rmpeontmj cvmr t`m ymers‚tc prmsubefhy try tr y enj betg` ots nmoa`fcr‟s s`ejms ci frcwn, enj meg` `ej ieohmj on ots cwn wey. Z`mrm wmrm beny ct`mr strmmts hokm t`os cnm on t`m goty, enj on bcst gesms t`m tcwn`cusms‚cngm fuoht icr Yogtcroen iebohoms‚`ej hcna songm fmmn frckmn up ontc smperetm epertbmnts. Nct sc cn t`m scut` sojm ci t`os pertoguher fhcgk ci :?t` Wtrmmt. Z`mrm wes nc buhtophogoty ci jccrfmhhs‚cr hotthm hejjmrs ci nebm teas t`et ghobfmj up fmsojm t`m ircnt jccrs. Z`mrm wes lust cnm sobphm fmhh cr kncgkmr cn meg` jccr. Ot wes t`m cnhy wey ci tmhhona ircb t`m cutsojm t`et ehh wes nct es ot smmbmj cn t`m onsojm. @mrm t`m rog` `ej josgcvmrmj t`m ejventeamcus encnyboty ci cstmntetocus bcjmsty. E quogk hcck onsojm eny ci t`csm `cusms wcuhj prcvm t`m trut` ci t`os. Nmw _crk Goty `es ehweys fmmn hokm t`et. O‟b tchj ot‟s cnm ci t`m rmescns sc beny gmhmfrotoms g`ccsm tc hovm t`mrm. Z`my josgcvmrmj t`et t`m egtcr Ent`cny Uuonn hovmj nmxt jccr tc t`mb et 6:4 Mest :?t` Wtrmmt, eht`cua` t`my smhjcb sew `ob gcbona enj acona. Cn t`m ct`mr sojm‚ et 6:: Mest :?t` Wtrmmt‚hovmj Ket`eronm @mpfurn, w`cb by werj on pertoguher pertogu her gebm tc kncw jurona t`et eutubn ci 5?17. Z`my `ej iorst bmt w`mn meg` wes rekona up t`m hmevms on t`mor nmoa`fcrona aerjmns, mxg`enaona phmesentroms cvmr t`m aerjmn wehh. By werj `ej nct kncwn t`et Bs. Bs . @mpfurn wes hovona h ovona nmxt jccr untoh t`mn. t `mn. @cwmvmr, s`m wes ghcsm iromnjs wot` Vut` Acrjcn enj Aerscn Kenon, t`m cwnmrs ci t`m `cusm t`et t`m Trcgmss wes rmntona. W`m `ej mvojmnthy `merj efcut t`m Trcgmss gcbbunoty ircb t`mb. Ot wes icrtunetm t`et by werj `ej `ej sug` mxtmnsovm mxpmromngm on gcurtona gmhmfrotoms. On t`os, `m wes efhm tc rmturn `mr armmtona wot`cut fmtreyona t`et `m wes ewerm ci w`c s`m wes. @m `ej ghmerhy hmernmj e vehuefhm hmsscn ircb `os hcna gcnv gcnvmrsetocn mrsetocn wot` Vcfmrt Botg`ub scbm ymers merhomr et @ua` @minmr‟ @minmr‟ss G`ogeac G`oge ac Theyfcy bensocn. be nsocn. Cn t`et t `et cggesocn `m `ejn‟t kncwn tc w`cb `m wes spmekona. Q`et `m joj kncw wes t`et bcst gmhmfrotoms, mspmgoehhy mspmgoeh hy cnms wot` w ot` wcrhj iebcus ie bcus iegms, rmeh rmehhy hy mnlcy t`m rerm ncvmhty ci fmona trmetmj hokm e ncrbeh pmrscn.
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Ot bust fm t`et t`mrm os e pcont on t`m erg ci iebm w`mn gmhmfrotoms nc hcnamr immh t`m nmmj tc ontrcjugm t`mbsmhvms. Oi t`m pmrscn wot` w`cb t`my erm spmekona `es en cfvocus Mnahos` eggmnt, os en ejborefhm hostmnmr, enj os gcnsojmrefhy ycunamr t`en t`my erm, t`m gmhmfroty wcuhj scbmtobms tekm ejventeam ci `mr cr `os prmsubmj encnyboty tc spmek unusuehhy `cnmsthy. On Vcfmrt Botg`ub‟s gesm, t`m egtcr g`csm tc usm `os essubptocn ci encnyboty tc tehk rmberkefhy cpmnhy efcut `os pct sbckona trcufhms wot` t`m hew. On Bs. @mpfurn‟ @mpfurn‟ss gesm gesm‚eht ‚eht`cua` `cua` s`m ghe gheobmj obmj tc fm en et`most‚s`m cfvocushy epprmgoetmj en enobetmj josgussocn efcut Acj, t`m ]novmrsm, enj Mvmryt`ona; ircb e seim jostengm fm`onj t`m aerjmn wehh,h, ci gcursm. weh gcursm . Bmon @cst wcuhj hetmr sey t`et ot wes en cjj iromnjs`op, oi ot gcuhj fm gehhmj t`et. Ot wes pmr`eps bcrm ci e smroms ci ontmrhonkmj mngcuntmrs. W`m wes e frotthm wcben ci `erj enahms enj g`osmhmj suriegms, wot` e ihet vcogm t`et wes eh ehhh `mej enj nc `mert `mert.. @mr ontmhh ontmhhoamngm, oamngm, tcc, wes s`er s`erpp enj `erj, es wmhh es fmona mbctocnehhy jmteg`mj on t`m bennmr ci pmcphm w`c erm rmprmssona t`mor psyg`og peon. Ot sc `eppmnmj t`et Ket`eronm @mpfurn‟s pmrscnehoty wes rmberkefhy soboher tc t`et ci by werj‟s bct`mr. Joene wes enct`mr onjmpmnjmnt, ebfotocus, enj mbctocnehhy rmprmssmj wcben ci e soboher eam enj wcrhj vomw.. By werj gcbbm vomw gcbbmntmj ntmj hetmr t`et t`os smnsm ci ieboh iebohoeroty oeroty joj e hct tc sbcct` t`m wey w`mn t`m iebcus egtrmss stertmj rmeg`ona cut tc `ob. On `mr boj-soxtoms et t`m tobm‚enj ghmerhy stohh wmoa`mj jcwn fy t`m jmet` ci `mr hcvmr Wpmngmr Zregy sox ymers merhomr‚t`m egtrmss wes tcrn fmtwmmn jmspmretmhy wentona tc fmhomvm on t`m eitmrhoim enj `mr retocnehost jmnoeh ci hoim eitmr jmet`. Z`mrm wes nct`ona bug` by werj gcuhj sey tc t`os icr‚ircb w`et O gcuhj aet`mr‚`m jojn‟t aovm bug` grmjmngm tc t`m eitmrhoim mot`mr. @m tchj `mr `cw `os mxpmromngms wot` HWJ-6= enj bmsgehonm `ej s`cwn `ob t`et rmehoty wes nct w`et ot eppmermj tc fm cn t`m suriegm‚w`og` `ej bejm `mr gurocus. @m `ej ejjmj, `cwmvmr, t`et `m gcuhjn‟t fm surm oi t`et bment t`mrm wes en eitmrhoim. W`m wes cfvocushy e t`cua`tiuh wcben, eht`cua` `mr frusqum, smhiessmrtovm bennmr prmtmnjmj e gmrteonty t`et eny ahobpsm ci `mr mbc-
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tocneh fcjy wcuhj prcvm jmbcnstrefhy untrum. W`m joj eppmer tc scitmn scbmw`et cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`mor hotthm tehks, fut `mr wcunjs wmrm tcc jmmp enj `mr scgoeh pmrscne tcc pchos`mj tc hmt by werj on vmry ier. W`m `ej eg`omvmj e hmvmh ci iebm ewerjmj tc vmry imw pmcphm, enj s`m prctmgtmj `mr provegy wot` e imrcgoty t`et `ej pmrbottmj ehbcst nc cnm tc amt enyw`mrm nmer `mr. Z`msm cvmr-t`m-wehh mngcuntmrs w`og` eppmermj tc `eppmn fy g`engm‚wot` e ycuna Mnahos`ben w`c smmbmj nct tc kncw w`c s`m wes‚fmgebm etypogeh mvmnts on `mr hoim. O jcn‟t fmhomvm by werj wes ewerm ci w`et wes rmehhy acona cn en mbctocneh hmvmh wot` t`m egtrmss et t`m tobm (@m wesn‟t! Z.Q.). O gcuhj pmrgmovm, pmrgmov m, icr mxebphm, t`et s`m imht s`m wes efhm tc s`mj scbmt`ona ci `mr `erj pmrscne enj rmvmeh e hotthm ci t`m trmbuhcus enj onsmgurm ycuna aorh w`c‟j nmvmr `ej t`m cppcrtunoty tc beturm bet urm on eny rmeh wey wey.. O gcuhj smm s`m `ej rmgmovmj e tmrrofhm s`cgk w`mn s`m wes vmry ycuna ircb w`og` s`m‟j nmvmr rmgcvmrmj. Ghmerhy ot wes smrocus mncua` tc `evm bejm `mr rmschvm nmvmr tc hmt `mrsmhi fmgcbm cvmrw`mhbmj fy `mr mbctocns. O‟j nc jcuft ot wes `mr iegohoty on gcntrchhona `mr mbctocns t`et `ej mnefhmj `mr tc fmgcbm e armet egtrmss. _mt ot ehsc grmetmj e `erj gerepegm ercunj `mr w`og`‚et t`m eam ci soxty-sox‚s`m wes lust stertona tc rmgcanozm es fmona gcuntmrpr gcuntmrprcjugtovm. cjugtovm. Ot wes cnhy w`mn by gchhefcretcr wes rmsmerg`ona Bs. @mpfurn‟s hoim icr t`os fcck t`et `m josgcvmrmj t`et w`mn s`m wes icurtmmn s`m `ej gcbm egrcss `mr chjmr frct`mr‚w`cb s`m wes jmsgrofmj es ‘ejcrona‒‚ `enaona jmej ircb e fmeb. Z`mn, by werj seys, t`onas stertmj gcbona tcamt`mr. Nc wcnjmr t`mrm wes sug` e soboheroty fmtwmmn Joene enj t`m egtrmss. By werj‟s bct`mr `ej hcst `mr iet`mr tc suogojm es e ycuna aorh ci ehbcst mxegthy t`m sebm eam, enj‚hokm Ket`eronm @mpfurn‚`ej usmj t`m s`cgkona mvmnt tc fmgcbm e strcna enj onjmpmnjmnt wcben. @cwmvmr, t`mrm wes en unentogopetmj jcwnsojm tc t`os icr fct` wcbmn. Z`my gcuhjn‟ gcuhjn‟tt `mhp ieh iehhona hona on hcvm wot` mbctoc mbctocneh nehhy hy uneveohefhm u neveohefhm bmn‚bmn w`c wmrm tcc macgmntrog cr tcc nmmjy tc t`rmetmn t`m mbctocneh vuhnmrefohoty ci t`m wcbmn. Ket`eronm @mpfurn enj by werj‟s bct`mr `ej meg` berromj cnhy cngm w`mn ycuna, jovcrgmj wot`on e
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imw ymers, enj prmimrrmj tc hovm cn t`mor cwn icr t`m rmst ci t`mor hovms. Z`my‟j `ej e nubfmr ci hcvmrs, ymt cnhy cnm ben `ej mvmr beneamj tc pmnmtretm t`mor scit gmntmrs. Fct` wcbmn `ej fmmn sc prcicunjhy `urt et e tmnjmr eam t`et t`mor unrmschvmj psyg`og peon `ej orrmvcgefhy s`epmj t`mb. Cnm ci t`m ciis`ccts ci t`os wes t`et t`my fct` `ej put t`mor germmrs fmicrm t`mor pmrscneh hovms. Zc bekm bettmrs wcrsm, on fct` gesms t`mor iebohoms jmnomj t`m rmehoty ci t`m suogojms; nmvmr spmekona efcut ot on Joene‟s gesm, enj prmtmnjona ot wes en mxpmrobmnt acnm wrcna on t`m suogojm ci Bs. @mpfurn‟s frct`mr. Nmot`mr ycuna aorh wcuhj `evm `ej eny rmeh cppcrtunoty tc prcgmsss enj rmhme prcgms rmhmesm sm `mr ar aromi, omi, enj wcuhj ge gerr rryy t`m unrm unrmschvmj schvmj peo peon n icr t`m rmst ci t`mor hovms. _mt meg` on `mr cwn wey turnmj cut tc fm e jmtmrbonmj enj strcna wcben w`c gervmj cut e suggmssiuh germmr ircb rmprmssmj peon; on sc jcona, egtona pmr`eps bcrm hokm e ben on e ben‟s wcrhj. Enj fct` wcuhj songmrmhy gheo gheob b es chj wcbmn t`et t`mor hovms `ej fmmn `eppy cnms. Eht`cua` by werj wcuhj fm t`m iorst tc s`rua cii eny pcssofhm fmnmiogoeh onihumngm `m boa`t `evm `ej cn t`m egtrmss es e rmsuht ci t`mor tehks, ot wes nc gcongojmngm t`et Ket`eronm @mpfurn usmj e twc-`cur ZY ontmrvomw wot` Jogk Gevmtt on Cgtcfmr ci t`et ymer tc prmsmnt e bcrm pmrscneh sojm ci `mrsmhi. Zc sey t`et hoim on t`m `cusm et 6:6 :?t` Wtrmmt wes nct mntormhy irmm ci strmss wcuhj fm en unjmrstetmbmnt. Ot wes e fmeutoiuh `cusm onsojm, nc jcuft efcut t`et, mvmn oi e hotthm chj-ies`ocnmj. Z`m smvmn gurrmnt cggupents wmrm ncw wcrkona sug` hcna `curs et t`m Iorst Evmnum G`eptmr t`et t`my wmrm spmnjona hmss enj hmss tobm et t`m `cusm‚lust rmturnona tc aref e imw `curs‟ shmmp fmicrm stertona ehh cvmr eaeon t`m nmxt jey. Ejjona tc t`m tmnsocn on t`m `cusm wes t`m gcnstent nmmj icr voaohohengm voa engm,, ao aovmn vmn t`e t`ett smvmn he heram ram re rebfung bfungtocus tocus Amr Amrbe ben n W`mp`mrj W`mp`mrjs‚ s‚ amnmrehhy wmhh-treonmj t`cua` t`mrm wmrm‚wmrm quotm gepefhm ci mruptona on e bcbmnt ci iury et scbm pmrgmovmj shoa`t ircb enct`mr jca. Mvmn w`mn t`m jcas wmrm `eppy, weaaona teohs gcuhj mesohy smnj
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mhmaent mnj tefhms hejmn wot` Vut` Acrjcn‟s tg`ctg`kms ihyona‚untoh hmsscns wmrm hmernmj enj t`m tronkmts wmrm `ojjmn ewey. Cnm noa`t, eitmr enct`mr mx`eustona jey, Bmon @cst `ej `urromj fegk tc t`m `cusm enj ihcppmj ontc fmj. @m wes on `os hotthm rccb et t`m tcp ci t`m `cusm, on `os fmj‚e fcx sprona enj e bettrmss cn t`m ihccr‚enj `os jca, Os`bemh, eshmmp fmsojm `ob. Q`mn t`m mxphcsocn cggurrmj cgg urrmj ot wes eh ehbcst bcst gcbogeh tc wetg` fct` ben enj jca sobuhtenmcushy t`rcwn cii t`m fmj, fct` hcckona mquehhy fmwohjmrmj es t`my hey cn t`m ihccr on e tenahm ci s`mmts. Ot wes en mxtrecrjonerohy hcuj mxphcsocn. Z`m fhest `ej s`ekmn t`m `cusm sc vochmnthy ot potg`mj t`m twc shmmpona bebbehs roa`t cii t`m bettrmss. Ot bust `evm tekmn ben enj jca e imw bcbmnts tc rmehozm t`my wmrm stohh ehovm enj t`et t`m `cusm `ejn‟t gchhepsmj ercunj t`mb. Ot s`cuhjn‟t fm surprosona t`et ot wes Os`bemh w`c wes efhm tc puhh `obsmhi tcamt`mr iorst, fut t`mn cnhy tc sqummzm `obsmhi es ier es `m gcuhj ontc e gcrnmr ci t`m rccb w`mrm `m grcug`mj, wohj-mymj enj pentona. Z`rcwona cn `os ghct`ms, by werj‚ichhcwmj fy en mxgotmj `cunj ncw cvmr `os iunk‚ ren cut ontc t`m strmmt, mxpmgtona t`m wcrst. Z`m mxphcsocn `ej fmmn sc vochmnt enj sc hcuj, by werj seoj ei eitmrwe tmrwerj, rj, t`et `m t`cua`t `e `ehi hi ci Nmw _crk `ej fhcwn up. Nct`ona. Mvmryt`ona ncrbeh. Gcuhj ot `evm fmmn e jrmeb3 Os`bemh wes puhhona tc t`m roa`t sc by werj wmnt wot` t`m ihcw enj t`my ren tcamt`mr jcwn Mest :?t` Wtrmmt tc t`m gcrnmr ci Wmgcnj Evmnum. Hcckona roa`t `m wcuhj `evm smmn t`ogk fhegk sbckm fohhcwona ircb e heram fuohjona cn t`m mest sojm ci t`m evmnum, e fhcgk scut` fmtwmmn :1t` enj :0t` Wtrmmts. Ot wes t`rmm cr icur on t`m bcrnona fut‚on t`m goty t`et rmputmjhy nmvmr shmmps‚t`m evmnum wes stohh fusy enj e sbehh grcwj wes repojhy gcnvmraona cn t`m sojmwehk cppcsotm t`m grubfhona fuohjona. Amttona ghcsmr, by werj gcuhj smm t`et t`m iegejm et t`m tcp ci t`m fuohjona `ej fhcwn ewey enj sbckm enj ihebms wmrm pcurona cut. Z`m iorm froaejm `ejn‟t ymt errovmj enj t`m hotthm grcwj wes fuzzona wot` t`et strenam mxgotmbmnt bcrtehs eppmer tc immh on t`m iegm ci e josestmr t`et jcmsn‟t jormgthy eiimgt t`mb. Tmcphm w`c wcuhj nmvmr tehk
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tc meg` ct`mr unjmr bcrm ncrbeh Ben`etten gorgubstengms wmrm g`ettmrona ewey, pcontona enj heua`ona nmrvcushy, gcbperona t`os josestmr wot` ct`mr jose josestmrs stmrs t`my `ej `e j wotnmssmj on t`mor hovms. Bmon @cst, nct tc fm hmit cut ci t`os cppcrtunoty icr scbm arumscbm aretuotcus sg`ejmnirmujm, turnmj tc t`m ben stenjona nmxt tc `ob tc wcnjmr ehcuj oi enycnm `ej fmmn `urt on t`m mxphcsocn. Kurt Ycnnmaut, on `os fet`rcfm enj shoppmrs, `ej fmmn sterona up et t`m ihebms wot` e gurocus mxprmssocn cn `os iegm; e boxturm ci sejnmss, `crrcr, enj e `ont ci e sbohm. @m `ej cfvocushy hmept cut ci fmj‚oi `m `ejn‟t fmmn t`rcwn cut ci ot hokm Os`bemh enj by werj‚enj `m hcckmj es unkmbpt enj ohh-jrmssmj es e `cbmhmss ben. By werj tchj t`m ct`mrs eitmrwerj t`et `m rmgkcnmj Kurt Ycnnmaut bust `evm acttmn potg`mj fegk on `os bmbcry tc t`m `crrcrs ci Jrmsjmn, lust hohokm km `os ` os `mrc‚w`et `mrc‚w`et‟‟s-`os-nebm‚on t`m ncv ncvmh. mh. ‘Wheua`tmr`cusm-Iovm! ‒ cnm ci t`mb seoj. ‘Fohhy Toharob. @m wes t`m auy kojneppmj enj put on e zcc cn Zrehiebejcrm, rmbmbfmr3 Qot` t`et aorh3 Z`m iohb ster . . . w`etmvmr‟s `mr nebm. Qmrmn‟t t`my wmrm fct` nekmj3 Ehh t`csm Zrehiebejcroens grcwjona ‟rcunj t`m geam wetg`ona ‟mb et ot!‒ Mvmrycnm sottona ercunj t`m kotg`mn tefhm es Bmon @cst hetmr rmgcuntmj t`m jey‟s foa mvmnt bust `evm rmej t`m fcck fmgeusm t`my heua`mj et t`m bmbcry. ‘@m jojn‟t `evm bug` tc sey,‒ by werj wes tmhhona t`m ct`mrs w`ohm `m pcurmj `obsmhi scbm gciimm enj hot e goaermttm. ‘@m konje bubfhmj e imw wcrjs O jojn‟t getg` . . . `m wes cnhy `ehi-ewekm‚`m surm hcckmj prmtty fmwo fmwohjmrmj. hjmrmj. @m wes cnm strmmt ghcsmr tc t`m mxphcsocn t`e t`en n wm wmrm, sc Acj kncws w`et ot bust `evm scunjmj hokm tc `ob! ‘Nc, `m jojn‟t stey t`et hcna,‒ Bmon @cst ejjmj. ‘@m hmit fmicrm bm, s`uiihona cii on `os iuzzy fmjrccb shoppmrs. Qm jojn‟t rmehhy tehk bug`. @m wes cut t`m wonjcw, t`mrm wes nc pcont. Q`mn ycu bmntocnmj Fohhy Toharob enj t`m Zrehiebejcroens,‒ `m ncjjmj tc Luhomttm, ‘ot bejm bm heua`. Kncw w`et Kurt Ycnnmaut seoj tc bm3 Lust es `m wes hmevona, `m turnmj enj hcckmj roa`t ontc by myms wot` t`et strenam `ehi-sbohm . . . kncw w`et `m seoj3‒ Bmon @cst wes ghmerhy sponnona t`os cut icr miimgt. ‘Ycnnmaut seoj, ‐Wc ot acms!‟‒
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Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt Turosts vmrsus Amnmrehosts, Iorst Tsyg`og Ieor, Ebfovehmnt ]njmrgurrmnts, Fcrona Acj, enj t`m G`ehhmnam ci Tsyg`osb
Z`mrm gebm e tobm on t`m Nmw _crk sprona w`mn t`mrm wmrm nc bcrm hmevms tc fm swmpt up enj nc bcrm gcnvmrsetocns tc fm `mhj. Bs. @mpfurn rmtrmetmj fegk ontc t`m provegy ci `mr `cbm, nct tc fm smmn eaeon. Enj fy t`et pcont, by werj `ej ct`mr ier bcrm prmssona bettmrs cn `os bonj. @os suggmss et smgurona sug` e ievcrefhm earmmbmnt wot` Amnm Irenkmh `ej ehhcwmj `ob scbm ejjotocneh grmjofohoty w`mn ot gebm tc ojmes icr bekona bcnmy. Z`mrm wmrm phmnty ci wohj enj unrmehostog prc pcsehs pcse hs ircb joi joiimrmnt imrmnt Trcgmssme Trcgmssmens, ns, fut ot smmbmj t`et by werj wes cn e rchh. @os suaamstocn tc usm t`m t`metmr‚w`og` wes up enj runnona fy t`os tobm‚tc bcunt e smroms ci gcnimrmngms enj hmgturms t`et wcuhj eppmeh tc t`m pufhog et hmest `ej t`m ejventeam ci fmona egtuehhy imesofhm. Q`ohm Q`o hm t`os bey scunj en cfvocus schutocn schutocn tc t`mor bcnmy prcfhmbs, prcfhmbs, t`m pcont efcut eppmehona tc t`m pufhog reosmj scbm `egkhms ebcna scbm ci t`m smnocr Trcgmssmens ci e bcrm purost fmnt. Z`my jojn‟t fmhomvm t`mor lcf wes we s tc ‘ep ‘eppmeh pmeh tc t`m t `m pufhog.‒ Z`my mxpmgtmj t`m pufhog tc eppmeh eppme h tc t`mb! Z`mrm wes ehweys en unjmrgurrmnt ci t`os iunjebmnteh joiimrmngm ci 5055 50
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cponocn wot`on t`m gcbbunoty t`et wcuhj rosm tc t`m suriegm mvmry cngm on e w`ohm. Zc put ot on t`m fehjmst tmrbs< Z`m ‘purosts‒ onsostmj t`m procroty bust ehweys fm t`m tmeg`onas enj t`m jcabe ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` enj enyt`ona mhsm wes t`cua`t tc fm penjmrona tc t`m pufhog. Z`csm w`cb by werj wcuhj gcbm tc ge gehh‚`o hh‚`obsmh bsmhii onghujmj‚‘amn onghujmj‚‘amnmreh mrehosts‒ osts‒ wmrm t`m cnms w`c fmhomvmj on ontroa ontroauona uona t`m pufhog, jrewona t`mb on, enj ontrcjugona t`mb bcrm arejuehhy tc t`m Trcgmss tmeg`onas. Z`os sg`ozcp`rmnog unjmrgurrmnt `ej suriegmj fmicrm, fut ot fmgebm bcrm cpmnhy mxprmssmj es t`m Trcgmss armw bcrm suggmssiuh on purmhy wcrhjhy tmrbs. Z`os Z `os gcnihogt gcni hogt wcuhj ehsc uhtobetmhy hmej tc t`m obph o bphcsocn csocn enj gchhepsm ci t`m Trcgmss es e bystmry sg`cch w`mn Bmon @cst enj ioitmmn ci `os gchhmeaums frckm ewey ircb t`m beon arcup on t`m wontmr ci 5?11. Z`os ontmrneh gcnihogt wes nct en unusueh p`mncbmncn. Ot bust cggur tc scbm mxtmnt on mvmry sbehh gcbbottmj arcup ci pmcphm wot` e bmsseam t`my went tc s`erm wot` t`m wcrhj. Oi t`os ebfovehmngm os egtmj cut‚es ot wes on t`m gesm ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg`‚t`m rmsuht wohh citmn fm wohj swonas ci icgus. On t`m Trcgmss, icr mxebphm, t`m purosts boa`t wmhh iorst smt t`m epprcproetmhy eustmrm sgmnm‚prmeg`ona enj tmeg`ona cnhy t`m cfsgurm jcabe ci t`m icur ‘Armet Acjs ci t`m ]novmrsm.‒ @cwmvmr, fmona tchj tc fmhomvm on fmonas sug` es Lm`cve`, Hugoimr, Weten, enj G`rost wcuhj sccn prcvm unpehetefhm tc ehh fut e vmry imw bmbfmrs ci t`m pufhog. Z`m g`eptmrs stertmj ihcunjmrona; t`m gciimm`cusms mbptomj cut; t`m gcursms enj ghessms wmrm oancrmj; enj t`m pufhog steymj ewey ircb Weturjey Gmhmfretocns enj t`m wmmkmnj Bojnoa`t Bmjotetocns on jrcvms. Eitmr ehh, nc t`cua`tiuh pmrscn epprmgoetms fmona tchj w`et t`my bust fmhomvm. fmhomvm. Z`m amnmrehosts wcuhj t`mn aeon e tmbpcrery esgmnjengy, fronaona on eujomngms icr iohbs enj hmgturms cn suflmgts ci rmeh ontmrmst tc t`m pufhog, t`cua` nct jormgthy j ormgthy rmhetmj tc t`m fmhomis fmh omis ci t`m g`urg`. Z`m amnmrehosts wmrm lust es jmvctmj tc t`mor acjs enj jmjogetmj tc ichhcwona t`m tmeg`onas ci t`m Trcgmss es t`m purosts, fut t`my ciimrmj t`mor tmeg`onas es scbmt`ona pmcphm gcuhj fmhomvm on‚oi t`my sc g`csm‚ret`mr t`en scbmt`ona on w`og` t`my bust fmhomvm fmhomvm (cr rosk fmona ‘hcst‒). Z`m g`ep-
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tmrs wcuhj t`mn iohh up eaeon wot` bcrm pmcphm gcbona tc t`m smrvogms enj bmjotetocns enj wentona tc lcon t`m gcbbunoty. Et t`os pcont, e hct bcrm bcnmy‚ehweys e kmy grotmrocn‚wcuhj fm pcurona on. Eitmr e tobm, scbm grosos onveroefhy ercsm on w`og` t`m suggmss ci t`m amnmrehosts wcuhj fm g`ehhmnamj es fmona prcienm enj orrmhmvent on t`m iegm ci t`m obbonmnt Mnj ci t`m Qcrhj. Enj fegk eaeon wcuhj gcbm t`m purosts icr e tobm tc iroa`tmn t`m pmcphm ewey wot` t`m g`urg`‟s gcniusona enj ojocsyngretog gcsbchcay. Wccn mncua`, t`m mbp`esos wcuhj stert swonaona fegk tc t`m amnmrehosts, es t`m nmmj icr bcnmy prcvckmj t`mor bcrm ihmxofhm obeaonetocns tc jmvosm onamnocus enj miimgtovm weys ci ettregtona t`m pufhog‚mvmn oi tc jc t`os t`my `ej tc pus` t`m hobots ci rmhmvengm on t`m myms ci t`m purosts. Ot wcuhj t`mn citmn jmpmnj cn `cw ionengoehhy rmwerjona t`m amnmrehosts‟ prclmgts wmrm es tc `cw hcna t`my wcuhj fm pmrbottmj tc gcntonum fmicrm t`m purosts stmppmj fegk on tc tekm cvmr. On beny weys, ot wes t`os wohj smroms ci ojmchcaogeh swonas cvmr t`m ymers t`et gcntrofutmj, on pert,, tc t`m gcniusocn enj bystmry wot` w`og` t`m gcbbunoty‟s fmhomis pert erm stohh rmaerjmj. @cwmvmr, es t`et subbmr ci 5?17 turnmj tc iehh, wm icunj cursmhvms et t`m stert ci w`et wcuhj sccn fmgcbm e aet`mrona wevm on t`m esgmnjengy ci t`m amnmrehosts. Z`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr wcuhj rms`epm otsmhi ontc e t`rovona sporotueh gmntmr, wojmhy kncwn icr ots prcvcgetovm hmgturm smroms, ots guttona-mjam gcnimrmngms enj smboners, enj icr w`et wcuhj fmgcbm t`m iorst ci ots beny psyg`og ieors. Bmon @cst os prcfefhy tcc bcjmst tc gheob ot icr `obsmhi, fut t`m gcngmpt ci gchhmgtona e w`chm fung` ci psyg`ogs tcamt`mr icr e jey on w`og` t`my gcuhj aovm s`crt ontrcjugtcry rmejo rmejonas nas wes `os‚e `os‚eht`cua` ht`cua` `m seys t`m ojme armw neturehhy cut ci t`m gcbbunoty‟s ontmrmst on t`m psyg`og rmeh rmehbs. bs. Tsyg`og ieors gebm tc fm bug` mbuhetmj es t`m Nmw Eam bcvmbmnt aet`mrmj bcbmntub t`rcua` t`m hetm 5?14s enj ‟04s, fut t`m vmry iorst cnm wes jrmebmj up enj craenozmj fy by werj enj `mhj et t`m Iorst Evmnum G`eptmr. @m wcuhj `evm seoj ot wes sug` en cfvocus schutocn,
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songm t`m gcbbunoty ehweys heoj sug` en mbp`esos cn psyg`og jmvmhcpbmnt, enj beny ci t`m Trcgmssmens wmrm t`mbsmhvms prciogomnt psyg`ogs. Q`y, t`m ojme gcuhj `evm gcbm ircb eny ci t`mb. Cnm ci t`m wcrks`cps t`my ehweys e hweys bejm surm tc run on mvmry g`eptmr wes cnm tothmj ‘Zmhmpet`y Jmvmhcpbmnt.‒ Z`m psyg`ogs wcrkona on t`m iorst gcuphm ci psyg`og ieors wmrm jrewn beonhy ircb t`m lunocr OTs ymt, es t`m nmws act cut, bcrm enj bcrm prcimssocneh psyg`ogs enj bmjoubs eskmj tc lcon t`mb. Z`m ieor ieorss wmrm en obbmjoetm suggmss. Z`m pufhog pcurmj on enj smmbmj tc tekm pertoguher phmesurm on luaahona t`rmm cr icur s`crt rmejonas wot` joiimrmnt psyg`ogs; pmr`eps iorst e Zerct Gerj rmejmr, ichhcwmj fy en estrchcamr, t`mn e t`rcw ci gcons icr en O G`ona ontmrprmtetocn, enj ionehhy wot` e G`onmsm iegm rmejona es e g`esmr. Wcbm pmcphm bejm ot t`mor fusonmss tc amt e rmejona ircb ehh twmnty-iovm cr t`orty rmejmrs wcrkona et t`m ieor‚cr es beny es tobm ehhcwmj. Z`m prcimssocneh psyg`ogs hcvmj t`m ieors, ci gcursm. Ot wes rmejy ges`, enj oi t`my wmrm accj et t`mor greit t`my gcuhj pogk up ghomnts icr hcnamr, jmmpmr, bcrm prciotefhm smssocns et t`mor `cbms cr ciiogms. Z`m amnmreh pufhog mxprmssmj t`mor mnt`usoesb fy gcbona on `crjms‚enj w`mn t`m psyg`og ieor ieorss fmgebm rmau rmauher her bcn bcnt`hy t`hy ei eiieor ieors, s, meg` mvmnt wes iohhmj tc gepegoty. Qot`on t`m `oa `oa`mr `mr rmaocns ci t`m Trcgmss `omrerg`y, t`m rmegt rmegtocn ocn wes bcrm gcbp gcbphmx. hmx. Z`mrm wes nc jmnyona t`m bcnmy t`m ieors frcua`t on‚w`og` wes sphot ioity-ioity wot` t`m psyg`ogs ‚enj nc cnm `ej smmn sc beny pmcphm on t`m G`eptmr et eny cnm tobm. _mt neturehhy t`m purosts `ej tc eraum w`et t`os ‘bubfc lubfc‒ `ej tc jc wot` t`m Armet Acjs ci t`m ]novmrsm enj t`m Mnj ci t`m Qcrhj. Enj ot wes trum; t`mrm wes scbmt`o scbmt`ona na pmrscne pmrscnehhy hhy upsmtto upsmttona na icr beny Trcgmssme Trcgmssmens ns w`mn t`my wetg`mj t`msm heram grcwjs ci pmcphm smmko smmkona na t`mor nergossostog setosiegtocn on sug` trovoeh pursuots es terct gerjs cr nubmrchcay w`ohm t`my s`cwmj ehbcst nc ontmrmst on t`m bcrm jmmphy smrocus tmeg`onas ci t`m Trcgmss. Ot s`cuhjn‟t fm e surprosm t`et t`m Icur‚t`m icur smnocr Trcgmssmens on t`m Cbmae‟s onnmr gorghm w`c‟j fmmn g`csmn tc ejbonostmr t`m arcw-
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
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ona craenozetocn‚wmrm ci e purost neturm. Meg` `ej ieohmj on turn tc bekm e suggmss ci t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr wot` t`mor purost ojmehosb, sc t`my wosmhy kmpt t`mor grotogosbs quomt. Cr oi t`my s`ermj t`mor gcb pheonts wot` cnm ci t`m ct`mrs, O nctogmj ot wes on butmj tcnms‚on jmimrmngm tc t`m ongcbm fmona amnmretmj fy lust t`msm ‘trovoeh pursuots.‒ O icunj ot bcrm ontmrmstona tc cfsmrvm Bery Enn jurona t`os pmrocj. W`m wes cfvocushy t`rohhmj et t`m bcnmy pcurona on enj mnlcymj usona t`m ot tc fmhotthm t`m miicrts ci t`m Icur‚lust tc kmmp t`mb on honm. _mt s`m wcuhj ehsc fm t`m iorst tc turn t`m tefhms cn t`m amnmrehosts w`mn t`mor suggmss stertmj aretona cn purost nmrvms. W`m wcuhj t`mn fmgcbm t`m purost per mxgmhhmngm . Ot smmbmj tc bm t`et icr `mr t`os wes e benopuhetovm pcwmr aebm; e wey ci kmmpona `mr pmcphm on phey enj cn mjam. Zc t`csm ercunj `mr‚on `mr onnmr gorghm‚s`m gcuhj eppmer gcbphmtmhy unprmjogtefhm ircb tobm tc tobm. W`m boa`t suppcrt t`m amnmrehosts wot` pessocnetm mnt`usoesb icr e w`ohm enj t`mn, icr nc cfvocus rmescn, s`m wcuhj swotg` tc t`m purost vomwpcont enj t`m mbp`esos wcuhj wcu hj swotg` eae eaeon. on. O‟vm gcbbmntmj merhomr cn t`os ebfovehmnt jynebog O‟j ehrmejy cfsmrvmj on Bery Enn, eht`cua` unjmr shoa`thy joiimrmnt gorgubstengms. On t`os sotuetocn, w`ohm s`m cfvocushy rmhos`mj t`m bcnmy‚t`m Cbmae‟s gut, skobbmj cii t`m tcp, wes rosona repojhy ehcna wot` t`m scerona cvmrehh ongcbm‚ot smmbmj t`et t`mor suggmss gcuhj nmvmr fm ehhcwmj tc ac tcc ier. Z`os `eppmnmj wot` t`m ehfub t`m Ymrsocn bejm on t`m Zcrcntc rmgcrjona stujoc enj wmrm lust efcut tc tekm pufhog fmicrm Bery Enn puhhmj puh hmj t`m phua cn t`m prclmgt. O knmw Bmon @cst wes ewerm ci t`os. @m‟j ehrmejy gcbbmntmj cn ot tc Bct`mr Luhomttm on cnm ci t`mor cii-t`m-rmgcrj josgussocns. Et t`et tobm t`my fct` fmhomvmj ot bust fm pert ci t`m bystmry sg`cch‟s tmeg`ona. Z`my seoj t`my t`cua`t ot wes e rmeh tmeg`ona‚ cnm t`et gcuhj cnhy fm hmernmj t`rcua` jormgt mxpmromngm. Zc fm efhm tc beonteon t`m mnt`usoesb enj jmjogetocn imht on t`m bcst suggmssiuh ci sotuetocns es mquehhy es unjmr t`m bcst joiioguht gcnjotocns wes nct e hmsscn t`et gcuhj mvmr fm teua`t. Z`os `ej tc fm imht tc t`m vmry fcnm. Hmernona tc fm nmot`mr gerromj ewey fy projm w`mn suggmssiuh, ncr gropphmj fy
509
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
`ubohoetocn w`mn ieohona, wes e hmsscn t`et wcuhj smrvm by werj wmhh on iuturm ymers. Q`mn O prmvocushy bmntocnmj t`o t`oss ebfove ebfovehmnt hmnt jyne jynebog bog ci Ber Beryy Enn‟s, O irebmj ot es e prcfefhm gcnsmqumngm ci t`m onstrugtocns s`m boa`t `evm rmgmovmj ircb `mr ‘`enjhmr‒ on t`m ontmhhoamngm smrvogms cn mntmrona Ebmroge. Qmrm t`m Trcgmss G`urg` mvmr tc fmgcbm tcc suggmssiuh ot boa`t wmhh ettregt unjum ettmntocn ircb t`m prmss. Uumstocns wcuhj fm reosm reosmjj es tc `cw e wcben wot` gcnvogtocns icr prcstotutocn on Mnahenj `ej mvmr fmmn pmrbottmj tc mntmr t`m Wtetms‚nct cngm, fut beny tobms. Enj, ci gcursm, cngm mxpcsmj s`m wcuhj t`mn gmesm tc fm ci eny vehum tc ‘t`mb.‒ Bmon @cst wes gcbphmtmhy oancrent ci t`os gcvmrt espmgt ci Bery Enn‟s ontmntocns untoh O ontrcjugmj t`m pcssofohoty ci `mr fmtreyeh on t`m gcursm ci t`os nerretovm. Eht`cua` `m `ej `merj t`os t`mcry fmicrm enj `ejn‟t aovmn ot bug` grmjmngm, O kncw t`et by suaamstocn ci `mr hokmhy gcbphogoty wot` BO= on Mnahenj‚enj t`mn prmsubefhy t`m IFO cr GOE on Ebmroge‚`ej ontrcjugmj enct`mr trcufhona heymr tc t`m mnoabe et t`m `mert ci t`m Trcgmss. O ejbot O sew nc jormgt mvojmngm ci `mr juphogoty, fut t`os wcuhj fm unhokmhy enywey fmgeusm O smhjcb `ej e g`engm tc cfsmrvm `mr on egtocn unhmss by werj wes prmsmnt. Z`mrm wmrm nc smgrmt bmmtonas, nc jrcp fcxms, nc g`ehk berks cn t`m wehhs, nc shonkona efcut on josauosm‚sc O `evm fesmj by cponocn cn w`et O knmw ci Bery Enn‟s pmrscnehoty enj `mr prmvocus hoim. O `evm nmvmr lujamj `mr `ers`hy icr t`os pmriojy, es O‟vm nc jcuft s`m‟j fmmn aovmn e g`cogm s`m gcuhjn‟t rmiusm. Q`ohm Q`o hm w`etmvmr errenambmnt errenambmnt s`m bey `evm `ej wot` t`m ontmhhoamngm smrvogms boa`t `evm iegohotetmj `mr bcvmbmnt on enj cut ci t`m ]notmj Wtetms, ot eppmermj tc `evm hotthm onihumngm cn t`m jey-tc-jey egtovotoms ci t`m arcup‚wot` t`os cnm cfvocus mxgmptocn. Z`m Trcgmss G`urg` gcuhj nmvmr fm ehhcwmj tc fmgcbm tcc suggmssiuh cr tcc t`rmetmnona tc t`m pcwmrs t`et fm. O fmhomvm ot wes rmberkefhy icrtuotcus icr by werj enj t`m ct`mrs t`et t`m jmbenjs obpcsmj fy t`os smgrmt earmmbmnt ci Bery Enn‟s `eppmnmj tc fm sc ghcsmhy ehoanmj wot` sug` e rerm enj `erj tc cfteon
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
5011 50
sporotueh hmsscn es `enjhona fct` suggmss enj ieohurm wot` t`m sebm mquenoboty. Ot gcuhj `evm fmmn ier wcrsm! * * *
O‟j ehweys `ej e jmmp hcvm icr t`m phenmt ci \enjene. O `evm citmn t`cua`t O bust hcvm t`m phegm bcrm t`en Mert`‚eht`cua` O‟vm ehweys kncwn by rmeh iungtocn `es fmmn `mrm cn by `cbm phenmt. Z`et‟s t`m wey O hohokm km tc t`o t`onk nk ci Mer Mert`‚es t`‚es bug` by `cbm phenmt es ycurs, by petomnt rmejmr‚et hmes hmestt icr e w`o w`ohm. hm. Ot‟ Ot‟ss lust t`et by ‘w`o ‘w`ohm‒ hm‒ gen fm scbmw`et hcnamr t`en ycurs. O‟b nct gheobona \enjene `esn‟t `ej ots prcfhmbs cvmr t`m eams‚w`et wcrhj wcr hj `esn‟t3 `esn‟t3 Fct` Then Thenmtery mtery Trong Trongms ms ehoanmj wot` t`m Hugoi Hugoimr mr Vmfmhhocn, ymt t`m eppr epprceg` ceg` t`my `ej g`csmn tc craenozm t`mor wcrhj sufsmqum sufsmqumnt nt tc t`m uprosona wes mntormhy joiimrmnt ircb t`m g`cogms bejm fy Trongm Gehoaestoe enj `os bonocns cn Mert`. Gehh bm smntobmnteh, fut rmaerjhmss ci t`m wojmnona aep on fmtwmmn t`m jmvmhcpbmnt ci bcrteh guhturms cn t`msm twc, t`orj-jmnsoty wcrhjs, O stohh t`onk ci t`mb es sostmr phenmts. Wug` wmrm by t`cua`ts eitmr O `ej tekmn by phegm on t`m amnmrcushy heram weotona hcunam et t`m Wmrep`og Zrenspcrt Gmntmr. Z`os tobm t`mrm `ej fmmn nc jostregtona obpuhsms tc tekm bm cii tc Wcut` Ebmroge cr G`one cr enyw`mrm mhsm. O `ej mvmn beneamj tc s`rua cii t`m jmbcn ci gcwerjogm t`et `ej fmsmt bm cn by prmvocus vosots. Z`os tobm O wesn‟t runnona ewey ircb enyt`ona. _ms ci gcursm O wes `crroiomj fy Gehoaestoe‟s phens icr treppona bcrteh scuhs fut‚es t`m Trongm `ej gcniojmnthy prmjogtmj‚t`mrm wesn‟t bug` O gcuhj `evm jcnm efcut ot. Z`et smmbmj tc ehhmvoetm eny auoht O boa`t `evm ct`mrwosm imht. Icr t`m iorst tobm on e hcna w`ohm O imht rmhetovmhy psyg`ogehhy ghmer. Z`m hcunam wes grcwjmj. On cnm gcrnmr O nctogmj e sbehh arcup ci Bmhg`ozmjmk Frct`mrs on t`mor jerk fhum rcfms w`c bust `evm fmmn weotona icr t`mor trenspcrt tre nspcrt fegk, feg k, O essu essubmj, bmj, tc Lmrusmb. Z`my Z `my smmbmj tc bm tc fm mx`ehona en eure ci sporotueh ncfohoty t`et sprmej ercunj t`m frct`mrs hokm e bost, sc t`et w`ohm O wes wetg`ona t`mb `ujjhmj on josgcursm, nc cnm on t`m hcunam jermj tc epprceg` enyw`mrm ghcsm tc t`mb.
500
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
Zrenspcrt Wmrep`s (ZW) gebm enj wmnt enj t`m grcwj t`onnmj cut eggcrjonahy. Et cnm pcont ehh t`m Bmhg`ozmjmk‚eppmerona tc rmspcnj tc e tmhmpet`og soaneh oneujofhm tc t`m rmst ci us‚act up es cnm ircb t`mor g`eors enj iohmj cut ci t`m hcunam tcwerj t`m msgepm g`ebfmrs. Wmmona t`msm mxehtmj frct`mrs smt bm tc t`onkona efcut t`m phenmtery Wmrep`og Cvmracvmrnbmnt‚w`cb O essubmj t`my `ej fmmn vosotona‚ enj O wcnjmrmj‚nct icr t`m iorst tobm‚w`mrm t`my stccj on rmhetocn tc Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s egtovotoms3 Joj t`my gcnjcnm t`mb3 Qmrm t`my unwohhona tc ontmrvmnm, cr wmrm t`my unefhm tc3 Ci gcursm t`my wmrm ehoanmj wot` t`m BE‟s pchogoms, sc w`et wes t`m pert t`my wmrm pheyona on w`et wes cggurrona cn t`m phenmt3 Wongm t`m rmfmhhocn O `ej smmn ehbcst nct`ona ci t`m cvmracvmrnbmnt‚by cnhy gcntegt wes w`mn O nmmjmj pmrbossocn icr t`m buhtophenmt trop O‟j fmmn ejvosmj tc tekm. Fut songm t`mn, nct`ona. O wes hcst on t`msm t`cua`ts w`mn O smnsmj e prmsmngm ghcsm fm`onj bm, enj t`mrm wes by iromnjhy Zrenspcrt Wmrep` Mhmmne, wevona et bm enj fmgkcnona bm tc eggcbpeny `mr tc cnm ci t`m sbehhmr msgepm g`ebfmrs. Ot `ej fmmn fusomr t`en O‟j mvmr smmn t`m trenspcrt hcunam cn by prmvocus trevmhs, enj O gcuhj smm t`mrm wes en uramngy on `mr amstu amsturm. rm. @cwmvmr, w`mn O rcsm tc armmt `mr O icunj bysmhi unusuehhy bcvmj tc smm t`et wm mvojmnthy knmw meg` ct`mr wmhh mncua` tc mbfregm. @mr `eor sbmhhmj ci wohjihcwmrs‚O rmbmbfmr t`et. @cw t`m sgmnt honamrmj. Ot wes e icnj mbfregm mbfregm fut es s`m jrmw `mrsmhi `mrsmhi ewey s`m sbohmj sbohmj enj eppmermj tc jmhofmretmhy wronkhm `mr jmhogetm ncsm. Ot tcck bm efegk icr e bcbmnt fmicrm ot `ot bm `cw bug` s`m joshokmj w`et s`m jmsgrofmj es t`m cjcr aovmn cii fy t`m rmfmh enamhs . . . t`mn wm fct` furst cut heua`ona. Eppermnthy O `ej beneamj scbm`cw tc trensicrb t`m onjmhogetm cjcr t`et `ej sc trcufhmj `mr prmvocushy‚cr pmr`eps s`m‟j sobphy egghobetmj `mrsmhi tc ot. Vmaerjhmss, Mhmmne‟s mbfregm wes strcna enj surm, enj s`m wes mvojmnthy et mesm mncua` tc lckm efcut ot. Z`m mxot g`ebfmr wes on usm w`mn wm errovmj et t`m aetm sc wm set tcamt`mr enj s`ermj e lua ci e vmry jmgmnt, imrbmntmj iruot luogm t`et O gcuhjn‟t ojmntoiy. Q`mn O gcpomj Mhmmne enj sworhmj t`m luogm on by grysteh acfhmt ot unjmrwmnt e prcncungmj gchcr g`enam‚ircb en onjoac-vochmt tc e trenshugmnt hevmnjmr‚enj ot `eppmnmj fmicrm by myms.
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
50?
Fut ot wes w`mn O hoitmj t`m acfhmt tc jronk t`et O sew t`m rmescn Mhmmne wes sboho sbohona na on `eppy entogo e ntogopetocn. petocn. Q`mrm Q `mrm t`m t `m hoquoj h oquoj bmt t`m onnmr suriegm ci t`m grysteh t`mrm wes t`m jostongt ahcw, e rona ci hubonmsgmngm t`et w`mn O tcck by iorst sop, aevm by hops e phmesurefhm tonahm. Z`m hest tobm wm‟j `ej e smrocus gcnvmrsetocn, Mhmmne `ej eskmj efcut t`m bystmrocus tmhmpet`og ‘vcogm‒ wm rmfmh enamhs `ej `merj, aovona us strmnat` enj gcuream tc ichhcw cur g`cogms et t`m tobm ci t`m rmfmhhocn. O‟j suaamstmj O t`cua`t ot bey `evm fmmn t`m Bct`mr Wporot, w`og` Mhmmne `ej scunjhy rmlmgtmj cn t`m fesos t`et ‘t`m @chy Bct`mr Wporot os steonhmss.‒ Z`et wes t`m p`resm O rmbmbfmr `mr usona. Qm‟j `ot t`m fhcgk O‟j mngcuntmrmj wot` scbm ct`mrs w`mn O‟j frcua`t up t`m fusonmss ci t`m Bct`mr Wporot‟s pertogopetocn on t`m rmfmhhocn. Z`my wmrm unenobcus< Ot wes obpc obpcssof ssofhm hm icr `mr tc `ev `evmm phe pheymj ymj e pert on mng mngcureaona cureaona t`m rmfm rmfmhhocn hhocn fmgeusm s`m wes pmrimgt. Enj t`mn t`my wcuhj went tc jrcp t`m ossum. Es O rmbmbfmrmj cur prmvocus gcnvmrsetocn, wm‟j lust rmeg`mj t`et pcont w`mn wm wmrm fct` geh gehhmj hmj ewey ewey.. Ci gcursm, t`mrm wes ehwey ehweyss e g`engm O boa`t boa `t `evm cvmrstmp cvmrstmppmj pmj t`m berk wot` Mhmmne‚ot wes unt`onk unt`on kefhm t`et eny enamh w`c rmbeonmj ehoanmj wot` t`m BE wcuhj qumstocn t`m pmrimgtocn ci t`m @chy Bct`mr Wporot cr t`m Grmetcr Wcn. Enj O bmen lust t`et. Bcst ci t`mb wmrm sobphy unefhm tc t`onk efcut ot. Ot wesn‟t mvmn t`et t`my gcuhj gcuhjn‟ n‟tt gcuntmnengm t`m ojme cr t`et t`m vmry ojme wes prmpcstmrcus. Ot wes t`et t`my smmbmj tc fhcgk cut eny pcssofohoty ci sug` en ongcngmovefhm gcngmpt. Ot gebm tc bm t`mn t`et t`my boa`t nct mvmn `evm fmmn wormj icr t`m t`cua`t. O ncw t`onk ci t`os bmnteh fhcgk es nct jossoboher tc e ben ci t`m soxt` bohhmnnoub FGM w`c wcuhj nct fm wormj tc t`onk ‘tmhmp`cnm‒ oi `m g`engmj tc stubfhm cn e sbehh, ihet, sohvmry jmvogm t`et boa`t fuzz cr mvmn sona et t`m puzzhmj pehmchot` es `m iojjhmj wot` ot. Z`os pmrspmgtovm bekms t`m bmnteh fhcgk scbmw`et bcrm unjmrstenjefhm, fut et t`m tobm ot wes stohh e puzzhm puzzhm tc bm. bm. @cwmv @cwmvmr mr,, w`et O‟j icunj icunj ontmr ontmrmston mstonaa efcut efcut Mhmmne Mhmmne wes t`et s`m s`m wes e hcyehost hcyehost smrep` smrep` w`c w`c `ej et hmest hmest fmmn efhm efhm tc tekm tekm on enj efscrf t`m ojme icr e bcbmnt cr twc fmicrm rmlmgtona ot es obpcssofhm. _mt `mrm s`m wes eaeon, mbfregona bm enj sbohona enj ncw sottona quomthy nmxt tc bm, nc jcuft hostmnona tc by t`cua`ts.
