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atmif oG m;zsu r,f f ...bD ...bD vl;wJh uG aemf...[m;..[m;..[m;..}} ...[m;..[m;..[m;..}} qd kNyD; ,d ki wd f ,d ki wd f kif ajcvSr ;us f JBuD;eJY r*Fvmr@yf buf vSn hf xG uf oG m;w,f/ oleJYtwl xef ;&nf xd ki aomuf f aewJh armif aumif ; wd k tk Y y pkf uvnf ; ]]a[haumif ..roG ..roG m;eJ av..[m'D Y aumif..}}ponf ..}}ponfjzif jzif h yg;pyfESESi f h wm;aeMuayr,f h b,f olrSxvJ rqG JMubl;? aemuf NyD; b,f olrSvnf ; vk uf d roG m;Mubl;? olBuD;xd yf wHk;ud aMumuf kd vd kY/ ]]tcgawmf___ay;wmu___ewf ___ay;wmu___ewf a&;i,f___a&T ___a&T pm__}} r*F vmr@yf avmf pyD umu xG uf vmwJ h tcgawmf ay;oD csi ;u f bDvl;&JU a'goud k kydNyD;EI ;qG d ovd kjzpf aew,f/ 'gaMumif h ajcvS ;rf usJBuD;eJY cyf oG uf oG uf vSr ;oG f m;NyD; r@yf a½SUa&muf wJhtcg cyf wnf wnf eJY cg;axmuf&yf &yf vd ku w,f f / NyD;awmh avmf pyDumoHu kd zHk;vT rf ; oG m;wJhtxd toHu kjd r§i hNf yD;... ]]a[h..rif ..rif ;wd k Y r*F vmyG J ud k&yf & vd yf k uf prf ;..}} ol&JUtoHus, us f , aMumif f h r@yf xJu vI ½S yf m;rItm;vHk;&yf wef Yo m;w,f G / NyD;awmhtHhtm;oif hwJh tMunf hr K;awG sd eJY olYu kt d xl; tqef;ozG,f 0dkif;MunfhMuw,f/ bDvl;uawmh cyfwnfwnfyJ? ajcESp acs f mif ;ud k cyf usJusJc JG&yf xm;NyD; cg;ud k[ ef ygyg axmuf xm; w,f/ ]]tckc efs upNyD d ; r*Fvm;yG Ju k d igud k, wd f kif zsu od f rf ;vd ku NyD f ..}} r@yfxJu ckeNidrfoufaewJhvlawGtm;vHk; vIyf½Sm;½Sm; jzpf uk Muw,f ef / NyD; awmhtcsi ;cs f i ;vuf f wd kYar;aighMuNyD;... ]]r*F vmyG zs J u od f rf ;vd k uf NyDw...}} .Jh ..}} awmf 0if Nrd KUrpmtk yf wd k uf
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]]ol ubmvd zs k Y u ypf f wmvJ}} }} ]]bDvl;eJYc rI if u ef orD ;&nf ;pm;vm;}} ]]ol Y bmqd eJ k if vd k Y vJ}} }} ponfjzif jzif h pum;oHawG u r@yf wpf ckvHk; yG pd wuf uk w,f ef / r*FvmyG JvmMu wJh {nf hy&d owf tm;vHk;u rxif rSw wJ f hpum;Mum;& awmh tHhtm;oif hu Muw,f kef / jrif om&G mom;awG u bDvl;taMumif ; ca&aphw ifG ;uso aeawmh d od yf rwk vI ef y Muay f r,f h jrif ;u'yf&G& mom; G awG uawmh... ]]'Daumif umi f..bmvJ? b,fuaumifvJ..cif . cifrIefeJY bm bm awmf vJ..orD;&nf ;pm;vm;...}}ponfjzif jzif hZa0Z0g jzpf uk w,f ef / NyD; awmh owdkYorD;cifrIefudk wvSnfh r@yfa½SUcg;axmuf&yfaewJh bDvl;ud kwpfvSn f h Munf hNyD;trs K;rs d K;xif d aMu;ay;aew,f/ cifrIef crsmvnf ; taMumif om;eJY bDvl;ud kai;Munh ae½S f mw,f/ tm;vHk;&JU tajctaeud k &d yf pm;rd wJh olBuD;u olYorD; r*Fvm yG Jysu rSf mpd k;wmeJY uAsmu,mxNyD u,mxNyD;.. ]]a[haumif bDvl;..rif ;rl;ae&if vJ jyef td yf awmhu G m? 'DrSm r*F vm,l aewJ htcs ef rS d m tr*Fvm vmrvky eJ f Y...}} ol B uD ; pum;vnf ; Mum;&m bD v l ; yd k N yD ; a'goxG u f o G m ; ovd k eJY ajrBuD;ud kzaemif h eJY ]zke ;} f ceJ ayguf NyD; .. ]]usKyf u tr*Fvm vmvky aewmr[k f w bl f ;? tr*Fvmrjzpf atmifvmNyD; wm;aewm? olBuD;orD;cifrIefudk usKyfr[kwf&iff jrif om&Gmom;eJYyJ oabmwl kEid fr,f/ 'Dv kdt&uf orm;? zJorm; uavu0wpf mom;eJ &G&G Y vH ;0oabmrwl k EdE k if bl d ;..}} awmf 0if Nrd KUrpmtk yf wd k uf