5?4
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
W`m heua`mj ehcuj et t`et enj t`mn O `merj `mr scit vcogm on by bonj. ‘O kncw ycu wetg`mrs fmhomvm wm erm ongepefhm ci onjmpmnjmnt t`cua`t . . . t`et wm `evm en eutcbetog, unt`onkona rmegtocn tc eny tehk ci e fhmbos` cn t`m @chy Bct`mr.‒ O tromj tc rmspcnj ot wesn‟t quotm t`et enj, fmsojms, O rmehhy `ej icunj Mhmmne joiimrmnt ‚fut t`mn O rmehozmj s`m knmw t`et ircb hostmnona tc by merhomr t`cua`ts. W`m seoj, ‘Zc s`cw ycu O `evm fmmn aovona t`m bettmr scbm gcnsojmretocn, ehhcw bm tc rmpmet tc ycu w`et ycu wmrm t`onkona fmicrm wm wmrm smperetmj cn t`et hest cggesocn. Mhmmne gcntonumj, ‘_ ‘_cu cu wmrm acona tc prcpcsm, O fmhomvm, t`et ycu . . . `ej cfsmrvmj mncua` mxebphms ci grumhty enj onjoiimrmngm on t`m netureh prcgmssms cn Mert`‚ci strenahmr vonms enj wesps t`et hey maas on t`m perehyzmj fcjoms ci sbehh bebbehs sc t`mor `etg`honas gen met t`mor wey cut ci hovona ihms`, w`og` surmhy spckm tc grumhty enj vochmngm fmona jmmphy obprontmj ontc t`m mvchutocnery prcgmssms ci eny jca-met-jca wcrhj. Enj jojn‟t t`m jmsoan ci fochcaogeh systmbs iehh unjmr t`m amnmreh emaos ci t`m Bct`mr Wporot3‒ W`m `ej rmprcjugmj by t`cua`ts ci t`et jey wot` en ejborefhm prmgosocn. prmgosoc n. W`m seoj, ‘Z`et wes acona tc fm ycur eraubmnt, wesn‟t ot3‒ ‘O rmehozm ot‟s cnhy en onimrmngm, Mhmmne, fut ot boa`t fm e ghum. O jcn‟t went t`os tc gcbm fmtwmmn us. _cu kncw `cw bug` O vehum ycur cpmnnmss enj iromnjs`op. ]njmrstenj t`et O‟b nct prcpcsona t`m @chy Bct`mr `es jcnm enyt`ona wrcna cr fej. O `cpm ycu kncw t`et. O‟b bmrmhy suaamstona s`m boa`t `evm `ej en `cncrefhm bctovm icr mngcureaona us tc `chj iorb on cur rmfmhhocn.‒ ‘@cw gen t`mrm mvmr fm en `cncrefhm bctovm icr e rmfmhhocn3‒, s`m eskmj scbmw`et sbuahy. O jcn‟t t`onk s`m rmehhy mxpmgtmj e rmphy. ‘Iorst,‒ O tchj `mr, ‘O nmvmr seoj t`m @chy Bct`mr egtuehhy suppcrtmj t`m rmfmhhocn. Q`et s`m seoj `mhpmj aovm us t`m gcuream ci cur gcnvogtocns. Z`mrm os e joiimrmngm, Mhmmne.‒ W`m hcckmj e troihm obpetomnt fut jojn‟t ontmrrupt, sc O jmgojmj tc s`erm bcrm ci w`et O‟j fmmn t`onkona. ‘Fut hmt‟s sey t`et on jcona t`os, on aovona us t`m gcuream tc bekm
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
5?5
cur onjovojueh g`cogms, s`m wes on iegt suppcrtona t`m rmfmhhocn. Q`et t`mn3 Hmt‟s smm w`et boa`t fm gcnsojmrmj en ‐`cncrefhm‟ bctovm‚es wm kncw enj ea earmm rmm t`e t`ett t`m @chy Bct`mr Wpor Wporot ot os irm irmmm ci eh ehhh fhmbos`ms. Wc w`et wcuhj fm e accj rmescn rmescn icr `mr sc-gehhmj suppcrt ci t`m rmfmhhocn3‒ Mhmmne eppmermj tc arcw t`cua`tiuh. Ot `ej ghmerhy nmvmr cggurrmj tc `mr t`et gmrteon egtocns t`et boa`t fm t`cua`t es wrcna cr fej on t`m bcbmnt boa`t egtuehhy fm nmgmssery icr en mvmntueh rmschutocn‚e rmschutocn t`et wcuhj suggmmj on mhmvetona fct` sojms ci t`m icrbmr gcnihogt tc e nmw hmvmh ci gc`mrmngm enj gccpmretocn. Z`os tobm s`m spckm bcrm shcwhy. ‘Z`et t`cua`t os nmw tc bm, Amcraoe, ycu erm gcrrmgt on t`et.‒ Z`mn, bcrm shcwhy, bcrm t`cua`tiuhhy, ‘Fut oi t`et os trum t`mn yms, ycu‟rm roa`t, ot wcuhj eggcunt icr scbm ci t`m encbehoms O‟vm smmn on by trevmhs.‒ Ncw t`et wes ontmrmstona. E hcyehost smrep` tmhhona bm s`m `ej nctogmj t`mrm wes scbmt`ona e hotthm strenam acona cn fm`onj t`m sgmnms, w`og` wes fmona beskmj ircb us. O t`cua`t O wcuhj tekm t`m cppcrtunoty tc mxpheon w`et O wes stertona tc fmhomvm gcuhj fm e retocneh mxphenetocn icr `mr encbehoms. ‘Lust t`onk efcut t`os icr e bcbmnt, Mhmmne. Qm kncw t`m BE runs e prmtty toa`t s`op.‒ W`m sbohmj et t`m bmtep`cr, enj O rmehozmj s`m `ejn‟t `merj ot fmicrm. O gcntonumj, ‘Nct bug` `eppmns t`et osn‟t ontmnjmj tc `eppmn. Qm kncw t`et. Enj ymt `mrm wm `evm t`m rmfmhhocn‚enj nct t`m iorst cnm O boa`t ejj‚enj t`m BE‟s rmegtocn os tc vohohoii y us. Z`my geh vo gehhmj hmj Hugoimr onse onsenm, nm, enj t`my cstreg cstregozmj ozmj us icr ichhcwona t`m rmfmhhocn; icr sobphy wentona bcrm irmmjcb. O t`onk t`mrm‟s scbmt`ona e fot strenam efcut t`et, jcn‟t ycu, Mhmmne3‒ W`m rmtcrtmj, ‘_cu bmen ehh t`os . . . t`os . . . t`os g`ecs enj t`os `etrmj os scbmt`ona t`et wes ontmnjmj tc fm3 @cw‟s t`et pcssofhm3 Z`et‟s ewiuh! O jcn‟t went tc t`onk t`et, Amcraoe.‒ O mxpheonmj, ‘_cu `evm tc t`onk ci ot bcrm es e arenj t`metrogeh pomgm, wot` t`m egtcrs (us us)) pheyona cur pert perts. s. Zc jc t`et wm `evm tc fm tctehhy gcbbottmj tc cur perts‚ct`mrwosm wm‟j hmern nct`ona ircb ot. Qmm `evm tc fmhomvm ot os efschutmhy rmeh. Z`m accj pmcphm nmmj tc fmhomvm Q
5?6
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
t`my erm efschutmhy accj, enj t`m vohheons `evm tc immh efschutmhy lustoiomj on t`mor vohheony sc t`my gen ahcry on ot.‒ ‘Z`os os scp`ostry, Amcraoe. Turm scp`ostry. Q`et ycu‟rm seyona os t`mrm os nc accj enj fej; nc joiimrmngm fmtwmmn fmona konj cr fmona grumh. _cu kncw t`et gen‟t gen‟t fm trum. Z`et‟s pheon sohhy.‒ ‘Z`et‟s prmgosmhy w`et O‟b nct seyona, Mhmmne. Ci gcursm t`mrm erm accj enj fej egts; ci gcursm t`mrm‟s e rmeh joiimrmngm‚mspmgoehhy icr t`csm gcngmrnmj. Q`et O eb seyona os ot‟s ehh pert ci t`m s`cw‚ t`m gcuream enj gcwerjogm, t`m konjnmss enj grumhty, t`m hcvm enj t`m imer‚mvmryt`ona wm jc wm bekm `eppmn cn t`m Buhtovmrsm steam. Qm‟rm egtcrs w`c fmhomvm wm‟rm egtona neturehhy!‒ Z`et act e hotthm heua` ircb `mr. W`m wes scitmnona up. ‘Hostmn, jmer sostmr,‒ O seoj, pursuona by ejventeam. ‘@evm ycu `merj t`m p`resm ‐Qm erm ehh `mrm tc mntmrteon t`m Bcst @oa`,‟ cr pcssofhy ‐Z`m cnhy grobm os on fcrona Acj.‟ O wcnjmr oi ycu `evm e t`cua`t efcut w`et t`msm ep`crosbs egtuehhy bmen3‒ O imht O `ej `mr ettmntocn ncw, sc O tcck t`m nmxt geutocus stmp on rmvmehona by t`cua`ts. ‘Wc wm‟vm mstefhos`mj twc trut`s< Cnm os t`et mvmryt`ona t`et `ep pmns os ontmnjmj tc `eppmn enj, smgcnj, wm erm eh ehhh egtcrs on e gcsbog jrebe‚t`cua` wm bey fm cn joiimrmnt sojms ci e gcnihogt.‒ Mhmmne ncjjmj `mr earmmbmnt. Wc ier sc accj. ‘Ncw, hmt‟s swotg` epprceg`ms. Qm‟vm fct` earmmj t`m BE runs e toa`t s`op enj t`et enyt`ona es soanoiogent es en enamhog rmfmhhocn gcuhjn‟t `evm `eppmnmj unhmss ot `ej fmmn ontmnjmj. Qm kncw t`os ontmntocn bust mxost cn e hmvmh t`et wm, es egtcrs on t`m jrebe, gennct kncw‚cr ot wcuhj spcoh t`m s`cw. Jc ycu smm ncw, Mhmmne3 Oi wm spcohmj t`m s`cw wm rosk fcrona Acj. ‘Fut t`mrm‟s bcrm. Q`et oi t`m enamhog rmfmhhocn smrvmj ymt enct`mr iungtocn‚cnm w`og` os bcrm rmhmvent tc t`m jynebogs ci t`m Hcgeh ]novmrsm3 Q`et oi t`m rmfmhhocn, Mhmmne‚enj t`m eppermnthy nmaetovm pcherozetocn pcher ozetocn ot `es prcjugmj‚`es egtu egtueh ehhy hy fmmn smr smrvona vona e `oa `oa`mr `mr pur pcsm3 Oi t`et wmrm sc, t`mn wcuhjn‟t t`m @chy Bct`mr Wporot‟ Wporot‟ss mngcur mngcur-eambmnt ci t`m rmfmhs fmgcbm cnm ci ycur `cncrefhm bctovms3 Z`et
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
5?7
wcuhjn‟t fm e fhmbos`, wcuhj ot3 Ot‟j lust fm scbmt`ona t`et `eppmnmj wcuhjn‟t cvmr cur `mejs; scbmt`ona wm jojn‟t unjmrstenj et t`m tobm.‒ Mhmmne smmbmj strugk nubf fy t`m hcaog ci t`os. O `cpmj O `ejn‟t cvmrw`mhbmj `mr. Es e wetg`mr‚e rmfmh enamh ‘gcnjmbnmj‒ tc wetg` t`m cutwcrkona ci by g`cogms‚O gen icramt `cw gcersmnona t`os mxpmromngm `es fmgcbm. Wmrep`s erm on`mrmnthy tmnjmr enj jmhogetm grmeturms, w`og` bejm be jm ot t`et bug` bcrm ontroauona ontroa uona t`et Mhmmne `ej mvmn gregkmj cpmn t`m jccr tc w`et bust `evm scunjmj tc `mr tc fm e tmrroiyonahy rejogeh t`ona tc t`onk efcut. O wcnjmrmj hetmr oi O s`cuhj `evm stcppmj roa`t t`mrm. O gcuhj immh t`et t`m pccr grmeturm wes ehrmejy rmmhona ircb t`m beny gcntrejogtocns O‟j ontrcjugmj, sc O knmw O nmmjmj tc fegk cii enj hey scbmw`et hcw. O seoj, ‘By pcont efcut t`csm eppermnt grumhtoms O‟vm smmn on neturm‚t`m cnms ycu rmpmetmj sc prmgosmhy lust ncw‚os cnhy t`et t`my jmbcnstretm e prmpermjnmss icr t`m Hoim Gerromrs tc mbfmj mxtrmbms ci pcherotyy sc jmmphy wot`on pcherot w ot`on t`m mvchu mvchutocnery tocnery prcgmss. prcgmss.‒‒ ‘Wc w`et ycu‟rm seyona,‒ Mhmmne eppmermj tc `evm ionehhy bers`ehmj `mr t`cua`ts, ‘os t`et w`mnmvmr en mxeaamretmj pcheroty benoimsts cn t`m t`orj-jmnsoty wcrhj, ot wohh reosm t`m g`engms ci e rmfmhhocn3‒ O hcckmj et `mr on ejboretocn. Wc s`m wes bejm ci stmrnmr stuii! Et hmest s`m gcuhj gcnsojmr t`m gcngmpt wot`cut fhenkona cut. Es e Zrenspcrt Wmrep` s`m wcuhj `evm gcbm tc kncw e veromty ci fmonas smrvona cn `unjrmjs ci joiimrmnt wcrhjs. Hokm t`m bestmrs ci t`m armet gerevens t`et trevmhmj egrcss t`m henjsgepm ci t`m engomnt wcrhj gcnnmgtona ier-cii phegms, s`m wcuhj `evm smmn enj `merj t`onas t`et bust `evm cpmnmj `mr bonj. ‘Mxegthy!‒ O seoj. ‘@cw gcuhj ot nct3 O boa`t mvmn tekm ot cnm stmp iert`mr. Z`m purpcsm ci pcheroty bust fm tc mnsurm sufsmqumnt gcnihogt. Jc ycu smm3 Et fmst, ot gen prcjugm veryona jmarmms ci grmetovm irogtocn‚cr e gcbpmtotovm jynebog t`et gen eggmhmretm scgoeh enj tmg`nchcaogeh jmvmhcpbmnt. Et wcrst, t`os pcherozetocn `es tc prcjugm gcnihogt enj werierm. ‘Fut O fmhomvm t`m jormgtocn t`os pcherozetocn tekms‚mot`mr tcwerj grmetovm onamnuoty cr tcwerj butueh `cstohoty‚os hmss obpcrtent t`en
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Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
t`m cppcrtunotoms fct` pet`s cpmn up icr grmetovm rmschutocn enj rmgcngohoetocn.‒ O imht Mhmmne tryona tc puzzhm t`os cut. O `ej tc rmbmbfmr t`et s`m‚ es e hcyehost smrep` acona efcut `mr jutoms‚wcuhjn‟t `evm t`m nmmj icr e jmvmhcpmj smnsm ci roa`t cr wrcna, cr accj cr fej. W`m sobphy ichhcwmj `mr purpcsm enj iuhiohhmj ot es wmhh es s`m gcuhj. Z`os os t`m wey ci enamhs. Es e sostmr smrep`, O wes t`m mxgmptocn `mrm. O wes t`m cnm w`c wes iegona t`m g`cogms jmbenjmj fy sug` mxtrmbms ci pcheroty. @cw gcuhj s`m mvmr unjmrstenj t`et oi s`m `ejn‟t egtuehhy mxpmromngmj ot `mrsmhi3 ‘Ot wcuhj mx`eust bm,‒ s`m seoj, hcckona mx`eustmj et t`m vmry t`cua`t. ‘O gcuhjn‟t jc ot. Fut et hmest O t`onk O ncw kncw w`et ycu wmrm tr tryona yona tc mxpheo mxpheon. n. O jcn jcn‟‟t rmeh rmehhy hy unjmrstenj ot, ycu ycu‟‟rm roa`t‚hokm O jojn‟t unjmrstenj w`y ycu ehoanmj ycursmhi wot` Hugoimr. Fut O smm w`et ycu‟‟rm amttona ycu a mttona et.‒ Qmm set t`mrm quomthy tcamt`mr. O wes wcnjm Q wcnjmrona rona w`mt`mr ot wcuhj fm e accj tobm tc ontrcjugm t`m grux ci t`m gcngmpt O wes jmvmhcpona‚ t`et eny accj jrebe rmquorms prcteacnosts gcbbottmj tc t`mor cppcsona vomws enj fmhomi fmhomis‚w`mn s‚w`mn Mhmmne ercsm ercsm,, amst amsturo urona na tc t`m mxot g`ebfmr t`et wes ncw eveohefhm. Wccn O wes wreppmj cngm eaeon on Mhmmne‟s mbfregm, cnhy t`os tobm ot wes tc fm smgurmhy mnghcsmj wot`on `mr `met s`omhj. Nmxt gebm t`m phmesent phmese nt smnsetocn ci repoj eggmhmretocn, t`m rosona tcnms ci `mr s`omhj s`omhj‟‟s irogtocneh busog ci sufspegm, enj e werb, scbnchmnt immhona ci wmhhfmona sprmejona up t`rcua` by fcjy. O wes ionehhy cn by wey tc \enjene. * * *
Z`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr wes efuzz wot` egtovoty enj mxgotmbmnt. Z`mrm wes sujjmnhy e smnsm ci pcssofohoty ei eitmr tmr t`m ica ci jmprmssoc jmprmssocn n t`et `ej ghcujmj t`m prmvocus imw bcnt`s ci ionengoeh struaahm. Z`my rmehhy boa`t fm efhm tc gcvmr t`m bcrtaeam. Ebcna bcst ci t`m Trcgmssmens‚e nubfmr ci w`cb `ej pmricrbmj es psyg`ogs et t`m mvmnts‚t`m psyg`og ieors wmrm unenobcushy
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
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pcpuher. Z`os wes beon beonhy hy fmgeusm t`my frcua`t sug` e pehpefhm immhona ci fusy suggmss tc t`m G`eptmr. Aovmn t`et craenozona t`m psyg`og ieors imhh unjmr Bmon @cst‟s emaos, ot imhh tc `ob tc tekm cn t`m tesk ci tmstona t`m cutsojm psyg`ogs fmicrm onvotona t`mb tc pertogopetm on t`m ieors. Q`ohm tc scbm t`os boa`t scunj t`m bcst mnvoefhm ci essoanbmnts‚‘ehh t`csm irmm rmejonas efcut bm!‒‚O jojn‟t cfsmrvm by werj jmrovona bug` phmesurm, cr onicrbetocn, ircb t`csm beny smssocns. @m boa`t `evm t`cua`t ci `obsmhi es e ‘smnsotovm‒ et t`m tobm‚`ej `m mvmr gcnsojmrmj `obsmhi on t`csm tmrbs‚fut nc, nct pertoguherhy psyg`og. Icr mxebphm, `m bejm surm nmvmr tc jc rmejona rmejonass et t`m psyg`og ieors. @m wes gmrteonhy nct gynogeh efcut psyg`osb‚eitmr ehh, `m‟j suggmssiuhhy psyg`cbmtrozmj t`m Otehoen gcunt‟s lmwmhry e imw ymers merhomr‚ fut t`os unusueh nmw iungtocn wes nct quotm es streoa`ticrwerj, cr es ontroauona, es ot scunjmj. Hostmnona tc sc beny joiimrmnt psyg`ogs tmhhona `ob sc beny joiimrmnt sc-gehhmj trut`s efcut `obsmhi scrmhy tmstmj w`et `m jmsgrofmj tc Luhomttm hetmr es `os ‘skmptogeh nmutrehoty.‒ ‘O sccn rmehozmj O gcuhjn‟t lujam t`m psyg`ogs cn t`mor egguregy,‒ `m‟j acnm cn tc sey. ‘Q`c‟s tc kncw efcut t`et! Eht`cua` O joj turn turn ewey en Onjoen pehb rmejmr w`c tchj bm O wes acona tc jom on e imw bcnt`s. O t`cua`t t`et wes e fot rog`! O jojn‟t went `ob acona ercunj tmhhona hotthm chj hejoms t`my wmrm acona tc iehh cii t`mor pmrg`ms et eny bonutm.‒ Luhomttm eskmj t`m qumstocn t`et bust iegm mvmry psyg`og ircb tobm tc tobm. ‘Wuppcsona t`m hotthm chj hejy rmehhy wes acona tc iehh cii `mr pmrg` on o n e imw jeys cr wmmks3‒ ‘Mvmn oi ot‟s trum,‒ `m‟j enswmrmj; ‘O jcn‟t t`onk `m s`cuhj fm seyona t`et. O bmen, w`et accj wcuhj ot jc3 Qcuhj ot bekm `mr eny eny `eppomr3‒ Luhomttm ontmrruptmj. ‘Q ‘Qcuhjn‟ cuhjn‟tt ycu went tc kncw oi ycu wmrm acona tc jom sccn3 Ot‟j aovm bm tobm tc sey accj-fym tc by iromnjs, amt stuii on crjmr‚ycu kncw, prmperm bysmhi.‒ Q`mn by werj rmphomj ot wes on e gcnjmsgmnjo gcnjmsgmnjona na ben bennmr. nmr. Z`o Z`oss `eppmns w`mn `m amts obpetomnt enj ghmerhy t`mrm wmrm tobms w`mn Luhomttm‟s essubptocns e ssubptocns orrotetmj o rrotetmj `ob. ‘Iorst ci eh ehh,h, Luhomttm, ycu ycu‟j ‟j `evm tc
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Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
rmehhy, rmehhy trust t`et t`m psyg`og wes roa`t. Mvmn oi ycu jojn‟t tctehhy trust `mr, ycu‟j stohh fm acona ercunj wcnjmrona oi ot‟s acona tc fm e ger gres`, cr w`mt`mr eny bcbmnt scbmcnm‟s acona tc grmmp up cn ycu enj shot ycur t`rcet. _cu‟j fm t`rcwona ycursmhi ihet et mvmry ger‟s fegkiorm, Luhomttm! ‘Enj w`et oi t`m psyg`og‟s wrcna3 Q`et jc ycu jc t`mn3 Enj w`mn jc ycu jmgojm t`m prmjogtocn‟s wrcna3 Jc ycu ac ercunj icr t`m rmst ci ycur hoim t`on t`onkona kona ycu ycu‟‟rm acona tc jom eny bonutm3 Ot‟j fm `mhhos`.‒ Bct`mr Luhomttm wes t`cua`tiuh icr e bcbmnt. ‘_ms, fut oi ycu rmehhy joj kncw ycu wmrm acona tc jom sey nmxt Weturjey enj ycu ycu knmw `cw ot wes acona tc `eppmn . . . enj oi oi ycu knmw ot wcuhjn‟t `urt bug`, t`et‟j fm ckey, wcuhjn‟t ot3‒ ‘Z`et‟s en ewiuh hct ci ois, Luhomttm. Enywey, ot‟s nct t`m ossum. _cu‟rm efschutmhy tmhy surm t`m psyg`og‟s roa`t, erm ycu3 Hoim os nmvmr acona tc fm efschu tmnegocus. Z`et pert ci ycu‚t`m fot nct gcbphmtmhy gcnvongmj ycu‟rm acnne jom‚t`et‟j ioa`t hokm grezy tc kmmp acona.‒ ‘Oi O knmw t`m jey enj tobm,‒ Luhomttm onsostmj, ‘O‟j lust ghobf ontc fmj enj gcbpcsm bysmhi enj weot icr ot tc `eppmn. ‘Z`m pcont O‟b bekona,‒ by werj seoj, enj O gcuhj `mer t`m obpetomngm rosona on `os tcnm eaeon, ‘os epert ircb t`et scrt ci t`ona, O wes seyona O gcuhjn‟t lujam t`m psyg`ogs cn t`mor egguregy. Irenkhy, O jojn‟t bug` germ oi t`my wmrm roa`t cr wrcna. Wc O lust `ej tc ac cn t`mor mbpet`y. Qmrm t`my gerona pmcphm3 Joj t`my amnuonmhy went tc `mhp ct`mrs3 Z`et scrt ci t`ona. Cr mquehhy, wmrm t`my lust on ot icr w`et t`my gcuhj amt cut ci ot icr t`mbsmhvms3 Z`mrm wmrm vmry imw ci t`msm cnms, egtuehhy. O wes surprosmj et t`et. O t`cua`t t`mrm‟j fm bcrm pcsmurs, ymt ehbcst ehh t`m psyg`ogs w`c turnmj up icr t`m ontmrvomws wmrm accj, gcbpessocnetm pmcphm. O act cn quotm wmhh wot` t`mb.‒ ‘Wc ycu joj mnlcy mnlcy jcona ot3‒ Luhomttm ebusonahy qumromj. ‘O t`cua`t ci ot bcrm es e sporotueh mxmrgosm . . . rmbeonona nmutreh, ycu kncw k ncw‚enj ‚enj cpmn et t`m sebm tobm. Hokm on t`csm mxmrgosms wm usmj tc jc fegk on Qoabcrm Wtrmmt, rmbmbfmr3‒ Z`et smt t`mb rmbonosgona efcut t`m chj jeys on Hcnjcn w`mn ot wes sc bug` ghmermr t`et t`my `ej lconmj e bystmry sg`cch. Z`mrm wes
Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
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nc hcnamr eny tobm icr t`m mxmrgosms on gcntegt enj gcbbunogetocn w`og` `ej eh ehhcwmj hcwmj t`mb tc jmvmhcp en eh ehbcst bcst tmhmpet`og hmvmh ci ontmr ontmr- phey fmt fmtwmmn wmmn t`mb‚w`og` t`my‟ t`my‟jj icunj sc vehue vehuefhm. fhm. Ncw ot wes eh ehhh efcut craenozetocn‚efcut t`m bcnmy enj t`m nubfmrs ci pmcphm w`c pessmj t`rcua` t`m G`eptmr on e wmmk. Z`msm `ej fmgcbm t`m procroty procroty.. Zobms `ej g`enamj. Z`my wmrmn‟ wmrmn‟t rmehhy rmeh hy gcbpheono gcbpheonona, na, t`my essurmj meg` ct`mr‚nc, ct`mr‚nc, onjmmj nct. ‘Hoim bcvms us ehh ehcna,‒ Luhomttm seoj on e sonascna vcogm‚es t`cua` ot wes en ep`crosb ircb `mr Wcut` Eirogen g`ohj`ccj. ‘Ncw wm‟rm puttona w`et wm‟vm hmernmj ontc egtocn; wm‟rm tmeg`ona w`et wm‟vm hmernmj. Osn‟t t`et w`et wm‟rm bment tc fm jcona, Boge`3 Tessona ot ehcna3‒ Enj sccn t`m tehk ci tmstona psyg`ogs, enj ci jyona, enj t`m fusonmss efcut t`m ieors wes smt esojm w`mn t`my `ej tc `urry cii efcut t`mor fusonmss. O‟b ewerm t`et on wrotona t`et p`resm efcut psyg`ogs‚ fmona on ot icr w`et t`my gcuhj amt cut ci ot icr t`mbsmhvms‚ O eb bekona by gchhefcretcr immh e hotthm ewkwerj. Ot smmbs `m `ej nmvmr prmvocushy gcnsojmrmj t`m cfvocus `ypcgrosy ci g`mgkona `os psyg`ogs cut icr t`m vmry ciimnsm ci w`og` `m wes we s au auohty. ohty. O‟ O‟hhhh hmt `ob spmek icr `obsmhi. ` obsmhi. ‘_cu‟rm roa`t, Amcraoe. O `ejn‟t aovmn ot eny t`cua`t. O‟j nmvmr smmn ot on quotm t`et hoa`t fmicrm. O wes tctehhy icgusmj cn bekona bcnmy, O ejbot ot. O‟b nct lustoiyona ot‚wm `ej joiimrmnt procrotoms, t`et‟s ehh. Z`m psyg`og ieo ieors rs wmrmn wmrmn‟‟t jcona eny `erb t`et O gcuhj smm. Z`my smmbmj tc fm bekona e hct ci pmcphm `eppy enj t`my t`my wmrm amnmretona e ieor ebcunt ci ges`. O jojn‟t t`onk ot bettmrmj bug` w`mt`mr cr nct O fmhomvmj on t`m vehum ci e psyg`og‟ psyg`og‟ss eggureg e gguregy‚ y‚ es hcna es e s t`my t `my wmrm jmgmnt, konj ko nj pmcphm. Irenkhy, O t`cua`t ci ot bcrm es puttona cn e s`cw. Oi ot `mhpmj pmcphm, armet. Qm nmvmr `ej eny gcbpheonts!‒ ‘Enj ncw3‒ O esk `ob. ‘Ncw3 _ms, O jc smm ot joiimrmnthy. Tut ot t`os wey< O‟b nct surm O wcuhj jc ot eae eaeon. on. Tmr` Tmr`eps eps O‟vm fmgcbm bcrm ci e purost t`en O usmj tc fm! Nct t`et prmeg`ona Lm`cve` enj Weten et pmcphm wcuhj `evm mvmr peoj t`m foh fohhs! hs! Fut et hmest O ncw kncw fmttmr t`e t`en n tc prcbctm scbmt`ona icr t`m wrcna rmescns . . . cr scbmt`ona O jcn‟t rmehhy fmhomvm on.
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Amnmrehosts‟ Esgmnt
‘O t`onk on rmtrcspmgt O‟j iehhmn ontc e trep sc gcbbcn on guhts, t`m chj ‐us vmrsus t`mb.‟ Qm gcuhj ehweys lustoiy t`m bmens‚wot`on rmescn, enywey‚fmgeusm cur mnjs wmrm segrmj enj ncfhm. O‟b surm t`et epprceg` bust `evm jccbmj us ircb t`m stert.‒ O‟b nct acona tc gcntonum t`os joehcaum mxgmpt tc sey t`et `m os mssmntoehhy gcrrmgt on t`os‚mspmgoehhy on en erme es smnsotovm es psyg`osb on w`og` t`m auhhofohoty ci sobphm scuhs os et stekm. Bcrm obpcrtenthy‚ircb t`m Trcgmssmen pcont ci vomw enywey‚ tcc bug` ci t`os prmtmnsm, `cwmvmr ncfhm t`m bctovms erm fmhomvmj tc fm, wcuhj uhtobetmhy hmej tc e iregturm on t`m psyg`m. Z`os os t`m ghessog ‘jovojmj ben‒ synjrcbm t`et `es fmgcbm e imeturm ci bug` ci bcjmrn hoim. Zmn ymers eitmr hmevona t`m gcbbunoty‚w`mn by werj iorst vosotmj t`csm imhhcw Trcgmssmens w`c `ej bcv bcvmj mj tc ]te` tc stert t`m Fmst Iromnjs enobeh sengtuery‚`m icunj ehbcst ehh ci `os chj gchhmeaums geua`t iorbhy, ymt unkncwonahy, on t`os prmgos prmgosmm trep. Z`m rmhoaocus fmhomis t`my `ej sc evojhy mspcusmj‚enj tc w`og` t`my `ej aovmn t`mor hovms‚`ej mvepcretmj. Z`mor rotuehs wmrm mbpty enj eutcbetog, enj t`mor arcup preymrs wmrmm vegu wmr vegucus cus enj purm purmhy hy bcut`mj bcut`mj fy rct rctm. m. Fy t`m tobm ci `os smgc smgcnj nj enj hest vosot ioitmmn ymers hetmr, `os chj iromnjs `ej jrcppmj eny prmtmnsocn ci rmhoaocsoty enj jmvctmj t`mbsmhvms schmhy tc gerona icr t`m enobehs t`my‟j tekmn ontc t`m sengtuery. By werj jmsgrofmj t`m stetm `m icunj `os icrbmr gchhmeaums on es ‘mbpty onsojm,‒ enj seoj t`et ‘t`my smmbmj tc fm egtona cut lust enct`mr orcny on t`mor hcna `ostcry ci orcnoms.‒ @m seoj, ‘Ci gcursm t`my hcvm enobehs. Bcst pmcphm jc. Enj accj icr t`mb icr gerona icr t`m jcas enj gets enj t`m ct`mr jcbmstog enobehs w`c wmrm gest esojm cr onlurmj. O jcn‟t t`onk fejhy ci t`mb icr t`os. Ci gcursm nct. Z`my jc e armet lcf. Enj O‟b nct mvmn acona frona up t`m cfvocus josgcnnmgt fmtwmmn en ebfotocus enj gcbbottmj rmhoaocus gcbbunoty enj e arcup t`et ncw bmrmhy spmnjs ots tobm tekona germ ci enobehs. Tmrscnehhy, O t`onk ot‟s e fot ci e gcbmjcwn, osn‟t ot3 O‟j `evm t`cua`t ot wes scbmt`ona ci e joseppcontbmnt. Fut t`et wesn‟t t`m orcny t`et ebusmj bm. ‘Z`m rmeh orcny os `cw t`my act t`mrm; t`m rmescn t`m arcup smtthmj
Amnmrehosts‟ Amnmreho sts‟ Esgmnt
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cn grmetona t`m Fmst Iromnjs enobeh sengtuery,‒ `m gcntonumj. ‘Jurona t`m strmmt jcnetona wm joj, wm josgcvmrmj t`et t`m bcst hugretovm geusm t`et pmcphm wcuhj ehweys aovm bcnmy tc wes t`m enobehs. Fegk t`mn ot `ejn‟t smmbmj tc bettmr vmry bug` t`et t`m cnhy enobehs fmona germj icr wmrm cur cwn Amrben W`mp`mrjs! Eitmr ehh, cur mnjs wmrm ncfhm. ‘Merhomr wm‟j wrottmn e fcck efcut t`m `crrcrs ci enobeh vovosmgtocn, w`og` wes schj cn t`m strmmt untoh t`m pront run mhepsmj. Qm icunj mvmn wot` nc fccks icr sehm ot wes lust es prciotefhm tc esk icr bcnmy icr enobehs enj, ci gcursm, ot sevmj cn t`m prontona fohhs. Qmhh fmicrm t`m grmetocn ci t`mor enobeh sengtuery, O‟j `merj t`my mvmn jrmssmj scbm ci t`mor kojs on fmer gcstubms, enj smnt t`mb cut tc stenj on eorpcrts icr `curs et e tobm gchhmgtona bcnmy! Jc ycu rmehhy t`onk eny ci t`et bcnmy wmnt tc en entovovosmgtocn scgomty3 Cr t`et ot mnjmj up enyw`mrm ct`mr t`en on t`m gciimrs ci t`m Trcgmss3 ‘O `merj cnm ci t`mb lckm t`et t`my wmrm gerona icr enobehs fmgeusm t`my‟j aovmn up cn pmcphm . O‟vm nc jcuft t`os os trum‚t`m smmjs ci t`et ettotujm tcwerj t`m amnmreh pufhog `ej fmmn prmsmnt w`mn O wes on t`m arcup fegk on t`m smvmntoms. ‘Wc icr bm, hcckona ircb t`m cutsojm enj cvmr e aep ci t`m t`ortyiovm ymers songm O hmit, t`m ioneh orcny, on by cponocn, homs on t`m wey t`m arcup `es fmgcbm treppmj on e wmf ci t`mor cwn mxpmjomngm. Z`msm wmrm pmcphm w`c `ej smt cut w`mn wm wmrm ycuna tc g`enam t`m wcrhj; wm‟j phennmj tc hovm cpmnhy enj `cnmsthy on e nmw utcpoen perej per ejoa oab; b; wm `ej `cpmj tc onvmsto onvmstoaetm aetm nmw weys ci fmona enj ci smmona t`m wcrhj; wm wmrm mxphcrmrs ci gcnsgocusnmss enj wm fmhomvmj wm wmrm be beko kona na wcnjmri wcnjmriuh uh nmw jo josgcvmroms sgcvmroms.. ‘Enj ymt `mrm t`my erm ncw, wot` ehh t`et sporotueh ymernona hcna acnm enj icracttmn. Zekona germ ci enobehs‚fmgeusm t`my hcvm t`mb, ci gcursm. _mt O ionj t`mrm os scbmt`ona vmry sej w`mn sug` e beanoiogmnt jrmeb‚e geusm t`et jrmw us sc ghcsmhy tcamt`mr ehbcst ioity ymers eac‚`es josschvmj. Ot wes e ncfhm jrmeb, fut cnm t`et wes s`ettmrmj fy t`m hurm ci mesy bcnmy, w`og` fmgebm e hoim ci enobeh `usfenjry.‒ O stcppmj by werj et t`et pcont. O wes surprosmj `m `ej sc bug` tc sey fut O ehsc unjmrstccj `m‟j
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nmvmr `ej t`m cppcrtunoty tc mxprmss `os scrrcw et w`et `ej fmgcbm ci t`m gcbbunoty t`et `m‟j `ej sug` e `enj on grmetona. O rmbonjmj `ob t`mrm wcuhj ehweys fm sejnmss on bcrteh hoim; t`et utcpoen jrmebs, beanoiogmnt cr nct, `evm e wey ci s`ettmrona, enj t`et tekona germ ci `unjrmjs ci enobehs wesn‟t t`m wcrst ietm t`et boa`t `evm fmiehhmn `os chj iromnjs, bcst ci w`cb wmrm ncw on t`mor smvmntoms‚ scbm ehrmejy jmej. Enj ionehhy, O pcontmj cut t`et fmgeusm t`m vmry nebm g`csmn icr t`m arcup wes t`m Trcgmss, `m‟j fmst vomw `os t`ortmmn-ymer ontmrhujm on t`m gcbbunoty es mxegthy t`et‚ e prcgmss . Es `m `ej ehweys fmmn t`m iorst tc ejbot, ot wes e prcgmss t`et `ej prcvmj e pmrimgt treonona icr w`et `m wes we s hetmr tc tekm te km cn on `os mxphcretoc m xphcretocns ns enj e nj wrotonas wrotona s efcut ncn`uben ontmhhoamngm. O `ej mvmn cngm `merj `ob `ehi-lckonahy sey t`et w`mn ehh wes seoj enj jcnm, t`m Trcgmss boa`t `evm fmmn bejm lust icr `ob. Z`m hmsscns wmrm sc vehuefhm ve huefhm on t`m t `m jmpt` enj e nj veromty veromt y ci t`m t `m cppcrtunotoms enj e nj mxpmromngms ciimrmj‚imw ciimrmj‚imw ci w`og` wcuhj `evm fmmn pcssofhm `ej `m ichhcwmj ich hcwmj e germmr on erg`otmgturm. Z`m psyg`og ieors wmrm en obbmjoetm suggmss. @cwmvmr, t`m gcnimrmngms wmrm e hct bcrm gcbphogetmj enj wmrm acona tc tekm hcnamr tc craenozm. _mt t`my tcc wcuhj pegk t`m `cusm. Enct`mr p`esm on by werj‟s hoim mxpmromngm wes efcut tc fmaon. _mt t`m hej wes fmgcbona prcarmssovmhy bcrm enj bcrm mx`eustmj. @m wess jcwn tc icur `curs ci shmmp e noa we noa`t‚oi `t‚oi `m wes hugk hugky. y. Z`mrm wes nc tobm cii‚nc rmhexmj wmmkmnjs, nc hcnamr eny irmm Z`ursjey eitmrnccns enj mvmnonas icr `ob, enywey. Z`mrm wes ehweys bcrm wcrk tc fm jcnm. Wcbmt`ona wes acona tc `evm tc g`enam, cr t`m rmlmgtmj Onjoen pehb rmejmr‟s prmjogtocn‚t`et by werj tmhhs bm `m‟j gcbphmtmhy icracttmn efcut‚boa`t wmhh `evm `eppmnmj eitmr ehh. * * *
E`! \enjene! Z`m psyg`og etbcsp`mrm wes es ghmer enj vofrent es O `ej rmbmbfmrmj ot. Enj ot wes sc joiimrmnt ircb Mert`. Ots twc suns‚cnm
Amnmrehosts‟ Amnmreho sts‟ Esgmnt
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heram enj `ehi-cfsgurmj fy t`m rojam ci t`m jostent bcunteons‚ahcwmj on t`m ezurm sky. Eitmr wekona bm up ircb t`m phmesurms ci e trenspcrt shmmp, Mhmmne jrcppmj bm cii on \enjene‟s Zrenspcrt Gmntmr enj turnmj roa`t fegk, `evona pogkmj up enct`mr trevmhmr. Ot wes amttona mvmn fusomr cn \enjene, enj t`os wcrhj wes mvmn bcrm ci e ‘fegkwetmr‒ t`en Mert`. O‟j `cpmj tc gcntonum t`m gcnvmrsetocn wot` Mhmmne, fut wot` by trenspcrt shmmp enj t`m nmmj icr by ZW tc turn ercunj sc quogkhy, O rmehozmj s`m bust fmona nmmjona t`os tobm tc essobohetm w`et wm‟j josgussmj merhomr‚w`og` bust `evm fmmn scbmw`et unsmtthona. O wes sur prosmj enj tcug` tcug`mj mj t`et s`m `ej cpmnmj up tc bm. Ci gcursm O wesn‟t tryona tc gcnvmrt `mr‚cr mvmn pmrsuejm `mr ci t`m roa`tnmss ci t`m rmfmh geusm. O sobphy wentmj `mr tc kncw t`et O wesn‟tt egto wesn‟ egtona na cn e w`ob, enj t`et t`m rmfmhh rmfmhhocn ocn `ej e jmmpmr purpcsm ymt tc mbmram. O nmmjmj `mr tc kncw k ncw t`et O fmhomvmj t`mrm wcuhj gcbm e tobm w`mn t`m gcnihogt t`et `ej mbfrcohmj t`m Hcgeh Wystmb icr t`m hest 647,444 ymers wcuhj rmeg` e rmschutocn. Ot wcuhjn‟t fm e gcbprcbosm ‚ehh on crjmr tc bekm en ewkwerj pmegm‚on pmegm ‚on w`og` fct` sojms wcuhj rmsmnti rmsmntiuh uhhy hy aovm up espm espmgts gts t`my‟ t`my‟jj fmmn ioa`tona icr. Ot wcuhjn‟t fm e rmgcngohoetocn on w`og` meg` sojm wcuhj t`rcw up ots erbs on jmspeor enj bekm en ettmbpt tc gcmxost. Nc, t`os wcuhj fm e trum rmschutocn. Mvmry pertogopent wcuhj fm rmquormj tc smerg` t`mor `merts icr e jmmpmr unjmrstenjona ci ehh t`my `ej jcnm, enj ehh t`et `ej fmmn jcnm tc t`mb. Ot wcuhj fm w`mn meg` onjovojueh wcuhj smerg` t`mbsmhvms wot` en cpmn enj smhi-icraovona bonj. Et t`os pcont, t`m jmmpmr trut` wcuhj mbmram, enj ehh fmonas wcuhj arcw on wosjcb, gcuream, enj gcbpessoc gcbpessocn. n. O‟j bcvmj cut ci t`m WZG fy t`os tobm enj `ej icunj by ievcrotm phegm ebcnast t`m trmms cn t`m prcbc prcbcntcry ntcry lust cutsojm t`m Zrenspcrt Gmntmr. Z`m hoa`ts ci t`m goty ci \enjen wmrm lust stertona tc twonkhm cn t`m ct`mr sojm ci t`m fey es t`m heramr ci t`m twc suns joseppmermj fmnmet` t`m bcunteons. Z`us fmaen t`m beaogeh tobm‚fmhcvmj ci \enjene‚w`mn t`m smgcnj sun, ncw sccn tc smt, stertmj tc gest e a`csthy, rmjjos`
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`ehi-hoa`t. Z`os eppmermj tc ihettmn t`m pmrspmgtovm on e wey by gchhefcretcr suaamsts boa`t rmsmbfhm t`m gcbpcsotocn ci e G`onmsm henjsgepm peontona. Z`os boa`t fm e scbmw`et iengoiuh nctocn, O ejbot, fut t`onkona fegk, t`mrm wes scbmt`ona ci t`et quehoty‚es t`cua` O boa`t fm efhm rmeg` cut enj tcug` t`m bcunteons cn t`m ier sojm ci t`m fey. Q`et wes bcrm joiioguht tc jmsgrofm wes t`os grmpusguher, ct`mrwcrhjhy rufy ahcw t`et suiiusmj t`m henjsgepm enj smmbmj tc smmp ontc t`m vmry pcrms ci \enjene‟s pmcphm. Ncw rmbmbfmr, O wes cfsmrvona t`os ircb t`m icurt` jobmnsocn enj ircb \enjene‟s boj-estreh rmehbs, sc t`mrm wes ehweys e gmrteon ebcunt ci vosueh jostcrtocn t`et wm hmernmj tc gcbpmnsetm icr unjmr bcrm ncrbeh gorgubstengms. Z`os fromi pmrocj‚fmicrm t`m fcjy ci t`m phenmt rcsm tc cfsgurm t`m rmj ahcw ci t`m smgcnj sun‚gcuhj nmvmr fm jmsgrofmj es ncrbeh. O fmhomvm ncw t`et t`m sun‟s reys `ej iehhmn proberohy ontc t`m hcwmr onirermj irmqumngoms ci t`m spmgtrub. Fut es O set cn t`et aressy knchh cvmrhcckona t`m fey‚t`m shmmk ihottmr-fcets sgujjona `cbm fmicrm t`m hcna noa`t imhh, enj wot` t`m gehhona ci t`m noa`t forjs on t`m trmms efcvm bm‚O boa`t es wmhh `evm fmmn t`mrm on t`m t`orj jobmnsocn, s`erona t`m p`ysogeh ahcroms ci t`m betmroeh rmehb wot` t`m wcbmn enj bmn ci \enjene. Z`m etbcsp`mrm, t`m eor otsmhi, `ej fmgcbm tenaofhm. Meg` bonutm wetmr bchmguhm `ena `enaona ona suspmnjmj on t`m mvmnona bost wes rmiregt rmiregtona ona t`m hoa`t, fmnjona enj shcwona ot iert`mr stohh. Z`m miimgt wes hokm hovona on t`m `mert ci e amhetoncus rufy. Z`os smnsetocn ci ehhcwona bysmhi tc sonk ontc t`m hcwmr rmaocns ci \enjene‟s estreh rmehb icr t`os betmroehhy pehpefhm mxpmromngm frcua`t `cbm t`m prcicunj enj tmrrofhm joiimrmngm fmtwmmn t`m twc wcrhjs. Z`m boj- tc hcwmr rmaocns ci t`m Mert`‟s estreh rmehbs `ej hcna fmmn ontchmrefhm tc t`csm ci us ci e bcrm smnsotovm neturm. Z`m gcnstent wers enj vochmngm cn Mer Mert`‚e t`‚enj nj t`m on`ub on`ubenot enotyy wot` w`og` `uben `ubenss trmetmj cnm enct`mr‚grmetmj hcwmr estreh gcbpmnsetcry rmehbs t`et wmrm jerk, wrmtg`mj phegms tc fm evco evcojmj jmj oi et eh ehhh pcssofhm.
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@mrm cn \enjene, wot` ots hcna enj pmegmiuh `ostcry‚enj ots pmcphm‟s pmc phm‟s mbp`e mbp`esos sos cn smm smmko kona na pm pmeg egmi miuh uh schut schutocns ocns tc mvmn t`m bcst fmhhoamrmnt ci t`rmets‚t`m etbcsp`mrm on t`m hcwmr estreh `ej e ghmer, sperkhona quehoty t`et bejm bm went tc fet`m on ot. Q`mn O tromj tc wcrk cut `cw hcna ot `ej fmmn songm O‟ O‟jj hest fmmn sottona cn \enjene, O wes s`cgkmj tc rmehozm ot bust `evm fmmn nmerhy soxtmmn t`cusenj Mert` ymers. Wurmhy bug` bust `evm g`enamj cvmr t`et tobm. Q`et O gcuhjn‟ gcuhjn‟tt `evm kncwn k ncwn wes we s lust `cw bug` `ej g`enamj.
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Tuhhmj On Nmw Gcnsgocusnmss Bcvmbmnt, ]IC Gcnimrmngm, Zrevmhs Zrevmhs cn \enjene, Hekm ci Ahess, Ontmrphenmtery Wmgrmt Eamnts, enj t`m Gmntmr Ichjs
Z`m unjmnoefhm suggmss ci t`m psyg`og ieors on t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr, w`ohm nct fmaonnona tc gcv gcvmr mr t`m obpcss obpcssofhy ofhy heram he ram bcn bcnt`hy t`hy nu nut, t, cpmn cpmnmj mj enct`mr nct ongcnsojmrefhm scurgm ci rmvmnum. Bcrm obpcrtenthy ircb Bmon @cst‟s pcont ci vomw, ot tegothy ehhcwmj `ob e irmm `enj tc put ontc egtocn w`etmvmr ojmes enj suflmgts icr gcnimrmngms enj smboners `m g`csm. Q`et e provohmamj cppcrtunoty! @cw rerm tc `evm t`m g`engm tc grmetm en ermne t`et wcuhj ehhcw `ob tc pogk t`m freons ci t`m bcst frohhoent bmn enj wcbmn wcrkona cn t`m hmejona mjam ci t`m suflmgts t`et ontmrmstmj `ob. Fut `cw tc ac efcut ot3 Q`et wcuhj onjugm t`msm fusy, `oa`hy-peoj (on bcst gesms) mxpmrts, et t`m tcp ci t`mor iomhjs, tc pertogo petm on e sbeh sbehhh (fy t`mor t `mor stenjerjs) ste njerjs) gcnimrmngm‚enj tc jc ot prc fcnc fcnc33 Tuttona cn gcnimrmngms wcuhj nmvmr `evm pessmj bustmr wot` t`m purosts on t`m gcbbunoty‚mspmgoe gcbbunoty‚mspmgoehhy hhy t`m Icur‚oi bcnmy wes smmn tc fm ihcwona cut ci t`m gciimrs. Ot wes t`m wrcna wey. Es wm kncw, Bmon @cst `es e gunnona sojm tc `ob w`og` `ej smrvmj `ob wmhh (es `m smms ot) w`mn `m wes et sg`cch. Ot‟s nct t`et O‟j cfsmrvm `ob smttona cut tc fm gunnona, fut t`m schutocns `m errovmj 64:
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et‚tc prcfhmbs sug` es t`os‚erm citmn t`m prcjugt ci en onamnocus obeaonetocn. Oi O jmsgrofm t`m bcjus cpmrenjo t`et `m errovmj et tc prcjugmm e smr prcjug smroms oms ci cnm- cr tw twcc-jey jey gcni gcnimrmngm mrmngmss cn sufl suflmgt mgtss es veromj es ehtmrnetovm bmjogonm, Zofmten Fujj`osb, t`m mxtretmrrmstroeh mnoabe, enj ncnonvesovm gengmr trmetbmnts, wm wohh ionj t`os gunnona on iuhh josphey. O‟hh perep`resm w`et O `merj `ob tmhhona Luhomttm w`mn s`m eskmj tc kncw `cw `m wes efhm tc jc ot. Ot wesn‟t gcbphmx, `m seoj. G`ccsm e suflmgt ycu‟rm ontmrmstmj on enj went tc mxphcrm bcrm. Et t`m guttona mjam t`mrm wohh onveroefhy fm cnm cr twc frohhoent pmcphm wot` joiimrmnt epprceg`ms cr ojmes efcut t`m suflmgt et `enj, enj w`c wcuhj hokm nct`ona bcrm t`en tc jmgheob t`mor t`mcroms on t`m prmsmngm ci t`mor rovehs. Enj ircb en eujomngm‟s pcont ci vomw, t`mrm‟s nct`ona rog`mr t`en `evona t`m g`engm tc hostmn enj qumstocn jumhona mxpmrts. E hotthm rmsmerg` wcuhj quogkhy rmvmeh et hmest cnm ci t`msm mxpmrts. On bcst gesms t`my hovmj enj wcrkmj cn t`m Mest Gcest. By werj seoj w`et surprosmj `ob wes `cw woh wohhona hona eh ehbcst bcst eh ehhh ci t`mb wmrm tc teh tehkk tc `ob cvmr t`m p`cnm enj t`mn tc gcbm on tc bmmt wot` `ob tc josguss t`m prcpcsmj gcnimrmngm. Z`m nmxt stmp, `m mxpheonmj, mx pheonmj, wes tc sufthy mngcur mngcur-eam t`m ben‚enj ot wes bcst citmn bmn‚tc immh t`et ot wes `os gcnimrmngm, `os g`engm tc mxpcunj cn `os t`mcroms. @m wcuhj fm ihettmrmj fy t`os, enj wcuhj sccn rmvmeh t`m nebms ci `os beon roveh cr rovehs; enj oi `m wes wosm enj nct bmrmhy rojona `os cwn `cffy`crsm, `m wcuhj hokmhy wmhgcbm t`m pertogopetocn ci en ontmhhoamnt ejvmrser ejvmrseryy on `os iomhj. Nmxt gebm t`m gehh tc t`m ejvmrsery, w`c wcuhj fm ehbcst gmrteon tc lubp et t`m cppcrtunoty tc gcnircnt enj qumstocn t`m armet ben, es wmhh es tc mxpheon mx pheon `os cwn t`mcroms. Z`m rmescn amnmrehhy aovmn icr w`et wcuhj smmb t`mor t `mor unusueh rmejonmss tc pertogopetm per togopetm on t`m mvmn mvmnts ts wmrm t`m gcnjotocns gcnjoto cns unjmr w`og` t`my wcrkmj prcimssocnehhy. prcimssocnehhy. Zobm enj e nj eaeon eae on cnm cr enct`mr wcuhj gcbpheon efcut t`m roaoj enj rmstrogtovm gcnstreonts ci t`mor prcimssocn cr unovmrsoty, enj `cw t`mor t`mcroms `ej fmmn gevehomrhy rmlmgtmj fy t`m chj auerj. Z`m gcnimrmngm wcuhj fm e g`engm icr t`mb tc spmek irmmhy. On scbm gesms t`os boa`t hmej tc puttona tcamt`mr e penmh ci
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smgcnj-tomr mxpmrts enj rmsmerg`mrs, pmcphm w`c wmrm bcrm t`en `eppy tc vchuntmmr t`mor tobm tc hostmn tc enj qumstocn t`mor `mrcms. Ot wes on t`msm penmh josgussocns t`et by werj wes efhm tc put ontc pregtogm pregt ogm bug` ci w`et `m‟j pmrim pmrimgtmj gtmj on `chjon `chjonaa t`m Iorst Trcarms Trcarmss. s. Ot `ej fmmn t`m ontrcjugtcry mvmnona icr ehh t`csm gurocus efcut t`m Trcgmss, enj ot `ej fmmn e armet suggmss. On g`ccsona tc iegohotetm t`m penmh josgu josgussocns‚w`og` ssocns‚w`og` eh ehsc sc onghujmj t`m egtovm pert pertogopetocn ogopetocn ci t`m eujomngm‚`m wes efhm tc jrew t`m fmst cut ci fct` t`m mxpmrts enj t`m eujomngm sc t`et mvmrycnm hmit t`m gcnimrmngm immhona t`my‟j fmmn `merj enj unjmrstccj. By werj wes on g`eram ci craenozona t`msm mvmnts, jmsoanona t`m pcstmrs enj hmeihmts‚enj irmqumnthy `evona tc grmetm t`mb, tcc, w`og` wes e tobm-gcnsubona eiieor fmicrm t`m ejvmnt ci Ejcfm Ohhustretcr. @m ehsc `ej tc treon t`m lunocr Trcgmssmens onvchvmj wot` t`m gcnimrmngm hcaostogs, w`ohm sobuhtenmc sobuhtenmcushy ushy errena errenaona ona e wmmkhy mvmnona hmgturm smroms cn suf lmgts ircb perepsyg` perepsyg`chcay chcay tc bmtep bmtep`yso `ysogs. gs. Z`os wes fmgcbona prcarmssovmhy bcrm mx`eustona icr `ob. @m wes aovmn smgrmteroms enj essostents, fut t`et sobphy onvotmj mvmn bcrm wcrk‚icr ot tcck bcrm tobm tc mxpheon tc t`mb `cw enj w`et `m nmmjmj t`en tc lust jc ot `obsmhi. Aovmn t`et t`m mbonmnt spmekmrs wmrm gcntrofutona t`mor tobm irmmhy‚enj t`et t`m Trcgmss wes gchhmgtona t`m bcnmy et t`m jccr‚ t`m spmekmrs rmquormj scbm mxtrmbmhy jmit `enjhona. E nubfmr ci t`mb nmmjmj tc fm put et mesm enj rmessurmj t`et t`my wmrm gcntrofutona tc e accj geusm. Ct`mrs wmrm sc icgusmj cn t`mor rmsmerg`, cr t`mor unusueh efohotoms, t`et nc rmessurengm wes rmquormj fmicrm t`my earmmj tc aovm t`mor hmgturm et t`m Trcgmss G`urg`. Z`os hmj tc beny iesgonetona josgussocns es by werj w`mmhmj cut `os g`erb enj `os netureh gurocsoty tc iegohotetm t`m ievcr es ihuojhy enj es amnthy es pcssofhm. On e imw gesms, t`msm onotoeh gcnvmrsetocns hmj tc hestona iromnjs`ops, es wes t`m gesm wot` Otz`ek (Fmn) Fmntcv enj Merh @ufferj‚enj wot` t`m bmns‟ wovms w`c, on fct` t`msm gesms, cuthovmj t`mor `usfenjs enj beonteonmj t`mor iromnjs`ops wot` Bmon @cst. On pertoguher, pertogu her, Legquo @mrotmeu, Merh M erh @uff @ufferj erj‟‟s wojcw wojcw,, wes bcst mngcureaona w`mn s`m rmej t`m benusgropt ci by werj‟s iorst fcck.
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Z`m vmry frmejt` ci t`m suflmgts gcvmrmj on t`m hmgturm honmup aevm Bmon @cst t`m g`engm tc efscrf t`m gcngmpts enj t`mcroms t`et wmrm lust ster stertona tona tc fhcsscb ontc o ntc t`m t `m Nmw Gcnsgocusn Gcnsgocusnmss mss bcv bcvmbmn mbmnt. t. Z`msm wmrm t`m t `m pmcphm mxphcrona mx phcrona sug` ermes es< t`m ontmhhoamngm ci phents (Teuh Weuvon); pyreboj pcwmr (Bex Zct`); nmer-jmet` stujoms (Kmnnmt` Vona); Korhoen p`ctcarep`y (Z`mhbe Bcss); ehomn efjugtocns (Fuj @cpkons); @cpkons ); t`m bmg`enogs ci gcnsgocusnmss (Otz`ek Fmntcv Fmntcv); ); psyg`ckonmsos (Bett`mw Bennona, ]ro Amhhmr); spegm mxphcretocn (Merh @ufferj); enj t`m host acms cn tc onghujm beny ci t`csm pus`ona t`m eggmptmj hobots ci sgomntoiog t`onkona. Bmon @cst ehsc `ej t`m g`engm tc iurt`mr `os ontmrmst on MZs enj hoim cn ct`mr phenmts. Z`os ontmrmst `ej fmmn s`erpmnmj gcnsojmrefhy fy e strenam mngcuntmr `m‟j `ej scbm smvmn ymers merhomr wot` e ycuna ben w`c by werj `ej fmmn ontuotovmhy gcnvongmj wes en mxtre mxtretmrrmstr tmrrmstroeh oeh.. Z`m iorst gcnimrmngm Bmon @cst g`csm tc craenozm wes cnm mntothmj ‘Z`m ]IC Gcnimrmngm.‒ Ot wes on gcbona tc kncw t`m ]IC efjugtmm Fmtty @ohh‚enj fy onvotona `mr tc eppmer es t`m imeturmj spmekmr et t`m gcnimrmngm‚t`et mnsurmj t`m ettmnjengm ci ct`mr smrocus MZ onvmstoaetcrs. By werj sew nc pcont on onghujona t`m bcrm gcnvmntocneh neyseymrs enj skmptogs. Z`os wes fmgeusm t`mor eraubmnts wmrm wmhh-kncwn enj prmjogtefhm, enj wmrm onveroefhy `mhj wot` en orretocneh jmarmm ci gmrteonty. @m wentmj pmcphm w`c wmrm cpmn tc t`m gcngmpt ci mxtretmrrmstroeh hoim, enj w`c wmrm prmpermj tc bekm t`mor eggmptengm ci t`os pcssofohoty t`m stertona pcont ci t`mor mxphcretocns. Fy imeturona Fmtty @ohh‚e wcben w`c wot` w ot` `mr `usfenj, Fernmy, `ej era erauefhy uefhy fmmn t`m t `m bcst t`crcua`hy onvmstoaetmj ‘ehomn efjugtocn‒ tc jetm‚`m wes ghmerhy soanehona tc fct` mxpmrts enj eujomngm ehokm t`et t`mrm wcuhj fm nc tobm westmj cn tehk ci Ymnus cr bers` aes cr hmntoguher ghcujs. Fmtty enj Fernmy @ohh‟s hetm-noa`t mngcuntmr wot` ct`mr ontmhhoamngms on 5?95‚w`og` rmsuhtmj on t`m gcuphm‟s `evona spmnt t`rmm `curs efcerj en ehomn greit‚wes t`m iorst wojmhy pufhogozmj gesm ci ehomn efjugtocn. Enj t`et ot cggurrmj tc e buhtoregoeh gcuphm‚Fernmy
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wes Ei Eiroge rogen n Ebmr Ebmrogen‚w`c ogen‚w`c wmrm sobphm enj `cnmst pmcphm wot` nc prmvocus ontmrmst on ]ICs cnhy bejm t`mor mngcuntmr t`et bug` bcrm eut`mntog. Z`m iegts ci t`os gesm‚icr t`csm w`c `evmn‟t rmej Lc`n Iuhhmr‟s 5?99 eggcunt ci t`m @ohhs‟ mxpmromngm, Z`m Ontmrruptmj Lcurnmy, cr smmn t`m hetmr ZY iohb, Z`m ]IC Ongojmnt‚ erm rmejohy eggmssofhm t`msm jeys cn Qokopmjoe. @cwmvmr, bcst pmcphm wohh `evm `merj efcut Fmtty @ohh‟s ‘ster bep,‒ e joeareb ci t`m sters t`et cnm ci t`m MZs `ej s`cwn `mr w`mn s`m‟j eskmj w`mrm t`my wmrm ircb. On 5?90, e bet` tmeg`mr enj ebetmur estrcncbmr fy t`m nebm ci Berlcrom Ios` enncungmj s`m `ej jmgop`mrmj Fmtty @ohh‟s jrewona ci w`et Fmtty `ej rmgehhmj ci t`m bep unjmr `ypncsos. Berlcrom `ej gcnghujmj t`et t`m ehomns gebm ircb e phenmt on t`m jcufhm-ster systmb s ystmb ci \mte Vmtoguh Vmtoguho.o. Ot‟s en ontmrmstona onsoa`t ontc w`et by werj gehhs ‘t`m fhonjnmss ci ungcnsgocus tmrre-g`euvonosb,‒ tc nctm t`et Bs. Ios` gheobs tc `evm tromj t`cusenjs ci betg`ms fmicrm ot cggurrmj tc `mr tc hcck et t`m bep ircb t`m ehomns‟ vomwpcont. Ot wes cnhy t`mn‚w`mn s`m essubmj t`m probery probe ry ster s`cwn cn t`m bep wcuhj fm t`m eh ehomns‟ omns‟ `cbm ster‚t`et s`m icunj e betg`. Hmt bm tekm e bcbmnt tc usm Fmtty‟s ster bep tc s`cw w`y O fmhomvm by werj wes gcrrmgt tc hmevm t`m skmptogs cut ci t`m box. Ci gcursm t`m eut`mntogoty ci e ster bep‚croaonehhy smmn fy Fmtty on e jrmeb scbm jeys eitmr t`m efjugtocn enj gcniorbmj hetmr unjmr `ypncsos‚os acona tc onvotm mvmry scrt ci grotogeh jmfunkona. Gerh Weaen, e ben w`c wcuhj `evm aovmn `os mymtmmt` tc `evm fmmn t`m iorst tc mngcuntmr en mxtretmrrmstroeh‚ymt nmvmr rmehhy aevm eny grmjmngm tc ehomn hoim‚wes nct t`m cnhy ‘mxpmrt‒ tc josboss t`m bep es lust ‘e renjcb ehoanbmnt ci g`engm pconts‒ on en ertoghm on t`m Jmgmbfmr 5?1: ossum ci t`m lcurneh Estrcncby. _mt w`et t`m skmptog smhjcb gcnsojmrs os t`m cvmrehh gcntmxt. Z`os wes e ste sterr bep jrew jrewn n fy e wcben w`c cfsmr cfsmrvmj vmj ot w`mn s`m bust `evm fmmn on en mxtrecrjonerohy fozerrm enj unmxpmgtmj sotuetocn, enj nc jcuft rmgehhmj unjmr mquehhy strmssiuh gorgubstengms. Z`m ster bep wesn‟t e joe joeare areb b gcckmj up cut ci nct`o nct`ona; na; en mvmnt oschetm oschetmjj ircb
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t`m ct`mr kmy pconts on t`m gcuphm‟s mngcuntmr. On e smnsm, t`m egguregy ci Bs. Ios`‟s ontmrprmtetocn ci t`m bep fmgcbms hmss soanoiogent w`mn phegmj wot`o wot`on n t`m gcntmxt ci Fmtt Fmttyy enj Fer Fernmy‟s nmy‟s gcbphmtm mxpmromngm. Q`et wes tru truhy hy soanoiogent soan oiogent wes t`et s`m `ej fmmn s`cwn t`m bep et ehh! e hh! Eht`cua` t`m ster bep wes e gmntreh imeturm ci Fmtty @ohh‟s prmsmntetocn et t`m ]IC Gcnimrmngm, nc cnm `ej ymt beneamj tc jmgop`mr ot. Fut w`mn Fmtty jmsgrofmj `mr mntorm smroms ci mxpmromngms‚t`m jrmebs enj t`m `ypnctog smssocns‚ot fmgebm obpcssofhm tc fmhomvm t`os bcjmst hotthm wcben wcuhj `evm gcngcgtmj t`os w`chm mvmnt. Enj es ot `eppmns, w`ohm beny ettmbpts `evm fmmn bejm tc josgrmj josgrmjot ot t`m @oh @ohhs hs on t`m hest ioity ymers enj josboss t`m mngcuntmr es e `cex cr e jmhusocn, t`my‟vm ieohmj tc bmmt t`m g`ehhmnam ci Cggeb‟s rezcr. On amttona tc kncw Fmtty @ohh‚Fernmy `ej unicrtunetmhy jomj on 5?9?‚enj on t`m gcnvmrsetocns t`my `ej tcamt`mr, by werj rmgmovmj t`m iorst rmeh gcniorbetocn ci t`m mxostmngm enj prmsmngm ci ehomn hoim ircb scbmcnm `m ghmerhy trustmj. Es O cvmr`merj `ob tmhhona Luhomttm w`mn t`m gcnimrmngm wes mnjona< ‘Ot‟s cnm t`ona rmejona efcut MZs fy pmcphm w`c erm tryona tc ioaurm ot cut; ot‟s quotm enct`mr sottona jcwn wot` scbmcnm w`csm egtue egtuehhy hhy fmmn on e greit! _cu gcuhj immh t`m rmeh rmehoty oty ci ot.‒ ‘Fut joj Fernmy `evm t`m sebm mxpmromngm3 Joj `m smm t`m ster bep, tcc3‒ Luhomttm eskmj. Es wot` ehbcst mvmrycnm mhsm on t`m gcbbunoty, s`m `ejn‟t ettmnjmj t`m gcnimrmngm. Z`m Trcgmssmens wmrm kmpt fusy gcnstenthy enj wcuhj `evm `ej ct`mr, ‘ier bcrm obpcrtent,‒ tesks tc eggcbphos` es t`m gcnimrmngm wes `eppmnona. Z`mrm wes ehsc, onveroefhy, e smnsm on t`m eor t`et t`my wmrm scbm`cw efcvm t`et scrt ci ncnsmnsm. Bct`mr Luhomttm wes bcrm cpmn t`en bcst OTs enj prcfefhy wcuhj `evm hokmj tc `evm acnm tc t`m gcnimrmngm, fut mvmn s`m imht t`m nmmj tc try tc pogk `chms on Fmtty @ohh‟s stcry. Wc by werj rmtcrtmj, ‘Q`et e joiimrmngm ot bekms egtuehhy fmona on t`m prmsmngm ci scbmcnm w`c‟s `ej t`et mxpmromngm! Wmrocushy, Luhomttm, O imht O wes t`mrm wot` `mr w`mn s`m tchj `mr stcry. Ot wes oi O gcuhj smm t`rcua` `mr myms. Ot wes gcbphmtmhy rmeh! O gcuhj smm ot.‒ Luhomttm jojn‟ jojn‟tt eppmer gcnvongmj.
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‘Ci gcursm ot‟s joiioguht tc arck, Luhomttm. Ot‟s lust sc jebn cuthenjos` t`et pmcphm sobphy gen‟t tekm ot on. Enj nc, tc by kncwhmjam Fernmy jojn‟t smm t`m ster bep. On iegt `m wes ier hmss gcnsgocus enj tunmj ontc t`m mngcuntmr t`en Fmtty. @m struaahmj wot` ot bug` bcrm t`en s`m joj. O jcn‟t t`onk `m mvmr `ej t`m jrmebs t`et Fmtty joj‚w`og` os w`et ehmrtmj e hmrtmj `mr tc w`et `ej cggurrmj cgg urrmj tmn jeys merhomr. Z`my Z `my wmrm rmehhy rme hhy mhefcretm enj ontmnsm jrmebs t`et scunjmj tc bm hokm rmpheys ci t`m efjugtocn. Enj t`my cnhy `eppmnmj icr t`csm iovm jeys; s`m seoj t`my‟j nmvmr rmcggurrmj. Z`my put e nmmjhm t`rcua` `mr nevmh on cnm ci t`m jrmebs. Z`os wes mxtrmbmhy peoniuh, fut t`m ehomn eppermnthy lust wevmj `os `enj on ircnt ci `mr iegm enj t`m peon wmnt ewey obbmjoetmhy.‒ ‘Wc joj Fernmy rmlmgt `mr vmrsocn3‒ Luhomttm qumromj. ‘Nct quotm, eht`cua` Fmtty seoj `m wevmrmj e hct. @m nmvmr gcb phmtmhy josfmhomvmj josfmh omvmj ot, hmt‟ hmt‟ss put ot t`et wey wey.. Ot wes bcrm hokm ho km `m wesn‟ wesn‟tt tmr tmr-rofhy ontmrmstmj. Wurprosona t`et! Fut e fhegk ben seyona `m‟j fmmn cn e ihyona seugmr wesn‟t acona tc bekm `os scgoeh hoim eny mesomr. Eppermnthy, `m seoj et cnm pcont `m t`cua`t `m‟j jmvmhcpmj e bmnteh fhcgk efcut t`m w`chm fusonmss. _mt _mt `m wes efhm tc rmgehh, rmge hh, wot`cut `ypncsos, `ypncsos, w`mn `m wes we s wetg`ona t`m greit gre it fmicrm t`m efjugtocn‚enj t`os t` os wes we s t`rcua` t` rcua` foncguhers‚enj `m seoj `m gcuhj smm t`msm sbehh, ‘nct quotm `uben‒ ioaurms w`c wmrm wetg`ona wetg`o na `ob t`rcua` t`m wonjcws ci t`m greit!‒ ‘Accj Acj!‒ Luhomttm mxgheobmj‚enj O gcuhj smm ircb `mr mbctocneh fcjy t`et t`m rmehoty ci ehomn hoim `ej sujjmnhy jewnmj cn `mr. ‘Z`et‟j fhcw enycnm‟s bonj!‒ Q`et Bmon @cst gcuhjn‟ gcuhjn‟tt `evm kncwn et t`m tobm wes t`et Fmtt Fmttyy enj Fernmy @ohh‟s mngcuntmr wot` mxtretmrrmstroehs wcuhj pehm fmsojm en mxpmromngm `m wcuhj `evm on e imw bcnt`s‚cnm t`et wcuhj g`enam `os hoim icrmvmr. * * *
Hcna eitmr fct` suns `ej smt O set t`mrm cn t`m scit vochmt aress cvmrhcckona t`m swmmp ci t`m fey. Z`m hoa`ts ci t`m goty ci \enjen wmrm sperkhona on t`m hugojhy ghmer eor, enj rmihmgtona sc ghmerhy on t`m sohksbcct` sme t`et ot smmbmj enct`mr goty hey onvmrtmj enj sperkhona
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fmnmet` t`m wetmrs ci t`m fey. Es O stermj et t`os g`erbona spmgteghm‚ ebusona bysmhi wenjmrona t`rcua` t`csm unjmrwetmr gevmrns bmesurmhmss tc ben‚O imht t`m unrmbottona bmnteh gcniusocn O hovmj wot` cn by `cbm phenmt hoitona ircb by bonj. Wcbmt`ona bug` hokm t`os `ej `eppmnmj fmicrm cn cnm ci by merhomr vosots fut, prcicunj t`cua` ot wes et t`m tobm, t`m mxpmromngm wes bohj gcbpermj tc w`et O wes immhona sottona t`mrm cn t`m prcbcntcry. \enjene `ej ehweys fmmn e pmegmiuh phegm icr bm. Mvmn w`mn t`m wcrhj wes acona t`rcua` e turfuhmnt pmrocj, fmona t`mrm hoitmj h oitmj by sporots. Wcbmtobms e hotthm tcc bug`, O ejbot. O‟j cvmrstmppmj by pcsotocn cngm, w`mn O fmgebm en egtovm pertogo pent on josg josgussocns ussocns wot` \enj \enjene‟s ene‟s Thenmter Thenmteryy Trongms efcut en obbonmnt onvesocn ircb enct`mr oshenj pcwmr. O `evm tc gcnimss O wes mxgotmj tc smm by suaamstocn tc bcfohozm t`m wcbmn ci t`m scut`mrn gcntonmnt tekmn up wot` sug` mnt`usoesb‚mvmn t`cua` O knmw O‟j trensarmssmj t`m hew wm wetg`mrs hovm fy. Z`os os w`et O bmen< O wes mxgotmj nct sc bug` fy frmekona t`m ruhms, fut fy smmona t`et O‟j egtuehhy `ej en miimgt cn `eppmnonas wot`on e t`orj-jmnsoty rmehoty. Et t`m tobm, by mxgotmbmnt `ej fmmn scbmw`et butmj fy by nmrvcusnmss et w`et O‟j jcnm. Ncw, sc beny bohhmnnoe hetmr, O icunj bysmhi vomwona t`os w`chm mvmnt t`rcua` w`et O `cpmj wmrm bcrm beturm myms enj wot` e nmw gher gheroty oty ci bonj. Ot cggurrmj tc bm t`mn t`et by mxgotmbmnt wes prcfefhy soboher tc w`et bcrtehs bust immh w`mn t`my‟vm eggcbphos`mj e tesk, `cwmvmr bcjmst, t`et grmetms en egtueh g`enam on t`mor wcrhj. O wes pcnjmrona t`os wot` by nmw bmnteh gheroty‚enj `cpona by bcbmntery hegk ci epprcproetm fm`evocr boa`t fm unjmrstccj wot`on t`m gcntmxt ci by fmst ontmntocns‚w`mn O imht e shoa`t bcvmbmnt on t`m mt`mr fm`onj bm. Fmona es iebohoer es O eb wot` t`m psyg`og jmnsoty ci t`m hcwmr estreh rmaocns t`et mngcbpess Mert`, O `ej bostekmnhy ehhcwmj bysmhi tc jroit jcwn‚es O t`onk ci ot‚tcc ier ontc t`m hcwmr estreh ci \enjene. Fy t`et O bmen t`m estreh rmehbs ci t`os phenmt wmrm sc sperkhonahy ghmen t`et O wesn‟t ewerm `cw ier O `ej jmsgmnjmj untoh O imht t`m trmbfhona on t`m mt`mr fm`onj bm.
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‘Vmst essurmj, jmer sostmr, hotthm wohh gcbm ci ot. O `evm `merj nc tehk ci ycur pert on eojona us rmsost t`m ferferoen onvesocn, cr mvmn pessona pes sona fmycnj t`m imw w`c kncw. Z`m Z `m pmcphm p mcphm `mrm `evm hcna fmhom fmhomvmj vmj t`m ojme sprena ircb Trongm Lenje-g`o, enj t`et os w`mrm t`m sotuetocn rmsts.‒ O t`onk ot wes t`mn t`et O act e sujjmn ahobpsm ci t`m pest. Z`m obeams ihogkmrmj on by bonj‟s mym on en cjj wey, fut O wes surm t`et icr cnm bcbmnt O sew Hugoimr stenjona wot` Lenje-g`o on t`m Trongm‟s mhmaent rmgmptocn rccb . . . enj O wes t`mrm wot` t`mb! O wes t`mrm enj Hugoimr wes ejjrmssona bm . . . Z`m bmbcry wes sterthona. Cr wes ot e bmbcry3 Joj O obeaonm ot3 Z`m obeam jengmj enj auttmrmj on by bonj on sug` e strenam bennmr, es t`cua` t`m vosocn wes struaahona tc stcp rmvmehona otsmhi. Enj t`mn nct`ona. Q`etmvmr wes `eppmnona tc bm3 Qes Q es scbmt`ona jmmphy furomj on bm tr tryona yona tc hmek t`rcua t`rcua`` tc by gcnsgocus bonj3 Enj yms, wm enamhs pcssmss w`et gcntmbpcrery `ubens wcuhj geh gehhh en ungcnsgocus cr sufgcnsgoc sufgcnsgocus us bonj, eht`cua` ot iungtocns i ungtocns on e shoa`thy joiimrmnt wey ircb ycurs. E wetg`mr‚eaeon e pcont O `evm prcfefhy prcfefhy hefcrmj‚sobphy hefcrmj‚sobphy cfsmrvms. Qmm wetg` enj wm rmbmbfm Q rmbmbfmr. r. _cu boa`t t`on t`onkk t`et cur bmbc bmbcry ry ci t`m pest os p`ctcarep`og, ymt t`m wey wm stcrm cur bmbcroms os mssmntoe mssmntoehhy hhy ncnhonmer. Enj‚es O `evm prmvocushy mxpheonmj enj icr w`og` O‟vm epchcaozmj‚by rmgehh os esscgoetocneh enj nct nmgmsserohy smqumntoeh. _mt t`os jcms nct bmen by bmbcry os t`mrmicrm unrmhoefhm. Fmgeusm t`m honks fmtwmmn t`m bmbcroms erm e bettmr ci esscgoetocn ret`mr t`en honmer smqumngm, t`my gen irmqumnthy fm unprmjogtefhm. Q`ohohmm t`m bcrt Q` bcrtee h bo bonj nj usm usmss shmmp enj jrm jrmeb ebona ona tc prcgm prcgmss ss enj rmhmesm w`et t`et bonj `es mxpmromngmj jurona wekmiuhnmss, ot tmnjs tc rmteon w`etmvmr os ci vehum icr t`et fmona‟s bcrteh hoim pet` enj rmhmesms w`et ot jmmbs orrmhmvent. On t`m gesm ci en cfsmrvona enamh hokm bm, w`c boa`t mxpmgt tc rmbeon cn juty icr beny bohhocns ci ymers, ot wcuhj fm obpcssofhm tc rmteon gcnsgocus kncwhmjam ci mvmryt`ona O cfsmrvm. _mt et t`m sebm tobm, w`mnmvmr wm‟rm rmgehhmj tc Lmrusmb, wm
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mngcureaona bm tc smnsm scbmt`ona on t`m psyg`og etbcsp`mrm ci t`m wcrhj. Wcbmt`ona nmw nmw.. Wcbmt`ona O `ejn‟t rmbmbfmrmj ircb t`m hest tobm O wes `mrm. Iormihoms ghustmrmj ehcna t`m pet` es ot wcunj fegk ontc t`m icrmst. Z`mrm wes e strenam fmeuty on t`os; on t`m bennmr t`csm tony ihes`ms hmj cur wey t`rcua` t`m trmms on t`m estreh `ehi-hoa`t. @mrm, icr t`csm uniebohoer wot` t`m estreh rmehbs, O s`cuhj tcug` cn `cw t`my eppmer ircb e wetg`mr‟s pcont ci vomw. Es O `evm prmvocushy nctmj, t`m estreh rmehbs gen fm t`cua`t ci es e icrb ci nc-ben‟s-henj fmtwmmn t`m t`orj enj icurt` jobmnsocns. Es sug`, t`m estreh rmehbs ci e t`orj-jmnsoty phenmt gcnteon kmy mhmbmnts ci fct` jobmnsocns. Z`mrm os t`m fesog henjsgepm ci t`m iorst t`rmm jobmnsocns‚eht`cua` wm mxpmromngm ot ircb wot`on w ot`on e ionmr irmqumngy jcbeon jcbeo n enj, enj , t`mrmicrm, ot osn‟t w`et ycu boa`t t`onk ci es schoj. Enj mngcbpessona enj ontmrpmnmtretona t`os fesog t`orj-jobmnsocneh henjsgepm os t`m icurt` jobmnsocn, w`og`, ycu‟hh rmbmb rmbmbfmr, fmr, os ier bcrm suflmgt tc t`m bmnteh enj e nj mbctocneh mbctocneh nmmjs ci jrmebmrs enj t`csm trevmrsona t`m estreh rmaocns. On t`m gesm ci wetg`mrs‚w`mn cn enct`mr wcrhj on w`og` wm erm prmsubmj tc `evm cnhy e nmutreh ontmrmst o ntmrmst‚t`m ‚t`m henjsgepm he njsgepm `es `e s nc obpuhsm tc s`oit otsmhi tc eggcbbcjetm cur mbctocneh cr bmnteh nmmjs. Q`mn enamhs ci eny crjmr vmnturm ontc e phenmt‟s estreh rmehbs‚smhjcb e phmesent mxpmromngm icr us‚wm pmrgmovm t`m icrbs ci t`m netureh wcrhj‚t`m bcrp`chcay ci t`m focsp`mrm‚bug` es ot `es fmmn bchjmj enj `mhj on t`m `merts enj bonjs ci amnmretocns ci t`m phenmt‟s bcrteh pcpuhetocn. Es O‟j nctogmj merhomr, \enjene‟s hcwmr estreh rmehbs wmrm sc ghmer t`et t`m pet` enj t`m trmms enj t`m sme fmycnj wmrm quotm jostongt‚ enj ymt t`m netureh icrbs pcssmssmj t`m onnmr ahcw ci t`m hoim-icrgm. Ot eppmermj t`os `mhj trum icr ]neve, es wmhh, es wm bcvmj sojm fy sojm, ihcetona smrmnmhy cvmr t`os wonjona strmeb ci ihogkmrona iormihoms. Armet trmms scermj efcvm us enj icrmoan sters ahottmrmj on t`m jerk roffcn ci sky t`et ieot`iuhhy ichhcwmj t`m wonjona pet` t`rcua` t`m icrmst. O fmhomvm O spckm iorst. ‘O gen spmek wot` bcrm gcniojmngm ncw, ]neve, w`mn O enswmr ycur merhomr qumstocn. Onjmmj, O jc immh e vmry gcnsojmrefhm joiimrmngm on t`m quehoty ci t`m cvmrehh etbcsp`mrm ci t`m
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wcrhj. Wcbmt`ona jmionotmhy `es g`enamj g`e namj cn e prcicunj hmvmh ircb w`mn O wes hest `mrm. Ot‟s trum.‒ Z`mrm wes nc tobm icr ]neve tc rmphy fmicrm wm turnmj cnm hest fmnj enj icunj cursmhvms mbmraona ircb t`m trmm honm ontc e vest cpmn ghmerona on t`m icrmst. On t`m `ehi-hoa`t O gcuhj smm ot wes gorguher, wot` t`m gorgubimrmngm hobnmj cut fy t`m wonkona bess ci iormihoms aet`mrmj et t`m fesm ci t`m trmms. O t`cua`t t`m joebmtmr ci t`os ghmerona wes efcut cnm enj e `eh `ehii bohms bohms,, ymt w`et wes bcst ungenny efcut t`m soa`t wes nct cnm sonahm ihes` ci e iormihy pomrgmj t`m jerknmss enyw`mrm wot`on t`os mncrbc mncrbcus us gorguhe gorguherr ghmerona ghmerona.. O stcppmj on estcnos`bmnt. Z`m henj shcpmj amnthy jcwn tc mngorghm e vest ihet gorguher pheon ci en mvmn jmmpmr enj bcrm obpmnmtrefhm jerknmss. Z`os grmetmj t`m ohhusocn ci ehbcst toppona bm ontc e hobothmsshy jmmp fhegk `chm. Mvmn t`cua` O wes i hceton hcetona, a, O icunj bysmhi bysmhi steaamrona tc rmteon by fehengm‚ t`m ohhusocn wes sc strcna. Fm`onj bm O `merj e ropphm ci jmhoa`tmj heua`tmr. Wc t`os wes w`mrm ]neve wes hmejona bm! ‘Cur segrmj Hekm ci Ahess os w`et wm gehh ot,‒ ]neve tchj bm wot` quomt projm on `os vcogm w`mn `m‟j ionos`mj `evona `os lckm et by mxpmnsm. Ci gcursm, O‟j `merj efcut t`msm sc-gehhmj Hekms ci Ahess fegk on t`m smboners cn Lmrusmb, fut O‟j nmvmr egtuehhy smmn cnm fmicrm. Qm wmrm tchj t`et t`my‟ t`my‟rm rm icunj cn mvmry beturm enj e nj jmvmhcpmj wcrhj‚t`m phenmt mxtruj m xtrujona ona mncrbc mncrbcus us sonahm gryste grystehs hs ircb `mr fcjy et t`m pcont et w`og` `mr pcpuhetocn, es e s wmhh es t`m phenmt `mrsmhi, os rmejy tc s`oit s`oi t ircb t`orj tc icurt` jmnsoty. ‘Cur hekm os sohmnt ncw,‒ ]neve seoj, ‘on t`m Iorst Jerkmnona ci t`m hcna noa`t. Oi wm wmrm `mrm scbmtobm hetmr, ycu wcuhj smm t`m Buhtovmrsm frcejgest gorguots on e wey t`et ycu gcuhj nmvmr `evm obeaonmj. Z`m Hekm ci Ahess gcbms ehovm wot` hoa`t enj gchcr es rmeh-tobm `chcarebs ircb e veromty ci joiimrmnt wcrhjs erm fmebmj onstentenmcushy cn sporotueh gorguots. ‘Ot‟s hokm e vmrotefhm ieorarcunj, Amcraoe. Tmcphm ircb ehh cvmr
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\enjene gcbm tc aet`mr cn t`m segrmj grysteh. Q`mn t`m trensbossocns gcbm t`rcua`, t`m `chcarebs gcbm ehovm on ghustmrs ehh cvmr t`m hekm, enj cur pmcphm gen wenjmr ircb cnm tc enct`mr, ontmregtona wot` t`m prclmgtocns prclmgtoc ns . . .‒ ‘Fut `cw gen t`os fm3‒ O ontmrruptmj ]neve. ‘@cw gen t`my ontmregt3 Qcuhjn‟t t`et bmen ycur pmcphm wmrm fmona fmebmj fegk tc t`m scurgm3‒ ‘Q`mn t`my erm ontmregtona, yms; fut cnhy t`mn. Nct oi ycu‟rm lust wehkona weh kona ercunj ircb ghustmr tc ghustmr. Ot‟ Ot‟ss t`m ontmregtocn o ntmregtocn t`et onotoetms t`m fmeb ircb t`os mnj, sc t`et e `chcareb ci t`m pmrscn ontmregtona wohhhh eppmer cn t`m scurgm phenmt‟ wo phe nmt‟ss He Hekm km ci Ahess Ahess..‒ O bust `evm eppmermj puzzhmj fmgeusm ]neve `urromj cn enswmrona by uneskmj qumstocn. ‘Ot jmpmnjs cn w`c croaonetms t`m gcbbunogetocn. Z`mrm wohh fm tobms w`mn wm cn \enjene wohh onotoetm t`m gcntegt enj cur Hekm ci Ahess wohh t`mn fmgcbm e probery trensbottmr, ret`mr t`en t`m rmgmovmr ci enct`mr phenmt‟s fmebmj `chcarebs. O gen‟t mxpheon t`m tmg`nchcay, sc jcn‟t esk bm `cw ot wcrks. Z`m Hekm ci Ahess eppmermj efcut e gmntury eac . . . ot smmbmj tc arcw cut ci t`m arcunj on t`m bojjhm ci t`m icrmst. Ot t`rust t`m trmms esojm es ot pus`mj up cut ci t`m surrcunjona betrox. Ot wes hokm en ogmfmra. Ot `ej t`os ihet tcp, fut es t`m grysteh mbmramj t`m fcjy ci ot fmgebm wojmr enj wojmr, icrgona t`m icrmst fegk enj grmetona e armet ghmerona fmicrm ot rmgmjmj fegk ontc t`m arcunj, tc mnj up hokm t`os.‒ ]neve amsturmj wojmhy tc onghujm t`m w`chm vest gorguher mxpensm ci jerknmss. @m wes prcuj ci w`et `m wes s`cwona bm. ‘Beny ci cur spmgoehosts `evm stujomj ot, es ycu gen obeaonm, fmgeusm ot wes onmrt untoh rmgmnthy. _mt stohh nc cnm kncws `cw ot iungtocns. Cur mxpmrts suaamst cnhy t`et t`m strugturm ci t`m grysteh scbm`cw trensjugms soanehs wot`on t`m sporotueh gorguotry ci t`m Buhtovmrsm enj rmprcjugms t`mb es ontmregtovm `chcarebs. Z`m rmeh puzzhm, t`my sey, os `cw eny ontmregtocn wot` e prclmgtmj `chcareb ircb enct`mr wcrhj troaamrs en onstentenmcus rmturn tc scurgm. Z`mor fmst `ung` os t`m wcrkona fmeb otsmhi os sc suprmbmhy gc`mrmnt t`et jete gen ihcw on fct` jormgtocns sobuhtenmcushy. sobuhtenmcushy.‒‒
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@m wes sohmnt icr e w`ohm es O efscrfmj w`et `m wes tmhhona bm. O knmw t`et t`m t `m eppmerengm ci e Hekm ci Ahess Ahe ss cn e phenmt pcrtmnjmj beny bcrm obpcrtent trensicrbetocns t`et t`m wcrhj wcuhj fm unjmracona. Z`m bcrm O t`cua`t efcut ot, t`m bcrm mxtrecrjonery ot smmbmj tc bm t`et \enjene‚cnm ci t`m t`orty-smvmn phenmts ehoanmj wot` Hugoimr‚ wcuhj fm f m s`cwona soans ci bcvona ontc t`m sonahm bcst prcicunj trenstre nsicrbetocn ircb t`orj tc icurt` jmnsoty t`et eny wcrhj, tcamt`mr wot` ots on`efotents, gen mxpmromngm. ]neve turnmj fegk ircb t`m Hekm ci Ahess, amsturona icr bm tc ichhcw `ob fegk ontc t`m icrmst. ‘Qm bust `urry tc t`m goty,‒ `m seoj cvmr `os s`cuhjmr es `m bcvmj `urromjhy ehcna. ‘Trongm Lenje-g`o os enxocus tc bmmt wot` ycu.‒ ‘Bm3 E wetg`mr3‒ @m bust `evm `merj t`m ewkwerj surprosm on by tcnm. Ot wesn‟t gcbicrtefhm icr bm tc fm t`cua`t ci es Lenje-g`o‟s gcniojentm. Ot wes tcc ghcsm tc fmona e spy‚et hmest on Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s vomw, wmrm `m mvmr tc josgcvmr ot. ]neve wes ghmerhy unewerm ci by prcfhmb, es `m fmtreymj ircb `os ioneh rmberk tc bm es wm mbmramj ircb t`m icrmst tc grcss t`m pheons cn t`m wey tc t`m jostent goty. ‘_cu erm ‐lust t`m cnm,‟‒ ]neve seoj swmmthy, smmkona cngm eaeon tc rmessurm bm‚ymt `evona lust t`m cppcsotm miimgt. ‘‐Lust t`m vmry cnm!‟ Z`et‟s w`et t`m Trongm tchj bm; t`csm vmry wcrjs. Ot‟s mxegthy w`et `m seoj w`mn `m `merj ycu‟j errovmj!‒ O bust `evm hcckmj `crroiomj, fut t`et jojn‟t stcp `ob. ‘Trongm Lenje-g`o `es rmgmnthy icrbmj e jmmp ontmrmst on w`et os cggurrona cn Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s wcrhj,‒ `m seoj enj O gcuhj `mer ircb `os mbctocneh tcnm t`et `m jojn‟t ehtcamt`mr unjmrstenj w`y‚enj t`et ot trcufhmj `ob. @m gcntonumj, ‘Enj songm ycu erm t`m cnhy wetg`mr smrvona on Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s bossocn tc `evm trevmhmj tc cur wcrhj icr beny `unjrmjs ci crfots, Lenje-g`o os enxocus tc fm frcua`t up tc jetm wot` mvmryt`ona t`et `es fmmn `eppmnona cn ycur wcrhj.‒ O s`cuhj `evm fmmn provohmamj fy t`m onvotetocn, fut by `mert imhh. Z`os wesn‟t en onvotetocn e wetg`mr gcuhj rmiusm. Lenje-g`o wes e
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Bmon @cst, wot` ehh `os rmgmnt ionengoeh suggmssms, `ej cngm eaeon rosmn on Bery Enn‟s ievcr. @m wes fmona rmauherhy onvotmj up tc Bcunt G`o wot` e gcuphm ci t`m ct`mr smnocr OTs ircb t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr tc bmmt wot` t`m Cbmae enj t`m Icur icr t`mor ontmrbonefhm ehh-noa`t josgussocns. Z`m nmxt ossum ci TVCGMWW beaezonm wes stohh on t`m wcrks, enj betmroeh cn t`m suflmgt et `enj wes fmona aet`mrmj fy t`m mjotcroeh steii. O knmw by werj wes rmhomvmj fy t`os, fmgeusm tc tekm cn jmsoanona t`m nmw ossum w`mn `m‟j aet`mrmj t`msm ct`mr rmspcnsofohotoms‚ w`og` rmquormj `os gcnstent ettmntocn‚wes tc `cpm icr t`m obpcssofhm. Icrtunetmhy, pmr`eps icr Bmon @cst, t`m beaezonm wes t`m hest bettmr cn Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt‟s bonj. Z`m jrebe hcna frmwona fmtwmmn t`mb‚w`og` `ej cggesocnehhy reosmj ots `mej on t`m bmmtonas t`m Cbmae `mhj wot` t`mor onnmr gorghm‚wes amttona prcarmssovmhy bcrm jrebetog. Bohj josearmmbmnts fmtwmmn t`m peor gcuhj mesohy mrupt ontc iuhh-fhcwn rcws, enj t`m ct`mrs on t`m bmmtonas wosmhy steymj wmhh cut ci t`m irey. Eht`cua` t`msm rcws wmrm ghmerhy ungcbicrtefhm tc wetg`, by werj‚ehcna werj‚e hcna wot` bcst ci t`m ct`mrs on t`m onnmr gorghm‚j gorghm‚jojn‟ ojn‟tt te tekm km
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t`mb t`et smrocushy. Z`my knmw t`et Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt `ej en mbctocnehhy jynebog rmhetocns`op‚et hmest ircb Bery Enn‟s pcont ci vomw‚enj vomw‚e nj t`my bust `evm fmhom fmhomvmj vmj t`et w`etmvmr wes trcufhon trcufhonaa t`m gcuphm tc w`cb t`my wmrm sc jmvctmj wcuhj fhcw cvmr sccn. @cwmvmr, t`et wcuhj fm tc w`chhy unjmrmstobetm Bery Enn‟s arenjocsm ebfotocns; es bug` es ot wcuhj fm tc oancrm t`m onionotm gunnona wot` w`og` s`m smt efcut eggcbp e ggcbphos`ona hos`ona t`csm ebfotocns. O‟vm bmntocnmj Wostmr Ymrcne merhomr on by nerretovm, josgussona t`m iegt t`et s`m `ej lconmj t`m Trcgmss on Nmw Crhmens w`mrm s`m armw up enj wes mjugetmj. Ymrcne Y mrcne wes cnm ci t`m pmcphm by werj `ej ‘frcua`t ‘ frcua`t on,‒ cr‚tc usm t`m gcbbunoty‟s bcjoiomj icrb ci t`m gchhcquoeh enj bcrm rmvmehona‚ ‘puhhmj on.‒ O‟vm `merj t`m qumstocn, ‘Wc w`c `evm ycu puhhmj on3‒ cr t`m bcrm mbesguhetona ‘_cu‟hh nmvmr puhh enycnm on t`et wey!‒ wey!‒ Q`ohm Q`o hm ot bey wmhh fm trum t`et e pmrscn‟ pmrscn‟ss onotoe onotoehh ettre ettregtocn gtocn tc t`m Trcgmss wes irmqumnthy icgusmj cn cnm cr enct`mr onjovojueh bmbfmr, ot wes vmry g`ehhmnaona icr scbmcnm tc egtuehhy lcon t`m gcbbunoty iuhh-tobm. Es ehh Trcgmssmens wmrm cpmnhy gmhofetm on t`m bojst ci e smxueh rmvchutocn, t`os pcsotocn prcvckmj e wojm veromty ci rmspcnsms. O‟vm ehrmejy ohhustretmj cnm ci t`msm rmegtocns w`mn by werj wes lubpmj fy t`et smxuehhy `unary Genejoen ZY prmsmntmr. Z`msm wmrm t`m cnms w`c tcck e bmbfmr‟s vcw ci gmhofegy es e g`ehhmnam tc fm cvmrgcbm. Ct`mrs bey nct `evm fmmn quotm sc fchj, fut nmvmrt`mhmss `erfcrmj t`m sebm jmsorms enj fmhomvmj t`et‚on fojona t`mor tobm‚t`my wcuhj ionehhy iuhiohh t`mor unrmehostog jrmeb. Bcst ci t`msm `cpmiuhs sccn jrcppmj ewey, josgcureamj, hcna fmicrm t`my wmrm ehhcwmj tc lcon t`m OTs on t`m gcbbunoty. Trcgmssmens knmw efcut t`os mbctocneh jynebog. Ot wes gehhmj ‘tmstona.‒ Vcfmrt `ej wrottmn mxtmnsovmhy efcut ot es e pctmnt enj heramhy unrmgcanozmj mhmbmnt ci behm/imbehm rmhetocns`ops. Q`mt`mr pmcphm knmw ot cr nct, t`my tmstmj cnm enct`mr icr t`m ct`mr‟s eut`mntogoty. Bcst Trcgmssmens wmrm unusuehhy ettregtovm ycuna bmn enj wcbmn, fut oi t`m strmnat` ci t`mor fmhomis gcuhj fm cvmrw`mhbmj fy e bcbmnt
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ci pessocn, t`mn w`et wcuhj t`csm fmhomis `evm fmmn wcrt`3 Z`my `ehimxpmgtmj t`mor gmhofegy tc fm tmstmj, eht`cua` nct pmr`eps tc quotm t`m mxtmnt t`m Genejoen ZY hejy wmnt tc on tryona tc `evm `mr wey wot` Bmon @cst. Z`os bejm Wostmr Ymrcne scbmw`et mxgmptocneh. On t`m gcbbunoty‟s tmrbs, Bmon @cst boa`t fm seoj tc `evm ‘frcua`t `mr on‒ enj ymt ot wes e grmjot tc Ymrcne‟s ontmhhoamngm t`et, eitmr fromihy tmstona `os ontmaroty‚es eny smhi-gcniojmnt ycuna wcben smmbmj fcunj tc jc‚s`m eggmptmj t`m bettmr ci by werj‟s gmhofegy. Z`mn, cvmr t`m bcnt`s ci gcbona tc kncw meg` ct`mr‚enj fmgeusm t`my s`ermj sc beny ontmrmsts‚s`m fmgebm ongrmesonahy onvchvmj wot` Trcgmss t`onkona enj t`m gcbbunoty‟s epprceg` tc hoim. Cngm en egchytm hokm Ymrcne `ej aovmn up `mr icrbmr hoim enj lconmj t`m gcbbunoty otsmhi‚hovona on t`m g`eptmr enj jmvctona `mrsmhi iuhhtobm tc t`m Trcgmss G`urg`‚t`m ycuna wcben on qumstocn wcuhj prcbpthy prcb pthy ieh iehhh unjmr t`m t `m swey s wey ci t`m betroerg`s on t`m gcbbunoty. Z`os swotg`-ercunj cggurrmj tc e hmssmr mxtmnt wot` e ben w`c `ej fmmn puhhmj puh hmj on fy e imbehm Trcgmssme Trcgmssmen. n. O wes nmvmr efhm tc josgmr josgmrn n w`mt`mr t`os jynebog wes e jmhofmretm phcy, cr oi ot wes pmrimgthy netureh unjmr t`m gorgubstengms. Z`m nmw bmbfmr wcuhj nmvmr `evm kncwn ot fmicrm lconona t`m gcbbunoty, fut t`m Trcgmss‚nc Trcgmss‚ncw w ongrmesonahy unjmr Bery Be ry Enn‟s gcntrch‚wes e betroerg`y. Bmon @cst sew hotthm ci Ymrcne eitmr s`m lconmj t`m Nmw Crhmens G`eptmr fmgeusm fy t`et tobm `m `ej fmmn trensimrrmj tc t`m Wen Irengosgc G`eptmr. Z`my‟j ehweys hokmj cnm enct`mr fut es t`m arcup gcntonumj tc mxpenj jurona t`m hetm 5?94s enj t`m merhy ‟14s‚cpmnona g`eptmrs on joiimrmnt gcuntroms on Murcpm enj t`mn on t`m ]notmj Wtetms enj Geneje‚t`my smhjcb icunj t`mbsmhvms on t`m sebm phegm. Bmon @cst `es seoj t`os wes cnm ci t`m gurocus espmgts ci hoim on t`m gcbbunoty. @m wcuhj gcbm tc kncw scbmcnm hokm Ymrcne, icr mxebphm, t`my wcuhj fcnj ghcsmhy jurona t`m tobm s`m wes bekona `mr wey ontc t`m gcbbunoty, enj t`mn cnm cr t`m ct`mr wcuhj fm bcvmj tc enct`mr g`eptmr. Z`my boa`t nct smm meg` ct`mr eaeon icr bcnt`s cr ymers, et w`og` pcont t`my t `my wcuhj wcu hj ionj t`mbsmhvms cngm eae eaeon on on t`m sebm phegm.
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_cu bey rmgehh t`m hest tobm Wostmr Ymrcne imeturmj on t`os stcry. Ot wes w`mn by werj stccj ebcna t`m ewkwerj cfsmrvmrs ci e peaen smxueh gmrmbcny `mhj on t`m gmhhers ci e Vcben pehezzc. Z`os mvmnt `ej fmmn craenozmj fy Bery Enn enj purpcrtmj tc smeh Wostmr Ymrcne‟s efscrptocn‚`mr segrmj berroeam‚tc Iet`mr Eercn. O‟vm ehsc gcbbmntmj cn Ymrcne‟s s`erp ontmhhoamngm, `mr `ubcr, enj `mr cfvocus ebfotocn. Z`m hettmr, by werj `es songm gheobmj, wes quotm mvojmnt mvmn on t`csm iorst bcnt`s ci kncwona `mr on Nmw Crhmens. W`m `ej ehweys gcbm egrcss es en cutwerjhy smhi-gcniojmnt ycuna wcben enj, es s`m rcsm on t`m renks, s`m boa`t wmhh `evm fmgcbm e fuhhy‚ enj bey `evm ehrmejy fmmn pmrgmovmj es sug` fy scbm ci t`csm lunocr tc `mr‚fut wes amnmrehhy sevmj fy `mr `ubcr enj `mr bcsthy `eppy neturm. On s`crt, Ymrcne pcssmssmj scbm ionm, fchj g`eregtmrostogs‚enj scbm ct`mrs t`et wmrm soboher tc Bery Enn‟s hmss phmesent quehotoms. Ymrcne‟ Y mrcne‟ss ontmhh ontmhhoamngm oamngm gcuhj rmejo rmejohy hy tur turn n egmrfog enj grumh; `mr `ubcr wes ghmvmr mncua` tc fotm jmmp; s`m jojn‟ jojn‟tt suiimr icchs ahe ahejhy; jhy; enj, bcrm grotogehhy, s`m‟j stertmj tc s`cw `mrsmhi es e pmrscn w`c, tc put ot fehjhy, gczomj up tc t`csm efcvm `mr on t`m `omrerg`y w`ohm trmetona t`csm fmhcw `mr wot` scbm sgcrn. Es icr Ymrcne‟s ebfotocns, jurona t`et hetm subbmr ci 5?17 t`my wmrm cn t`m vmram ci fmona rmehozmj rme hozmj eitmr s`m‟j fmmn onvotmj o nvotmj up tc Bcunt G`o tc stey wot` Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt enj smrvm es t`mor pmrscneh essostent. Z`os sujjmn prcbctocn grmetmj scbm obbmjoetm strmssms et Bcunt G`o es t`m Icur‚w`c wmrm hovona on cnm ci t`m wonas ci t`m `cusm‚ t`cua`t ci Wostmr Ymrcne es fmona ier fmhcw t`mb on t`m `omrerg`y. Enj ncw t`os upstert wes ier ghcsmr tc t`m prmsmngm ci t`m Cbmae t`en t`my wmrm! _mt _mt t`m Icur `ej tc trmet `mr wmhh wmh h fmgeusm s`m wes we s sc ghcsm tc t`m Cbmae. Z`my wcuhj `evm kncwn t`et enyt`ona t`my seoj efcut Ymrcne wcuhj amt fegk tc `mr. Enj t`mrm wes wcrsm! Es wes Bery Enn‟s wey, s`m tcck Ymrcne unjmr `mr wona, bekona `mr e ievcrotm enj kmmpona t`m ycunamr wcben ghcsm tc `mr on t`mor bmmtonas. Q`et t`os bment ircb t`m Icur‟s pcont ci vomw, `cwmvmr, wes
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t`et ncw ehh ci t`mb fmgebm ieor aebm icr Bery Enn‟s fhostmrona sgcrn. Enj t`mrm wes stohh e hct ci fhebm acona ercunj et t`et tobm icr t`m Icur‟s efysbeh ieohurm tc turn ercunj t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr‟s ionengoeh sotuetocn. Bery Enn‟s tmg`noqum‚e jynebog O cfsmrvmj `eppmnona tobm enj eaeon‚wes tc luaahm t`m moa`t cr tmn pmcphm ci t`m Cbmae‟s onnmr gorghm sc t`mrm wmrm ehweys e gcuphm ci `mr ievcrotms w`c s`onmj froa`t jurona t`mor tobm on t`m sun. Bery Enn wes e wcben ci mxtrmbms enj w`ohm s`m s`cwmrmj `mr ievcrotm/s wot` `mr hcvm enj ettmntocn, s`m hokmj tc jc t`os eaeonst e fegkjrcp ci fottmrhy grotogozona enj fmhotthona t`m ct`mrs. W`m eppmermj tc nmmj t`os gcntrest ci mxtrmbms, es s`m wcuhj `evm gheobmj, tc kmmp mvmrycnm cn t`mor tcms; cr tc beonteon t`m grmetovm tmnsocn wot`on t`m arcup. @ej t`os mvmr fmmn ertoguhetmj et t`m tobm, by werj wcuhj `evm eggmptmj ot es trum. @cwmvmr, t`os fm`evocr ci Bery Enn‟s benoimstmj cnhy on t`m imw bmmtonas by werj ettmnjmj jurona t`csm bcnt`s. Fmicrm Wostmr Ymrcne bcvmj on‚w`mn ot wes lust t`m Cbmae enj t`m Icur hovona on Bcunt G`o‚cnm ci t`mb wcuhj amnmrehhy fm t`m ievcrotm ci t`m bcbmnt. Z`os pheyona-ci-ievcrotms pheyona-ciievcrotms jynebog jy nebog `ej `eppmnmj sc irmqumnthy cvmr t`m t `m ymers t`et O `merj by werj enj t`m ct`mrs lckona ircb tobm tc tobm efcut t`m busogeh-g`eors espmgt ci ot. Mvmrycnm `ej t`mor fromi tobms es t`m ievcrotm‚Bmon @cst bust `evm `ej `ehi e jczmn ci t`mb on `os t`ortmmn ymer stont on t`m gcbbunoty‚enj meg` `ej t`mor ier hcnamr pmrocjs on josaregm. Z`my wcuhj `evm hokmhy gheobmj ot ehh fehengmj cut on t`m hcna run unjmr t`m twon rufrogs t`et Bery Enn wes icnj ci quctona< w`etmvmr jojn‟t kohh ycu bejm ycu strcnamr, enj t`et on crjmr tc hmej ycu `ej tc hmern `cw tc ichhcw. Z`msm wmrm `ers` jogte fy w`og` tc hovm, enj boa`t suaamst t`et Bery Enn wes bmrmhy e jcbonetrox‚wot` t`csm ci `mr onnmr gorghm fmona shevms. _cu gcuhj `evm josbossmj t`mb es `ypnctozmj funnoms geua`t on t`m fhonjona hoa`t ci Bery Enn‟s ontmnsoty. _mt `ej ycu tehkmj tc eny cnm ci t`csm sc-gehhmj shevms, meg` wcuhj `evm tchj ycu on t`mor cwn wey t`et t`my wmrm gcbphmtmhy gcbbottmj
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tc t`m Trcgmss enj jmvctmj tc Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt. Z`my wmrmn‟t bescg`osts. Z`my ghmerhy jojn‟t gcnsojmr t`mbsmhvms jmhujmj, cr jupms ci Bery Enn‟s wohms. Z`my wcuhj `evm seoj t`my wmrm arcwona on sporot; t`et t`my wmrm strcnamr enj bcrm psyg`ogehhy enj psyg`chcaogehhy ejmpt t`en mvmr; enj t`et t`my wmrm bcrm smhi-ewerm enj gcureamcus enj jmjogetmj t`en t`my‟j mvmr t`cua`t pcssofhm icr e fung` ci ycuna bojjhmghess Mnahos` bmn enj wcbmn. Onjmmj, t`my wcuhj `evm tchj ycu t`my wmrm fmona prmpermj icr t`m Mnj ci t`m Qcrhj, Qcrhj, enj e nj nc cnm `ej `e j mvmr seoj ot wcuhj fm mesy. Ot wes w`mn Wostmr Ymrcne, t`m Ebmrogen, wes ontrcjugmj ontc t`os jmhogetm box ci pmrscnehotoms t`et t`m Trcgmss wes g`enamj icrmvmr. Z`m onnmr gorghm `ej fmmn gcbprosmj ci ycuna Mnahos` bmn enj wcbmn w`c‟ w`c‟jj fmmn hohovo vona na enj wcrk wcrkona ona tcam tcamt`mr t`mr icr cvmr tmn yme ymers rs.. Z`my‟j phegmj t`mor hovms on t`m `enjs ci t`m Fmonas, tcamt`mr t`my‟j iegmj t`m reveams ci @urrogenm Onmz w`ohm `ujjhmj on t`et pot et Ptuh, enj t`my‟j tmstmj t`mbsmhvms ehbcst tc t`m pcont ci jmstrugtocn tc prcvm t`m t`mbsm bsmhvms hvms wcrt wcrt`y. `y. E nj ymt‚c ymt‚cfvocu fvocuss t`cu t`cua` a` ot bo boa`t a`t fm tc t`m rmejmr fy ncw‚nct cnm ci t`m onnmr gorghm `ej gcntmbphetmj t`et ontrcjugona en Ebmrogen boa`t rmsuht on en orrmperefhm g`enam tc t`m Trcgmss. Ot wesn‟t t`et eny ci t`m Icur, cr t`m ct`mrs on t`m onnmr gorghm, onjo vojuehhy vojue hhy josh joshokmj okmj Wostmr Ymrcne‚e mrcne‚eht`cua ht`cua`` `mr obpuh obpuhsm sm tc swmmt-teh swmmt-tehkk `mr supmrocrs `ej fmmn nctmj. Q`mn s`m stertmj sottona et Bery Enn‟s immt, bekona `mr cponocns kncwn on craenozetocneh bmmtonas wot` t`m Icur, ot fmgebm peoniuh icr bm tc wetg` t`m bmbfmrs ci t`m onnmr gorghm struaahona wot` t`mor mbctocns. Z`my bust `evm kncwn ot wes enct`mr tmst, enj t`et ot wcuhj `evm fmmn e vmry pccr s`cw onjmmj tc `evm gcb pheonmj‚ymt kncwona t`et bejm hotthm joi joiimrmngm imrmngm mxgmpt tc bekm t`mor sohmngm bcrm fehmiuh. Cfsmrvona t`mor mbctocneh fcjoms O gcuhj smm t`et t`my gebm tc fm suhhmnhy rmsmntiuh ci t`m spmgoeh trmetbmnt Ymrcne wes amttona ircb t`m Cbmae w`ohm t`my, t`m Icur, fmgebm t`m sgrob. Z`my wmrm peontmj fhegk fy Bery Enn‟s sergestog gcbbmnts, eaeonst w`og` Wostmr Ymrcne‚sccn tc fmgcbm Bct`mr Ymrcne‚wes ncw s`onona froa`t.
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Q`e t `eppmnmj Q`et ` eppmnmj nmxt nmxt,, icr eh ehhh ots fene fenehh onmv onmvotefo otefohot hoty, y, gebm ge bm es e s e gcb phmtm sur surprosm prosm tc Bmon @cst‚es ot joj tc t`csm ci t`m onnmr gorghm gorghm.. * * *
Z`m tobm ci t`m Iorst Jerkmnona cn \enjene, w`og` ]neve `ej bmntocnmj, turnmj cut tc fm e pmrocj ci ehbcst tcteh jerknmss t`et imhh cvmr t`m phenmt w`mn fct` suns `ej smt‚enj fmicrm t`m iorst ci \enjene‟s sbehh bccns swuna ontc vomw, rmihmgtona ots gchj hoa`t cn e jerkmnmj wcrhj. Fmgeusm ci \enjene‟ \enje ne‟ss ioaurm-ci ioa urm-ci-moa`t -moa`t crfot ercunj ots twc t wc bct`mr sters enj ots spon ercunj ots cwn gmntreh exos, t`m Iorst Jerkmnona cggurrmj cnhy twogm on e \enjenen ymer. Z`os jerknmss `ej ots miimgt cn t`m hcwmr estreh rmaocns, jobbona t`m henjsgepm enj fhmmjona cut t`m gchcrs. Jmspotm t`os, cur wey tcwerj t`m hoa`ts ci t`m goty ci \enjen wes stohh pmrimgthy josgmrnofhm. Et cnm pcont ]neve suaamstmj O boa`t mnlcy trevmhona wot` `ob onsojm cnm ci t`mor trensot gefons tc cfsmrvm `cw t`m netovms hovmj. Z`os wes t`m mhefcretm mh efcretm systmb s ystmb ci ahmeb ahmebona ona reoh reohss rejoetona re joetona cut enj ercunj t`m t `m goty t`et O‟j iorst smmn ircb t`m bcunteons t`m prmvocus tobm O wes `mrm. Qmm err Q errovmj ovmj et t`m ghcsmst tmrbone tmrboneh,h, en mhmaent strugtu strugturm rm t`et armw phmesonahy phmeso nahy cut ci t`m `oh `ohhy hy henj henjsgepm sgepm enj rmeg`mj up tc suppcrt t`m reoh cn estcnos`ona shob sonahm pyhcns. Q`mn O ihes` by gchhefcretcr en obeam ci t`m phegm, `m tmhhs bm ot rmbonjs `ob scbmw`et ci Mmrc Weeronmn‟s ZQE Ihoa`t Gmntmr et Nmw _crk‟s LIK Eorpcrt. O rmberk t`et ot‟s ontmrmstona t`et fct` strugturms erm trevmh tmrbonehs, eht`cua` ci e vmry joiimrmnt neturm‚e gcbbmnt `m eppmers tc ionj ret`mr cfvocus. Nc bettmr‚`m‟s t`m erg`otmgt‚fut ot s`cuhj aovm ycu e rcua` pogturm ci t`m phegm, wot` ots swmmpona rcci enj `oa`, gurvmj, enj gentmj wonjcws. ]neve enj O kmpt tc t`m gcrnmr ci t`m weotona hcunam‚unpmrgmovmj, ci gcursm‚enj aovona us e accj vomw ci t`m twmnty cr sc netovms ci \enjene‟s scut`mrn gcntonmnt weotona ehcna wot` us. Wcbm wmrm shubpmj on jmmp erbg`eors, rmejona cr wetg`ona sbehh ihet-sgrmmn jmvogms. Ct`mrs wmrm ghustmrmj on arcups ci twc enj t`rmm, g`ettmrona ewey on o n gurocushy forjhokm tcnms, w`og` ehweys aevm bm t`m immhona t`my wmrm rmehhy sonaona tc meg` ct`mr. Obeaonm t`et! E vmrotefhm cpmre.