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bDvl;&JUpum;Mum;a&m jrif;u'yf&Gmom;tm;vHk; vIyfvIyf ½Sm;½Sm;jzpf uk ef Mu w,f/ tqd k;qHk;uawmh owd kYom;armif pd k;tar v,f yd ki ½Sf i uawmf f a':od ef ;BuD;yJ/ olYom;ud k t&uf orm; zJorm; uavu0qdkNyD; pGwfpGJ&aumif;vm;qdkNyD; vHkcsnfpGef awmifpGJNyD;... ]]atmifrm...igYomudkrsm; t&uform; zJorm;av;bm av;eJY [Jh... eif ua&mbmaumif rd kYvJ }} v,f yd ki ½Sf i uawmf f a':od ef ; pum;vnf ;Muma&m bDvl;u xDrxif [ef eJY rsuf ESmud k½IHUrJhv ku d NyDf ; ... ]]tJ'gyJ..trd bmjzpf awmh Ekw tmMurf f ;owJhvJ? 'DrSmtzG m;BuD; cif Asm;om; [mwu,f qd k&if usKyf wd kY& mu G olBuD;orD ;cif d rI av;eJ ef Y rajymeJY mxJ &G utaMumf onf rkq d k;r a':apmBuD;eJYawmif rwef bl; od&J& UJvm;...}} bD v l ; pum;vJ M um;a&m wpf c sd e f v H k ; Nid r f e m;axmif a ewJ h rkq d k;ra':apmBuD;u aomuf aewJh bef YaAG ;&G uf aq;vd yf ud k ]bkwf } ceJ jypf csv ku d NyD f ;... ]]tvd kawmf..a,muf ..a,muf sm;xyf rvd kcsi vd f kY rkq kd ;rvky aewm? f vd kcsif vd kYuawmh olBuD k;zd;xif eJYawmif taMumif ;ygEd ki ao;? f usKyf omtys Kd qd k 'Dv kd aumif rs K;rpOf d ;pm;aygif? aooG m;wJh ud kz k;d armif awmif vuf qG J jyvd ku cs f i&J&f JU? olYcif rsmaoomaooG m; &½Smw,f..t&uf w,f..t&uf qd kaMumuf wwf vd kY aq;vk yf awmif rvl;zl;aygif...}} ...}} rkq k;d ra':apm&JUpum;aMumif h tajctaeyd kNyD;wif ;oG m;w,f/ jrif ;u'yf &G mom;awG uvnf ; olw Yv kd ,f yd ki ½Sf i om;ud f k 'Dv kad jym& awmf 0if Nrd KUrpmtk yf wd k uf
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rvm;aygY? owd kYom;tar a':od ef ;BuD;qd k aqG YaqG Yc a&m/ kef ESpfzuf vHk;tajctae 'Dxufqdk;vmEdkifp&m½SdaMumif;ud k &d yf rd wJholBuD;uyJ yG Jx ef ;ovd d k r@yf a½SU&yf vd ku NyD f ;... ]]wd wf Muprf ;}} ol B uD ; &J U aiguf o H a Mumif h r @yf w pf c k v H k ; rD ; ud k a &eJ Y z srf ; yufvdkufovdk ½SJceJ NidrfusoGm;w,f/ tm;vHk;toHwdwfoGm;rS olBuD;u bDvl;ud kvuf nd K;aiguf aiguf xd k; NyD;... ]]a[haumifbDvl; rif;at;at;aq;aq;xGufoGm;rvm; igzrf ;csKyf&rvm; &rvm; ajymprf ;/ igh ud ka'goxG uf atm;if rvky eJ Yf aemf...}} ...}} olBuD;&JUa'gowBuD;pum;udk bDvl;utavQmhray;ao; bJ .../ ]]'DrSmolBuD; cif rIe&J&f JUr*Fvm;yG Ju d k zsu ay;rvm;? f rzsu ay; f bl ;vm; 'gyJ ajym}} ]]rzsufay;Edkifbl;uGm rif;vdkuavuacs&JU pum;udkigu em;axmif&rS &rSmvm;? Nrd Ktky rif f ;&JU a&T pvG ,f qk& olMuD;zd k;xif wJhaemf.. .. rqd k if&if & r½I if yf eJ Y}} }} olBuD;&JUjywfom;wJh pum;udk bDvl;rsufESmwpfcsufrysuf bl;/ *½krpd ku ovd f k [ef rs K;eJ d Yawmif ykcHk;ud kw ef YG NyD;... ]]aocsmvm;}} olYtar;ud k olBuD;upd wf qd k;rmef qd k;eJY ... ]]aocsmw,f uG m..rif ;bmvk yf rvd k Y vJ}} }} olBuD;&J Ua'gowBuD;pum;ud k rxDw&Dv yf k NyHK;vd ku NyD f ;... awmf 0if Nrd KUrpmtk yf wd k uf
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