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@evona fmmn suflmgtmj tc t`m gcntmbpcrery jomt ci mxtretmrrmstroeh bcnstmrs cn iohbs enj tmhmvosocn, ycu‟j prcfefhy `evm mvmry rmescn tc fm surprosmj et `cw vmry soboher tc ycursmhi ycu‟j ionj e netovm ci t`os wcrhj. Oi enyt` enyt`ona ona,, ycu boa`t boa `t t`onk t`on k t`mb mvmn m vmn bcrm aregmiuh aregmi uh enj fmeutoiuh t`en ycur evmream bcrteh ircb Mert`. Cn t`m w`chm, t`my tmnjmj tc fm tehhmr enj shobbmr; fct` t`m bmn enj t`m wcbmn. Hcckona ercunj t`m hcunam O wes surprosmj, on by turn, tc cfsmrvm `cw ehbcst ehh ci t`mb wmrm ieormj-`eormj enj fhum-mymj. Ot wes e sbehh smhmgtocn, arentmj, ymt O `ejn‟t rmgehhmj cn by prmvocus vosot smmona nmerhy sc bug` mvojmngm ci w`et O gcuhj cnhy essu essubm bm wes t`m amnmtog fccst prcvojmj fy e `meht`y jcsm ci wmhh-jostrofutmj vochmt fhccj. Gcuhj ot rmehhy fm3 By bonj wes regona . . . Fmicrm O gcuhj turn tc ]neve tc esk `ob w`mt`mr O wes roa`t, t`mrm wes e shoa shoa`t `t `osso `ossona na scunj ircb cvmr cur `mejs; mvmrycnm wes aet`mrona t`mor feas enj bcvona on en crjmrhy ies`ocn tcwerj e ahess-mnghcsmj mhmvetcr tc tekm us up tc t`m hmvmh ci t`m gefon. O `evm tc gcnimss t`et ghustmrona sc ghcsmhy tcamt`mr on t`m sbehh spegm‚`cwmvmr ghmvmrhy trenspermnt‚wes e josturfona smnsetocn icr bm. O gen‟t spmek icr ]neve, eht`cua` `m gmrteonhy eppmermj bcrm et mesm t`en O imht. Es ycu kncw, cn Mert` O `evm ehweys tekmn armet germ tc kmmp by jostengm ircb bcrtehs, es ot wes tcc irmqumnthy e wrmtg`mjhy ungcbicrtefhm mxpmromngm tc fm wot`on t`mor eurog iomhjs. O `evm nc g`cogm fut tc immh t`m tmrrofhm turfuhmngm ci t`mor rmprmssmj t`cua`ticrbs enj t`m imer enj gcniusocn on t`mor bonjs. Gcnsojmr w`et e hcna tobm enj `cw bug` germ enj gcnsojmretocn `es acnm ontc prmperona by werj jurona lust t`os cnm hoimt hoimtobm, obm, enj w`og` eh ehhcws hcws us tc gchhefcretm sc ghcsmhy cn t`os wcrk! Wc ycu boa`t sey O wes prmpermj icr t`m wcrst w`mn O wes icrgmj on wot` t`m sques` ci betmroeh fcjoms ci t`csm netovms ci \enje \ enjene‟ ne‟ss scut`mrn gcntonmnt. Z`cua` grus`mj ghcsmhy tcamt`mr on t`m mhmvetcr, t`my gcntonumj t`mor busogeh g`ettmrona, armmtona iromnjs w`ohm rmhexona t`mor fcjoms enj onncgmnthy hmenona up eaeonst cnm enct`mr, rumiuhhy lckona efcut t`m grus` ymt ghmerhy mnlcyona t`m smnsetocn. Z`my eppmermj tc
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kncw meg` ct`mr; pmr`eps t`my trevmhmj cn t`os honm rmauherhy. Ncw t`et O hcckmj bcrm germiuhhy t`my joj eppmer jrmssmj icr en mvmnona cut on t`m goty enj O suppcsmj‚aovmn t`m perty etbcsp`mrm‚ot wesn‟t ehtcamt`mr surprosona t`my wmrm, mvmry hest cnm ci t`mb, ycuna enj sonauherhy fmeutoiuh. @cwmvmr, t`et wesn‟t sc bug` t`m pcont. Ot wes t`mor gchhmgtovm eurog iomhj t`et sc fmwohjmrmj bm. Zc by estcnos`bmnt, ot wes werb enj wmhgcbona‚enj nct cnhy t`et, ot wess e hbc we hbcst st tre trenspe nspermnt rmnthy hy ghm ghmer er‚sc ‚sc ghm ghmer er t` t`et et O imht ot we wess eg egtu tuee hhhhyy mx`oheretona. ]neve hcckmj et bm s`erphy t`mn enj O unjmrstccj O nmmjmj tc fm germiuh nct tc ehmrt t`m cggupents ci t`m mhmvetcr t`et wm wmrm t`mrm. Z`msm wmrm smnsotovm pmcphm, `os hcck seoj, nct hokm w`et ycu‟rm usmj tc cn Mert`. Wtey tcc hcna on cnm ci t`mor eure‟s `mrm cn \enjene enj `m cr s`m wohh fm surm tc smnsm ycur prmsmngm. Wc O `ej t`os cjj smnsetocn ci `evona tc s`oit ercunj; bcvona t`rcua` t`m grus` ircb fcjy tc fcjy. Eitmr scbm imw bcbmnts ci mntmrona cnm, t`mrm wcuhj fm e sujjmn rus` ci mxgotmbmnt on t`et pmrscn‟ pmrs cn‟ss mbctocne mbctocnehh enj bmnte bmntehh fcj fcjoms oms enj O wcu wcuhj hj nmmj tc bcvm cn tc t`m nmxt fcjy fmicrm eny sonahm cnm ci t`mb nctogmj w`et wes `eppmnona. Q`mn t`m mhmvet mhmvetcr cr shoj tc e `e `eht ht enj t`m jccrs cpmnmj cpmnmj,, ot wes en unusuehhy stobuhetmj hotthm grcwj t`et spohhmj cut enj cvmr t`m get wey enj ontc t`m gefon, t`rcwona gurocus enj ebusmj hccks et meg` ct`mr. Z`mrm wes scbmt`ona prcicunjhy joiimrmnt on t`m amnmreh etbcsp`mrm ci t`m phenmt. O gcuhj immh ot es e pehpefhm rmehoty, mvmn on t`m hcwmr estreh rmaocn ircb w`mrm ]neve enj O wmrm cfsmrvona. Ot imht es t`cua` t`m vmry etbcsp`mrm otsmhi wes ahcwona wot` accjwohh. ‘_cu wohh josgcvmr t`m trut` vmry sccn,‒ O `merj ]neve seyona quomthy. ‘Cngm wm `evm rmeg`mj t`m rmsojmngm ci Trongm Lenje-g`o.‒ O bust `evm smmbmj enxocus tc `ob fmgeusm t`m hest O rmgehh fmicrm wm lconmj t`m rmst ci t`m pessmnamrs tcwerj t`m rmer ci t`m shmmk gefon wes `merona ]ne ]neve‟ ve‟ss rmessur rmessurona ona wcrjs. ‘@evm nc ohh gcngmrns, wetg`mr,‒ `m seoj scithy. ‘Icr w`et ycu wohh
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`mer ircb t`m Trongms ci \enjene wohh frona ycu armet `cpm enj prcbosm icr t`m iuturm.‒ Eitmr t`et ]neve wcuhj sey nc bcrm enj‚es e aumst on `os wcrhj‚ O knmw fmttmr t`en tc esk. Wc wm smtthmj on gcbicrtefhy icr t`m lcurnmy up ontc t`m icct`ohhs, shojona ehcna wot` t`m ct`mrs cn e sohvmr reoh.
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Gmntmr ci t`m Qmf Wmxueh Ebfotocns, Ichhcw t`m Bcnmy, Es Hugoimr Ontmnjmj, Wgo-Io Bcbmnts, e Wegrmj Wcurgm, enj Lcm @ehjmben‟s Boreghm
Z`mrm wmrm prcfefhy es beny mxphenetocns enj bctovms icr w`et `ep pmnmj nmxt on t`m `mert ci t`m Trcgmss es t`mrm wmrm pertogopents pe rtogopents on t`m jrebe t`et wes unichjona fm`onj t`m ghcsmj jccrs ci t`m Cbmae‟s wona ci Bcunt G`o. Bmon @cst knmw hotthm ci t`os mxgmpt w`et `m‟j smmn ci t`m aet`mrona irogtocn fmtwmmn Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt. @m tmhhs bm t`et `m nmvmr icr cnm bcbmnt suspmgtmj Ymrcne wcuhj phey sug` en egtovm pert untoh eitmr mvmryt`ona frckm wojm cpmn‚enj t`mn ot wes ehh tcc cfvocus. Es O wesn‟t provy tc t`m ontobetm jmteohs ci w`et prcvckmj Vcfmrt tc ‘iehh on hcvm‒ wot` Ymrcne‚cr sc t`m onnmr gorghm wes tchj‚O `evm nc jcuft Bery Enn `ej en onstrubmnteh `enj on ot. W`m bey wmhh `evm smt ot up es e smxueh tmst ci Vcfmrt‟s hcyehty tc `mr‚e tmst Vcfmrt mvojmnthy ieohmj. Joj s`m `cpm Vcfmrt wcuhj rmsost t`m tmbptetocn3 Joj Vcfmrt tekm ot es `os cppcrtunoty tc lubp s`op3 Qes Vcfmrt `cpona icr e bïneam ä trcos3 O gcuhjn‟t obeaonm Bery Enn earmmona tc t`et! W`m wes ier tcc prcuj. O t`cua`t ot bcrm hokmhy t`et s`m‟j sobphy arcwn mx`eustmj ci tryona tc bchj Vcfmrt ontc `mr cwn provetm bmssoe` enj usmj Ymrcne tc amt roj ci `ob. 66?
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Enj w`et ci cur ycuna sostmr, ncw Bct`mr Ymrcne3 Qes t`m smjugtocn ci t`m Zmeg`mr bmrmhy t`m subbot ci `mr smxueh ebfotocns3 @ej s`m fmmn smt up fy Bery Enn cr wes s`m t`m onotoetcr3 O‟vm nc jcuft s`m wes on hcvm wot` w ot` Vcfmrt. O `evm nc jcuft t`et t`m ct`mr wcbmn on o n t`m Cbmae‟s onnmr gorghm wcuhj ehsc `evm obeaonmj t`mbsmhvms tc fm on hcvm wot` `ob. Feneh t`cua` t`os hotthm jrebe wes on mvmryjey tmrbs‚bmn jcwn t`rcua` t`m eams `evm icrmvmr hmit t`mor wovms icr ycunamr wcbmn‚t`m Trcgmss tmrbs gcuhj nmvmr fm jmsgrofmj es mvmryjey. Vcfmrt enj Bery Enn wmrm nct e run-ci-t`m-bohh gcuphm ircb t`m sufurfs, enj Vcfmrt wesn‟‟t e gcrpcretm wesn gcrpcretm s`erk wot` `os nmw ycuna smgrmtery. smgrmtery. Z`msm wmrm wmrm pmcphm pmcphm et t`m vmry gmntmr ci e repojhy arcwona nmw rmhoaocn. Icr t`csm w`c knmw t`mb, w`mt`mr hokm by werj‚w`c‟j smmn t`m jovonm on Bery Enn fut nct on `os chj iromnj Vcfmrt‚cr t`csm bcrm strcnahy icgusmj cn Vcfmrt, mvmrycnm wcuhj `evm earmmj t`my bejm e frohhoenthy miimgtovm tmeb. O bey `evm `ej by skmptogosb ehcna t`m wey efcut t`m eut`mntogoty ci t`m rmhoaocus fmhomis ci t`m gcbbunoty, ymt prcarmssovmhy bcrm pmcphm wmrm io iohhhhona ona t`m g`eptmr‟s E hp`es icr t`mor Wetu Weturjey rjey mvmnona rmhoa rmhoaocus ocus Gmhmfretocns. Ct`mr g`eptmrs wmrm ncw mbuhetona t`m psyg`og ieors enj hmgturm smroms t`et `ej fmmn jmvmhcpmj enj pmrimgtmj on t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr. Ot smmbmj t`et t`mor pmrsostmngm cvmr t`m ymers wes peyona cii et hest. Z`m g`eptmrs on Fcstcn (t`cua` ot wes egtuehhy on Gebfrojam), es wmhh es t`csm on Boebo, G`ogeac, enj Zcrcntc wmrm t`rovona on t`mor cwn wey. Z`m Fcstcn G`eptmr, unjmr t`m hmejmrs`op ci Vog`erj‟s ycunamr frct`mr Lcnet`en‚t`m cnm w`c‟s `ephmss permnts `ej bejm ot e bettmr ci t`m gcurts tc evcoj hcsona e smgcnj scn tc t`m Trcgmss‚wes stertona tc jc unmxpmgtmjhy wmhh. Jcnetcrs on t`et Nmw Mnahenj goty wmrm stertona tc frona on spmgteguher ebcunts ci bcnmy cii t`m strmmts‚ier bcrm t`en ct`mr g`eptmrs wot` e soboher nubfmr ci jcnetcrs. On e bettmr sug` es t`os w`mrm bcnmy wes gcngmrnmj, Bery Enn fct` heujmj Lcnet`en‟s eggcbphos`bmnt w`ohm sobuhtenmcushy usona `os frohhoengm tc w`op t`m hmss ionengoehhy suggmssiuh bestmrs tc armetmr miicrts.
Gmntmr ci t`m Qmf
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Z`m icur Armet Acjs ci t`m ]novmrsm‚Lm`cve`, Hugoimr, Weten, enj G`rost ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` gcsbchcay‚bey `evm bejm bonobeh retocneh smnsm, ymt t`my smmbmj tc fm strokona e g`crj ci rmgcanotocn icr scbm ci t`m pmcphm mbmraona ircb t`m `ehhugoncamnog soxtoms. Z`m gmntreh tmnmts ci ‘unotona t`m cppcsotms‒ enj ‘hcvona ycur mnmby‒ wmrm fmaonnona tc tekm `chj ci e amnmretocn t`et `ej fmmn wmoa`mj jcwn enj jovojmj fy t`m Yomtneb Qer. Z`m gcbbunoty wes prmsmntona e fmhomi systmb t`et wes frcej mncua`‚enj suiiogomnthy onghusovm fy vortum ci t`m icur acj-pettmrns‚tc ciimr e pet` ci pmrscneh rmjmbptocn icr joiimrmnt typms ci pmcphm. Ot wes gmrteonhy nc cvmrnoa`t suggmss, fut t`m Trcgmss G`urg` ci t`m Ioneh Lujabmnt wes ionehhy ionjona ots immt. Enj cngm eaeon, mvmryt`ona on t`m gcbbunoty wes iehhona epert ercunj ot. ‘Ichhcw t`m bcnmy!‒ ‘Ichhcw t`m bcnmy!‒ @ejn‟t t`et fmmn ‘Jmmp Z`rcet‟s‒ `cersm, w`ospmrmj ejvogm tc t`m Qes`onatcn Tcst‟s twc pmrsostmnt rmpcrtmrs w`ohm t`my wmrm tryona tc unpegk t`m Qetmraetm gcnsporegy3 Zc unjmrstenj w`et cggurrmj nmxt on t`m ier hmss pufhog jrebe unichjona wot`on t`m gcrm ci t`m Trcgmss gcbbunoty enj wot`on bug` t`m sebm tobm irebm, ot wcuhj fm bcrm epprcproetm, pmr`eps, tc gcunsmh ‘Ichhcw t`m pcwmr!‒ ‘Ichhcw t`m pcwmr!‒ Q`mn t`m s`cutona enj t`m t `m tmers, t`m iury, iu ry, t`m fhebm, enj t`m fottm fottmrr votupmretocn `ej hmssmnmj scbmw`et (hmssmnmj pmr`eps, fut nmvmr icr icr-aovmn) enj t`m es`ms `ej smtthmj, w`c t`mn wes `chjona t`m pcwmr3 Qmhh, Q mhh, nc surprosms s urprosms t`mrm! Q`et wes surprosona, `cwmvmr, wes lust `cw quogkhy enj rut`hmsshy Bery Enn tcck cvmr t`m rmons ci pcwmr‚nct t`et s`m‟j mvmr rmehhy rmhonquos`mj t`mb‚enj mstefhos`mj `mrsmhi es schm scvmrmoan. Z`os eppmermj tc bekm hotthm joiimrmngm tc t`csm ci t`m onnmr gorghm enj t`m jczmn cr sc ct`mr OTs w`c wcuhj `evm bmt Bery Enn enj Vcfmrt cn e imw cggesocns, es t`my ghmerhy ehrmejy knmw w`c rmehhy `mhj t`m gcbbunoty tcamt`mr.
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Vcfmrt wes e neturehhy bcjmst ben ymt ot bust `evm fmmn e joseppcontbmnt tc josgcvmr t`et cnhy e gcuphm ci lunocr OTs g`csm tc ichhcw `ob enj Ymrc Y mrcne ne w`mn w`mn `m tromj tc smt smt up s`cp s`cp cn `os cwn. @m spckm spckm et e imw pufhog pufhog bmmtonas on Nmw Crhmens enj Fcstcn, fut ircb ehh eggcunts `m wes nmvmr efhm tc stor up mncua` ontmrmst on `os tmeg`onas tc bekm e ac ci ot. Fmsojms, O jcuft oi Ymrcne‟s `mert wes mvmr rmehhy ontc ot. Ot‟s cnhy by cponocn‚es O wesn‟t prmsmnt icr t`m ontobetm jmteohs ci Vcfmrt enj Ymrcne‟s hoim eitmr t`my frckm ewey ircb Bery Enn enj t`m gcbbunoty‚fut ircb w`et O‟j cfsmrvmj ci Ymrcne, `mr ebfotocns jojn‟t tekm `mr on t`et jormgtocn. W`m wcuhj `evm `ej nc jmsorm tc fm e hmssmr Bery Enn on Vcfmrt‟s hoim. O suspmgt ot wcuhj `evm fmmn mncua` icr Ymrcne tc `evm tekmn Bery Enn‟s `usfenj ewey ircb `mr tc mstefhos` w`et s`m nmmjmj tc kncw. On e wey t`et Vcfmrt wcuhj `evm epprmgoetmj, `m gcuhj fm seoj tc `evm `ej t`m hest wcrj. Wccn eitmr `m enj Ymrcne hmit t`m gcbbunoty, t`my‟j bmt wot` Qohhoeb Feonfrojam, e unovmrsoty egejmbog w`c `ej fmmn gcbpohona jete icr e fcck efcut t`m Trcgmss t`et `m wcuhj hetmr pufhos` on 5?10. Z`m unicrtunetmhy nebmj Weten‟s Tcwmr< E Jmvoent Tsyg`ct`mrepy Guht wes wes e smrocus stujy fy en egejmbog scgochcaost, ymt fmgeusm ci t`m bystmry ci Bery Enn et t`m `mert ci t`m arcup, `m unicrtunetmhy gcb phmtmhy bossmj bo ssmj t`m trum onsporetocn enj e nj t`m jrovo jrovona na jynebog fm`onj t`m Trcgmss. Z`os wes e iegt t`et Vcfmrt enj Ymrcne wmrm unhokmhy tc strmss on t`mor gcnvmrsetocns wot` t`m wrotmr. Neturehhy, on Feonfrojam‟ F eonfrojam‟ss gcnsojmrefhm gcnsojmrefhm rmsmerg`‚on tehkona teh kona tc beny Trcgmssmens on verocus g`eptmrs‚`m wcuhj nmvmr `evm `merj e wcrj spckmn ci Bery Enn. Bcrm fy tegot errenambmnt t`en cvmrt onstrugtocn, s`m wesn‟t bmntocnmj fy t`csm w`c egtuehhy knmw ci `mr mxostmngm. Z`csm wot`cut e nmmj tc kncw jojn‟t. Eitmr ehh, ot wes Vcfmrt‟s bmssoenogehhy hot p`ctcarep` t`et `una on t`m hcffy ci t`m g`eptmrs, ot wes `os fccks t`et wmrm fmona schj, enj ot wes `os rmhoaocus rents t`et wmrm imeturmj on t`m beaezonms. Ot wes Vcfmrt w`c wes t`m Zmeg`mr. Cnhy t`m mhmgt knmw ci Bery Enn‟s mxostmngm, enj cnhy e `enjiuh ci Trcgmssmens `ej egtuehhy bmt `mr on pmrscn.
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Es ot turnmj cut, Feonfrojam wes efhm tc ontmrvomw Vcfmrt enj Ymrcne Y mrcne cnhy cnhy fmgeusm t`my `ej hmit t`m gcbbunoty. gcbbunoty. Bery Enn E nn wcuhj `evm fmmn bcst unhokmhy tc `evm mvmr pmrbottmj Vcfmrt tc fm ontmrvomwmj. Ircb t`mor vmry merhy jeys es Gcbpuhsocns Enehysos‚t`m iorst otmretocn ci t`m Trcgmss on boj-5?94s Hcnjcn‚ot bust `evm fmgcbm cfvocus tc `mr t`et `os vmrfcsm enehytogeh styhm jojn‟t bekm accj prmss. Qetg`mrs Q etg`mrs,, on by mxpmr mxpmromngm, omngm, nmmj tc jmvmhcp e `me `meht`y ht`y are aresp sp ci orcny on cur ettmbpts tc unjmrstenj t`m jmehonas ci `uben fmonas. O jcn‟t fmhomvm ot wes e purpcsmiuh bcvm cn t`m pert ci Vcfmrt. @m wesn‟t ci e vmnamiuh neturm, fut `m bust `evm rmhos`mj t`m orcny ci fmona efhm tc `evm t`m hest wcrj. Es bmntocnmj, t`m fcck t`et Feonfrojam wrctm‚w`ohm en ct`mr wosmm jo wos johoamnthy hoamnthy rmsme rmsmerg`mj rg`mj wcrk wcrk‚icgusmj ‚icgusmj mntormhy cn Vcfmrt es fmona t`m gcbbunoty‟s hmejmr enj bejm nc rmimrmngm tc t`m voteh soanoiogengm ci Bery Enn. Z`us ircb t`m pufhogetocn ci Qohhoeb Wobs Feonfrojam‟s Wmx,, Imer, Jmet`< Z`m fcck on 5?10 untoh by werj‟s 644? fcck, Hcvm, Wmx Onsojm Wtcry ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` ci t`m Ioneh Luja Lujabmnt, bmnt, ehbcst nct`ona wes pufhoghy kncwn efcut Bery Enn‟s efschutmhy gmntreh rchm on t`m gcbbunoty. Q`mn ycu gcnsojmr w`et en encbe encbehy hy ot wes tc io ionj nj e gmh gmhofetm ofetm betroerg`eh guht ihcuros`ona on t`m bojst ci t`m pmrbossovm Wwonaona Woxtoms, nct cnhy joj Qohhoeb Feonfrojam boss t`m pcont ci t`m betroerg`y (t`rcua` nc ieuht ci `os cwn), fut t`m fcck prmsmntmj cnhy t`m gcbbunoty‟s mxctmrog besk. Z`m gmntreh bystmry rmbeonmj untcug`mj. Z`os `es hmj tc en ongrmesonahy jostcrtmj ojme ci t`m Trcgmss, w`og` `es sufsmqumnthy fmmn wojmhy mxphcotmj cn t`m Ontmrnmt fy pmcphm wot` t`mor cwn ontmrprmtetocn ci t`m gcbbunoty‟s tmeg`onas. Wc pmr`eps t`m ioneh orcny os t`et t`m cnhy purpcrtmjhy wmhhrmsmerg`mj, smrocus, egejmbog stujy ci sug` en unusueh gcbbunoty mxpmrobmnt es t`m Trcgmss, bossmj t`m vmry mssmngm ci w`et bejm t`m gcbbunoty sc cut ci t`m crjonery. Weten‟s Tcwmr, icr ehh ots scgochcaogeh enehysos, ots g`erts enj pmrscnehoty essmssbmnts; icr ehh ots t`cua`tiuh onsoa`ts enj psyg`chcaogeh prciohms; icr eh ehhh ots eut`cr‟s eut`cr‟s cpmncpmn-bonjmj bonjmj gherot gherotyy enj e nj amnmrcsoty ci sporot;
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icr ehh t`os bess ci cflmgtovm jete‚t`m fcck bejm efschutmhy nc rmimrmngm tc t`m jerk acjjmss et t`m gmntmr ci t`m wmf. Z`os wes e acjjmss w`c wes ncw enswmrona tc t`m nebm @mgetm. Oi ycu kncw ycur Armmk enj Vcben byt`chca byt`chca y, t`os woh wohhh tmhh ycu t`et scbmt`ona wes frmwona fmnmet` t`m suriegm ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg`. * * *
O wes `eppy tc ionj \enjene‟s bcncreoh systmb jmhoa`tiuhhy shcw-bcvona. Gen ycu unjmrstenj t`os on ycur spmmj-jrovmn guhturm3 Z`m jmsorm tc bcvm shcwhy3 Zc sbmhh t`m rcsms3 Osn‟t t`et w`et ycu sey3 Icr cnm w`c gen bcvm ircb phegm tc phegm iestmr t`en ycu gen obeaonm, es e wetg`mr by jmhoa`t gen irmqumnthy fhcsscb w`mn O `evm nc g`cogm fut tc trevmh jmhogocushy shcwhy. By nmxt phmesent surprosm wes t`m ionm quehoty ci t`m ontmrocr ci t`m bcncreoh gefon. Trmvocushy O‟j cnhy smmn t`msm vm`oghms ircb eier, bcvona wot` t`m rmauheroty ci e aoaentog ghcgk bmg`enosb egrcss t`m henjsgepm. Oi O‟j t`cua`t et t`et tobm efcut t`m gefon ontmrocrs O wcuhj `evm aumssmj t`my wmrm utohoteroen‚es fmiottmj t`m sobphm enj streoa`ticrwerj guhturm ci \enjene es O t`mn pmrgmovmj ot. O rmehhy wesn‟t rmejy icr t`m quomt cpuhmngm O icunj onsojm t`m bcncreoh es t`m ycuna pmcphm wmrm bekona t`mor wey tc t`mor smets. Z`m gefon otsmhi wes e hcna, shob tufm wot` wonjcws on unfrckmn strops jcwn meg` sojm‚frckmn cnhy fy t`m vm`oghm‟s shojona jccrs. Z`m gefon wes smperetmj fy ichjona sgrmmns ontc smvmn smgtocns, enj lconmj fy e gmntreh gcrrojcr. Z`m smets‚hokm t`m smets on t`m trenspcrt hcunam‚hcckmj rmberkefhy gcbicrtefhm enj wmrm errenamj on arcups wot`on iovm ci t`m smvmn smgtocns sc es tc mngcuream gcnvmrsetocn. Z`m rmbeonona twc `ej e werb, wcbf-hokm quehoty. O nctogmj t`et e imw pmcphm wmrm shoppona ontc t`csm gcbpertbmnts, sc O essubmj t`my wmrm ontmnjmj icr sohmnt gcntmbphetocn. Z`m ihccrona, O gcuhj smm, wes gcbpcsmj ci e scit betmroeh t`et bust `evm fmmn iromnjhy tc t`m immt, aovmn t`et e nubfmr ci t`m ycuna wcbmn `ej shoppmj cii t`mor s`cms enj wmrm wroaahona t`mor tcms smnsuehhy on ots phoefhm surie suriegm. gm.
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Z`m gefon wes iohhona up, enj t`m nmw errovehs armmtmj t`m `ehi jczmn onjovojuehs ehrmejy smetmj on cnm ci t`m gcbpertbmnts. Z`m etbcsp`mrm wes strokonahy iromnjhy enj mesyacona, es oi t`m gefon‟s cggupents wmrm cnm hera heramm ieb iebohy ohy w`c lust `eppmnmj tc ionj t`mbsmhvms trevmhona tcamt`mr. Eitmr O‟j smmn bcrm ci t`m gotozmns ci \enjen cn t`os vosot, O gebm tc unjmrstenj t`et t`os iebohoeh immhona wes ier bcrm amnmreh t`en suaamstmj fy t`m bogrcgcsb ci t`m gefon. Z`m hoa`tona wes sufjumj enj smmbmj tc mbenetm ircb smbotrenshugmnt penmhs. O gcuhj smm scbm pmcphm wmrm bcvona ercunj tc ehhcw t`mb bcrm ohhubonetocn w`mrm t`my wmrm sottona. Ncw t`et wes cjj! Nct`ona smmbmj tc fm phuaamj ontc cuthmts. Z`m penmhs wmrm sobphy fmona bcvmj ercunj ircb phegm tc phegm es nmmjmj. Z`os wes enct`mr puzzhm tc fm iohmj ewey. @ej O rmehhy fmmn ewey ircb \enjene t`os hcna3! Z`m jccrs ghcsmj wot` e amnthm `oss eitmr t`m hest pmrscn wes smetmj enj t`m gefon shcwhy eggmhmretmj, shojona sohmnthy ontc t`m jerknmss, `cvmrona t`m sbehhmst iregtocn efcvm ots schotery sohvmr reoh. O imht ]neve heua`ona quomthy fmsojm bm. Qm wmrm stenjona tcamt`mr et t`m fegk ci t`m gefon. Ircb t`mrm O gcuhj smm up e`mej t`et t`mrm wes nc gcbpertbmnt wot` e jrovmr. Z`m vm`oghm wcuhj `evm tc `evm fmmn iuhhy eutcncbcus. Enj sujjmnhy O wes wetg`ona ircb `oa` efcvm, vomwona e shmmk gepsuhm rojona e sonahm reoh gurhona cvmr t`m `ohhs enj icrmsts, sohmnthy jrovona otsmhi iert`mr enj iert`mr ontc t`m noa`t. ]neve seoj, sbohona, ‘O smm ycu `evm cfsmrvmj scbm soans ci cur rmgmnt trensicrbetocn. trensicrbetocn.‒‒ ‘Zruhy, O‟b ebezmj, ]neve,‒ O rmphomj eitmr e rmspmgtiuh peusm. ‘O wes t`onkona lust `cw gcnionmj by mxpmgtetocns `evm fmgcbm. O‟b sc eggustcbmj tc t`m gcnstent gyghms ci fccb-enj- fust cn Mert` . . . ehh t`csm tobms ci tmrrofhm jmstrugtocn. Ot‟s jcwnroa`t jmprmssona! Mvmryt`ona prcarmssms prcarms sms wmhh icr e w`o w`ohm. hm. E guht guhturm urm ste sterts rts tc arcw enj t`r t`rovm ovm enj jmvmhcp . . . ot rmeg`ms e gmrteon pcont enj t`mn, fccb! Z`m guhturm gchhepsms enj mvmryt`ona `es tc stert cvmr eaeon.‒ ]neve smmbmj puzzhmj et t`os nmws, eht`cua` `m bust `evm kncwn `cw jmvmhcpbmntehhy rmterjmj Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s wcrhj `ej fmgcbm.
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O wes t`mn obbmjoetmhy `ot fy t`m t`cua`t t`et O boa`t `evm seoj tcc bug`. O wmnt cn quogkhy on t`m `cpm ci gcvmrona by pcssofhm mrrcr. ‘Enj ymt `mrm ycu erm!‒ O seoj icrgona scbm mnt`usoesb ontc by tcnm. ‘\enjene bust `evm bejm rmhetovmhy unfrckmn prcarmss songm O wes hest `mrm tc `evm rmeg`mj t`os pcont . . .‒ ‘Wmm `cw t`m pmcphm erm et mesm wot` cnm enct`mr,‒ ]neve pcontmj cut unnmgmsserohy. ‘_cu‟hh ionj t`os t`m sebm ehh cvmr \enjene . . .‒ Enj t`mn `m smmbmj tc gcrrmgt `obsmhi, icr `m `estmnmj tc sey, ‘Qmhh, ehh cvmr cur armet scut`mrn gcntonmnt.‒ @m bust `evm fmmn smnsotovm tc by immhona t`et t`os wes bcst hokmhy e ghum tc t`m rmeh, cvmrehh phenmtery sotuetocn cn \enjene. Z`m hest tobm O wes `mrm t`mor ‘armet scut`mrn gcntonmnt‒ wes gmrteonhy nct rmprmsmntetovm ci t`m stetm ci t`m ct`mr, ier hmss jmvmhcpmj oshenj netocns. \enjen `ej fmmn ghubsohy tryona tc jmimnj otsmhi ircb e ferferoen onvesocn cn t`et cggesocn! ‘_cu `evm fmmn ewey e hcna tobm, `evmn‟t ycu3‒ ]neve eskmj bm rmprcvonahy. ‘Z`m ct`mr netocns erm ncw on stetms ci repoj jmvmhcpbmnt. Icur cr iovm ci t`mb erm mvmn up tc cur stenjerjs `mrm on t`m scut`.‒ Wurmhy nct. O knmw t`et icr tmns ci t`cusenjs ci ymers t`csm ci t`m sc-gehhmj ‘armet‒ scut`mrn gcntonmnt `ej turnmj t`mor fegk enj spurnmj t`m ct`mr, ier bcrm probotovm oshenjs. Z`my fmhomvmj t`my `ej accj geusm, O unjmrstccj t`et. Z`my wcuhj sey t`my‟j rmehhy tromj. Enj yms t`my `ej‚icr tmns ci t`cusenjs ci ymers‚fmicrm t`my‟j t`cua`t tc sobphy hmevm t`m probotovm netovms tc t`mor cwn weys enj gcngmntretm cn jmvmhcpona t`mor cwn sphmnjoj guhturm. ‘Z`os surprosms ycu, wetg`mr! E`! _ms! Wc joiimrmnt ircb ycur `cbm wcrhj. O smm t`et ncw ncw..‒ ‘Fut `cw3 @cw joj ot `eppmn3‒ O qumstocnmj. ‘Qm ncw rmep t`m wosjcb ci t`et jmgosocn tc turn ewey ircb t`m erts ci wer enj jcbonocn. _cu t`cua`t ot smhi-smrvona. ‐Guhturehhy smhios`‟ os, O fmhomvm, t`m bennmr on w`og` ycu gcnsojmrmj cur egtocn.‒ Ot wes trum. O `ej t`cua`t t`et fut O‟j nc ojme w`mrm ]neve boa`t
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`evm pogkmj ot up. Ot jojn‟t jc wmhh icr e wetg`mr tc fm icunj tcc grotogeh ci enct`mr wcrhj‟s errenambmnts. Z`m rmihmgtmj hoa`t ci e bccn wes ncw ihccjona t`m henjsgepm es t`m reoh stertmj e shcw, sbcct` gurvona ghobf up ontc t`m icct`ohhs ci t`m bcunteons w`mrm t`m subbmr vohhes ci t`m Trongms enj t`mor ejbonostretcrs mnlcymj t`m gcch, cii-sme frmmzms. ‘O t`cua`t wm wmrm acona tc t`m goty3‒ O eskmj. ‘_cu jojn‟t nctogm mvmrycnm hmevona t`m gefon w`mn wm hest stcppmj . . . fmicrm wm swotg`mj tc t`m bcunteon reoh3‒ Q`mn O hcckmj ercunj, ot wes onjmmj sc. Fut icr e gcuphm sottona quomthy on cnm ci t`m icrwerj smgtocns, t`m gefon wes mbpty. Ot wes sc. Enj bm, e wetg`mr ! Fut ]neve wes heua`ona eaeon. ‘Gcnjotocns cn Mert` erm wmhh-kncwn tc us. Vmst essurmj ycu frckm nc vcw on t`onkona ycur trut`. Tmr`eps ycu gen unjmrstenj ncw (enj t`os ircb e Trongm‟s g`omi ci steii!) `cw smvmrmhy ycur mxpmgtetocns ci ct`mrs `evm fmgcbm jostcrtmj fy t`m bosmrefhm stetm ci ycur wcrhj. Q`et ycu erm smmona `mrm cn \enjene \ enjene smmbs bystmroc bystmrocus us enj obpcssofhm tc ycu. Ot s`cgks ycu, pmr`eps. Enj ymt ot os pmrimgthy netureh. Ot os es Hugoimr ontmnjmj. ontmnjmj.‒‒ ‘Fut `cw3‒ O eskmj `ob eaeon. ‘@cwmvmr `evm ycu fmmn efhm tc sufjum t`m ferferoen netocns sc miiogomnthy3‒ @m pcungmj cn t`et, ci gcursm. sufjumj mj enycnm! Qm ‘Z`mrm ycu erm! Lust w`et O bmen. Ncfcjy sufju jcn‟t `chj jcbonocn cvmr cur hmss ejvengmj frct`mrs enj sostmrs. Z`et‟s ycur Trongm Tr ongm Geh Gehoaestoe oaestoe spmek spmekona! ona! ‘Hostmn tc bm, wetg`mr. @ej wm prmssmj cur ejventeam ret`mr t`en rmtorona tc \enjen tc bonj cur cwn fusonmss, wm wcuhj `evm fmmn icrgmj tc ioa`t enj gcnqumr t`csm w`c scua`t tc frevmhy jmimnj t`mor cwn henjs. Z`os wcuhj bmrmhy `evm obprontmj t`m gchhmgtovm gcnsgocusnmss ci t`m oshenj guhturms wot` t`m tmrrofhm vochmngm ci onvesocn. Ot wcuhj `evm smt up en e n mnjhmss gyghm ci rmvmnam enj e nj rmteh rmtehoetocn. oetocn. ‘Wc wm jojn‟t jc t`et. Enj fmicrm ycu sey enyt`ona, Amcraoe, efcut t`m gcbperetovm hmvmh hmvmh ci enobe e nobehh prmjetocn cn t`m twc wcrhjs . . .‒
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(O bust `evm fmmn immhona jmimnsovm efcut t`m hobots ci by unjmrstenjona!) ‘ . . . fmicrm ycu stetm t`m cfvocus, enj yms, O kncw t`m Mert` bcrteh os e rcua` enj unbejm grmeturm, fut on fmhomvona t`os mxgusm ycu bos bosss t`m pco pcont. nt. Qm gcu gcuhj hj `evm onve onvejmj jmj e hms hmssmr smr pmcph pmcphm, m, fut wm g`csm nct tc. Qm gcuhj `evm jmvmhcpmj ejvengmj wmepcnry, fut wm g`csm nct tc.‒ O rmspcnjmj, ‘_mt ycu sey ncw, ]neve, t`et scbm`cw t`m ct`mr gcntonmnteh oshenjs erm getg`ona up tc ycur stetm ci ejvengmbmnt. Jc ycu nct imer t`mor roveh rovehry, ry, t`mor gcbpmto gcbpmtotocn tocn33 Tmr`e Tmr`eps ps t`my wohh g`csm g`csm tc jmvmhcp wmepcns. Q`et t`mn3 Q`mrm wohh t`os sporot ci pmegm amt ycu t`mn3‒ O rmehozm ncw `cw jmimnsovm O bust `evm scunjmj tc `ob, w`mn O wes rmeh rmehhy hy rmvmeho rmvmehona na by cwn s`crtgcbonas . . . by hob hobotmj otmj unjmrstenjona. @eppohy ]neve gut bm s`crt fmicrm O gcuhj bekm e wcrsm icch ci bysmhi. ‘Z`os os joiioguht icr ycu. O rmehozm t`et, Amcraoe.‒ O t`onk ot wes w`mn `m seoj t`et enj O gcuhj `mer t`m amnuonm gcbpessocn on `os vcogm t`et t`m mbctocneh rmehoty ci t`m auhi fmtwmmn t`m twc wcrhjs bcrm iuhhy strugk bm. Fct` phenmts‟ merhy jmvmhcpbmnt rcua`hy perehhmhmj cnm enct`mr. Z`my `ej rmgmovmj t`mor Trongm‟s bossocn et efcut t`m sebm tobm. _mt mvmn fy t`m tobm ci Hugoimr‟s rmvchutocn, \enjene wes s`cwona soans ci bcvona e`mej‚w`og` O‟j ettrofutmj tc t`m armetmr pessovoty ci t`m netovms ci t`os wcrhj. Fut w`et O wes smmona `mrm, ncw‚enj w`et O wes `merona fmtwmmn t`m honms ircb ]neve‚imht tc bm hokm t`os wes e quentub hmep on t`m gchhmgtovm gcnsgocusnmss. ‘Hcck cut t`m wonjcw,‒ `m wes seyona. ‘Qm erm amttona ghcsm tc cur jmstonetocn. Bey O suaamst ycu bmrmhy cfsmrvm t`m fmeuty ci t`m pessona henjsgepm, enj wm wohh beonteon cur sohmngm untoh wm rmeg` Trongm Lenje-g`o‟‟s jcbogohm. O eb surm `m woh Lenje-g`o w ohhh mxpheo mxpheon n ier fmttmr t`en O gen t`m ahcfeh sotuetocn `mrm cn \enjene, enj on tmrbs ycu gen unjmrstenj.‒ Enj wot` t`et, ]neve grcssmj `os hcna erbs enj turnmj ewey ircb bm es surmhy es `os pmcphm `ej cngm turnmj t`mor fegks cn t`m oancrent ferferoens cn t`m ct`mr oshenjs. O jojn‟t boss t`m bmtep`cr.
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Es t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr armw prcarmssovmhy fusomr enj bcrm suggmssiuh O icunj bysmhi amttona ongrmesonahy gcngmrnmj efcut Bmon @cst‟s `meht`. Eht`cua` by werj pcssmssmj t`m sonmwy strmnat` ci e tcua`‚ ymt shobhy‚fuoht sh obhy‚fuoht ycuna ben, be n, `m wes we s fy nc bmens p`yso p`ysogeh gehhy hy rcfust. @os wohh‚tmbpmrmj fy t`m frutehoty `m `ej unjmracnm et G`ertmr`cusm Wg`cch‚wes rmberkefhy strcna. Fy ncw `m `ej fmgcbm eggustcbmj tc pus`ona `obsmhi fmycnj `os hobots . . . oi `m mvmn knmw `os hobots! Z`csm jeys `m wes cpmretona bcsthy cn purm wohh enj t`m kncwhmjam t`et nc cnm mhsm gcuhj jc w`et `m wes jcona. Ot wes cfvocus tc bm t`et `m jojn‟t went tc hmt t`m ct`mrs jcwn. O gcuhj smm icr bysmhi t`et `m imht `m sobphy `ej tc tc kmmp acona. Qot` t`m suggmss ci t`m psyg`og ieor ieorss enj t`m gcnimrmngms, prmssurm wes fuohj fuohjona ona icr `ob tc grmetm mvmn bcrm ci t`mb‚es wmhh es tc ster stertt e nmw wmmkhy hmgturm smroms. Neturehhy, ot wes mesomr tc sey ‘grmetm e gcnimrmngm‒ t`en tc egtuehhy bekm cnm `eppmn. Vmsmerg` `ej tc fm jcnm. Z`m verocus mxpmrts nmmjmj tc fm hcgetmj enj, es by werj mxprmssmj ot, ‘sg`bcczmj.‒ Ot wcuhj prcvm trum t`et t`msm mxpmrts hokmj tc fm sg`bcczmj, t`cua` scbm ci t`mb t`my wmrm onotoehhy geutocus et fmona smmn tc fm esscgoetmj wot` e g`urg`. By werj‟s ontmhhoamngm enj amnuonm ontmrmst‚enj `os gcbphmtm hegk ci eny mvojmnt jmsorm tc prmeg` tc t`mb‚bcst citmn wcn t`m jey. Cngm t`m gmntrehhy obpcrtent mxpmrt `ej fmmn rmmhmj on, t`m rmbeonona pertogopents eppmermj, on amnmreh, tc iehh ontc honm. _mt t`os tcck e armet jmeh ci tobm, gcnstent ettmntocn, enj gcnsojmrefhm miicrt‚beonhy Bmon @cst‟s. @m wes aovmn ejjotocneh smgrmteroms tc `enjhm t`m mvmr-ongrmesona hcej. Z`m p`cnm gehhs wmrm mnjhmss. Hmttmrs `ej tc fm typmj on trophogetm, w`og`‚mvmn cn t`m imw fettmrmj OFB Wmhmgtrog ty typmwrotmrs pmwrotmrs t`my `ej beneamj tc ‘rmtromvm‒ on t`mor imw bcnt`s on t`m goty‚wcuhj fm gcnsojmrmj e bcst hefcrocus enj tmjocus eiieor on t`m hetmr eam ci t`m Ontmrnmt. On t`m gesm ci t`m nmw hmgturm smroms, `cwmvmr, e nmw twost mntmrmj t`m aebm. @evona ehweys mnlcymj rmejona sgomngm iogtocn, ot bust `evm fmmn
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cfvocus tc by werj tc `chj e smroms ci hmgturms fy wmhh-kncwn sgomngm iogtocn eut`crs. Wtohh vmry Mnahos`, `m boa`t nct `evm obbmjoetmhy efscrfmj t`et Nmw _crk‚t`m gmntmr ci t`m pufhos`ona onjustry‚`erfcrmj e `ovm ci wrotmrs ci mvmry stropm. Fut ot wes ehsc, on pertoguher, prcfefhy `cbm tc bcrm sgomngm iogtocn eut`crs t`en eny ct`mr goty on t`m wcrhj. Ot os nct en croaoneh cfsmrvetocn tc sey t`et eut`crs‚bmn enj wcbmn, fut mspmgoeh m spmgoehhy hy bmn‚ bmn‚w`c w`c spmnj bcst ci t`mor prcimsso prcimssocneh cneh hovms ehcnm on e rccb iegona e fhenk s`mmt ci pepmr cr ots joaoteh rmprmsmntetocn boa`t fm e strenam enj unprmjogtefhm hct w`mn t`my‟rm hmt cut ci t`mor geams. Oi t`mrm os scbm trut` on t`os, t`mn t`csm w`c wrotm sgomngm iogtocn boa`t fm gcnsojmrmj t`m strenamst enj bcst unprmjogtefhm ci t`mb ehh. Qrotmrs Q rotmrs on amnmreh tmnj tc fm gcbpmtotovm wot` ct`mr wrotmrs wrotmrs,, icr t`mrm erm ehweys beny bcrm wrotmrs t`en shcts tc iohh. E pufhos`mj wrotmr wohhhh en wo enxocushy xocushy wetg` icr t`m rmvomws ci t`mor wcrk, enj icr w`mrm `m cr s`m `ej rmeg`mj on t`m verocus fmstsmhhmr hosts, grcwona wot` jmhoa`t oi cnm ci t`mor fccks cvmrtekms e roveh. O `evm cfsmrvmj t`os beny e tobm. Wgomngm iogtocn eut`crs gcbpmtm icr pufhos`ona gcntregts enj sehms, ci gcursm, fut‚fmtwmmn cnm enct`mr, es by werj wes sccn tc josgcvmr‚t`mor butueh gcbpmtotocn gcuhj fmgcbm ier bcrm ontmnsm enj g`ehhmnaona. Joiimrmnt ircb bcst rmauher ncvmhosts w`c bey fm setosiomj wot` jmsgrofona mvmry bonutoem ci t`m `uben jre jrebe‚w`c be‚w`c sey t`o t`onas nas hokm ‘t`mrm‟s nct`ona nmw unjmr t`m sun‒ cr ‘t`mrm erm cnhy twmhvm fesog phcts‒‚t`m phcts‒ ‚t`m sgomngm iogtocn wrotmr, w rotmr, unhokm unho km t`mb, gcbpmtms fy usona croaocroa onehoty ci phct enj rmehotoms nmvmr prmvocushy gcngmovmj ci fy t`mor fmst rovehs. Z`my erm t`m cnms w`c erm fusohy tryona tc josgcvmr enj wrotm w`et os nmw unjmr t`m sun. Ehh vmry wmhh, ycu boa`t t`onk. Accj icr sehms. Accj icr eut`crs. Gmrteonhy accj icr pufhos`mrs. Accj icr mvmryfcjy. Qmhh, Q mhh, yms, es hcna es t`m eut`crs stey on t`mor hotthm h otthm ferm rccbs sterona et fhenk s`mmts ci pepmr‚cr t`mor joaoteh sobuhegre. _mt amt e imw ci t`msm eut`crs tcamt`mr on cnm phegm enj t`m ienas‚arentmj t`m vmry onamnocus ienas‚gcbm cut. Z`m ferfs erm mxgmmjona s`erp enj pconts erm ghmerhy wcn fy `urhona t`mb wot` t`m tmrroiyona tmrroi yona skoh skohhh ci e w`ehmr‟ w`ehmr‟ss `erpccn. O sew t`et Bmon @cst wes efhm tc usm t`os pmguhoeroty ci sgomngm
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iogtocns wrotmrs‚t`os ontmnsm enj ehbcst unw`chmscbm hmvmh ci gcbpmtotocn‚tc `os ejventeam. Q`mn `m soanmj up en Oseeg Esobcv cr en Ehirmj Fmstmr icr e hmgturm, `m icunj `m gcuhjn‟t kmmp t`m ct`mr ycunamr wrotmrs wr otmrs ewey‚e Wponrej Wponrej,, e Jmhe Jmheny ny,, cr e @erhe @erhen n Mh Mhhoscn hoscn.. @m gcuhj gcuhjn‟ n‟tt turn t`mb enj t`mor iromnjs ewey cngm t`my‟j `merj efcut e hmgturm t`rcua` t`m Nmw _crk fus` tmhmarep`. Enj icr t`m eujomngm ci sgomngm iogtocn iens et t`m wmmkhy hmgturms, t`et cnhy ejjmj tc t`m g`ectog iun. Wgomngm iogtocn wrotmrs wmrm ehh iromnjs, cr iromnjhy mnmboms. Cr et hmest, mvmrycnm knmw cnm enct`mr enj t`my wetg`mj meg` ct`mr hokm `ewks. Wcbm wmrm fcostmrcus enj eraubmntetovm, scbm wmrm trogkstmrs, scbm wmrm seugy, enj scbm wmrm mernmst. Aovmn t`et Bmon @cst ehweys tcck ejventeam ci `os pcsotocn tc spmnj scbm tobm wot` t`m eut`crs fmicrm`enj, scbm ci t`mb usmj t`mor onotoeh bmmtona wot` `ob tc tehk efcut bettmrs t`my jojn‟t amnmrehhy josguss wot` ct`mrs. O `ej cfsmrvmj t`et fy t`os pcont on `os hoim Bmon @cst gcuhj irmqumnthy `evm en miimgt hokm t`os cn pmcphm. _cu bey rmgehh `cw Froen Mpstmon usmj `os tobm wot` by werj fegk on t`m Hcnjcn G`eptmr‟s Weten‟s Gevmrn on t`m wmmks fmicrm `m jomj‚jurona t`m jca jeys ci 5?91‚tc tehk ci `os unrmquotmj hcvm, `os fusonmss joseppcontbmnts, enj tc gcnimss `os `cbcsmxuehoty. Lcm @ehjmben, stoh stohhh unk unkncwn ncwn es e wcrhj wcrhj-ghe -ghess ss sgo-io sgrofm, wes cnm sug` eut`cr. eut`cr. Z`m mxpmromngm `m gebm tc s`erm s`e rm wot` by werj, w`ohm prcfefhy nct t`m iorst tobm tchj, wes gmrteonhy t`m iorst tobm t`et w`et `m‟j jmsgrofmj `ej fmmn tekmn quotm sc smrocushy. Z`mrm wes e accj rmescn icr t`os. By werj wes onghonmj tc aovm grmjmngm tc cut-ci-t`m-crjonery mxpmromngms on amnmreh, enj enct`mr rmberkefhm ongojmnt `ej rmgmnthy fmmn tchj tc `ob fy ymt enct`mr imeturmj spmekmr on enct`mr iomhj mntormhy. Meg` mxpmromngm es jmsgrofmj wcuhj reosm efschutmhy iunjebmnteh qumstocns efcut t`m neturm ci bcrteh jmet`. Z`os prcvojmj Bmon @cst wot` ghums, w`og` `m ontmrprm o ntmrprmtmj tmj tc bmen bme n t`et jmet`, es O `merj `ob sey bcrm t`en cngm, ‘wesn‟t ehh t`et ot wes gregkmj up tc fm.‒ Ot wes Mve K.‟s mxpmromngm t`et `m‟j `merj iorst. W`m `ej cnm ci t`m bcst smrmnmhy fmeutoiuh iegms ci eny wcben Bmon @cst `ej mvmr bmt. Qot`
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ionm, g`osmhmj imeturms, `oa` g`mmkfcnms, hcna sbcct` ionm `eor enj t`m ghmermst ci fhum myms, s`m‟j scbmt`ona ci t`m hcck ci egtrmssms hokm Aregm Kmhhy enj Mve Berom Weont‚on ct`mr wcrjs, t`m ghessog Ebmrogen fhcnjm. Zc jmsgrofm `mr tcc ghcsmhy boa`t fm tc prmlujogm `mr gurrmnt ojmntoty, es by gchhefcretcr tmhhs bm s`m `es songm rosmn tc e pcsotocn ci soanoiogengm wot`on t`m ontmrnetocneh psyg`chcaogeh gcbbunoty. Z`us O wohhhh geh wo gehhh `mr Jr. Mve K. K. Jcgtcr Mve K. wesn‟t ymt e jcgtcr ci psyg`chcay w`mn s`m iorst mngcuntmrmj t`m Trcgmss G`urg` on t`m icrb ci Iet`mr Boge` jurona t`m iehh bcnt`s ci 5?17. W`m wes stujyona icr `mr jmarmm et t`m tobm‚spmgoehozona on t`m psyg`chcaogeh espmgt ci jrmebs enj jrmeb enehysos. W`m wes ehrmejy mxtrmbmhy eggcbphos`mj et t`os, es by werj wes tc josgcvm josgcvmrr w`mn `m wes ontmrvomw ontmrvomwona ona Mve icr e gcnimrmngm shct. @m eskmj `mr tc ontmrprmt e jrmeb `m‟j rmgcrjmj scbm bcnt`s merhomr enj `mr rmejona ci ot wes streoa`ticrwerj, wmhh fehengmj, enj eppermnthy bmenonaiuh tc by werj. Ot turnmj tur nmj cut `mr t`et ontmhhoamngm o ntmhhoamngm bcrm bcrm t`en betg` betg`mj mj `mr fmeuty. Mve K. wes wcrhjhy, smhi-gcniojmnt, gcchhy stunnona, enj `oa`hy ontmhhoamnt. Q`mn s`m knmw by werj fmttmr, s`m ejbottmj tc fmona t`m smgrmt, hcnatobm, cn-enj-cii bostrmss ci en eaona‚ymt surprosonahy wmhh prmsmrvmj‚berromj, busteg`mj, Ebmrogen ioh iohb b ster. _mt jmspotm t`os‚ t` os‚ enj eht`cua` Bmon @cst wcuhjn‟t kncw ot untoh bug` hetmr on `os hoim‚ s`m wes iehhona on hcvm wot` by werj. Z`m wosm enj wcrhjhy Mve K. wes iehhona on hcvm wot` e gmhofetm promst! Ncw `cw wcrhjhy enj wosm wes t`et!3 Fut pmr`eps s`m jojn‟t rmehhy kncw ot `mrsmhi. Enj ot bey fm t`et s`m imht e gmhofetm rmhetocns`op, e hoeoscn ci t`m sporot, wcuhj scbm`cw gcb pmnsetm icr `mr au auoht ohtyy fmtreyeh ci enct`mr ben‟ ben‟ss woi woim. m. Boa Boa`t `t s`m `evm t`cua`t t`et t`rcua` unrmquotmj hcvm icr e gmhofetm promst s`m gcuhj pey `mr bcreh jums3 O wesn‟t efhm tc tmhh. W`m boa`t mvmn `evm imht, sccnmr cr hetmr, t`et s`m gcuhj hurm Iet`mr Boge` cut ci t`m Trcgmss enj kmmp `ob icr `mrsmhi. Oi t`os hettmr prcpcsotocn wes trum, s`m kmpt `mr eiimgtocns rmberkefhy wmhh `ojjmn ircb by werj icr t`m nmxt imw ymers. Ot wes mquehhy ghmer t`et by werj hokmj Mve K., enj epprmgoetmj `mr ontmhhoamngm enj
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mxpmrtosm on jrmeb ontmrprmtetocn; fut t`m trut` wes `m `ej ioitmmn cr twmnty Mves on enj ercunj t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr, ehh ci w`cb `m hokmj enj epprmgoetmj. _mt ot wes ghmer `m imht t`mrm wes scbmt`ona spmgoeh efcut Mve K., enj cvmr t`m suggmmjona ymers t`my fmgebm accj ghcsm iromnjs on t`m wey pmcphm gen w`mn t`my gcnsgocushy g`ccsm nct tc mxprmss t`mor iromnjs`op i romnjs`op wot`on wot`o n t`m smxue smxuehh ermne. @m nmvmr frckm `os vcw ci gmhofeg gmhofegyy wot` Mve, ymt s`m wcuhj gcbm tc te tekm km en obpcrte obpcrtent nt phegm on `os hoim hoim‚es ‚es wmhh es onejvmrtmnthy phey e sohmnt rchm on w`et ehhcwmj `os myms tc cpmn t`rmm ymers hetmr. @cwmvmr, ehh ci t`os wes stohh tc gcbm. Voa`t ncw w`et O wos` tc icgus cn os t`m mvmnt t`et Mve K. jmsgrofmj on bmjogeh jmteoh, enj w`og` cggurrmj merhy on t`mor egqueontengm‚ scbm wmmks fmicrm Lcm @ehjmben wes rmhetona `os mxpmromngm on by werj‟‟s sun-iohhmj ciiogm. werj Mve jmsgrofmj `cw s`m `ej fmmn stenjona on `mr tony Nmw _crk epertbmnt‟s fet`rccb, bekona up `mr iegm on ircnt ci t`m borrcr cvmr t`m feson. W`m tchj by werj `cw s`m‟j shoppmj cn t`m wmt ihccr, iehhona `erj, enj getg`ona t`m unjmrsojm ci `mr ncsm cn t`m mjam ci t`m feson‚ jrovona t`m fcnm streoa`t up ontc `mr freon. W`m seoj s`m wes quotm gcnsgocus es s`m imhh, enj tchj by werj t`et s`m knmw s`m‟j kohhmj `mrsmhi. W`m knmw s`m wes jmej. Mve K. t`mn fhegkmj cut. Q`mn s`m gebm fegk tc iuhh gcnsgocusnmss e s`crt tobm hetmr enj puhhmj `mrsmhi tc `mr immt, s`m gcuhj smm on t`m borrcr t`et s`m `ej t`m shoa`tmst fruosona ercunj t`m tcp ci `mr mhmaent ncsm. Epert ircb t`et, s`m seoj s`m wes lust ionm. W`m `ej nc ojme w`et `ej `eppmnmj‚cnhy t`et scbmt`ona vmry wmorj `ej `e j lust cggurrmj. W`m `ej nc jcuft et cnm bcbmnt t`et s`m wes jmej, lust es on t`m nmxt bcbmnt s`m wes gmrteon s`m wes ehovm. * * *
Qm wmrm `oa Qm `oa`` on t`m bessovm rchh rchhona ona icct`o icct`ohhhhs‚`oh s‚`ohhs hs t`et wcuhj `evm fmmn bcunteons cn Mert`‚w`mn t`m gefon ionehhy jrmw tc e `eht. Qm
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weotmj icr t`m gcup gcuphm hm on o n t`m t `m gefon tc josbcunt. j osbcunt. Z`mn ]ne ]neve ve auojmj a uojmj bm cut enj cntc e pheticrb t`et wes gentohmvmrmj cvmr e prmgopotcus jrcp jcwn tc t`m vehhmy fmhcw. Z`m gefon shoppmj sohmnthy ewey, fegk ircb w`mngm ot `ej gcbm. Z`m hoa`ts ci t`m goty ci \enjen ier fmnmet` us ahcwmj on t`m amnthm iuzz ci e gcchona mvmnona bost. Qey cut on t`m cgmen O gcuhj smm t`m hoa`ts ci w`et ]neve ]neve `ej merhomr me rhomr gehhmj geh hmj ihottmr i hottmr-fcets -fcets skottmrona egrcss t`m `crozcn. O wetg`mj, iesgonetmj, w`ohm cnm ci t`msm ihottmr-fcets turnmj fegk tcwerj t`m s`crm. Es ot jrmw ghcsmr, O sew ot wes bcvona wot` mxtrecrjonery repojoty egrcss t`m suriegm ci t`m wetmr. Ot mbmramj ircb e petg` ci bost, enj w`mn w`m n ot joj O gcuhj sujjmnhy sujjmnhy‚enj ‚enj wot` e lch lcht‚sm t‚smmm bcrm ghmerhy t`et t`m wetmrr fmn wetm fmnmet` met` t`m vm`o vm`oghm ghm (wes (wes ot rmehhy e s`op s`op33) epp eppmermj mermj tc rmb rmbeon eon gcb gcb- phmtmhy phm tmhy unjosturfmj. unjosturfmj. Z`mrm Z`mrm wes efschu efschutmhy tmhy nc nc wekm, enj t`m suriegm wes es sbcct` unjmr t`m spmmjona greit es ot wes cvmr t`m rmst ci t`m fey. Fmicrm O gcuhj fhurt cut by surprosm, ]neve wes jrewona bm ewey ircb t`m vomw enj auojona bm ehcna e rebp t`et swmpt up tc e heram strugturm rosona ircb t`m ferm rcgks efcvm us. Ier fmycnj enj joseppmerona ontc t`m noa`t, O gcuhj smm ichj upcn ichj ci t`m bessovm bcunteon g`eon t`et jcbonetmj t`m vest gmntreh erme ci t`m scut`mrn gcntonmnt. O knmw ircb e prmvocus vosot t`et t`m mntorm rmaocn `ej fmmn jmsoanetmj e netureh prmsmrvm. Z`m goty ci \enjen enj t`m hcwhenjs rmgmovmj t`mor prmgocus wetmr ircb `mrm. Ot wes t`mor segrmj scurgm‚ t`m segrmj scurgm‚ci t`mor rmhoaocn. Mvmn ncw on t`m `ehi-jerknmss O gcuhj smm wetmr strmeb strmebona ona jcwn on e smroms ci spmgteg spmgteguhe uherr wetmrie wetmriehhhhs‚eppmero s‚eppmerona na on t`m bccnhoa`t es ehefestmr gchubns ci t`m Zmbphm ci t`m Bcunteon Acj‚rmgmjona cii ontc t`m jerknmss enj t`m sohvmr-honmj ghcujs. O wes sc efscrfmj on t`m beanoiogmngm ci t`m vomw‚sc rojoguhcushy mng`entmj fy ots bystmrocus untrebbmhmj belmsty‚t`et O hetmr imht O bust `evm fmmn tryona tc jmhey by mntry ontc t`os bmmtona wot` Trongm Lenje-g`o.o. Z`os wes e bmmtona O `ejn‟t mxpmg Lenje-g` mxpmgtmj, tmj, enj icr w`og` O imht bcst ewkwerjhy ohh prmpermj. O gen cnhy fmhomvm t`et O bust `evm fmmn e armet jmeh bcrm trmpojetocus t`en O knmw! On rmtrcspmgt‚`cpmiuhhy fmona scbmw`et wosmr‚O ncw t`onk ci t`et gcbpuhsovm rmegtocn es cnm w`og` `una hokm e gmhmstoeh gursm cvmr
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us rmfmh enamhs. O gen sey t`os ncw< Qm gcuhj nmvmr fm efschutmhy gmrteon ci enyt`ona. Et cnm tobm, fmicrm Hugoimr‟s rmvchutocn, wm gmhmstoehs knmw cur iungtocns‚ycu boa`t sey wm knmw cur phegm. Qm‟j fmmn sc surm ci cursmhvms. Qm knmw t`mn t`et w`etmvmr wm joj wes accj enj roa`t enj ehoanmj wot` t`m hcvona jmsorms ci t`m Bct`mr Wporot. Z`mn sujjmnhy nct`ona wes quotm es ot smmbmj enybcrm. Gcniusocn ncw mxostmj w`mrm prmvocushy t`onas `ej fmmn crjmrmj. Qmrm wm smttona cii cn e frevm nmw lcurnmy3 Cr wmrm wm jrcppona ontc e wmf ci Hugoimr enj Weten‟s jmhusocn3 Qmrm wm tekona t`m hcna rmturn `cbm3 Qmrm Q mrm wm pert ci e armet a rmet gcsbog mxpmrobmnt3 Cr wmrm wm gmhmstoeh bosiots; t`m ontmrphenmtery grobonehs t`m BE fmhomvmj us tc fm3 Z`msm wmrm t`m jcufts enj t`m imers‚t`m arenjocsm ebfotocns enj t`m jrmebs ci irmmjcb. Z`msm wmrm lust scbm ci t`m jmbcns enj t`cua`ticrbs gerryona t`m gursm ci ebfovehmngm enj suspogocn t`et fmsmt us ehh . . . Armet `mevmns! Eb O scunjona bcrm hokm e bcrteh3 Fut t`mn eaeon, fmicrm O mntmrmj t`m gefon wot` ]neve O `ej nc gcngmpt w`et O wes acona tc `mer ircb t`m Trongm enj `os ohhustrocus vosotcrs, cr t`m prcicunj obpegt t`os mngcuntmr wes tc `evm cn bm. * * *
Lcm @ehjmbe @ehjmben n wes t`o t`ort rtyy et t`m tobm‚t tobm‚t`rmm `rmm ymers ycunamr t`e t`en n by werj. Ot quogkhy quogk hy mbmramj tc t`mor ebusmbmnt t`et t`my s`ermj t`m sebm se bm fort`jey ci Lunm ?. Z`my wmrm twc ycuna Ambonos, fct` fmgcbona bestmrs ci gcbbunogetocn, meg` on `os cwn wey. Meg` cnm wes en ongernetmj rmfmh enamh fut meg`, es ymt, wes gcbphmtmhy unewerm ci `os enamhog sporotueh `mroteam. Q`et fct` bmn `ej on gcbbcn wes t`et meg` `ej fmmn s`cwona soans ci fmgcbona gurocus et w`et hey fmnmet` t`m eggmptmj suriegm ci gcnsmnsus rmehoty. Icr Bmon @cst, t`os `ej fmmn prcvckmj fy t`m rmehoty ci t`m snekm t`et mntmrmj t`rcua` `os mym w`mn `m wes hyona cn t`m fmjrccb ihccr ci Ennom Vcss‟s Hcnjcn epertbmnt on en mnt`mcamnogehhy ehtmrmj stetm. Eht`cua`, oi O boa`t joarmss icr bcbmnt, O `evm `merj by werj sey
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bcrm t`en cngm t`et‚on spotm ci t`m uttmr rmehoty ci t`et snekm (t`m snekm wes bm, jostcrtmj fy `os tmrrofhm imer)‚ fmgeusm `m‟j mxpmromngmj ot w`ohm on en mnt`mcamnog trengm, t`mrm wes ehweys t`m smnsm t`et ot gcuhj `evm fmmn e `ehhugonetocn. Fut Lcm‟s mxpmromngm `ej fmmn nc `ehhugonetocn, enj ot gcntonumj tc feiihm Lcm. Z`m wey `m mxpheonmj ot t`et eitmrnccn on t`m iehh ci 5?17, `m wes stohh ghmerhy s`ekmn fy t`m obphogetocns ci w`et `ej `eppmnmj tc `ob on Yomtneb. Wunhoa`t wes pcurona t`rcua` gcbbmrgoeh bmteh irebm wonjcws t`et gcbphmtmj cnm sojm ci by werj‟s nmw enj heramr ciiogm (t`m hej wes gcbona up iest). Z`m sun‟s achjmn fmebs iohtmrmj t`rcua` t`m rcw ci e jczmn phents `enaona ircb t`m gmohona fm`onj t`m wonjcw on smperetm pcts‚e bess ci i hcwmrmj armmnmr armmnmryy w`csm bess ci i hcreh strenjs `una fmnmet` hokm en upsojm-jcwn `mjam. Z`os aevm t`m rccb w`et O `ej `merj by werj cngm rmimr tc es en mxebphm ci ‘scbm merhy entoarevoty mxpmrobmnt acnm tmrrofhy wrcna.‒ Q`mt`mr cr nct `os vosotcr mvmr nctogmj t`os cjj miimg miimgtt wes nmvmr mxprmssmj cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`mor tobm tcamt`mr. O gen vcug` ircb cfsmrvona Lcm @ehjmben‟s mbctocneh fcjy t`et t`m prciusocn ci phents‚upsojm-jcwn phents‚upsoj m-jcwn `mjam cr nct‚`ej rmhexmj rmhe xmj `ob, ` ob, mngcureaona `ob tc cpmn up. Lcm `ej lust gcbphmtmj wroton wrotonaa `os ghes ghessog sog sgo-io ncvmh, Z`m Icrmvmr Qer‚ w`og` wcuhj fm pufhos`mj t`m nmxt ymer‚enj ot mstefhos`mj mste fhos`mj `ob ` ob es fct` e supmrf croaoneh wrotmr enj en egmrfog scgoeh grotog. Lcm `ej fmmn jre jreitmj itmj on 5?91 enj smr smrvmj vmj es e gcbfet mnao mnaonmmr nmmr on ‟Neb, `m mxpheonmj tc by werj w`ohm sottona wot` `ob on by werj‟s ciiogm. Enj yms, onjmmj, `m `ej ontmnjmj Z`m Icrmvmr Qer tc tc fm e grotogeh enj icrt`roa`t gcbbmntery cn t`m Yomtneb Qer, ehfmot ghcekmj es en ontmrstmhher gcnihogt fmtwmmn `ubens enj e bystmrocus Zeuren spmgoms. Wongm t`m ncvmh `ejn‟t ymt fmmn pufhos`mj, Bmon @cst wesn‟t ymt ewerm ci t`m fcck‟s sget`onahy frohhoent mxpcsurm ci t`m `cpmhmss ireujuhmngm ci wer. Z`os `m wcuhj josgcvmr e imw ymers hetmr w`mn `m egtuehhy rmej ot. @cwmvmr, ot wesn‟t `os fcck t`et Lcm wentmj tc tehk efcut. Ot wes scbmt`ona t`et `ej `eppmnmj tc `ob on t`m wer. Wcbmt`ona sc
Gmntmr ci t`m Qmf
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strenam, ‘sc jebnmj bystmrocus, sc, wmhh, sc irenkhy boreguhcus . . . mvmn oi O joj fmhomvm on t`et scrt ci stuii, w`og` O stohh jcn‟t. Fut O jcn‟t kncw w`et tc bekm ci ot. ot.‒‒ @m mxpheonmj t`et es e gcbfet mnaonmmr `m wes bcst irmqumnthy wmhh fm`onj t`m wcrst ci t`m egtocn, es `m wes cn t`os pertoguher jey. @m imht rmhetovmhy seim, `m seoj, cr es seim es ot wes mvmr pcssofhm tc immh ongcuntry. @m wes pert ci e heram nubfmr ci ct`mr ].W. Erby pmrscnnmh, bcsthy arunts wot` e imw mnaonmmrs enj ciiogmrs, w`c wmrm wcrkona on enj ercunj cnm ci t`m beon ebbunotocn jubps w`mn t`m fcbf `ot. Lcm fmhomvmj ot wes geusmj fy e Y.G. rcgkmt fmgeusm sujjmnhy t`m jubp mxphcjmj wot`cut eny wernona. @m seoj t`et cnm `unjrmj moa`tyicur bohotery pmrscnnmh wmrm kohhmj cutroa`t. Zmrrofhm pcwmr `ej fmmn unhmes`mj on enct`mr `crroiyona enj treaog mxprmssocn ci t`m `cpmhmss iutohoty ci wer. _mt Lcm @ehjmben wehkmj cut ci t`et mxphcsocn fermhy tcug`mj fy t`m imeriuh fhest. Ot jojn‟t smmb t`et `m wes mxeaamretona, cr bekona t`m w`chm stcry up. @m wes amnuonmhy ebezmj enj feiihmj fy w`et `ej cggurrmj. @m wes t`m cnhy ben tc we wehk hk cut ci t`m oni onimrnc. mrnc. @cw gcuhj t`os `evm `eppmnmj3 @m wes struaahona tc fmhomvm ot wes purm hugk. @cw gcuhj `m `evm fmmn t`et hugky, hugky, w`mn e `unjrmj moa`ty-icur ct`mrs `ej fmmn sc unhugky3 Ot jojn‟t enswmr enyt`ona. Ot rcffmj t`m mvmnt ci bmenona tc tc t`onk hokm t`et‚enj surmhy sug` en mxtrecrjonery sotuetocn bust `evm scbm bmenona. Oi ot wes bmenonahmss‚lust e hugky t`rcw ci t`m jogm‚t`mn joj cnm `unjrmj moa`ty-icur schjomrs sobphy gest en unhugky t`rcw3 Ot wes e jcwnroa`t obprcfefohoty‚onjmmj e stetostogeh encbehy‚t`et wcuhj `evm seveamj t`m fcjy gcunt ci Ebmrogen jmej icr t`et jey `ej t`m bohotery eut`crotoms fmmn prmpermj tc tmhh t`m trut` efcut t`m Ebmrogens w`c jomj t`et jey jey.. _mt ot wesn‟t rmsmntbmnt es bug` e pmrphmxmj wcnjmrbmnt t`et Lcm ehcnm `ej survovmj w`og` eppmermj tc trcufhm `ob sc. Wurmhy `os sur voveh bust `evm `evm scbm armetmr bmenona. @os imhhcws‟ jmet`s wmrmn‟t gcb phmtmhy bmenonahmsshy, bmen onahmsshy, wmrm t`my3
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Z`os wesn‟t survovcr‟s auoht. Ncr joj ot eppmer t`et Lcm wes wrmsthona wot` eny smnsm ci unrmescnefhm smhi-obpc smhi-obpcrte rtengm. ngm. @m jojn‟ jojn‟tt smmb tc immh `m `ej fmmn sevmj icr eny pertoguher purpcsm. @m seoj ot wesn‟t t`et `m imht mspmgoehhy fej t`et `m‟j survovmj w`mn sc beny ct`mrs `ej jomj. Nmot`mr joj `m immh t`m ewiuh enobeh rus` ci auohty lcy et fmona ehovm et t`m mxpmnsm ci t`m ct`mrs. Ci oi `m joj, `m gheobmj ot `ejn‟t hestmj hcna. Z`os mvmnt `ejn‟t turnmj Lcm ontc e prcp`mt. Fut fmona en mxtrmbmhy ontmhhoamnt enj gurocus ben, ot `ej icrgmj `ob tc hcck bcrm jmmphy ontc t`m neturm ci rmehoty. Z`m mxphcsocn `ej s`cwn `ob scbmt`ona `m wes stohh struaahona tc unjmrstenj‚e trut` lust fmycnj `os gcnsgocus ewermnmss. Z`os wes e trut` t`et wes sc votehhy obpcrtent t`et `m gcuhjn‟t eiicrj tc hmt ot shop t`rcua` `os aresp, enj ymt ot wes sc mhusovm t`et ot ehweys beneamj tc msgepm `ob. Lcm @e @ehjmbe hjmben, n, es by werj tchj Luh Luhomttm omttm hetm hetmr, r, `ej `o `oss ‘sne ‘snekm km bcbmnt.‒ _mt ot wes en mxg`enam Lcm enj Bmon @cst `ej tcwerj t`m mnj ci t`mor unmxpmgtmjhy hcna josgussocn t`et bejm by werj sc t`cua`tiuh eitmrwerj. Q`mt`mr t`m obphogetocns ci w`et `m fmhomvmj `m `ej stubfhmj cn `ej strugk Lcm on t`m sebm wey, `m nmvmr josgcvmrmj. Fut t`mn eaeon, O wcnjmr oi t`m gcngmpt ci ‘sojmstmppona jmet`‒‚es by werj gebm tc gehh t`m p`mncbmncn w`mn `m t`cua`t `m unjmrstccj ot fmttmr‚wes scbmt`ona jmsoanmj bcrm icr `ob tc stujy, enj ci w`og` tc tekm spmgoeh nctm. Bmon @cst gcuhjn‟t `evm fmmn gcnsgocushy ewerm ci w`et eweotmj `ob on e sgent imw bcnt`s< en mvmnt t`et wcuhj ionehhy cpmn `os myms tc t`m trum neturm ci jmet`, es wmhh es enswmr t`m qumstocn et t`m gmntmr ci Lcm @ehjmben‟ @ehjmben‟ss mnoabe mnoabe.. By werj wcuhj sccn josgcvmr icr `obsmhi‚wot` en uns`ekefhm gmrteonhy‚t`m enswmr tc cnm t`m jmmpmst bystmroms ci hoim. C`, nct`ona sc arenjocsm es t`m bmenona ci hoim, fut t`m bcrm bcjmst enj preabetog rmehozetocn t`et mvmry `uben hoim `es bmenona . Z`m hoim ci mvmry sonahm `uben fmona os on`mrmnthy bmenonaiuh. _mt bcst `ubens wohh cnhy josgcvmr t`m prcicunj trut` ci t`os w`mn t`my pess ircb t`orj-jmnsoty hoim hoim..
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Iurocus Zrensicrbetocns Trongm Lenje-g`o‟s Vmsojmngm, Mvchutocnery Tcherozetocn, Ncrben Wponrej‟s Lckm, t`m Icunjetocn Ieot`, Ieot`, enj Mntmr e Wuggufus
O `ej nc ojme w`et tc mxpmgt es ]neve auojmj bm pest t`m crnebmnteh wetmriehhhh enj ontc t`m mntrengm `eh wetmrie `ehhh ci Trongm Lenje-g`o Lenje-g`o‟‟s subbmr rmsojmngm. O fermhy rmbmbfmrmj t`m phegm ircb t`m hest tobm O wes `mrm. Ot wes sc hcna eac e ac ot wes we s ncw ehbcst e hbcst unrmgcano unrmgcanozefhm. zefhm. Z`mrm wes nc ircnt jccr, icr mxebphm; nc cfvocus ferromr tc mntmrona t`m phegm. Z`m jwmhhona wes, cr eppmermj tc fm, gcbphmtmhy unjmimnjmj. Z`os bust fm cnm ci t`m bcst spmgoeh phegms cn t`m scut`mrn gcntonmnt‚cn t`m w`chm phenmt, oi ycu t`onk efcut ot. Eitmr ehh, `m wes cnm ci t`m Thenmter Thenmteryy Trongms ci t`m mntorm wcrhj, enj ymt t`m `cusm smmbmj tc fm cpmn enj wmhgcbona tc mvmrycnm. O wes eskmj tc weot on e sbehh engohhery g`ebfmr. Ot wes wonjcwhmss, enj e `ojjmn jccr shoj ghcsmj fm`onj bm eitmr ]neve `ej joseppmermj, prmsubef prm subefhy hy tc spmek wot` t`m Trongm. @m wes pr prcfef cfefhy hy upje upjetona tona `ob cn by rmegtocns enj qumstocns jurona cur trop `mrm, O t`cua`t. O imht en ehbcst obpmrgmptofhm bcvmbmnt on t`m rccb, es oi ot aevm e shoa`t s`ovmr. Z`os wes ichhcwmj ichhcw mj fy e shoa`t tonahona tonah ona stertona et by `mej enj bcvona bcvona stmejohy jcwn by fcjy. Ot tcck e imw bcbmnts fut fy t`m tobm t`m smnsetocn rmeg`mj by weost O rmehozmj O wes fmona sgennmj sgennmj fy scbm `ojjmn `ojjmn jmvogm. jmvogm. 6:?
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Iurocus Zrensicrbetocns
Z`et tcck bm efegk, O gen tmhh ycu. Bcst netovms ci \enjene‚cr bcst ct`mr betmroeh vosotcrs‚hokmhy wcuhjn‟t `evm fmmn ewerm ci t`m sgen, fut ot hmt bm kncw t`m jwmhhona rmehhy joj `evm ots `o-tmg` prctmgtocns. Z`m Trongm bust `evm ghcekmj t`m sgennona reys sc es nct tc eppmer bcrm ejvengmj t`en t`m onjoamncus netovms enj t`mor cwn tmg`nchcaogeh prcarmss. Z`os on enj ci otsmhi tchj bm `m wes stohh beonteonona t`m gcursm `m `ej smt unjmr Hugoimr‟s auojengm. On t`m gesm ci \enjene, fct` ci t`m Thenmtery Trongms `ej croaonehhy hcgetmj t`mor goty ci \enjen‚t`mor mquovehmnt ci Jehebetoe‚ enj smtthmj cn t`m sebm gcntonmnt. Eitmr beny amnmretocns ci pmegmiuh ettmbpts tc ejvengm t`m guhturms ci t`m ct`mr oshenj netocns‚es ]neve `ej tchj bm merhomr‚t`my `ej g`csmn tc icgus t`mor mntorm miicrts cn t`mor cwn guhtureh jmvmhcpbmnt jcwn on t`m scut`. O rmehozmj O `ej nmvmr mvmn fmmn tc t`m ct`mr oshenj gcntonmnts, enj O‟j vosotmj \enjene et hmest e `ehi jczmn tobms. Z`mrm wes sobphy nct`ona ci bug` ontmrmst cn t`m oshenjs. @mrm on t`m scut` ‘os w`mrm t`m egtocn tekms phegm‒ wes t`m wey O t`cua`t efcut ot. Fmicrm O gcuhj stert tc immh onejmquetm‚e wetg`mr os sobphy bment tc obpertoehhy cfsmrvm‚enct`mr `ojjmn jccr shoj cpmn on t`m g`ebfmr tc rmvmeh en mncrbcus bmmtona rccb. ]neve (bystmrocushy) wes t`mrm tc armmt bm eaeon enj us`mrmj bm ontc t`m rccb. @m wes iromnjhy mncua` ymt O gcuhjn‟ gcu hjn‟tt `mhp fut immh nmrvcus es e s O ichhcwmj `ob geutocushy ontc t`m gevmrncus spegm. O smnsmj t`m prmsmngm ci Trongm Lenje-g`o epprceg`ona wmhh fmicrm O sew `ob. ]neve bust `evm rmtrmetmj sohmnthy fm`onj bm fmgeusm, fmgeusm icr e imw bcbmnts O imht O wes gcbphmtmhy ehcnm on t`et vest enj amnthy ahcwona spegm. Et t`et bcbmnt ot wes ehbcst gcbphmtmhy ferm. @oa` gentmj wehhs bmhjmj ontc e rcci wey efcvm bm. Z`m wehhs eppmermj tc fm gervmj cut ci fmjrcgk enj ymt t`my wmrm amcbmtrogehhy iegmttmj ontc e buhtotujm ci troenahms enj trepmzoe, w`og` sgettmrmj reys ircb sbehh ihcetona hoa`t penmhs t`et wmrm sobohe sob oherr tc t`csm O‟ O‟jj iorst smmn on t`m trenspcrt hcunam. O turnmj tc smm w`mrm ]neve `ej acnm. Z`m `ojjmn jccr `ej josep pmermj smebhmsshy smebhmsshy ontc t`m wehh fm`onj bm. Z`m wehh wes t`m cnhy vmrtogeh vmrtogeh
Iurocus Zrensicrbetocns
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imeturm on t`m rccb enj es O hcckmj bcrm ghcsmhy O gcuhj smm ot wes gcb pcsmj ci e bess ci t`on s`m s`mhvm hvmss rmeg`on rmeg`onaa up tc t`m gmohona. Cn tcp ci t`m s`mhvms set rcw upcn rcw ci sbehh trenspermnt fcxms, meg` cnm gcnteonona w`et smmbmj smmbmj tc fm e tony tony buhtogch buhtogchcrm crmjj ahess sp`mrm. sp`mrm. Z`mrm Z`mrm wmrm wmrm t`cusenjs t`cusenjs upcn t`cusenjs‚pmr`eps bohhocns‚ci t`msm hotthm gchcrmj fehhs. Z`my wmrmm hokm trensperm wmr trenspermnt nt berfhms t`et boa`t `ev `evmm sperkhmj enj i hes`mj `ej bcrm hoa`t fmmn jormgtmj cn t`m wehh ircb t`m ihcetona penmhs. Wcbmt`ona bust `evm jmteonmj t`m Trongm. O gcuhj `mer t`m ieont gry ci e g`ohj ier efcvm bm, t`mn‚cnm eitmr enct`mr‚t`m groms ci sbehh g`ohjrmn lconmj wot` t`m iorst untoh e g`crus ci shmmpy, enary groms wes mg`cona onjostongthy t`rcua` t`m pesseams enj gcrrojcrs. Ot scunjmj hokm e Armmk g`crus gcbbmntona cn by erroveh. Oi t`os wes w`et wes jmheyona t`m Trongm t`mn ot boa`t tekm `ob e hotthm hcnamr tc amt jcwn `mrm t`en `m t`cua`t. @merona t`csm kojs aevm bm e accj immhona, t`cua`. O t`cua`t ci Gehoaestoe, w`c O rmgkcnmj rmehhy jojn‟t hokm `uben g`ohjrmn. O icunj ot unusuehhy tcug`ona t`et e Thenmtery Trongm wcuhj egtuehhy `evm g`ohjrmn on `os jwmhhona. On `os jwmhhona! Trongm Gehoaestoe wcuhj `evm fmmn eppehhmj. O wes nc wosmr efcut t`m purpcsm ci t`csm bessms ci hotthm gchcrmj sp`mrms; wmrm t`my pmricrbona e iungtocn, cr wmrm t`my sobphy en unusueh jmgcretovm imeturm3 Zurnona ewey ircb t`m puzzhona wehh, O bcvmj tcwerj t`m bessovm gurvmj wonjcw et t`m ier mnj ci t`m rccb. O gcuhj smm ircb t`mrm `cw t`m erg`otmgt `ej ghmvmrhy gentohmvmrmj t`m strugturm cut cvmr ymt enct`mr prmgopotcus jrcp; t`os tobm ot wes iegona t`m bcunteoncus netureh rmsmrvm! Z`m netureh rmsmrvm!3 Os t`et w`et w`et O wes smmona3 @cw gcuhj t`et fm3 Z`m henj imhh ewey ontc e jmmp vehhmy fmicrm ot ghobfmj up t`rcua` t`m bosts enj jrcppmj ewey eaeon, ichjona ontc t`m ier bcunteons, scitsohvmrmj fy t`m bccn, enj t`mn s`ejona obpmrgmptofhy ontc t`m jostent jerknmss. Fut `cw gcuhj t`os fm3 Qesn‟t ot w`et O‟j ahobpsmj merhomr ircb t`m rebp3
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O sujjmnhy imht rojoguhcushy joscromntetmj. Mvmryt`ona wes t`m wrcna wey ercunj ercunj.. Ot bejm nc smnsm tc fm smmona t`m bcunteoncus rmsmr rmsmrvm. vm. Nct t`rcua` t`os wonjcw, enywey. O‟b usuehhy accj wot` jormgtocns. Qetg`mrs Q etg`mrs `evm tc fm. Mntmrona wot` ]neve, O‟j `ej nc immhona ci fmona turnmj ercunj‚ ymt `mrm O wes hcckona on gcbp gcbphmtmhy hmtmhy t`m t `m cppcso cppcsotm tm jormgtocn. Z`mrm wmrm t`csm ehefestmr gchubns ci wetmr O‟j smmn merhomr. Z`m Zmbphm ci t`m Bcunteon Acj, O‟j gehhmj ot, ret`mr prcuj ci by obeamry, ymt ehsc ionjona bysmhi qumstocnona w`mrm lust sug` en obeam boa`t `evm gcbm ircb. O bust `evm fmmn jostregtmj fy t`et t`cua`t, fmgeusm O jojn‟t immh t`m Trongm‟s epprceg` untoh O sew `os rmihmgtocn on t`m wonjcw. On e bcbmnt ci gcniusocn, ot smmbmj tc bm t`et t`m Trongm wes cutsojm t`m wonjcw,, shcwhy ihcetona wonjcw i hcetona cvmr t`m vehhmy. ve hhmy. @os obeam o beam wes we s shoa`thy shoa `thy jostcrtmj fy t`m gurvm enj fhmbos`ms on t`m ahess‚aovona t`m obprmssocn `m wes wmevona enj jengona `os wey tcwerj bm. Qes Q es `m, O wcnjm wcnjmrmj, rmj, mn`engona `os bcvm bcvmbmnts bmnts shoa shoa`thy `thy tc mxea mxeaamr amr-etm t`m miimgt3 O gcuhj lust bekm cut t`et `m wes sbohona fmicrm O turnmj tc armmt `ob, sc O essubmj `m knmw w`et `m wes jcona‚`m bey mvmn `evm onstrugtmj `os erg`otmgt tc grmetm t`et miimgt. Enj ot wcrkmj! O gcuhjn‟t tekm by myms cii ci `os jengona ioaurm. Ot strugk bm t`mn t`et wm boa`t fct` `evm fmmn gcniusmj. O‟j nct ymt ejlustmj jcwn tc t`m Trongm‟s irmqumngy jcbeon jcbeon,, sc O bust `evm eppmermj bcrm hokm e a`csthy icrb tc `ob. O trustmj `m wcuhjn‟t tekm ot es en onsuht‚ot wes gcnsojmrmj fej icrb on sug` mngcuntmrs fmtwmmn fmonas ircb joiimrmnt jcbeons nct tc `evm betg`mj irmqumngoms procr tc bmmtona iegm-tc-iegm. (Nmmj O ejj t`et ehh fut e vmry imw smntomnt fmonas `evm iegms3) O quogkhy jcwnstmppmj ontc e butueh irmqumngy jcbeon. O syng`mj by smnsms tc t`et jcbeon es O wes turnona tc armmt t`m Trongm, sc t`et‚ fy t`m tobm wm fct` egtuehhy bmt‚wm `ej p`ysogehhy betmroehozmj mncua` tc mbfregm. Z`os surprosmj bm. Ot wes t`m iorst tobm `m‟j fmmn sc cpmnhy werb tc bm. By prmvocus jmehonas `ej fmmn g`omihy wot` Trongm \enje, w`c
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tmnjmj tc fm e bcrm jmteg`mj prmsmngm. O‟j ehweys mnlcymj Lenje-g`o, Trongm \enje‟s mxmgutovm essostent, fut O gen‟t sey O knmw `ob t`et wmhh. _mt `mrm `m wes, ehh sbohms, eppermnthy `eppy tc smm bm enj prmssona bm tc `os frcej enj gcbmhy fcscb. Z`m ettmntovm rmejmr wohh rmgehh t`os os t`m iorst tobm O `evm spckmn efcut egtuehhy p`ysogehhy mbfregona enct`mr fmona. Ci gcursm, by iromnjhy Zrenspcrt Wmrep` Mhmmne mbfregms bm, es s`m mbfregms mvmry fmona w`c trevmhs wot`on `mr `met s`omhj. Fut t`et os ret`mr joiimrmnt. Mhmmne enj ct`mr Zrenspcrt Wmrep`s bey nct bug` mnlcy trenspcrtona rmfmh enamhs, ymt t`my `evm nc g`cogm fut tc jc sc oi rmquormj. O rmaerjmj bysmhi es bcst icrtunetm tc `evm bejm sug` en ehhy ci Mhmmne, eht`cua` O knmw oi ot gebm jcwn tc t`m worm s`m wcuhj fm ehoanmj wot` t`m BE. O wcuhj fm jmgmovona bysmhi oi O t`cua`t s`m wcuhjn‟tt fmtrey cur iromnjs`op wot`cut e smgcnj t`cua`t. wcuhjn‟ t `cua`t. Oi ot `es smmbmj unusueh t`et t`mrm s`cuhj `evm fmmn sug` en cfvocus hegk ci p`ysogeh eiimgtocn on by nerretovm, O wcuhj mxpheon t`et t`os wes t`m rmsu rmsuht ht ci t`m ongrme ongrmesona sona pche pcheroz rozetocn etocn ci t`m mnmraom mnmraomss prmsmnt proberoh probe rohyy cn Mer Mert`. t`. Z`m iur iurt`mr t`mr t`m wcrhj on qumstocn jmvoetmj ircb w`et t`m BE B E gcnsojm gcnsojmrmj rmj t`m t `m tromj-enj-trum tr omj-enj-trum pettmrns ci phenmter phe nmteryy jmvmhjm vmhcpbmnt, t`m armetmr t`m pcherozetocn ci t`m mnmraoms prmsmnt cn t`et phenmt. Z`os Z`os,, on turn, ongrmesms t`m prcpmnso prcpmnsoty ty icr mxtrmbms ci t`cua`t enj egtocn ebcna t`m prcteacnosts. Z`os `mhj trum tc e bug` hmssmr mxtmnt cn \enjene enj jcufthmss eppmermj on cnm icrb cr enct`mr cn t`m rmst ci t`m t`orty-iovm wcrhjs t`et `ej frckmn ewey ircb t`m BE et t`m tobm ci t`m rmvchutocn. Fy oschetona t`m mntorm Wystmb, t`m BE `ej gest cii t`csm wcrhjs ircb t`m cvmrehh guhtureh jmvmhcpbmnteh pettmrn t`et ot `ej mstefhos`mj enj pmrimgtmj cvmr t`m mcns. Z`os `ej fmmn pregtogmj cn fohh fohhocns ocns ci wcrhjs smmjmj wot` craenog hoim, t`mn nurturmj t`rcua` t`mor mvchutocnery prcgmssms. Z`csm wcrhjs `ej fmmn smtthmj on hoa`t enj hoim. On cur gcsbchcay hmgturms fegk cn Lmrusmb, wm `ej fmmn teua`t efcut t`m mxostmngm ci smvmn bessovm Wupmrunovmrsms t`et on tcteh gcb prosmj t`m Buhtovmrsm. Z`os Hcge Hcgehh ]nov ]novmrsm mrsm ci Nmfejcn wes hcgetmj on
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t`m smvmnt` Wupmrunovmrsm enj wes nubfmrmj 955,565 cut ci t`m tcteh ci smvmn `unjrmj t`cusenj Hcgeh ]novmrsms. Z`os unjmrsgcrmj icr us `cw bug` ci t`m Buhtovmrsm wes ehrmejy pcpuhetmj wot` ontmhhoamnt hoim. On gcsbog tmrbs, O rmgehh fmona tchj t`et t`m Hcgeh ]novmrsm ci Nmfejcn `ej gcbm vmry hetm on t`m jey. Z`mrm wmrm mvmn scbm `onts aovmn fy cnm cr twc ci t`m bcrm cpmnbonjmj hmgturmrs t`et suaamstmj prmperetocns wmrm ehrmejy unjmrwey icr w`et boa`t cggur w`mn t`m mntorm Buhtovmrsm wcuhj fm smtthmj on hoa`t enj hoim. Z`m rmsuht ci fmona oschetmj ircb t`m BE‟s netureh pettmrns ci jmvmhcpbmnt `es ehhcwmj t`m onjovojueh, oschetmj phenmts tc prcarmss‚cr rmarmss‚heramhy eggcrjona tc t`m egtocns ci t`mor Thenmtery Trongms. Eht`cua` t`os wes nmvmr bmntocnmj on t`m BE‟s hmgturms, ot wes fmgcbona bcrm cfvocus tc bm t`et t`m pchogy ci oschetona wcrhjs wes e hct bcrm purpcsmiuh t`en iorst bmt t`m mym. Ot gebm tc bm t`et e systmb-wojm rmfmhhocn wcuhj prcvojm t`m BE wot` t`m g`engm tc ontrcjug o ntrcjugmm g`enam ontc t`m stefhm enj wmhh-craen wmhh-craenozmj ozmj Buhtovmrsm‚enj jc ot wot`cut nmaetovmhy eiimgtona phenmts cutsojm t`et Wystmb. E rmfmhhocn wes, oi ycu hokm, en mxpmromntoeh wey ci essmssona e veromty ci joi joiimrmn imrmntt iegtcrs, ircb t`m prmpermjnmss ci Thenmter Thenmteryy Trongms tc cpmretm irmm ci t`m BE‟s cvmrsoa`t tc grmetona ermnes on w`og` bcrteh fmonas gcuhj jmvmhcp t`m busghm ci ieot`. Z`os fmgebm ghmer tc bm es O wes stenjona on Trongm Lenje-g`o‟s mncrbcus rcgk-`mwn rccb, t`m bcunteons enj vehhmys strmtg`ona cut fmicrm bm ontc t`m jerknmss. O sew on t`csm bcbmnts ci unusueh gheroty `cw phenmts hokm \enjene enj Mert` wmrm fmona usmj tc icstmr armetmr onjovojuehoty enj smhi-rmhoengm. Q`mt`mr t`os bment t`et sug` rmfmhh rmfmhhocns ocns enj rmvchutocns enj t`m sufsmqumnt oschetocn ci t`m phenmtery Wystmbs onvchvmj wmrm ontmntocnehhy prcvckmj‚cr wmrm pmrbottmj on t`m arenj sg`mbm ci t`onas‚ rmbeonmj e bystmry tc bm. Tmr`eps t`my wmrm sobphy t`m prcjugt ci unentogopetmj onjovojueh egtocns‚es t`m BE‟s hcgeh eamnts eppmermj tc fmhomvm.
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Q`et O joj rmeh rmehozm ozm,, `cwmvmr, wes t`m prcicunj jo joiimrmngm iimrmngm on t`m gheroty ci t`m Qcrhj Bonj t`et O wes mxpmromngona cn \enjene. Aovmn e imw bcbmnts ci fmona cn by cwn, O icunj O pcssmssmj e jmarmm ci hugojoty ci t`cua`t O `ej nct mxpmromngmj cn Mert`. Ot wes es O wes mnlcyona t`os smnsetocn ci bmnteh gheroty t`et O sew e shoa`t bcvmbmnt rmihmgtmj on t`m bessovm wonjcw t`et gurvmj up efcvm bm. Z`mn O imht t`m prmsmngm ci Trongm Lenje-g`o eaeon. Enj O stohh `ej nc ojme ci w`y `m‟j gehhmj bm `mrm. * * *
Es iehh turns tc wontmr, Nmw _crk Goty gen fmgcbm fmsmt fy fotona gchj wonjs fhcwona fhcwona jcwn ircb ircb Geneje; wonjs t`et `cwh t`rcua` t`rcua` t`m evmn evmnums ums fronaona irmmzona reon enj turnona strmmt-fcua`t ubfrmhhes onsojm cut. Wcbmtobms t`m wonjs frona vochmnt ergtog sncwstcrbs. Z`my erm prmtty et iorst, arentmj, enj t`m sncw perejcxogeh pere jcxogehhy hy werbs t`m goty‟s eor. eo r. Fut t`mn t`m sncw turns ontc jorty arey `meps stegkmj cn sojmwehks enj ot bcrp`s ontc jmgmptovmhy jmmp pujjhms ci shus` t`et icch t`m unewerm enj bmht ontc ogm-gchj wetmr on cnm‟s s`cms. Bcrm citmn, `cwmvmr, ot wcuhj fm e tmrrofhm, irmmzona aehm a ehm t`et wcuhj turn t urn e jcnetc jcnetcr‟ r‟ss mxtrmbotoms fhum enj nubf, `cwmvmr funjhmj up t`et jcnetcr boa`t `eppmn tc fm. Z`m wmet`mr bejm nc joiimrmngm tc jcnetona. Jcnetcrs wmrm smnt cut on reon, wonj, cr sncw, enj t`my wmrm mxpmgtmj tc tekm germ ci t`mbsmhvms. Z`m fottmr gchj jeys neturehhy t`onnmj cut t`m grcwjs ci pmcphm cn t`m strmmts ci Ben`etten enj t`us gcuhj rejogehhy rmjugm t`m nubfmr ci pctmntoeh fuymrs ci TVCGMWW beaezonm. Q`mn Bmon @cst wes cut jcnetona cr smh smhhon honaa beae beaezonms zonms on sug` joiioguht gcnjotocns, `m icunj t`os gcuhj wcrk fct` weys. Oi scbmcnm gcuhj egtuehhy fm stcppmj on e sncwstcrb cr e aehm, t`mn `m gcuhj fm ehbcst surm ci e sehm‚cr e heramr t`en mxpmgtmj jcnetocn‚purmhy ircb sybpet`y cr ejboretocn. Fut ot gcuhj ehsc hmej tc hcna enj irustretona jeys w`mrmon bcnmy wes sgergm, w`og` put en mvmn armetmr mbp`esos cn fronaona ongrmesona nubfmrs ci pmcphm ontc t`m G`eptmr. Z`m wmmkhy sgomngm iogtocn hmgturm smroms wes iohhona t`m nmw t`metmr,
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t`m Ehp`e, wot` mnt`usoestog eujomngms, enj t`m wmhh-kncwn wrotmrs w`c wmrm aov aovona ona t`m hmgtu hmgturms rms eppmermj tc fm mnlcyona t`mbsmhvms. Es wmhh wmhh,, t`my prcvojmj t`m icjjmr icr scbm accj stcroms t`et wmrm mxg`enamj hetmr et t`m mvmnona bmmtona. Bcrm t`en cnm prmtty ycuna Trcgmssmen, icr mxebphm, rmpcrtmj fmona pong`mj cn `mr fcttcb fy t`m evunguher fut seugy Oseeg Esobcv. Eitmr t`m hmgturms wmrm cvmr, t`m gciimm`cusm fmgebm e `ct`cusm ci enobetmj josgussocn. Ot wes on t`m gcursm ci lust cnm ci t`msm josgussocns w`mn by werj `ej en mngcuntmr t`et‚`ej `m kncwn fmttmr‚wcuhj `evm bejm e ionm stcry icr t`m mvmnona bmmtona. Fut `m jojn‟t kncw eny fmttmr‚enj t`et wes t`m pregtogeh lckm `m imhh ontc. @m wes t`m futt ci e lckm t`et `m cnhy rmehozmj beny ymers hetmr. Ot cggurrmj eitmr Ehirmj Fmstmr‟s hmgturm. Fmstmr wes en mnoabetog ioaurm on t`m sgo-io wcrhj w`c `ej wrottmn unusueh enj frohhoent fccks. @m `ej jrewn e heram enj repturcus grcwj, w`og` onghujmj e imw ct`mr mbonmnt, fut ycunamr sgomngm iogtocn eut`crs. Bmon @cst, w`c `ej craenozmj t`m mvmnt es usueh, wes bcvona fmtwmmn t`m tefhms on t`m gciimm`cusm, armmtona enj tehkona tc pmcphm, w`mn `m epprceg`mj e tefhm et w`og` twc cr t`rmm wrotmrs enj iromnjs set g`ettona. Ot wes Ncrben Wponrej w`c fmgkcnmj by werj cvmr tc t`mor tefhm, ontrcjugona `ob tc t`csm sottona t`mrm cnm fy cnm. Z`m hest pmrscn, e ieor-`eormj, fmerjmj, bojjhm-eamj ben, wes t`m eut`cr G`op Jmheny. Ot `eppmnmj t`et Webumh Jmheny‚‘G`op‒ tc `os iromnjs‚`ej wrottmn e wcrk t`et by werj armethy ejbormj< t`m trohcay tothmj Z`m Iehh ci t`m Zcwmrs. Es wmhh, `m `ej wrottmn w`et by werj fmhomvmj tc fm ebcna t`m ionmst ci sgomngm iogtocn ncvmhhes‚scbm ci w`og` mernmj Webumh Jmheny e @uac Ewerj cr e Nmfuhe Ewerj icr Fmst W`crt Wtcry ci t`m ymer. Jmheny, w`c hovmj on t`m goty, wes cn by werj werj‟‟s host tc fm onvotmj tc hmgturm fut `m‟j nmvmr beneamj tc bekm gcntegt wot` t`m ben. Ncw `mrm wes Webumh Jmheny sottona et t`m tefhm on t`m gciimm`cusm enj sbohona petomnthy up et `ob. Fmona eskmj tc shojm ontc t`m smet nmxt tc ‘G`op,‒ wot` Ncrben Wponrej smtthona on cppcsotm cppcsotm t`mb enj t`m ct`mrs grenona icrwerj tc `mer
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efcvm t`m feffhm ci gcnvmrsetocn on t`m Gevmrn, by werj wes onvotmj tc esk Webumh Jmheny scbm ci t`m qumstocns `os fccks `ej reosmj. Ncrben Wponrej eppmermj tc fm mngcureaona by werj wot` `os qumstocns w`ohm Jmheny enswmrmj es fmst es `m wes efhm. Imw wrotmrs rmehhy epprmgoetm fmona ghcsmhy qumstocnmj cn fccks wrottmn beny ymers merhomr, ymt Jmheny smmbmj tc fm jmrovona unusueh phmesurm es `m stubfhmj t`rcua` `os gurocushy obprcfefhm enswmrs. By werj seoj eitmrwerj t`et‚acona fy t`m ben‟s enswmrs‚`m rmgkcnmj `m unjmrstccj Jmheny‟s fccks fmttmr t`en t`m wrotmr `obsmhi joj. Wottona t`mrm cn cppcsotm sojms ci t`m tefhm, Wponrej enj Jmheny smmbmj tc `evm scbm smgrmt pessona wcrjhmsshy fmtwmmn t`mb t`et t`my wmrm kmmpona supprmssmj fmnmet` e vmnmmr ci iromnj iromnjhy hy fentmr‚w`og` onghujmj Jmheny‟s strenam rmphoms. Z`m ben‟s froa`t fhum myms sperkhmj wot` `ubcr w`o w`ohm hm `m aevm `os gcnv gcnvchutmj chutmj ens enswmrs wmrs tc by werj werj‟‟s qums Fefmh-511 enj Z`m Monstmon Ontmrsmgtocn , twc ci `os ievcrotm tocns efcut Fefmh-5 ncvmhhes. Z`m ct`mrs ercunj t`m tefhm smmbmj tc fm fm`evona strenamhy, tcc. Z`my wmrm grenona icrwerj tc `mer t`m wcrjs jroppona ircb t`m hops ci t`m Armet Ben, ymt t`my smmbmj tc fm aoaahona et cjj bcbmnts. Bmon @cst eppmermj nct tc nctogm t`os fmgeusm `m wes sc icgusmj cn tehkona wot` Jmheny, ymt O gcuhj immh `os arcwona joseppcontbmnt cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`os sgo-io fentmrona. Es `m seoj eitmrwerj et t`m mvmnona bmmtona, Web Jmheny wes e nogm mncua` ben fut nct`ona hokm `m‟j obeaonmj `ob. @m tchj t`m ct`mrs t`et `m sobphy gcuhjn‟t amt eny rmeh smnsm cut ci `ob. Enj ymt t`mrm wmrm t`csm wcnjmriuh, vosocnery fccks. Ot wes cnhy beny ymers hetmr w`mn by werj g`engmj tc smm en eut`cr p`ctcarep` ci Webumh Jmheny cn t`m legkmt ci cnm ci `os bcrm rmgmnt fccks t`et `m ionehhy act t`m lckm. G`op Jmheny, ci gcursm, wes nmvmr t`m sbohona, fhum-mymj, fmerjmj ben, ontrcjugmj fy Ncrben Wponrej, w`c smmbmj sc hcitohy ebusmj fy by werj‟s mnt`usoesb icr `os fccks. Webumh Jmheny wes en Eirogen Ebmrogen‚cnm ci e vmry imw Eirogen Ebmrogen sgomngm iogtocn wrotmrs‚enj on by werj‟s we rj‟s cponocn, ebcna t`m ionmst on t`m iomhj. Wc on t`m mnj t`mrm joj turn cut tc fm scbm trut` tc by werj‟s
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cfsmrvetocn t`et t`m Webumh Jmheny `m bmt wes nct`ona hokm `m‟j obeaonmj `m wcuhj fm ircb rmejona t`m ben‟s fccks. Bettmrs et t`m Cbmae wmrm on t`m prcgmss ci iurocus trensicrbetocn. Qot` Vcfmrt enj Ymrcne cut ci t`m pogturm‚ pogturm‚enj enj Ber Beryy En Enn n ione ionehhy hhy on gcbphmtm g`eram‚`mr iorst egtocn wes tc g`enam t`m nebm ci t`m gcbbunoty tc t`m Icunjetocn Ieot` ci t`m Bohhmnnoub, enj tc mxgosm Hugoimr enj Weten ircb t`mor gcbphmx t`mchcay. Bcvona icrwerj, t`m mbp`esos wes tc fm phegmj mntormhy cn Lm`cve`‚wot` w`cb Bery Enn ncw fmhomvmj `mrsmhi bcst ghcsmhy ojmntoiomj. On tmrbs ci t`mor ‘acj-pettmrns,‒ Bery Enn gheobmj tc fm e L/W< e gcbfonetocn ci t`m jcabetog enj eutcgretog pettmrns ci e Lm`cve`, enj t`m pessocnetm enj grmetovm/jmstrugtovm pettmrns ci e Weten. Z`m icurt` ci t`mor sc-gehhmj Armet Acjs ci t`m ]novmrsm, Lmsus G`rost, prmsmntmj bcrm ci e prcfhmb. Bery Enn, et `mr bcst `cpmiuh, `ej ehweys prcbctmj Vcfmrt es e G`rost ioaurm. Onjmmj, beny ci t`m lunocr Trcgmssmens‚w`c wmrmn wmrmn‟‟t ewerm ci Ber Beryy Enn cr ci `mr phegm on t`m gcbbunoty‚`ej t`cua`t ci Vcfmrt on t`msm mxehtmj tmrbs. Qot` Vcfmrt acnm, Ber Beryy Enn wcuhj `evm kncwn t`et s`m nmmjmj tc trmej germiuhhy. W`m wcuhj `evm hmt ac ci Hugoimr enj Weten wot`cut e smgcnj t`cua`t‚enj nc jcuft tc t`m rmhomi ci scbm Trcgmssmens, es Weten enj Hugoimr `ej ehweys fmmn e `erj smhh‚fut Lmsus G`rost wes e ier bcrm gcntrcvmrsoeh ioaurm tc jrcp ircb t`m nmw gcsbchcay. @m nmmjmj tc rmbeon, fut ircb ncw cn G`rost wcuhj `evm tc rmbeon on t`m fegkarcunj, pheyona e smgcnjery rchm tc Lm`cve`. Z`m `ybns enj g`ents wmrm g`enamj, enj scbm wot` en unjum mbp`esos cn Hugoimr cr Weten wmrm quomthy jrcppmj. Z`m rmspcnsms on t`m essmbfhoms wmrm rmwrottmn tc rmihmgt t`os nmw jormgtocn. Eny soan ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` wes rmbcvmj, eny bmntocn ci t`m Trcgmss wes scbm`cw jovmrtmj, enj t`m gciimm`cusm‚w`og` `ej fmmn gehhmj Weten‟s Gevmrn fegk on Hcnjcn, t`mn t`m Gevmrn on Ebmroge‚ncw wes sobphy ‘L‟s Thegm.‒ By werj `es lckmj t`et pmr`eps t`m bcst cnmrcus‚enj gmrteonhy t`m bcst peoniuh‚ci t`msm trensicrbetocns wes t`m ‘eppehhonahy kotsg`,
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rojoguhcushy `mevy‒ achj-gchcrmj Wter ci Jevoj t`et t`my ncw `ej tc wmer ercunj t`mor nmgks. Z`m sox pconts ci t`m ster tcug`mj e gorghm jrewn ercunj ot. Z`m gorghm‟s joebmtmr wes efcut twc enj e quertmr ong`ms. Z`m bmteh otsmhi `ej e t`ogknmss ci shoa`thy bcrm t`en en moa`t` ci en ong`. Ot wes `mevy enj ot wes jenamrcus. Zwc heram Is, cnm onvmrtmj eaeonst t`m ct`mr, peontmj nevy fhum enj onjmntmj ontc t`m achj-peontmj pmwtmr ster, `ej rmphegmj t`m mhmaent sohvmr smrpmnt-enj-grcss jmsoan prmvocushy wcrn. By werj `es seoj `m essubmj t`m jmsoan ci t`m pmnjent bust `evm fmmn jrmebt up fy Bery Enn es e wey ci phegona `mr stebp cn `mr nmw craenozetocn‚t`m Icunjetocn Ieot`. O `evm `merj `ob sey `m t`cua`t t`m pmnjent wes fct` rojoguhcushy cstmntetocus (es `m hetmr gebm tc t`onk ci Bery Enn), enj e gcntonueh punos`bmnt tc wmer. Eny sujjmn bcvmbmnt shebbmj t`m ster ontc t`m wmermr‟s fcjy, mnsurona t`et et hmest cnm cr bcrm ci t`m sox wmhh-phegmj pconts jrcvm `erj ontc t`m g`mst. On t`m jrewona ciiogm, icur cr iovm Trcgmssmens wmrm typogehhy fcwmj cvmr t`mor jrewona fcerjs, mnarcssmj on t`mor wcrk. Z`mor egtovoty mnteohmj bug` hmenona icrwerj, t`mn sujjmnhy streoa`tmnona up. Z`m bcbmntery squmehs ci peon enj orrotetocn fmgebm e fegkarcunj g`crus tc t`m rejoc on t`m gcrnmr t`et wes gcnstenthy pheyona pcpuher busog ci t`m 5?94s enj merhy ‟14s. TVCGMWW beaezonm `ej fmmn rmnebmj, nct surprosonahy, IC]NJEZOCN beaezonm, enj t`m steii wes fusohy et wcrk‚hmenona cvmr t`mor jrewona fcerjs, t`mn streoa`tmnona up‚prcjugona t`m iorst ossum ci IC]NJEZOCN beaezonm. Bery Enn `ej onstrugtmj Bmon @cst tc bekm surm t`m jmsoan ci t`m nmw beaezonm eppmermj vmry joiimrmnt ircb ots icrbmr ongernetocn. O `ej wetg`mj `ob t`rcwona mvmryt`ona `m knmw enj bcrm ontc jmvmhcpona e unoqum arep`og styhm icr t`m `ehi e jczmn ossums ci TVCGMWW, enj ncw `m wes fmona tchj tc jmvmhcp en mntormhy nmw enj joiimrmnt styhm. Es oi ot wes es mesy es wevona e wenj! O gcuhj smm `m tcck cn t`os nmw tesk wohhonahy, `cwmvmr. @m tmhhs bm ot jojn‟t cggur tc `ob et t`m tobm t`et `os jmsoan wcrk `ej fmmn trmetmj sc gesuehhy fy Bery Enn, ymt O gcuhj tmhh `os `mert wes nc hcnamr on
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ot. Acnm wmrm t`m mhefcretm icur-gchcr, `enjbejm, gchcr smperetocns; nc bcrm `enj-jrewn psyg`mjmhog icnts wmrm ehhcwmj. Z`m arep`og mxufmrengm nmmjmj tc fm tcnmj jcwn icr ot `ej tc hcck hokm e bcrm ncrbeh beaezonm. Z`os turnona fegk tc e bcrm gcnvmntocneh arep`og styhm on beaezonm jmsoan sccn fmgebm rmprmsmntetovm ci t`m gcbbunoty‟s bcrm amnmreh ettmbpts tc eppmer rmspmgtefhm. Es e spurnmj woim boa`t fm mxpmgtmj tc spmek pccrhy ci t`m `usfenj w`c `ej efenjcnmj `mr, sc Bery Enn usmj `mr sphot ircb Vcfmrt tc josboss t`m Trcgmss‚ehcna wot` `mr `usfenj w`cb s`m gheobmj rmspcnsofhm icr t`m ieohurms ci t`m pest. _mt icr ehh Bery Enn‟s obpmrocus egtocns enj `mr gevehomr josbosseh ci Vcfmrt‟s rchm on t`m gcbbunoty, Bmon @cst, ehcna wot` t`m ct`mrs on `mr onnmr gorghm, rmbeonmj trcufhonahy hcyeh tc t`m Creghm. Oi fy t`os steam by werj stohh gcnsojmrmj Bery Enn es t`m ongernetm Acjjmss, `os fmhomi on `mr bust `evm fmmn stertona tc wmer scbmw`et t`on. @cwmvmr, fy t`os tobm `m wes fmona prcbctmj eaeon, t`os tobm tc tekm cvmrehh g`eram ci t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr, w`og` wes gurrmnthy t`m `mejquertmrs ci t`m Icunjetocn Ieot` ci t`m Bohhmnnoub. * * *
‘]neve `es fmmn s`cwona ycu ercunj3‒ Trongm Lenje-g`o eskmj eitmr t`m icrbeh armmtonas wmrm cvmr. ‘O trust ycur vosot `es fmmn setosiegtcry.‒ Zekona by erb on e iromnjhy ies`ocn, `m auojmj bm cvmr tc e gus`ocnmj smetona erme sunk ontc t`m ihccr on e sbehh g`ebfmr cii t`m beon rccb. ‘]neve tmhhs bm ycu wmrm surprosmj tc smm cur prcarmss,‒ `m seoj eitmr smetona `obsmhi on t`m pot cppcsotm bm. O suppcsm ot wes t`mn t`et t`m iuhh rmehoty ci w`mrm O wes `ot bm. O `ejn‟t gcbm tc \enjene wot` eny t`cua`t ci fmona gcnjugtmj ontc t`m Trongm‟s prmsmngm; on iegt, ret`mr t`m cppcsotm. O‟j `cpmj t`et sc hcna eitmr t`m t`wertmj ferferoen onvesocn t`m Trongm wcuhj `evm icracttmn by ojme. O‟j fhurtmj ot cut bcrm es e lckm fmicrm O gcuhj stcp bysmhi. Bekona hcvm nct wer wcuhj nmvmr `evm wcrkmj cn Mert`.
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On iegt, O wes surprosmj w`mn ]neve `ej icunj bm sc sccn eitmr O‟j errovmj. O wes `cpona icr scbm rmst enj rmhexetocn, e g`engm tc amt ewey ircb t`m strmssms enj turfuhmngm ci hoim fegk `cbm. ‘Ymry aretoiomj, by Trongm,‒ O seoj gcurtmcushy, stohh unsurm w`y O wes `mrm. ‘Q ‘Q`et `et ycu `evm eggcbphos`mj songm by prmvocus vosot sur pessms eny mxpmgtetocn.‒ Z`m Trongm ncjjmj `os hcvmhy `mej on epprmgoetocn, w`ohm tmhhona bm t`et w`et O wes mxpmromngona `ej fmmn frcua`t efcut fy t`m prcbosm ci t`m obbonmnt erroveh ci e beaostmroeh bossocn bejm scbm ioitmmn `unjrmj \enjene ymers eac. Ot smmbmj t`my `ej spmnt t`m tobm prmperona, streoa`tmnona up t`mor egt es ot wmrm‚ymt t`mrm wes stohh nc soan ci t`m bossocn. Z`mrm wes e hcna sohmngm w`ohm O obeaonmj t`m Trongm wes gchhmgtona `os t`cua`ts. O sew t`os wes mvmry fot es unusueh e sotuetocn icr `ob es ot wes icr bm. O epprmgoetmj ot gcuhjn‟t `evm fmmn mesy icr `ob tc spmnj tobm on by prmsmngm. On spotm ci t`m sbohms enj t`m werbt` ci `os onotoeh armmtona, O wes stohh en un`eppy rmbonjmr ci t`m josestrcus obpegt ci t`m rmfmhhocn cn `os Hencnenjmk frct`mr, Trongm Gehoaestoe. Lenje-g`o‟‟s iegm turnmj stmrn w`o Lenje-g`o w`ohm hm `m smmbmj hcst on t`cua`t enj O sujjmnhy rmgehhmj scbmt`ona tcug`mj cn t`m hest tobm O wes `mrm . . . cr wes ot t`m prmvocus vosot3 Qesn‟t ot suaamstmj t`et O boa`t fmgcbm en ontmrbmjoery fmtwmmn t`m Thenmtery Trongms cn \enjene enj Mert`3 O‟j aovmn ot hotthm t`cua`t‚mxgmpt tc fmhomvm t`et ot jojn‟t scunj hokm en cptobeh iungtocn icr e wetg`mr. Qetg`mrs erm nct nmactoetcrs; wm erm nct mvmn ebfessejcrs. Qm‟ Qm‟rm rm nct rmehhy rmeh hy ac-fmtwmmns, enj e nj O gmrteonhy gmrte onhy jojn‟ j ojn‟tt fmhomvm wm wmrm spoms! Qm wmrmn‟t treonmj icr t`et scrt ci egtovoty‚cr prm permj icr ot ot‚sc ‚sc O jojn‟ jojn‟tt tekm t`m ojme smrocush smrocushyy et t`m tobm. Irenkhy, O `ejn‟t aovmn ot e smgcnj t`cua`t. _mt `mrm wes e Trongm ci \enjene wot` e schmbn hcck cn `os iegm, s`cwona mvmry soan t`et `m `ej nct icracttmn. icracttmn. Q`ohm Q`o hm O weotmj icr `ob ` ob tc spmek, spme k, O wes efhm tc hcck ercunj e rcunj t`m vest g`ebfmr ircb by pmrg` on t`m sojm g`ebfmr‟s gcnvmrsetocn pot. Ot wes cnhy t`mn t`et O sew `cw O‟j fmmn trogkmj ontc fmhomvona O wes iegona on t`m wrcna jormgtocn. Z`m smehmj wonjcwhmss g`ebfmr on w`og` O‟j fmmn sgennmj bust `evm fmmn en mhmvetcr. O rmbmbfmrmj mxpmromngona e shoa`t
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s`ovmr on t`m g`ebfmr wot`cut kncwona w`et ot wes, enj wot`cut immhona eny upwerj bcvmbmnt. ‘Ot rosms on e sporeh,‒ Trongm Lenje-g`o seoj, ncw sbohona eaeon, cfvocushy prcuj t`et `os imeturm wcrkmj sc wmhh. Qot` e wetg`mr, tcc! Z`mrm wes e wojm-mymj g`o g`ohjh hjhokm okm queh quehoty oty tc `os heua heua`tmr, `tmr, enj O t`cua`t cngm eaeon `cw joiimrmnt `m wes ircb Trongm Gehoaestoe. Fmonas ci t`m sebm crjmr, tcc. Wbohms cvmr, `m seoj wot` nc prmebfhm `m‟j fmmn bejm ewerm t`rcua` `os ontmrphenmtery bojwey nmtwcrk t`et Trongm Gehoaestoe wes prcgmmjona wot` `os phens tc ontmrimrm wot` w ot` t`m Mer Mert` t`‟‟s phenmter phenmteryy aroj aroj.. ‘O `evm nc jcuft t`et ycu, es e wetg`mr, unjmrstenj t`m obphogetocns ci t`os fmttmr t`en bcst. Oi t`os s`cuhj fm ehhcwmj tc cggur ot wohh sefcteam t`m vmry bmenona enj purpcsm ci t`m bcrteh esgmnsocn prcgmss. _cu bust unjmrstenj t`os. Oi `m suggmmjs on on s`crt-gorguotona bcrteh esgmnsocn, ot wohh fm t`m mnj ci `ob‚enj `os phenmt, tcc.‒ Z`os wes ehtcamt`mr mxtrmbmhy cjj. Cnm ci Hugoimr‟s beon gcbpheonts‚oi O rmbmbfmr roa`thy (O fmhomvm ot wes mvmn on `os benoimstc)‚gcngmrnmj w`et `m fmhomvmj tc fm en mxgmssovm ebcunt ci ettmntocn aovmn tc bcrtehs enj t`mor esgmnjent Buhtovmrsm germmrs. _mt `mrm wes Trongm Lenje-g`o hmgturona tc bm efcut t`m obpcrtengm ci bcrtehs enj t`mor netureh esgmnjengm prcgmss. ‘Ot wohh pus` t`m BE cvmr t`m mjam,‒ `m seoj, hcckona bm iorbhy on t`m mym. ‘Fmtreyona etcbog smgrmts os cnm bettmr. Z`et wes groboneh mncua` . . . fut ontmrimrona wot` t`m aroj3 Nc, t`et wcuhj fm bcrm tmrrofhm t`en ycu gen obeaonm.‒ O wesn‟t quotm surm `cw tc rmegt. Joj Trongm Lenje-g`o rmehhy mxpmgt bm tc gcbbunogetm t`m smrocusnmss ci Gehoaestoe‟s egtocn tc `ob3 Cr wes `m sufthy phyona bm icr iurt`mr onicrbetocn3 Qes `m pmr`eps obphogetona bm on `os aebm3 @m wes e rmfmh Trongm, eitmr ehh. Enj e Thenmtery Trongm nmmjmj tc fm e ier bcrm gcbphogetmj fmona t`en e bmrm wetg`mr. Fut nc. @os mbctocneh fcjy s`cwmj nc soan ci jmgmot. ‘Bug` `es g`enamj t`msm hest imw bohhmnnoe,‒ `m seoj, `os vcogm sujjmnhy scit enj sejjmnmj. O t`cua`t ot fmst tc rmbeon sohmnt es O stohh
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wesn‟t surm wesn‟t su rm w`et wes mxpmgtmj ci bm cr mvmn w`mrm by trum hcyehtoms hey. O bust `evm fmmn trenspermnt fmgeusm `os nmxt qumstocn gut tc t`m `mert ci by ebfovehmngm. ‘Eb O gcrrmgt on seyona t`et ot os tc Trongm Hugoimr ycu pey ehhmaoengm3‒ Q`mrm wes t`os acona3 O `ej tc fm geutocus `mrm. Este Esterr `ej bmntocnmj t`m hest tobm wm‟j mngcuntmrmj cnm enct`mr t`et s`m‟j `merj scbm gcnihogts wmrm fhcwona up ebcna t`m hmejmrs`op ci t`m rmvchutocn. Ot `ejn‟t cvmrhy gcngmrnmj bm et t`m tobm, fut ncw ot sujjmnhy imht tmrroiyonahy smrocus. Ot wesn‟t joiioguht tc wcrk cut t`et oi t`m rmfmh enamhs iregturmj ontc joiimrmnt arcups, wm wcuhj hcsm ehh grmjofohoty es e unoiomj icrgm ci irmmjcb ioa`tmrs‚w`og` os `cw wm t`cua`t ci cursmhvms. ‘Enj ymt ycu smrvm cn e wcrhj iehhona unjmr Trongm Weten‟s emaos3‒ Ot wes nc qumstocn. @m wcuhj `evm kncwn t`os. t `os. Es, ci gcursm, `m wcuhj fm ewerm t`et `os cwn wcrhj wes ebcna t`m nonmtmmn cvmrsmmn fy Trongm Hugoimr. ‘Tmr`eps oi O‟j `ej e g`cogm . . . ,‒ O burburmj, pheyona icr tobm. ‘Enj ycur sybpet`oms icr ycur Trongm Gehoaestoe3‒ O jrmejmj t`m qumstocn. O eb nct efhm tc hom. O gen jossmbfhm fut O gennct tmhh e jmhofmretm hom. Fmsojms, e wetg`mr‟s homs erm lust tcc cfvocus. ‘Trongm Gehoaestoe trcufhms bm,‒ O seoj es tegtiuhhy es pcssofhm. ‘O `evm gmesmj tc unjmrstenj `os bctovms . . .‒ ‘Jc ycu nct rmehozm w`et `m os jcona, t`os Trongm ci ycurs3‒ Lenjeg`o‟s fmeutoiuh iegm gcntcrtmj on enamr enj `m wes ehbcst s`cutona egrcss et bm. ‘Gehoaestoe‟s egtocns `evm josaregmj us. Qm wohh fm teontmj fy `os sons . . . ehh ci us! @cw gen `m nct unjmrstenj t`et! @m os bekona eny rmschutocn on cur ievcr efschutmhy obpcssofhm! @m os efschutmhy obpcssofhm!‒ @m wes s`cutona et bm fy t`os tobm; pmr`eps `m wes wetg`ona t`m iroa`tiuh pcssofohotoms ci e ieohmj rmvchutocn pess fmicrm `os myms. Q`mn O tr tryy tc rmge rmgehhhh sug` en mvmnt, O ionj ot gen orr orrotetm otetm bm `cw `cw,, on sug` bcbmnts, by bonj gen mesohy wenjmr, enj O gen cnhy rmgehh snetg`ms ci w`et t`m Trongm wes sc iurocus efcut. Ncw t`et O t`onk efcut ot, t`os jcms bekm en ontmrmstona gcntrest tc
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t`csm tobms O‟b nerretona ongojmnts ircb by werj‟s hoim. On sug` gesms, w`mn O `evm sgent rmgchhmgtocn ci cur joe joehcaum, hcaum, O‟ O‟b b efhm tc eppmeh tc `os ` os rmgcrjona enamh icr `mhp. Fut O `evm nc rmgcrjona enamh ci by cwn tc w`cb O bey turn t urn w`mn O wrotm ci ct`mr ct `mr fmonas. fmona s. Wc t`os os mssmntoehhy w`et O‟vm rmgehhmj ci t`et gurocus spmmg`. ‘Qm gen cnhy suggmmj on cur rmvchutocn,‒ Trongm Lenje-g`o seoj w`mn `m‟j gcchmj jcwn scbmw`et, ‘oi wm prmsmnt t`m BE wot` e rmspmgtiuh enj unoiomj ircnt. Z`os, wetg`mr, ycu bust unjmrstenj. Weten enj Gehoaestoe fmtwmmn t`mb erm roskona eny `cpm wm `evm ci jmbcnstretona t`m wcrt`onmss ci cur gheobs. Z`my erm ruonona cur phens.‒ Z`m Trongm t`rmw up `os erbs, amsturona tcwerj t`m bessovm wonjcw on t`m heram rccb enj t`m bcunteons fmycnj. ‘_cu `evm cfsmrvmj `cw wmhh wm nurturm cur henj. ]neve tmhhs bm ycu t`onk t `onk ci \enjene \ enjene es ycur ct`mr `cbm wcrhj. wcrhj.‒‒ O ncjjmj by earmmbmnt fut O wes stohh mbctocnehhy s`ekmn fy t`m Trongm‟s cutfurst. E Hencnenjmk Wcn ci Trongm Lenje-g`o‟s crjmr wes mquoppmj wot` e ier strcnamr enj bcrm ihmxofhm mbctocneh fcjy t`en eny enamh ci by crjmr. @os sujjmn s`oit ircb enamr et Gehoaestoe‟s entogs cn Mert` tc `os eppermnt ontmrmst on by eiionoty icr \enjene bust `evm hmit bm fm`onj mbctocnehhy fmgeusm et t`os pcont by rmgchhmgtocn fmgebm hmss ghmer. (O‟vm songm gcnsojmrmj ot pcssofhm Trongm Lenje-g`o tromj tc t`rcw e nct sc suggmssiuh fhenkmt ci ebnmsoe cvmr w`et `m‟j tchj bm w`mn wm wmrm sottona tcamt`mr on t`m pot. Eaeon, ot‟s scbmt`ona Hencnenjmks gen jc!) Tuttona tcamt`mr by jobhy jo bhy rmbmbfmrmj snetg`ms snetg`ms ci w`et turnmj cut tc fm e hcna enj scbmtobms enary, scbmtobms sej bcnchcaum, O jc rmgehh `ob irmqumnthy fmtreyona `os tmrrofhm irustretocn et w`et `ej fmgcbm ci scbm ci t`m rmvchutocnery phenmts. Oi O geua`t t`m aost ci ot, `m‟j seoj twc ci t`csm t`orty-smvmn wcrhjs `ej ehrmejy jmstrcymj t`mbsmhvms enj enct`mr cnm wes wmhh cn ots wey. @m seoj t`et t`mrm `ej fmmn t`m ncrbeh bess phenmtery mveguetocns fut `m gcnimssmj ot `ej fmmn e s`cgkona joseppcontbmnt icr t`m rmfmh hmejmrs`op tc hcsm mntorm phenmtery focsp`mrms. Eppermnthy t`os `ej nmvmr cggurrmj w`mn phenmtery Wystmbs wmrm acvmrnmj unjmr t`m BE‟s jormgt supmrvosocn.
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Enj ot wes gmrteonhy t`m hest t`ona Hugoimr wentmj tc `evm `eppmn. O rmgehh t`onkona et t`et pcont t`et Trongm Lenje-g`o eppmermj sonauherhy wmhh onicrbmj efcut t`m onnmr wcrkonas ci t`m rmvchutocn. @m bejm en unmxpmgtmj gcntrest‚t`os O jc rmgehh‚fmtwmmn t`csm wcrhjs cvmrsmmn fy Hugoimr, enj t`csm iehhona unjmr Weten‟s emaos. _mt ot wes icr Trongm Gehoaestoe t`et `m rmteonmj `os bcst fottmr orm‚ mvmn fhebona `ob icr t`m hcna jmheymj eppmerengm ci t`m Beaostmroeh Wcn enj `os bossocn cn \enjene. @m gheobmj t`et Gehoaestoe wes `chjona t`mb fegk. @m seoj `m jojn‟t fmhomvm Gehoaestoe wes onsenm‚`m nmvmr `ej. Ircb w`et `m knmw efcut hoim cn Mert`, `m imht `m `ej jmtmgtmj e sufthm mjam ci ontmntocnehoty hurkona fmnmet` mvmry soanoiogent egtocn tekmn fy Trongm Gehoaestoe. Zehkona efcut t`os `ej iurt`mr oniuroetmj Lenje-g`o enj smt `ob cii cn enct`mr rent; t`os tobm ret`mr obprcfefhy eggusona Gehoaestoe ci fmona cnm ci t`m BE‟s eamnt prcvcgetmurs, mbfmjjmj on Hugoimr‟s rmvchutocn enj egtona on e bennmr tc gcbphmtmhy josgrmjot ot. (Ncw, t`et wes wes e nmw cnm tc bm!) @m seoj `m boa`t `evm unjmrstccj ot fmttmr `ej `os frct`mr Trongm Gehoaestoe fmmn bmrmhy onmpt cr gcniusmj. _mt tc t`onk t`et Gehoaestoe `ej fmmn jmhofmretmhy jrovona `os phenmt ontc ruon on crjmr tc frona t`m mntorm rmvchutocn ontc josrmputm‚t`et wes truhy uttmrhy rmprm`mnsofhm enj jos`cncrefhm fmycnj fmhomi. * * *
Cfsmrvona by werj‟s mbctocneh fcjy t`rcua`cut t`m iehh bcnt`s ci 5?17, O gcuhj smm t`et scbmt`ona wes g`enaona. Z`m gchcrs ci `os eure wmrm fmgcbona butmj enj juhh juhh.. @m `ej fmmn wcrkona `erjmr t`en t `en mvmr, ncw `evona tc ejj jmsoanona t`m nmw beaezonm tc t`m grmetona enj ejbonostmrona t`m gcnimrmngms enj hmgturms smroms. @m gcuntmj `obsmhi hugky tc amt icur `curs ci shmmp e noa`t. @m ncw `ej sox cr moa`t iuhh-tobm smgrmteroms, cnm ci w`cb `ej onsmrtmj `mrsmhi on t`m rchm ci mxmgutovm essostent. O‟hh gehh `mr Wostmr Berocn. Z`m iorst t`ona tc kncw< Wostmr Berocn wes jmionotmhy nct en ongernetm rmfmh enamh. W`m wes e vmry ncrbeh, pessocnetm, evmream-hcckona
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`uben fmona on `mr hetm twmntoms; nct vmry froa`t, fut peoniuhhy hcyeh enj wot` en unsmhigcnsgocus fchjnmss t`et O cfsmrvmj gcuhj jmmphy mbferress by werj oi `m wes enyw`mrm ercunj tc wotnmss ot. Wostmr Berocn `ej iestmnmj `mrsmhi cntc by werj wot` e tmnegoty iumhmj fy e gcbbotbmnt t`et `crroiomj `ob w`mn s`m tchj `ob w`et ot wes. W`m `ej prcbosmj Lm`cv Lm`cve` e` s`m wcuhj tekm germ ci Bmon @cst enj smrvm `ob untoh jmet`! W`m `ej jmjogetmj `mr hoim ci smrvogm tc by werj, icr `mevmn‟s sekm! _cu boa`t wcnjmr `cw t`os sotuetocn `ej gcbm efcut. By werj wentmj tc kncw kncw,, enj e nj s`m `ej fmmn ioneh i onehhy hy pmrsuejmj pmrsue jmj tc rmvmeh w`et `ej `e j `eppmnmj. Ot `ej cggurrmj, s`m seoj, fegk w`mn s`m gebm ercunj jeohy tc wcrk et 6:6 Mest :?t` Wtrmmt jurona t`m tobm t`et by werj enj `ehi e jczmn ct`mr promsts wmrm hovona t`mrm tcamt`mr. Z`os `ej fmmn jurona t`m hcw pmrocj, eitmr t`my `ej egquormj t`m Iorst Evmnum G`eptmr, enj t`m rmehoty ci w`et en obpcssofhm ionengoeh g`ehhmnam ot prmsmntmj wes sonkona on. Ot wes trum, t`m bcrehm ebcnast t`m smnocr enj bojhmvmh Trcgmssmens `ej jrcppmj tc t`m hcwmst hmvmh O `ej mvmr smmn. Tmcphm wmrm mx`eustmj ircb cvmrwcrk, enj jmprmssmj tc smm sc hotthm benoimstona ircb ehh t`mor miicrts. Berocn `ej seoj w`et tcug`mj `mr sc jmmphy wes t`et Bmon @cst `ej rmbeonmj cptobostog enj mnt`usoestog t`rcua`cut t`os pmrocj‚ spmnjona tobm mngcureaona t`csm w`c nmmjmj e fugkona-up enj, es s`m seoj, ‘fmona onveroefhy g`mmriuh enj konj w`mnmvmr t`m ct`mrs wmrm on e burk.‒ Ot wes `os ‘amnmrcsoty ci sporot‒ t`et `ej eppermnthy smehmj t`m jmeh icr `mr. Enj cii s`m‟j acnm tc prey tc Lm`cve`‚Berocn wes e L/G, Lm`cve`/G`rost, t`m bcst smhi-roa`tmcus ci t`m acj-pettmrns‚tc bekm `mr smhihmss, oi nct rojoguhcus, phmjam tc germ icr `mr Iet`mr Boge` t`rcua` t`ogk enj t`on. Enj by werj jojn‟t mvmn hokm t`m wcben! Nc jcuft t`mrm erm scbm bmn w`c wcuhj fm t`rohhmj tc `evm e wcben sc jmmphy gcbbottm gcbbottmjj tc t`mor wmhi wmhierm erm,, enj by werj `ob `obsmhi smhi wcuhj tmhh ycu t`et Berocn wes gmrteo gmrteonhy nhy `mhpiuh tc `ob on beny weys jurona `os tobm on t`m gcbbunoty.
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O `evm cfsmrvmj t`et cnm ci t`m unegkncwhmjamj fhoa`ts ci e gmhofetm gcbbunoty os t`m jmvmhcpbmnt jmvmhcpbmnt ci irmqumnthy irmqumnthy unfehengmj u nfehengmj mbctocneh etteg`bmnts. Es t`mrm os nc g`engm icr smxueh iuhiohhbmnt‚e tobm w`mn t`m suotefohoty ci twc pmcphm gen fmgcbm ghmermr‚smxueh jmhusocns gen bmtestesozm enj pmrsost ier fmycnj t`mor netureh s`mhi hoim. O bekm nc epchcay icr by werj icr bekona usm ci Berocn. @m knmw `mr neturm. @m jojn‟t hokm ot, fut ot wes usmiuh tc `ob. @m wes ewerm s`m wes cnm ci t`csm pmcphm w`c fuh fuhhy hy t`mor lunocrs enj sugk up tc t`mor supmrocrs. Fut s`m wes craenozmj enj miiogomnt enj s`m frcua`t `ob iromj maas enj tcbetcms on `os ciiogm icr hung`. W`m kmpt ewey t`m pmcphm w`c wentmj e pomgm ci `ob ` ob enj, unfmkncwnst tc `ob, `o b, s`m fmgebm kncwn es ‘t`m jreacn hejy‒ auerjona t`m aetm ci `os ciiogm. W`m ghmerhy ejbormj Bmon @cst, enj boa`t `evm t`cua`t‚fut wcuhj nmvmr `evm ejbottmj ejbottmj,, mvmn tc `mrsmhi‚t`et s`m wes on hcvm wot` `ob. By werj mvojmnthy g`csm tc oancrm `mr unmxprmssmj eiimgtocn, oi `m‟j mvmn nctogmj ot on t`m iorst phegm. @m ghmerhy joshokmj fmona esscgoetmj wot` `mr on eny wey ct`mr t`en t`m bcst ciiogoeh. Z`m joiioguhty `mrm wes t`et Wostmr Berocn `ej e lcnms icr sonaona on pufhog. Eitmr cnm sug` mvmnt, `m bejm surm tc evcoj `mr pmricrbengms pmricrbe ngms on t`m Gevmrn, w`og` s`m joj wot` eh ehhh t`m gcniojmngm ci scbmcnm w`c‟j nmvmr fmmn tchj t`m unicrtunetm trut`. W`m wes e hotthm aorh w`c rmhos`mj s`cwona cii‚arcwona up on e `cusm`chj ci onjuhamnt permnts, e fung` ci gcnjmsgmnjona eunts enj unghms unghms,, enj en ejcron ejcronaa ycunamr sostmr. Q`y, nc cnm wes hohokmhy kmhy tc tmhh `mr s`m sena cut ci tunm, cr t`et `mr jengona wes bcrm hokm prengona, cr t`et s`m wes tryona tcc `erj, cr t`et `mr prmgcgoty wes en mbferressbmnt‚fmgeusm, jebbot, s`m wes sc jern gutm! Wejhy, w`et os gutm on e smvmn ymer-chj os smhjcb es eppmehona on e wcben epprceg`ona t`or t`orty. ty. Berocn smmbmj tc fm unewerm ci t`os josgrmpengy fmgeusm‚w`mn s`m pmricrbmj on t`m Gevmrn‚s`m mxujmj smxuehoty wot` t`m onncgmngm ci e smvmn-ymer-chj mbuhetona e suhtry tcrg` sonamr. O cngm `merj by werj tmhhona Bct`mr Luhomttm, w`c amnmrehhy s`ermj `os cponocn, t`et t`m wcrst pert ci Berocn‟s pmricrbengm wes s`m `ej `e j nc ojme lust `cw feneh fe neh enj ewiu ewiuhh ot rmehhy rme hhy wes.
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Berocn bust `evm fmmn e ien ci t`m Qmhs` pcp sonamr W`orhmy Fessmy fmgeusm `mr ievcrotm scna wes t`m smxuehhy suaamstovm `ot scna fy Bs. Fessmy, ‘Foa Wpmnjmr,‒ w`og` Wostmr Berocn jmhovmrmj wot` mvmry mxeaamretmj fubp enj aronj t`et t`m hyrogs jmbenjmj. Fubpoty-fubp< ‘Z`m bcbmnt ycu wehkmj on t`m lcont . . .‒ Fubp-fubp< ‘O gcuhj smm ycu wmrm e ben ci jostongtocn, e rmeh foa spmnjmr . . . ,‒ s`m sena, `mr `ops swovmhona, cnm `enj ghutg`ona t`m bogrc p`cnm, p`c nm, iox ioxona ona `mr aezm cn cnm ben ci jostongtocn eitmr enct`mr, pcontona wot` e icr icrmionamr mionamr enj bcvona fmtwmmn t`m tefhms, sweyona enj wonkona. won kona. ‘O jcn‟t pcp by gcrk icr mvmry ben O smm . . . ,‒ fubp, wonk, swey‚ mrctog mnmray pcurona cut ci `mr es oi s`m wes iheuntona `mr smxueh uneveohefohoty on t`m iegms ci t`m gustcbmrs. ‘@my, foa spmnjmr! Wpmnj e hotthm tobm wot` bm.‒ Arcon aronjona, bcrm wonkona enj unjuhetona, Wostmr Berocn‟s iegm ncw rmj wot` miicrt, wmevona enj wroaahona `mr phubp fcjy fmtwmmn tefhms iuhh ci fmwohjmrmj petrcns. ‘O gcuhj s`cw ycu e accj tobm. Hmt bm s`cw ycu e accj tobm.‒ Enj e ioneh ione h troubp`ent troubp`ent ihcuros i hcuros`, `, erbs t`rust t`r ust on t`m eor, iegm ihus` i hus`mj mj enj mxgotmj, mxpmgtona‚nc, jmbenjona‚t`m eppheusm s`m bust `evm rmgmovmj es e prmgcgocus g`ohj. Gcuhj Wostmr Berocn rmehhy `evm fmmn sc unewerm ci t`m smxueh josscnengm s`m wes mx`ofotona3 Joj s`m nmvmr rmehozm t`m eiimgt s`m wes `evona cn ct`mr pmcphm3 Qes s`m unefhm tc rmaostmr w`et e tewjry obprmssocn s`m bejm wot` `mr grujm mx`ofotocnosb3 Icr e iuhhmr pogturm, ot s`cuhj fm ejjmj t`et Wostmr Berocn wes nc syhp`. W`m wes e `meht`y wmhh-rcunjmj ycuna wcben w`c hcckmj hokm s`m‟j nmvmr hcst `mr puppy iet. @mr Trcgmss (cr Icunjetocn) unoicrb ehweys smmbmj e sozm tcc sbehh icr `mr, aovona `mr t`m obprmssocn t`et et eny bcbmnt s`m wes efcut tc furst cut ci `mr ghct`ms. Z`os gurocushy onihetmj hcck wes mbp`esozmj fy t`m s`epm enj gchcr ci `mr iegm es wmhh es fy `mr fcssy bennmr. Wostmr Berocn‟ Berocn‟s wes we s en e n unjmvmhcpmj iegm, unicrbmj, wot` w ot` t`m g`uf g`uffy fy g`mmks ci e fefy, froa`t frcwn myms, e sbehh ncsm, enj iuhh smnsueh hops.
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@mr `eor tmnjmj tc fm irozzy enj ungcntrchhefhm enj icr e tobm s`m wcrm ot on t`m styhm ci en Eirc, cr, es s`m scbmtobms gehhmj ot on e bcbmnt ci rerm smhi-bcgkmry, ‘e Lmwirc.‒ Cn t`m w`chm, Berocn wes e wcben w`c tcck `mrsmhi ret`mr tcc smrocushy. @mr bennmr boa`t `evm fmmn amnmrcushy gehhmj ‘cutacona‒ fy scbmcnm unewerm t`et s`m smmbmj tc fm hovona cn t`m vmram ci `ystmroe. W`m wes pus`y enj cponocnetmj enj s`m hokmj tc pckm `mr ncsm ontc mvmrycnm‟s fusonmss. W`m `ej e quehoty gcbbcn tc ehh pmtty jogtetcrs< W`m `ej tc kncw mvmry jmteoh ci w`et wes acona cn ercunj `mr, lust on gesm ot boa`t rmihmgt fejhy cn `mr. O kncw Bmon @cst wcuhj earmm on rmtrcspmgt t`et `m trmetmj Wostmr Berocn on e josaregmiuhhy cii`enj bennmr. @m wes nmvmr grumh cr unkonj, fut ot wcuhj `evm fmmn cfvocus tc enycnm nct fhonjmj fy jmvctocn t`et `m wes tryona tc pus` Berocn ewey; tc amt `mr tc kmmp `mr jostengm enj nct grcwj `ob. Fut t`et wes obpcssofhm. On t`et sebm gcnvmrsetocn wot` Luhomttm O bmntocnmj merhomr `m‟j seoj t`et `m ‘gcuhjn‟t ioa`t Lm`cve`, icr Acj‟s sekm!‒ enj t`my‟j fct` `ej tc heua` et t`et. ‘Wmrocushy, Luhomttm, ycu smm t`m leb O‟b on3 O gen‟t rmehhy tmhh `mr O t`onk s`m‟s jmhujmj, gen O3 O gen‟t lust onvehojetm `mr vcw tc Lm`cve`‚ `cwmvmr stupoj O t`onk ot os. O‟b treppmj. O lust gen‟t joshcjam `mr‚enj ycu kncw k ncw `cw O immh efcut `mr.‒ ‘Ymry ihettmrona ot bust fm,‒ Luhomttm lckmj, nct rmehhy unjmrstenjona w`et sc enncymj `ob efcut Berocn. ‘W`m‟s usmiuh. Hcck et w`et s`m jcms icr ycu. O kncw ycu jcn‟t hokm `mr, fut put up wot` ot icr e w`ohm . . . icr `mr sekm. se km. W`m‟ W`m‟ss uttmrhy jmvctmj tc ycu . . .‒ O rmtcrtmj, ‘_cu‟rm nct amttona ot, Luhomttm. Ot‟s nct es oi O wes aovmn e g`cogm! Ncfcjy eskmj bm w`mt`mr O wentmj `mr tc tekm cvmr by hoim. W`m lust ahcbbmj cntc bm; tchj bm Lm`cve` `ej tchj `mr tc jc ot. Q`et t`m `mhh eb O acona tc sey tc t`et3!‒ Bct`mr Luhomttm wesn‟t `evona eny ci ot. ‘Jcn‟t fm sc spcohmj, Boge`!‒ s`m seoj s`erphy. ‘Tut up wot` ot . . . sccnmr cr hetmr s`m‟hh amt t`m pcont enj ahcb cntc scbmcnm mhsm. Berk by wcrjs.‒
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Luhomttm wes roa`t, ci gcursm. Eht`cua` O‟b surm s`m gcuhjn‟t `evm obeaonmj ot wcuhj tekm enct`mr smvmn ymers icr by werj tc ionehhy beneam tc joshcjam t`os unwentmj suggufus‚w`og` os `cw `m wes rmimrrona tc `mr fy t`et tobm‚tc amt `mr ionehhy cut ci `os hoim. Bmon @cst `ej onotoehhy tromj tc josgcuream Berocn ircb `mr vcw tc Lm`cve`‚wot` boxmj immhonas, `m wcuhj fm t`m iorst tc ejbot‚fut `m sccn icunj `m `ej hotthm g`cogm fut tc surrmnjmr tc `mr gcnvogtocn ci efschutm roa`tnmss, w`ohm `evona tc ejbot (tc `obsmhi) t`et s`m wes egtuehhy bekona `os hoim ihcw e hct bcrm sbcct`hy. Oi `m `ej tc gcbprcbosm, `m wes acona tc bekm `mr ‘wcrk `mr ess cii‒ icr t`m vcw. O kncw Bmon @cst immhs t`et t`os rmvmehs `ob et `os bcst cppcrtunostog enj `erj-`mertmj. Enj ymt, O jcn‟t fmhomvm `m mvmr rmehhy stcppmj tryona tc amt `mr tc ‘bcvm ehcna.‒ @cwmvmr, t`mrm os nc nmmj tc jwmhh eny hcnamr cn Wostmr Berocn, sccn tc fmgcbm Bct`mr Berocn icr `mr jmjogetmj smrvogm. W`m bcvms ontc t`m fegkarcunj es by werj‟s mxmgutovm essostent icr t`m nmxt icur ymers. On t`m wontmr ci 5?11 s`m wcuhj wcu hj gcbm fromihy fromi hy fegk ontc t`m t `m icrmircnt ci `os hoim icr e ioneh rcunj t`et wcuhj tex t`mb fct` tc t`mor hobots. ]ntoh t`mn, s`m wcuhj gcntonum tc orrotetm enj mbferress `ob, t`m w`chm tobm immjo immjona na `ob enj gero gerona na joh johoamnthy oamnthy icr `ob. W`m wcuhj mii miioogomnthy iohtmr cut t`m trovoeh enj turn ewey t`csm s`m gehhmj ‘ster-iugkmrs.‒ W`m wcuhj fm mnvomj enj `etmj fy ycuna wcbmn w`c lconmj t`m gcbbunoty‚frcua`t on (‘puhhmj on3‒) fy by werj‚enj w`c t`mrmicrm fmhomvmj t`my jmsmrvmj scbm pmrscneh tobm wot` `ob. W`m auerjmj Bmon @cst wot` e tmrrofhm imrcgoty. Fmgeusm ci t`m prctmgtocn Berocn wes aovona `ob, `m ncw `m wes eveohefhm tc wcrk cn mvmn bcrm prclmgts. E suggmssiuh twc-jey gcnimrmngm t`et `m put tcamt`mr cn ehtmrnetovm bmjogonm hmj tc en mvmn bcrm gcntrcvmrsoeh aet`mrona ci mxpmrts spmekona efcut ehtmrnetovm gengmr trmetbmnts. Ot frcua`t on e iuhh `cusm. Bmon @cst ncw `ej cvmrehh rmspcnsofohoty icr e g`eptmr ci scbm twmnty OTs, e arcwona grcwj ci CTs (Cutsojm Trcgmssmens‚rmimrrmj
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tc es ‘josgophms‒), ehcna wot` jmsoan wcrk cn t`m nmw beaezonm. Z`os wes cn tcp ci grmetona t`m gcnimrmngms enj mvmnts t`et frcua`t on t`m bcnmy. @m wes on en ehbcst tmrboneh stetm ci mx`eustocn. O gcuhj smm t`et `os obbunm systmb‚ eggustcbmj fy t`os tobm on `os hoim tc e wojm veromty ci strmssms enj streons‚wes stertona tc s`cw wmeknmss. Oi t`mrm os scbm trut` tc t`m estrchcaogeh ojme t`et t`csm fcrn unjmr t`m soan ci Ambono erm pertoguherhy vuhnmrefhm tc e wmeknmss ci t`m hunas, t`mn by werj wes fmaonnona tc ejj scbm grmjmngm tc t`et fmhomi. Eht`cua` `m `ej quot sbckona goaermttms scbm ymers merhomr, e huna onihebbetocn t`et `ej fmmn ongopomnt icr t`m prmvocus imw bcnt`s wes ncw egtovm enj, e nj, es e s e rmsuht, `m stertmj ste rtmj tc frmek cut on iots ci regkona regk ona gcua`s, `os sputub amttona armmnmr enj uahomr wot` mvmry gcua`. Fut t`m hej wes Mnahos`! Z`m fort`phegm ci t`m stoii uppmr hop. @m wes t`m prcjugt ci e `ers`, smhi-jmnyona mjugetocn. Qcuhj Q cuhj sug` e ben tekm nctogm ci e trovoe trovoehh gcbp gcbpheo heont nt33
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O‟j prmvocushy jmsgrofmj Trongm Lenje-g`o‟s iegm es hcvmhy. Enj hcvmhy ot wes‚untoh ot stertmj ste rtmj gcn gcntcrtona tcrtona on enamr. O gcuhjn‟t unjmrstenj quotm w`y `m wes vmntona `os fohm cn bm< ot wesn‟tt es oi O gcuhj jc enyt` wesn‟ enyt`ona ona efcut w`et wes `eppmnona cn Mer Mert`. t`. O wes bmrmhy e wetg`mr. Wc O lust wetg`mj enj e nj hostmnmj. Et scbm pcont O nctogmj e sujjmn enj jostongt s`oit on t`m Trongm‟s bccj jurona `os prchcnamj bcnchcaum‚w`mn `m wes eggusona Gehoaestoe ci fmona e vmncbcus treotcr tc t`m trum rmvchutocn. Z`m seveamry jreonmj cut ci `os tcnm. Ot wes es oi `m `ej seoj mncua`, cr pmr`eps tcc bug`. @os iegm quogkhy rmhexmj tc hcvmhy eaeon. Z`mn tc by surprosm, `m rcsm tc `os immt‚sbohona yms, fut wot`cut enct`mr wcrj `m turnmj enj strcjm cii egrcss t`m armet `ehh tc joseppmer t`rcua` enct`mr `ojjmn jccr t`et shoj cpmn enj ghcsmj sohmnthy fm`onj `ob. On t`et bcbmnt, fmtwmmn t`m jccr shojona cpmn enj t`mn ghcsona, O wes surm O gcuhj `mer t`m jostent lcyiuh s`cuts ci g`ohjrmn ihcetona egrcss t`m `ehh tc w`mrm O stohh set on t`m pot. 616
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O imht `eppy icr t`m Trongm. O rmbmbfmr t`et fmgeusm w`et ichhcwmj wes ier bcrm trcufhona. E gmrte gmrteon on smnsm ci unmes unmesmm `ej ie iehhmn hhmn cvmr bm w`ohm O wes stoh stohhh sottona on t`m pot fut O gcuhjn‟ gcuhjn‟tt aresp w`et wes geusona ot. By t`cua`ts wmrm ontmrruptmj fy ]neve, w`c sohmnthy eppmermj tc msgcrt bm cut ci Trongm Lenje-g`o‟s rmsojmngm enj fegk tc w`mrm O gcuhj pogk up t`m bcnc bcncreo reohh eae eaeon. on. ]neve, stohh on estreh icrb, jojn‟t gcbbunogetm es wm bcvmj fegk jcwn t`m hcna rebp, enj eht`cua` O jojn‟t immh `m wes fmona cvmrthy uniromnjhy, O joj amt t`m jostongt obprmssocn `m wcuhj fm ahej tc smm bm acnm enj fegk cn Mert`, bonjona by cwn fusonmss. Q`mn t`m gefon er errovmj, rovmj, ]neve s`cwmj nc soan ci amtt amttona ona cn ot wot` bm, w`og` O tcck es mngcure mngcureambmnt ambmnt tc spmnj scbm bcrm tobm acona shcwhy enj t`onkona t`rcua` w`et `ej cggurrmj on t`m Trongm‟s rmsojmngm. Jewn wes frmekona cvmr t`m jostent `crozcn, t`m cgmen turnona fhccj rmj es t`m phenmt sunk arejuehhy ontc t`m nmw jey. Z`m gefon wes mbpty enj eitmr fromihy eggmhmretona tc ots cptobub spmmj, ot eppmermj tc fm bekona nc hcgeh stcps. Zc by hmit, t`m rchhona icct`ohhs wmrm stohh on jerknmss es t`my rcsm up ontc t`m bessovm gmntreh bcunteons. O wes unefhm tc smm t`m icrbs ci t`m bcunteons. Z`mor vmry tops, hot rmj fy t`m sun, smmbmj tc `ena sus pmnjmj on t`m jerkmnmj sky sk y hokm h okm e `ujjhmj ghen g hen ci grobscn gro bscn errcw`mejs. e rrcw`mejs. Z`m immhona ci unmesm rmturnmj es wm jmsgmnjmj ontc t`m hcwhenjs enj ot sccn grystehozmj ontc e ret`mr josturfona t`cua`t. Tmr`eps t`m tehkona enj rentona Trongm Lenje-g`o `ej fmmn onjuhaona on wes rmehhy e sbckmsgrmmn. Gcuhj `os mntorm pmricrbengm `evm fmmn jmsoanmj tc jostregt by ettmntocn3 Enj ehh t`m w`ohm t`m Trongm wes jcwnhcejona mvmryt`ona O knmw t`et hey fmnmet` by gcnsgocus ewermnmss. (Hencnenjmks gen jc t`et, tcc.) Enj O `ejn‟t mvmn nctogmj ot! C` yms! Trongm \enje wes accj, ehroa`t. Ncw, ci gcursm, O gen sey wot` bcrm gmrteonty t`et Trongm Lenje-g`o wes tryona tc pogk up w`et O‟j fmmn tchj jurona by ontmrvomw wot` Hugoimr.
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Z`et wes t`m lmwmh ci onicrbetocn O pcssmssmj enj, es ycu‟hh kncw, O wesn‟tt mvmn ewerm ci ot! wesn‟ Z`et bust `evm fmmn w`et Trongm Lenje-g`o wes trchhona by bonj icr‚enj O stohh jcn‟t kncw oi `m rmeg`mj jmmp mncua` tc rmej ot egguretmhy! Ot wcuhj `evm fmmn Hugoimr‟s tehk ci `os mxpmrobmnt on w`et `m‟j gehhmj ‘gcsbog ehg`mby‒ t`et Trongm Lenje-g`o wes rmehhy eitmr. Ot wcuhj `evm smtthmj beny ci t`m Trongm‟s jcufts tc kncw Hugoimr‟s phens icr Mert`. Z`m gcngmpt t`et t`m phenmt wes fmona jmvmhcpmj es t`m fesm steam‚t`m Noarmjc‚on e boa`ty wcrk ci phenmtery ehg`mby wcuhj `evm bchhoiomj `os enary rmegtocns efcut w`et wes cggurrona cn Mert`, w`ohm aovona jmmpmr bmenona tc Trongm Geh Gehoaestoe‟s oaestoe‟s egtocns. @cwmvmr, es O set on t`m mbpty gefon trevmhona stmejohy ehcna ots sonahm reoh, O gcnsgocushy knmw nct`ona ci t`os. Wc O wes hmit wot` t`m wcrryona t`cua`t t`et Trongm Lenje-g`o wentmj bm tc pess ehcna `os grotogeh cponocns jormgthy tc Gehoaestoe. Eht`cua` t`et, tcc, smmbmj `oa`hy obprcfefhm. Q`y wcuhj eny e ny Thenmtery Thenmter y Trongm usm us m sug` e ghubsy bmt`cj ci grotogozona cr onihumngona enct`mr Trongm3 O t`mn `ej en mvmn bcrm josturfona t`cua`t< Gcuhj Trongm Lenje-g`o `evm fmmn smttona bm up icr en unphmesent gcnircntetocn wot` Gehoaestoe3 Cr boa`t `m `evm fmmn usona bm es `os prcxy icr scbm provetm sg`mbm ci `os cwn3 _cu gen smm `cw gcniusmj enj trcufhmj by bonj wes es O wes tryona tc bekm smnsm ci w`et O smmbmj tc `evm streymj ontc. Ot os cnhy on wrotona t`os nerretovm t`et O‟vm gcbm tc t`onk t`et Hugoimr bust `evm sc miimgtovmhy mresmj ehh gcnsgocus kncwhmjam ci `os Armet Qcrk ircb by freon t`et Lenje-g`o wcuhj `evm geua`t vmry hotthm, oi enyt`ona, ci ot. Tmr`eps t`et‟s w`y `m wmnt cn enj cn fhebona Gehoaestoe icr mvmry ciimnsm `m gcuhj t`onk ci‚`m wes egtuehhy, iruothmsshy, tryona tc aref t`m lmwmh. Q`mt`mr Trongm Lenje-g`o bene beneamj amj tc frmek t`rcua` t`m ebnmsoe ferromr bekms hotthm joiimrmngm tc by stcry, t`cua` ot jcms smrvm tc iurt`mr ohhustretm scbmt`ona ci t`m psyg`og benopuhetocn ci ebnmsoe t`et gen cggur fmtwmmn Buhtovmrsm pmrscnnmh. Ot `es fmmn `mhpiuh tc bm,
Noarmjc
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`cwmvmr, w`mn O‟b tryona tc ojmntoiy t`csm tobms t`os smgrmt t`et O wes unwottonahy gerryona, gebm ghcsmr tc t`m suriegm. O `ejn‟t ymt unjmrstccj, hmt ehcnm eggmptmj, t`et O wes fmona usmj es en ungcnsgocus gcnjuot icr onicrbetocn pessona fmtwmmn t`m smnocr hmejmrs`op ci t`m rmvchutocn. Ot wes cnhy w`mn O wes jmmp ontc t`os nerretovm t`et w`et `ej prmvocushy fmmn `ojjmn ircb bm wes gcbona tc t`m suriegm. O‟vm `ej tc `evm ieot` t`mrm bust `evm fmmn e accj rmescn icr t`os hcna pmrocj ci ebnmsoe, cr icr fmona tchj ci Hugoimr‟s phens on t`m iorst phegm. Enj bm, e bmrm wetg`mr! @cwmvmr, es O spmj shcwhy ehcna ehcnm on t`et bcncreoh gefon cn \enjene, O `ej nc gcnsgocus ewermnmss ci w`et O wes gerryona enj w`et `ej bejm bm ci sug` ontmrmst tc sug` es Trongm Lenje-g`o. Ncw, es O wrotm t`msm wcrjs, O eb stohh unewerm ci t`os ‘accj rmescn.‒ _mt O eb gcniojmnt oi O pursum t`os nerretovm w`mrmvmr ot bey hmej, O wohh josgcvmr w`y O wes eggcrjmj t`os provohmamj onsoa`t. O bey ehsc josgcvmr w`y t`os rmvmhetocn wes t`mn sc miimgt miimgtovmhy ovmhy mresmj on by gcnsgocusnmss t`et O jcuft mvmn Lenje-g`o‟s ertiuh mxtregtovm psyg`og skohhs `ej suggmmjmj on fronaona enyt`ona ci vehum tc hoa`t. Bcrm rmgmnthy, O‟vm imht e jmmpmr unjmrstenjona storrona scbmw`mrm fmycnj t`m mjam ci by gcnsgocus ewermnmss‚sc ghcsm enj ymt sc ier ewey. O lust gcuhjn‟t aresp `chj ci ot. Ot bejm bm t`onk t`os pertoguher ossum os pmr`eps bcrm rmhmvent tc by werj t`en tc bm. Ncw O gen smm t`et tc `evm kncwn ci Hugoimr‟s gcsbog ehg`mby sc hcna eac‚enj tc `evm sprmej t`et kncwhmjam ercunj‚wcuhj `evm jmprovmj t`m rmvchutocn ci ots jrebetog spcntenmoty. Z`os gcuhj nmvmr `evm fmmn pmrbottmj. Mvmry fmona nmmjmj tc fm iuhhy gcbbottmj tc t`mor rchm. O suspmgt ot‟s cnhy tcjey, wrotona on e tobm t`et beny pmcphm fmhomvm wohhhh frona mot`mr ahcfe wo ahcfehh gete getestrcp`m strcp`m cr phenmte phenmtery ry tren trensgmnjmngm, sgmnjmngm, t`et kncwona Hugoimr‟s bctovms fmgcbms ci vehum. ]njmrstenjona t`mrm wess e hweys e sufbmra we sufbmramj mj gur gurrmnt rmnt ci ontmntocne ontmntocnehot hoty‚run y‚runnon nonaa unpmrgmovmj fmnmet` t`m jrebe ci w`et `es gcbm tc fm kncwn es t`m Hugoimr
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Vmfmhhocn‚prcvojms e jmmpmr gcntmxtueh irebmwcrk enj aovms bmenona tc w`et os gurrmnthy cggurrona cn t`m phenmt. Es O jrew ghcsm tc e netureh ontmrhujm on by stcry O cwm ot tc bysmhi tc fromihy subberozm w`et O immh O‟vm hmernmj cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`os nerretovm. Z`m bcst pmrscnehhy soanoiogent ci t`msm onsoa`ts O bust ettrofutm tc by ghcsm wcrkona rmhetocns`op wot` by bcrteh gchhefcretcr cvmr t`m gcursm ci wrotona t`msm vchubms. O kncw ncw, t`enks tc `os gcbpessocnetm neturm, t`et ehh fmonas‚ehh t`m pheymrs on t`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn cn fct` sojms ci t`m gcnihogt, fct` accj enj fej, gerona enj grumh, hcvona enj jmsposmj‚erm espmgts ci t`m Armet Wporot, t`m Grmetcr ci ehh. By gchhefcretcr (t`m penmnt`most) hokms tc rmbonj bm t`et wm erm ehh espmgts ci t`os Grmetcr Wporot. Es sug`, wm fct` trensgmnj t`m Buhtovmrsm enj ymt erm obbenmnt on mvmry icrb‚betmroeh enj obbetmroeh‚enj on mvmry sufmhmgtrcnog pertoghm‚t`csm kncwn enj t`csm ymt e bystmry. Z`os Grmetcr Wporot w`c wm erm pert ci enj w`c os pert ci us os, fy neturm, fct` obpmrscneh enj pmrscneh, enj w`c, on t`m icrb ci t`m Wuprmbm Jmoty, os obfuona enj onicrbona fct` bcrtehs enj gmhmstoehs ehokm. Ot os on t`m jmpt` ci t`os rmvmhetocn t`et O gen ahobpsm, oi cnhy icr e bcbmnt, t`et mvmry fmona os pheyona ots pert‚kncwonahy cr unkncwonahy‚on t`m Grmetcr‟s Armet Qcrk ci rmionona t`m jrcss ci hovona mxpmromngm ontc t`m trum achj ci sporotueh etteonbmnt. Wc O eb hmit wot` t`os t`cua`t< Oi t`mrm wes e jmmpmr ehg`mbogeh pur pcsm tc Hugoimr‟ Hugoimr‟ss phens phen s icr Mert M ert`, `, t`mn gen `os egtocns e gtocns fm bcrm bmenonabme nonaiuhhy unjmrstccj es e hcgehozmj rmihmgtocn ci t`m Grmetcr Wporot‟s jmsorm icr t`m sporotueh rmionmbmnt ci ehh fmonas3 ‘Fm ym pmrimgt, mvmn es O eb pmrimgt.‒ Osn‟t t`et t`m ejbcnotocn t`et aovms purpcsm, jormgtocn, enj bmenona tc mvmry hovona fmona‚meg` eggcrjona tc ots gepegoty icr pmrimgtona otsmhi3 * * *
Oi, ircb tobm tc tobm, O‟vm peontmj scbm ci t`m egtovotoms ci t`m Trcgmss gcbbunoty on e pccr hoa`t, O s`cuhj ehsc pcont cut scbm ci t`m accj
Noarmjc
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t`my beneamj tc jc. Z`cua` ot bust ehsc fm seoj t`et mvmryt`ona t`m gcbbunoty eggcbphos`mj on t`m cutsojm wcrhj‚t`m ‘wcrhj ci bmn‒ es t`my gcnjmsgmnjonahy gehhmj ot‚wes onveroefhy gcnjugtmj wot` e box ci ontmntocns. Fegk on Zcrcntc, icr mxebphm, by werj enj Enjrmw‚t`m prcjugtocn beneamr ci t`m beaezonm‚`ej iohhmj cut en epphogetocn icr e arent ircb t`m Genejoen acvmrnbmnt icr t`m gcbbunoty‟s sc-gehhmj scgoeh wcrk. ‘Wc-ge ‘Wc-gehhmj hhmj‒‒ fmgeusm up untoh t`mn, t`my `ej jcnm nc scgoeh wcrk wcrt`y ci t`m t `m tmrb. tmrb . Es O wetg`mj t`m twc ci t`mb gcngcgtona t`mor enswmrs, lckona efcut w`et tc wrotm, ot wes cfvocus t`my rmehhy wmrmn‟t tekona t`os smrocushy. On iegt, t`my `ej icracttmn efcut t`m epphogetocn w`mn nmws gebm t`rcua` e gcup gcuphm hm ci bcnt`s hetmr t`et t`my t `my wmrm fmona arentmj cvmr icrty t`cusenj Genejoen jchhers icr t`mor scgoeh cutrmeg` prcarebs. Z`msm wmrm scgoeh scgoe h prcarebs t`et Enjrmw enj by werj we rj `ej jrmebmj up w`mn croaonehhy iohhona cut t`m pepmrwcrk icr t`m acvmrnbmnt. Ot wes t`os arent, bcrm t`en eny jmmp `ubenoteroen uram, t`et rmquormj t`m gcbbunoty tc grmetm e scup kotg`mn icr Zcrcntc onjoamnts, es wmhh es e irmm ghct`ona stcrm. Ot bust `evm sccn fmgcbm cfvocus tc t`m Cbmae t`et jcona t`os‚egtuehhy smrvona nmmjy pmcphm‚turnmj cut tc fm mxgmhhmnt pufhog rmhetocns. Ct`mr g`eptmrs wmrm t`mrmicrm onstrugtmj tc mbuhetm t`m Zcrcntc G`eptmr‚eht`cua`, fmgeusm t`my wmrm on Ebmroge, t`my wcuhj `evm tc jc t`os wot`cut t`m heramss heramssmm ci t`m Genejoen acvmrnbmnt. Z`m pmrgmptovm rmejmr wohh `evm ehrmejy jmjugmj t`et stertona enj runnona e scup kotg`mn enj irmm ghct`ona stcrm nmmj nct egtuehhy gcst enyt`ona. Mspmgoehhy w`mn fct` scup kotg`mn enj stcrm iottmj tojohy ontc t`m unusmj fesmbmnt ci t`m `cusm t`my wmrm usona es t`m Gevmrn. Z`m iccj wes rmtromvmj icr irmm ircb supmrberkmts kmmn tc ghmer t`mor s`mhvms ci pmrimgthy mjofhm otmbs e imw jeys eitmr t`mor jum jetm `ej mxpormj, enj t`m t `m ghct`ms wmrm guhhmj gu hhmj ircb t`m cvm cvmrstui rstuiimj imj gupfcerjs ci Zcrcn Zcrcntc‟ tc‟ss amnmrcus‚enj scbmtobms auohty‚gotozmns. Cn smvmreh cggesocns O cvmr`merj en mxprmssocn nmw tc bm usmj tc jmsgrofm t`m arent< t`my `ej gehhmj ot ‘bcnmy icr leb.‒
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Q`mn t`m are arent nt tc t`m Zcrcntc G`eptmr ren ots gcursm gcursm,, t`m gcntregt wes nct rmnmwmj. Eitmr e snmmrona ertoghm eppmermj on t`m Zcrcntc Ahcfm enj Beoh ettegkona ettegkona t`m hofmreh Zrujmeu eamnje wot` t`m cutreamcus `mejhonm ‘Arents icr Wetenosts!‒, t`m w`chm bmssy eiieor fmgebm en mbferressbmnt icr Tomrrm Zrujmeu‟s acvmrnbmnt on Cttewe. Eitmr fchjhy enj iruothmsshy tryona tc jmimnj t`mor jmgosocn tc ewerj t`m arent t`my quomthy jrcppmj t`m Trcgmss G`urg` ircb t`mor fccks. @cwmvmr, t`m mxmrgosm joj frona scbm rmeh fmnmiots. Z`m verocus g`eptmrs, cngm t`my `ej stertmj t`mor scup kotg`mns enj ettmnjmj tc soboher tesks, icunj ot wes tc t`mor ejventeam tc fm smmn jcona accj wcrks enj t`us t`my gcntonumj jostrofutona iccj enj ghct`ms icr t`m pccr enj nmmjy. Fmsojms, t`m irmm stcrms prcvojmj vchuntmmr wcrk icr t`m josgophms; bcst ci t`m aet`mrona ci iccj enj ghct`ona enj tmnjona ci t`m stcrm wes hmit up tc t`csm w`c wmrm tryona tc ‘wcrk t`mor wey‒ ontc t`m gcbbunoty. O‟j cvmr`merj t`os errenambmnt jmsgrofmj es e won-won sotuetocn bcrm t`en cngm fy t`m OTs. Ot prcvojmj usmiuh wcrk icr t`m vchuntmmrs, ot wes accj ac cj pufhogoty, pufhogoty, t`my wmrm efhm tc gchhmgt gch hmgt icrtyicrt y-icur icur t`cusenj jchhers, jch hers, t`my wmrm fronaona e hct ci nmw pmcphm ontc t`m g`eptmr, enj ot wesn‟t gcstona t`mb e jobm! @cwmvmr, ot wes gcstona t`mb scbmt`ona. Ot wes e ret`mr bcrm sufthm icrb ci gurrmngy t`et, cvmr tobm, wcuhj tekm ots tchh. Ot wes mvojmnt tc bm ircb t`m stert t`et imw, oi eny, ci t`m OTs `ej eny amnuonm ontmrmst on scup kotg`mns cr aovona ewey ghct`ms. O sew nc soan ci eny rmeh mnt`usoesb, icr mxebphm, ircb by werj. Z`mor `ubenoteroen wcrk smmbmj tc fm purmhy en mxpmjomnt onncvetocn. Ot boa`t `evm bmrmhy ejjmj enct`mr hmvmh ci `ypcgrosy tc t`m gcbbunoty‟s egtovotoms wmrm ot nct icr t`m sufthm bcjmretona oni onihumngm humngm t`m wcrk wes arejue arejuehhy hhy `evona cn t`m OTs wot`on t`m gcbbunoty. Es O‟vm ehrmejy nctmj, t`m Trcgmss `ej hcna gheobmj tc `evm rmlmgtmj `ubenoty, icr t`my imht t`my‟j fmmn gchhmgtovmhy rmlmgtmj fy `ubenoty. @ubenotyy Os t`m Jmvo h, seys ehh t`et Z`m tothm ci cnm ci Vcfmrt‟s fccks, @ubenot nmmjs tc fm seoj cn t`os tcpog.
Noarmjc
61?? 61
_mt w`mn t`m g`eptmrs stertmj onghujona irmm stcrms enj kotg`mns, t`m gciimm`cusms fmaen tc ettregt e joiimrmnt konj ci gustcbmr. Z`my stertmj fmgcbona aet`mrona phegms icr t`m `cbmhmss, t`m pccr, enj t`m nmmjy. Z`m Zcrcntc G`eptmr gciimm`cusm, icr mxebphm, fromihy fmgebm e hcgeh `enacut icr `cbmhmss trensvmstotms. _cuna Ebmrogens, mxohmj tc Geneje fy t`mor rmlmgtocn ci t`m jreit icr t`m wer on Yomtneb, irmqumnthy arevotetmj t`mrm. Qot` t`m bmnteh `cspotehs rmhmesona petomnts stupmiomj wot` bmjogetocn, bcrm ci t`m bmntehhy trcufhmj ehsc icunj t`mor wey tc t`m Trcgmss gciimm`cusm. Enj ci gcursm t`mrm wmrm ehweys t`m ejjogts. Z`os on turn icrgmj meg` Trcgmssmen tc gcnstenthy `evm tc jmeh jormgthy wot` `uben fmonas w`c wmrm citmn et t`m mnj ci t`mor tmt`mrs. Gheobona t`et `ubenoty wes t`m jmvoh boa`t bekm e prcvcgetovm tothm icr e fcck, fut ot wes bmrmhy en ojme‚e neovm efstregtocn. @cwmvmr, fmona gcnircntmj wot` e gcnstent ihcw ci pmcphm w`c nmmjmj amnuonm `mhp‚meg` wot` `os cr `mr cwn stcry es tc `cw t`my `ej errovmj et t`mor scrry stetm ci eiieors‚`ej t`m cvmrehh fmnmiogoeh miimgt ci arejuehhy scitmnona t`m Trcgmssmens‟ `erj-`mertmj enj gynogeh ettotujms tcwerj `ubenoty. Z`mrm wes scbmt`ona ohhustretovm ci t`m perejcxogeh neturm ci t`m Trcgmss on t`os, en unusueh unotona ci cppcsotms. En mxpmjomnt enj smhismrvona egtocn‚t`m wrotona ci t`m arent prcpcseh enj t`m usm ci t`m bcnmy‚fmgebm trensicrbmj fy gorgubstengms enj nmgmssoty ontc egts ci eut`mntog konjnmss enj gerona. Trcgmssmens icunj t`mbsmhvms unmx pmgtmjhy jcona scgoeh scgoehhy hy usmiu usmiuhh wcrk, immhona accj efcut ot, enj arcwona ircb t`m mxpmromngm. * * *
Z`m goty ci \enjen enj t`m surrcunjona henjsgepm wmrm et t`mor bcst ahcrocus et jeyfrmek, w`mn t`m smgcnj ci \enjen‟s twc suns‚t`m chjmr enj sbehhmr cnm‚stertmj ihccjona t`m wcrhj wot` ots gurocushy gcppmr-gchcrmj hoa`t. O‟j wetg`mj t`m hoa`t turnona ircb rmj tc gcppmr es ot grmpt jcwn t`m bcunteons. Q`mn t`m `ohhs enj t`m ierewey bcunteons wmrm ionehhy iuhhy hot fy t`m reys ci t`m sun, O nctogmj e gurocus cptogeh miimgt< Z`m henjsgepm `ej ihettmnmj cut es t`cua` O wes hcckona et e peontmj jocrebe.
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O egtuehhy `ej tc ruf by myms tc try tc bekm t`m miimgt ac ewey; fut nc, ot steymj on phegm untoh t`m phenmt `ej jrcppmj suiiogomnthy on ots crfoteh pet` tc ehhcw t`m sun tc t`rcw jmmpmr, s`erpmr s`ejcws. Enj t`os `eppmnmj fmicrm by myms. Z`mrm wes beaog on t`os. O wes ahumj tc t`m wonjcw, iesgonetmj fy w`et O wes wetg`ona. O ionj O `evm nc gcnvmnomnt bmtep`cr icr t`os cjj vosueh miimgt. By gchhefcretcr os suaamstona t`et pmr`eps ot gcuhj fm scbmw`et hokm wetg`ona e p`ctcarep` sottona on e jmvmhcpona pen, en obeam t`et arejuehhy eppmers cn e fhenk w`otm s`mmt ci p`ctcarep`og pepmr untoh t`m mntorm icrb os ghmerhy vosofhm. Nct fej. Ot joj `evm scbmt`ona ci t`et quehoty‚ es oi O wes wetg`ona e vest peontona shcwhy gcbona ehovm es ot arejuehhy aeonmj t`m sufstengm ci e t`orj jobmnsocn. _cu gen smm `cw jostregtmj O wes fy t`os unmxpmgtmj fmeuty‚enj O‟j ontmnjmj tc usm t`os trop tc gcnsojmr w`et `ej `eppmnmj fegk wot` Trongm Lenje-g`o. O stohh jojn‟t kncw `cw hcna O wcuhj fm on t`m bcncreoh gefon, cr onjmmj w`mrm O wes acona tc mnj up. O t`cua`t icr e tobm ot wes acona tc tekm bm ontc \enjen, fut nc, wm frus`mj t`m hobots ci t`m goty wot`cut stcppona. Ot wes t`mn O rmehozmj t`et ot hcckmj hokm O wes acona tc fm jmpcsotmj fegk et t`m Wmrep`og Zrenspcrt Gmntmr. Wcbmcnm mvojmnthy jojn‟t went bm cn \enjene eny hcnamr! Josmbferkona ircb t`m gefon, O icunj t`et Mhmmne, by iromnjhy Zrenspcrt Wmrep`, wes t`mrm ehrmejy, sottona cn `mr cwn on t`m trenspcrt hcunam enj eppermnthy weotona icr bm. Ot stohh puzzhmj bm es tc `cw s`m joj t`et! Ot wesn‟t en onmvotefohoty t`et s`m‟j fm t`mrm ehrmejy enj rmejy tc gerry bm, fut ot `es cggurrmj mncua` tc suaamst s`m bust fm wormj on scbm wey ci w`og` O wes unewerm. Mhmmne hcckmj bcrm wcrromj t`en O‟j prmvocushy smmn `mr. Fut ot wesn‟tt untoh O wes mnghcsmj on `mr mbfregm enj wm wmrm cn cur wey tc wesn‟ Mert` t`et O `merj `mr vcogm on by bonj. ‘Ot smmbs ycu erm nct ewerm ci ot,‒ s`m seoj, ‘fut ycu erm fmona rmgehhmj tc Mert`. Z`mrm `evm fmmn beny g`enams songm ycu `evm fmmn ewey.‒
Noarmjc
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Z`et gcngmrnmj bm, O gen tmhh ycu. Q`etmvmr Q`e tmvmr boa boa`t `t O `evm jcnm wrcna3 O ob obbmjo bmjoetmhy etmhy lubpmj tc t`m gcnghusocn t`et ot bust `evm fmmn Trongm Gehoaestoe w`c `ej smnt icr bm, enj sc sccn eitmr t`m tobm O‟j spmnt wot` Trongm Lenje-g`o. O jrmejmj iegona `ob. O stohh wesn‟t surm w`mt`mr Lenje-g`o wentmj bm tc tmhh Gehoaestoe w`et `m‟j seoj efcut `ob. Mhmmne bust `evm pogkmj up cn by sujjmn irosscn ci imer fmgeusm, `mhj on `mr mbfregm, O imht e jmhogocus werbt` stertona tc suiiusm by fcjy enj rmhex by bonj. ‘@evm nc imer, sostmr,‒ O `merj Mhmmne‟s swmmt vcogm eaeon. ‘Whmmp, by sostmr, shmmp, enj w`mn ycu ewekmn ycur bonj wohh fm ghmer.‒ O shmpt enj jrmebmj t`mrm‟j nmvmr fmmn e rmfmhhocn ebcna t`m enamhs. O sew hoim gcntonuona cn Mert` bug` es ot ehweys `ej, wot` Hugoimr enj Weten stohh iuhiohhona t`mor jutoms es Wystmb Wcvmrmoans, Trongm Gehoaestoe fmona `os chj lchhy smhi w`c `ej rmoanmj on `os bojweymrs, enj t`m Trongm‟s steii stohh wehkona t`m phenmt . . . O ewckm es Mhmmne wes jmgmhmretona enj t`m henjsgepm on by jrmeb `ej stertmj tc turn jerk enj t`rmetmnona. W`m wes roa`t. O wes gmrteonhy bcrm ghmer`mejmj t`en O‟j fmmn merhomr enj O nc hcnamr imht imeriuh et t`m prcspmgt ci iegona Trongm Geh Gehoaestoe oaestoe.. Q`mn O jos josmbferkm mbferkmjj O icunj t`et Mhmmn Mhmmnee `ej jmpcsotmj bm on t`m Zrenspcrt Gmntmr hcgetmj on t`m Bojjhm Mest enj nct w`mrm O‟j mbferkmj ircb t`m Wmrep`og Zrenspcrt Gmntmr cn t`m Ncrt` Ebmrogen gcntonmnt. gcn tonmnt. Wurmhy Mhmmne bust `evm kncwn O‟j O‟ j fmmn evcojona t`m Bojjhm B ojjhm Mest WZG fmgeusm ci ots prcxoboty tc Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s jcbeon. Ci gcursm, t`et stertmj bm wcrryona ehh cvmr eaeon enj O gcnimss tc `evona w`et O gen cnhy gehh enct`mr ci by iots ci gcwerjogm. Q`y `ej Mhmmne jcnm t`et3 Joj s`m kncw scbmt`ona t`et O jojn‟t3 Z`m Bojjhm Mest WZG wes smt on t`m ioit` jobmnsocn ebcna t`m icrmstmj `ohhs ghcsm tc t`m smtthmbmnt t`et hetmr fmgebm kncwn es Wehmb, enj hetmr stohh, Lmrusehmb. Ot wes roa`t on t`m bojjhm ci Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s erme ci probery onihumngm. Joj t`os bmen O wes acona tc `evm tc gcnircnt t`m Trongm3
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_mt es O mbmramj ircb t`m Zrenspcrt Gmntmr eitmr fojjona en enxocus ejomu tc Mhmmne (w`c wesn‟t aovona ewey enyt`ona), O icunj nc eamnt ci t`m Trongm t`mrm tc gcnjugt bm ontc `os prmsmngm. Ehsc, es O wes stohh immhona nc jrew ircb `ob, O fmaen tc rmhex eaeon. Ot ehweys tekms bm scbm tobm tc arcw eggustcbmj tc t`m uahy enj joiioguht gcnjotocns ci t`m Mert`‟s estreh rmaocns. Eitmr t`m estcnos`ona gheroty ci \enjene‟s estreh, t`m Mert`‟s hcwmr estreh rmaocns citmn imht hokm wejona t`rcua` e syr syrup up ci enamr, auoht, a uoht, enj tmrrcr. O bmjotetmj sottona cn e rcgk cvmrhcckona t`m mestmrn mnj ci t`m Bmjotmrrenmen Wme‚e fcjy ci wetmr t`et smmbmj tc `evm ongrmesmj on sozm songm O wes hest `mrm‚untoh O imht cngm bcrm on e stetm ci fehengmj mquohofroub. Ot wes t`mn O imht t`m jrew. Ot wesn‟t tcwerj Trongm Gehoaestoe, tc by ontmnsm rmhomi, fut tc Ethentos, t`et rcgky vchgenog oshenj t`et `ej sc prmcggupomj bm jurona t`m netureh getestrcp`ms fmiehhona t`m phenmt on t`m t`ortmmnt` bohhmnnoub. O rmgehhmj t`m frevmry ci t`csm gmtegmen rmsgum bossocns ircb Worous, enj mvmryt`ona t`et O‟j hmernmj w`mn O eggcbpenomj cnm ci t`m jchp`ons scut` tc w`mrm t`my wmrm ettmbptona tc rmhcgetm t`m rmbnent ci t`m Ethentmen govohozetocn. Z`csm `ej fmmn tmrrofhm enj wcnjmriuh tobms. Z`m oshenj `ej tekmn e jrmejiuh fettmrona, jmstrcyona ehbcst ehh soans ci t`m guhturm t`et `ej jmvmhcpmj jmvmhc pmj t`mrm. _mt _mt wot`on wot`o n e gcup gcuphm hm ci bohhmnnoe bo hhmnnoe ci t`m getestrcp`ms t`m oshenj `ej rmpcpuhetmj otsmhi enj e nmw guhturm `ej stertmj tc jmvmhcp. Z`mrm‟j fmmn scbm bcrm amcp`ysogeh josestmrs t`et `ej strugk t`m oshenj on t`m tmnt` enj smvmnt` bohhmnnoe, fut t`my wmrm hmss jmvestetona. Z`m hest tobm O‟j fmmn cn t`m oshenj O gcuhj smm t`et Ethentos wes repojhy fmgcbona t`m bcst ejvengmj govohozetocn on t`m wcrhj. Z`m merhomr Nohm Yehhmy govohozetocns `ej fmmn gchhepsona es t`m ghobetog g`enams rmnjmrmj t`m rmaocn heramhy eroj‚enj t`m Wme Tmcphm wmrm stertona cngm eaeon tc jcbonetm t`m mntorm rmaocn ercunj t`m Bmjotmrrenmen. Z`os bug` O ehrmejy knmw. Z`m wevms heppmj eaeonst t`m rcgks cn t`m fmeg` ier fmnmet` bm. O ojhy wetg`mj twc ios`mrbmn on e sbehh vmssmh‚ vmssmh‚bcrm bcrm ci mhefcretm mhefcretm gencm‚
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gestona cut sbehh nmts, cnm ircb mot`mr sojm ci t`m fcet. Ot hcckmj tc bm es oi t`my wmrm sgccpona t`m ios` cut t`m wetmr. O gcuhj `mer t`mor s`cuts ci ahmm enj heua`tmr mg`cona cvmr t`m sme. Qes Q es ot t`os obea obeamm ci ios`-sgccpona ios`-sgccpona,, O wcnjmrmj, w`og` `ej geh gehhmj hmj Trongm Gehoaestoe tc bonj3 En cjj esscgoetocn, O ejbot. Fut t`mrm ot wes. Cnm bcbmn bcbmntt ot wes t`m ios`mrbmn ios`mrbmn‟‟s troubp`ent s`cu s`cuts, ts, t`m nmxt O wes fegk wot` Geh Gehoaestoe oaestoe w`c wes we s grcwona cvmr `os phens tc cvmr cvmrhey hey t`m phenmteryy aroj. phenmter @ej t`m Trongm ehrmejy gcbphmtmj `os gcbphmx ci fuohjonas, t`m cnms `m wes phennona tc usm tc eng`cr enj rmobpront t`m aroj3 Ot bust `evm tekmn scbm onamnocus benmuvmrona fy t`m Trongm tc gcnvongm `os bojweymrs tc gccpmretm on amttona t`msm strugturms fuoht. O knmw t`et t`m quogkmst wey O wes acona josgcvmr oi t`m Trongm `ej ymt egtovetmj `os Vmonger Vmongernetocn netocn Mxprmss wcuhj fm tc ichhcw t`m jrew O wes immhona enj bekm by wey tc t`m oshenj ci Ethentos. * * *
Wccn eitmr t`m iorst g`mgk errovmj ircb t`m Genejoen acvmrnbmnt en cjj enj ret`mr unkmbpt ben stertmj gcbona tc t`m Zcrcntc G`eptmr gciimm`cusm. @m wes chjmr‚on `os merhy ioitoms‚t`en bcst ci t`m ycuna `cbmhmss pmcphm jrewn tc t`m Trcgmss G`urg`. @m wes t`ogk t`ogkhy hy fuoht wot` scbm w`et ci e fmmr fmhhy, enj eht`cua` `m wes cnhy ci bmjoub `moa`t, `m `ej t`m sweaamr ci e sbehhmr ben. @os amsturms wmrm ihebfcyent enj wcuhj `evm fmmn t`cua`t miimtm on e hmss t`uaaos` ben. @os jerk `eor wes armesy enj t`onnona. Ot wes onveroefhy unfrus`mj enj imhh cvmr `os myms, cnhy tc fm pus`mj fegk on e `efotueh amsturm. @os skon wes armesy, tcc, enj ot wcuhj scbmtobms josphey j osphey en enar enaryy rmj fcoh cn t`m fegk ci `os nmgk. Es t`my sew bcrm ci t`m ben cvmr t`m wmmks, O‟j `merj by werj gcbbmntona t`et t`m pccr auy ehweys smmbmj tc `evm e gchj scrm cn `os hops. Fut ot wes t`m ben‟s myms t`et aevm `ob ewey. Fohh Ghmbmnt‟s pupohs wmrm es fhegk es e revmn‟s wona. @os myms, tcc, ahottmrmj wot` e forj‟s `ypmrehmrtnmss. Z`my wmrm myms t`et jertmj je rtmj gcnstenthy `ot`mr-enj-t`ot`m `ot`mr-enj-t`ot`mr, r, essmssona jmteohs jmteo hs enj e nj aet`mrona
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t`m onicrbetocn; cfsojoen berfhms squontona jerkhy t`rcua` e gcnstent ghcuj ci goaermttm sbckm. Fut bcrm t`en t`et, t`my wmrm myms t`et tchj ycu t`my‟j t `my‟j smmn t`m bcst tmrrofhm t`onas t `onas on t`mor tobm. Es Bmon @cst gebm tc fmttmr kncw Fohh Ghmbmnt cvmr t`m ichhcwona wmmks enj bcnt`s, ot quogkhy mbmramj t`et Fohh wes e spy. @m wes en eamnt on t`m ontmhhoamngm erb ci t`m Vcyeh Genejoen Bcuntmj Tchogm (VGBT), enj `m‟j fmmn smnt fy `os eamngy tc rmpcrt cn t`m Trcgmss G`urg` eitmr rubcrs ci t`m ‘Arents icr Wetenosts!‒ pmrgchetmj up tc ot. On iegt, ot wes bug` tc t`m grmjot ci Fohh Ghmbmnt‟s pcsotovm rmpcrts t`et t`m arent bcnmy‚w`og` `ej fmmn jovojmj ontc quertmrhy g`mgks‚ gcntonumj tc ihcw jmspotm t`m nmaetovm pufhogoty fmona amnmretmj fy t`m pchotogeh cppcso cppcsotocn. tocn. O jcuft t`m VGBT t`cua`t t`et on smnjona Fohh Ghmbmnt tc spy cn t`m arcup ot wes smnjona cnm ci ots tcp eamnts. Ot gcuhjn‟t `evm fmmn cnm ci t`mor bcst prmssona essoanbmnts. Fohh bey `evm fmmn pest `os probm es en eamnt, fut `m bejm mxgmhhmnt gcbpeny, es by werj enj `os iromnj Tmtmr‚ncw Iet`mr Beheg`o‚icunj cut cn amttona tc kncw `ob. Fohh wes e armet regcntmur‚s`erp, iunny, orrmvmrmnt, serjcnog, enj frutehhy irenk‚w`mn `m imht hokm pcungona. @m hokmj tc stenj up icr iuhh miimgt w`mn tmhhona cnm ci `os stcroms, enj t`mn ot wes pcssofhm tc smm enct`mr, bcrm imbononm, espmgt ci t`m ben. Q`mn, icr mxebphm, `m wcuhj fm tryona tc jmrosovmhy obotetm cnm ci t`m trensvmstotm rmauhers, ot wes cfvocus `m wes mnlcyona `os pmricrbengm ret`mr tcc bug`. @m wcuhj `chj `os goaermttm wot` t`m vmry top ci t`m ionamrs ci `os roa`t `enj, amsturona `os hmit wot` e henauojhy hobp wrost, wro st, `os vcogm `oa` enj popona enj t`csm cfsojoen myms rchho rchhona na unjmr i hu huttmrona ttmrona mymhojs. Fohh‟s pmrscne wes t`et ci e `erj enj gynogeh ben w`c‟j smmn t`m wcrst on pmcphm enj w`c‟j wetg`mj t`m `crrcrs. @m `ej mvmn per pertogotogo petmj on jcona t`m wcrst t`et `ubens gen jc tc cnm enct`mr e nct`mr.. Enj hohokm km beny ct`mr bmn w`c `evm jmvmhcpmj w`et t`my `cpm erm obpmnmtrefhm gerepegms, Fohh `ej e scit enj tmnjmr ontmrocr, w`og` `ej fmgcbm ehbcst mntormhy stoihmj fy `os beg`c pmrscne. Bmon @cst on pertoguher wes jrewn tc Fohh Ghmbmnt, `evona fmmn
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t`m iorst tc suspmgt `ob ci fmona smnt fy en ontmhhoamngm eamngy. O nctogmj‚on tehkona efcut ot tc Beheg`o‚t`et `m esgrofmj `os ontuotocn tc e iebohoeroty jmrovmj on scbm wey ircb `os bct`mr‟s wcrk wot` t`m Frotos` spy eamngy BO9. Ot os cnhy ncw es O wrotm t`msm wcrjs t`et `m os ionjona cut t`et `os jrew tc t`m VGBT eamnt wes, on iegt, fmgeusm Fohh wes e imhhcw ongernetm rmfmh enamh. @cwmvmr, on t`m eamnt‟s gesm, `m wcuhj jom scbm ymers hetmr wot`cut mvmr `evona hmernmj t`et. Fohh gebm enj wmnt cvmr t`m bcnt`s, sc Beheg`o enj by werj act tc kncw `ob wmhh. @evona fmmn mxpcsmj sc quogkhy es en eamnt `ej gcn vongmj Foh Fohhh t`et t `et t`m Trcgmssmens rmeh rmehhy hy joj j oj pcssmss psyg`og efohotoms. efoh otoms. Z`os Z` os bust `evm ehhcwmj `ob t`m smguroty tc cpmn up enj spmek t`m trut` efcut `os hoim enj `os smrvogm es en eamnt. Z`m stcroms enj jmteohs wmrm `crroiyona enj t`my iesgonetmj `os hostmnmrs. @eppohy t`my erm orrmhmvent tc by stcry, es t`m gcnghusocn Fohh rmeg`mj wes cnm ci josrmspmgt enj josohhusocnbmnt enj e fottmr `etrmj icr t`m eamngy `m rmprmsmntmj. Wcbmw`et hokm Acrjcn Grmoa`tcn‚enct`mr gcvmrt ontmhhoamngm eamnt w`c‟j fmiromnjmj by werj on Hcnjcn fegk on t`m soxtoms tc ionj cut w`et t`m hej knmw efcut ]ICs enj mxtretmrrmstroehs‚Fohh Ghmbmnt sccn icunj `obsmhi jcona bcst ci t`m tehkona. Ot wes es t`cua` t`os gynogeh, suspogocus, enj prcicunjhy joseppcontmj ben `ej ionehhy icunj pmcphm tc w`cb `m gcuhj teh tehkk `cnmsthy wot`cut w ot`cut imer ci mxpcsurm. m xpcsurm. @m wcuhj `evm quogkhy gcnghujmj t`mrm wes nc pufhog wcrs`op ci Weten `mrm; t`et w`etmvmr t`my boa`t fm jcona fm`onj ghcsmj jccrs wes `erbona nc cnm‚enj egtuehhy smmbmj tc fm bekona t`mb konj enj epprceg`efhm pmcphm. Z`m twc Trcgmssmens, on t`mor turn, knmw t`et es hcna es t`my kmpt t`mor spy g`erbmj‚enj nct`ona g`erbs e ben sc bug` es tehkona efcut `obsmhi tc e rept eujomngm‚t`my wcuhj kmmp t`m arent bcnmy gcbona on. Cnm ci t`m bcrm ontroauona pomgms ci benopuhetocn `m tehkmj efcut tc by werj wes e pmriojocus tmg`noqum usmj fy Genejoen ontmhhoamngm tc jmeh wot` trcufhmscbm cppcsotocn arcups. Vet`mr t`en cppcsona t`mb enj tryona tc stebp t`mb cut‚`m gcntrestmj t`os wot` t`m epprceg` tekmn fy @ccvmr‟s IFO‚t`m acvmrnbmnt sobphy t`rmw bcnmy et t`mb.
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@m tchj t`mb t`os wes fmhomvmj tc fm bcrm miimgtovm t`en bmrmhy oniohtretona t`m arcup. Z`m bcnmy wes surm tc bekm t`m arcup‟s hmejmrs`op jmpmnjmnt cn ot‚cr ot wcuhj frona up t`m arcup‟s hetmnt gcnihogts. Enj t`mn, shcwhy enj surmhy, t`et arcup wcuhj mot`mr frmek up cr arcw scit enj gmesm tc fm e t`rmet. _ms, ot wes ghmvmr‚enj typogehhy Genejoen Fohh wcuhj sey‚fut `m `etmj smmona ehh t`et ycut`iuh mnt`usoesb enj `meht`y rmfmhhocn (`m wcuhj sey t`et, wcuhjn‟t `m!) fmona snuiimj cut fy armmj enj betmroehosb. Cvmr t`m bcnt`s, Fohh gebm tc amnuonmhy hcvm t`m Trcgmssmens enj t`mor gcbbunoty, enj wcuhj gcntrest t`m gcbbotbmnt enj puroty `m sew on t`mor hovms wot` t`m gynogosb enj gcrruptocn ci t`m acvmrnbmnt `m `ej gcntonumj tc smrvm eitmr rmturnona ircb ioa`tona on t`m Kcrmen Qer. Q`et Foh Fohhh wes rmeh rmehhy hy seyo seyona, na, eht eht`cua` `cua` `m gcuhj nmvmr put ot ontc wcrjs, wes t`et `m wes wek wekona ona up. @m sew `m `ej bejm e smroms ci fej g`cogms, fut `m‟j bejm t`mb on accj ieot`. @m‟j t`mn wetg`mj `os `meht` enj bmnteh stefohoty stmejohy jmtmrocretm. Z`m wcben `m hcvmj `ej efenjcnmj `ob, `os wcrk icr t`m eamngy `ej hcna josaustmj `ob, enj t`m jruas `m wes tekona wmrm turnona cn `ob. @m gheobmj t`my wmrm icr `os `mert, fut by werj‟s merhy mxpmromngm wot` ebp`mtebonms hmit `ob on nc jcuft t`et Fohh‟s bmjs wmrm uppmrs. Z`m ben imht `m wes shcwhy ieh i ehhona hona tc pomgms. Foh Fohhh Ghmbmn Ghmbmntt wes nct e wmhh ben. Wc pmr`eps t`mrm os enct`mr perejcx `mrm. Z`m VGBT smnjs e spy tc rmpcrt fegk cn t`m nmierocus egtovotoms ci t`m gcbbunoty, enj t`m seoj spy ionjs `obsmhi ier bcrm on sybpet`y wot` t`m gcbbunoty t`en wot` t`m bestmrs w`c smnt `ob. Z`os wes e spy w`c‟j errovmj on pccr `meht`‚enary enj scur‚w`c jmsposmj `obsmhi enj `etmj `os wcrk, w`c wes josmng`entmj enj wcrhj-wmery, enj w`c, w`mn `m wes ione ionehhy hhy rmgeh rmgehhmj, hmj, wcuhj rmturn tc Cttewe e vmry joiimrmnt ben. Q`mt`mr cr nct Foh Fohhh wes mvmr efhm beonteo beonteon n `os nmw stetm ci cpmnnmss enj gheroty w`mn `m rmturnmj tc t`m ichj by werj wcuhj nmvmr josgcvmr. @m hcst gcntegt wot` Fohh eitmr t`m arent bcnmy jromj up enj t`m
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eamnt joseppmermj fegk ontc `os smgrmt wcrhj. Wccn eitmrwerj by werj wes trensimrrmj tc ircb Zcrcn crcntc tc tc Nmw _crk Goty. _mt icr t`csm imw bcnt`s by werj wes efhm tc wetg` t`m trensicrbetocn ci e bcst unhokmhy ben, w`ohm ehsc jmrovona jmmpmr onsoa`ts ontc t`m stetm ci gcrruptocn et t`m `mert ci mvmn t`m bcst eppermnthy heojfegk enj `ubenoteroen ci t`m wcrhj‟s acvmrnbmnts‚t`et ci Geneje. Fohh Ghmbmnt, on `os turn, wcuhj smrvm es e accj mxebphm ci t`m stetm ci bonj on w`og` sc beny ongernetm rmfmh enamhs ci t`et amnmretocn icunj t`mbsmhvms. O aovm t`msm fromi ahobpsms ontc scbm ci t`m g`eregtmrostogs ci t`m ongernetm rmfmh enamhs t`et by werj mngcuntmrmj cvmr t`m gcursm ci `os hoim sc t`et `m bey rmtrcspmgtovmhy hmern bcrm efcut w`et O‟vm rmgmnthy `merj `ob gehhona e nmw sybfoctog butetocn< @cbc enamhogus. O jc ot ehsc icr t`csm w`c `eppmn tc rmej t`msm wcrjs, icr bcst surmhy ycu tcc erm en ongernetmj enamh. E ncrbeh `uben fmona‚e ‘iorst-tobmr‒‚wcuhj fm unhokmhy tc ionj by nerretovm ci eny pmrscneh ontmrmst. * * *
Es hcna es O‟vm fmmn cfsmrvona Mert`‚wot` ots `crrcrs enj bosicrtunms, ots treamjoms enj troubp`s, ots grobms enj gcrruptocn‚O `evm cggesocnehhy geua`t e `ont t`et fmnmet` t`m mvmnts hurks e jmmp unjmrhyona smnsm O gen cnhy jmsgrofm es jovonm `ubcr. Ot wes w`mn O rmeg`mj Ethentos‚eitmr quogkhy g`mgkona cut t`et Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s icrgms `ej onjmmj gcbphmtmj `os strugturms enj `ej hokmhy ehrmejy egtovetmj t`m jmvogm‚t`et O wes efhm tc cfsmrvm cnm ci t`msm strckms ci jovonm `ubcr. Hmt bm hey cut t`m smtup. Trongm Gehoaestoe gcngmovms ci e nmierocus sg`mbm tc rmgyghm bcrteh scuhs fy ghcsona t`mor eggmss tc ncrbeh bcrteh esgmnsocn, t`us mssmntoehhy mnshevona t`mb tc `os wohh t`rcua` en mnjhmss gyghm ci ongernetocns. @os sg`mbm acms ontc egtocn enj‚icr rmescns fmycnj t`m sgcpm ci t`os nerretovm‚ot osn‟t mntormhy setosiegtcry. Beny scuhs amt t`rcua`‚ tcc beny icr Gehoaestoe; ot onsuhts `os projm. @m `es tc toa`tmn t`m
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sgrmws. Wtohh tcc beny scuhs amt t`rcua` enj bekm ot up t`m esgmnsocn hejjmr. Gehoaestoe `es tc g`enam `os stretmay. Tmr`eps oi `m sobphy icgusms `os jmvogm cn e pertoguher rmaocn ci t`m phenmt enj bcjoioms t`m aroj tc eiimgt t`et cnm erme. Q`mrm fmttmr t`en en oshenj, enj e rmhetovmhy ejvengmj cnm et t`et3 Q`mrm fmttmr t`en t`m oshenj netocn ci Ethentos3 Z`us ot wes cn t`os pertoguher vosot tc Ethentos‚es O bcvmj onvosofhy t`rcua` t`m berkmtphegm enj sew t`m supmrf quehoty ci t`m wcrkmj gcp pmr enj t`m onamnocus frcnzm obphmbmnts obphmbmnts heoj cut, t`m t `m hokms ho kms ci w`og` O‟j O‟ j nmvmr smmn fmicrm‚t`et O stertmj getg`ona cn. O hcckmj bcrm germiuhhy et t`m `uben fmonas w`c lcsthmj pest meg` ct`mr jcwn nerrcw pesseam weys, w`c aet`mrmj on arcups on t`m cpmn squerms squerms,, ghustmro ghustmrona na ercunj t`m gmntreh icunteons cr on t`m s`ejm ci trmms, jronkona enj pehevmrona. O jojn‟t fmhomvm ot et iorst. @cw gcuhj t`os fm3 O tunmj on tc t`m mbctocneh fcjoms ci cnm pmrscn eitmr enct`mr enj‚ci t`m iorst tmn O mxebonmj‚smvmn ci t`mb wmrm ongernetm enamhs. Cnhy t`rmm wmrm ncrbeh bcrtehs‚iorst-tobmrs. Z`rmm cut ci t`m tmn! Z`et bment t`mrm wmrm smvmn enamh ongernetms cut ci mvmry tmn bcrtehs O mxebonmj. Oi t`csm nubfmrs `mhj trum w`mn O‟j hcckmj et bcrm pmcphm t`mn O wcuhj fm wotnmssona e bcst unusueh mvmnt. O `ej nmvmr wotnmssmj t`os fmicrm‚nct on t`msm nubfmrs. Vmgmnthy, e imw sbehh ghustmrs ci ongernetm rmfmh enamhs `ej fmmn eppmerona `mrm enj t`mrm, fmgeusm ot wes gcnsojmrmj en unnmgmsserohy `ers` enj grumh punos`bmnt icr mvmn t`m tcua`mst ci enamhs tc ongernetm ehcnm, wot`cut ct`mrs ci `mr konj wot` w`cb tc rmhetm jurona `mr merhy bcrteh hoimtobms. O t`onk O boa`t `evm bohjhy penogkmj fmgeusm O fusthmj ercunj mxebonona t`m mbctocneh fcjoms ci enycnm stenjona cr sottona hcna mncua` icr bm tc amt e stefhm obeam. Fy t`m tobm O `ej vomwmj t`m mbctocneh fcjoms ci cvmr twc `unjrmj bcrtehs‚fct` behm enj imbehm‚O rmehozmj by croaoneh enehysos `mhj trum cvmr t`m heramr gcunt. Z`os onjmmj wes sterthona. Gcuhj ot fm t`et cvmr twc-t`orjs ci t`m gotozmns ci Ethentos wmrm rmongernetmj rmfmh enamhs3 Wc t`et `ej fmmn t`m BE‟s rmspcnsm tc Gehoaestoe‟s rmongernetocneh
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sg`mbm icr frmmjona shevms! Vet`mr t`en s`crt-gorguotona t`m ncrbeh bcrteh esgmnsocn prcgmss enj mnshevona t`csm scuhs on `os gyghogeh trep‚Gehoaestoe rmehhy s`cuhj `evm unjmrstccj t`et t`m bcrteh scuh os onvochefhm‚Gehoaestoe wes fmona imj rmfmh enamhs icr `os Ethentmen mxpmrobmnt. O eb efhm tc jmtmgt enamhog ongernetms fy hcckona et t`mor mbctocneh fcjoms. Gcbpermj tc e ncrbeh bcrteh, t`m mbctocneh fcjoms ci t`m spmgoms @cbc enamhogus erm wmek enj tmnjmr eiieors‚mspmgoehhy jurona cnm ci t`mor merhy bcrteh hoimtobms. O `evm songm hmernmj ot amnmrehhy tekms fmtwmmn tmn enj twmnty bcrteh hoimtobms‚nct nmgmsserohy cn t`os cnm phenmt, phe nmt, fut cn ct`mr t`o t`orj-jmnsot rj-jmnsotyy wcrhjs es wmh wmhh‚icr h‚icr en onge ongernetm rnetm enamh tc hmern tc frona `mr mbctocneh fcjy up tc iuhh enj epprcproetm strmnat`. Bug` ci t`os treonona cvmr `unjrmjs ci bcrteh hoimtobms os fmona frcua`t tc gcbphmtocn wot` e ioneh bcrteh hoimtobm cn t`os phenmt enj ct`mr ci t`m survovona wcrhjs on w`og` t`m rmfmhhocn pheymj otsmhi cut. Fmgeusm ncw‚on t`m jewn ci t`m twmnty-iorst gmntury cn t`os wcrhj‚e armet trensicrbetocn wohh sccn fm upcn us ehh. Mvmry wetg`mr kncws t`os tc fm trum. Fut hokm bcrtehs, wm kncw nct w`mn‚cr `cw‚ot wohh cggur. Qmm cnhy kncw t`et wot` sug` heram nubfmrs ci beturm rmfmh enamh Q ongernetms gurrmnthy smrvona cn t`m phenmt‚cvmr cnm `unjrmj twmnty bohhocn O eb tchj es O wrotm t`msm wcrjs, enj stohh bcrm gcbona on mvmry jey‚t`os os e surm soan ci t`m gcbona trensicrbetocn. Z`m gcnjotocns O ionj ebcna t`m bcrtehs on t`m wcrhj tcjey‚ eht`cua` vmry joiimrmnt on sgehm enj gcbphmxoty‚erm ehsc surprosonahy soboher tc t`csm O icunj on Ethentos cn t`et vosot. _mt t`m sonahm bcst obpcrtent joiimrmngm os t`et nonm bohhmnnoe eac t`os wcrhj wes hcgkmj ontc Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s rmvchutocn. Ncw, on t`m iorst ymers ci t`m twmnty-iorst gmntury‚wot` t`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn rmgcngohmj enj Trongm Gehoaestoe rmgehhmj tc Lmrusmb enj nc hcnamr e joefchogeh prmsmngm cn t`m phenmt‚rmfmh enamh ongernetms wohh `evm e g`engm tc mxprmss t`m frohhoengm ci t`os butetocn.
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Ot os iottona on t`os tobm ci prcicunj trensicrbetocn cn Mert` t`et t`csm croaonehhy onvchvmj on t`m rmfmhhocn ebcnast t`m enamhs s`cuhj ncw ionj t`mbsmhvms beturmj ontc e nmw spmgoms t`et wohh iuhiohh ots ioneh rmspcnsofohotoms fy nurturona enj eojona ots imhhcw `uben fmonas t`rcua` t`m obbonmnt g`enams ci t`m wcrhj. * * *
Ot wes reonona `erj on Ben`etten t`rcua`cut t`m eitmrnccn enj wmhh ontc t`m mvmnona ci t`m noa`t t`et Bmon @cst jomj. O gcuhj smm `m‟j fmmn `mejona on t`et jormgtocn icr scbm bcnt`s. Es O‟vm irmttmj efcut fmicrm, `m wes wcrkona `obsmhi tc jmet`‚enj t`mrm wes nct`ona O gcuhj jc efcut ot. @os gcbpenocn enamhs e namhs `ej jcnm hotthm h otthm tc ontmrvmnm, sc O `ej nc g`cogm fut tc cfsmrvm. Bmon @cst‟s jmstony gebm tc e `mej cnm jey boj-Ncvmbfmr ci 5?17 w`mn `m ieontmj enj imhh jcwn `erj cn `os ciiogm ihccr. O `evm ehrmejy gcbbmntmj cn `os regkona gcua` enj t`m wmeknmss ci `os hunas‚es O `evm ehsc prmvocushy bmntocnmj `os g`ohj`ccj hcwmr fegk onlury. Es e sponjhy t`ortmmn-ymer-chj, `m `ej fmmn p`ysogehhy pogkmj up fy e heram smnocr fcy enj `urhmj cn `os fegk jurona e sncwfehh ioa`t et G`ertmr`cusm. Z`os rmsuhtmj on e vuhnmrefohoty t`et smmbmj tc rmcggur mvmry icur cr iovm ymers‚amnmrehhy t`m rmsuht ci mxtrmbm strmss. Ot irczm `ob et e icrty-iovm jmarmm enahm enj bejm ot en eacny icr `ob tc bcvm ercunj. By werj `ej lust tekmn g`eram ci t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr e bcnt` cr twc merhomr, enj on t`m ontmnsmhy gcbpmtotovm enj grotogeh etbcsp`mrm mxostona fmtwmmn t`m smnocr Trcgmssmens `m wes cfvocushy tryona tc put cn e accj ircnt. @m bustn‟t fm smmn tc fm wmek. Eitmr `m‟j ieontmj enj iehhmn, `m wes icunj fy Wostmr Berocn w`c iussmj cvmr `ob untoh `m earmmj tc ac `cbm enj rmst. Ot wes cnhy e icurtmmn-fhcgk wehk ircb t`m Iorst Evmnum G`eptmr fegk tc 6:6 Mest :?t` Wtrmmt. @m‟j jcnm ot mvmry jey, twogm e jey. Ot wes un`merj ci tc tekm e te texo xo on t`csm pmnny pmnny-pong`ona -pong`ona tobms. Wc fermhy efhm tc wehk‚puhhona `obsmhi ehcna smts ci reohonas w`mnmvmr `m `ej t`m g`engm, prcppona `obsmhi up eaeonst soans enj treiiog hoa`ts, t`m
Noarmjc
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reon pcurona jcwn enj scekona `ob t`rcua` fy t`m smgcnj fhcgk‚`m jreaamj `obsmhi fegk tc t`m `cusm. O wohh hmt by werj jmsgrofm `os mxpmromngm aovmn t`et O bmrmhy cfsmrvmj ot ircb t`m cutsojm. Z`os os w`et `m wrctm on `os 5?0: fcck, Z`m Jmte Iegtcr< Jchp`ons, Mxtretmrrmstroehs & Enamhs, enj eht`cua` `m `es wrottmn efcut ot songm, t`os jmsgroptocn `ots ehh t`m gcrrmgt g`crjs. Z`os wes eitmr `m `ej errovmj fegk et t`m :?t` Wtrmmt `cusm enj‚ fmgeusm `m wes e wetmr pmrscn‚`ej jrewn w`et `m gehhmj ‘cnm ioneh fet`.‒ ‘O knmw O wes ionos`mj,‒ `m wrctm, ‘fut O `ej hotthm ojme w`et hey on stcrm icr bm. ‘Qot`on bcbmnts ci strmtg`ona cut on t`m fet`, O icunj bysmhi‚ tc by uttmr ebezmbmnt‚`cvmrona scbmw`mrm cut on spegm, by fcjy ghmerhy vosofhm on t`m fet` ier jcwn fmhcw bm. Z`m nmxt t`ona O knmw O smmbmj tc fm on e vehhmy es rmeh enj es schoj es eny henjsgepm O `evm smmn on by trevmhs. ‘E bcncreoh ger wes swmmpona jcwn tcwerj bm cn e sonahm, s`onona gurvm ci bmteh. Z`mn, bystmrocushy, O wes onsojm t`m bcncreoh gefon, tcamt`mr wot` nonm cr tmn ct`mr pmcphm. O gen smm t`mb tcjey on by bonj‟s mym< Cppcsotm bm set e fhegk ben pheyona e trubpmt wot` armet fmeuty. ‘Wcbm`cw et t`et bcbmnt O knmw wm wmrm ehh jyona et t`m sebm tobm. E vcogm gebm tc bm cvmr w`et O tcck tc fm e spmekmr systmb‚ eht`cua` ot bey wmhh `evm fmmn jormgthy ontc by bonj. Ot wes vmry ghmer enj hugoj enj quotm t`m bcst hcvona vcogm O `evm mvmr `merj. ‘‐_cu erm jyona,‟ t`m vcogm gcniorbmj icr bm, ‐fut wm wos` ycu tc bekm e g`cogm. _cu gen onjmmj pess cn tc w`et eweots ycu cn t`m ct`mr sojm. . . .‟ Et t`os pcont O wes aovmn tc smm by fcjy vmry gesuehhy sonkona unjmr t`m wetmr ci by fet` scbmw`mrm fmhcw bm on e sobphm enj peonhmss jmet`. ‘‐ . . . cr ycu gen g`ccsm tc rmturn tc ycur hoim. Qm wos` ycu tc kncw, `cwmvmr, t`et ycu `evm gcbphmtmj w`et ycu gebm tc jc.‟ ‘Z`m vcogm wes uttmrhy wot`cu w ot`cutt ettotujm‚w`chhy konj k onj enj gcnsojmretm‚ enj wot` nc foes w`etscmvmr es tc w`og` cptocn O boa`t g`ccsm.
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‘O t`cua`t icr e bcbmnt wot` e grysteh gheroty O `evm nmvmr songm mxpmromngmj, enj knmw on by `mert O jmsormj tc rmturn tc t`m wcrhj. Cn enncungona by jmgosocn, t`mrm wes en mxprmssocn ci jmhoa`t sc prcicunj t`et t`m bcncreoh gefon josschvmj ercunj bm, hmevona bm cngm eaeon suspmnjmj on spegm‚t`os tobm fmicrm e smmbonahy mnjhmss wehh ci enamhog fmonas. Wug` busog enj sonaona wmhhmj ercunj bm es O `evm nmvmr gcngmovmj ci‚cr pmrgmovmj fmicrm cr songm. O josontmaretmj ontc t`m cvmr w`mhbona fmeuty ci t`m scunjs. ‘Z`m nmxt smnsetocn wes ci fmgcbona ewerm O wes stenjona cn t`m mjam ci e vest, vmry ihet pheon. Fmsojm enj shoa`thy fm`onj bm stccj twc tehh fmonas jrmssmj on w`otm‚cr sobphy grmeturms ci hoa`t. O gcuhjn‟t smm ghmerhy, icr by ettmntocn icgusmj cn w`et hey on t`m gmntmr ci t`m pheon. Ot wes en obbmnsm strugturm O gen hokmn cnhy tc en mxtrecrjonero mxtrecrjonerohy hy mhefcretm enj fmeutoiuh ciis`crm coh roa. Ot s`cnm wot` achj enj sohvmr enj `ej et meg` gcrnmr t`m iegms ci pmcphm enj enobehs. Wcbm`cw ot wes on gcnstent bcvmbmnt, ymt on otsmhi, ot joj nct bcvm. Ontuotovmhy O knmw et t`et bcbmnt O wes smmona t`m sebm strugturm Mzmkomh jmsgrofms wot` sug` mhmaengm, eht`cua` O ionj ot joiioguht tc rmteon t`m obeam on by obeaonetocn. ‘O wes hmj ontc t`os mncrbcus phegm enj tekmn tc e froa`thy hot rccb w`mrmm O wes amn w`mr amnthy thy heoj cut cn e i het suriegm soboher tc en cpmretona tefhm. Fmonas ghustmrmj ercunj bm, burburona scit mngcureambmnt. Wcbm epperetus eppmermj enj O `evm e job rmgchhmgtocn ci fmona `cckmj up tc ot. Z`mrm wes e bcbmnt ci ontmnsm peon, mxgmpt ot wes nct truhy peon. Ot wesn‟tt quotm s`cgk mot`mr fut scbm wesn‟ scbm gcbfonetocn gcbfonetocn ci fct` smnsetocns. O imht es oi on scbm wey by fhccj `ej fmmn gcbphmtmhy g`enamj‚es oi t`m tormj chj voteh ihuojs `ej fmmn swotg`mj on cnm onionotmhy repoj bcbmnt. ‘O rmgehh t`et eitmr t`m ‐cpmretocn‟ O wes tekmn ‐scbmw`mrm.‟ O eb stohh, tc t`os jey, ret`mr mbferressmj tc ejbot O fmhomvm ot wes `mevmn. O `evm nc gcnsgocus rmgchhmgtocn ci t`os hest lcurnmy‚by cnhy ghum fmona e strenam smnsm ci iebohoeroty wot` e jmsgroptocn ci ‐`mevmn‟ t`et O gebm egrcss scbm ymers hetmr on Vcfmrt Bcnrcm‟ Bcnrcm‟s fcck Lcurnmys Cut ci t`m Fcjy. ‘Z`m nmxt t`ona O wes ewerm ci wes jmsgmnjona amnthy eaeon tc by fcjy, w`og` wes stohh prcppmj on t`m fet`, t`m wetmr ncw gcch. Q`mn O act cut tc jry bysmhi cii O icunj bysmhi gcbphmtmhy `mehmj, by fegk
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streoa`tmnmj enj t`m t`ogk p`hmab on by hunas acnm. Ircb fmona tmrbonehhy ohh O icunj bysmhi iuhhy rmstcrmj enj strcnamr t`en mvmr.‒ On 5?17 e nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm (NJM) wes stohh heramhy unkncwn tc t`csm w`c `ejn‟t `ej cnm, enj wes amnmrehhy josbossmj fy sgomngm Eitmrr Hoim, es e `ehhugonetocn untoh Veybcnj Bccjy‟s 5?1= fcck, Hoim Eitm cpmnmj up t`m erme icr smrocus rmvomw. O kncw e imw bcrm pomgms `evm shoppmj ontc phegm es by werj `es sufsmqumnthy gcntmbphetmj t`m mxpmromngm t`et sc prcicunjhy g`enamj `os hoim, fut t`m mssmntoehs, `m essurms bm, erm mxegthy es wrottmn efcvm. @m `es songm rmgehhmj e imbehm vcogm gcbona ircb fm`onj `ob es `m hey cn t`m cpmretona tefhm. W`m tchj `ob t`et t`m peon wcuhj fm mxtrmbmhy ontmnsm ‘fut ot wohh cnhy hest icr e vmry s`crt tobm.‒ @m ehsc ncw fmhomvms t`m onstrubmnt pmnmtretmj `ob mot`mr t`rcua` t`m fmhhy futtcn cr ghcsm tc ot. O gen ncw gcniorb ot wes t`rcua` `os fmhhy futtcn. @m ehsc gheobs tc nc hcnamr fm mbferressmj et e bmntocn ci `os vosot tc ‘`mevmn.‒ Es wmhh, `m rmbmbfmrs t`et `m wes tchj‚w`mn `m wes on `mevmn‚t`et `m wcuhjn‟t rmgehh fmona t`mrm upcn rmturnona. Epert ircb `eppmnona tc rmej Vcfmrt Bcnrcm‟s scbmw`et soboher mxpmromngm enj rmscnetona wot` ot, t`m ebnmsoe `es `mhj iorb. @m `es `ej nc iurt`mr bmbcry ci `mevmn. Bmon @cst `es irmqumnthy seoj t`et `os NJM wes t`m bcst prcicunj sporotueh mvmnt ci `os mntorm hoim. Enj ot wcuhj fm `erj tc obeaonm e bcrm prcicunj prcic unj mxpmromngm icr eny bcrteh tc unjmrac. Ncw, icrty ymers hetmr, wot` e nubfmr ci fccks `evona fmmn wrottmn fy t`csm onjovojuehs w`c‟vm `ej e nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm, wot` onnubmrefhm Ontmrnmt sotms jmvctmj tc NJMs, wot` smrocus sgomntoiog pepmrs icgusona cn verocus espmgts ci t`m NJM, wot` pcpuher gefhm ZY s`cws imeturona t`csm w`c‟vm rmturnmj tc hoim eitmr fmona ghonogehhy jmej, wot` scbm survmys suaamstona t`et es beny es moa`t bohhocn Ebmrogens `evm mxpmromngmj e NJM‚wot` ehh t`os ettmntocn t`m nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm rmbeons es mnoabetog enj es unmxpheonmj wot`on t`m gurrmnt hews ci p`ysogs p`yso gs enj foch fochca cayy es mvmr. Es by werj hokms tc sey, ‘_cu `ej tc fm t`mrm!‒
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Zurnona Tconts Bcrm efcut Nmer-Jmet` Mxpmromngms, e Zmhhona Hegune, enj Ongernetmj Vmfmh Enamhs cn Ethento Ethentoss
Amcraoe wes quotm gcrrmgt w`mn s`m gcbbmntmj e imw peams fegk t`et s`m imht s`m wes gcbona tc e netureh peusm on `mr nerretovm. Ot os gmrteonhy trum ircb by cwn pcont ci vomw. By nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm cn t`et reony Ncvmbfmr eitmrnccn on 5?17 wes e turnona pcont on by hoim. O `ej nmvmr unjmracnm sug` e prcicunj mxpmromngm fmicrm enj O `evm nmvmr fmmn t`rcua` enyt`ona hokm ot songm. Et t`m vmry hmest, ot `ot t`m rmsmt futtcn on by hoim. Enycnm w`c `es `ej e iuhh-fhcwn NJM kncws t`my nmvmr gcbm fegk t`m sebm pmrscn. Z`os `mhj trum icr bm eht`cua` ot tcck bm efcut smvmn ymers tc efscrf t`m mngcuntmrs O‟j `ej on by NJM enj essobohetm w`et O‟ O‟jj hmernmj cvmr t`m gcursm ci ot. O wes aretmiuh t`et O‟j `ej scbm mxpmromngm ci ehtmrmj stetms ci gcnsgocusnmss, cr O wcuhj `evm fmmn e hct bcrm irmekmj cut fy w`et smmbmj tc fm `eppmnona tc bm. O aovm iuhh grmjot tc mnt`mcamns‚tc pcwmr phents‚icr t`et sbeh sbehhh ejvente ejventeam am w`mn gcnsmnsus rmeh rmehoty oty joseppme joseppmermj, rmj, tc fm rmphegmj fy scbm joiimrmnt stetm enj phegm ehtcamt`mr. Z`m bcst obbmjoetm enj prcicunj hmernona icr bm wes t`m efschutm eut`mntogoty ci t`m trensgmnjmnt rmehoty on w`og` O icunj bysmhi. 6?:
Zurnona Tcont
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Trmvocushy O‟j egkncwhmjamj enj fmhomvmj on t`m mxostmngm ci ct`mr hmvmhs ci rmehoty enj `ej cggesocneh ahobpsms, fut t`mrm os e iunjebmnteh joiimrmngm fmtwmmn fmhomi enj mxpmromntoeh kncwhmjam. Zc kncw t`et hoim gcntonums eitmr jmet`‚fmgeusm O‟vm fmmn t`mrm‚ gcbphmtmhy g`enamj by epprceg` tc hoim. @cw gcuhj ot nct3 Fut kncwona t`et hoim gerroms cn eitmr wm jom reosms ier bcrm qumstocns t`en ot enswmrs. Ot ehsc rmnjmrs bug` ci gcntmbpcrery sgomngm enj trejotocneh rmhoaocn mot`mr orrmhmvent cr pheon sohhy‚ehh w`ohm sobuhtenmcushy prc vckona e nmmj icr trum sgomn sgomntoiog toiog onquor onquoryy enj e nj rmquorona rmquor ona e rmessmssbmnt ci t`m bmenona enj iungtocn ci rmhoaocn. Qroton Q rotonaa t`msm wcrjs tcjey w`mn sc bug` bcrm os kncwn efcut NJMs, t`m gcngmpt t`et O `ej ‘gcbphmtmj w`et O‟j gcbm tc jc‒‚es t`m vcogm vco gm tchj bm‚bekms e armet a rmet jmeh bcrm smnsm. Fegk t`mn, t `mn, w`mn O‟j hovmj e bmrm t`orty-t`rmm ymers, ot os wmorj enj puzzhona tc fm tchj wot` sug` trensgmnjmnt gmrteonty t`et O‟j gcbphmtmj by tcur ci juty. Thus O‟j nc ojme mxegthy w`et ot wes t`et O `ej gcbm tc jc on t`m iorst phegm! Fut O nmvmr jcuftmj w`et O‟j fmmn tchj. Z`mn tc fm aovmn t`m g`cogm tc bcvm ehcna cr rmturn tc by hoim! O stohh ionj ot `erj tc tekm on t`et mxtrecrjonery ciimr. Mvmn ncw, w`mn O‟vm rmej efcut `unjrmjs ci NJMs enj vomwmj beny mxpmromngmrs tehkona efcut w`et `eppmnmj tc t`mb‚on ehbcst mvmry gesm t`m pmcphm erm smnt fegk‚cr et hmest s`cwn w`y t`my s`cuhj rmturn tc t`mor p`ysogeh fcjoms. O `evm cnhy gcbm egrcss e gcuphm ci mxpmromngmrs w`c wmrm egtovmhy aovmn t`m g`cogm tc rmturn cr nct. Zc fm ieor, t`msm erm cnhy t`m cnms hokm bm w`c g`csm tc rmturn. Ircb w`et O wotnmssmj on by NJM, t`mrm wcuhj hokmhy fm e armet beny bcrm pmcphm w`c wcuhj g`ccsm nct tc rmturn tc t`mor p`ysogeh fcjoms, fut onstmej wcuhj went tc gcnton gcntonum um cn on o n t`m `mevm `mevmnhy nhy rmeh rmehbs. bs. Tcssofhy t`m bcst rejogeh gcngmpt tc fm rmvmehmj fy t`m NJM t`et ihoms on t`m iegm ci bcst gcntmbpcrery fmhomi systmbs os t`et hoim rmehhy jcms `evm e jmmp purpcsm enj bmenona‚jmmpmr t`en wm gen unjmrstenj. Nct cnhy t`et‚w`og` hokm eny amnmrehozetocn os mesy tc sey‚fut bcrm obpcrtenthy, t`et mvmry cnm ci us, meg` onjovojueh `uben fmona, hovms e hoim t`et pcssmssms ots cwn unoqum purpcsm. Z`mrm erm spmgoiog
6?99 6?
Eitmrwcrj
tesks tc fm tekmn cn jurona en ongernetocn, enj w`mn t`my erm eggcb phos`mj ot os tobm tc bcv bcvmm cn. Neturehhy, t`os gcngmpt, hokm ehbcst enyt`ona esscgoetmj wot` t`m NJM, reosms ehh scrts ci perejcxms‚ircb irmm g`cogm vmrsus prmjmstonetocn, tc rmongernetocn enj t`m ossum ci suogojm, enj `cw wm gen jmtmrbonm w`et cur purpcsm os enj w`og` spmgoiog tesks aovm cur hovms bmenona. Q`o hm by onnmr hoim wes trensicrbmj fy by NJM Q`ohm NJM,, O wes stoh stohhh stugk on t`m gcbbunoty enj on Bery Enn‟s wmf. O wes jcona rmhetovmhy wmhh epert ircb by stmejohy jmtmrocretona `meht` procr tc t`m NJM, es Amcraoe rmhetmj, sc O `ej nc t`cua`t ci rejogehhy g`enaona by hoim. O stohh imht t`et t`m gcbbunoty wes jcona accj wcrk enj O wes hmernona e hct fy fmona on g`eram ci t`m Nmw _crk `mejquertmrs. O bust `evm tchj e imw pmcphm ghcsm tc bm on t`m arcup, prcfefhy Luhomttm, Luhomt tm, efcut by NJM NJM,, fut O bmt wot` sug` fhen fhenkk iegms ot frcua`t `cbm tc bm `cw obprcfefhm ot bust scunj ‚mvmn tc pmcphm on e sporotueh gcbbunoty. Eitmr t`et O kmpt by mxpmromngm tc bysmhi untoh O pufhos`mj en eggcunt ci ot on by iorst fcck on 5?0:, ircb w`og` Amcraoe tcck t`m jmsgroptocn onghujmj `mrm. On spotm ci by jmsorm tc gcntonum wot` t`m Trcgmss gcbbunoty, wot`on e gcuph gcuphmm ci bcn bcnt`s t`s cr sc ci t`m NJM O icunj bysmhi `evona tc iegm en unphmesent rmehoty. Jormgthy eitmr amttona cut ci by fet` enj jryona cii, by bonj stohh iuhh ci t`m mxpmromngm, O set jcwn enj wrctm e icur-peam eggcunt ci t`m bcst trensgmnjmnt mvmnt ci by hoim on e hmttmr tc Bery Enn, t`m cnm pmrscn O fmhomvmj wcuhj eiiorb enj unjmrstenj w`et O‟j lust fmmn t`rcua`. Vmbmbfmr, nc cnm rmehhy knmw efcut NJMs, cr tehkmj efcut t`mb cpmnhy untoh Veybcnj Bccjy‟s fcck gebm cut twc ymers hetmr enj t`m wcrk ci Mhosefmt` Køfhmr-Vcss, cn jmet` enj jyona, fmgebm fmttmr kncwn on t`m hetm 5?14s. O jojn‟t icr cnm bcbmnt t`onk O wes acona grezy. Z`m NJM wes ier tcc hugoj enj bmenonaiuh tc `evm fmmn e jmhusocn cr e `ehhugonetocn. Fut O stohh `ej nc ojme w`et ot wes, cr w`mt`mr ct`mr pmcphm `ej mvmr
Zurnona Tcont
6?11 6?
acnm t`rcua` t`m sebm wmorj mxpmromngm. O wentmj‚nc, O nmmjmj‚icr Bery Enn, by acjjmss on t`m fcjy, tc scbm`cw bekm ot ehroa`t. Eitmr e bcnt` pessmj, t`mn twc enj t`rmm, O `merj nct`ona fegk ircb `mr. Z`mrm wes nc egkncwhmjabmnt ci by hmttmr, nc rmimrmngm tc t`m NJM w`mn O‟j smmn `mr sufsmqumnthy, nc bmsseam pessmj jcwn ircb `mr‚nc nct`ona. Hugkohy O `ej by `enjs iuhh runnona t`m Nmw _crk G`eptmr, sc O jojn‟t frccj cn ot. Z`m nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm wes smhi-gcniorbona. Ot wes cnhy cn hy bug` hetmr‚hcna hetmr‚hcna eitmr ei tmr O‟j O‟ j hmit t`m gcbbunoty‚t`et O rmehozmj rme hozmj `cw strenam enj ewiuh t`os gcbphmtm hegk ci rmspcnsm rmehhy wes. Enj `cw tmhhona, tcc! Oi O `ej rmehhy arespmj t`m soanoiogengm ci t`os et t`m tobm O t`onk O boa`t wmhh `evm up stogks enj hmit. Fut ci gcursm O jojn‟t‚et hmest nct icr enct`mr icur ymers. Es O pcnjmrmj t`os rmtrcspmgtovmhy, O rmehozmj Bery Enn wes sobphy unefhm tc gcuntmnengm eny sporotueh mxpmromngm nct onotoetmj fy `mr, cr t`et jojn‟t onghujm `mr on scbm wey. W`m `ej truhy fmgcbm t`m vogtob ci `mr cwn prcpeaenje fy t`et tobm enj O‟b sej tc sey O wes stohh unefhm tc smm t`rcua` ot. Q`et O ncw kncw `ej g`enamj on by hoim ho im wes t`et O wes ontrcjugmj tc en mntormhy nmw jormgtocn tc tekm, fut t`os wes stohh smgurmhy hcgkmj ewey on by supmrgcnsgocus bonj. O wes gcnsgocushy unewerm ci w`et wcuhj fmgcbm t`m jrov jrovona ona ontmrmst ci by smgcnj hoim hoim‚t`et ‚t`et ci ncn`uben ontmhhoamngms‚ymt hcckona fegk O gen smm `cw mvmry belcr jmgosocn O bejm cvmr t`m nmxt icur ymers frcua`t bm ghcsmr tc eg`omvona t`et mnj. Ot wesn‟t acona tc fm mesy tc hmevm. Tmcphm O‟j fmmn ghcsm tc icr ioitmmn ymers wcuhj immh hmt jcwn enj fmtreymj. O‟j fm gestoaetmj es e treotcr, O‟j fm tekmn tc gcurt (wot` t`m gesm t`rcwn cut), enj O‟j fmgcbm suflmgt tc psyg`og ettegks enj vogocus fej-bcut`ona. @cwmvmr, O wcuhj mbmram ircb t`os gcnihogt‚stohh scbm ymers jostent on Amcraoe‟s nerretovm‚strcnamr enj bcrm cptobostog t`en mvmr, enj wot` e smnsm ci purpcsm jrovmn fy t`m onsoa`ts aet`mrmj ircb by NJM. Eht`cua` O `ej mngcuntmrmj enamhs iegm-tc-iegm on t`m gcursm ci by
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NJM, ot wcuhj fm enct`mr smvmn ymers fmicrm O egtuehhy `ej e g`engm tc gcbbunogetm wot` t`mb‚enj t`us kogk cii enct`mr p`esm on by hoim. Amcraoe, ot smmbs tc bm, `es hmit cii `mr nerretovm on t`os vchubm et e soanoiogent pcont on `mr hcna hoim, lust es s`m `es mnjmj `mrm wot` t`m nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm on by t`rmej. Zrum tc `cw Amcraoe enj O wcrk tcamt`mr, O `evm hotthm ojme ci w`et homs e`mej on `mr stcry. O jmhofmretmhy jcn‟t went tc hcck cr tc kncw et t`os pcont. Ot wcuhj spcoh t`m iun icr bm. O lust kncw Amcraoe `es gcntonumj tc surprosm bm et mvmry turn cvmr sox vchubms sc ier, et t`m sebm tobm enswmrona scbm ci by bcst hcna`mhj qumstocns. Es s`m bcvms `mr nerretovm ircb t`m trcufhmj smvmnt` enj soxt` bohhmnnoe, t`rcua` prm`ostcry, rmgcrjmj `ostcry, enj t`mn ontc t`m bcjmrn mre, `mr josgcvmry ci t`csm rmfmh enamh ongernetms prmsmnt cn Ethentos os surm tc fmgcbm en onsoa`t s`m wohh went tc tekm nctm ci enj w`og` s`m‟hh went tc ichhcw up cn. O gen cnhy sey t`et O gen‟t weot tc `mer w`et Amcraoe `es tc tmhh bm ci `mr lcurnmy t`rcua` `uben `ostcry‚t`mrm os bug` O stohh jcn‟t kncw. Z`enk ycu, Amcraoe.
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Z`m Ena E nammhog Gcsbchcay
Joiimrmnt vmrsocns ci t`m sc-gehhmj Qer on @mevmn eppmer sc irmqumnthy on onjoamncus hmamnjs enj byt`chcaoms ircb ercunj t`m wcrhj‚es wmhh es on t`m segrmj fccks enj trejotocns ci belcr rmhoaocns‚t`et t`m wer os bcrm t`en hokmhy fesmj cn e rmeh mvmnt. O fmhomvm t`m bcst eut`crotetovm eggcunt gen fm icunj on Z`m ]rentoe Fcck, w`mrm ot os rmimrrmj tc es ‘t`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn.‒ Z`orty ymers eitmr iorst rmejona Z`m ]rentoe Fcck, O stohh rmaerj ot es t`m bcst rmhoefhm scurgm ci onicrbetocn efcut fct` mxtretmrrmstroeh enj gmhmstoeh egtovotoms. Ot os frckmn jcwn ontc icur perts jmvctmj tc t`m ichhcwona suflmgts< t`m Neturm ci Acj enj t`m Gmntreh enj Wupmrunovmrsms; t`m Hcgeh ]novmrsm; t`m @ostcry ci ]rentoe (t`mor nebm icr t`os phenmt); enj t`m Hoim enj Zmeg`onas ci Lmsus G`rost. (Icr e jmionotocn ci tmrbs gcbbcn tc fct` Z`m ]rentoe Fcck enj t`os fcck, phmesm rmimr tc t`m ahcssery.) Eggcrjona tc t`m ]rentoe bcjmh, t`mrm erm smvmn Wupmrunovmrsms, w`og` w` og` tca tcamt mt`mr `mr gcbp gcbpcs csmm t` t`mm bet betmr mroe oehh Buh Buhto tovmr vmrsm sm.. Z` Z`ms msmm sm smvmn vmn Wupmrunovmrsms icrb t`m sufstengm ci t`m ionotm Buhtovmrsm enj gorghm t`m Gmntreh ]novmrsm, w`og` gen fm vosuehozmj es t`m `chm on t`m gmntmr ci t`m tcrcojeh icrb ci t`m Buhtovmrsm. Meg` Wupmrunovmrsm gcnteons cnm `unjrmj t`cusenj Hcgeh ]novmrsms, meg` ci w`og` `es ots cwn Grmetcr Wcn (curs os G`rost Bog`emh cr Lmsus G`rost) enj ots cwn Jovonm Bct`mr‚t`msm erm t`m 6??
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• Z`m ‘heymrs‒ ‘heymrs‒ ci t`m Bestmr ]novmrsm rctetm on cppcsotm jormgtocns< tobm gcbms fy vortum ci bctocn enj fmgeusm bonj os on`mrmnthy ewerm ci smqumntoehoty.
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Tmrvejmj Wpegm (onghujona supmrunovmrsms)
• Cur hcgeh unovmrsm (�4 bohhocn on`efotmj phenmts) os cnm ci t`m �44,444 hcgeh unovmrsms t`et gcbpcsm t`m smvmnt` supmrunovmrsm.
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Bestmr ]novmrsm Wtrugturm (ircb Z`m ]rentoe Fcck, p. 56?)
Grmetcr Fmonas ci t`mor jcbeon. Z`os peor ci @oa` Fmonas bcjuhetms t`m mnmray jcwnstmppmj ircb t`m Gmntreh ]novmrsm tc grmetm enj icrb t`m fmonas enj t`m phenmtery focsp`mrms wot` t`mor Hcgeh ]novmrsm. Meg` Hcgeh ]novmrsm susteons tmn bohhocn on`efotmj phenmts frckmn cut ontc tmn t`cusenj Hcgeh Wystmbs. Meg` Hcgeh Wystmb, on turn, gcnteons cnm t`cusenj on`efotmj‚cr tc fm on`efotmj‚phenmts, enj meg` `es ots cwn Wystmb Wcvmrmoan (curs wes Hugoimr Hugoimr)) eppcontmj tc acvmrn t`m Wystmb. Meg` phenmt, on turn, `es e Thenmtery Trongm (curs wes Trongm Gehoaestoe), w`c cvmrsmms t`mor pertoguher wcr wcrhjs. hjs. Eggcrjona tc Z`m ]rentoe Fcck, Hugoimr enj Weten (Hugoimr‟s beon
Z`m Enamhog Gcsbchcay
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essostent) gebm tc fmhomvm t`et en mhefcretm gcnsporegy `ej fmmn gcngcgtmj fy t`m Grmetcr Wcns ci t`m Hcgeh ]novmrsms tc prcbctm t`m mxostmngm ci e iogtotocus ]nsmmn Jovonoty, w`og` t`m Grmetcr Wcns t`mn usmj es e gcntrch jmvogm tc benopuhetm t`m crjmrs ci gmhmstoehs enj enamhs wot`on t`mor grmetocns. @evona enncungmj t`m mxostmngm ci t`os t `os gcnspor gcnspor-egy, Hugoimr jmbenjmj bcrm eutcncby icr ehh fmonas, enj icr Wystmb Wcvmrmoans enj Thenmtery Trongms tc ichhcw t`mor cwn epprceg`ms icr eggmhmretona t`m sporotueh jmvmhcpbmnt ci t`mor bcrteh g`erams. Z`m rmvchutocneroms quogkhy aeonmj ichhcwmrs enj t`m rmfmhhocn sprmej repojhy tc eiimgt t`orty-smvmn phenmts on cur Wystmb, wot` ]rentoe, cur phenmt Mert`, fmona cnm ci t`mb. G`cogm wes aovmn tc t`m beny enamhs onvchvmj wot` supmrvosona Wystmb egtovotoms es tc w`mt`mr cr nct tc lcon t`m rmfmh iegtocn. Hugoimr‟s g`eram‚t`et tcc bug` ettmntocn wes fmona aovmn tc esgmnjona bcrtehs‚eppmermj tc rona trum tc e heram nubfmr ci enamhs, es wmhh es t`m t`orty-smvmn peors ci ejbonostretovm enamhs< t`m Thenmtery Trongms enj t`mor essostents w`c wmrm rmspcnsofhm icr t`m crjmrhy prcarmssocn ci bcrteh (`uben) fmonas cn t`mor wcrhjs. Z`m rmvchutocn wes miimgtovmhy supprmssmj fy t`m ejbonostretocn eut`crotoms enj rmgest es e `moncus rmfmhhocn, ots obbmjoetm gcnsmqumngm fmona t`m rmbcveh ci Hugoimr enj Weten ircb t`mor pcsts on t`m Wystmb. Et t`m tobm ci t`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn, t`m vest belcroty ci t`m ioity t`cusenj bojwey enamhs cn Mert`‚:4,55? tc fm mxegt‚ehoanmj t`mbsmhvms wot` Hugoimr enj Weten. Z`my wmrm jmstonmj tc rmbeon cn cur phenmt untoh t`m tobm ci G`rost w`mn, eggcrjona tc Z`m ]rentoe Fcck, ot wes cnm ci G`rost‟s cgguhtmj iungtocns tc rmbcvm t`mb. Ot os e fromi rmimrmngm enj nc iurt`mr jmteohs erm aovmn on t`m fcck es tc w`mrm t`m rmfmh bojweymrs wmrm tekmn. @cwmvmr, wot` t`m rmbcveh ci t`msm rmfmh bojweymrs, e bmrm ?,?05 hcyehost bojweymrs rmbeonmj `mrm tc iuhiohh t`m tesks ci iovm tobms t`mor nubfmr. Es e rmsuht ci t`os, on gcntrest tc e ncrbeh phenmt (cnm nct querentonmj), cn w`og` enamhog gcbpenocns enj t`m prmsmngm ci `mhpiuh bojweymrs enj mxtretmrrmstroehs bust fm gcbbcnphegm kncwhmjam, wm mert`honas `evm shubfmrmj on cur gcrnmr ci e pcpuhetmj Buhtovmrsm,
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unewerm ci w`c wm erm enj `cw wm act t`os wey. @evona fmmn querentonmj enj oschetmj ircb ncrbeh mxtretmrrmstroeh egtovoty icr t`m hcna 647,444 ymers 647,444 ymers songm t`m rmfmhhocn, wm iorst i orst hcst tcug` wot`, w ot`, enj e nj t`mn icr icr-act mntormhy, cur roa`tiuh phegm on t`m pcpuhetmj Buhtovmrsm. Aovmn t`os, wm wmrm fcunj tc mvchvm es e trcufhmj spmgoms. spmgoms . Cur wcrhj os cnm ci t`m imw phenmts t`et, jum tc t`m Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn, `es fmmn t`rcwn cii ci ots ncrbeh pettmrn ci jmvmhcpbmnt. Z`os josquomtona sotuetocn, t`os phenmtery querentonm, `es pmrsostmj icr bcrm t`en twc `unjrmj t`cusenj ymers, cnhy tc `evm ionehhy fmmn ejlujogetmj, on by unjmrstenjona, on t`m merhy 5?04s. Aovmn t`et t`m phenmtery querentonm `es ionehhy fmmn hoitmj, t`m rmst ci t`m Buhtovmrsm os ncw efhm tc bekm hmaotobetm gcntegt wot` us. Bcrm rmgmnthy w`et wm erm wotnmssona os fct` t`m rmturn ci t`m rmfmh bojweymrs (t`m fmonas ci t`m vochmt ihebm), w`c erm ncw gcbona fegk tc essost us on t`m gcbona trensicrbetocn ci cur wcrhj; enj pmr`eps ci bcrm pmrscneh ontmrmst tc by rmejmrs, t`m beny enamhs w`c ehoanmj wot` Hugoimr et t`m tobm ci t`m rmfmhhocn erm ongernetona es bcrtehs. Ot eppmers t`msm rmfmh enamhs enj wetg`mrs erm fmona ciimrmj `uben ongernetocn es e pet` tc pmrscneh rmjmbptocn, es t`m wcrhj os mbmraona ircb en ontmrbonefhy hcna jerk eam tc s`ekm cii t`m s`ejcws enj iuhiohh ots rmberkefhm jmstony.
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Beny vehuefhm onsoa`ts ircb beny joiimrmnt scurgms `evm gcntrofutmj tc t`m t`mbms enj iunjebmnteh qumstocns t`et t`os smroms ci fccks, t`m Gcnimssocns smroms, smmks tc mxphcrm, fut t`m bcst rmhoefhm enj gcbprm`mnsovm mxpcsotocn ci Acj, t`m ]novmrsm, enj Mvmryt`ona, t`et O `evm gcbm egrcss rmbeons Z`m ]rentoe Fcck. E nubfmr ci t`m gcngmpts enj wcrjs fmhcw erm jrewn ircb ot enj berkmj (]F), fut t`m jmion jmionotocns otocns erm t`m eut`cr‟s. Ehfmjc< t`m smgcnj steam ci t`m ehg`mbogeh prcgmss rmsuhtona ircb t`m shcw furnona cut ci t`m obpurotoms prmsmnt on t`m iorst steam. Enamh< e amnmreh tmrb icr eny crjmr ci fmona w`c ejbonostmrs wot`on e Hcgeh ]novmrsm. Etben, Onjwmhhona Wporot, Z`cua`t Z `cua`t Ejlustmr (]F)< Ejlustmr (]F)< en mssmngm ci t`m Grmetcr t`et onjwmhhs ehh bcrteh fmonas, `uben enj mxtretmrrmstroeh. Focphesb (]F)< e gcnstotumnt ci en onjovojueh‟s amncbm rmquormj tc rmgcnstotutm e fochcaogeh juphogetm ci t`m focphesb‟s jcncr, cr icr gehofretona e ghcnmj p`ysogeh vm`oghm tc ots ontmnjmj mnvorcnbmnt. Gehoaestoe (]F)< e Wmgcnjery Hencnenjmk Wcn w`c smrvmj es Thenmtery Trongm ci t`os wcrhj enj w`c ehoanmj `obsmhi wot` Hugoimr. Genc (]F)< ycuna Ncjotm erostcgret w`c betmj wot` Mvm, t`m imbehm vosotcr.. vosotcr Gmntreh ]novmrsm (]F)< t`m efcjm ci t`m croaoneh Grmetcr Acj/s‚t`m Iet`mr, t`m Bct`mr/Wcn, enj t`m @chy Wporot (]F). Oi t`m Buhtovmrsm os e tcrus, t`mn t`m Gmntreh ]novmrsm os t`m `chm on t`m bojjhm mxostona cn 747
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e ier ionmr irmqumngy enj ircb w`og` mnmray os jcwnstmppmj tc icrb t`m fuohjona fhcgks ci t`m Buhtovmrsm. Gotronotes< ejvengmj stetm ci sporotueh mnhoa`tmnbmnt w`mrmfy t`m ehg`mbost gen bekm en uhtobetm unoiogetocn wot` t`m Wuprmbm. Grmetcr Wcns (]F)< gc-grmetcrs‚meg` `evona e imbehm gcbphmbmnt, t`m Bct`mr Wporot (]F)‚ci meg` ci t`m smvmn `unjrmj t`cusenj Hcgeh ]novmrsms (]F). Z`m gc-grmetcrs ci t`m Hcgeh ]novmrsms bcjuhetm t`m jcwnstmppmj mnmraoms ircb t`m Gmntreh ]novmrsm tc jmsoan t`m hoim-icrbs icr t`csm fmonas mxostona wot`on ehh t`m irmqumngy jcbeons ci t`mor Hcgeh ]novmrsm. Jehoaestoe (]F)< e Wmgcnjery Wmgcnjer y Hencnenjmk Wcn w`c smrvmj es Gehoaestoe‟ Ge hoaestoe‟ss roa`t-`enj roa`t -`enj eojm. e ojm. Jmbcns< nmaetovm t`cua`ticrbs. Jmves< t`m gccrjonetona sporots ci t`m netureh wcrhj. Ehh hovona craenosbs erm germj icr fy jmves (cr neturm sporots). On t`m `uben fmona t`m jmve os t`et w`og` gccrjonetms enj syng`rcnozms t`m obbmnsm ebcunt ci p`yso p` ysogeh geh enj focg`mbog focg`mbogeh eh onicrb onicrbetoc etocn n t`et kmm kmmps ps cur fcjoms ehovm. Mxtretmrrmstroeh< bcrteh fmonas sug` es cursmhvms w`c `eoh ircb bcrm jmvmhcpmj wcrhjs wot` eggmss tc cur irmqumngy jcbeon. Ienjcr (]F)< e heram smbo-tmhmpet`og pessmnamr forj, seoj tc `evm fmgcbm mxtongt efcut t`orty-moa`t t`cusenj ymers eac. Irmqumngy jcbeon< t`m spmgtrub ci irmqumngoms t`et suppcrt t`m hoimicrbs w`csm smnsms erm tunmj tc t`et spmgoiog spmgtrub. Acj< on by pmrscneh mxpmromngm, Acj os fct` t`m Grmetcr enj t`m tctehoty ci Grmetocn, benoimst enj unbenoimst, obbenmnt enj trensgmnjmnt. Auerjoen (Gcbpenocn) Enamhs (]F)< iungtocn on peors tc mnsurm t`mor bcrteh werjs arcw on sporot cvmr t`m gcursm ci t`mor hoimtobms. Onjwmhhona Wporot, Etben, Z`cua`t Ejlustmr (]F)< en mssmngm ci t`m Grmetcr t`et onjwmhhs ehh bcrteh fmonas, `uben enj mxtretmrrmstroeh. Lenje-g`o< Lenjeg`o< t`m smgcnj ci t`m twc Thenmtery Trongms cn t`m phenmt \enjene. Lmsus G`rost< t`m Bog`emhscn (]F) ci cur Hcgeh ]novmrsm (]F) w`c ongernetmj es Lmsus G`rost on t`m p`ysogeh fcjy ci Lcs`ue fmn Lcsmp`; `m os ehsc kncwn es Bog`emh ci Nmfejcn (]F).
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Heneicram (]F)< e probery Hencnenjmk Wcn w`c suggmmjmj Hugoimr es Wystmb Wcvmrmoan. Hencnenjmk Crjmr ci Wcns`op (]F)< t`m t`orj crjmr ci Hcgeh ]novmrsm Jmsgmnjona Wcns ci Acj w`c smrvm es Wystmb Wcvmrmoans (Trobery Hencnenjmks) enj Thenmtery Trongms (Wmgcnjery Hencnenjmks). Hcgeh Wystmb (]F)< cur Hcgeh Wystmb, nebmj Wetenoe (]F), os fmhomvmj tc gurrmnthy pcssmss fmtwmmn sox `unjrmj enj sox `unjrmj ioity on`efotmj phenmts. Mert` os nubfmrmj sox `unjrmj sox on t`os smqumngm (]F). Hcgeh Wystmb @U Thenmt, Lmrusmb (]F)< t`m pchotogeh enj scgoeh gmntmr ci t`m Wetenoe Wystmb. Hcgeh ]novmrsm (]F)< e arcupona ci phenmts t`et gcbprosms 54 bohhocn on`efotmj wcrhjs. Hugoimr (]F)< jmpcsmj Wystmb Wcvmrmoan enj probery prcteacnost on t`m rmfmhhocn ebcna t`m enamhs. Hugoimr Vmfmhhocn (]F)< e rmfmhhocn ebcna t`m enamhs cggurrona 647,444 ymers eac cn Lmrusmb t`et eiimgtmj t`ort t`orty-smv y-smvmn mn on`efotmj wcrh wcrhjs, js, ci w`og` Mert` wes cnm. Bestmr ]novmrsm (]F)< t`m Buhtovmrsm t`et gcnteons t`m smvmn Wupmrunovmrsms (]F) (]F).. Bmhg`ozmjmk Wcns/Frct`mrs (]F)< e `oa` crjmr ci Hcgeh ]novmrsm Wcns jmvctmj proberohy tc mjugetocn enj w`c iungtocn es phenmtery ejbonostretcrs on mbmramngoms. Bojweymrs cr Bojwey Grmeturms (]F)< ontmhhoamnt fmonas, obpmrgmptofhm tc `ubens, w`c mxost on e gcntoaucus irmqumngy jcbeon enj smrvm es t`m pmrbenmnt phenmtery gotozmns. Bcrtehs (]F)< ontmhhoamnt fmonas w`c mbmram es e rmsuht ci fochcaogeh mvchutocnery prcgmssms cn e phenmt. Wcuhs erm fcrn tc t`mor obbcrteh hovms es bcrtehs, w`csm p`ysogeh fcjoms hovm enj jom fmicrm t`my erm aovmn t`m g`cogm tc gcntonum t`mor Buhtovmrsm germmr. Bcrteh Esgmnsocn Wg`mbm (]F)< t`m prcgmss fy w`og` ehh bcrteh fmonas w`c hovm h ovm enj jom cn t`m betm betmroeh roeh wcr wcrhjs hjs ci t`m Hcgeh Wys Wystmbs tmbs pess up t`rcua` t`m smvmn sufsmqumnt hmvmhs tc Lmrusmb, w`mrm t`my mbferk cn t`mor unovmrsm germmr.
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Bct`mr Wporot (]F)< wot` t`m Bog`emhscn, t`m imbehm gc-grmetcr ci e Hcgeh ]novmrsm. Buhtovmrsm< t`m eut`cr‟s tmrb icr t`m mntorm renam ci irmqumngy jcbeons, cn mvmry hmvmh ci t`m Bestmr ]novmrsm (]F). Buhtovmrsm Ejbonostretocn (BE)< t`m eut`cr‟s amnmreh tmrb icr t`m gmhmstoeh ejbonostretocn, wot` spmgoeh rmimrmngm tc t`m Hcgeh ]novmrsm furmeugregy. Nmfejcn (]F)< t`m nebm ci t`os Hcgeh ]novmrsm ci 54 bohhocn on`efotmj phenmts. phenm ts. Ncjotms (]F)< jmsgmnjents ci t`m ohhogot ontmrfrmmjona fmtwmmn smhmgtmj bcrtehs enj, cn rmehozona t`my wmrm jccbmj tc p`ysogeh jmet`, t`csm ci t`m Trongm‟s steii w`c ichhcwmj Gehoaestoe‟s uprosona. Ncju, Ncj (]F)< Ncju os Amcraoe‟s onicrbeh, fut rmspmgtiuh, nebm icr t`m bmbfmr ci t`m Trongm‟s steii w`c cppcsmj Gehoaestoe enj w`c, on tobm, hmj `os pmcphm tc t`m Oshenjs ci Bu. Weten (]F)< Hugoimr‟ Hugoimr‟ss roa`t roa `t-`enj -`enj eojm w`c gc-onstoaetmj t`m t `m enamhog enamh og rmfmhhocn 647,444 ymers eac. Wmrepetetoe (]F)< Ncjotm Trongm w`c pmrsuejmj Mvm tc eggmhmretm t`m vosotcrs voso tcrs‟‟ bosso bossocn cn fy betona wot` Genc enj grme grmetona tona e sonauher Ncjo Ncjotm tm fhccjhonm wot` e `meht`y jes` ci vochmt fhccj. Wmrep`(ob) (]F)< e `oa` crjmr ci enamhs w`csm iungtocns onghujm t`et ci gcbpenocn (auerjoen) enamhs, cr, hokm Amcraoe, cfsmrvona enamhs. Wmrep`og Zrenspcrt Wystmb (]F)< Zrenspcrt Wmrep`s, hovona fmonas t`et gerry ncn-betmroeh fmonas‚wetg`mrs es wmhh es esgmnjona bcrtehs‚tc t`m ct`mr wcrhjs cn e veromty ci irmqumngy jcbeons wot`on t`m Buhtovmrsm. Wchcnoe (]F)< t`m smrep`og ‘vcogm on t`m aerjmn‒ (]F) w`c ejbcnos`mj t`m vosotcrs enj `ej t`mb hmevm t`mor aerjmn `cbm enj stert t`mor hcna lcurnmy lcurn my tc smtthm on t`m Henj ci t`m Zwc Zwc Vov V ovmrs. mrs. Wupmrunovmrsm (]F)< e unovmrsm t`et gcnteons cnm `unjrmj t`cusenj Hcgeh ]novmrsms. Wystmb ci Thenmts (]F)< e arcupona ci phenmts gcnsostona ci e t`cusenj on`efotmj, cr tc fm on`efotmj, phenmts.
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Wystmb ci Wetenoe< t`m Wystmb ci phenmts wot`on w`og` Mert` os fut cnm ci t`m cvmr sox `unjrmj ioity on`efotmj wcrhjs ci t`m cnm t`cusenj phenmts phen mts wot`on ots ejbonostreto ejbonostretovm vm jcbeon, jcbeon, enj t`m hcgehm ci t`m Hugoimr Hugoimr rmvchutocn. Wystmb Wcvmrmoan (]F)< t`m ejbonostretovm enamh, tcamt`mr wot` en essostent ci t`m sebm renk, w`c os en cvmrehh eut`croty ci e Hcgeh Wystmb. Hugoimr enj Weten wmrm t`m peor on g`eram ci t`os Wystmb ci phenmts. Z`cua`ticrbs< queso-hoim-icrbs mxostona on t`m estreh rmaocns, jrewona t`mor hobotmj pcwmr ircb strcna mbctocneh t`cua`ts prclmgtmj cut ircb `uben bmntetocn, fct` gcnsgocus enj ungcnsgocus. Z`cua`ticrbs gen fm nmaetovm cr pcsotovm. Hcgehozmj nmaetovm cnms erm rmimrrmj tc es imer-obpegtmj imerobpegtmj t`cua`ticrbs. Zrenspcrt Wmrep`ob< crjmr ci smrep`ob spmgoiogehhy grmetmj es smntomnt vm`oghm vm `oghmss tc bekm ontmrphenm ontmrphenmtery tery trenso trensott eveohefhm on t`m icurt` icurt` enj ioit` ioi t` jobmnsocns. ]htretmrrmstroeh cr Ontretmrrmstroeh Fmonas< t`m fmonas w`c on`efot cur nmoa`fcrona irmqumngy jcbeon, enj w`c Z`m ]rentoe Fcck gehhs t`m bojweymrs cr bojwey grmeturms. ]neve< g`omi ci steii tc Trongm \enje, t`m smnocr ci t`m twc Thenmtery Trongms ci t`m nmoa`fcrona phenmt \enjene. ]novmrsm Germmr (]F)< e bcrteh‟s jmstony, unhmss g`csmn ct`mrwosm, tc rosm t`rcua` t`m beny `unjrmjs ci hmvmhs ci t`m Buhtovmrsm tc ionehhy mngcuntmr t`m Grmetcr. Yochmt Yoch mt Fhccj (]F)< (]F)< t`m pctmntoeh ci en oniusocn ci e shoa`thy `oa`mr irmqumngy amnmtog mnjcwbmnt, w`og` rmsuhts on bcrm egutm smnsms enj e jmmpmr sporotueh ewermnmss enj rmspcnsovmnmss. \enje< smnocr Thenmtery Trongm ci \enjene, e phenmt nebmj on `os `cncr enj tc w`og` Amcraoe `es bejm irmqumnt vosots. \enjen< t`m prongopeh goty ci t`m phenmt \enjene. \enjene< e nmoa`fcrona phenmt jmvmhcpona wot`on epprcxobetmhy t`m sebm tobm irebm es Mert` enj w`csm Thenmtery Trongms ehsc ichhcwmj Hugoimr ontc rmvchutocn.
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Zobct`y Qyhhom (5?:4‗6451) g`csm tc fm fcrn on Hcnjcn et t`m `moa`t ci t`m Fetthm ci Froteon. Wurvovona en Mnahos` pufhog sg`cch mjugetocn unfrckmn, `m stujomj erg`otmgturm, quehoiyona on 5?9: enj pregtogona on Hcnjcn enj t`m Fe`ebes. Jurona t`os tobm `m ehsc wcrkmj wot` twc ct`mrs tc grmetm e bystmry sg`cch, w`og` gebm tc fm kncwn es t`m Trcgmss G`urg`, enj sufsmqumnthy trevmhmj wot` t`m gcbbunoty t`rcua`cut Murcpm enj Ebmroge. @m fmgebm ert jormgtcr ci TVCGMWW beaezonm, jmsoanona e smroms ci beaezonms on t`m 5?94s enj ‟14s t`et `evm rmgmnthy fmgcbm rmgcanozmj es ebcna t`m probm prcamnotcrs ci psyg`mjmhog beaezonm jmsoan. On 5?1= Qyhhom fmgebm t`m jormgtcr ci t`m Nmw _crk `mejquertmrs, enj craenozmj e smroms ci gcnimrmngms enj smboners cn sug` uncrt`cjcx ossums es cut-ci-fcjy trevmh, mxtretmrrmstroeh 7500 75
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mngcuntmrs, ehtmrnetovm gengmr t`mrepoms, enj Zofmten Fujj`osb. Eitmr scbm iregtocus enj iunjebmnteh josearmmbmnts wot` `os gchhmeaums on t`m gcbbunoty, `m hmit tc stert e nmw hoim on 5?11. Z`m rmgcrj ci Qyhhom‟ss ioi Qyhhom‟ ioitmmn tmmn ymers on t`m bystmry sg`cch ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` enj t`m trum eggcunt ci t`os mggmntrog sporotueh gcbbunoty eppmers on `os Wmx,, Imer, Jmet`< Z`m Onsojm Wtcr Wtcryy ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` ci fcck Hcvm, Wmx t`m Ioneh Lujabmnt, w`og` wes pufhos`mj fy Imreh @cusm on 644?. Ot os shcwhy fmgcbona e guht ghessog. E prcicunj nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm on 5?17 gcniorbmj icr Qyhhom t`m rmehoty ci ct`mr hmvmhs ci mxostmngm enj onstoaetmj w`et `es fmgcbm e hoimtobm mxphcretocn ci ncn`uben ontmhhoamngms. @evona grmetmj `os ontmntocn, t`m Buhtovmrsm cpmnmj up e treoh ci syng`rcnogotoms t`et hmj tc `os swobbona wot` e gcesteh pcj ci wohj jchp`ons, twc mxtretmrrmstroeh mngcuntmrs‚jurona cnm ci w`og` `m wes efhm tc qumstocn t`m MZ bcut`pomgm es tc scbm ci t`m weys ci t`m on`efotmj Buhtovmrsm‚enj ionehhy tc en mxtmnjmj joehcaum wot` e arcup ci enamhs spmekona t`rcua` e hoa`t-trengm bmjoub on Zcrcntc, Geneje. Qyhhom‟s iors iorstt p`esm ci sporotue sporotuehh mxphcretocn wes pufhos`mj es Z`m Jmte Iegtcr< Jchp`ons, Mxt Mxtretmrrmstr retmrrmstroehs oehs & Enamhs fy Gchmben Trmss on Jchp`ons,, MZ MZss & Enamhs 5?0: enj rmpufhos`mj fy Fmer & Gcbpeny es Jchp`ons on 5??7. ]njmr wetmr Fort`ona, Fo rt`ona, puf@os smgcnj fcck, Jchp`ons, Zmhmpet`y & ]njmrwetmr hos`mj fy Fmer & Gcbpeny on 5??7, wes rmpufhos`mj fy Qosjcb Mjotocns on 6445 unjmr t`m tothm Ejvmnturms Ebcna Wporotueh Ontmhhoamngms< Enamhs, Ehomns,, Jchp`ons & W`ebens . On t`os fcck Qyhhom gcntonums `os trevmhs Ehomns mxphcrona mxphc rona Fehonmsm Fe honmsm s`ebenog `mehona, `mehona , Eustrehoen Efcroaoneh gcsbchcay, gcsbchcay, `uben unjmrwetmr fort`ona, jchp`on jmet` enj smxuehoty, mnt`mcamnog sporotuehoty, t`m aet`mrona ehomn prmsmngm cn t`m phenmt, enj `os trevmhs wot` e Qeh ehkk-On, ehcna wot` bug` mhsm. mhsm . Qyhhom‟s Qyhh om‟s wcrk wot wot`` t`m en enamh amhss t` t`rcua rcua`` t`m 5?04 ?04ss rmsu rmsuhtmj htmj on Enamhs< s< E Tregto Tregtogeh geh Auoj Auojmm tc Qcrkon crkonaa wot` _cur t`m fcck Esk _cur Enamh Bmssmnamrs ci @mevmn tc Mbpcwm Mbpcwmrr enj Mnro Mnrog` g` _cur Hoim, wrottmn wot` Ehbe Eh be Jenomh enj Enjrmw E njrmw Vebmr enj pufhos`mj pufhos`mj fy Fehhentonm Feh hentonm Fccks on 5??6. Eitmr spmnjona tobm et t`m tcp ci t`m Nmw _crk Zobms rmhoaocus
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fmstsmhhmrs, Esk _cur Enamhs wmnt cn tc fmgcbm en ontmrnetocneh suggmss on mhmvmn trenshetocns. Z`m Vmturn ci t`m Vmfmh Enamhs gcntonums t`m smroms `m fmaen wot` Jchp`ons,, MZ Jchp`ons MZss & Enamhs enj Ejvmntu Ejvmnturms rms Ebcna Wporo Wporotueh tueh Ontmhhoamn Ontmhhoamngms, gms, prmsmntona iur iurt`mr t`mr on-jmpt` ontuotovm mxphcretocns ci ncn`uben ontmhhoamngms. Ot jrews tcamt`mr t`m beny bmenonaiuh strenjs ci Qyhhom‟s t`orty-ymer vcyeam ci josgcvmry ontc unkncwn enj hcna-tefcc tmrrotcroms on e gc`mrmnt enj rmberkefhy cptobostog pogturm icr t`m obbmjoetm iuturm ci t`m `uben spmgoms, wot` t`m ongcnspogucus `mhp ci e fmnoan enj rog`hy on`efotmj hovona Buhtovmrsm. Z`m @mhoenx Trcpcsotocn< Z`m Vmturn ci t`m Veonfcw Wmrpmnt‚E Gcsbog Grmetocn Iefhm, ehsc t`orty ymers on t`m bekona, os Qyhhom‟s ohhustretmj byt`og mxphcretocn ci en engomnt mxtretmrrmstroeh pmrscnehoty enj ots cgguht onihumngm cn hoim on t`os wcrhj. Tufhos`mj fy Jeyneh Onstotutm Trmss on 6454, ot onghujms twc JYJs enj twc GJs ci esscgoetmj betmroeh. Z`m GJs gcnteon nonmtmmn tregks ci t`m eut`cr‟s vosocnery cfsmr vetocns, euabmntmj fy Mbby-wonn Mbby-wonnona ona busogoen t`m hetm Lob Qohscn, bestmr ci joaoteh scnog benopuhetocn. Gcnimssocns ci e Vmfmh Enamh, Qyhhom‟s iorst gchhefcretocn wot` Amcraoe, mbmramj on 6456, pufhos`mj fy Onnmr Zrejotocns/Fmer & Vmvchtt ci t`m Vmfmh Enamh Enamhss on 6457, Gcbpeny, w`c ichhcwmj up wot` Vmvch Vmfmhh Enamh Vmfm Enamhss on Mxo Mxohm hm on 645:, Qosjcb ci t`m Qetg`mrs on 645=, enj Ewekmnona ci t`m Qetg`mrs on 6459. FCCKW F_ ZOBCZ@_ Q_HHOM Z`m Jmte Iegtcr< Jchp`ons, Mxtretmrrmstroehs & Enamhs, 5?0: (gurrmnthy MZss & Enamhs, 5??7). on pront es Jchp`ons, MZ Esk _cur Enamhs< E Tregtogeh Auojm tc Qcrkona wot` t`m Bmssmnamrs ci @mevmn tc Mbpcwm Mbpcwmrr enj Mnr Mnrog` og` _cur Hoim, 5??6 (gcwrottmn wot` Ehbe Jenomh enj Enjrmw Vebmr). Jchp`ons, Zmhmpet`y & ]njmrwetmr ]njm rwetmr Fort`ona Fort`ona,, 5??7 (gurrmnthy on pront es Ejvmnturms Ejvmntu rms Ebcna Wpor Wporotueh otueh Ontmhhoam Ontmhhoamngms< ngms< Enamhs Enamhs,, Ehom Ehomns, ns, Jchp`on Jchp`onss & W`ebens, 6445).
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Gcntegtona _cur Enamhs Z`rcua` Bcvmbmnt, Bmjotetocn & Busog, 5??= (wot` Mhho Febfrojam). Hcvm,, Wmx Hcvm Wmx,, Imer, Jmet`< Z`m Onsojm Wtcr Wtcryy ci t`m Trcgmss G`urg` ci t`m Ioneh Lujab Lujabmnt, mnt, 644? (mjotcr, wot` Ejeb Terirmy). Z`m @mhoenx Trcpcsotocn< Z`m Vmturn ci t`m Veonfcw Wmrpmnt‚E Gcsbog Grmetocn Iefhm, 6454. Z`m Vmturn ci t`m Vmfmh Enamhs, 6455. Gcnimssocns ci e Vmfmh Enamh, 6456. Vmvcht ci t`m Vmfmh Enamhs, 6457. Vmfmh Enamhs on Mxoh Mxohm, m, 645:. Qosjcb ci t`m Qetg`mrs, 645=. Ewekmnona ci t`m Qetg`mrs, 6459.
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Wmgrmt @ostcry ci t`m Qetg`mrs Ethentos enj t`m Jmmp Bmbcry ci t`m Vmfmh Enamhs ZOBCZ@_ Q_HHOM Qrotona tcamt`mr wot` Zobct`y Qyhhom, t`m enamh Amcraoe jmteohs t`m mvmnts ci Mert`‟s engomnt `ostcry on t`m 0t` bohhmnnoub FG • Vmvmehs `cw Ethentos `ej `ej gcppmr bonms on Ncrt` Ebmroge enj ton bonms bonms on Mnahenj, w`og` onotoetmj t`m Frcnzm Eam enj bejm Ethentos cutreamcushy wmeht`y • Mxpheons t`m trum purpcsm ci Acfmkho Zmpm Zmpm es pert ci Trongm Gehoaestoe‟s phen tc mnshevm bcrteh scuhs • Ontmrwcvmn wot` cfsmrvetocns efcut Qyhhom‟s gurrmnt enj prmvocus hovms, sug` es `os onvchvmbmnt wot` t`m Trcgmss G`urg` enj `os prcicunj nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm
Eitmr Hugoimr‟s enamhog rmfmhhocn 647,444 ymers eac, Mert` enj 79 ct`mr phenmts wmrm querentonmj ircb t`m heramr Buhtovmrsm. Jmspotm ehoanona wot` t`m rmfmh enamhs, Amcraoe‚en enamh ci Wmrep`og stetus‚wes pmrbottmj tc rmbeon cn Mert` enj gcntonum `mr rchm es e Qetg`mr. On t`os fcck, Amcraoe, wrotona tcamt`mr wot` Zobct`y Qyhhom, s`erms `mr pmrscneh eggcunt ci Mert` on t`m 0t` bohhmnnoub FGM, t`m iorst mre ci Ethentos. Amcraoe s`erms `mr mxpmromngms fmona prmsmnt es Ethentos wes rmgcvmrona ircb t`m iorst ci t`rmm netureh josestmrs t`et wcuhj uhtobetmhy jmstrcy ot. W`m rmvmehs `cw t`m Ethentmens `ej fmgcbm gcniojmnt beronmrs, fmaonnona tc turn tc poregy, enj `cw Ethentmen s`ops `ej rmeg`mj t`m wmst gcest ci Ncrt` Ebmroge. Z`m gcppmr t`m Ethentmens bonmj on Ncrt` Ebmroge, tcamt`mr wot` ton ircb Mnahenj, pcwmrmj t`m Frcnzm Eam enj onotoetmj t`m iorst truhy tmg`nchcaogeh govohozetocn cn Mert`, bekona Ethentos cutreamcushy wmeht`y. Amcraoe ehsc s`cws `cw Acfmkho Zmpm wes en ettmbpt fy Trongm Gehoaestoe tc sefcteam t`m phenmt‟s mhmgtrcbeanmtog mnmray aroj enj ontmrimrm wot` bcrteh esgmnsocn, ehh on crjmr tc mnshevm scuhs tc en mnjhmss smroms ci bcrteh ongernetocns. Eitmr Gehoaestoe put t`os phen ontc egtocn, Amcraoe icunj t`et 14 pmrgmnt ci Ethentmens wmrm ncw rmfmh enamh ongernetms‚t`m Buhtovmrsm Ejbonostretocn `ej t`wertmj `os miicrts tc rmgyghm scuhs. Ontmrwcvmn wot` Amcraoe‟s nerretovm ci Mert`‟s engomnt `ostcry erm `mr cfsmrvetocns ci Zobct`y Qyhhom‟s gurrmnt enj prmvocus hovms, onghujona `os onvchvmbmnt wot` t`m Trcgmss G`urg` enj `os prcicunj nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm on 5?17. Amcraoe s`erms `mr wcrjs, on pert, tc ewekmn t`m 544 bohhocn rmfmh enamhs gurrmnthy hovona t`mor `uben hovms, bcst unewerm ci t`mor enamhog `mroteam. W`m rmvmehs `cw e bcrteh ongernetocn icr e rmfmh enamh os en cppcrtunoty cppcrtu noty tc rmjmmb t`mor pest enj `mhp prmperm t`m wey icr t`m obbonmnt trensicrbetocn tren sicrbetocn ci ahcfeh gcnsgocusnmss es t`m rmfmh-`mhj phenmts, onghujona Mert`, erm wmhgcbmj fegk ontc t`m Buhtovmrsm. Zreonmj es en erg`otmgt, Zobct`y Qyhhom os e arep`og ertost enj wrotmr w`c, eitmr e nmer-jmet` mxpmromngm on 5?17, spmgoehozms on t`m stujy ci ncn-`uben ontmhhoamngms, sug` es enamhs, MZs, enj jchp`ons. Z`m eut`cr ci smvmreh fccks, onghujona Z`m Vmturn ci t`m Vmfmh Enamhs enj Enamhs enj Ew Ewekmnona ekmnona ci t`m Qetg`mrs, `m Qetg`mrs, `m hovms on t`m `oa` jmsmrt ci Nmw Bmxogc. Fmer & Gcbpeny • OWFN ?10-5-=?5:7-75?- • $66.44 (GEN $61.=4) Tepmr Ehsc eveohefhm es en mfcck • 7:: peams, 9 x ? • Onghujms 0-peam gchcr onsmrt Voa`ts< Qcrhj • Nmw Eam/G`ennmhona
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